Goodbye to my K2s...

As this new term starts at my work place, i was somewhat not very enthusiastic about it.
Upon seeing my K2s or rather my ex-students, my heart gave a funny lurch.

I felt sad when i saw them entering the K2 classroom and I was in the PG/N1 class. I didn't even look at them in the morning when i took the PG/N1s away to wash hands. The bond between me and the PG/N1 is missing as this is the 1st time i took them. I had already felt unhappy even during spring cleaning because of my 2 partners and the way they work. I just kept quiet.

The whole day i couldn't help but worry abt my remaining students in Jo and Ke's class - Alicia, Faith, Meredith, Justin, Russell, Hao Ze, Ho Ping and Lucius. I talked to Russell briefly and later Justin, Alicia Faith and Meredith and it was great to talk to them. They still greet me cheerfully as usual and I had a extremely hard time keeping my voice at a neutral tone.

At the end of the day, when i was packing my things at my cupboard, Meredith and Faith kept shuttling and giggling behind me at the glass door parting the PG/N1 class and the K1/2 class. Meredith even asked me why i was no longer in the K2 class. Tears just welled up and i had to fight valiantly to control them. The bond between me and my K2s is strong and i've seen how they had grown and progressed and improved sicne Jul 2007 last year till Nov this year.

I really, really miss them terribly and i treasure the times since last year when they are in K1 and i believe that the memories will hold me forever. I'll treasure the remaining times we have left in school and Teacher Ching Mei will keep you in my heart...

Hana Yori Dango... Final !

Watched HYD final thrice - crazy rite ? I'm a big fan of Hana Yori Dango [HYD] series which i have the VCD/DVD of the the 1st 2 copies. Despite unflatttering review of the final instalment, i still love HYD. Frankly the J version of HYD is much better than the T version as it's more fast paced and had some new scenes. Loved the glittery poster too...

Jap-O-Drama...

Juz feeling bored of the K-dramas and HK ones and also whatever was broadcasted on TV... Caught my 3rd Jap drama since GTO & Power Office Girls eons ago...

The Jap drama fever caught me when I started watching Hana Yori Dango (HYD) 1 & 2 months ago. Then Nodame Cantabile & its SP, Proposal Daisakusen & its SP, Death Note 1 - 3. Lately I finished watching Yukan Club (feat. Akanishi Jin (nickname: Jin) from Jap boyband KAT-TUN), + Nobuta Wo Produce, Tatta Hitotsu No Koi (Only Love) feat. Kamenashi Kazuya of KAT-TUN followed by. Yes, I went into a frenzy of buying up VCD/DVD from TS or Poh Kim. I even bought the ultra ex CD of Arashi (feat. Matsumoto Jun of the group) and KAT-TUN (feat. Akanishi Jin & Kamenashi Kazuya) Jap music CDs are outrageously EX !!

Currently out of the Jap dramas I've watched, I love HYD & One Pound No Fukuin (One Pound Gospel) the best. I'm crazy over Kame (Kamenashi Kazuya's nickname). I admit I had a not-too-good impression of Jpop but KAT-TUN is really good so far (even better singers than Arashi in my opinion as each member can really sing esp Kame & Jin). So here's the cover of One Pound Gospel which is my fave Jap drama for now...

Friend

Found this on Facebook. Thot i post up here as i'm juz in need of something cheerful...

Met up with 2 close frens Froggy & Piggy @ Coffee Club for some catchup. It was a good, well-spent time despite it being quite short. Well, friendship time is never wasted.

Mayday with a dash of Milo Peng

Still suffering from the after effect of being too"high" on Mayday music and holiday (forgive the pun), Yes, it's the month of May ! Yeah, juz being crappy.

Soooo happy that I was able to score the BEST seat during Mayday concert on 26 Apr. Terrific band with terrific music by my fave band - Wu Yue Tian (a.k.a May Day). Even my friend regretted not getting the most ex seating. I finally get the most ex and best seat - 4 rows center from the stage !

This time the lucky fans were the ones sitting on the side as each Mayday member ran on a platform, which was a smaller version than was in their previous concert in Taiwan. But obviously Mayday were really grateful for SG fans' support. Must be that reason that they have the same concept in Singapore. A real sold-out concert ! Masa's bday was also celebrated and the band gave an outstanding performance despite playing too hard the night b4.

I was amused when Mayday still stayed behind to cheer the fans on with the dance version of "Li Kai Di Qiu Biao Mian". They were like still dancing on stage as though that they were celebrating that SG was the FIRST stop of their world tour.

Now this 2 weeks after thr concert, i have this band music fetish and so... i started to listen to Mi Lu Bing (a pun after SG fave kopitiam drink = Milo Peng/iced Milo). They were the Superband champions of 2006 and really have potential. I agree with one reviewer that the record co was too commercialised and made the album too "safe" for listening. I was darn impressed by their 1st single, "Tears " "Lei" which had a tinge of U2 (obviously their fave band). Got other nice sounding tunes like "Bai Wan Bao" (main theme of Mediacorp drama of the same title) and "Adjust" "Shi Ying" (now playing on my blog for the time being till another come up...)

A life changed...

I'm blogging after a long period of dryness but crying inside...

After his demise, i was left in a state of blur-ness, feeling blank. Till now, i'm still like this.
Suddenly my life is turned upside down, having to deal on my own. The house no longer rings with his chatter. No life. No peace in my heart.

I found it hard to look at his framed photo without flinching. Esp the dread felt in the morn before I left for work. And the night when i feel the emptiness. It's the darkness of the event is swallowing me.

I still couldn't accept it despite my mum saying that it's an illness. I refused to look at the photo as he is to me, alive. Everyday I'm putting a mask of happiness when i'm dying little by little inside. Bitterness towards Him is also there. Even work made me tired and fatigued and my appetite went a rollercoater ride.

But yet this morn, i manganed to glance at his photo w/o flinching. Maybe it's a start of hope.
Many things remind of me of him which are fond memories which i hold onto.