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Saturday, August 30, 2003 Y 11:11 PM ![]() Are You Crazy??Find out! Y 11:05 PM ![]() I'm sure it's no big surprise to you that your romance is The Princess Bride. A heartwarming tale of "Twue Wuve" that has giants, Spainards and swashbuckling. You really do think that love can overcome anything. You may be a touch naive but your heart is certainly in the right place. You've probably got one of those relationships where proper nouns have been replaced with "Snookums" and "Pookie Pie". Eww. Beware a cuteness overload. What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life? brought to you by Quizilla Y 11:03 PM ![]() Congratulations!! You're a strawberry daquiri!! What Drink Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Y 10:53 PM ![]() cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Y 10:43 PM ![]() Ur more suttle in ur hair style. U might like to be curly or have hair with volume. Witch Hair style would you have. brought to you by Quizilla Y 10:40 PM ![]() Emotional What Type of Lover Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:35 PM ![]() Red/Green/Blue: To you, the world is logical. Everything happens for a reason, life is scientific. You like to find solutions. I doubt you needed to take this quiz in order to realize this. Made by Sara What color do you see the world in? brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:33 PM Yoshimi - "Happy Beauty" Sponsored by www.life-blood.cjb.net What would your Japanese name be? (female) brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:28 PM ![]() Which Holiday are YOU? Find out @ RelentlessDivas.Net! Y 2:27 PM ![]() Which Music Type are You?Find out! Y 2:25 PM ![]() Which Pirates of the Carribean character are you? Find out @ RelentlessDivas.Net! shE beri chiO ritE.. hahA.. me juS anih0w anS oSo.. =p Y 2:24 PM ![]() Which Part of a Meal Are You?Find out! Y 2:22 PM
I'm exceptionally artistic! Find your soul type at kelly.moranweb.com. Y 2:14 PM ![]() your bitch. What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:09 PM ![]() You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:07 PM ![]() Goddess of the Moon. Beauty, yet a sadness lurks about you at times. But hey, pain is beauty, right? What element would you rein over? (For Girls) brought to you by Quizilla Y 2:00 PM ![]() You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely devoted to others,especially that one person.You really can't get them out of your head,but then,you don't really want to. What Kind of Smile are You? brought to you by Quizilla Friday, August 29, 2003 Y 4:00 PM totaLly cooL!!..">firsTly.. happy teachErs daE to eveRy teaCher especiaLLy to tobiaS, gaviN lEe, lEe mon chooN! definitelY not goinG out to ms taN.. eveN wheN shE gavE the speeCh, shE waS aSking the stuDents to donatE moneY to the sCh to buiLd a streEt socCer couRt.. waD the heCk.. thE sec4S aRe alreaDi leaVing.. no onE careS! todaE concert waS a damN louSy onE.. woRst of aLL i eveR sEen iN zhSs.. iT waS likE the teaChers maDe uS waiT feR so lonG bef0re theY arrivEd.. buDden we, seC4s of coz g0rt ouR owN waY of rebeLling.. it waS likE the hoSts aSk the sCh populatioN to staNd up.. so eveRyonE diD.. excepT the seC4s!!.. hahA.. gueSs taT miSs taN muS be fuMing.. woOhoOo.. so the conceRt staRted anD blaH blaH.. it waS beri bEri uninterestiNg if there iS onE suCh worD.. coulD sEe taT everyonE waS boreD to deatH.. deN aT somE timE.. maNy maNy formEr stuDents caMe baCk.. 3e7 sanG "you're my sunShine" anD i waS teLLing sy taT theSe ex-stuDents sureLy tinK itS so chiLdisH.. so embarraSsing.. so aLot of formeR stuDents camE baCk.. deN it couLd clearLy be seeN taT theY wEre eithEr frM sRjc, nyjC or ajC lorz!.. and whEn the mS taN gave a speeCh, shE aSkeD the formeR studeNts to raiSe their hanDs.. tink shE g0rt stH wronG.. so it went on aGain.. deN it waS time to presenT flowErs to the principaL and vp.. wheN mS taN helD her flowErs and wavEd it in aiR, i coulD see onLy a pathEtic few lowEr seC pple werE clappiNg or mabbE more deN taT laRz.... deN wheN it waS mS loo's turN .. the whoLe sCh chEered so louD.. it waS soOOoO cooL anD soNg lorz.. muS be the climaX liaOz.. deN duriNg taT timE the sec4s stiLL diD the kaLlang waVe.. maN, we roCks and ruLez lorz!!.. haha.. movE on to mY claSs paRt.. eugeNe and joaNNe weRe the "instructoRs" fer the ACES day.. diD a greaT joB! den wJ brouGht somE carDs fer the claSs to fiLL up the spaCes anD theN gavE it to the respectiVe teaChers.. so it waS especiaLLy diFf fer ouR form teaCher, he haD to likE takE it ouT frM the creaM mixeD wiF watEr? i duNno.. mabbE the claSs enjoyeD it? buDden i diN lorz.. tot it waS like we buLlying hiM.. so aniwaY, we inviteD the teaChers who taugHt uS and tooK likE 8 photos? canT rmbeR.. tiS yr onE waS kinD of diFferenT.. the atomSpheRe, duNno how to desCribe.. nbM.. so atE the caKe and stuFf.. buDden the depreSsing thiNg is aLot of pplE alreaDi leFt beforE the teaChers arrivEd.. lidaT lorz.. btw, tobiaS reaLLy haS a beRi exceLLent figuRe lorz.. itS likE she alreaDi haS twO kiDs aLreaDi buDden shE stiLL kePt heR figure untiL so weLL lorz.. prO siA.. wheN i wisH heR happI teaChers' daE, shE waS likE givinG me a broaD griN anD the waY shE shooK hanDs wiF me maDe me feLt taT shE waS so sinCere.. nXt timE i graduatEd i suReLy wiLL cum baCk anD visiT hEr onE lorZ!.. guranteE pluS choP.. wJ anD marV oSo perforM feR the teaChers.. deN wJ dedicatEd the sonG to the teaChers and beaR beaR.. tatS waD we heaRd lArz.. deN the teaChers weRe like "huH, hu is beaR bear?".. theY diD a greaT joB lorz.. evEn thouGh marV haD a coLd.. gooDie joB guyS!.. tatS aBt eveRythiNg lorz.. i diN weNt baCk to my pri scH.. insteaD weNt bk wiF my frenS to haF lunCh.. anD by the timE we leFt the sCh therE waS stilL alot of paSt yrs graDuates.. seEms likE the stuDents ouR sCh produCe arE beRi loyaL.. haHa.. Thursday, August 28, 2003 Y 10:09 PM marS">forgeT to aDd taT i saW marS ytD.. hahA! itS so cooL witneSsing tiS lorz.. itS likE taKe beRi loNg to happEn agaIn lEhz.. so muS recorD it dowN in mY bloG.. beRi memorablE sia!.. itS beRi smaLL lorz.. buDden itS kinD oF brigHt.. th0se kind of dazzLinG onE.. so niCeEeeEe! Y 6:52 PM pheW..">soRt of likE two preLim papeRs ovEr liAoz.. n0t goinG t0 discuSs heRe.. juS hopE taT i wiLL somEhow geT some "gooD" resulTs.. so tmL is teaChers' daE celebraTion and i diN geT geT anythiNg.. aLL the ms taN fauLt.. plaCe the preLim examS so near thE teaChers' daE deN i g0rt n0 timE t0 g0 shoppIng wiF my frenS and "rewarD" my teaChers.. buddEn nbM.. juS trY harDer feR o lvlS lorz.. lidaT shuD be the beSt resuLts ritE? kEke.. i realisEd i beRi hopeleSs lorz.. eveRydaE oSo liSten to muSic lorz.. nob0di beeN comIng onLine latEly.. seemS likE i keeP slaCking lorz.. haIyar.. buDden caNnot heLp it maHz.. duNno how to resiSt teMptatioN.. nXt weEk g0nna haF somE m0re papErs cominG up.. shaLL haF to trY harDer.. duN waN to disappoinT myselF, pareNts anD oSo teaChers.. anD hmMm.. tinK i likE s.h.e's albUm beRi muCh.. buDden of c0z n0t aS "craZy" aS jaSpeR anD zijiaN.. -live life to é fullest- Y 4:40 PM ![]() Noon - You are pleasant, friendly, and an overall nice person. You enjoy the energy and activity of the daytime, and tend to be very productive. When are you? brought to you by Quizilla Y 4:38 PM ![]() Which flock do you follow? this quiz was made by alanna Monday, August 25, 2003 Y 5:46 PM so preLims arE juS like two daEs awaY? muS praY harD liAoz.. aniwaY s.H.e aLbum iS not baD, stiLL considEring whEther i shuD buY siNce i dowNloaDed it liAo =x i noe itS prohibiTeD.. nuttiNg muCh todaE! weLL ke g0rt aN awarD feR kinDneSs s0 congraTs..i'm s0 prouD of ya! *beaMing wiF priDe* oH yaR.. toK to fG onLine yTd.. itS niCe taLking to hiM, coz beRi long nv toK wiF hiM deN wE juS buLLshiT aRd whiLe i trY to stuDy! briGhteN up mY nitE! deN wE wEre taLking aBt haPpiness.. he saiD hiS happinEss=lovE+understaNding whiLe i saiD minE is simPlicitY.. itS juS a terM to descirbE whAt i looK fwD to loRz.. haVing greaT frenS wiF u deN uR famiLy.. simPle stuFf lArz.. not taT i duN haF thEm now.. heaRd taT libraRy oSo g0rt dedicaTioN boaRd.. deN g0rt pplE poSt and saiD mS taN suX.. i havEn sEen it yEt somEdaE go anD See.. somE pplE eveN wrotE to aSk mrS chanG baCk.. mS taN is taT baD lorz.. boOooOo.. mrS chaNg roX!.. sEemS likE evEridaE i g0rt m0re and m0re stuFf t0 t0k aBt, aS in reaL liFe lArz.. beiNg craPping toO muCh liAoz.. sy weNt to watCh parK yoNg ha @j8 ytD.. anD shE waS goiNg aRd to teLL our gaNg.. hahA.. anD yAr.. danieL chaN goinG to ajC feR somE sChooL concErt.. hs haS the tiXs.. tiNk i saW hiM agaIn on the waY to sCh.. aniwaY quitE enviouS sia.. wonDer finiSh liao aNot.. reaLiseS timE paSs beRi faSt (diD i meNtion tiS b4)..reaLise i n0e h0w t0 diveRt topiCs so faSt.. reCently reaD my siS's bloG, deN i realiSe i oSo g0rt a greaT bunCh of frenS, i do belieVe truE friendsHip eXists.. beCoz i haF truE frenS aRd me.. i belieVe ouR frienDship wiLL be ever-laSting! i'm so thaNkfuL to haF uR, beiNg aBt to toleratE my "monkeYneSs".. hahA.. heaRrrrR taT, my buDdies?!? ("._.)(._.") Saturday, August 23, 2003 Y 3:12 PM
Y 11:49 AM LXG~!~!">haS aNionE watChed the leaGue of extraordinaRy man?? i lovEd it.. aCtuaLLy i was quitE disappointEd wif thE enDing aS it givEs me no clUE abT anythiNg so i feLt taT it waSn't a reaLLi gooD enD and the filM waS reaLLi short unlikE matriX anD XmeN whiCh oSo revolveS arounD a teAm.. nonethEleSs, the graphiCs wEre berI niCe! i likE the nautiluS, anD in caSe u duNno, itS a shiP! bEri bEri bEri niCe eXterioR!.. i likE the vampiRe anD the beAst! both of thEm beRi faScinatiNg lorZ! i likE the immoRtaL too! hE berI shuaI, too baD he iS the betraYer!!!.. oh yaR.. doriaN graY is stuaRt towNsenD.. so haD a fuN daE yTd, weNt watChed moVie wiF my usuaL gaNg!! deN it waS realLy comicaL @kFc lorz.. so pathEtic hoR duDes? watChed amaziNg racE too! waS excitiNg, glaD taT reicheN aNd chiP woN anD not keLLy anD jon! saD fer daviD and jEff buT thEy weRe a greaT teAm!.. it wuD be a bettA episoDe if reicheN anD chiP likE do stH! *bleHz* hahA.. oH.. anD thEres toN of hw to d0.. i tinK i likE amathS & emaThs beRi niCe noW! itS likE aLthouGh the preLim papErs frM otHer sCh keePs comIng in, i eNjoy doinG theM more.. tinK im siCk oR stH.. buDden oF coz itS a gooD lArz!... This tEam-The LeaguE of eXtraordinaRy maN-is thE onLy maN stanDing beTweEn the futuRe anD totaL destruCtion Tuesday, August 19, 2003 Y 5:10 PM ![]() -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla Y 4:57 PM a couplE daEs nV upDate liAoz.. caN't eveN be bothEr to recaLL waD happeN.. a few daEs aGo, theRe waS the pm raLLy.. tinK hes gonnA stEp dowN sooN.. i wiLL soOooO saD.. soBx soBx.. aniwaY, he commEnded jaCk nEo aGain or hiS wiFe diD.. tinK of niCe to liSten.. caN appLy in ss?.. duNno,, todae taliB and woN nV comE, so me, sy, mel and sM speNt ouR timE lufFing whiLe evEryonE is prepaRing foR the hiSt cuM Ss teSt guEss wE weRe the noiseSt and mabbE i wiLL geT the worSe resuLts.. buDden caNt be bothEred liAo lArz.. eveN thouGh i paSs mY miD yR feR my combiNed humanitieS *smirKs* so sm waS doinG "siLLy" thingS agaIn.. too maNy oF them, duN waN embaraSs her furthEr, latEr shE kiLL me in sCh.. bettA duN uSe so much singliSh & stuFf, muS bruSh up on engliSh.. weLL preLim iS arounD the corneR liAoz.. nV reaLLi manaGe muCh.. buDden i swEar im gonnA piA harD lorz.. mr lEe expeCts 18 of uS to get distinCtionS feR gEo so i hopE i aM onE oF theM.. oh yAr, mo niaN mo yuE mo yi tiaN by eneRgy beRi nicE!.. my siS practicaLLy goinG craZy ovEr jaY loRz.. deN i likE shuaNg daO and qiNg tian aLot!.. tinK somEonE likEs somEone and itS gettiNg so obviouS.. hahA.. tinK todae likE beri disorganiSed.. happI birthdaE jareD!.. caNt believE timE fliEs so muCh lorz.. anD as usuAl zl keePs whininG and beaTing wheN she sEes u noe hu.. hahA ziP moutH.. oh yeA.. juS changE my phonE to nk6610, aLthough itS quitE "olD" liAoz buDden i stiLL likE it l0rz.. tinK laSt weeKend waS heLL.. probablY waS the worSt i eveN haD.. so muCh homEwoRk piLing up.. eveRydaE gort aLot of amathS anD emaths "moCk" papErs to do.. itS like drainEd off aLL my eneRgy lorz.. caNt takE it liAoz.. hopE aLL theSe woRk doEs paY oFf.. oH yaR.. todaE on the waY to sCh saW hS.. he lookS kinDa surprisEd to sEe me.. nonetheleSs, itS stiLL greaT to sEe him.. hahA.. *smilEs*.. so taTs aBt everythiNg i caN rmbeR.. prelimS aRe aRd the coRner.. so im gonnA cut dowN on bloGging buDden watChing hollanD v iS a muSt.. juS hopE taT i wuN diE untiL too "naN kaN" feR my preLims.. freNs aRe so iMpt to me.. Sunday, August 17, 2003 Y 7:16 PM ![]() You are a true nature girl! Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla Friday, August 15, 2003 Y 6:37 PM woRried..">haIz.. how hoW how? i tinK todae i waS beri beRi nervouS lorz.. whEn i waS prepaRing ouTside, eveRything waS stiLL finE.. deN i weNt in, mY minD weNt blaNk.. i rattLe thRu the paSsage and i wereN't eveN suRe waD i waS reaDing, deN i stumblEd on the piC descriptioN, the onE whiCh i tinK i diD the beSt waS the convErsatiOn paRt, aT leaSt i feeL bettA aT thaT paRt of the oraL.. maN sCreweD up eveRythiNg.. havE to trY harDer fEr papEr onE anD papEr twO liAoz.. anD now the piCs aRen't loaDing anD i reaLLi duNno y.. so mR lEe senT uS tiS emaIl,, encouraGing thoSe hu nV do weLL to worK harDer, eveRyonE of uR woN the battLe, juS taT We coulD haF beaT thE enemY untiL theY blEed untiL theY diE.. hahA.. guEss u duNno waD i taLking.. juS trY harDer! anD likE waD mr lEe saEs i'm oSo beRi prouD of yuKi!! shE is suCh a darLing.. anD shE worKS harD feR everyThinG... laSt thiNg to looK forwarD fer tonitE shuD be thE amazinG racE liAoz.. tiS bEtta be excitiNg!.. oH yAr, to thoSe in F225 onE.. thE teaChers quitE gooD lorz.. so duN neeD woRry.. laSt bUt not leAst hopE taT mY oraL reaLLi iZzit taT baD, aLthough i tinK it wuD be!.. Thursday, August 14, 2003 Y 9:01 PM borIng borIng aNd borIng.. aLL the anxieTy iS builDing up noW.. so todaE 5/7 of mY claSs wenT fer oraL anD maNy of theM saiD it suckeD.. especiaLLy the conversaTion parT.. iS stH aBt heRbaL medicinE onE.. haS nV cuM out b4 l0rz.. stuNned maNy pplE anD tmL im suRe if stH unexpecteD comEs out, i'LL be scarEd ouT of mY wiTS.. stupiD oraL thinGy.. i juS hopE taT mY examinErs wiLL be littlE bit betta towarDs me, aT leaSt it caN heLp to caLm me doWn.. oH goD.. plEaSe heLp mE! *praYs harD* Y 8:58 PM a guY's diAry..">*January 2* Do you still remember the first time we met? It was the first day in school. I was hurriedly entering the school gate when I bumped into you as you stepped out of a luxurious Volvo. The books you were holding fell all over the ground. I quickly picked up the books and returned them to you along with words of apology, but all you showed me was your intimidating look. My first impression of you was thatyou were a wilful girl born with a golden spoon in the mouth. I had rejected you completely and had hoped not to meet you again, but surprisingly you turned out to be my classmate. *March 22* I started to know more about you as days passed and my opinion of you changed for the better on each passing day. I realised that you were from a wealthy family but definitely not a wilful girl. You were nice and friendly. You got angry that day we first met because I had left a footprint marking on the poetry collection you loved dearly. We met often during lunch break and I found something in you that was different from the rest of the girls - your passion for Chinese poetry. Often you would mumble something to yourself. Initially, I thought that you were humming a pop song but later I realised that you had been reciting Chinese poems from great poets. You were so knowledgeable that you knew every poet and which poems they composed. I was very impressed indeed. *April 5* I met you again in the study area. That day you were reading the Chinese classics "Romance of the 3 kingdom". Your ability to appreciate Chinese classics left me with admiration. You were indeed unique in many ways. *May 5* From then on, we would often meet in the study area to discuss about the good and bad things of the character in these Chinese classics. Do you still remember the time when we almost broke off because we could not agree on whether Jia BaoYu hurt Lin Dai Yu? Our argument was so fierce that we never talked for that week. But when Friday came, we still met in the study area and laughed over the incident. After which, another argument started. *Aug 7* I could not deny it. It was a feeling I could not identify accurately. Wenever you laughed over a joke with other guys, that emotion filled my senses. It took me a while before identified it. I was in love; the feeling was jealousy. I felt the need to express it. But, I was afraid...that you would dismiss my feeling, that you and I would be stuck in an embarrassing situation, that our long nurtured friendship would crumble...therefore, I kept quiet. *Oct 1* The news came as a shock to me. I was so worried when I learnt that you had fainted in the canteen. I was struggling to keep my worried face in control as I looked at the ambulance that carried you away. *Oct 2* It was drizzling that day. Our form teacher sadly announced that you had got cancer. As she finished her last sentence, outside the classroom, it seemed to me that the drizzle had turned into a downpour. I could only hear the sound of the rain, nothing more. I rushed to NUH ICU to see you immediately after lesson. Your face was whitish in colour, showing no trace of red. I learnt that you had just undergone an operation. The life-support system was just beside you with tubes piercing mercilessly into your left wrist. "I am all right, it is just a serious case of anemia. Believe me, my parents told me that". you said convincingly. I knew fully well what you were thinking, you did not want me to be worried. "Are you comforting yourself or comforting the fears and hopelessness that was written all over my face?", I thought to myself. I was not strong enough to disagree with you and I nodded my head with a forced smile. You responded with a smile too-with great effort. *Oct 5* It was a ordinary day but to me, it was an important day. I felt an impulse to express my love. I walked over to the side of your bed, holding your hand. I told you the story of how an ordinary guy fell in love with a girl who likes poetry and Chinese classics. As I told my story, my eyes started to flood with water, and uncontrollably my voice started to choke, and finally I broke into tear But you held my head against your body and with watery eyes, said: "I understand such a love, so did the girl." I returned my eyes to her and at that moment, her tears dropped, and for the first time, I saw some redness on her lips. *Oct 26* It was the last day of examination and I rushed to NUH to continue my story. When I reached there, I only saw the nurse arranging the bed you once slept on. When I asked about you, the nurse told me expressionlessly that you had passed away. It was a bolt from the blue for me. I stood motionless for a long time. I hated myself for spending the last few days preparing for the last examination paper. I hated myself for not staying longer the last time I visited you. I hated myself so much...but you were gone...... I can't remember how I got home that day. When I woke up, I was already in my room. The pillow I slept on was wet. The next day, I went for the funeral. I heard from your father that on the day you passed away, you were still reading the Poetry collection I gave you as a gift for your birthday. Standing in front of Your portrait, I had no tears, they were used up on the day of your death. All I knew was sadness, my heart was like shattered into pieces and died. *Jan 2* A new girl has taken over your seat. She does not like poetry, but she likes to hum pop songs. When I asked her if she knows Jia Bao Yu, she replied: "What talking you." Yes, you were gone. But to me, the seat is still unoccupied, and maybe no one will ever occupy it...... Wednesday, August 13, 2003 Y 7:01 PM nuttiNg muCh happEn feR todaE.. haF chinEse teSt anD the compRe waS aBt humour..diN noE taT thEre waS so muCh goinG on betwEen "reaL' humouR anD "fakE" huMour.. hahA.. so todAe the expreSs chiNese pplE g0rt baCk theiR resuLts.. thE mooD waSn't reaLLi gooD.. hearD thaT the resulTs wereN't reaLLi up to stanDard.. buT aniwaY to th0se hu arE ouT thEre, duN be disheaRteN.. anD to yoU hu iS reaDing tiS duN tink taT i aM adDing saLt to wounD.. i aM juS tryiNg to chEer u up.. no neGatiVe intEntionS! congratS to thoSe who g0rt theiR "desireD" resuLts anD those ouT thEre hu diN, trY harDer.. i've beiNg thrU suCh stuFf tOo.. aLL the anxieTy anD beiNg aT a loSs, wheN theRe's a wiLL, theRe's alwayS a wiLL.. jiAyou! aNd oSo, tobiaS simplY roCks!! mabbE somE oF ur duN likE hEr, buDden i realLi likE heR! shE iS simplY fabulouS, the beSt and prettiesT teaCher i evEr comE aCroSs!!! no mattEr waD happeNs, whEn i graduatE frM the sChooL i wiLL go baCk to the sChooL anD sEe hEr.. shE rulEz maN!.. hahA.. *smiles* Y 6:55 PM yEt aNothEr stoRy..">From the very Beginning, Gal's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background, & that the gal will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarreled very often. Though the gal love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the gal to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the gal often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endured it in silence. After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the gal: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The gal agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged. The gal went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thot of giving up. One day, while the gal was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured.Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. she has lost her voice....The doctor says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, silent crying accompanied her.Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same.Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply,countless of phonecalls,.. all the gal could do, besides crying,is still crying.... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the gal learnt sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her fren came & told her that he's back. She asked her fren not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her fren came with an envelope, containing a invitation card for the guy's wedding.The gal was shattered. When she opened the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her fren wat's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. "Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You." With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.The gal finally smiled. Tuesday, August 12, 2003 Y 5:33 PM ![]() Which Flower Are You?Find out! ![]() What's Your Personality?Find out! Monday, August 11, 2003 Y 10:36 PM thE aBc to aChievE uR dre@ms">A-void negative sources, people, things and habits. B-elieve in yourself. C-onsider things from every angle. D-on't give up and don't give in. E-njoy life today: yesterday is history and tomorrow is mystery. F-amily and Friends are hidden treasures. Seek them and enjoy their riches. G-ive more than you planned to give. H-ang on to your dreams. I-gnore those who try to discourage you. J-ust do it! K-eep on trying, no matter how hard it seems. It will get better. L-ove yourself first and foremost. M-ake it happen. N-ever lie, cheat, or steal. Always strike a fair deal. O-pen your eyes and see things as they really are. P-ractice makes perfect. Q-uitters never win and winners never quit. R-ead, study and learn about everything important in your life. S-top procrastinating. T-ake control of your own destiny. U-nderstand yourself in order to better understand others. V-isualize it. W-ant it more than anything. X-ccelerate your efforts. Y-ou are unique of all the Nature's creations. Nothing can replace you. Z-ero in on your target, and go for it!! Y 5:12 PM 11/8/2003">sO faSt siA.. hahA..*griNs* aNiwaY, todae gort so0o0o muCh homEworK to do.. juS gort homE onLi.. tinK i bloG now latEr no timE to bloG alreaDi.. oSo nuttinG interestinG t0dae.. juS taT todaE iS the staRt oF the oraL examS liAoz.. minE iS on the fiftH daE.. everythiNg iS proceeDing aT suCh a faSt paCe loRz.. anD todaE's physicS practicaL waS "harD".. haha.. me anD shiLing haD a tougH timE.. tatS juS aLL arounD it.. anD becoz todaE 11/8/2003, todaE rulEz! Sunday, August 10, 2003 Y 10:09 AM ![]() Aren't you happy? Your ideal X2 guy is Cyclops! This guy really knows how to treat a lady well. He can charm you with his good looks and his over-protectiveness. He's also a born leader who knows how to take charge of things when the situation gets messy. Now this is what I call 100% boyfriend material. *-Who is your ideal X-Men guy?-* brought to you by Quizilla Y 12:27 AM itS now earlY in the morniNg liAoz.. anOther daE gonE.. sometimEs im reaLLi marvelleD aT how faSt timE flieS.. yTd i waS tinkiNg likE we uSed to siT on the leFt of the carparK aT maCritchie iF uR noe waD i meaN laRz.. now i looK aT thoSe sec1s anD seC2S anD i realiSe im sittiNg on the righT siDe of the carparK liAoz.. timE reaLLi flieS.. mabbE likE waD mR lEe saiD.. nXt timE rounD it wiLL be alreaDi siNgapore's 39th birthDae liAo.. whEre wiLL mY futuRe liE? Saturday, August 09, 2003 Y 5:33 PM yTd watChed amazinG racE 4.. waS hopiNg taT keLLy anD joN wuD be kiCked oUt.. keLLy sometimEs so irritaTing l0rz.. buDden shE reaLLi g0rt the gutS l0rz.. reicheN & chIp g0rt the penaltY anD i waS hopiNg likE joN & aL wuD reaCh the piT stoP faSter.. buDden it diN happEn, waD a disappoinTment.. i waS rooTing feR joN & aL, buDden theY weRe reaLLi fantaStic! theY juS diN haD the luCk.. daMn.. now taT it iS dowN t0 the finaL threE and onLy keLLy & joN habEn uSe theiR faSt forwarD.. hopefuLLy eveN if theY uSe oSo wuN wiN.. hahA i so eviL.. now i hopE daviD & jeFf caN wiN l0rz! and i stiLL havEn g0rt ovEr dereK anD dreW.. maN waD a gorgeouS pair of twiNs.. Y 5:04 PM ![]() Nokia 7250 suits you the best! You're an average girl/boy without high expectations in life. You take whatever that comes your way in your stride and always remain optimistic and positive. Which Nokia Cellphone is Most Suitable for You? brought to you by Quizilla toOk it frM manDy's weBBy.. waN a camera fonE too buDden expensivE laRz.. nk6610 wuD be finE.. haha.. Y 11:32 AM Your Heart is Red What Color is Your Heart? brought to you by Quizilla Y 11:30 AM You represent... happiness. Boy, are you full of cheer or what...? You have a sunny disposition and enjoy trying to spread your happiness. You have a tendency to be a little hyper, but you have the ability to make your own fun no matter what. What feeling do you represent? brought to you by Quizilla Y 11:09 AM a gOod reaD..">This teenager lived alone with his mother, and the two of them had a very special relationship. Even though the son was always on the bench, his mother was always in the stands cheering. She never missed a game. This young man was still the smallest of the class when he entered high school. But his mother continued to encourage him but also made it very clear that he did not have to play football if he didn't want to. But the young man loved football and decided to hang in there. He was determined to try his best at every practice, and perhaps he'd get to play when he became a senior. All through high school he never missed a practice nor a game, but remained a bench warmer all four years. His faithful mother was always in the stands, always with words of encouragement for him. When the young man went to college, he decided to try out for the football team as a "walk-on." Everyone was sure he could never make the cut, but he did. The coach admitted that he kept him on the roster because he always puts his heart and soul into every practice, and at the same time, provided the other members with the spirit and hustle they badly needed. The news that he had survived the cut thrilled him so much that he rushed to the nearest phone and called his mother. His mother shared his excitement and was sent season tickets for all the college games. This persistent young athlete never missed practice during his four years at college, but he never got to play in the game. It was the end of his senior football season, and as he trotted onto the practice field shortly before the big play-off game, the coach met him with a telegram. The young man read the telegram and he became deathly silent. Swallowing hard, he mumbled to the coach, "My mother died this morning. Is it all right if I miss practice today?" The coach put his arm gently around his shoulder and said, "Take the rest of the week off, son. And don't even plan to come back to the game on Saturday. Saturday arrived, and the game was not going well. In the third quarter, when the team was ten points behind, a silent young man quietly slipped into the empty locker room and put on his football gear. As he ran onto the sidelines, the coach and his players were astounded to see their faithful teammate back so soon. "Coach, please let me play. I've just got to play today," said the young man. The coach pretended not to hear him. There was no way he wanted his worst player in this close play-off game. But the young man persisted, and finally feeling sorry for the kid, the coach gave in. "All right," he said. "You can go in." Before long, the coach,the players and everyone in the stands could not believe their eyes. This little unknown, who had never played before was doing everything right. The opposing team could not stop him. He ran, blocked and tackled like a star. His team began to triumph. The score was soon tied. In the closing seconds of the game, this kid intercepted a pass and ran all the way for the winning touchdown. The fans broke loose. His teammates hoisted him onto their shoulders. Such cheering you've never heard! Finally, after the stands had emptied and the team had showered and left the locker room, the coach noticed that the young man was sitting quietly in the corner all alone. The coach came to him and said, "Kid, I can't believe it. You were fantastic! Tell me what got into you? How did you do it?" He looked at the coach, with tears in his eyes, and said, " Well, you knew my mom died, but did you know that my mom was blind? The young man swallowed hard and forced a smile, "Mom came to all my games, but today was the first time she could see me play, and I wanted to show her I could do it!" I hope this story inspires you. cK saiD taT he uSed tiS storYlinE feR hiS coMpo.. thanX to me.. haHa.. Y 10:56 AM happY nationaL daY !!">9 oF auG.. singApore 38th birthdaE! hurraY.. buDden mY famiLY diN hanG the fLag =x okiE.. so yeSterdae i forgoT to aDd taT i saW xiaOxiN frM thE shoW hoLLanD v.. i saW hiM wiF sy & zl.. hahA.. he waS likE a sunShine kinD of guY lorz.. drOols.. hahA.. bC saiD taT shE wuD certainLy likE to haF suCh a guY feR bf.. hahA.. me t0o!.. aniwaY.. thEre is tonS of homeworK waitiNg feR me.. the freaKing amathS papEr iS so harD fEr me l0rz.. Friday, August 08, 2003 Y 9:09 PM happY nationaL daY evE!!">todaE waS n0t baD.. haD croSs country, everythiNg waS finE excepT taT stupiD misS taN kePt aSking uS to shuT up, shE shuD shut up iNsteaD.. deN weNt to orcharD.. aS usuaL walK arD lorz.. taLk aLot of craP.. buDden todaE waS bettA, aftEr a feW of mY frenS weNt home, me and mY othEr frenS saT down.. toK aLot of stuFf anD i kinDa knEw moRe stuFf lorz.. fuN!.. eRmm.. @ orcharD saW a couplE of shuaI geS.. todaE waS berI paCked l0rz.. anD furtheRmore, eveRywhEre i wheN i waS seeiNg pplE weariNg the giordanO shirTs.. giordaNo muS be earnIng aLot of moneY lorz! so eveRywheRe i weNt i saW reD & whitE, reD & whitE.. saW binGru @ faR eaSt toO.. yeA.. anD a feW more zhonghuarianS & mR koH @ heEreN.. tatS aBt iT.. anD i reaLLi hatE mS tan!..! Thursday, August 07, 2003 Y 9:26 PM aNotheR borIng daE..">finaLLi g0rt the whoLe thiNg donE..or aT leaSt i tOt it is bEtta noW.. me anD my siS haD a harD timE.. aniwaY, happI birthdaE to weijiE!.. todaE waS damN boriNG.. haD cheM teSt anD i tinK i goinG to faiL untiL likE duNNo waD shit.. anD the teaChers diN sparE uS too.. so muCh homEworK to complEte anD yeT im sittiNg in froNt of the Com.. anD the enG oraL daE iS geTting nearEr! omG.. weLL weLL.. tmL iS croSs counTry.. tiS is stH to rejoiCe, at leaSt no neeD go sCh.. Wednesday, August 06, 2003 Y 9:06 PM stOrY">It was first day of the mid-year exams, therefore i finished school a little earlier, i called himem>m :Hey, i finished school earlier today, would you come by and pick me up? :Alright, give me 5 minutes. :5 minutes? But my school is just beside your house. :I need to get ready. :Alright, make it fast then. 2pm in the afternoon, the sun is extremely hot, I stood under a shaded tree and fan myself. Although it doesn't make much of a difference, it was better that I fanned. 5 minutes have passed, he's still not shown up, I was a lil' unhappy while looking at my watch. 10 minutes and he's still not here....couldn't be that he was met with an accident? 15 minutes passed, he finally shown up. :Why are you so late? He wasn't even a lil' bothered: Nahz, was watching TV. :What?! TV?! Why don't you sleep, bathe and eat before you come down then? I haven't got anything else to say for that, didn't take the helmet he handed me but stood there and stared at him. :Sorry. This was the first time he said sorry to me... He is an egoistical person all along and has never once apologised to a girl. I looked at him, Alright, took the helmet and let him sent me home. He is always acting like this, no explanations, no friction, no quarrels. The only thing he does is to apologise. To me, somethings can't be settled with a sorry. I would never go on asking after everytime he apologises. He told me, that was the first time he said sorry to a girl. Although it take courage to admit mistakes, he never once correct his mistakes. Saying sorry became a word to shut me up instead. Tears flowed down my cheek on the 59th time he apologised. I dropped my head: you don't ever need to say sorry to me again. If you can never change, th en don't let me keep giving you chances again and again hoping and believing that you would change each time. He held me lightly, and said the 60th sorry. Even then, he did not change, and there was no explanation whatsoever. I began to worry if there was something he was keeping from me. :What's wrong with you these few days? :Nothing. :Then why are you acting so strange? :I am not. :What can you say other than this answer? :Do you know I'm very woried, very insecure, do you treat me as your girlfriend :I'm sorry... :I don't want to hear you say sorry again. I put down the phone and he did not call back. He doesn't even care about me. Maybe we should....break up ....this was the 99th time he said sorry... From that day onwards, I never once called me or went to look for him. Sometimes I get an anonymous phonecall but everytime I said hello, it was dead, i think it's a call from him, but why don't he speak up? After one month have passed, I couldn't contain the feelings I still have for him anymore and went to his school to find him. I went outside his classroom and looked around, but there was no sign of him. :excuse me, is XOXO here today? :I'm afraid he already stopped schooling. :Huh? Why? When was that? :He hasn't been in school for a month already. :Oh erms...thanks. One month....not in school for one month...why is that so? I stumbled home. Called his hp: Sorry the caller is currently unavailable, please leave your message after the tone.... I put down the phone, and called his house next, but there was no answer. How can it be? The whole family migrated It seems as though he has already disappeared from the face on the earth leaving not even a single trace. I couldn't find him....just as I was feeling distraughted, the phone suddenly sounded, it was my friend. He was one of his brothers and also my good friend. :Hey, what have you been doing? XOXO is in hospital. :REALLY? WHAT HAPPENED? :Oh he is in ZZ hospital, the one you stayed in last time. :I'll be right there. I used the fastest speed my legs could carry and when I reached the hospital I saw that his parents were already there. I asked them for the room number and flew across the hall. He was lying on bed, looking at me, not saying a word, not moving a muscle, :Hey, what happened to you? Why didn't you contact me? He did not answer, and used the same stare on me again. :Come on answer me...why don't you speak? A tear flowed down the side of his eye, and it looked as though he used the greatest amount of strength that he could master to say... :I'm...sorry... After that, his eyes went shut. :Hey, don't fool around alright...why say sorry to me? :Don't say sorry to me....please wake up....answer me please. I wept and fell down on the side of his bed, pulling his shirt I cried out.. :Why do you have to apologise? Why don't you give me an explanation instead? :I won't forgive you, wake up, saying sorry is no use... :If you don't wake up I'll never ever forgive you in this lifetime, please I beg of you..open your eyes..... That was the 100th sorry A group of medical staff, doctors, nurses pulled me away and tried to revive him. I had no strength to stand up... My mind was a blank.... my eyes could only see a sea of black. He did not leave this world...I merely lost the chance to touch him anymore. But he would appear in my dreams sometimes, telling me how he was doing. He's still accompaning me, still alive, in my heart. would still laugh at my silliness, and call me his darling....just that...he never apologise to me anymore. After a month, his mom came to look for me, and gave me a box...inside was a 100 photographs, everyone had a story behind them..the reasons why he made me angry. The first time, my dear, I did not purposely arrive late to pick you up. I know this excuse is really lame, but I didn't have the heart to tell you the truth then, before I stepped out of the house, I felt a pain in my chest, but I still made it a point to meet you, please forgive me? The second time, my dear, I... The third time, my dear, I... The 100th time, my dear, I didn't mean to leave you alone in this world, It had to be so because God did not give me the chance to say I Love You for this lifetime of mine, and to put the ring on your finger.... You are the first girl I apologised to. And also the first girl I want to be with for the rest of my life... Forgive me for not able to bring you happiness but I have thus become your angel, always looking out for you... Looking at you while you find your happiness...promise me...don't shed a tear... I don't want to see you weep like this for me, I Love You ~XOXO How can I not cry? What you said was just too impossible. The last photograph was of him in the hospital, Although he was skinny, the smile on his face was bright as ever. His face was white and yet he tried his best to give his last smile on the last photo, the 100th. At the time when he needed me the most, I wasn't with him. :I'm sorry. I held the photo tightly and cried for us..... Y 9:05 PM alviN finaLLy enLighteneD me.! itS kinD freSh to mE.. anD i waS likE struggliNg maN.. thX aLot aLvin! Y 8:25 PM i reaLLi haVe no iDea h0w t0 d0 aLL tiS stuFf l0rz.. somEbodY heLp mE!.. 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