I din noe this would have happened, now that it has happened,
i cannot pretend nothing has ever happened. things would never
be the same anymore. Shld i wait for an apology or perhaps
'apologize' is nothing but a song to him. i dun wish to know.
it just hurts to be treated like this in return for what i have
given and shared this years.  and till now not
even a simple word of sorry from him. this just hurts, 
普通老百姓交的朋友谓“布衣之交”；
有钱人与没钱人交朋友谓“车笠之交”；
在逆境中结交的朋友称“患难之交”；
吃喝玩乐结交的朋友称“酒肉之交”；
年岁差别大，行辈不同而交情深厚的朋友称“忘年之交”；
幼年相交的朋友，称“竹马之交”；
交情深厚的朋友谓“肺腑之交”；
亲密无间的朋友谓“胶漆之交”；
生死与共的朋友谓“生死之交”；
情投意合的朋友称“莫逆之交”；
哪怕砍头也不改变友谊的朋友称“刎颈之交”；
无意中相遇而结成的朋友称“邂逅之交”；
在道义上互相支持的朋友称“君子之交”；
只见过一次面，交情不深的朋友称“一面之交”；
仅点头打招呼，感情不深的朋友称“点头之交”；
平淡而浮泛交往的朋友称“泛泛之交”；
见过面但不熟悉的人称“半面之交”；
旧时结拜的兄弟姊妹称“八拜之交”；
交友不嫌贫*的称“杵逆之交”；
宝贵而有价值的交往称“金玉之交”。

saw this somewhere. i wonder where i 
stands in the hearts of my frens. haiz