[- Wednesday, June 09, 2010 -]
Feeling that i am under tremendous stress.be it from school, family or friends.
I had alrdy sick and tired and enough of this society keeps talking abt money where ever you go..
now even in hse, a place where i can rest well, is talking abt it as well..
Sometime i juz dun understand something, but then i have no idea who to speak to..
i know there are friends out there who willing to hear me tok..
i juz have to blame myself that i still can't fully put my trust to the friends ard me..
i have to sae sorry but juz that the problem lies with me..
sometimes i juz feel that juz abandon this place and go to place where is carefree..
sometimes i juz wanna leave this hse.. is not tat family is not good, but i need to be alone sometimes.
sometimes, it makes me out of breath by thinking of it..
i hardly show my "real" problem out because i dun wan ppl to feel worry..
sometimes, i even cried because of this tremendous stress i am facing. hoping that the problem will disappear the moment i wake up the next morning..
i know the problem will be forever there.. because i really dunno how to solve it..
juz a simple thinking process of solutions, drained my energy off.
难道像要过着无忧无碌的生活，是件很难的事吗？
-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;2:22 AM;
[- Wednesday, May 12, 2010 -]
was feeling unwell this few days..
vomited in sch after IHT tutorial. damn super uncomfortable.
thx to alyssa and dai wei accompany me back to somewhere near my hse....
another thing is they are afraid tat i might juz fainted when i cross the road.. hahahs... coz i was looking pale at tat time.
I was shivering all the while even i had seen a doctor. LOL
now is feeling much more more more better than ytd..
vomited second time when i get up from bed to see a doctor..
and guess wat?!?!?
the doctor say i had irregular meals and plus i am sick.
thus, i vomited.
I swear tat tis is the most serious time out of the previous time when i was sick.
right now, i am still sick, but is recovering...
hopefully is the "real" recovering.. LOL..
juz realised something.
but i need to clarify first before i can make any comment... LOL..
gotta go prepared for tml test and drum lata on!!
and the most idiot thing is.
I LOST MY CONTACT LENS which i barely wore lyk 5 days!!!
gotta get a new pair... LOL!!!
-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;2:57 PM;
[- Friday, April 30, 2010 -]
should post as in 29 April!!
I ADMIT TAT I WAS REGRETTED WHEN I DID NOT GO TO AIRPORT TODAY!!!!
MR XIAH JUNSU AND HIS TWIN BROTHER CAME TO SINGAPORE..
AND I DID NOT WENT TO?!?!?!
feeling quite depressed when i neo tat few of my classmates went....
AND they actually SAW EM!!!
LOL.
thinking back, i was quite excited when i neo tat he will be coming to Singapore..
i mean can you believe it!?!?!?
he is actually in the same country as me now!!!
ARGH!!!!
ok, i neo.
tat's enough, tbk!!
it's over.
and final verdict is i had missed the chance..
HAI~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
den now, i should focus on the newspaper, and news for their infos lol...
haiz.. super shag now..
another news is, i decided to get the acer aspire laptop..
after lyk a few weeks, which makes me few lyk mths.
and tat's the final decision and i will not change..
ppl hu neo me will neo tat in some area regarding a "major" problem towards me,
i will become hesitate.... and ppl sae wat, i will be shaken..
and i will take lyk 2 weeks to 7 weeks juz to decide one thing, varies from problem to problem....
but some problem really took me lyk veri long till 2 years and i did not even come out an answer..
tat's pathetic ar..
k, need to get to slp soon...
tml still have 9am class....
BYEZ...
:((( junsu... haiz.. .
-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;1:22 AM;
[- Monday, April 26, 2010 -]
hihi...
1st week of school was quite ok...
not as bad as i tink..
but the fact tat i am older than them by lyk 2-3 years.
K!! i neo quite pathetic la..
but now still ok with it..
juz recently neo a few friends in the class.
k~
shall persevere till then end..
was feeling quite weird when i recieved my assignment.. LOL
feel lyk a long time did not do any homework lol...
show that i had been slacking since the last day of ITE exam lol...
tat's proven how long i had slacken down...
k!!
shall buck up, TBK!!!
told ah bu(jane) abt the course and poly i went in..
she was so damn happy for me lol.. hahahs..
and i neo tat many ppl told me how gd is the course is.. .
yup, and i neo it..
so from now i shall work extra hard to gain back wat i had lost..
tat shuld be the way ya..
K!! shuld go and study my jap le..
exam coming~~~~
one thing i realised, the time passes in poly is much more faster as in when they told u the test and assignments date due plus exam dates LOL..
scary... haiz.. .
-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;7:27 PM;
[- Saturday, April 17, 2010 -]
it has been quite sometime since I updated.
juz to do a quick update
tis few weeks has been busy with appealing to poly, results and etc.
I graduated with a GPA of 3.24.
kinda disappointed, coz i gave a high expectation to myself.
So and my first time application to poly is unsuccessful.
was quite shocked,disappointed and any other kind of feelings tat you can think of.
went to appeal to each and every poly.
juz wish and hope tat i can get into poly, and preferred business school.
subsequently, 3 polytechnics rejected my appealed, and 1 did not even make any responds to my appeal.
So i juz pinned hopes on the last poly tat i appealed, which is Temasek poly.
during this few weeks, i had been telling myself tat if i am not able to make into a poly, i will go to study ACCA.
fyi, is a school to get certified accountant.
juz few days back, I totally have no idea of wat the heck am i dreaming abt results in the morning,LOL!!! supposedly to be slping lyk a pig lol.
So i went to check the results.
BINGO, i been offered a course by Temasek Poly, Hospitality and tourism management.
I was sooo super happy.. keep laughing to myself as if i am idiot.LOL.
Ytd, went to tp to collect my enrolment package.
I neo is very late to enrol!!!
coz the sch is starting lyk less than 5 days?!?!?!?!
went to xiaoying's bd chalet.
met up with old friends and chat with em, asking abt recent status.
To be truthful, I was shaken to appeal another time for Accounting and Finance.
But den, after asking quite a no. of ppl,
conclusion is, they think tat i shuld juz accept tis course.
Coz this is the course tat almost every graduates wants to get into.
After many votes, i decided to stay in the course.
Hopefully no regrets! and this course will suit me?!?!
i supposed to.. hahahas
shall stop here.
lata i still needa wake up early to do the enrolment thingy.
So shall juz update till here.
wish me luck on monday.!! :)
-..My Life Just Never Ends..-
['-Simple Life, Simple Gurl '] ;4:47 AM;
