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Sunday, April 13, 2008 @ 7:31 AM
pictures as promised... from granville island!!!! with great thanks to bernard's hp...   i'm sad that i've gotta get back to reality that finals are just around the corner. sighs... mugging pretty hard, but just need to stop making careless mistakes... if i can do this now:  ... i can't imagine what other mistakes i'll make under exam stress.Saturday, April 05, 2008 @ 4:26 PM
i had the best dinner EVER this year. how sad, but yes. i am getting sick of cafeteria food. we went out to Granville Island for dinner. and gosh it was so so so PRETTY. the creek was so peaceful, and relaxing, there were expensive high rise housing on the opposite bank, and a creek full of posh looking boats! a pity that there were also many dogs running and leaving their scent around. i actually took out my camera form my bag before i left my room!!! but lucky for me handphones had inbuilt cameras in them! i'm gonna upload them here when those photos are sent to me!!! *can't wait* it was already getting abit chilly by 7-ish, but we still walked on, trying to find a decent place to eat. decent meaning not to ex and good food! we made about 2 rounds around the whole area before deciding. after that dinner, there was a request for having cheesecake as our after-dinner-treat. so we walked like 1000000000000 km and reached this cool cheesecake shop. it was totally.. TOTALLY fine dining! but the quality was there. the place was candlelit and maybe some dim lighting, and i couldn't really see what i was eating... saw a shape of what look like cheesecake and a lump of cream sitting beside it. FATTENING but definitely worth-the-fat! haisss..... this will be the last time i'll be going out so late to play. after tonight no more playing. i've got to start my mugging marathon all the way through my finals... THEN i'm going back to sg again to learn some more cooking so i'll have enough different dishes to last me for at least a year cooking by myself and not getting sick of my own food. yea gonna be preeeeeti preeeeeeeeeeeti hard. anyway, thx for the wonderful night y'all... Tuesday, April 01, 2008 @ 8:20 AM
the CRAZIEST dreaam EVER!!! so what happened. it started off as i had a whole big room to myself, and i suddenly had this plan to have a date with one random guy in the TOILET CUBICLE. we both went in, stared at each other and he asked if it was getting awkward and i said yea. ended up NOTHING happened to us. we both went back to have a nap separately. i always have dinner with nikki and bernard all these months, so it was the same in this dream. i overslept for my afternoon nap and neither nikki nor bernard called to wake me up. i slept till 6.48 pm and called bernard. then he started nagging at me for some reason (which i forgot)... so by the time it was 6.54pm, i told bernard "the longer you nag, the less time we have for eating", and so he stopped immediately. this was because the cafeteria closes at 7pm and we only had a few minutes left to eat. ok. i somehow had this SHORTCUT to the cafetaria... walk down some stairs and reached some wierd underground cafetaria which greatly resembled the SUB of UBC =__= then we walked around, and they were selling food from duno where. of course there wasn't much left for us to buy and i dont wanna describe much on the ultra disgusting food they sell.......... ok they just looked wierd... black roasted fingernail looking stuff, choice of raw fish with a bowl of rice,... you get the idea. somehow bernard and nikki chose their food already, leaving me still undecided. bernard suggested to me to just get white rice from this lonely stall in the cafetaria. he kept pointing to me where the stall was and i couldnt see it. he said the stall is in front of me, and called me (as usaul) 'daib'. YES i finally saw WHCIH stall he was pointing at, and the stall holder is this guy, seated at a WHITE clothed table, with a LAPTOP on it... and some flyers spread on the table and it didnt seem to me that he was selling white rice. ended up, yes he was selling white rice, but instant rice. how much does a bowl cost? $152 so after that, i couldn't stand this nonsense anymore, i just woke up from my nap, realized the time was 5.30pm ALREADY!!!!! i was suppose to wake up at 4pm to start reading my microbiology notes. YES, procrastinating again i know. ah the life i have now :) Thursday, March 27, 2008 @ 3:41 PM
i love my family and friends. so so so so so much. mwah y'all~~~ the emo kid is goneeeeee Tuesday, March 25, 2008 @ 6:06 PM
so long since my last post. so long since i dared to write here. so long... since i last felt this 'tinge' of frustration in me..... ok. so downright flat, i'm wierd. some memorably pissful moments, some astonishing discoveries, and some heart-wrenching truths... like gosh, those just made my day :) ahhh fakeness is bliss..... sometimes Thursday, March 13, 2008 @ 5:30 PM
gosh this is so bad. i'm having SERIOUS moodswings. was pissed in the morning, SO happy at noon, easily agitated in the afternoon and felt like being mean in the evening, and got teary after midnight. and i can't fall asleep now... help me please. i have a 0930 class tomottow =='' Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 3:05 AM
so many so many soooooooooooo so so so sooooooooooooooooooooooooo many midterms this week. i need to survive through wed thurs fri. mustmustmust BECAUSE i need to get my reward. i'm going snowboarding!!!!!.. that is, after this gruesome week of educational torture. and i relly got to thank helen for her snow pants! :) exxxxaaams!!! so nervous now :( anyway, bernard recently got me addicted to south park! LOL.. i'm probably gg to southpark my whole reading break away. yesterday ni came to study. and ofcourse, there were 'slight' efforts in procrastinating, and she was giving us some cappucino/latte-making 101 lessons whilst we were studying! haha... then we watched madtv-ladymarmalade on youtube, some new episodes from happytreefriends(so gross!), and somemore madtv with stewart, dr. kylie, ms swan.. etc., and we made ni play "find Waldo" online!... ANYWAYS back to studying............... for now. Thursday, January 31, 2008 @ 4:05 AM
now i'm on the 5th floor of koerner library looking out of the huge glass windows, watching people slip in the snow. typing french is so difficult, so many words with accents and i still don't have the program to type french >< ...but i must finish it before lunch time. MUST. its been snowing for two days already. started the last last night at 12+, and suddenly got the news that its snowing crazy... new fresh snow without footprints. the snow got much heavier within minutes, so raging yet so peaceful... love it~! i wanna go ski during the reading break, but i've no ski pants. went out with bern to find ski pants yesterday, but ski pants costs like a freaking $100+. cheapest were like $70 and theres no way i'm gonna get it to go ski once... BUT I WANNA GO!.. and i found out just today that anna and shie are going too!!! omgomg, so many friends there to watch me ski and snowboard on my butt!!!.. but first i need ski pants...... sighs.......... depressing Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 6:49 PM
its so late now... and i'm still struggling through my french essay. arrrgh its gonna take me a million years to reach 200 words, sighs. today i spent the whole day out in the commons 'trying' to study! bernard joined me in the afternoon, and nikki dropped by while on her way to get hot water from the cafeteria. nothing especially exciting, but i just felt like typing a language which will not require me to look up each word before being able to use it ><" ahhh how i love the english language... AAANYWAYS, and here are pictures from some donkey years ago:
cafeteria on normal days...
cafeteria on christmas formal...
alfredo-ham-carrot-chicken pasta!
two wooden boards fell from that building, one landed RIGHT in front of this man, the other fell into a bush... and i witnessed it!!!!!.. winds in BC are scary..
 i was just bored :P
i'm gonna stop here cuz i want to sleep now. byeeeee.. :) Tuesday, January 01, 2008 @ 7:49 PM
a new skin for the new year of 2008! we had our countdown yesterday and we were going all crazy and silly in the living room in front of the tv. now i can't decide whether or not to miss apartment life. one more week and its back to the cosy rooms in vanier--no more cooking and much lesser tv. and i've been taking quite some pics for the past few weeks, they are just not uploaded yet. i think the holiday mood is making me lazy and procrastinat-y. and i really need to start re-adjusting my sleepcycle soon. zzzzzzz Tuesday, December 18, 2007 @ 4:58 PM
Today was slacky day. I was snoozing all 5 of my alarm clocks until Nikki called at 1130am, dragged me out of bed for lunch, and we went to watch 红豆女之恋. Omy, JangNaRa is soooo cute!!!!! Played Mario on Nikki's com, and after that, we went out for sushi at MacDonald. Now, I'm at home in front of my com playing Mario. I hope Sandy, my next door neighbour, doesnt get mad at me for making 'noise'... since she's already done with all her exams and the only person on this floor not done with exams is at the furthest end of the corridor...... so I assume its okay to make 'some' noise? :P:P Photos might be up later cuz... i'm very very busy now.. tsktsk :d Saturday, December 15, 2007 @ 3:32 PM
Yes!! All done!!! So happy.. and past 2 weeks were sooo 'exciting'? with exams?? *sense the sarcarsm*. I was actually only aiming for a pass in one subject.. that bad =( Sighs... so stupid. Thanks for all the encouragements, the pressure, and the many many midnight studygroups. Firstly, I would like to talk about 'snow', hehe. I rememebered it rained slush on the 2nd last day of school and I was trying to return a library book, and it was sooooooo cold because it took me 20 mins to walk to WoodwardLibrary.. It snowed REAL snow on the 1st of Dec!!! but I didnt go play outside... and that agitated Nikki so much cos I didnt wanna dirty my just-washed-hair. Ended I had to dirty it cos some stupid ppl was making popcorn and it BURNT in the microwave or sth.. WHICH setted off the smoke/fire alarm.. and IT WAS RAINING WET SNOW, so I still had to get out in the rain-snow! But still, I took lotsa pictures of pretty snow later that day =) And right after a day (or was it two days), all the snow was GONEE. This year, there wasnt much snow.. so I'm sad. But lets hope theres snow on christmas!!! in vancouver of course =) I can't wait for christmas and the days are to arrive.. HOLIDAYS!! omg.. I'm sooo going to enjoy myself now. Nikki has downloaded tonnes of drama for us to watch. Plus Monday's sushi day with Aubrey! Bernards gg pangseh us for his darling LA. And I'm gg go shopping and camwhore with Nikkerdoodadeez tmr ^^ AND I"m gg try to blog more during hols!! Hehehe. Tata to yall ferr nao!! x) Friday, November 30, 2007 @ 5:25 AM
Goshhhh I think I'm edging near burnout point. Last night almost cried, but yea.. presentation today was so ****ing impromtu. It wasn't bad, but it wasn't good either. Don't understand why group projects THIS year always turn out this way, everyone's just too competitive to share their results and discuss.. like COME ONE ITS GROUP PROJECT?? I'M NOT GOING TO STEAL YOUR RESEARCH IDEAS BUT WE HAVE TO LINK YOUR POINTS AND MY POINTS TOGETHER TO MAKE SENSE OUT OF THIS PRESENTATION??? Started my research lab report a week ago, and I was still changing a ****load of stuff last night. Like seriously, 40% is just too much. And to tnink I was stupid enough to get an iced cappucino today! Totally forgot that it was freezing outside?... but it was UBER good! Stressedesserts!!! LOL. (I'm desperate, already resorting to caffeine to stay awake.. if thats gonna help at all) All my other assignments are already out of the way. Math assignment, french presentation and bio lab final tmr. Not good, so tired, and SO not enough sleep. I need to stop cleaning my room while I study. SO distracting. Friday, November 23, 2007 @ 11:21 AM
Sobsss... I wanna plaaay! One more week of schools, and I'm already getting so nervous and panicky. Yesterday the shop FINALLY(after like TWO weeks) had stock for bread. I bought 2 loaves. For the past months I've been feasting on bread, and I'm not actually sure of the reason for this bread craze. Prob cos I was sick (again), and there was nothing else I could eat in my room...? Yea, guess tt was when all the bread started becoming addicted to me. I feel sorry for the other students who survive on bread cos... there was only one loaf of wheat bread left by the time nikki and i left the shop. SIGHSSS.. TWO loaves! Enough to last for a week?? Ahha, someone's getting fat, but whaatever! ALLS GOOD :d I also got my christmas formal ticket today.. can't wait for that day cos there will be food, food, and more food... and hopefully (as they say) GOOD FOOD!!! Urgg, so much work.. but who am I to complain, I'M STILL PROCRASTINATING! lalala~ I don't want to get sick next thursday, cos theres presentation worthing one tenth my grade. I need to be able to speak!!! Sorethroat, pls go away T_T And Friday, bio lab exam 30%, AND there's FRENCH!!!! Speaking of french, I don't think I mentioned about my oral test, have I? Nop, dont think so. I just "quoi" and "repetez s'il vous plait" all the way. Le professeur est stupide... SPOKE SO FAST -.- I thoguht I understood his question, but when I started answering him, he was like "Non non.. (and some french gibberish).." As handsome/charming he might have seemed... He. Was. Out. To. Kill. Us. That. Day. !!!!! Okau.. shall sotp here now... and get back on to my 'daily routine'.. tar tar!! x) Wednesday, November 14, 2007 @ 5:44 PM
I. Wish. Every. Thing. Around. Me. Would. Burn. So much that I want to complain about.. but I've been very exhausted lately. Just had this weekend "off" from all my midterms, and right the start of this week, I feel more work piled on top of me.. and still somemore coming in the way. I've been pissed off so very badly the past week, weekend, and just now. Really really pissed. Nikki can vouch for how agitated I was. The COWARDLY-stupid-stingy curry lady(no.. more of an old hag I would say), a group of ppl who 'koped' our study room, some first yr friend of a friend of mine, my project partner, and my stupid mouth. I finally found that stupid gene mutation of hearing loss. s-o s-a-t-i-s-f-y-i-n-g... Yay for me!! and BOO for my lazy grp member. !#&h#6ph^%Ｇ COme come lets all be pleased with myself. *looks pleased*... gosh so tired... zzzzzzzzzzzzz... Monday, October 29, 2007 @ 5:15 AM
Oh my god! This weekend was just too funny to not blog about... so I have to blog. It was a productive studying and playing weekend.. so surprised there was actually a good balance between studying iand playing.. AND there was no time for stoning or daydreaming. It was either working or playing. Okay, so I'm gg to make this short: Friday, I had dinner out with Bernard and Nikki at this jap restaurant. We took away, so there was 10% discount. We went to Shoppers to get Nikki some bar soap, and went to UBC Pharmacy to window shop somemore. On our way walking back to residence, we decided to studying tgt that night. Then Bernard, he said," Yes we should all go shower first,.... but not together." ROFL!!! Then in the common's building study room, my feet were cold, so I was trying to warm my feet against Nikki's, and then also comparing feet size. Then Bernard, who was apparently not studying chem (as he was supposed to) noticed us and he was like," Are you guys having feet sex?" Saturday was spent in the study room with Aubrey and Nikki.. and Bernard joined us at about 7pm. We studied until the bass of the music (from the Halloween Dance party in the ballroom right below where we were studying) became too loud, then decided to go to my house lounge to mug. We bought bread and winegum too. We watched two movies in two nights! Friday night, watched "Shortcut to Happiness" like for 20 mins before Bernard's laptop died.. some blue screen popped up and its called "dunno-what Dump". So we went to Nikki's rm to watch "Follow The Law". Saturday ngiht watched "My Left Eye See Ghost" on TV!!! So nice, so funny, so complicated, so touching, so sweet :d... And we ate tons of white bread (as a substitute for popcorn). Okay.. blogged. Gtg mug AGAIN. Sighs, this is really sad. Oh, and gd luck for Sociology MT on monday Nikkerdoodoodahh ;) (omggg and this was supposed to be a short post -.-) Tuesday, October 23, 2007 @ 3:52 AM
Yay! Done with another midterm. And theres one more to go this week, plus an annotated bibliography of 10 sources.. (ishallnotbestressishallnotbestressishall..) Weekend was fun (and stressful of course, but) I watched movie with Nikki and Bernard. Was suppose to be studying for math midterm, but brain, as always, had been overstuffed during the day. I forgot wads the movie called.. probably already 'flown' far far away all together with my math equations & formulas.... ANYHOWS I've also been sick for the past whole week. Some horrible virus "floating" in residence these months. But alls good now. I was practically going in and out of my room every hour of the day cos I've been feasting on tons herbal tea and wintermelon-water. Oh and panadol cold pills. Oh ya, I met Gregory today! So happy =) Sighs, when you stay in uni long enough, you'll realise how rare a chance you get to see ppl you know when walking around campus... or maybe ubc's just freaking big. I just dont understand why they dont situate the buildings closer to eachother, that way students won't have to scramble half the whole campus to get to another class. AND since my last residence floor meeting (which I regretted attending), I've been very very traumatised. At night, at about 12-1am, theres clinking noise coming from dunno where. Sounds like above me, sounds like below, and its some metal clinking noise from the heater area(by the window sill). BEFORE the meeting, I've always thoguht it to be some machinary making the noises. DURING the meeting, ppl were talkiing about:1)an empty room,2)no one seems to go in or out (except for once two girls went in),3)and this huge topic about lesbian ghosts...... and that was enoguh to scare me half to death. That night I slept early. The following night, I totally forgot abt it, and decided to stay up late, and I HEARD IT. I was seriously scared,tried talking to bernard (who luckily was the ONLY person left online in my contacts)... he prob thought I was mad or sth but ya.. After a few more nights, the I got used to the sounds again, and comforted myself that its prob a machine making the noises since its always abou the same time. HOWEVER.. today, I woke up early, at about 0430am to do my final rev for math, I heard it agaaaaaaaain. EVERY SINGLE STRAND OF MY HAIR STOOD UP ! I'm totally traumatised now. Duno how I'm going to survive the ngiht tonight. SObsobs! Plehhh... yes go on ppl, laugh at me. x_x I just regret going to that stupid floor meeting and end up getting myself all freaked out! Sighsighsighs... anyways omg I must be crazy to blog such a long post xs Guess thats all for now; me and my shocking experiences of living alone. =d Saturday, October 13, 2007 @ 1:27 PM
I was reading nikki's blog.. and basically my life's all in her blog -_-" So strange blogging now cos it will seem like I'm copying her post... hahhaha Anyway.......... today I went with my darling to look for a place to stay during the x'mas hols. The place was good, EXCEPT for the dog.. I'm very sure there will be "exciting" moments that await me when I do go there to stay(soon). We got lost a few times... omg, I think Aaaaah!!! My classmates have been telling me I'm abit more hyper than usual these days. I seem to also eat so much more, but I'm losing weight quite badly (unless the bathroom scale is spoilt). I even went out for shopping last weekend, and I went mad on the instant noodles. U won't wanna know how many packs I bought. I haven't counted anyway, I just grab and grab and grab at anything on the shelves. I guess it just felt shiok. And just yesterday nikki came over to my room for pie. We ate on my "table", which is actually my luggage dragged out from under my bed. And after that, we tried toasting marshmallows using my table lamp. It didn't melt that much, so bernard offered his super hot lamp and told us we could go use it if we still can't melt it with nikki's lamp. -_-" .........OR maybe I can try putting it in the MICROWAVE!!! And these days I'm busy saturating my brain with different course materials each week. This coming week's intense cos theres bio and french mt then both worth like a quarter of my final grade. Last week was chem.. and I tell u I had a horrible shock. It was a good thing I didn't kill myself cos I had been so depressed. It turned out that there was a HUGE error in the keying in of my marks onto the online system. I still wanna thank a friend for cheering me up at my most depressed moment. So grateful. Really. Think I'm gonna slpee now lah.. so tired. I was actually making a big effort to stop myself frm dozing off in classes today. 8am somemore.. and all the way with no breaks until 12nn, and I can't even afford to go let water out. Sighs, nextt ime should spread out my classes abit more x( Ah well, I shall end this post with an update on the weather here! (Special thanks to Nikki-my-beloved and her fantastic photography skills):  Thursday, September 27, 2007 @ 8:48 AM
 YESSSSSS! I'm starting to feel ABIT of heat from my heater.. like FINALLY! (the thing tt actually motivated me to blog today) Everyone in Vanier has been enjoying their heater since 2-3 weeks ago.. while all I can do is sit in my room and freeze cos the housekeeping has been very snail. I'm so busy these days. Dont ask me why I still have time to blog... those who know me well should know though :P So many nice things to blog abt, but I don't think I can remember all... shall try my best! Yesterday I managed to have some mooncake. Aubrey, Nikki and I had some precious mooncake in Nikki's room last night. I forgot to find the moon, but I heard its gg to be largest on the 27th in Vancouver!!!   I've been to Wreck Beach earlier this week... No not to go skinny-dipping, but to look for algae.. so sad haha.. The poor seaweed is now tied up in two plastic bags. At least I gave it some seawater... but then its gg to be dead anyway, so I duno y I actually bothered. I couldn't put it in the lab cos I couldn't find my TA. I didn't want to put it in the lounge fridge in fear of someone eating it... so I just let it sit on my window sill while it stinks up my whole room. The whole trip was actually more tiring than I thought. There were 1000000000...000 steps down to the beach. I did this in geog in sec sch, but there were benches for u to rest after each flight of steps. I also slipped on some slippery slime-covered algae, so I fell............. on barnacles. Sobssss.... (curses algae). the start of our horror:  and more steps:  totally mesmerised in nature...:  the beach!!!...: Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 4:51 AM
Oh my god. I was so stunned and still am. My beau french prof talked to me!!! Actually I duno if its his presence that stunned me or was it the fact tt I had to speak to him in french. Stupid. Eeeeeeeeerrrgh! How how how... I was practically replying using vocabulary ONLY. Ah.. stupid stupid stupid... and to think I actually spent quite some time speaking to myself infront of the mirror (idiot.... -.-) Sighsss.. my hopes of gg to France are shattered. Also, I can't imagine I was that dumb to look so obvious. In what sense?...: Beau: Now who have I not spoken to (eyes sweeping past the rows of students) Moi: (was staring at him -- as usual) Beau: (mumbles something... strange... in french)... (Looks in my direction) Moi: ("swerves" my head violently away) Beau: (stops mumbling, pauses for quite awhile)... Debbie? Moi: (already trembling).....Oui? And (as I've mentioned) disaster stiked. Sighsss... its over. OVER! I tell u during the pause before he called my name, I swear I could almost read his thoguhts: Ah hah! A guilty one! Now whats her name again?... Ahhhhhhhh. Ok. Fine. Whatever. I wanna cry. I think anyone who can speak fluent french will impress me.. GREATLY!.... i lovefre(F)nchi(E)love(N)fren(C)chilo(H)vefrenchilovefre(O)nchilov(B)efre(S)nchi(S)love(E)frenc(S)hilov(S)efrench(E)ilovefrenchil(D)ovefrench.... Monday, September 17, 2007 @ 6:15 AM
Ahhhh.. procrastination time!!! Weeheehee x) I'm piled with tons of work!!!!!!............. so I think its veh veh impt for u to understand that "occasionally" this is what stress can do to you: ..lo and behold, the nut cases of Vanier!!!   
..... what was i thinking......... HAHAHA, the "evil" in me x) Today I feel so.. friendly. Whenever I want to meet sg ppl in BC, they never come. When I start meeting a few of them (not that I don't want to -- the more the merrier)... even MORE come!!! Wahaha I am so lucky! And guess waaaaaaaad... I met someone from RV!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..... But no no... nikki was just exaggerating that I meet one sg friend everyday.. haha, I can just wish that to be true :) Oh happy days! ^__^ Thursday, September 06, 2007 @ 5:24 AM
Guess wad. I met another person from spore!!! And moreover, he's a malaysian!!!!!!! Wah.. even though not exactly 同乡but still got stuff to talk abt. Yayyy...... and he told me not to buy this super ex bio textbk cos he can lend me his!!!!!!!!!!!!! 赚到了..... x) Saved abt $160 xD He said he saw me at the customs and on the plane?!!! Anyway, the classes I attended so far gave me the impression tt I'm gonna undergo extreme torture for the next 4 months. Good luck to me man... :s (Nikki I have blogged... heehee) Tuesday, September 04, 2007 @ 1:02 AM
Yes, better blog before sch starts... which is like TOMORROW!! I'm done buying my books and they cost a bomb (make it 2 bombs. No no three. Or four if u want) THEY ARE SUPER EX. Now I've gotta dig out my stationaries from either one of my nine luggages. Okaaaaaay.... don't look at me tt way. I don't have the most number of luggages in Vanier.. *looks at nikki*...... hahahahaha! Anyway, u want some pics? (as though I'm giving u much of a choice)............
see the forest outside? (no, so sorry u can't see the nude beach).
da miraculous place where I found my "vanier tour guide".
the lounge in foreground, the front desk in background. I'm feeling stingy now so "maybe" more pics will be up soon.. hee hee... I see first! :o) ............. gooonitez Sunday, September 02, 2007 @ 1:06 PM
I am back in BC already. Just moved from coquitlam to oncampus rez. Cleared up every clump of dust in the room and still in the middle of unpacking. Overall impression.... not bad not bad. Less spiders and more hunks x)... okok, ignore the hunks part... hahaha! Anyway, my window's facing a forest, and behind that forest is a nude beach!!! x_x Anyway, I like my room alot ;) Loml, as I cannot help but emphasize even more, that he is getting cuter and cuter as months pass. He fetched me to vanier today, and brouhgt his empty luggage along too(had intentions of staying with me)... He was clutching my hands so tightly while I checked-in to my room. When we were parting, he cried :'( Sooo saddddddd...... And god I'm so happy Nikki's here for me. I'd probably get lost in my own residential area if not for her gd sense of direction :) Luvya lots nikki ^^... Met lotsa new friends too! Now I'll have to pray (for nikki and me) that our floor ppl dont make us drink vodka with them :s Eeyer feel dead tired now so....................... Thats all folks! Tuesday, August 28, 2007 @ 9:15 PM
I am leaving this nice cosy room/house veh veh soon. And who knows if I still get to see this place when I come back nxt time. So sad... live here since I was born somemore.. hmph, I blame the small land area sg has.... Anyway this aside, I must say I am quite satisfied with my stay in sg this time round. FOUR months... the longest hols I've ever had.. can't ask for more (: I've grown fatter.. and two pounds heavier. Watson says 'fatfat is nicenice'... but I dont think so. Yet I'm still trying my best to eat as much as possible these few days. *gorgegorge*... gonna miss home food. Anyway, tallking about food, my mum's really happy that after 4 mths of "intense training", I can finally cook edible stuff.... so I won't starve to death if I get sick of the food they have in rez. Mmm rez life.. I look forward to it cos I'll be living alone. Hope can catch up on some of the things I've missed out in first yr. And pls, I don't have angmoh boyfriendS.. so those(u know who u are) ppl, pleeease try to cut down on ur jawdroppingly splendid imaginations!!! -.-''' make me sound like some wad.. professional flirt?!! Another thing I notice. When I'm in canada, introduction is by first name, regardless of seniority.. and I'm even offered alcohol when I'm suppose to be underage (they can't tell). Over here in sg, everyone also xiao mei here.. xiao mei there... sometimes I even feel 5 yrs younger than my brother x( Not good not good. But the comforting thing is, my bro is becoming more protective towards me.. waaa got korkor liao ^_^ He's changed alot, and I, for the first time(sorry I know it sounds bad but), feel I'm the luckiest sis ever. Lastly, and of course.... loml. I find its uhm.. somewhat... friend-ly-ish............. so........ yeah. Errr... friendfriend still... so....... errrmm ya........ I dunno how long this infatuation is gg to last......... uhhh...... ya.. just.................. omg I'm such a hopeless person (bangs head on wall)!!!! Okayokay.. haha I shall stop it abt loml. Hmmm... THIS is going to be a very precious post which will bring me back to wonderful moments, in the many years to come... Pity these can only be memories. Anyway, I'm going to end this post now (because I want to sleep), so next time I blog, it'll be in my alien-ly new room on campus. Bye to all in singapore! and... ALOHA to those in BC =) Love you all. 最後のキスは タバコのflavorがした 苦くてせつない香り 明日の 今頃には あなたはどこにいるんだろう 誰を想ってるんだろう You are always gonna be my love いつか誰かとまた恋に落ちても I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one 今はまだ悲しいlove song 新しい歌 歌えるまで 立ち止まる時間が 動き出そうとしてる 忘れたくないことばかり 明日の今頃には 私はきっと泣いてる あなたを想ってるんだろう You will always be inside my heart いつもあなただけの場所があるから I hope that I have a place in your heart too Now and forever you are still the one 今はまだ悲しいlove song 新しい歌 歌えるまで You are always gonna be my love いつか誰かとまた恋に落ちても I'll remember to love You taught me how You are always gonna be the one まだ悲しいlove song Now and forever Tuesday, August 14, 2007 @ 2:24 PM
This is c.....crr....creeeeeepy :S .... check out this link 'Colorgenics'... got it from Christy's blog. The idea of togetherness, love, warmth, tenderness and mutual understanding fascinates you but you seem to be embarrassed by the thought of allowing this to appear openly. It would appear that you employ a cautious exploratory tactic in the pursuit of this objective, making sure that you are neither irrevocably committed nor found out. You are very orderly, methodical and self sufficient. You demand and need the respect, recognition and understanding of all those who enter into your sphere on influence. The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement. Setback after setback has resulted in considerable stress and now you have got to the stage where you are continuously on your guard, not only to protect yourself from others but to protect yourself from yourself. It would seem that many of your unfulfilled hopes and dreams have led to uncertainty and suspicion. You no longer wish to answer to others and you are insisting on freedom of thought. You feel that you are fully self-sufficient and can control your own destiny. You are seeking ways to protect yourself from further loss of prestige and against further setbacks. You have become very dependent and you doubt that matters could possibly get any better in the immediate future and this negative attitude is leading you to exaggerate your claims and to refuse reasonable compromise. You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone. Monday, August 13, 2007 @ 12:44 PM
My stomach's been protesting all day and I think the mushroom soup did it -- so much butter and cream inside. But its worth it cos yesterday was fun!!! To those who didnt go, you missed the gd stuff! I shall never be able to forget it... really really thx to those who went (: And believe it or not, I actually saw my handsome math professor at the mrt station yesterday while waiting for Esther?!!! Really shock to see him in spore o.o... his cute baby and chio caucasian wife was with him. *huff*.. poor me am left with 2+ weeks more in sg.. and I still have 'unaccomplished missions'.. I guess I'm just gonna to have to leave sg with regrets... and live a whole 10 months in agony, thinking abt what food I have yet to eat............ ahhhh... the glutton in me x) Sunday, August 12, 2007 @ 12:22 AM
Today was a happy day... so were the past two days. I went to the beach!! Played with the waves and the clams, dug holes in the sand to bury our feet right till our butt. My bro hit the shuttlecork three times in my face... so now there are pimples on those three spots, had nice pillow fights, and watched 'Troy'. We also discovered............the potential I had to become the next Tiger Woods,... =.= Just now, my dad got me a new cam^^... He also asked me if theres anything else I need... sighs, I'm such a spoilt brat ): Anyway, I just finished watching 'the Ring'.... it isnt that scary as ppl tell me.. just disgusting and eww-y. I think 'Juon' and 'Hide and Seek' would be better horror movies... just by typing out the names of htese 2 movies can make me shudder...... plehhhhh... but considering that half the time my face's buried in my stuff dog, and my dad's beside to spoil the movie... maybe the Ring's equally scary too.. I dunno. I hope tmr more ppl will come join us... can't wait to go and play that moo moo squawk squawk game with animals and toy stables :) hehehehehe... Sunday, August 05, 2007 @ 8:02 PM
Today, my whole family is sick... and this stupid virus passed on from the clams in malaysia, to my mum, to me, to my brother, to my dad. And considering tt my dad just returned from overseas last friday, this virus is an efficient one..... wth -_-''' Anyway, thanks for all ur well wishes, I've been getting much better since yesterday... thanks to the cup of stinky tea from some chinese medical hall... This afternoon, my mum got me out to IMM to get LOTS of stuff I'm supposed to need, to bring over to canada. I really think she worries abt me too much, but I can't tell her not to worry this time cos I did that once before and we got into a cold war lasting for 2 weeks..... SO we walked around, ate mos burger, bought clothes, did most of the groceries, and ate again... And as for dinner, a crazy miracle happened. Since my dad had cravings for spicy food, my brother for fried stuff, so our dinner ended up with 6 dishes of food -- all dishes were unfit for the sick... but there was the stinky herbal tea, so yeah... no worries on our part (: Strangely, after dinner, everyone's coughing was gone... not a single cough could be heard!!!! Haha... yi(3) du(2) gong(1) du(2).... plehhh....... And I just remembered that uni is starting tmr for most of my girl-friends!!!!!!!!! Wish yall good luck and have fun ^.^ Monday, July 30, 2007 @ 11:30 PM
I have been drunken with cough syrup and happiness, and unforgivably still mesmerized by VERY stupid thoughts. Feel so unsure and afraid. I haven't been able to sleeep much too. How I wish uni isn't so complicated... and that I could follow my heart, not my head... I want everyone I love to be with me all the time... and I wish I weren't the eldest child... Anywya, today I'm very angry and bothered with someone who keeps calling me and hanging up the phone right after I pick it up. Today's the second time of the week and my mum didnt want to pick up the phone, neither did she want the call to be unanswered, so I had to sit by the phone for about half an hour, cursing at the stupid idiot on the other end of the line.. a waste of my time. Friday, July 13, 2007 @ 10:55 PM
Nice nice outing tonight :D Even MR ENG was here!!! The guys changed like ALOT... I guess I missed seeing the bo tak version of them.. Sighssss, but still.... it had been nice seeing everyone there. Esther's still as cute, and Christy is still as innocent. And I thought Mary looked much more feminine too!!! Wahaha.. I'm gonna get skewered if she reads this. Shhhh... And I am prrrrrrroud to announce I made it past Alston and Kenneth's sabo... UNO eh?... I got practice at home one!!! You dunno only... xP Last night I had some heart to heart talk with 'someone'. And I found out alot...... it feels comforting to have someone like 'someone' to talk to... Friends forever dear :) Thursday, July 12, 2007 @ 1:44 PM
I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid! Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer inwaht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? Yaeh, and I awlyas thought slpeling was ipmorantt. ('(00)') .;'\*/';. _[] []_ so bored :( Sunday, July 08, 2007 @ 12:29 AM
Its 12:30am, and I feel super FAT right now, but who cares.....   An active member of my Midnight-noodle-gang!!! :D:D:D Wednesday, July 04, 2007 @ 12:35 AM
I just came back from a nice outing with S45 -- CLARK QUAY !!! Minds Cafe rocks moi socks ahh... and I enjoyed shooting the ducks :DD Some of them changed quite abit. I guess... this includes me too. Elaine and Deepu had fun bullying each other, and my telepathy with Azeee somehow disappeared?!! And Honghong, my dear goat, was tempted to offer me, her dear cow, some Clark-Quay-grass to bring to Canada -_-''' I want to go out again soon!! Its fun seeing how people change. Sunday, July 01, 2007 @ 2:02 PM
I wonder how its like to have a life of a hamster, a fish, a peacock, a seal,....... etc... Its so difficult. I just don't know what I should do. Sometimes I really wish I can let my heart rule over my head. Life would be much simpler then. Friday, June 22, 2007 @ 2:41 PM
I am stuck. WHy is registration ever so brainjuice-consuming. Housing is settled and I'm staying on campus....... I wonder what kind of roommate I'm going to get. I spent 13th June on the beach. That day, I murdered a prawn. It wasnt intentional. My pa caught a prawn and told me to fetch a container to put it in. Prawn was laid between two fingers of my hand. Itwas slimy, so by the time I reached the nearest container on the beach, I had already sqooshed the life out of the poor thing.. I've also been busy painting the fence the last three days. Fence was painted black, and there wasnt turpentine in the house, so I have black fingers, toes, left cheek, and hair. Still, I got praised for the wonderful job I did... again? Sigh.. so many hidden talents ahh... All in all.. I'm glad I've made my decisions today..... thoguh I'm still angry with the ubc registration system. What to do........... Saturday, June 09, 2007 @ 2:31 PM
Haha... ANOTHER cyber *grin grin*... Okay. The control key isnt working and the key buttons are swtiched... my commas turn out to be left slashes and my left slash key isnt working... sighhhssssss.. And... I can't find my question mark sign... So.. this week I was angry most of the time. I dug up a pine tree. It was infested with termites. Disgusting things happened. My bro flung half a piece of earthworm onto my knee and a super huge 1 metre salamander-ish looking reptile scared us both half to death. It had sharp teeth.. and it made a mess out of the soil we dug up. It then proceeded to the garbage bin and raked out all the fruit peels......... hatefullllll!!! Plus.. some kid was whistling at me!!!!! wth... lucky for him there was a ~1.5m wide canal and metal fencing between us orelse I wouldddddve used my hoe to hack him into pieces. SICK!!! loml.. i'll confess the day i lose interest in u... that way if i get rejected.. it'd be painless.. *sighss*.. I also realise that some of my friends are experiencing the same feelings I once had two years ago. Sometimes.. I feel regretful. And all I can do is tell myself this is life. I really dont wish to say much cos I'm going to believe I've made the right choice.. Omg.. this keyboard is really lousy. GOnna stop here for now :D Sunday, June 03, 2007 @ 4:54 PM
I'm in a cyber now. Ive been practically taking every single chance to shop this holiday... and Diana and I are on a quest to find ourselves each a nice bag. But of course, everyone should be able to guess, indecisive me has yet to get a suitable one. I saw a stripped one just now, but the zippper and opening had some problem so.. Hmpf!! Yesterday we walked from my house to the nearest shopping area, which was like 2km. We were under the hot hot sun, and . And today, we walked from grandma's house to another shopping mall, which is like 7km?? I managed to get a little more brown today... lets hope theres more sun when I walk back to grandma's house XD I can't wait for 12 June. I'm going to the beach :) And I'm going to barbeque myself on the sand!! Sadly, my camera is still spoilt, so I can't take nice pics yet :( And oh... I played -- MAHJONG!! So so fun. I didnt gamble, so its okay I guess. ^^ I was however a bad sis. I taught my bro how to play mahjong... and being so smart, he picked this wonderful skill within minuttes. I am a bad sis.. yes I am. Later that day, I found Jeffrey and my bro using mahjong tiles to play carom (how d'u spell tt?). My mum was pleased to know that her son did not, under her daughter's influence, become a gamble-freak. She was happy only until my bro and Jeffrey started aiming mahjong tiles at each other. Lets see.. what more to update. Hmm... I still need to watch my Spiderman3 and Pirates ofthe Caribbean. I hope I can watch it soon, in a proper cinema, with all the proper sound effects and stuff.. I dont want to watch it at hooome :( The shop's closing pretty soon. I miss my other cousins attending uni all over the world now. Sighh.. its ok, I should be glad that Diana's back with me :) Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 4:43 PM
Leaving tomorrow =D what to put in my bag?????? I've only got a pillow case in it... To minimise food spoilage/stinkage, my ma's trying to cook everything in the kitchen. I've gotten an 'honourable' task from her -- the responsibility to finish all the potatoes in the house, a nd theres ten of them =S Tonights my last episode of JiaYouJinSun.. good thing tonight's drama content is not too depressing. SO, theres a total of THREE reasons for me to be happy tonight! Sigh sigh..... I missed loml so I called him today. He sounded terribly sad............ or mayhbe... 'cranky' is a more suitable word. Probably missing me too much too :( He was screaming his lungs out and didn't want to brush his teeth. Couldnt talk much cos I doubt he could hear who's on the other end of the phone. Hahahha.. oht hat kid :) Hope to speak to him properly sometime! I shant be blogging for quite awhile... a month? Lots to do, so we'll see how everything goes. Ahh... so much random stuff in this post. Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 9:22 PM
I went to vivo last weekend AGAIN!!... and I'm still not done walking around! And currently, I’m on some kind of egg-craze… just nuts about eggs X) Fried, boiled, scrambled, sunny-side-up, sunny-side-down… alls tasting good :D … EXCEPT the uncooked runny ones…, not nice. My ma and brother are already getting sick of the smell of eggs, and I'm considering getting another crate of eggs for the third time this week... my THIRD crate of eggs ::D:D:D I’m also packing up again next Friday to Msia, returning to spore in early July then flying off end of July again, then returning early August, then leaving for BC in late August. So many friends I wanna meet up with… so SO many!! I just hope time goes by slowly… so much to catch up… I have yet to re-visit my family’s favourite haunt Suntec and IMM and I’m not done with Vivo City. I need to go all around spore. So much has changed. Gahhhhh…. Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 8:39 PM
I went to Vivo City... walked for 7 hours non stop, and came back with one word: WOW!!! Friday, April 27, 2007 @ 5:55 AM
I feel so happy now. I'm done with year one... ALREADY! I did it!!! And best of all, I'm going back to see my beloved(s)... oh I'm so glad this 2nd semester went by so fast, and oh yeaaa... even the finals... a little too fast in fact. But still, I'm ALL DONE!! I havent been doing a good job at containing my excitement these days, hence thhe hyper-ness. I watched The Guardian, Batman Begins, Constantine, The Mask of Zorro, Harry Potter n Goblet of Fire, National Treasure and Fantastic Four in 3 nights. Last ngiht, Richarrd, Aunt Linda and I finished Harry Potter by about 2am, while Richard and I continued with the Zorro movie until 4am. Gosh, I'm gonna miss that 'movie gang' when I go live oncampus in 2nd year. *sad sad*... That was last night. And of course, so much happened in the past few weeks. Someone agitated me really badly just for a small thing. Condensed milk on mango pudding has never appealed to me and it never will. And in no more than two mintues, I had a blog entry cursing and hexing him. I deleted of course, cuz I realized it was too ugly on my beeeeeeeautiful blog. Then came the night when we went out to a restaurant, and I met this super clever dog. Dog. Read properly okay? Dog. D-O-G... Dog! Yes, its the creature most feared by the wonderful me. And I STROKED it. Miracle or what. Haha! I hadnt given it a chance to come near me when it started approaching me. Then the owner was like "Dont worry, it doesnt bite. He works with kids!" Doggy wanted to sniff my hand but I backed away and lifted my hand over my head... realised it makes no difference cuz that dog, standing on its fours, is already half my height. It didnt try to jump on me but retreated back to its owner. Then the 'performance' began. Doggy was given multiple choice questions: Owner: Come here Jojo! Now, what colour is that lady's shirt. Blue (offers left palm) or white (offerd right palm)? Doggy: (puts paw on left palm of owner) The performance went on in similar style and doggy got the question right every single time. That was simply IMPRESSIVE!!!!!!!! Then after that performance, I was caught off guard by doggy who approached me once again, and started sniffing my fingers. I think I was frozen for about half a second. Then seeing that I didnt withdraw my hands away from him, he actually leaned against my legs?!!! I was like.... wth, you lazy bum! But after about 20 seconds, I bent down to stroke it. Awwwwwwwww... what a nice person I am yeaaaa? Ok ok... nice dog and nice me ok? We both had to be nice to 'create' such a 'loving scene'... HAHA :P:P Now, something else happened on my math final. I almost fainted. I got the answer to the question I had been thinking about for 1/5 of the whole exam period, and after writing it onto the answer sheet, everything in front of me blacked out. It was really scary, but at least it happened after I finish that final. I wasnt nervous, I slept full 8 hours, I ate breakfast, I went to the washroom to finish off my businesses... EVERYTHING right was done before the exam.. and I dont understand why I felt like fainting. Oh well, its over. NOW is the time to relax. :) Lastly, and most importantly, I hope that he will get better. The operation went well, but other symptoms started appearing. Doctors. They aren't all that perfect too you know. A 14 hour operation is no easy thing, and I hope for the best for him... continue to be strong and determine, I'm sure you'll make it! I got to go now.. go get my letter for proof of enrolment in ubc next year. Hope I can get it by today, so I can get papa to change my air ticket to an earlier date in May. Hope hope hope! Gd luck to all those who are still having finals @ ubc. You guys jia you... while I go prepare for my summer hols! :D Friday, April 13, 2007 @ 2:27 AM
My last day of school..... TODAY!!! And my day ended with my favourite class ever >> GENETICS. And I'm al......most an expert in CF and CFTR mutations already!! So sad I'm not able to do F1 F2 crosses anymore, even though it gave me tarepanda eyes for three days. Or maybe... unless I transfer uni?... sighsssssssssss...... Ah what the heck. Tsk!.. think so much... Canucks won their first playoffs yesterday. Shouldnt really be watching such stuff now... I was actually doing my F2 crosses while watching a bunch of guys chase a piece of rubber disk on tv. So much thanks to everyone around me; Polly who help checked my math lab, Albert who copied notes for me for the class I miss (hand copy somemore.. poorthing), Grace who help scan the past year chem package for me and Polly, and Brianna for answering my genetic questions, and Polly again for accompanying me online till dawn to mull over the F2 crosses, and Aaron for sharing his smarties with me. And Emily, Jacqueline and Jessy for being a wonnderful project group. I think I made someone sad too. Very sad. I'm sorry. I felt bad the whole night. ...wth.... someone's screaming so loud. Think its the burger man outside starbucks... Hah. Burger man. maybe I'll go get a burger now... *hungry* Monday, April 09, 2007 @ 3:48 PM
This easter long holiday was (overall) good! Tho it wasnt a very productive day today (in the educational aspect). I tried making oreo cheesecake for today's dinner... okay, I got help from ah mah, in fact, LOTS of help! Everyone, had fun laughing at me, as expected. It was loml's fault. He crept up the chair, hovered OVER the creamcheese mixture, with a drip of saliva that was threatening to fall off his chin. Ah mah asked me to 'look below'.... and I didnt know where to 'look below' from... so automatically and FOOLISHLY, for what reason I do not know, I bent down to check to see if the drop of saliva fell from loml's chin. It was then, Ah mah repeated her question PROPERLY 'look below, see what the recipe says'. Before I realised what I was doing, people were already laughing like hyenas. Cheesecake tasted yummy, but it was in the fridge for about 3 hours, so it wasnt fully hardened... kind of liquidy in the middle, pretty disgusting, BUT the hardened edges were mm-mmmm!!! After cheesecake, we watched 'Blood Diamonds'. Soooooo good! Important tip for guys here: If your girlfriend or wife loves diamond jewellery, let them watch this show. I guarantee you, they'd change their mind soon after, and opt for cheaper stones. My heart goes out to those african slaves... and as long as people buy diamonds, the scenes in this movie are still happening. And currently, there are about 200,000 children involved in such African slavery. *pain* *pain*... I'm starting to appreciate what I have now, how lucky I am to be here struggling with stereochemistry, alive and breathing polluted air, comfortably living with a nice family, being able to savour not-properly-frozen-liquidy-oreo-cheesecake... Please learn to appreciate people.. REALLY!!... Thursday, April 05, 2007 @ 3:31 AM
*perspiration*... Rushing through the days here. So much work!!! Just wanna appologise to those whom I have yet to reply their emails... sorry sorry kay... Finishingup my math assighment. Its so tough... or maybe it should be a piece of cake to all those who took a levels le... I feel so dumb. ANYHOWS!!! On a happier note, I met someone from SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Super happy here!!! Okaay, gtg now.... *bliss* Sunday, April 01, 2007 @ 12:15 PM
I just got humiliated... thanks so much... MARY STANISLAWS!! *~* Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 6:48 AM
Here I am... mulling over my MT. Numbed. Zapping on one of uni's printers again. Finals. Sometimes I wonder just how much you must do to get an A in m-a-t-h... I hope I don't have to take math in yr 2... not hungry anymore... tho tummy is growling like crazy... not feeling good at all... I dont understand whats wrong. MT was easy... there wasnt a single trick question. I JUST couldnt integrate x=arcsin(y) (never seen that before) and it cost me 23 marks... wth.................................. where's my methylene dichloride... okay thats it, I'm nv going to do med.. it will take a miracle if get in and actually graduate. @ 1:33 AM
EL exam's in 0.5 hrs time... I'm okay with that. Math exam is in 2 hours time... I'm totally un-okay with that. To think I did so much preparation... I still feel insecure. why whyw why why why why why! feel like breaking down... how am I ever going to do med like that :'( Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 2:55 PM
So loooooooong since I last wrote :D Sighs... I don't know what to blog. No much drive to blog... let alone integrate those crazy functions.... so I shall just crap randomly :P Yea.. for the past few WEEEKS, I've been sitting at my desk integrating my life away... PLUS, I'm having tummy aches together with hunger pangs in the middle of the night... and I can't tell the difference between them. I just end up drinking hot chocolate and cream crackers. Today, Ah Mah baked chocolate chip cookies, so I guess I get to have a break from my usual cream crackers *yay* Last night I did my laundry (wierd time, but ya) and after that, I couldnt find one of my favourite nike sock. And I still miss it :'( And I also had this major oral presentation last week... I had no idea why I was so nervous, my first trial in front of the same class was impressing, but that day... oh god..............The embarrassing thing was... our group used transparencies for visual aid, and when it was our turn to present, I grabbed my transparencies and they accidentally slipped out of my hands cuz they were covered with sweat. Then to my horror, the transparencies had slipped diagonally, and there was this LONG diagonal streak of smudged ink RIGHT ACROSS them. Trying to calm myself down, I dried my sweaty palms on the nearest available piece of cloth - my pants. And of all days, I chose to wear WHITE pants this day. ......... are you having fun reading?... yea, more of my stupidity coming up.......... Yesterday, I had my last chem lab of the year... (time really flies!)... and I had to separate caffeine from a soft drink. I decided to use Coke. I was proud of myself for preparing really well for this lab, but still............. I never fail to screw things up no matter what. I didn't really get how to use the glasswares, so I ended up squirted methylene dichloride RIGHT onto my face. Yea.. and I've tasted aqueous dichromate solution before!! (that was in RV) Anyways, methyl dichloride is a cancer-causing reagent... so I'm pretty much in danger.. :X Haha... oh well. Next, after separating the caffeine, subliming it, purifying it... we had to find its melting point range. Since Coke had the LEAST caffeine in it, I had trouble getting 3mm in height of caffeine into a melting point tube, which has a cross-sectional diameter of 0.0000000000000...00001 mm. I was scrapping madly at the 'nothing' in my beaker... there's suppose to be pure white caffeine, but somehow... my sample of coke didn't have any at all!... Either this coke is healthy or the companies are trying to cheat their buyers. *sigh sigh sigh* I see integration coming back at me... and I have two midterms on next monday.. gonna be skewed alive :(... AND SO MUCH HOMEWORK TO DO!!!!!!!!... Fortunately my chem TA and lab instructors would be screaming if students add the methylene dichloride outside the fumehood... if not, desperate students like pudding here would be trying to use the separating funnel to squirt methylene dichloride all over herself. Nah.. shall blog a little more! Ohhh... right! About spiders. I SMASHED ONE ABOUT TWO WEEKS AGO! Everyone was asleep, and my spider hero was at work. Ah Mah and Ah Gong went out. I was alone. And............................................. ya, I did it. It seemed as tho I accomplished one of those gruesome tasks they have in Fear Factor. :S Gosh.. now I've started blogging, I can't seem to end... there's also this part which is wanna blog about.. but I guess I'll leave now.. cuz when I looked beneath the com desk, that 'newly-discovered-spider' which I spotted half an hour ago, has left its web.. dun wanna risk giving it more time to find its way to bedroom slippers or pants. Ciaox for now < ^ =;=^ > Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 6:08 PM
Ohhhhhhhh boy... You won't wanna know how much I ate from 7pm to 12am... I had ~20 black sesame cookies, ~30 chocolate coated raisins, 3 chunks of Royce 80%-dark chocolates, an entire bunch of green grapes, a cup of hot chocolate, and half a piece of chicken samosa. And nooooo... I HAD my dinner (@ about 6pm)... a bowl of laksa -_- I'm soooooooooo deepshitish... *SCREAMS*... PUDDING-YOU-PIG!!!!! I just finished designing my chem lab experiment >> pH in Blood >> Making your own pH Buffer >> Make your own Restoration solution. AND I'M SO HAPPY ABOUT THAT ^^........... except for the fact that I ate so much due to this stressful experiment preparation. Can't starve myself as yet... no.. not intending to lose weight YET... gotta keep chubbified until my finals are over and until I get back to sg... I'll start worrying about my fat when its a month before I meet loml. *sniggers* Tuesday, February 27, 2007 @ 4:45 PM
SO much to blog. Reading break was awesome! Some major events: -- cny dinner (had crappy encounter with this try-hard-to-be-but-not-intimidating old guy) -- had movie marathon: Pride&prejudice, Pirates of the Caribbean II, Troy, The Departed, Somethings Gotta Give, What Women Want, Equilibrium, The Island, The Return of the King... -- tried raw salmon and tuna for the first time ever!! -- though good friday was on monday -- went out with someone (you don't want to know who) First day of school after the break was full of miracles: -- it snowed heavily -- due date for math lab was changed -- midterm results were shocking -- i was not late for school -- someone remembered my name -- i lost five pounds Oh yes... THOSE were miracles.. Laugh away........ SO tired.... zoned out umpteen times today... going to bed now... g'nigth Tuesday, February 20, 2007 @ 6:26 AM
H@ppy Chinese New Ye@r everyone... or to those to celebrate it! Well... I did! It was much better than the one celebrated in Saskatoon. I spent CNY eve int he kitchen helping Mah cranking up the dinner dishes for the party at night. On CNY 1st day, the mood wasnt really there, but I went to church with them, and I still refused to make the sign of the cross... I dunno, it just feels wierd, even though I'm a free thinker. When we got home, Guests arrived. From then on, I came to the conclusion that being single is the BEST. You get to receive angpows... HAh~ And I even received one from 'love of my life #2'... we exchanged angpows from our parents.. and he gave me an enormous huggie and muackie... *bliss* I had another movie marathon on that day too *bliss*! After going to the shop to renew some phonecards with my distant 'Mah' and 'Gong', I decided to rent some dvds... had eyes on 'The Lake House' and 'Pirates of the Ca rribean'. Sadly, I needed to have some account thing in order to rent the dvds... so to save trouble, we all decided to just go home and watch Mah's P ride and P rejudice dvd, while I can only hope that richhard has that pirate dvd. AND OMG... like how sweet can that movie get... I wouldn't rate it excellent, but its plot was really meaningful, and the sisters were sooo pretty *bliss*.... and the mum of the five sisters was such an annoying character.. And it was clear the Mah hates her.. cuz for every scene she was in, Mah would say 'bu(4) dong(3) she(3) me(4) gui(3) yang(4)'... (Mah's so cute) . Then in the evening, richhard came back home with the 'Pirates of the Ca ribbean' dvd. It was so sweet and thoughtful of him. ANd later that night, after finishing up with the 5.5hr priDe and prejuudice movie with Mah... we both continued on with the pirate dvd... with chips and CHOCOLATES *bliss*... It wasn't an EXTREMELY exciting CNY because I didn't get to gamble this year.. but it wasn't too bad and I slept at 3am last ngiht... I love movie marathons to DEATH^^ *bliss*!! And I can't wait to go out to Metrotown this thursday with Pearl and the gang. The first/last time I went Metrotown was with Edward, but we spent most of the time talking and neoprinting and I didn't have time to look around properly. And you know what? ITS THE ONLY PLACE IN BC (which I know of) THAT HAS NEOPRINTS MACHINES!!!! *hearts*... I"m so going to persuade the gang to get one... can't wait can't wait can't wait................................. Saturday, February 17, 2007 @ 6:49 AM
Blogging. One good way to destress. I'm done for the week!! Done for the term!!..... *drops deadtired onto bed* I made it throuhg math class today.. I thought I would have collapsed cuz I was forcing myself to finish my assignment all through the evening and dawn and an hour ago just before class starts... to find that I'm not the only one stuck with the same few questions... better off ^^. Slept for 3 hrs for four consecutive ngihts... record breaking indeed! Sentence structure so broken... so tired... eyes shutting... going to sleep immediately once I hop onto the bus.. skytrain.. bus...................... loooong journey ahead. I might as well sleep in front of this computer now Z_Z. Haven't been checking emails for quite sometime... and my inbox is about to Xplode!! And it sure was worth checking them one by one. This was what happened: Tickle newsletter: Get sweet this V-day........ pudd: *delete* AskMe UBC: New to UBC? Get............ pudd: *delete* WAYN: Your Valentines Day special upgrade..... pudd: *delete* Tirina: A Hallmark ecard from... pudd: *opens*(to mary: I enjoyed your interruption of my day dear mary... i guess hoops and yoyo did too.. I LOVE 'em!) pudd: *scrolls further down* Friendster: XXX is not on your frien...... pudd:*deletes* Popular: Get special discount for.... pudd:*deletes* Tanksa: Msg from far away... (After reading it,) pudd: *smacks forehead*... so THATS what she's been up to..... arrrg, my hubby... tsktsk Somedays, I always wonder if there will be a day when I lose contact with all my good friends in sg. I will make an effort not to... but I'm already losing them at a rapid rate. Its tough to make good friends overseas, especially when they grow up differently than you.. and are more street-wise than you.... I realise the meaning of good friends here = llet me take advantage of you and we'll be good friends forever.... or maybe it only me... being too sensitive and all that. Yes you make new friends, and keep the old, one is silver, the other gold... I just wonder if they are even worth silver... at all. Whatever the case.. I'm not going into the unpleasant details.. This is going to be a happy post... a Post for Celebration!!! I wish you all a happy belated V.day... the below is for YOU (<--who ever is reading this entry that is..) : CLICK HERE Wednesday, February 14, 2007 @ 7:32 AM
wee... I'm probably half asleep by now considering the amt of sleep I got last ngiht, and I got an exam at at 7pm later... oh so sad :( But a miracle happened today. I DESIGNED THE WRONG EXPERIMENTAL LAB FOR TODAY'S CLASS!!! I am so happy I was so blur, and for once, I was blur at the RIGHT time... oooh YEA! No classes till exam later tonight... I have all the time I need for intense revision. Ooh. La. La. Lab scheduled on 27th Feb.. (must rmb, pudding) Wednesday, January 24, 2007 @ 6:20 AM
Okay, this long awaited period of 'blogging-time'. I'm not particularly happy with whatever that had to happen before this. My math lab. Just at the mere mention of it makes me BURN. Its so frustrating when you travel all the way by bus/skytrain/bus for 1.5 hrs and the TA tells you ,ONLY THEN, that math labs are optional. And my 'optional' labs are on alternate weeks. K, I'm not the blurr one... SO many other first year students who did not take part(a) of this course came for today's lab. Stupid! Another thing! Can you imagine having to do LABS for a math course?? I should've continue with my Business-commerce math course instead of switching to this Lifescience one. Both courses are equivalent anyway..... Grrrrr. I just realise that time passes by so very quickly. Soon, it will be end of January, then end of February,... March, and April... then end of my summer holidays... then start of my Second year.. then end of Third and Fourth year... CRAP! I'm getting old. You know what, recently I found a CLUMP of hair on my carpet. I'm so sad, and shall not hide the fact that I'm horrified. Maybe its due to the tough time I had trying to decide properly what degree I want to get. ANOTHER possible cause would be loml1. You are currently safe and out of my reach, but once I get a hold of you,................... I'm planning next year's courses already. I want to take french, microbi, physics, math and(I'm contemplating on this last one). I scraped through my last piano exam, the one I took last year, and now my ma wants me to take music as my minor?!!... I feel more hair detaching from my scalp :'(
Introducing the 'Love of my life 2'...
Thank you both, for the nice evening.(Cameraman: Uncle Meow-meow) Monday, January 22, 2007 @ 11:23 AM
Good... the new blogger is not nice. I like the old one better, where you can stilll change the template using one of the skins on blogskins.com. This change of skin is used to spite the new version of blogger. Nopez, I dont like it at all. Feel like uploading some picts, but its in my other com. Plus, someone dropped my camera and it spoilt :'( Now I can't take anymore cool picts of Tuesday, January 16, 2007 @ 12:39 PM
Tell you what. I AM SO HAPPY!!! My pa came to visit me on saturday. He flew from US (for his business trip) to BC to see his darling daughter... ME! We brought him out to chinatown, and Pa wanted to cook my favourite dish. Fried prawns in dark soya sauce <3 <3 <3 It was yummy I tell you. And it was a pity I ate so slowly, I only manage to finish six of them...... and I WANTED MORE!!! But they were already gone, so I took the chance (when I was alone with my papa) to get him to cook another dish of the prawns sometime before he returns to sg... Muahahha! THinking about it, that my papa will be returning in a few days time, my eyes......................... okay.. enough, its only three more months before I return to sg too. By that time, I''ll get FOUR months holiday :):):) Of course, after dinner, ah-mah and ah-gong presented my dad with my 'report card'... about me not eating enough, abotu me studying alot, about me taking too many courses (I took five, they recommend me to take three...which is, I think, too little), and of course the stupid spider incident (the one when that spider-phobic 23 yr olld uncle became hero),... My pa, on the other hand, did not fail to miss this opportunity to suan(2) me further. Cleverly, he decided to trade my 'stories' (in sg, in msia, in US when I was younger) with the two distant grandparents (ah-mah and ah-gong... Everyone enjoyed laughing at me for the night... While I tried to hide my embarrassment behind a red face... (basically, as you can see, there was no way I could hide it), spider-phobic uncle was clever to stay in the room, away from the dining table. Tuesday, January 09, 2007 @ 2:54 PM
First day of school... of 2nd semester. Pretty soon, I shall be done with this years work!!! Wahh.. seems so fast!! A quick update about what happened the past few days. I was having a book marathon.. three books within four days. Jude Deveraux's books are so... so... nice. You all know that due to my lack of vocab, when I say 'nice'.. I do mean its REALLY NICE. During my marathon, I went out with gong and mah to the bank. I also went out with that 23 yr old uncle to get some com games, batteries and fries-lunch. Most importantly, there was this special order of sushi. And the famous-o-pudding was invited to perform this dangerous yet magnificent task ;P Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @ 4:19 AM
New year resolutions: -EXCEL in semester 2. -Get my hands on the MCAT practices by end of April. -Continue keeping in touch with friends in S'pore and S'toon. -Finish that book of classical pieces. -Get the next level of piano theory done or find a job as a piano teacher soon. -Love 'love of my life #2' to bits. -Get a residence space on campus in second year. -Find that Korean song and put it on blog SOON. -Get a place in that hospital for volunteer work with Annie :) ... I know I won't be able to finish the list if I continue sitting in front of the com for the entire day... so I shall stop here. The above list have more or less covered the most important stuff I wanna accomplish in year 2007.......... with a few exceptions though.. *secret* ... Now did I make you all curious?? Oh well, too bad. HAHAHA! Its just that I want to keep my priorities right. I was contemplating where I should rank 'it' on my list using 1), 2), 3),... Then I thought for very long... couldn't decide... got frustrated... gave up... and just listed them. I didn't include 'it' in the list anyway so... Yeah! A new year ahead and... I think I'm going to start hammering the piano keys right now! I had a new year wish from 'love of my life #2'... he was knocking furiously at my door this morning... woke me up at 11:50am... and he greeted me with: HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL-THE-BODY Yupp.. 'all-the-body' should mean 'everybody'... I think :P Monday, January 01, 2007 @ 4:36 AM
Woohoo!! Blogging time again! The birthday party was fun. And I didnt expect my gift to be so likable by the two year olds..... but of course, I'm shining. And I have good six sense... no doubt about that, dont you all agree? :P:P Yesterday, while I was sipping on some 'forbidden liquid', I had a lecture from everyone about going to clubs... I hadn't any intention to go that far but I guessed I could use some good advice from the guo(4) lai(2) ren(2)s... Oh ya! I watched 'Click'... and I recommend you to watch it. It talks about family importance with a mix of very advanced scientific technologies, and loads of bad language. It was soo bad until the parents had to switch it off so that the two year olds wouldn't watch... but then again, the show was soooo interesting until it 'sucked in' the two year olds' attention. SO DO WATCH IT! Its so heartwarming and sad and................. Sunday, December 31, 2006 @ 5:01 AM
I've been wasting my time these few days. Really. X'mas is over, 'the love of my life #2' has his birthday today... and the only thing I can look forward to is January 13th because...... I've been playing mahjong for the past few nights... and having a mixture of red and white wine... and champagne for the past two weeks. Last night, I had some strong red wine and I, as expected, was the FIRST to turn beet-red :P:P Then everyone was like, 'Oh Debbie.. drinking again?'... Even though I'm already 18, I'm still considered a minor in BC but... I don't care, it feels nice to be warm and high :D Heh heh... THere are just so many things I want to blog about. Most of them - mixed feelings in me. And I don't want blog it on a public blog. Yet if I do it on a private blog, I still feel them within me and nothing unhappy is being 'thrown' out. I keep telling myself January 8th will be a new start for me. I'm going to train for MCAT this summer. I must be able to do it... if I can get most of my piano exam done in lesss than 2 months, I can do it this time. I shall not divide any of my attention (with the exception of baking cheese cake and spending time with my lvoed ones). I hear the washing machine beeping... guess I gotta go now to get the second batch of my laundry done T_T *sighs* Thursday, December 28, 2006 @ 3:57 AM
Its nice having someone liking you. I had. I didnt treasure it. Things dont work the way you want them to. I will forget about everything. I will make sure everything remains as just a beautiful memory, and nothing else. I love Christmas. I didnt expect him to give me a gift. Thanks so much. I am a bad girl. Santa hates me. I will stop analysing. This is all so random. No one will understand, so just ignore all these. *vent* Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 9:35 AM
Okay... somehow for some reason, the previous post didnt get posted on the actual day. I am FINALLY done with my Christmas shopping! *relieved* This is like my first time getting CHristmas presents for other people... so I feel kindda 'strange', cuz I dont usually celebrate Christmas in m'sia. If I happen to be in s'pore, I'd probably join my neighbours with their Christmas parties, other than that... no Christmas for me. Guess what I got for 'love of my life #2'............................... a SNAKE!!!!!! I bought other two snakes for the other two kids. I'm a fair person okay... even though I love him much much more than the other two... HE IS SOOO CUTE!!! Okay, just to prevent misunderstanding... the 'snake' is a 'stuffed snake'... a BIG LOOOOOOOOONG one :D My aunt and uncle are coming from US to visit me.... wahaha.. I'm so honoured. They wanted to bring me to Whistler on CHristmas.... but I figured it would be mean to leave ah mah and ah gong on CHristmas day just to go view my 'potential honeymoon site' :P..... I'm such a good girl. I'm such a goooooood girl. Heh... .. heh... ..heh... heh... heh... ..heee! |
