Totally Off-Guard

Something caught me totally off-guard last night......
Second uncle passed away just like that.....
Life is really so fragile.....
The moment mum break the news to me, I dont know how to react at all
It come so sudden......the moment i heard of it, I cant help but think of my cousins
It must be hard on them and to think that 3 of them are actually away from studying
Imagine while you're away and u receive a phonecall that break this bad news
I cant imagine how would they feel.....
I cant go back due to my commitments here in NS
I really dont know how should i react.........

Hm...... been to reine's 21st birthday party, really grand and the food is superb! she even has dresscode for the invited. haha, its nice to see all at one place again. Other than that, the week had been busy with alot of checks, packing, conducting of exercises and of cuz slacking. Hahas..... Oh yea, Yi finally done with her graduation ceremony and will be coming back like tml? hehs, looking forward to meeting her again. well, today just attended this financial planning session with sharon, she's a nice girl and very friendly. of cuz, the session is really useful and really sets me thinking of my own future as well as helped me to realize where am I standing right now. can you believe it? i need to save up more than 2m in order for me to live a good comfortable life till i'm 83 yrs old..... scary...... yup, thats all about it for the past week.....felt emo again but still okay la....

Toki ga kuru, Hito ga hanareru

It just felt like they were no longer the ones i knew.
Is it me, or is it them? Or could be both parties?

kino demo nai
(its not yesterday)
ototoi demo nai
(its not the day before)
zutto mae kara
(since a long time ago)
nani ga atta ka wakaranai
(i don't know what happen)
demo, hitotsu dake ga kikitai
(there's only one thing i want to know)
kore kara maada yuujin ni dekiru no?
(from now on, are we still friends?)

Thank You

Thank You

Sometimes
words aren't

enough to

express the

gratitude

I feel.

Please accept

this token

as a reflection

of my deep

appreciation

of everything

you do for me..

Thank You.

was just looking at a memento may ying sent me sometime ago, haha. makes me think back of last time. reminiscence......

First Post, First Kiss

Last night, i dreamt of her..... i guess what people say is true after all. It is hard to forget your first kiss, but i wonder why........

The place we kissed,

The words she whis,

Those gentle lips,

My very First Kiss...