It has been a while since my last blog entry, I have to say....TIME FLIES! We have already cleared 1st quarter of 2012 without realising. Recently hasn't been feeling happy on the whole mainly because of work. I guess its because I am doing something which I have zero interest and totally dread the procedures I have to go thru at work. Gosh...sometimes I wonder when I will ever get used to such an environment. There are so many hidden issues in my department and increasing workload, I seriously doubt how much longer I can endure in this job. It has been a 1.5 year already, though not consider as very long for many people, I have far exceeded my expected tenure in this job. Haha...that was bcoz I was almost driven crazy in my first 3 mths but I told myself to ENDURE! :P
Sometimes I wonder what's holding me back..Is it the fear that my next job's demands would not allow me to continue my MBA? Probably...but I can always tell my next employer that I am pursuing my MBA and if they take me in probably would allow me to continue right? If you ask me is there any pull factors to stay in this job, my answer will be a big NO! Frankly, some irritating colleagues, office politics, too "easy" boss without direction, no career direction and just pure brainless job scope are really quite beyond me by now.
Today, my division had announced the list of promotees and there are many unexpected candidates such as those who went for maternity leaves, 1 year away for further study, people who work here for blardy long years but not contributing much. I seriously start to think if I really want to work in such environment for MANY YEARS just to get a small promotion with a peanut pay increment. I guess the answer is quite clear, NO! Haiz.....what's more, my MBA since not sponsored by company, will not be recognised by my company and will unlikely to have any impact to my career progression here. Could anyone give me a reason why I should hang on here???
Pardon me for my very "complaining" entry....Really very tired and not looking forward to work, need to vet my frustrations to go on....How pathetic? Ha....Yes it is. :(
