Saturday, December 31, 2011

Goodbye 2011, Hello 2012!

Today is the last day of 2011, many thoughts have been running in my mind  while mugging for my PM exam on 3 Jan 2012. Looking back the whole year, I have been through quite alot this year. Several milestones in 2011 which I would like to note in my blog for future reference:

Embarked on MBA
The biggest decision is to take up my MBA after so many years of considerations. Someone once told me there won't be any difference with or without a MBA and I was still insistent to fulfill my wish to take up my Master, probably my last qualification of my life. Haha..Scare already, hopefully no more formal qualification required. Yes I agree that studying part time can be a real torture when there's not enough time for anything else. Further study is really a time and money committement, it can be a stepping stone and yet a tripping stone to progression in life. I guess I have concluded that you have to be SUPER sure that you want to go through the years of torture and no life before embarking on such holistic journey. Life can be very very fulfilling but definitely more tiring and stressful. The scariest part is I have only took 2 modules to date, 5 more modules to come in this exciting 2012! :( Wish me luck and bless me with energy, determination and perserverance!!!! Hahahaa....Yes, this MBA journey will be exciting and hopefully end by June 2013, all exams should end by March 2013, jia you Stareo!

Joyce Roomie's Relocation to USA
My bestest roomie has bravely relocated to USA on 15 June 2011, half a year already! :( Times flies and I really miss my roomie for all the crazy moments together, shopping, eating, chatting and gossiping. I know this move is definitely worth encouraging and it has made my roomie a stronger and more independent lady. So far, she has managed her lodging, new car, new social circle, new working environment and new friends from nature (including squirrels, deer and insects) very well. I am so proud of my roomie who has been strong and also embarking on her further studies in Jan 2012, jia you roomie! I am sure you will do as well there, stay focus ya! Looking forward to your returns where we can celebrate our achievements in these few years apart but promise to stay close in our hearts ok? Take good care of yourself.

My Special Someone
I have finally found my special someone this year..Mr. MP! Haha...he prefers to be low profile and shall not elaborate too much about him. Just wanna thank him for appearing in my life just before I turn 30 years old and being there for me during my ups and downs, never fail to calm me down and cheer me up. The journey is not gonna be easy as we are both busy with our studies, but I am sure we will get through this together! :) Jia you and I am looking forward to building our future together.

New Addition to our Family
Haha...expecting a new addition to our family in July next year, someone to call me "Ah Yi" soon!!! Pretty excited for the good news from sis and william for their new creation. Wondering if the little one is boy or girl, can't wait to get some nice and cute things for the ltitle one. :P Hope my sis will suffer lesser pregnancy symptoms and sickness and have a smooth pregnancy process. Be brave and positive sis, we are all behind you and looking forward to meeting the little one! :D

That should round up my milestones for 2011, looking forward to a greater 2012 ahead less the pain of mugging and exams. Haha...May everyone be blessed with good health and be happier in this new year. Let's learn to treasure everyday as a present as we will never know what is going to happen next. After all, we only live once! :)

Time to get back to my book...I must conquer the exam fear! ;(

Friday, December 23, 2011

It's a madness way to end 2011 indeed....

It has been a while since I last updated my blog....been really really busy with work and school. Life hasn't been great but I am glad that I am not alone. :) Work has been REALLY piling up like nobody biz, very stressful and lots of deadlines, think this is really my busiest Dec ever since I have started working. Haizzz....

As for school, been neglected my assignment and using the last 2 weeks to rush for it, submission is like tomorrow! Hahaa...not a fantastic piece of work but seriously just hope to pass this module since I don't have much interest in Proj Mgmt. Hahaa....not that its boring but the things taught are not really interesting or useful in my scope of work now. Probably more relevant to engineers and proj mgrs. Well..my only aim now is to complete my MBA ASAP! Hahaha.....yes second module and want to end it like NOW! Aiyo...just quite sianz of the no life, no holiday, no party and 2 weeks hell study nights.....SCARY~~~ Good luck to me in 2012 as I have 5 modules to clear! *Faintzzzz*

Glad to have supportive family, roomie, buddy, bb and of course someone special who is always by my sidee when I am down or breakdown crying after a day of hard work. Thanks everyone, muacks! :)

Merry Christmas to all, no mood to celebrate Xmas coz need to prepare for exam on the 3 Jan 2012, what a way to celebrate this festive season and start a new year. Haizzzz....

Monday, November 07, 2011

Conquered FIRST MBA Exam! :)

31 Oct 2011 - I have took my first exam after 6 years after graduation! Phew....definitely nerves breaking and totally hate it! Took 2 days of leave to study over the Deepavali PH, spent at least 5 days to study for the exam FULL TIME. Totally worried and shitty to go thru this feeling again. Whenever I recalled those days of exam phobia during my NTU days, there will be cold sweat running down my spine until now lor! Perhaps I am not really an academic person bah, the few hours in exam hall can feel like FOREVER! Haha...and it determines my "life" and "death", how scary right? Dunno why there is only one way to test one's understanding of a subject. Frankly, I do enjoy my first module -Strategic Marketing and I think I have learnt alot from the lessons and readings for the exam. 

Thinking back...perhaps I could have take it easier and start earlier for preparation to prevent such last minute panic. I was still struggling with my assignment the 3 weekends before the exam! Cant believe it...Guess that's the challenge of part time student bah. Work has been busy and tiring..almost impossible to focus on assignment or study exam after work though I really tried to do that. Well, I am lucky enough to be able to take leave to concentrate on my preparation and I hope I have did fairly ok for the paper. Don't think I have done a fantastic job but I have done my best already. Just hope I will clear the module and move on to the next. Started my new module - Project Mgmt last week and my 2 weeks hell week is draining me again....JIA YOU Stareo! )

Monday, October 24, 2011

Living a life with no regrets

Read an article on ST by LWL about Mr. L.K.Y and find it meaningful to share here.

When she was asked to get married when she was younger, her reply was "Better to be lonely than be trapped in a loveless marriage." She has never regreted her decision and her priorities in life have changed somewhat. She accompanies her father to travel and someone he can talk to after her mother has left them.

What touches me most was the fact that Mr. L.K.Y believes that we must carry on with life despite whatever personal setbacks we might suffer. For a recently widowed man who is still adjusting to the loss of his wife and whose level of energy has been lowered, his travelling rigor has pull a toll on him. If he can do something that might benefit Singapore, he will do so no matter what his age or the state of his health.

Growing old and dying occurs to all mortals, even those who once seemed like titanium. When all is said and done, her father and herself too, despite her bouts of ill health - have lived lives that they can look back on with no regrets.

Admirable indeed. Looking back, I think I have too many regrets in many life-determining moments especially in my academic path and relationships. Just so many things that could be done better...I should really reflect on myself and live my life without regret from now on..Hopefully still not too late! :)

Sunday, October 09, 2011

Inspiring Speech by Steve Jobs (1955-2011)

Steve Jobs, the Apple Inc. chairman and co-founder who pioneered the personal-computer industry and changed the way people think about technology, died on 5 Oct 2011 at the age of 56. He had battled pancreatic cancer and several years ago a liver transplant. He has been a great fighter for his life and a visionary leader to all. Without Jobs, we will not be able to enjoy the great convenience from iphone which has changed many lives totally, at least for me. Thank you Steve, you will definitely be remembered.

Here's a very inspiring speech he has shared on Stanford commencement addresss, it has created an impact on me and would like to share with my readers.

"You've got to find what you love" ~ Stanford Report, June 14, 2005

The first story is about connecting the dots.

I dropped out of Reed College after the first 6 months, but then stayed around as a drop-in for another 18 months or so before I really quit. So why did I drop out? It started before I was born. My biological mother was a young, unwed college graduate student, and she decided to put me up for adoption. She felt very strongly that I should be adopted by college graduates, so everything was all set for me to be adopted at birth by a lawyer and his wife. Except that when I popped out they decided at the last minute that they really wanted a girl. So my parents, who were on a waiting list, got a call in the middle of the night asking: "We have an unexpected baby boy; do you want him?" They said: "Of course." My biological mother later found out that my mother had never graduated from college and that my father had never graduated from high school. She refused to sign the final adoption papers. She only relented a few months later when my parents promised that I would someday go to college.

And 17 years later I did go to college. But I naively chose a college that was almost as expensive as Stanford, and all of my working-class parents' savings were being spent on my college tuition. After six months, I couldn't see the value in it. I had no idea what I wanted to do with my life and no idea how college was going to help me figure it out. And here I was spending all of the money my parents had saved their entire life. So I decided to drop out and trust that it would all work out OK. It was pretty scary at the time, but looking back it was one of the best decisions I ever made. The minute I dropped out I could stop taking the required classes that didn't interest me, and begin dropping in on the ones that looked interesting.

It wasn't all romantic. I didn't have a dorm room, so I slept on the floor in friends' rooms, I returned coke bottles for the 5¢ deposits to buy food with, and I would walk the 7 miles across town every Sunday night to get one good meal a week at the Hare Krishna temple. I loved it. And much of what I stumbled into by following my curiosity and intuition turned out to be priceless later on. Let me give you one example: Reed College at that time offered perhaps the best calligraphy instruction in the country. Throughout the campus every poster, every label on every drawer, was beautifully hand calligraphed. Because I had dropped out and didn't have to take the normal classes, I decided to take a calligraphy class to learn how to do this. I learned about serif and san serif typefaces, about varying the amount of space between different letter combinations, about what makes great typography great. It was beautiful, historical, artistically subtle in a way that science can't capture, and I found it fascinating.

None of this had even a hope of any practical application in my life. But ten years later, when we were designing the first Macintosh computer, it all came back to me. And we designed it all into the Mac. It was the first computer with beautiful typography. If I had never dropped in on that single course in college, the Mac would have never had multiple typefaces or proportionally spaced fonts. And since Windows just copied the Mac, it's likely that no personal computer would have them. If I had never dropped out, I would have never dropped in on this calligraphy class, and personal computers might not have the wonderful typography that they do. Of course it was impossible to connect the dots looking forward when I was in college. But it was very, very clear looking backwards ten years later.

Again, you can't connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future. You have to trust in something — your gut, destiny, life, karma, whatever. This approach has never let me down, and it has made all the difference in my life.

My second story is about love and loss.

I was lucky — I found what I loved to do early in life. Woz and I started Apple in my parents garage when I was 20. We worked hard, and in 10 years Apple had grown from just the two of us in a garage into a $2 billion company with over 4000 employees. We had just released our finest creation — the Macintosh — a year earlier, and I had just turned 30. And then I got fired. How can you get fired from a company you started? Well, as Apple grew we hired someone who I thought was very talented to run the company with me, and for the first year or so things went well. But then our visions of the future began to diverge and eventually we had a falling out. When we did, our Board of Directors sided with him. So at 30 I was out. And very publicly out. What had been the focus of my entire adult life was gone, and it was devastating.

I really didn't know what to do for a few months. I felt that I had let the previous generation of entrepreneurs down - that I had dropped the baton as it was being passed to me. I met with David Packard and Bob Noyce and tried to apologize for screwing up so badly. I was a very public failure, and I even thought about running away from the valley. But something slowly began to dawn on me — I still loved what I did. The turn of events at Apple had not changed that one bit. I had been rejected, but I was still in love. And so I decided to start over

I didn't see it then, but it turned out that getting fired from Apple was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. The heaviness of being successful was replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again, less sure about everything. It freed me to enter one of the most creative periods of my life.

During the next five years, I started a company named NeXT, another company named Pixar, and fell in love with an amazing woman who would become my wife. Pixar went on to create the worlds first computer animated feature film, Toy Story, and is now the most successful animation studio in the world. In a remarkable turn of events, Apple bought NeXT, I returned to Apple, and the technology we developed at NeXT is at the heart of Apple's current renaissance. And Laurene and I have a wonderful family together.

I'm pretty sure none of this would have happened if I hadn't been fired from Apple. It was awful tasting medicine, but I guess the patient needed it. Sometimes life hits you in the head with a brick. Don't lose faith. I'm convinced that the only thing that kept me going was that I loved what I did. You've got to find what you love. And that is as true for your work as it is for your lovers. Your work is going to fill a large part of your life, and the only way to be truly satisfied is to do what you believe is great work. And the only way to do great work is to love what you do. If you haven't found it yet, keep looking. Don't settle. As with all matters of the heart, you'll know when you find it. And, like any great relationship, it just gets better and better as the years roll on. So keep looking until you find it. Don't settle.

My third story is about death.

When I was 17, I read a quote that went something like: "If you live each day as if it was your last, someday you'll most certainly be right." It made an impression on me, and since then, for the past 33 years, I have looked in the mirror every morning and asked myself: "If today were the last day of my life, would I want to do what I am about to do today?" And whenever the answer has been "No" for too many days in a row, I know I need to change something. Remembering that I'll be dead soon is the most important tool I've ever encountered to help me make the big choices in life. Because almost everything — all external expectations, all pride, all fear of embarrassment or failure - these things just fall away in the face of death, leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose. You are already naked. There is no reason not to follow your heart.

About a year ago I was diagnosed with cancer. I had a scan at 7:30 in the morning, and it clearly showed a tumor on my pancreas. I didn't even know what a pancreas was. The doctors told me this was almost certainly a type of cancer that is incurable, and that I should expect to live no longer than three to six months. My doctor advised me to go home and get my affairs in order, which is doctor's code for prepare to die. It means to try to tell your kids everything you thought you'd have the next 10 years to tell them in just a few months. It means to make sure everything is buttoned up so that it will be as easy as possible for your family. It means to say your goodbyes.

I lived with that diagnosis all day. Later that evening I had a biopsy, where they stuck an endoscope down my throat, through my stomach and into my intestines, put a needle into my pancreas and got a few cells from the tumor. I was sedated, but my wife, who was there, told me that when they viewed the cells under a microscope the doctors started crying because it turned out to be a very rare form of pancreatic cancer that is curable with surgery. I had the surgery and I'm fine now.

This was the closest I've been to facing death, and I hope it's the closest I get for a few more decades. Having lived through it, I can now say this to you with a bit more certainty than when death was a useful but purely intellectual concept: No one wants to die. Even people who want to go to heaven don't want to die to get there. And yet death is the destination we all share. No one has ever escaped it. And that is as it should be, because Death is very likely the single best invention of Life. It is Life's change agent. It clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is you, but someday not too long from now, you will gradually become the old and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but it is quite true.

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

When I was young, there was an amazing publication called The Whole Earth Catalog, which was one of the bibles of my generation. It was created by a fellow named Stewart Brand not far from here in Menlo Park, and he brought it to life with his poetic touch. This was in the late 1960's, before personal computers and desktop publishing, so it was all made with typewriters, scissors, and polaroid cameras. It was sort of like Google in paperback form, 35 years before Google came along: it was idealistic, and overflowing with neat tools and great notions.

Stewart and his team put out several issues of The Whole Earth Catalog, and then when it had run its course, they put out a final issue. It was the mid-1970s, and I was your age. On the back cover of their final issue was a photograph of an early morning country road, the kind you might find yourself hitchhiking on if you were so adventurous. Beneath it were the words: "Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish." It was their farewell message as they signed off. Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish. And I have always wished that for myself. And now, as you graduate to begin anew, I wish that for you.

Stay Hungry. Stay Foolish.

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Journey to the West begins...

Yes..the as the title says "Journey to the West begins.." I have finally started my MBA course in mid Sep at the WEST and completed my 2 weeks of lessons in one go for my first module- Strategic Marketing. Phew...

Frankly, looking back, it was really tiring but definitely fulfilling. I have not feel so for so long since I joined my current job. In my previous job, my day was packed from the time i reached office till I can collapse immediately after work. Now, I will need to crack my head what to do after work, quite frustrating also. Well, I must say the last 2 weeks of lessons though super tiring but definitely well-spent. :)

From the experience, I have concluded that I have no regret for the decision to take up my MBA. Finally a step closer to fulfiling my personal aspiration. The only complain is the long long hours and trying to keep my mind awake to absorb information for the hours of lectures. Luckily my lecturer is quite funny and engaging. He has provided many useful case studies and experience to use in the midst of heavy content. Phew.... :)

Next challenge after the 2 weeks lesson is the assignment and exam in 1.5 month time! Gosh....its indeed a rushing course but also means time will pass faster and graduate faster! Hahaa :P Next mondule will start soon after my exam on 31 Oct, no break one leh! Good luck to me... Really a test of stamina!

Let me get my brain to work on assignment soon..Jia You EO! :)

Monday, September 05, 2011

About Marriage & Love

Happened to come across this article which i find meaningful and inspirational information on marriage and love. I would like all to read and know for the good of your relationship and marriage.

Here it goes...

1) Choosing a life partner should never be based on love.
2) Love is not the basis for getting married. Rather, love is the result of a good marriage.
3) A Couple should have certain level of chemistry and a sense of humorous.
4) Good and stable career so we can put a home together which involved financial committment.
5) Both must share certain level of interest or must put in effort to cultivate new hobbies.
6) Never stop showering each other with praises, attention and acts of love to keep the passion going.
7) There must be a certain level of trust, communication, compromising before start of a new relationship.
8) Find someone who share a common goal in life despite it's either spiritually, buidling a family or earning more money.
9) Find someone who will make you a better person.
10) You need to share something deeper and more meaningful. You need a common life purpose.
11) You have to feel safe with the person means you can communicate openly with the one.
12) Make sure you feel emotionally safe with the person you plan to marry.
13) You should choose to be with a person who is a mensch.
A mensch is a refined and sensitive person. He is always striving to be good and do the right thing. This person is the opposite of a materialistic person who is dedicated to seeking comfort. Someone whose goal in life is to be comfortable will put personal comfort ahead of doing the right thing.
14) The person you want to be with should enjoy giving pleasure to others instead of wrapping up themselves and self-absorbed.
15) You can probably expect someone to change after marriage for the worse. If you cannot fully accept this person the way they are now, then you are not ready to marry them.
16) In conclusion, dating doesn't have to be difficult and treacherous.

The key is to try leading a little more with your head and less with your heart.

Falling in love is a great feeling, but when you wake up with a ring on your finger, you don't want to find yourself in trouble because you didn't do your homework.

The more you seek quality, respect,growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you..

The easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of your life.

Before you get involved and make a committment to someone, don't let lust, desperation, immaturity, ignorance, pressure from others or a low self-esteem make you blind to warning signs.

Ask yourself, Do you compliment and compromise with each other, or do you compete, compare and control?

Do you bring past relationships, past hurt, past mistrust, past pain?


Note: 2 things can happen in a marriage:
1. You can grow together, or
2. You can grow apart.

Bottom Line: Marry someone who wants the same thing.


Tips on what keeps a relationship strong:
1. Trust
2. Communication
3. Intimacy
4. A Sense of Humour
5. Sharing Tasks
6. Some getaway time without Biz or Kid
7. Daily exchanges(meal, hug, call, touch, notes)
8. Sharing common goals and interests
9. Giving each other space to grow without feelings insecure
10. Giving each other a sense of belonging and assurances of committment.

Don't find this meaningful? Read again slowly.... :)

Sunday, September 04, 2011

A step closer to my dream...

My roomie keeps reminding me: "Go Confidently in the Direction of your Dreams, Live the Live you have Imagined! " I am a step closing to my dream to get my MBA! Yes...I am never a academic or studious person but I just thought I can do better than what i did for my irrelevant degree. Haha..Perhaps more like to make up the misery during my degree, I want to do better for my MBA!

The process of waiting for the application status was dragging..waiting for more than 3 weeks for the selection result and on Fri evening, someone called to inform that I am selected for the course and its starting next week. Kind of ridiculous to give such a short notice rite? Shows how organise the admin is lor. Well, good news is the first module is Strategic Marketing and not the pre-scheduled Multinational Finance..Phew...at least something that I am interested and get myself into the momentum.  Well, I am NOT looking forward to the late nights and mugging but certainly looking forward to bag a MBA cert in 2 years time. JIA YOU STAREO~ :)

Side note for a very heart-warming movie - The Smurfs! Enjoyed the movie alot and it brought back many childhood memories. Highly recommended movie! :D

Super cute Smurfs in action!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Inspiring Piece - The Art of Marriage


A very inspiring write up on The Art of Marriage by a Singapore lady, Kelly Paterson, who lives in USA with the man she loves,  in the beautiful mountains of Jackson, Hole, Wyoming. She is very blessed woman and reminded me of my roomie who is relocated to USA and becoming a stronger girl as the day goes.

A good marriage must be created ~
In the art of marriage, little things are big things.
Is never being too old to hold hands.
It is remembering to say “I Love You” at least once a day.
It is never going to sleep angry.
It is having a mutual sense of values and common objective.
It  standing together facing the world.
It is forming a circle of love that gathers in the whole family.
It is speaking words of appreciation and demonstrating gratitude in thoughtful ways.
It is having the capacity to forgive and forget.
It is giving each other an atmosphere in which each can grow.
It is finding room for things of the spirit.
It is the common search for the good and the beautiful.
It is not only marrying the right partner.
It is being the right partner.

~ Kelly Paterson

Can't agree more with her statements and totally loving it! :)


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Highlights of Stareo's past 2 weeks

Don't wish to talk about the unhappy or emotional things, perhaps better for me to share some key highlights for the past 2 weeks:

1. Malacca Trip with Family

My dear Sis has managed to organise a short 2D1N weekend trip for mum, me and her 3 friends to Malacca. I was not looking forward for the trip coz I wanted to travel further and for a longer holiday. Nevertheless, it has been a while since I travelled with with Mum and Sis, so I went for the trip with a neutral heart.  The 3.5 hrs bus journey was unexpectedly smooth and quiet mainly bcoz there were not kids or inconsiderate adults, therefore allowing me to sleep thru "peacefully". Hehee..yes I know I am still the usual piggy me. :P


We have managed to visit the Mega Malls as usual, did some shopping but didnt get much things. In the evening, we went to the famous night market at Jonker Street. To our surprise, the place was fully packed and there were quite a variety of clothes, souvenirs and food there. We took our dinner at one small retro shop to eat Asam Laksa and popular durian chendol. Yum yum...
The hotel we stayed in was great, Renaissance Hotel, very spacious, clean and very comfortable beds. :) Haha..slept quite early even though it was only one night stay. Anyway, the ladies are not into night outings or chill out, plus mum was tired too. We reached Singapore at 7pm, quite tiring to work on Monday but it was all fun weekend! :D

2. Jacky Cheung Half Century Concert 2011

Watched Jacky Cheung's Half Century (his 50th year old) Concert 2011 on 26 Aug 2011, the experience was not fantastic mainly because he sang more canto songs and even converse in canto. To a canto-nerd like me, it was totally boring and lost..Haiz...how considerate for a Singapore market. Also partly coz I have heard very good review of his last concert and would expect him to sing many famous mandarin pop which I love to hear "live"...it didnt came true, quite a disappointment indeed! Despite all, I think he really live up to his name of "Gei Shen" with his undeniable great voice and stabililty even when he was dancing while he sings. Impressive!! The stage effect was good too, perhaps not the best that I have seen so far but certainly worth praising too. Ohh.. I thought the sound effect was abit too loud and create some discomfort to audiences' ears, perhaps to create the hype among us but certainly not to create NID - Noise Induced Deafness. Haha.. :P



3. Presidential Election 2011

Staying up to wait for result for the presidential election result - close fight between Dr-Tony-Tan and Dr-Tan-Cheng-Bock.  No comments for this election coz personally don't really have much favourtism to any of the candidates. At least for now, we are sure that our next President will be a Dr Tan! Haha...Not Mr Tan as the other 2 Tans should have went back to sleep already. Had a short talk with my roomie in USA just now and feeling tired already, time to be ms piggy again. Sweet dreams...

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Decision made - I have done it!

Today, I have finally submitted my application form for my MBA at SIM-GE. Feeling super relieved coz one action item down..just pending their selection committee to confirm my enrolment. The application already cost me $86, quite good money for the uni hor? :P So many undergraduates there afterall...Even the "air" there at the campus was super youthful, feel even OLDER when I was there in the short duration, quite out of place indeed. Haha..hope to infuse some youth in me if I get to study there.

Well... the amazing part is they admission officer refused to accept my testimonials from ex-employers and cca records as they only need academic transripts and undergraduate cert. Ermm...frankly, that's my worst record of my life! Hahaha..I have better credentials in CCAs and of course employers' testimonials from past jobs. Well....really got to leave it to fate to decide if I will be selected for the programme to commence in Sept. Regardless, I have tried applying and even if reject also no choice already.

Good luck to Stareo! :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Updates of Stareo's Life

My last update was January 2011, time really flies this year, it's Singapore's 46th birthday yesterday (as in before midnite) already. Finally decided to write something to account for my MIA for past half a year. Life hasn't been smooth for stareo and I am still trying to stay positive with my life. Many friends keep telling me there are ups and downs in life, somehow I have not really seen my "ups" in life since I was borned. Quite sad indeed... ;( Many things have happened and I am not going to share more sad stories here coz I really hope this is not a sad place for my readers. I should just continue to walk through the darkness to see the light at the end of the tunnel..:)

Here's some updates:

1) At work, I have transferred to another branch at my current workplace, currently doing strategy and management. There are many reasons for my transfer, mainly because of the lousy and incompetent boss and team. Personally, I know somehow I will be "infected" by the negative morale in the team and never get a chance to perform under such boss. Thurs, I have initiated my intention to transfer since March this year and was told to only effective in Aug this year due to many political reasons. Well, forget about the process, I have achieved my end result ultimately. *Smiles*

2) Decided to apply for my MBA course at S.I.M.GE under Uni of Birmingham after much research and checking with friends. There are many reasons why I have chosen this uni instead of the local big 3 uni, first simple reason is the course fee! Local unis are charging at $58k for a 2 year MBA course! *Cut throat* Frankly, I am not ready to pay such amount for my aspiration. Therefore, I have decided to embark on this course which cost lesser at $30k. Nevertheless, this is still a big strain to my current income, which is stressing me to the max!!! Seriously dun understand why a MBA course can cost so much when we only paid around $25k for our undergraduate course. Haiz...That's why must take now than in the future! Haha....inflation mah.

Nah...More for the fact that I am growing older each year and I should not keep delaying my aspiration to further study in biz coz of my engineering background. It is a natural progression for me to take a MBA instead of Msc where my interest lies. Past few weeks has been busy preparing for the application requirements, including getting referral letters and essay done up. Keep my finger crossed that I will survive through the course for the next 2 years bah. :) Need to be selected first of course! :P

3) My dearest Roomie, Joyce, has relocated to USA since 15 June, it has been near to 2 months and I am glad that she has settled down well over there. Really miss her alot...been going shopping and eating alone after she has left. Sometimes I really wonder if I really only have her in my life? Haha..Nah..more like other friends are all busying with their partners or spouses. In reality, most of my friends are either happily married or attached, some are blessed with kids already. It is getting depressing to check FB and realise that everyone is sharing happy moments with their loved ones when I am all alone.. Yes, this is call loneliness and I totally hate this! :( Even meet-ups with other girl-friends have become scary sometimes coz the topics will surround 3 main topics: marriage, bfs and children. You know what i mean?? *Sweat*

4) Yeah..I have finally changed my blog skin to something happier, hope this will add some pleasure to my readers too. :D

It's PH today and I have been constantly bombarded by mum's nagging about her job for the WHOLE day (including when I was trying to sleep in my room), what a way to spend my PH indeed! My poor sis has got it too despite the fact that she is not staying with us, sometimes I think my mum is really quite ONE KIND or have I not spend enough time with her? Maybe her swollen wrist is causing her to be so grouchy and unhappy about every single thing, I am glad enough that she didnt throw temper at me after all. *Phew..* I am still trying to be a better daughter...show me some mercy pls.

Hope to see more happy updates from stareo soon..stay tuned! :)

Sunday, January 09, 2011

Lesson from "Go on, take a chance"

Just read an article on ST by Sumiko Tan, been reading her articles for a while and I think she always give very realistic comments about life, singlehood and now marriage as she has just got married last year. :) Congrats Sumiko!

On 9 Jan 11 article, she has wrote her lesson learn in 2010 and that was "It's okay to change the course of your life" and I totally agree with that though it seems so difficult to do it.

Quoting from her article:
"I entered the marriage game late in life,after decades of being on my own, doing my own things and at my own pace. When I am discovering is that marriage sure keeps u busy because you now have to juggle two people's schedule. There are so many things to do- most of it ordinary - and between long hours at work and trying to squeeze in as many activities as possible on weekends, I sometimes feel I have no time to breathe or think. But when you are busy, there's less time time to moan and groan about life, and you will tend to be happier, which I suppose I am."

"Marriage experts say that the first 5 years of marraige can be exhilarating as couples experience new "firsts" together - first xmas as married couple, first dinner party and even first joint tax return."

"When I look back at 2010, what strikes me most is just how brave I was. We had both entered marriage almost on an impulse. It was a leap of faith and it's been so far so good."

What I like most about this article is "Even if things don't turn out exactly the way you think it would or should, what do you have to lose?  At least you have tried,and at least you have experienced something different and make your life more interesting".  How true ya...Sometimes in life is about trying new things and doing things that you least expected yourself to venture on. Every decision is a bet, win or lose is subjective to individual. Always try to look on the positive side of life would definitely help to make a happier you! :)

She ended with an answer to her husband on whether she wishes that she is still single. Her reply was "I don't wish I was still single and I'm glad we're married."

How sweet is that simple statement? I think marriage should never be something to be given up so easily despite all the obstacles along the way. It takes a reasonable span of time for 2 persons to blend into each other's lives, it takes effort, patience and tolerance etc. If you are thinking why are you still with your bf/gf or husband/wife, think again of what he or she have made your life more colourful and what have moved your heart initially. Keep the passion and love going... :)

Think about it...how difficult and miracle for 2 persons to meet and get together in this whole wide world of billions of human race...Learn to treasure your loved ones my dear friends. :) If you are reading this, tell your partner how much you love him/her now.

Saturday, January 01, 2011

Stareo's New Year Resolutions

Today's date is interesting - 1.1.11, all the ones! Today is the first day of 2011, it is a new beginning and fresh start for Stareo! :) Yes, Stareo is determined to make this year a better one compared to last year. 

I have spent an unforgettable New Year Eve with my roomie at Universal studio as her friend ZY has passed her 2 tickets last minute to attend this exclusive VIP new year eve party! The experience was awesome as it was my first visit to USS and it gives me the feeling of disneyland! :) As usual, my roomie is the key reason which makes the new year eve so special as she never fails to listen to my laments and experiences all these years, giving me encouragement and advises which I really appreciate alot. Thanks Roomie! The fireworks at USS was nice too, despite being quite short duration, fireworks never fail to impress us! Awesome way to kick start a new year with my bestest roomie! 

A brand new year also means there should be some new year resolutions for me to work on, here are some aspects which I would like to improve or achieve in this new year:

Health
  • Lose 4kg to achieve my ideal weight and fit into my old jeans again
  • Eat healthier food and take less carbohydrates
  • Exercise at least once a week to keep fit and toned
Family
  • Spend more time with Mum and take better care of her
  • Go for dinner/shopping with sister more often as we seldom got time to talk after she has moved out to her new home
Career
  • Grow to like my current job or seek for a new job which interests me
  • Consider setting own online biz or side line to earn extra income
Relationship
  • Find a bf who loves and understand me
  • Catch up more often with worthy friends in my life
Wealth Management
  •  Spend money wisely, reduce expenditures on "wants" and focus on "needs" items
  •  Allocate budget for family expenses
  •  Read up on investment (stocks and shares) and start doing some investment to grow passive income
Personal Development & Aspirations
  • Further studies - either take a grad dip or MBA (depending on budget)
  • Take up a new language e.g. Japanese if not pursuing further studies
  • Read newspaper to get updates of world issues
  • Plan for a Japan trip in mid year with mum and roomie's family
  • Plan for a year end trip with my special someone (IF I am in time to find a bf by year end)
  • Have at least 6 hours of sleep everyday, ideally 8 hrs if possible
  • Be more positive and happier
Hmm..this looks like a LONG list but its OK! I will try my best to fulfill my new year resolutions since these are all the things I wanna achieve in this new year.

Last but not least, I wish all readers a fantastic year 2011 filled with great health, happiness and joy! Happy New Year!!!! :)