Thursday, April 5, 2012 // 9:13 PM
Oh my ..
so long never update le :x blog looks so dead :/
Sigh ...
Mid Year Exams is coming soon ..
Concert is in 1O days time ..
Super stress , plus my life is screwed.
Ever since after the camp, i no longer knew myself ..
well, did uncover some shocking news ,
but thanks to that news , it changes my life completely..
i dont know why this happens to me ..
i dont know why i am so hurt about it ..
i am totally confuse ..
why must the 2O12 begins like this ??
I lost a good friend, i lost one nice friendship just like this ..
i feel so pathetic.. what did i do to get this ?
Next , results drop like crazy .. including my both A and E maths ..
first time in my life i receive no A1s in my report book ..
what did i do ??
i failed this , failed that ..
totally fail in life ..
i got nth to say about myself ..
Third , i got treated unfairly everyday ..
some people happy then treat me nice ,
when not happy then treat me badly ..
everyday have to see your mood and that black face of yours ..
I think i am too nice to help you every time and got treated it for granted ..
i am so silly to think that you will change one day and be nice ..
but that day never come ..
day by day , it got worse and you treat me like rubbish .
when i am useful, you come find me ..
when i am not , you chunk me aside ..
what is this ?!
i had enough of this !
i am already half insane ..
why must you all torture me like this ?!
when can all these ends ?
when can i have my rights back ?
when will i be able to see my oldself in my reflection ?
when can i be able to be as truly happy as last time ?
when can i get back my friend ?
i hate this feeling ..
hate it when i have to pretend nothing had happen and put a fake smile in school ..
i am afraid of being alone ..
neither do i want to be alone ever ..
but everyone around me leaving me one by one ..
i am nearly insane ..
i dont even know what i am doing nor do i know who i am myself ..
i want to leave this place .. really ..
but this can never happen ..
Monday, January 23, 2012 // 12:04 AM
Camp just over !
Its was fun and tiring ><
Had many activities like geo caching , high elements , dragon boating and CAMPFIRE .
First day ,
we went for dragon boating .
It was a fun experience paddling the boat .
Had lots of fun splashing water at others , called it H & R ( hit and run )
Next day ,
went for geo caching ...
wah .... walked around the forest for 3 hrs and got lost somemore :x
but , its was a good experience though .
thats when all of us were bonded .
next was the high elements .
couldn't do rock climbing but did flying fox instead .
its was AWESOME !!!!
campfire was at night .
its was FUN !!! :DDD
did our class cheer and performance .
so cooolll !!!
best part is my group name is called B-R-A ( Banana Republic Association )
while the other grp is called GAY ( Happy )
Awesome max !!!
Both of our grp FTW :B !
Cheer
I say 3/2 number 1 ,dont believe very sad .
I say 3/2 munber 2 ,
you believe you gugu .
I say 3/2 number 3 ,
you dont believe very sui .
Ji gelage pi ah pi ah
Ji gelage pi ah pi ah
SUA ! mai sua .
si sua sua si sua sua si sua sua too too !
si sua sua si sua sua si sua sua too too !
3/2 tao yan :> !
performance
32 32 nt like you ,
special , awesome to the max .
when you see them , they will shy,
like a diamond in the sky ,
32 32 is the best ,
number one among the rest :DD
Saturday, December 10, 2011 // 11:03 PM
hahas !
Having a sleepover tonight with Teng and Hui at their house! :D
Oh Yes !
Going to Thailand tmr ! :D
Time for a nice shopping with friends :)
Hahas !
Hope that it will be a pleasant one .. ><
Thursday, October 27, 2011 // 10:41 PM
Zhi Lei the SUNSHINE :) !
// 9:23 PM
- Zhi Lei
To my dear daughter ,
Hello sunshine :B !
nuer arh nuer , ni yao xue guai guai zhi dao mahs :)
mummy shi zhen yang jiao ni de hmm ?
ok , just kidding :P
anyways , thanks for guiding me through along with you these 2 yrs .
You are the best ! <3
i will never ever forget the memories that we had shared .
( sorry uh , i know i had said these lots of time , but i still want say to prevent me from forgetting :P )
i know that your i love list for me is never ending .
- touched - :)
my list for you will also never end even if we had reincarnate ,
even if the whole world had end and humans extinct,
my list for you will never stop adding .
hmm ... remember when we were sec 1s and we sat beside each other ?
well , you had a difficult time learning how to spell ' GAUTAMA SIDDHARTHA ' . remember ?
until i taught you how to learn them .
- The song which was sang be me with my friends ><
S-I-D-D-H-A-R-T-H-A .
and the way i taught you how to spell ' gautama '
was totally random and you laughed like nobody's business !
i still remember calling you ' Historian freak ' last time when you got a very high A1 in hist
while the whole class failed , including me :/
when comes to sec 2 ,
we grew closer and all the nicknames started to POP out .
First , XiaoYing and ZhouJieMing
i can never forget when i would text you at 430 sharp ,
demanding chocolate from you .
We would then keep on switching our names around until we got mix up .
Finally , it was fix and you became xiaoying while i became zhoujieming .
sometimes you would even text me saying that you are dying and need zhoujieming to rush down immediately ,
i would then reply you that i am alrdy at your doorstep ,
sending you to hospital !
These amazing story is never ending and it is not easy to forget
because this is very precious to me .
Second , i became dumb while you became my dumb dumb .
slowly slowly , you were my boss and shuyun the security guard .
remember the storyline in this blog ?:D
then , we became sunshine and sunflower , mummy and daughter .
SEE !!!!! its never ending !!!
I TOLD YOU ~ ^^
Dont worry that you will not make any new friends next year ,
i know that you can do it as you are a loving person
that will get ppl's attention easily :P
like me lorh :> get my attention :)
we will and shall still remain our close relationship and happiness that we had created .
we will definitely continue to create more nicknames as along the way ^^
we must definitely keep in contact until we reach out old age .
at that stage , i will still call you by your nicknames we had created or even a better ones .
It will never end , trust me ~ :)
even though we would not be in the same class ,
any problems you can still feel free to ask me for help .
same applies to me too .
i would love to call you and speak to you over the phone
and chat , share jokes etc .
- General Yamashita & Generak Percival
they shall remains as best friends forever and no wars are allowed ^^
My strong and fierce looking General Yamashita :P ! ~
- YuXin ( Your one and only mummy , sunflower . zhoujieming , dumb and general percival )
< Dont worry , i will still keep my promise to you that i will hug you everyday more than once ! :D >
Edlina the Wormmie :) !
// 8:43 PM
- Edlina
To my dear little wormmie ,
Hello chongchong :P !
Hmm ... wormmie ah wormmie ,
you naughtie girl .
When will you be a good little girl huh ?
ok , i am just kidding .
YOU ARH !
stop saying anything abt me and that larh :<
No fair D: !
Face the truth yeah ?
the answer will be forever NO !!!!
you know the word NOOO ???
if not arh ... i slap you ah ! >:(
froce also no use de :P
we are innocent parties unlike you ,
the word ' guilty ' is written all over your face :D
dont believe , see yourself in the mirror :P
want to waot for the answer ' yes ' ?
man man den bahs .
even if i die also will be ' NO ' XP
yeah !
stop stealing my CUTE daughter . my SUNSHINE , my XIAOYING , my DUMBDUMB etc.
you shall and must stay 1m away from her if not i call police and sue you for
PEDOPHILE !!!!!
ok , just kidding again :D
hmm ... even though if we get into different classes next year ,
we will still see each other every morning and after school
if i have no cca :x
we wld then take bus tgt and have a HTH talk along the way :)
Thanks to you also for helping me and also comforting me whenever i feel left out or what so ever :P
i know that i can be irritating and annoying sometimes ,
i am sorry .
Be happy always and must always smile .
Be a cheerful girl like me :P
ah .. nvm . i not that cheerful anyway XD
Our results are close just by a 0.4 % -stares-
you wiat ~ :P
we might get into the same class due to out results .
Dont worry about getting into 34 .
you can always appeal or in fact you would not get in at all :)
You will and shall get into the same class as me horh !
if not i will haunt you forever ...
maybe even my next life :P
Thanks for creating this TOFUs family ,
getting me a family with sisters inside which i always wanted .
you all had let me feel whats a home is like with a caring sisters inside .
( you know that i had a TERRIBLE brother :/ )
at least , i got someone to talk to when i am down,
which are you ppl .
I appreciate with what you had done .
Oh yeah , dont call me MATHS PRO
as i am not one ><
dont worry ,
if you have any trouble or problems ,
still free to call me for help .
regardless whether is it studies , friends or relationship .
i will still try my best to help you up
and give you mire advice .
andddd horhhh , dont left 1234 affect you :P
school is over and i still havent kana .
HA ! you lose XP
lalala ~
I wish you all the best in your further studies and your future life .
Dont ever ever FORGET me horh :D !
Stop singing that powerpuff girls song and act like superman ~ GROW UP XD
- YuXin ( Your one and only awesome erjie )
< WATCH OUT :P >
Michelle the Japanese Doll :) !
// 8:08 PM
- Michelle
To my dear japanese Doll ,
Hello aweome :D !
Had a great day today :B ?
Hmm ... This would be my second 'letter' to you ^^well , to me , you are a very naughtie girl you know :P
Nah ... i am just kidding .
You are a very good girl :D
It is nice knowing you and i shld thank my mum for introducing you to me .
Remember ???? :B
The times we had spent together are really really awesome .
You became my first ' Big sister ' which i will never forget XD
I remembered the time we spend during NOMAD and how the word ' PIG ' comes about .
( 1, 2 ,3 PIG ! ) :D
i also remember on one of the days during the NOMAD rehearsal ,
i sent one message to ... yeah you know :P ( i wont say )
and from that day onwards you created a nickname
and it remains in my whole life now . - Thanks arh - :P
and horh , must cheer up often :)
be a cheerful little girl like ME .
ok , maybe i am not that cheerful :x
but you still have to be one :D
stop thinking of 43468 .
Thats the past and you have to move on
not move backwards you know .
Life is about moving forward not backwards .
Think about the happy stuffs like Mr Polar Bear
or Seal or Sea Lion ( i dont know which one am i now :x )
ahya , in short , think abt me can le .
if not you can think abt your Piglet :>
i know that you are disappointed with yourself
but you can always work doubly hard next year and buck up .
Dont ever let the present things affect your future XD
Hmm ... i really hope that all of us could get stream into the same class .
But still , i wish you all the best in your studies
and feel free to call me anytime anywhere whenever you need help :)
Must laugh like nobody's business arh XD ( LOOK AT THE PHOTO AND YOU WILL START LAUGHING )
HAHAS !!!!!! :D ~
Look like this funny picture and it will make your day HAPPY XD
- YuXin ( Your one and only seal or sea lion ) :>
// 5:05 PM
sigh ... today is the last day of school ...
i am so going to miss my friends :/
Today's event was kinda boring .
- dont wish to talk abt it ._. -
well , spam lots of photos with my tofus ^^
125 pic :> -awesome-
time flies so fast and we wld be stream into different classes .
i am sooo going to miss them :(
-sobs-
hmm ... shall post the pictures here and facebook
and write another dedication to them again XD
one by one :)
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 // 11:40 AM
Mondayy was the start of the post exams activities :B
Had an Awesomely hot Sports day event .
Went to YCK stadium end met up with Zhi Lei , Mich and Edlina at the MRT station .
The sun was soooo hot that all of us could melt lo :/
The event start and we won quite a few trophies :)
Zhi Lei ran 100m and got 2nd ^^ awesome ~
The boys relay got Champion .
The girls relay got 2nd or 3rd . cant remember :x
Played Monopoly Deal with Ivy , Mich , Zhi Lei , Edlina , Hannah and Jerry .
had lots of fun :P
Event ended around 1230._.
Yesterday was another day of post exams activities :)
Had Dodge ball and in-line skating .
Dodge was kinda boring but skating was quite interesting .
promised sunshine that i will go skating with her one day ^^
hope that i can make it and find a place :)
Friday, October 21, 2011 // 9:43 PM
HOHO ~!
Today is awesome max !!!! :D
celebrated Hannah's birthday during recess !
sooo fun XD
aww ... Hannah love the cake alot .
so happy ! ^^
i know that the stars are awesome :D
well , cant use have fire so we had the candles and imaginary fire with it :P
and she really blow the candles . LOL ! :B
cut the cake and shared among the 5 of us but cannot finish ,
so gave one to zhi ying and davanie each :)
then we scoop the whip cream and put on Hannah's face , hands and legs .
hahas ! Wormmie put one on her nose :D
chase her around the school and didnt give her peace at all even when she goes to the toilet to wash up .
Paige started another round :>
second time more jialat ... :P
left one more piece and gave it to home econs teacher ^^
and he said that it is nice ~ hahas !
soooo creamy ~ XP
ahya ... today watch horror movie again .
- 4bia -
not as scary as shutter :/
haiz ... sui max today .
First is fell down in ISH and slide across the floor, left hand tio hit
my both knees are injured and my left leg skin tear D:
sooo pain .
Second, kana hit my mich .
Grrr ... but its ok ^^
i wont blame her :)
Had leadership workshop today .
the games are fun :)
went for band after that ...
my god .. new song again .
stress max ..
better still , got chosen for temporary leaders .
geez ... have to take turns everyday with others:B
Ok can , gtg le
Bye Bye ^^
// 8:45 PM
argh ....
results are out .
stress max :/
Class position : 21 :O
Level position : 117._.
L1R5 : 15 :B
what class to go siaaa ...
no more chem and my mum is totally not quite please with it .
gosh ...
looks like i am only eligible for 33 :<
saddened .... ><
mum scolded me of course and she suddenly dont let me watch tv
got pissed ~
went cake decoration with Zhi Lei today .
hahas ...
soo fun , but i failed lots of time .
i keep failing ... D:
but still it turned out AWESOME and NICE ~ :D
going to smash the cake on hannah and edlina :P
it will be fun !
Yay ~
ok, time to update my IPOD .
its ages since i ever touched it :B
Tmr events :
- Hannah's Birthday ^^
- Anniversary <3
Hellohello ! 