the mango village; /\/\e|

so. i've been flying.

those 4 words pretty much sums up what's up lately. haha..

i'd love to blog and express my feelings freely once again but im tired now.
so this is the max i can offer.
brain juice, till the next time!

MEL

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2:32 AM

Short updates.

Awesome birthday spent at a hotel room at MBS.
I loved the stay there so much i still think or rather hope i'm actually back there!
There is this something about being in another comfortable and beautiful place and spending the night; so holiday-ish..

Celebrated our 3rd year anniversary before actual day because i was gonna get two of my wisdom teeth plucked out.
Itacho rocks my world! more salmon please!

It's been so long since i last got any of my teeth extracted out so it was quite an experience.
The injections were painful at two specific spots. scary shit but the rest of it went really smooth and i didnt bleed much. Thank God.
I can still feel the two holes at the back of my mouth :s
Heal, gum, heal!

29 June 2011
Marks the 1095th day that he and i have been together.
New found love for pepper lunch.
so darn blardy yummy!
--> Unagi peppered rice (with sweet enhancement by orderer: mushrooms and egg)
yum yum yum :) XD

ok that's all folks!
marmee, it's overrr~~!

God is good
lovesMEL

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2:02 AM

there i stood.
with a spoon filled with white cloudy solution on my right hand,
and a cup of water tightly held on my left.

what's the white cloudy solution?
oh, it's two pills that i'm supposed to take twice a day, 2 pills each time, crushed to its powder form and dissolved with water.
it taste so bitter i dont have a right descriptive word for its bitterness cum a hint of sourness.

and i am someone who CANNOT SWALLOW PILLS that is why i have to go to great lengths to get those little bastards into my stomach! :(

:( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

I stood there in front of the sink for almost half an hour staring at the solution and trying to psycho myself to put it into my mouth.

Step 1: put spoon into mouth
Step 2: drink lots of water to down the medicine
Step 3: eat a sweet or chewing gum and i'm good to go~

I was at Step 1 for about 25 minutes.
It is very saddening for me.
It really is....

I even thought of seeking professional help as in the area of hypnotism.
yes, that serious.

I've got four more days to go = 4 pills per day = 16 more pills
each time i take it, i take on 2 pills.
okay i think i can do this.

4 days is nothing!!
nothing as per compared to a HEALTHY BODY !!

It seems like im having a private prep talk with myself.
ohmy... :(

it's me signing out again...........

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11:19 PM

hello this is me on the 15th.
two more days to ... my birthday !!! :D

this year's birthday brings much anticipation and excitement!
i might just wake up squealing like a little girl. haha!

MBS, i'm coming and dear-cake, i'm gonna meet you soon!! :D

MELISSA SIGNING OFF!!!

hahaha omy that was so cheesy.

okay roger and out.

HAHA!

good bye. happy JUNE everybody!!

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9:08 PM

Today, as a surprise, he came to look for me! me me me!!!
I couldn't stop smiling when I saw him and when he was sitting beside me.
I had that fuzzy feeling back.
It was nice to see him again after one whole week.
hurhur..
He bought me macdonalds too; my fav mcSpicy! :')
I made him Swiss chocolate drink with marshmallows! (the instant kind. LOL)

I'm easily sweetened by small actions, small love, small words.
By that, I do not mean buying me stuff but in the non-material level.
I'm not sure if my ways of expressing my appreciation or acknowledgment in things are done properly.
Nonetheless, thank you baby for everything.
bu yao huai dan, dui wo zai tian yi dian hao ma? :) "HAO!"
hurhurhur...

remember this....?
Year 2008.

one of the ultimate sweetest days!
XD

ok im off!
a new day brings new hope!
new hope brings ... confidence!

byebye!

God Bless
lovesMEL

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4:03 AM

I shall just pretend and keep both my eyes closed!!!
My maid is not hiding at the back of the kitchen using her phone!!!
ARGHHH!!!
Never mind. Whatever. She's gonna be out of here soon anyway!!!

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Yup. Today is the 6th of June. Many of my friends' birthday falls on today! Come to think of it,
I do have quite a lot of friends who are June babies. Hurhur..

I think Popo is so cool. She just ignored my maid. LOL! She deserved it because she suddenly broke into a laughter and went hysterical. What was so funny man.
That was random by the way.

Anyway, I found myself blogging more lately. Reasons could include the fact that my com has been on for the past few days and using it was one of the things that have kept me sane. It offered me an outlet to share my thoughts and in return I get a sense of comfort.
I remember those days where it was just me and I, I blogged quite a bit too.
Why am I seeing a resemblance?

Sidenote.
The weather is so hot again. I woke up in a sweat this afternoon.
The stupid Pokerist refuses to connect. I don't play games on my iPhone nowadays anymore.
BORing........
ok byebye!

<3 Melissa

I miss the fuzzy feeling and warmth a hug gives me.
The feeling of having someone who gets my back is intriguing.
Fear should not exist.

sneezed and yawned at same time at
9:16 PM

Here I am again!

I'm blogging again because I'm quite bored and being alone at home isn't helping.
I feel like going out but the time is limited so I might as well stay home and especially when I don't have anywhere to go too. My stomach still is getting stomaches and it is very irritating. To relief it, I either have to hug my stomach or knees and wait for the pain to subside or go to the toilet, which is also making me sick of it. Going in a few times a day for that purpose is not right.
But I refuse to see a doctor because I don't want to eat anymore pills! :'(

The maid is giving us problems with her sly ways and lies and indifferent attitude to the whole matter. I feel cheated and angry. So angry I feel like unleashing myself on her and be a lot of scariness to her. But I can't. I just have to pretend that all is fine in case she decided to kill us or poison us. I don't like having maids but there isn't really a choice now.

Maybe a sibling will help? Maybe I can adopt a sibling? Can I do that? Or can I get someone from HongKong here to help? Ha ha ha... Lots of options aren't there. I'm spoilt with choice.
Who say I need help in the first place! I can do this on my own. I've been mentally strong enough till now so yea?! Problems will arise but there are always solutions and nothing is too big nor too small for Him to handle it for us. Have faith, Mel. And pray.

I've been having diarrhea since 26th last month so it is the 11th day today!
It's not as bad as the first week where even my appetite was affected.
Maybe I really really need to stick to plain porridge kinda food.
Macaroni soup etc. I love macaroni soup. I've been having it for 2 days this week. Plain yet yummy and very appetising.

To top it off, my human cycle clock has been irregular. I think it is due to stress 2 weeks ago.
I'm not talking about my sleep here.

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Many places in Singapore were flooded today. It's a good day to stay home.
Popo had planned to attend a celebration just around the block later and the tent actually collapsed just awhile ago. Thank God the event have not started and the people have not reached else it may be something I dare not think of.

I'm so hungry now and my stomach is hurting again. Gotta go.

God bless
Mel

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5:33 PM

Hello June!
I love the month of June.
I think I love June because there are many happy occasions in it.
Since young, it is the month where kids have fun, go on holiday, and sleep in late; as late as possible, play their Gameboy/Gamegear (then in the 90s! Kids are getting so much more now man) till batteries after batteries run out of their limited lives.
It is a time where I see my loved ones.
It is also my birthday :) 17June
And as i grew and blossomed into a young lady, another beautiful day of June became joyous.
It is our anniversary :) 29June

I remember liking the month so much I always used the name "June" in my compositions during school days until a butch by that name became 'famous'. I stopped using that to prevent any childish accusations.

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Many things to update.

Hong Kong trip in February
Interviews in February, April, and May
and minor major things in between that I can't recall at the moment.

Hong Kong trip
It was 8 degrees celsius when I reached on the first day. The coldest HK has been for that past few months. Hurhur and I was wearing three-quarters harem pants with a thin long sleeve and a normal jacket. I found the coldness so amusing that I kept giggling to myself while walking!
Immediately bought thermal pants and changed into jeans!
I loved how I could play with layers and wear scarfs and gloves without breaking into any sweat!
There was one morning where I climbed a flight of stairs and all I did was pant. No perspiration nor stickiness!! YAY! XD

I flew on valentine's day haha.. and was back on the 17th.
It was really great to be back and be able to see my loved ones again.
The streets welcomed me as though I belonged there. The coldness embraced my warm burning heart. I have never experienced a holiday spent in the cold. Soooo it was brand new experience which I loved! I got to eat my all time favourite "yu dan", Gum mui mak Ham(!), vitasoy malt milk, ice lemon tea, and many more! Many cousins over there treated me to yum cha and as well as dinners. Loved. Hee.

I didn't have time to go Disneyland, Wax museum, the Peak. I went to Victoria Harbour though.
Most of the time was spent meeting relatives and shopping wasn't that feasible. Due to the weather, the clothes at that time were all catered to that temperature. That makes it impossible to wear it in our humid and super hot Singapore! :( After 3 days of shopping, I bought ONE top. Hurhur...

Hmm.. I think that's all for HK. Pictures wise, I'll probably upload it in future. For now, refer to FB.

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I took a long break after the release of my exam results. Worked for some events while waiting for a job. I finally got it through God's grace. :)
All the rounds seems went through like a breeze.
How can anyone possibly have an ice-breaker at every round. All glory to you dear God. You made it possible for me. The tension kinda dissolved in the atmosphere. yay!

I'm looking forward to the training and the actual thing when it starts. More of those after 7th July! It is also Boyboy's birthday ^-^

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Random fact. I just farted. And it nearly knocked my popo and I out. HAHAHAHAHHA!
It was deadly. LOL. My image is now totally gone. Gone! But I'm happy and I find joy in sharing. HAHAHHAHA.....

Alright, I'm out! I'm glad this post turned out to be something else than what I planned before.

God is real and God bless you.
lovesMEL

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6:28 PM