x*~tales of a star~*x

你说你不懂为何在这时牵你的手
我晒干了沉默
悔得很冲动
就算这是做错
也只是怕错过
这最后的出口
在爱过了才有

静静的把那拥抱变成永远
在我的怀里
你不用害怕失眠

我不准你难过
我要替你摆平寂寞
梦想的重量
全部都交给我
你有了我
再也不会迷路方向

陪你去看星星
让你的泪落在我肩膀

要你想信我的爱只肯为你勇敢
你会看见幸福的所在
你的伤感否太多
心丢给我保护
疲倦的烟火
我会替你都赶走

如果你沉默
因为我真的爱你

I just need a little hug from you.
And I would be happy for the rest of the day.
Loving you is one of the greatest thing I ever had in my life.
I love you. x))

Friday, April 16, 2010
Title_*:BLOG MOVE

officially blog moved!! kindly relink mie :)
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http://starryjanis.wordpress.com

Monday, April 12, 2010
Title_*:finally

my QE is coming to a close like finally!
now jus waiting fer other counterparts to send in the supporting and do some filing and uploading into the net and i'm done fer the Q.

time flies ya.. cos i'm left wif only 1.5mths to end of contract.. so fast!
and it's gonna be mid year again!!

i'm left wif like half yr to get my driving lic!! which i havent start on yet -Zzzz-

i dont even think i complete any of my 2010 resolution and yet the yr coming to mid alr. haiz

btw, i'm moving blog over to http://starryjanis.wordpress.com/ (do relink mie yup)
i havent rlly explore abt in wordpress so wad eu see is temp..
i'm sorry tat my first post over tier gotta be locked.

i'm very tied up in cash and i rlly feel bothered by the fact tat i waste most of my money on someone and other things tat rlly doesnt matter HAIZ!!

gotta do up some saving plans liao.... i'm 23yrs old in a few mths and i dont ve any savings. tis is bad!

had a lot of plan fer the near future and am hoping all can come in smoothly..

i read "Dear John" and get emo over it and cry while reading..... cant help it de... it's a nice book!

i feel at alot of time, i'm being unfair to both myself and bi. but aft all of tis i came to understood smtin and it rlly meant a lot to mie.

sorry to lp n yw.. fer askin mie out frequently but i'm tied up wif work fer the past 2 weeks. and now i've got budget constrain so it's oso hard to go out much. but i will try to mit eu all if i can.

dont knw how's my dad alr. he had an accident which cause his van to turn on his side last week. i as his daugther didnt visit him at all. i know i'm being unfilial here but somethings is bothering mie much tat i dont dare visit.

i will get on my work and till then, see you all over at wordpress :)

ps take care everyone, drink more water. the weather is getting a bit too hot le..

Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Title_*:bz bz..

i'm thinkin of shifting to "wordpress" for blogging. shld i?
alot ppl using wordpress now.. hmmm

fer the next 1 week plus i will be real busy and stressed.
last Q of the yr alw the most sian one. too many tings to do.

my manager send out an email yd saying that gotta work thrgh the weekends - meaning my good friday long weekend is gone! i dont knw if i can take it... everyday do OT starting from 2nd apr till 11 apr... i will be like zombie if i rlly "live". (it's bn some time since i last do QE lah.. =P)
wont have time fer anybody during this period. haiz.

i'm happy tat i've got more things to do.. but i'm afraid i'm not up to it but again if i havent try i cannot say i will fail. so i shd jia you!

okay, today karen gonna cook our lunch and i'm looking frwd to it. it's gonna be motivation meal b4 i kick start my QE. yeah. lalalalala... (got la-la!!!)

and yes la, QE dinner will be a feast cos we have got chinese, italian, korean, jap etc.. planned by mie. but of cos paid by co. lol.

looking frwd to end of QE..
till then.....

take care & cheers! =D

Friday, March 26, 2010
Title_*:in your eyes

tis song is so romantic and sweet~~ love the bold part the most! :)

In Your Eyes - 杨丞琳&罗志祥

你问我你眼中我看到甚麽
我回答隐形眼镜
还有一个帅到翻的我
我问你你眼中你爱我甚麽
你总是吊我胃口
故作神秘爱说不说

男生都这样爱耍坏
行为举止挑战我的忍耐
女生才是有够奇怪
心里永远那麽多Why
In Your Eyes 发现一种东西叫爱
因为爱所以我存在
In Your Eyes 看见生活多麽精彩
看著你我神眼离不开
早被你打败
其实你悄悄变成我的最爱
My Love Is For You
吃醋撒娇生气耍赖是你的专利让你来疼我
爱我让我喂我这些小事情让你来
只要让我(你)愉快就算耍冷下不了台
我全都愿意都是因为爱

我问你你眼中透漏些甚麽
你笑著保持沉默让我期待你的承诺

请闭上眼睛坏的你想做甚麽
哪有做甚麽
你的小计谋才不可能骗到我
oh
你的眼睛也累了该休息一下
就让我趁这个机会
靠近你吻你一下

In Your Eyes 发现一种东西叫爱
因为爱所以我们存在
In Your Eyes 看见生活多麽精彩
因为有你才会精彩
看著你我神眼离不开早被你打败
其实你悄悄变成
我的最爱
My Love Is For You

Thursday, March 25, 2010
Title_*:dont know..

how many ppl are reading my blog, i dont know..

i'm lacking in motivation in my work or my job..
cos i feel i cant catch up at all wen all the more tougher tings fall onto mie to do.
i shd go further my studies.. but i cant cos i dont ve the money..
oh well i wished i'm studying now..
haa anyway work still nd to be done and i shall work harder to understand and do my job well.
hopefully they will keep me and best if they convert mie.
*keep my fingers crossed*

i seriously dont like it wen i'm free, i'm rlly free.. i am those who cant dont do anythg!
and i oso dont like it wen i'm bz, i'm rlly bz. cos i will feel stressed up and sufforcating!
LOL~

p/s: i'm putting my font in dark purple & in big font all fer JH.
JH, happy ma, all fer eu! :) and i'm still waiting to read ur stories!! :P

Monday, March 15, 2010
Title_*:.......

i knw i havent bn updating since ages.. haha
as usual it's either i've bn bz or jus simply i dont ve much to update..

friends-

tier tis sentence "friends are the ones who walks in, when the rest walks out"

but if ur fren happen to be the one walkin out, how will eu feel?

everyone nds fren(s) and i'm no exception.

wen rlly in nd to ve someone to talk to, there's no one whom i can talk to. and i meant those rlly close to mie or was very gd fren of mine.

being the only one attached it makes it harder to be meeting frens cos yes, i ve to share my time wif family, bf and myself. i knw frens are imprt too but ever since few yrs back, tier's quite a gap btwn us. since i'm the only one attached, i cant possibly be bringing my guy out to hang ard one grp of gals rite? fer mie personally i usually do keep a distance from other guys if i am attached simply cos i dont like.

i knw lp will try to ask mie out even thrgh she knw probably i wont be able to mit her. i know weekdays are hard to mit cos everyone is tired from working and aft work wld wish to head home and rest..

seriously this prob arise since dont knw how many yrs back. i do feel sad wen i being bomb by all these. oh well i dont wish to say abt tis le ba. by all means get angry or wad i dont wish to bother anymore. wen i can eu all cant and wen i cant eu all can so blame it on mie.

i'm jus so tired of things at home AND nobody knows wad's going on. so many a time i wished to shut myself up and go somewher hiding w/o having to come back and facing the same tings over again. life is jus so unfair esp wen tier's a diff in being treated.

maybe all these is jus me but i cant help myself but to blame life and anythg else..........

Saturday, January 23, 2010
Title_*:so sucky!!

jus start workin at this co.. and rlly CMI!!
everythg so strict de.. NO welfare fer staffs! hmph!!

attire:
mon-thu: business attire (aka FORMAL)
fri: smart casual BUT no jeans material! [wad???!!!!!]
mite as well formal jiu hao.. got wad diff sia!!! =P

food:
lunch time: strictly 1hr!
snacks: to be kept in drawer, cannot put on UR table
pantry: no coffee or tea machine OK, bring ur OWN if eu wan to drink
bring ur OWN cup or bottle if eu want to drink the plain water

misc:
no items above height of ur partitions

internet:
no MSN
no FB
in short, NO any form of IMs, networking sites allowed.
desktop pic & screensaver cannot change - put co's (WTH)
no laptop nor VPN = only can work in ofis if nd to do work

colleagues:
mayb is i anti social or simply they dont like mie or wadeva lah...... (eu get wad i mean?)

work:
guess my team nds to work OT everyday but i dont knw yet ah.
thinks wad i learn here wont be of much benefit to mie at outside of this industry...

i guess e only gd ting is the bonus.....

dont know how long i will survive there......... HAIZ