Wednesday, June 30, 2004

so tired... :X

Ng Yi Xiu Highway
Valley of Depression6
Bog of Eternal Marriage20
Loony-Bin Lane54
County Jail110
Mt. Happiness443
Please Drive Carefully
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Where are you on the highway of life?

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Friday, June 25, 2004



How to make a Ng Yi Xiu
Ingredients:

3 parts intelligence

3 parts courage

5 parts instinct
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability


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Personality cocktail
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Sunday, June 20, 2004

yoz... i'm bored... coz there's no nice nice shows on tv tonight... maybe i should juz sit down and let my brain rot by watching '6th day'... ha!~ i shall juz do that...

today's work was fun... it's all people i like to work with... 'cept that lee lee wasn't working today... but john was... too bad that i was doing transition though... darn it!~ =<> ~*grinz*~

let's see what else is there...

school's reopening tomorrow... there's saffron on tuesday... which means make up and all that crap... i'm sorry... but you guys should know that i'm not a make up kinda girl... =>

yarz... went out with puimun... waiyee... manmi and yinyee to cartel at suntec on friday to celebrate my belated birthday... hahaha... was so fun... all the food we ate was great too... =>

but somehow... i've still been thinking a lot... like why are things happening to me this way... why are people like that and all... sometimes i really wonder about a lot of things... it's like a non-stop cycle that's going round and round in my mind... there's no end to it.. so i guess there's no beginning to it either... don't know if i'm making sense but yarz... coz like what they say... 'every beginning has an end...'

like sometimes... i wonder how come some people are so irresponsible at times... it's like anything they say muz be worshipped... it's so ridiculous!~ or they come to work and slack around and do things SLOWLY... people are out there owing products and they are taking their bloody OWN SWEET TIME... what's their problem?~ i hate doing PC with people like them... no sense of urgency at all... and managers who doesn't leave a correct impression on crew by scolding 'f' words or hurrying the crew when they are already serving customers... what the freak?!?~ arrghz!!!~ guess that there's a lot of things which i don't understand... a lot of things about people around me... how they are feeling and all... all that kinda stuff... i thought i knew them but yet i don't... it's these kinda weird feelings that makes me feel like as if i've underestimated my own capabilities... like when working... i got my performance/pay review... and i only got a bloody 74.1%... it's only an excellent... blearghz... next time i'll get an 'outstanding'... hopefully... ~*crossez fingerz*~

can't wait for spiderman 2 to be out... so excited about it!!!~ =>

but i'm still more excited about school... it'll be busier with IG and SJCC and mac... but it'll be a kinda fruitful kind of busy... it'll make me feel involved and all... =>

ok... i shall let my brain go and rot...

see you guys... =>

nitey nite!~ =>

Thursday, June 17, 2004

been thinking too much these few days... AGAIN... what's wrong with me?~ you know why i'm thinking so much again?~ it's because i did a very stupid thing that day on orientation when i forgot to bring my receiver... the total journey was 4 hours to and fro... so you can guess the amount of thinking i did... and it was serious thinking... ha!~

was thinking about those unpleasant thoughts and all... and it suddenly struck me... what if i die one day without leaving anything or messages behind?~ and i started listing down the things i want to do... it came up to a short list though... it seems like what i ever wanted was done except for a few things...

and i found out that i will only die with one regret... which is good coz i thought there might be more... => this regret will never have a second opportunity to it coz it'll never happen... sadly... =<> you all might think that i'm crazy and all but i'm not... juz been thinking too much... => but it's not harmful thinking... at least my brain is working out... =>

ok... moving on to happy stuff... =>

i got promoted... and guess what's the pay like?~ $3.09... yes it's THAT pathetic... 9 cents more... ha!~ but i don't care... coz I'M LOVING IT!!!~ =>

it's been so fun learning all the stuff from mac... really!!!~ the managers are so nice (except those from bukit panjang plaza... =X)the new training crew that's going over to NTU are nice too... =>

but sometimes i juz get so pissed off by people who alwayz ;push the blame to others... that's one kind of person i dislike... besides dishonesty... =X

yarz... been talking to hilmi more often these days too... =>

guess that's all... can't wait for school to start...

SAFFRON HERE I COME!!!~