Finally

Finally it's time to enjoy the last bit of luxury- speedy internet connection at home....
Finally boredom has won over the battle with laziness

Me ,the lazy bum---- ended up sitting in front of the laptop n start blogging....

I'm getting bored...Yes BORED..freaking bored...

tat's y i'm here.Boredom is really killing me....

There's nothing much to do in a small town with practically no entertainment. NO movies.NO shopping. Zilch!

i might as well make myself useful n update a bit n post some pics......

My brain is not superb.Not superb.Yeah, all i can remember of sem 4 was we played a lot!! Yup kid u not! We did actually have so much fun...

Too much fun is bad for results....

tat's y my results is so freaking sucky that i cant bear to look at it....

Roughly,this is wat sem 4 is all about....

Never ending volley n futsal training, more trainning n match...Oh boy i miss those days man!

proof of how dedicated we r.... we played rain or shine,day or night...sounds liek comercial but it really depicts what we gone through.... when is the next trainning????haha

This particular scene is gonna b in my memories 4eva.... Us drying the volleyball court before the start of match... volleyball players r good floor wipers???

Then came the UNLIMITED birthday dinner....

All thie pics r solid proofs...

I still remember struggling with others trying to come out with birthday surprises...

Going through my gallery only did i realised that how much i had "invested' in others birthday....

i guess many will agree with me...So far i think all the birthday celebrations tat we planned r quite memorable regardless of some flaws here n there.... ~relieved~

t

he pics of birthday dinners n celebrations posted here is the tip of an ice berg in the sense of the money spent, let me rephrase :well i guess i had spent not a small amount ,well quite a big sum, on investment this sem.....

Daddy sed investment is good! so i follow his advice n spent quite a bit on birthday pressies n all.....

My birthday celebration this year was quite an unexpected one , n one tat's memorable as well... can i make the assumption tat the fruit of my investment has ripen n all the while i'm quite a good investor???

okok i'm crapping ..... just bear with it.......

But i guess all this r inevitable ,thanks god everyone has only a birthday a year! Imagine if we have 2 or three birthdays a year...Argh, the mere thoughts of it...... better not to mention...

The birthday gal trying to finished the bottle of hot n spicy chilli sauce.... turned out to b a prank by TGIF staffs.....

The never-ending S2 reunion....Went to so many gatherings with S2-nians....Firstly,to ms guava's house.....Then went to pay the lecturers a visit in sunway n also to mr choong's house.... We even have our 21st birthday celebrated together...yes S2 may our frenship last forever....

Though we had so many gatherings, however i still havent grown bored of them... and in fact i am still looking forward to attending every s2 gatherings in the future..... shall keep my finger crossed....

Of course not to forget those never-ending ehipassiko camp meetings.... n the actual camp itself...

Well n i guess the highlight of the sem the KK trip!!!!

I CONQUERED Mount KK!!!!

I CONQUERED Mount KK!!!

I CONQUERED Mount KK!!!

Yeah ! Yeah! I just cant help it but to typed a few times o show how elated i was to able to leave my footprint at the low peak of the peak of mount kk....Though i was nauseating n having palpitation n difficulties in breathing,nevertheless i still manage to reach the peak..Phew! Thanks to all my frens who helped me n motivated me !!! Thanks those who waited for me n helped me to carry my bags n also special thanks to those guide..Without them i guess it's near impossible for me to have gone so far up...

Too bad the connection or the laptop decided to play a trick on me... i couldn't upload kk pics up.... I'll leave i to another time when i'm better equipped with good internet facilities(not in vista of course).

signing off till then~~

this entry is too lengthy with too many words.......just skip whenever n whereever u like~~

holidaying

hehe well i'm as lazy as usual...
been 'abandoning' this blog for quite some time...
time really flies n now it has been some time since bro been to uk...
Cant believe holidays gonna end soon..in another 1 week time.
Then i'll b a sem 5 student ,after then we will b flying to scotland n after tat i'm gonna work dee...
the mere thoughts of it scared me without reasons... it's weird ryte....mayb i think too much...
who can blame a person who's on holidays n who has too much time to spare n waste to let the mind wanders off too far away to the future??
well if i'm in a writting mood might update a bit on the kk trip n about the fun,the tears n the sweat of sem4..
signing off till then hehe....
may everyone b well n happy

hey bro!

Dear boy,



Not sure whether you are going to read this but just that i feel like writting this down as a memory n rememberence.Well i guess you are now busy looking around and exploring the city and the new environment of your university.All of us are so glad and happy and of course relieved that finally you have arrived safely esp our parents. Dad hasn't been sleeping well yesterday i guess. He woke up very early to wait for your msg and hasn't even closed his eyes to take a nap while waiting for your msg.he only sighed a relief when he gotten your msg. Until then only that i realised how worried had he been, how important is our news and msgs from the country far away to him.Dear, remember to always call back n to video call with him ya.



Yesterday when we were at the airport many ppl teared. i guess you wouldn't know and you wouldn't be able to see from afar. Our hui teared.She was thinking tat mayb u would die and she might not be able to see u again. haha.She thinks too much but u juz cant deny tat she loves u a lot as well. Even li qing sed tat she's a bit sad and a bit 'bu she de'.I think i saw the tears of worries,anxiety,sadness,pride and a lot of mix feelings in dad. It's juz tat i couldn't make out which is which ,mayb it's a mixture of all. Our lives and our parents' are entwined together in a network of love and care since the day we are born and this is going to remain till the day any of us die.Till death do us part,though it sounds romantic but i think it's the truth.So my dear, when you spread your wings and soar high in the sky to persue your dreams, don't forget that there's a place called HOME and there there's your family and your parents who will always be there no matter wat happens.


I started to miss you dearly this morning when i woke up, how ironic is that!When you were in Mal,i don think about you that often. But when you are abroad, i just start to miss you so much! Aiyo, now there's no one to wash my car, no one to help me to print notes, no one to help me to carry stuffs, no one to accompany when i drive, no one to be my driver, no one to be my makan kaki,no one for me to bully,the list can go on n on ......


My dear, though i always 'bully' you but i deep down hehe a bit paiseh to say I LOVE YOU k.... I really wan to thank you for being such great bro though sometimes we do fight and argue and make each other upsad.But hey, that's what every sibling does ryte? Remember to take good care of yourself. To drink lots of water and not to let yourself fall sick ya. Do share your ups n downs ,ur happiness , ur sorrow, ur worries and all to us,if you don wan to let our parents know remember to tell me ya. I would really love to hear all those form you, your experience , your adventures.Through your eyes i see the world and my dreams of studying and travelling abroad....Till then take care and study hard !! Enjoy yourself there ya...Ciao~



May u b well n happy~~


Love,
Sis

happy birthday kayin!!

haha as usual post some pictures after a birthday......


Gal i'm so sorry tat this post is so so so late.....with all the assignments n class test n also the maxis internet connection( which has only 2 speeds: slow n dead slow) only now could i find time to really sit down ay home to blog about it.....My dear, tai koh lui lor, haha n older than me....muahaha

hope tat u like the pressie tat we bought for u n also the sashaying-down-memory-lane-photoes tat u r holding , which took us quite a long time to complete it ( i still reemmber we did it before our dd1 class test,hahaha.juggling btw preparing ur present n surprise while studying was really exciting !!-chi kek-). Do u received all of our overspilt love 4 ya?????????~~~ hehehe

Makan in some thai restaurant in the gardens....cant remmebr the name....haha

Group pics as usual after the dinner.....the supermodel in the middle with light blue shirt modelling her birthday present.......a bag.....

eli with her dad n also uncle choon.....took this pic many times but there none with uncle's choon's eyes wide open...so i guess this is the best shoot out of all.....

Dear ka yin,

May all ur birthday wishes come true

Like wat u sed may u get wiser n wiser in the coming years...

May u b better than last year n improve urself in the coming years.....

may u be well n happy.....

n may our frenship blossoms.....

love-520...

a pinch of unsatisfaction, a teaspoon of sadness n a spoonful of dissapointment ........
this is exactly how i felt the day before....
though telling meself not to be dissapointed yet i juz cant bring myself not to be tat
it juz hurts.......
mayb it's because of expectation i guess.......

thing is different today
goodthings juz appeared or fell from the sky when u least expect it.....
we din expect for any medal n yet we entered final n managed to grab a silver for our futsal team....
wow tat was really something compared to last year where we din even entered semi-final(if my memory doesn't failed me)
moral of this: shudn't expect too much n then there won be so much dissapointment n unsaisfaction n all...........

p/s:oh ya n tx for the mooncake- birthday-very -much -in-advance cake n all.... though i don really like mooncakes.. :P

weird

My dad added me in facebook.
Should i approve?
haha of course i did!
but it just feels weird n funny....hehe
^_^

我爱雨天

我爱雨天。

对下雨天，总有一种莫名的喜欢。

尤其是傍晚天空还微微的亮着，接近夜晚天却也还未暗时下的那种。
就像现在外面下着的，并不是滂沱大雨，也不是纷飞细雨，而是处在两者之间恰到好处的那种。

总爱倾听雨声，有层次感的，感觉上柔柔的，给人一种很舒服的感觉。

也许这正是 自己很想处于的状态。。。。。。

This week.......

Yeah….
Experiencing the sweetness of victory….
Our volley team won the preliminary match…
I'm very glad that I made minimum mistakes in the match n even managed to spike once!
May our team be in this good form for the next match.
May we gain another victory for the next match.
May out pharm A guys team be the same.
May they be well, happy and peaceful.
We Can Do It!!!
I wan to win..
May my law of attraction theory works...
Go Pharm A go!
Wokasaka Oolala~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Many things had happened this week.
May everyone be well and happy.
May everyone be free from mental sufferings.
It really reminds me not to do evil,
not to say evil n
purify’s one mind.
Do not ever let out mind control us but control it instead.
Think positively.
On does not
ARRIVE at happiness
But TRAVEL its path…..
This week I witness the true meaning of friendship
Friends will always be there no matter what happens.
It’s time to let go of things that you keep grasping till they become an unbearable burden,
Try putting them down little by little,one by one
After a matter of time,
You will find that you r a lighter and free person,
Only then can you welcome those wonderful stuffs that are waiting for u to grab hold of…..


p/s:For the singing competition I shall leave it for another blog…..

Words for thoughts

This is the email tat i got from ch...
It's really meaningful ....
just wan to put it up to share with everyone..
great things are meant to be shared....


it is indeed very true..
often,true frens don need explanation...
tx for all my frens who r there to support me n make my life a colourful one....

Ishall always remind myself to start doing my work...

procrastination is my weakness...

start doin it n in some time u'll realise u have accomplish something....

it applies to my health promo essay as well... just do it....u jus need to start to squeeze something out...

everything is hard from the start...like wat the chinese proverb says..

i believe as time passes things will get better n better....

What are my dreams... this is a question to be ponder on...

actually it had been a long deal of time since i have a dream(not tat kind of dreams when u sleep)

i cant even remember wat my dream used to be....isn't it saddening??

a person without dreams...??!!

i shall spend my time n think of some dreams ....

dreams are beautiful n some can be achieved if u put in efforts n work towards ur dreams...

this is wat we called impermanace... everything is changing
it's important to live in the present momment
living in the present moment means putting all ur heart in in doing something
cocncentrate on it
and enjoy it at the same time
a reminder for myself
......................................

Pictures tell a thousand words

it's time to upload some pics to update my blog

this is wat i did for these past few months

some memories which i think are worth to be preserved in words

1.Well i did some rock climbling though with the crazy 'Country' gang....u know who u r pennyslavia,kentuchy.....It was hard.... still need to go for another 2 more times to become a certified belayer....yes a certified one...i was wondering whether there would be another two more times....

our star fish like rock climbling shoes..

2.A really super duper belated birthday blog n pic for this sweet n nice young lady .....my housemate n also one of my best frens------ah leng....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!!

we went celebrated her b'day in paddington pancake house....the pancake was kinda nice but the price was even nicer...hehe.....n also we bought her an apple-DKNY perfume.....

jason's quote-of-the-month: An apple a day keeps the man awake.....

with her complementary special made pancake birtday cake.....it was really delicious!!!

kinda like this candid pic....it juz captured the real.... ch meditating, others deep in conversation whereas only kayin ...hehe ...caught the right time to smile at the camera......

3.S2 GATHERINGS-

been to so many S2 gatherings....kim gary makan session,the red box session,mamaking at d'sayang,n this one is at guava's house.....

it was one of the most-ppl-attend- gathering so far...got to see so many frens tat i havent seen for about 1 or 2 years...Like wat our lecturers sed which i was very glad to hear,though we were far apart but we r still a big family in which we r going to walk a long way as friends 4 eva......

sunway college is juz a starting point for our friendship ,thoughout the journey,there are going to be many more stops in life which we r to meet and sepnd some time together till the end of our lives.

Traveling through this path of friendship,we collect many sweet memories all the way ,and i guess when we look back some point in the future, there will be no regret of knowing each other,not at all...

Steamboat party.....tx ms guava4 inviting us all....i still remembered all the mind games tat we played on this very table...

check out those super model pose at the back...

yeah......everyone in the pic.....S2 ppl,when's the next gathering....

Our gathering turned out to be a taboo session beside the swimming pool....we were so into the game n din even realised tat this pic was snapped bu dono who...

ANOTHER GATHERNG

Saliva game.... skip ,reverse,skip..???

Happy birthday to all of us there.... kek's idea to celebrate our 21st -belated -cum -birthday-in-advance together... Initially wanted to do it together with more ppl but due to some reasons not everyone was there..Ch tx 4 taking the pic for us...we're gonna celebrate ur 21st with u next year...this year only meant for the younger generation...haha

pic with ch in it..

Random pics

hehe...my new jersey..... with my name(同音异意字）.....

Kayin n me...... spent so much time to get the pic right....with both of our body n head in the pic...

Our volleyball match is on next fri...hav been doing quite some training for these past months...hopefully out team can acheive well n at least get a medal..

Go pharm A go!!!!

Another GREAT camp with GREAT memories and GREAT kalyana mitras (Spiritual friends) and GREAT meaning .

Though after the camp we were almost dead however I just couldn’t describe the satisfaction and the bliss. Yes, it’s definitely bliss of listening to the dhamma( the teaching of the Buddha) and the sharing of all the participants of the camp,and of course the time we spent together as a big family organising and participating in all the activities. I was indeed very happy and proud to hear so many positive feedback from everyone .All the hard work is worthwhile.

In this camp, It was really like a big family. Everyone juz knows everyone. It was a great joy working and having activities together.Tat’s y although it was tiring and taxing to organize a camp we were still so happy doing it. The satisfaction counts.

I want to take this opportunity to thank everyone who help me out during the camp. Be it lending me a helping hand to prepare and run the activities, helping me to wash the dishes, giving me sincere compliments, believing in me, those who are always there for me and etc. THANKS!谢谢！TERIMA KASIH! ky,ch...u all really help me a lot..tx for those who 'give face' and participate in this camp(hopefully it's as fun and meaningful for u as it was for me)I also want to take this chance to apologise if I ever hurt anyone with my speech in this camp or during the organizing period.

In this camp it was time for us old committee to step down and pass it to the new committee. Before the camp, actually I was quite glad that I can finally pass everything to the juniors .Ironically on the last night of the camp –during our EXCO meeting.There was this feeling of sadness which overwhelmed me. Suddenly I realized that : Hey THIS is going to be our LAST meeting together as EXCO. It was really saddening and there was a feeling of emptimess as well.I still remember those days when we were going to have meetings n how I used to complain and dislike those long-winded meeting. HOWEVER, in tat middle of the night ,deep inside me I juz wish that the meeting could go longer. HOW IRONIC IS THAT…. Haha I guess we as human being are always like that. It reminds me of Jackie Cheung song :失去过才能懂得真正去珍惜和拥有。When we are going to lose something or already lost something ,only there and then will we appreciate it.

"YESTERDAY is the PAST,
TOMORROW is the FUTURE,
PRESENT is a GIFT."

I guess this is another valuable lesson that I have learnt in the camp. We must always live in the present to avoid regret in the future. If we really LIVE our LIFE in the present I guess we are LIVING it to the FULLEST. Enjoy what you’re doing now. Don’t worry too much about the future and think too much about the past. This is the thing that I need to keep remind myself .It applies to studies as well… Just concentrate on what you r reading …

All in all it was really another camp tat i won forget in my life time.Though from QUANTITY wise there weren't many ppl who participate but the QUALITY was bravo! It was indeed a meaningful way spending my weekend.
p/s: for EXCO wei once a team of EXCO,always a team...
p/s/s:picture will be up soon...
sukhihotu

All out of love-olivia

Im lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart

I wish I could carry your smile in my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesnt really know, doesnt really know

(chorus)Im all out of love, Im so lost without you
I know you were right, believing for so long
Im all out of love, what am I without you
I cant be too late to say I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from these long, lonely nights
Im reaching for you, are you feeling it too?
Does the feeling seem oh, so right?

And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I cant hold on?
Theres no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or Ill be gone, Ill be gone

(chorus)
Ooh, what are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of
What are you thinking of(repeat chorus)

自私

那也许是人性。
人不为己，天诛地灭，
又有多少人会我为人人，人人为我，
我不入地狱，谁入地狱的更是少之又少。
三种截然不同的理念，
这也许就是人生。
Ces't la vie.........

missing u ...

my 'chat zai ' is thinking of u

dear sis, u missing me?

i am.....

time flies

Yes time indeed flies....so fast tat i cant even catch up with it...
in the blink of an eye,one month passes
Ergh I'M STARTING UNI ON MON
i so not wan to go back to study

i wish i can freeze time
i wish i have more time to sleep
i wish i can have a longer holidays
i wish i have more holidays to be wasted
i wish i have more holidyas for me to drown myself in HK dramas
i wish i have more holidays to learn how to cook curry
i wish i have more holidays to bake a cake or two
i wish i have more holidays to read more books
i wish i have more holidays day dream

i wish i wish i wish...

..........

Why am i praying so hard for something to happen yet i know that it's near impossible to occur?
jacq sed it's faith...
mayb i'm juz being a moroon
Wat do u think ?

wat's my holidays all about...

MAY

18

Wesak celebration

20

EXCO n camp meeting -cheung k with ka yin ,chin yeong n jun yan

20,21,22,23,24

Stay at home n bou dai-ing -watched 最美丽的第七天 n read A thousand splendid sun n kingdom of dreams

25 ,26 , 27
Singapore Trip

What i remembered most about this trip was tat we walked a lot n been in mrt a lot...haha so familiar with the mrt route dee ,can be a great mrt tour guide next time..

white shoe gang rox~~(in changi airport)

Just finished breakfast at the shope behind...Had some dono wat not-so-good-looking pasta which didn't taste too bad afterall..strangely enough some of us esp lou sai i guess had half boiled egg everyday in sg...i wonder wat;s the reason behind..hahaha

Song of the sea in sentosa island~~ splendid!

I ain't got body~~

promised ken tat i'm gonna upload his face...opps i mean his pic...don worry no extra charge ken 4 publicity..

love triangle?perhaps..

29,30,31,1(june)
29th INCOVAR in SHBA

Perception.Change ur mindset.

There is suffering but it doesn't mean that everyone must suffer...

ways to end suffering=practising noble eightfold paths.

This too ,shall pass.

wholesome thoughts.

Above are some of the stuffs tat i leart in brief key words.

(Okie these are the biggest pictures tat i could find in facebook,i wonder y it's so small,cant enlarge it ,the resolution sux)

JUNE

2 ,3,4
Ka yin , kek, Pey li, sy’s mini gathering- met up with the lecturers n cheung k again haha

had a great time meeting up with the lecturers...we spent at least 2 hours juz talking to ms irma n mr choong each...

when we were at mr choong's house unlike last time when he brought out he karaoke set;this time he brings out the london board chemistry papers to show us .For ms irma,she has this gummy rubber toys which which she claimed is used to release stress...it was really fun playing at that it juz squash to a mess when u threw it on the table but within seconds it will go back to its normal shape..

haha n these few days we got to stay in peyli's new house....hehe n v travelled like so many places went shopping n of course talked n laughed so much...really miss these few days n am very grateful that i met such great frens in life tat i know like wat mrs chang sed will go a long way...not to forget those slumber parties n pillow talk...mr A,B,C,D...huh? I love u all gals.... FRENship 4 Eva....

Pictures coming soon...it's with kek..

5,6,7
Taman Negara Family trip

sis's leg after being punctured a hole by leech
8

T.intan n Pyramid to celebrate mom's birthday!!

teddy in parkson..tx god no one caught us taking this shot.

9
Pyramid again!

This time went prom 'dress' hunting 4 this young gentleman.yeng leh~~

13,14,15
IYBCC meeting

16
Classes commence.Sigh!

Some random pictures

i don know y my 'chat zai' is so down..compared to sis's chat zai...see the difference in antenna...Practically i spent around 1 week at home only!!!! time flies~~~~~~~~i don wan holiday to end so fast!!