April 04, 2015

Bible games

King James;
Mat 19:23 Then said Jesus unto his disciples, Verily I say unto you, That a rich man shall hardly enter into the kingdom of heaven.
24 And again I say unto you, It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.

 Hebraic Roots Bible;
Mat 19:23 And Yahshua said to His disciples, Truly I say to you that a rich man will with great difficulty enter into the kingdom of Heaven.
24 And again I say to you, It is easier for a heavy rope to pass through a needle's eye, than for a rich man to enter the kingdom of YAHWEH.

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March 28, 2015

Love

I miss you salted vegetable, the cutest boy in my class who is always attention-seeking because he wants to be popular. But he is downright ugly in my eyes because he never once talked to me. He gave me his hand phone number and expect me to call him out. He never once changed. Is it so hard to get a girlfriend because it does not mean the girl will like you for the way you are. The real reason is that you are like any other guy who judge by the look. I am a girl by the way.


March 16, 2015

What do girls like in a guy ?

What do girls like in a guy ? Handsome-ness ? Cool? Wealth ? Good looks are important especially these are the pre-requisites to getting a boyfriend. That is definitely the No. 1 on the list. But getting a boyfriend is not on my list. I am just happy to have a friend, a true friend in Salted Veg who at least dared to say that I envy a lot. But I am a girl who cannot help herself. I wish that I am a boy.

February 20, 2015

Medication

Try living your life on drugs when you are so ill with flu. There are people who are eager to spite me and  prevent me from being cured totally. When I was young, I was diagnosed as having bronchitis and I got to use Vicks when I had difficulty breathing. Nowadays I had to stay at home and eat the so-called diet which is not good for my body. I miss the days when I had to be hospitalised in SGH and I really hate the hospital beds. I am proven to be medically unfit. I miss my mother's soup which is watercress soup and salted vegetable soup.

By the way, Salted veg is a nickname which I used to give my classmate which is really cute of him to get mad at me. He probably hate me for this.

February 13, 2015

Classmates

There are people who is really spiteful in my life who wondered why I should be in a school with all the branded uniforms. But the thing is that I opted to study in a secondary school which nobody studies even. I bet that their grades are so good that I can feel out of place. I always feel that I am fitting in a clique which the friendship is real. But the issue is that my class that I used to have this couple who is very "lian". (loosely termed as female gangster). I have this male classmate who is really "beng" (the male version of the lian"). But nowadays I miss my badge and uniform and my Boys Brigade days (which is actually for the boys in uniform groups). The thing is my classmates say that I judge by the look, which is true. Any sane girl will judge by the look unless the girl is abnormal. Ok, I am lamenting that fact I do not have a boyfriend yet. But the issue is that am I ready for a relationship between a boy and a girl ? 

When I was in secondary school, I gave my position title to a boy who happened to be my classmate which I took to. His name is Foo Zhi Rong. I like him a lot because he is really good looking and I felt that he is trustworthy. I want him as a friend especially when none of my classmates wanted to befriend me. The real truth is that they judge by the look. I like Zhi Rong because he is really talented and he outshines me in the area of art. You should see his drawing. If I were to sell his drawing, it can sell at a billion dollars SGD. But I always fight with him over a block of drawing paper. I hope that he forgive me because I paid school fees for it. Even if I am unpopular in school.



p.s I wanted to make this as earrings but they kept hanging loose on my ears.

January 24, 2015

Bitterness

I felt bitter in losing the pastor post especially when I am so well-trained in the Bible. In my previous church, the church titles are important but it broke a lot of relationships especially friendships. I remember that my father who left me the position of the Honorary Treasurer of the Boys Brigade. I cannot afford to lose the title because that title means a lot to people who previously belonged to my church. The title mean responsibilities and duties to carry out in the church, earning a meagre pay of $800 Singapore dollars.

January 13, 2015

Love is

Love is like the Bible - 1 Corinthians chapter 13. Love is patient, love is kind. What kind of love do I want ? I wanted marital love but I did not get it. I fell in love with a guy who had a girlfriend. He refused to break up with her. I get rejected at the age of 16 twice. I remember giving a ring which I made out of my heart but he trampled on it twice. Would any girl be able to take it ? No, my current husband said to cut off soul ties. I divorced him. Can you imagine the hurt it caused ?

If only FZR is around, that would be really good.

January 09, 2015

Friends

I miss Salted Vegetable a lot. He is my classmate from B21B and he is really very cute with his smile. I love him a lot like my Abang. (meaning  "brother" in the Malay language which I learn from Ridwan). He is my friend who I respect a lot. His family is really cute-looking. But they do know how to cook. Kim Chye is a good cook. At least better than me. I know my cooking sucks. You know what, I miss him right now and a lot. Because he is always there. I took him for granted. But I like him a lot so much that it hurts right now. I am in love with him. I miss Teck Yi a lot who actually ignore me when I asked him outside the class whether I am 'desperate' when I confess my love to Tan Jun Ming.  At least that I don't feel so bad if I suffer rejection.

I am tired in my emotionally and spiritually. But at least I have Christian friends like Tan Yehui and Denise Tan whom I wanted to pair them up as a couple in the form of dating. But I guess I judge people by the look. But it is better this way because rejection is painful and cruel when the guy do not like you literally. I miss Foo Zhirong a lot whom I bully a lot. But he is a nice guy who hated me a lot. I depend on him too much. Actually I like his name the best and best of all, he is so good-looking that I, as a girl gets jealous easily. I secretly wish that I can look like him so I told him that I went for plastic surgery to do a nose job known as rhinoplasty. Because I do not look good in real person and on photo especially the ones on the identity card or passport.

Ok, I need to stop writing. Writing on this blog is addictive. I shall write tomorrow.