Happiness.

This was the letter that i was supposed to give him, but stuff came up and i don't think it's really that possible to give this to him anymore.

Why was this letter made/written?
It was to show how much he really was to me, i was willing to change so that he'll be happier.

I'm still doing that, in exchange for his happiness.

In celebration of Christmas and our Fourth Month, (which was on 21st) i wrote that letter.
A hand-written letter to show him my feelings, to say how happy i am just to be with him.

It doesn't really matter much, i've learnt to silence my pain so that it wont hurt that much anymore.

Our relationship thus now goes back to us being friends, i understand.

I'll wait for that day to come, when it's alright for me to love you again.
Then you can give me the ring. :D

You knew i wanted it, thats why you wanted to buy it.
I would've said no, so that you could save the money.

But, you went though the trouble just to think about it so, i just let you.
I'll accept it when the day comes, i promise you.



The Blueberry Muffins, i baked.
Don't they look delicious?

Everything i did, i had you in mind.
I wanted to let you have some, cause you said you liked my cooking.

Something handmade, anything i do, it makes you happy.
Doesn't it?

I'm happy just being with you, it doesn't matter if we're married or boyfriend/girlfriend or even friends.

Being able to see you to the least, i'm fine with it.
Just making sure your happy, i'm fine with it.

Even if it means, another girl making you happy.
Sure there'll be pain in my heart, but it's a pain i have to bear for your happiness.

Why?
Cause, i love you.

Randomness.

Todays session is about pure-randomness.
Therefore, i will random about what most of you wouldn't care about!
Like for example, this erotic passage i just found.

"I know i haven't known you for a very long time and i shouldn't be asking you for this so soon. But i need it very badly, i haven't had it for a very long time.. I can already feel it going in good and hard and coming out nice and soft. If you would do this for me, no one would ever know. I am grateful if you would. I am very desperate and i need your help. You must think i have a lot of nerve. But i can feel my tongue wrapping around it and sucking out all the juice until it's very dry. It has been on my mind all day and i'm not going to beat around the bush anymore. Do you have a piece of gum?"

Tricked you!
Well now, i wouldn't be putting something that erotic on my blog now, would i?
My blog is clearly stated as PG-13, now you just went off and thought i was erotic right? D:
Well, i'm not!

I am made out of 101% cute-random, it's a form of disease.

LOL.

Jodan-desu.
For those of you who actually believed it, are you retarded or something?

I have none of the sort, just a normal girl wanting to be random for a second.
But, now i'm bored.

Oh, and by the way.

"Is you're refrigerator running?"

Oops! O:

Merry Christmas.

Well, well, well.
It's finally Christmas, huh?

In 6 days, it's the start of 2010.
I wont be able to spend new year with him, he has to spend time with his father who has a weeks off.

On 2010, his father allows him to go to peoples house to study.
I guess thats still okay. :B

As long as I get to see him like 1-3 times a week, i guess i'm fine with it.

Went to church today, i met up with afew of my old church buddies.
I haven't seen them like since, June?
I miss them much. :D

I hope you guys have a wonderful Christmas today.
I already had the party done, we did a count down yesterday.

It was so fun, i got to see my cousin.
Turns out, two of my cousin's friends likes me. D:
Ryan and Aizan which is kinda weird, cause i'm weird..

Hurhur, wells.
I tried smoking abit, i know how to 'tarek' they said.
The cigarette had this strawberry-flavoured taste, it was soo nice. :B

They drank Carlsberg, they gave me some.

It was so bitter, i don't think i'll able to get a hold of the bitter stuff down.

I still prefer wine though, it's better tasting.

Imma go eat my Hello-Pandas now, soooo Byehhs!

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Laughter.

I actually tricked someone over something.

No, i'm not telling who.

Anyways today yesterday, when Joshua was around i made him wear my skirt.

I was laughing hysterically cause it was just too funny.

For those of you who don't know whats the meaning of hysterically, please go suck eggs.

Yes, i am being mean.

.. and again, i changed blogskin.

This time i made sure i posted first cause, whenever i'm about to change my blogskin i always get lazy when i'm done.

It's weird how random bloggers sometimes give me motivation to blog.

But for now it's just self-motivation to give me something to do before the horror actually starts.

Hmm, what horror am i talking about you ask?

The horror of starting the new secondary school life, i know.

It's gonna be fun and, yada, yada, yada.

But, things are gonna change plus i'll see him really seldom which is saddening for me.

Guess what?

I have a love rival.

Yes, excatly.

Someone else actually likes Joshua from what i heard, oh you wanna know who?

Dawn.

She's twelve and has a crush on Joshua, i'm not gonna get jealous so yeah.

I'm getting bored, so yeah.

With Loves,

♥Stacey

School.

Aha! Okay, so what that i lied? :B

I didn't wanna post the pictures cause i didn't really take much of them.

Today's the day where everyone is going to their school of their choice, blah.

I bet you guys are curious about what school i'm going to right? :B

I'm going to friggin' Assumption Pathway School.

Yes, i'm stupid. :D

Wanna know my aggregate score for this year?

88.

Oh, last year? :B

118.

But you know what?

I don't think that school is that bad at all, i think it actually might be fun.

Okay, about the picture.
I cam-whored alittle when i woke up, but who cares anyways? :D

It's not like people go onto my blog just to read my post and scold me shit right?
If they do, they'll get a hell outta me. (seriously.)

Um wells, i gotta head down to the basement now.
Need to help out my mother, she needs help carrying stuff plus sooner or later Joshua will be coming over. (Yay!)

So, byebye.

With Loves,

♥Stacey

My day.

It's 3:41AM now and by looking at the time, you know it's late.

I have a reason for it, cause i can't sleep.
Why?

Because, tomorrow i'm going out with Joshua! :D
We're going to Wild Wild Wet.

Happy-desu!

I'm gonna take photos later with my new Sony Ericsson phone, yes.
A NEW PHONE!

My old phone had problems which i really can't stand at all, so I begged my mother to get me a new one with a $0 cost. :D

All you need to do is just pay for the plan which is like $25/month. :D

It's like so reasonable.


Weee, in like 4 hours plus Joshua's gonna wake up and his God-pa will send him home.
He's gonna take his stuff and meet me around 9/10am plus.

I'm so-so-so-so-so EXCITED!

Well, i'm going off now ~
Seeyeah.

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Goodbye isn't the end.

Weird-desu.

I don't have that much intrest in blogging anymore, thus i might be just letting my blog rot from now on.

I don't really care much about this stupid blog.

After all he's been though, he's still going though the trouble to make me smile.

Wa-ra-tte.

You don't have to, whats over is over. We should just work properly towards the future.

I don't wanna stress your mother or you anymore, therefore i'm moving in a few months.
I'm Sorry.

Please take care of yourself properly. :B
Daiisuki-desu.

See you in a few years time maybe?

"Nana, i love you."

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

I will miss you.

Alrighty, so today i'll probably be saying stuff to my cherished friends. (:

I might be very close to them but they have made me smile alot.

The cheer, it doesn't matter that we've lost. It was fun wasn't it? :D

These are the Thankyous i want to say to my classmates/schoolmates.

Claris ;

Thank you, for accpeting me. I know you didn't really like me in the beginning. But, Thank you for giving me a chance.

Edmund ;

Your the one who usually came to me in the beginning of this year. Used to talk alot about Art, i like your art. Even if people start hating you i'll still be your friend okays? Don't worry about it too much.

Faiqah ;

We used to hang around together in recess, wasn't it fun? Thank you being my friend and classmate it was fun when we had the time together, thankyou. :D

Francis ;

Didi, it was fun these 2 years. No, we've been friends longer than this together with your sisters and yeah lets continue this friendship. XiaoPangXie! Keep smiling! :D

Gibson ;

Thank you for making fun of me, it was just something for you to say right? You didn't really want to insult us. You just wanted us to notice you right? Its fun when you insult me. It's fun arguing with you, i didn't mean it at all. All the best on PSLE.

Jaren ;

Your the quiet one, usually don't say much do you? But it was fun when we used to hang around the playground with the rest. You really seemed like you had fun, i had fun. :D

Jeremy ;

When i think about it now, it's all so funny. How we used to act around each other, Friendly then we kept are Distance and then Normal. Being friendly was fun but it had too many weird stuff happening, probably Normal is better. Thank you though. :D

JiaQi ;

Thank you for noticing me and being nice to me. It was fun when everyone was together. How i wish we were all together for us cause it's fun. :B

Jimson ;

Didi, i really don't have much to say but please be nice to Kelly meimei. She has her rights to be angry and i shouldn't really be talking about this now but. Take care alright? :D

Ryan ;

Hello, The Lion! LOL. I really wanna keep in touch with you, your really very funny. I can't think about anything much but everytime i think about the things you'd used to do, i laugh. It's so funny how i think of it, it's super funny. Keep in touch. :D

Sarah M. ;

We're not that close but it's funny during those times, normally people who aren't that close can't think of anything much but i wanna say, even though we aren't close it makes me smile because your there. Thankyou.

Sarah P. ;

THE COOKIEMONSTA! It's funn with you around. Please stay in touch with meee, and i miss you too okays? I'll always miss you! cause your nice, sweet and nice ~ ! Take care alrighty?

Serene ;

Hello Monkey, kidding. It's fun seeing you laugh. Smile more, it suits you! We'll stay in touch i know we will. :D

Amanda ;

I know we're not close but thank you for being there.

Kelly ;

Meimei, i wont be in this school anymore. You'll be there on your own, please take care of yourself cause i can't see/know whats going on anymore. I can't help you much. So you have to be a very big girl and choose your decissions wisely. But, i'll be at the sidelines if you need any help okay? I love youu meimei. :D

Joshua ;

GOODBYE ~ JK seriously, kidding. o-o"

We're going to the same school together right? Promise me we will. I don't wanna go to Perth, more like i'm not going anymore. But if i actually do, please take care of yourself. I wanna stick with youu cause only you gave me those feelings that no one can give me. In the past, i used to treat you wrongly. I'm sorry. I wanna keep in touch even if i'm going. One last thing. I Love You!

Boo, boo & boo.

It's no secrect now. :B

I want the whole world to know.

What hurts the most.

I want you to know how much i miss you, How much i need you.

How much i feel like crying.

It's cold in Perth, whats colder is being away from you.

Mr. iloveyou, alot.

You complained my post was shortt, so i'll try to make it longer cause you want me to.

Do you get joy from reading my posts? Or does it make you wanna cry.

I need to know..

You saw me, the true me, the complete me, 101%.

1% more than you had to see, a person i was back then and i swore never to be again.

I'm sorry, i let you hear what you did this morning.

Did it hurt you? I said "Let's break up." , did tears run through your eyes?

I think it did, it probably did. I'm Sorry.

I can't be a good girlfriend to you, i can't be everything you desire.

I'm sorry, i don't think these sorrys come out much to you cause i say it too much right?/

But i'm at lost, i seriously don't know how to make it up to you cause i love you.

You said nothing, but i'm curious.

I always was, i'm selfish. I'm also naive.. and an idiot.

I'm sorry.

BLAH ENOUGH ~

too much emotional-ness.

I SHALL STOP.

I'm staying at Costasloe Beach House/Villa at Marine Parade, Perth.

It's so damn coldddd.

It's like 10 degrees now? Probably dropping.

So freaking coldddddddd, i need a jacket.

I need domo... O_O"

(YOU HEARD NOTHING, SAY YOU DID THEN DIE.)

Looking at the waves, it seems to be crashing rather roughly.

Clouds are so fluffy, but i think it's freezing.

I dare not go outside to look, i seriously need a heater and a warm bath.

Is it gonna snow? It feels like it.

I hope it snows though. :B

I wanna eat, i'm so hungry.

Probably eating Fish and Chips later, typical aussie food.

It makes yah grow farrrrrrt. Uhh, Fat. :B (Teeheehee.)

I heard they sell nice Skateboards here, i wanna buy.

I also wanna see people doing Kite-Surfing i heard it's kinda fun.

I wonder is Uncle Matt will buy me a camera, if he does i'll post up pictures.

I wanna buy a skateboard too, i heard it's nice here.

I ALSO NEED A SWEATER/JACKET/HOODIE.

I needdaa warm clothessss.

I wanna see people do Melbourn Shuffle/Hardstyle Shuffle or even C-Walk. :B

I hope they teach meeeee.

Imma go wrap myself in my babeh blanket. (yes, i brought it. & yes, imma baby. :3)

Buh-byehs. :3

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Hontoni daiisuki.

Joshua iloveyou, alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot -fullstop-

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Happy Belated.

I had a belated birthday present from my aunty and that above picture is just my Domo-Kun collection, my auntie actually bought my that Domo Pencilcase which is my newest collection to my Domo-Kun collection. :B

I'm happy, why?

Cause i finished the class blog;

http://its-sixcourage.blogspot.com

and it's also cause,

I GOTS A DOMO COLLECTION. :B

Happy Belated Birthday, Stacey.
Byebyes.

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Urm.. AHEM!

It's so weird, what happend yesterday.

Do you think it went to far?

you said you were worried and once again i'm here to say that it'll be fine!

I watched an Ichii Anime by accident. D:
i thought it'll be like shown once on accident and then moving on to like school life romance.

The anime is called, Kanokon: Manatsu no Daishanikusai.
EROTIC ANIME. D:

Moving on, i got hungry so i ate cup noodle.
Muuuuusshhrooooomm Chicken!
It was delicious.

I'm bored and sleepy now and i think my arms and hands are starting to ache.
so, i'm gonna cut it short here and go to sleep now. (:

Gd'night, Oyasuminasai-desu. :B

With Loves,
♥Stacey

Weirdness strikes.

Alrights and again, i failed to keep my blog alive.
This is extremely sadening.

LOL.
Anyways, i went online to Gaia Online today. It's like been a long time since i went online to this fourm game.

It was in 2005, when i first started playing this fourm game.
I was 10, 10 year olds wouldn't really like going to fourms and like talking about stuff.

I was 10, and i loved roleplaying for some reason, i was seriously naive and i loved to talk about boys when i was young.

Therefore, i when i was 10 i used to have crushes easily and in that fourm game journal thingy i found something.

I couldn't belive it either. -.-

10 year olds, writing something so short on a journal and whats more she even said she met a cute guy.

LOL, omg.

I forgot my other account login name, i was sure that it was lxJojoxl but i just couldn't login this is seriously so sad. D:

I'm having a fever, my temp is like 38.8 and no one knows but you guys reading. :B

Watching Singapore Idol with mummy now, i really hope Duane Ho makes it through he's singing is like so extremely awsome, i wish i could learn how to sing like that.

I might be making another song cover tomorrow or later.

Lets just see how im feeling later. :B

Okay, since this blog is finally revived again, i'm just gonna go now.

I'll go find out my other Gaia Online login name.

I seriously forgot, omfg. D:

Good luck to me.

With Love,

♥Stacey.

Real Eyes Realize Real Lies

And so today, i learnt how to make my Converse shoe look nicer, how? Simple by just beautifying your shoe laces. I went on Youtube a searched for a video and sure enough there was one about making your shoes look nicer. My shoe laces look so nice now, it was so simple to do. I didn't bother doing those complicated ones cause i was lazy so i did this super simple one instead. :D

I posted a new video on Youtube as well. It's a cover of the Fruits Basket Opening Theme. A super big dedication list to go with this video. Enjoy!

I really don't have anything much to say, so imma go now. [:

Be yourself. That is something that you can do better than any other. Listen to the inward voice and bravely obey that.

Honestly this is the only thing you can do the best.

Realize that you have Real Eyes that can spot Real Lies.

Spot them yourself, find your true friend. Someone you can trust, forever.


With Love,
♥Stacey.

The Revival

So it seems that i'm back huh? :D

The Revival of my blog, why you ask? Because i felt that i should let everyone know how i am, and i'm fine. I hope that you guys don't have to worry about me about "that". I'm pretty sure i'll be fine. It's nice to know there's people actually worrying about me, i don't really feel alone like i used to feel. This feeling is so much warmer, i'm glad. Why i'm glad? A few reasons actually, one is because i finally knew the truth, atleast now i know that he's not like that. I'm sorry, i said what i used to said it's just that i really didn't know. Atleast now i do, thats why i'm happy. I'm really sorry i misunderstood alot of things, but i'm still slightly confused, you said those things but you sometimes call me kiddo and stuff, it's weird. Well, it doesn't matter anymore. :D

I hope my blog looks nicer now! I'm gonna cute everything short because i'm really super tired and yeah, so goodbye.

The things you love, cherish it forever because you'll never really know how your feelings are till their out from your reach. Thats why, i'm going to cherish everyone now. I don't want to feel as if their hard to reach out, ever.

With Loves,
♥Stacey.

Rules must be followed:
Each blogger must post this rules.
Each blogger must start with ten random facts about themselves.
Bloggers that are tagged need to write about their own blog, ten things and post this rules.
Don't forget to leave them comments telling them they have been tagged and are to read your blog.

10 Random Facts about me.


1. I'm currently in Brunei.

2. I'm missing someone this very second.

3. I have werid sense in fashion.

4. I love Orange.

5. I hope to catch fireworks with someone soon.

6. I want to play Cooking Mama now.

7. I love chicken, yes, no, both eating and not eating them.

8. I love my friends.

9. I'm bad at putting makeup on.

10. I've never tired Flying-Fox before.



1.Who's the person that tagged you?
Me, Myself and I.

2. Relationship between you and him/her?
I think it's good, i often sleep together with her, though i think she's weird. Shhh, she snores when she's super tired.

3. Three impressions of him/her?
; -Bites nails- What to do, what to do.
; YOU WHAT?! -Slaps- Oops, Sorry.
; -Crys- Noooo, i don't want to, nononononononono, never.

4. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Continously slap her?

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
Hello Joshua, I love you. :D

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
Hyper, Friendly (?)

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
Stupidity.

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
Umm, Hi. Can we please continue being friends like how we used to? -smiles-

9. What do people feel about you?
I think they'd feel happy around me, probably because of my randomness?

10. Your crush?
I have no crush, but a love?
Yes, Joshua Ho. :D

11. Pass this to 10 people ;
1 Joshua
2 Fiona
3 Aslah
4 Vanessa
5 Edwin
6 Francis
7 Wen Qian
8 Lokkie
9 Jocelyn
10 Kelly

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
I'd go berserk. Eddy is not for her, he's for JX.

13. who does 5 like?
JX. :x

14. What colour does 9 like?
She used to like Hot Pink, not sure now.

15. Say something about 8?
I hope your alright. :l

16. Who is 2?
Fiona, my used to be bestfriend.
Though, to me she still is, cause she promised. BFF.

17. Talk about 3.
Trustable.

18. Who is 10's best friend?
Chloe, i think.

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
Lokiie, LOL ! :D

20. What colour does 4 like?
No idea. o-o

21. Is 4 single?
Guess so.

22. Your relationship with 1.
Boyfriend and Girlfriend. :D

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
No. -.-

24. 9's surname?
Sieow! Jocelyn Sieow. [:

25. 7's nickname?
Not sure.. AhQian? :X

26. Say something to 8.
I'm RANDOM.

27. Say something to help 9.
Must take care of your new Aiai. (:

28. Who do i admire?
Everyone! :D

29. Where does 1 live?
Bukit Gombak.

30. 10 of them know who you like?
Joshua. :D

31. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
Bearbear.

32. 10's spouse?
No idea. :D

Loving you.

Okay, once again a super big sorry that i've not been keeping my blog alive. The reason why was that i'm currently doing this Habbo fansite thats named HabboDistrict. It's url is www.habbo-district.co.cc we're using "co.cc" now is because that we have not enough cash at the moment for ".com" so we're actually waiting till somewhere around Hari raya before we can actually get www.HabboDistrict.com up. That url is currently booked that is why there's a few advertisments there. Okay, i really wanted to post about what happend two days ago and i'll be telling you guys by pictures. :D

First of all, we started off by holding a meeting for HabboDistrict which actually ended up that only the Founders went, sooo it's a Founders Meeting? I have no idea well, we actually went to Sentosa, Siloso Beach and swam. I actually wanted to bear a Bikini there but there was two guys and a girl so i thought i'd should play on the safe side, so i actually wore somee other clothes instead.

After swiming on our first place, we actually walked further down to find a better spot. Joshua start taking random photos and yeah, my face was all scruntched up. Joshua looked so so so, cute.

He actually asked me to turned and i smiled and what a lovely picture of the scenery, don't you think? :D

We started taking pictures of Aslah, and he seemed so emo. :l

I actually edited his picture on this one, look at the one above for orginal. Lipstick, blush, longer hair, big boobs and a huge ass crack, every weird people's dream. LOL. xD

I have no idea why, but i actually ended up kissing Joshua on the camrea and i actually looked like a pig in that photo so i edited it. Look at his super happy, shy, ackward smile. LOL, so hilarious but cute. :D

I can't get rid of him in my mind and if you actually read my previous posts on the blog which talked about me having a malay boyfriend, thats Aslah. He was my boyfriend for awhile but i didn't really love him that much. I can't belive he actually gave me up to Joshua, he told be it'll be better since i actually liked Joshua more and he was right. I actually forgoten about Shamus thanks to Joshua. I can't belive i actually got over Shamus, it thought it would be super duper hard but yeah. I definately love Joshua lots, no denying. :D

Anyways, after roaming around on the beach we actually rinsed outselves and went for a walk and Aslah got even more emo as we walked, i found out the reason but i'm not going to tell you guys.

Eventally we went home, we took the sky train back and Joshua started taking random photos again. :l

Okay moving on, the day before that, i think? Joshua actually took a picture of random stuffs and edited it, it was kinda erotic but we have a good laugh. Okay why Joshua said he was a Banana it's because his nickname was recently Banana aka. Nana and his habbo user is actually iBananaCx. Woahs, Scott's MR.Bean. LOL.

Wells something weird actually happend, i was told to keep the radio alive so i'm actually keeping the radio on, on Auto DJ and i acutally muted it awhile and i un-muted it and Insomia by Crag David was acutally playing, so random. But yeahs, i guess i have Insomia. :D

I'll go off now, Good nights.

P.S. All pictures by Joshua Ho. :D

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Today..

Alright, so today i woke up at like 10.50am(?)

It was totally bright, i woke Emma up and went to pick up scott, while we were driving we didn't talk and the only thing going through my mind was like "Chicken... chicken.. chicken chicken chicken." I have totally no idea why it was in my mind and yeahs, soon we reached the school.

Yeahs, Emma started making weird faces so i took a picture of her making a face, it was reaally really funny and when scott got into the car we drove to IMM at Jurong.

We ate at IMM's kopidiam and yeahs, it's my first time trying Moutain Dew, taste nice actually just like Sprite only with a little more lemon zest. Really really good. You should try it. :D

and after we've done that i went to Daiso, i spent like $8 on a mini chalkboard, some chalk and a notebook for school. I wonder if i'll actutally use the notebook for school, afterall i'm such a slacker. LOL.

Well, yeah. Anyways i was talking to Eddy bro and our conversation was kinda funny! LOL.

Sooooo, i took a picture of it. Click please. :D

I have a song to share today, so please listen.

"I'm sorry to say, i'm really just a loser who's getting in your way. I think you've forgoten all of your plans, see you never meant to be here and i think you should know, you're better off alone."

Yeahs, todays post is really really short and i plan on keeping it that way for today.

Byes everyone.

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Posting for, 1st September.

Okay well, today i actually bought alot alot of stuff (kinda?), and yeah i'll show you afew pictures of it later, now i'm gonna show you what we ate for dessert, Deep Fried Ice Cream. There's a picture above if you can see it. Emma, in that picture said that it actually tasted like Waffles with Ice Cream but the thing was that, it tasted nothing like this. Image my face wanted to go like >> (-.-) but i have to tahan so my face ended up going weird. LOL.

Well yeahs, Emma is my mother's friend's daughter. How my mother met her friend was actually thanks to me when i was young.

Because i used to play with her other daughter when i was young, we actually met in Thailand and i played Barbie Dolls with her when i was young and yeah i started crying, my mother came over and they made friends with each other. See, it's all because of me crying. :x

Well anyways, their Swedish which means their from Sweden. Emma is 18 years old this year and her birth year is on 1990. Yeah, she's working as a Bartender slash Waitress in some restraunt slash bar (?), not really sure of the details.

and well, she might be taking a coach to Thailand till 18/19 of September and coming with us to Brunei. She might be wearing a Baju Kurong. LOL, imagine how she looks like. Probably kinda cute/weird. (:

Sayang actually bought a Baju Kurong for me, it's white in colour he'll be giving me the clothes later and i HAVE to accpet it. So i really no choice, he doesn't want me to pay afterall. So i bought something for him. Well, bought and Edited. LOL, it looks really suckish. Look Above. (^^^) I hope he likes it though, i'll be meeting him at LOT1 at 1.30pm. Which is like straight after my school, his mother wants to meet "The Person Who Steal His Heart". Yeah, so i'm not actually sure if i'm going to his house but if i do, i'll probably be super stiff cause he's my first malay boyfriend and yeahh, i'm not really used to the malay culture. I just have to see how it goes than. Good Luck To Me!

HOHOHO, yeah these are the stuff i bought. A Manga, S.A. (Special A) Volume 5. Bangles, White and Lime Green, my lucky colour. Hairband and new swimsuit from COK(?). LOL, i totally have no idea whats the brand cause i bought it in West Mall and it's like in this big open area and there's no sign saying the brand, and it's on the swimsuit so the brand is COK. LOL, sounds so Erotic and i probably have to sleep soon, it's like super late. I have to wake up at 5.30am omg. D:

Soooooo, byebyes and goodnight everyone.

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

Posting for, 31st August.

Heheh! See that picture there? It's actually my brother there, Scott. He looks very very cute right? He's actually 13 years old, but he looks like he's 9 right? (:

Alright so on that day i actually went and meet my Sayang. (Malay for darling.) Yeah, so i met him at Bukit Batok, West Mall. I was kinda shy at first and suddenly we started chatting like crazy, we at at Pasta Mania and chatted like crazy. Once thats done, we walk-walk around West Mall and look at stuff.

Soon, we ran out of things to do so we went to meet my brother at Woodlands, he was with his XBOX360 Live friend, his XBOX360 ID Tag is Zeus, i think? But his real name is Syafiq. He is primary 5 this year, yeah so i brother met him and soon after they talk talk and play XBOX360 at his house, they came to meet us. But before that we actually had to meet that at 7-11 and me and Sayang actually bought Slurpies, and we forgot that some muslims are actually fasting and we drank slurpie infront of Syafiq and he got hungry. It was around 5pm then he had to wait for another 2 hours just to eat. Poor thing, right?

Anyways so we Jalan-Jalan (walk-walk), again around Causeway Point and i acutally thought i saw Nitah there. I was going "Oh my gawd, is it really her?" , in the end i didn't care and i walked away. LOL, i'm soo bad. Anyways, after Jalan-Jalaning me, my brother and Sayang went to LOT1, Sayang had to buy food for his mother but end up his mother asked him to go back home as soon as possible and Scott was hungry so he ate at MacDondals and i took that picture.

He looks to Shuai lah! LOL.

Posting for 31st August 2009.

Yesterday.

Something special happend that day, probably too soon for him too. (:

Woah, i was acutally able to post it before 12am. (The next day.)

Muwahahas, So Happy! (;

P.S. i love you. :x

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

New Me.

Alrighty, Hello everyones! I've finally finished redo-ing my whole blog, it probably looks better now the previous colours were all so dull. New music, new template, colours, pictures, twitter, pluck, everything. It's better. (:

Hahas, my recent picture? someone actually requested me to dress up in a White Dress, and it look pretty good? I even used it as my blog picture! :D

Oh my gosh, my arms and hands are going numb thanks to the aircon, it's like suppeer cold. I can't really take it. I just realised i forgot to add links to my Facebook, Friendster, Twitter, Plurk, HabboSG and CrunchyRoll.

Yeahh, i've recently been back Habbo-ing and i'm currently DeeJaying at http://HabboTFM.com ; It's probably gonna be your best Radio Station ever, why? Because you have me there! The one and only DJ Stacey. :D

Those who want to add me on HabboSG it's SweetxStac , for AuditionSea it's -x33-RAINN~~ and lastly for CrunchyRoll it's SweetxStac . I'm pretty bored and my hands are seriously going numb, it's cold as ice and hard as a rock.

Well, now i'm going to continue updating things on my blog awhile and head to bed or something, Enjoy my new blog.

With Loves,

♥Stacey.

What's It Become

Probably something nice, sweet and cute. Like someone i met days ago, not telling you guys who. Muwahahahas, anyways i've just put a new navigation inside my blog, that navigation is for my Twitter and pictures i'm storing up, and what kind of pictures? Well, friends, family and such.

Okay, okay. I'll tell you about the guy he is..

Hehheh, so yeah. Thats Nana, aka. Joshua Ho. (: He's cute luh. Once you get to know him better. LOL. I didn't ask his permision to put his picture on my blog. Lalala, you know nothing. LOL.

Oh yeah, i was trying to Twitter just now and..

Yes, what the heck indeed. So i can't Twitter for today, how sad. ):

I took some pictures just now, it looks extreemely Random and Dark. Please don't blame me. (x.x)

Muwahahas, if you see carefully there's pictures in my pictures, yeah. My baby photo of me and my brother, Scott and also my Dad oh yeah, my bed's there too. Hi, Beddy ! LOL, okay super random. I'm like super hyper and and i have Oral tomorrow. Chinese Oral, i'll die. I don't even know how to read chinese well, ughhh. Someone save me please. 私を除けば! tasukete! I rather take Japanese Oral, at least i know how to read some words for japanese. ):

Ugh, oh. ''Someone'' actually asked for a glimpse of my manga collection soo..

(click please)

Thats my manga collection, i have mangas like Fruits Basket, Boys Este, La Corda d'Oro, Love Remedy, Monochrome Factor, Because you Smile, Ouran High Host Club, S.A. (Special A) and Gakuen Alice.

Yeahh, well thats about it for today, join us next time as we discover more about Stacey's life on, SUPER STACEY T.V. LOL, kidding.

Well, i'll be going off now so, Byes !

Starting Anew

Heyys, my blog is kinda dead-ish right?
wells, i've been busy with somethings i guess.

Anyways, very tired now adays. I'm currently DeeJaying at HabboTFM.

www.HabboTFM.com ; anyways, I'm back at Habbo. (:
I've been playing habbo since i was 9 years old, just coming back. Hurhur.
The new Habbo Beta now isn't that bad. :D
The wondergirls damn CHIO. LOLOLOLOL. (taken from Sherman korkor)
Quiet board now, people have been asking me to Deejay lately.
All say my voice cute cute, but i think it's worse than a boys voice.

Anyways gonna cut it short today. :D

Shamus Chin Yew Zhong, Thank you for those memories that you given me. It's all Bitter-Sweet.

But i loved it. 26o5o9 to o5o8o9. Thank you very much. (:

Little Doves.

Two little doves, once always said, no matter the distance we'd always be led. Those lost feelings could never be shared. So close your eyes and and wish it all away, because one day i'll be flying away. Without looking back, without those tears you shed. Wouldn't it be easier if everything was left un-said? Looking at each other eye to eye, doesn't it ever makes you want to cry? Looking at the pain, so much to bear.
So again close your eyes, when it opens all will be alright and that is when, i'll probably say goodbye.

I hope you figure out, what i'm trying to tell you.

I'm sorry and these aren't just words.

I have him back. <3

Hey all, guess what? i got him back! I'm sooooo very happy that he's with me now i really hope we're last extremely long this time, i'm not gonna agrue with him anymore i'm not gonna fight over little things with him anymore, my baby is soooo adorable i love him to bits. :D We coupled back on AuditionSea too, now have to wait for another four more days before we can get married.

Baby, sorry that i broke the previous time we got married and i'm also sorry that i said break six times, it wont happen again i swear. :D

I really promise that i'll love you better this time, i'll cherish you better this time, love you more, listen to you i'll make you love me back more than last time, i'm gonna show you i really did change, thank you for giving me this chance baby. I really wanna make you shocked. :D
I wanna make you see how much i've changed. I wanna last long, i want us to stay together until the day we die, out parents, people might think it's not possible and it's crazy but i swear it isn't i'm not gonna be like last time, i'm not going to show anymore attitude i'm not gonna be xiaoqi at every small little thing anymore i'm also going to trust you more, i swear i will. :D

baby, last but not least, iloveyou so damn much. (:

I'm done.
Byeszxc. 26o5o9, our last romance. ilu. <3

Food around me.

Harhharhs ! I made Japanese food for lunch today, i took photos of it. My mother helped too, i cooked the curry, rice balls and vegetables. She cooked the fried stuff. LOL, she's gone fat. HOHO, lucky me i don't get fat, anyways heres the pictures. :D


RICE BALLS.
Yeah, they were badly made. It was my first time making them though. :D

STIR-FRIED VEGETABLES.
Okay, this ended up pretty well, my mom loved it. (:


STIR-FRY VEGETABLE, JAPANESE CURRY, FRIED STUFF. (from the top.)

The curry was easy cause it was straight out from the box, all i had to do was just heat it up in the microwave, and the fried stuff that my mom made was Triangular-shaped-curry-puff and fried chicken.

PLAIN RICE, PLAINLY DECORATED.
Um, yeah the title says it all. It's just plain Japanese rice with two red cherry tomato. :D

SOUR-WOWER.
Okay, this is my own creation, it's just plain yougurt blended up with Strawberries, one Apple and two spoon-full scoops of Vanilla ice cream. After thats done scoop one more spoon-full of Vanilla ice cream and dump it in, once thats done you can decorate it in anyway you want to, it's sad that the strawberry sunk the strawberry had this heartshape-shaped. It was extremely cute. My spoon sunk in too and yeah, you can tell by the title it's still quite sour but it gives that wow taste in your mouth. LOL :D

Well, thats all.
Byebye. <3

Still hurts.

Heyyohs all, did you miss me much? LOL, probably not hurhs. My blog has been dead a again, sighhh, need more time to blog, have been AuditionSea-ing lately. I feel like playing World Of Warcraft, Frozen Throne. I miss that game alot, anyways thats not the only thing i miss anyways i'm fine. If he's loved by someone theres nothing more i can ask for but for him to be happy, if that girl doesn't make him happy she's gonna regret it, one slight unhappiness she's dead. Wonder why can't he see how much i love him, but though i'm really willing to wait for him after his 'N' Level, i miss him and love him lots, why can't he see he belongs with me. I don't feel like accompanying my Audition couple much, Audition has been getinh abit boring lately, i normally go there to tag Matthew. LOL, oh yeah reminds me of the song Nobody, I want nobody, nobody but chuu ~ ShanDa Korkor is inlove with WonderGirls he says their hot and i asked him what about WonderBoys, he said it was him, i was going "No one sure buy your Album lah!" then he was telling me i was soo mean then i said "Fine, i'll listen to one of your songs then maybe not listen to it ever again" then he said okay, better. LOL, nothing to say after that so i ESC the conversation. Been Anime-ing lately, and still thinking how to get him out of my mind can't think of anything much to do, my rooms in a mess again, my closet.. one word, Messy. I'll be busy packing it later anyways. O: Oh yeah, he said the only way for me to have him back is for me to change but even if i change i want him to change too, he's been soo soo selfish and selfabsorbed lately, turning back into a hongster too, guys like me i also dun ask them stead with me. He's like one girl like him staight away he'll ask the girl, WTH luhh. LOL, messaging with Matthew now and for those who don't know who he is he's OmFgItZMaTT , his IGN on AuditionSea. Anyways stoping now, i'm still waiting for you. It's already been around one week or so, when will you be mine again? ineedyou, imissyou, iwantyou, iloveyou. fuck it, i hate this damn feeling sometimes, just.. hurry up and be mine already. I miss you badly.

Bye.

Tag replys !

waren : hi.... ;l
Hellos.

` SZEYEE :D : I saw ur msn message so i just came by to tag ;D take careeeeeee !
Thanks, :D

RyAnGoH (: : Zzz. find so hard Taggg! cheerups
Hard mehhs? LOL, ty.

shan : tagged ;D
Heyyos Korkor, thankyou. :X

Fantasy : LOLLLL~~ TAGGEEEDD
HELLO, BEN BITER. Thankyou. :D

Shamus : give up?
You don't want me to give up?

CSP : hi stacey ; tagged
Heyyo. Thanks :D

audi fren : TAGGED
Um, thanks, who's this? ~.~

TIGER : yoyo
Hello lion. :D

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Heyyos, thankyou x2. :D

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Hellohs! Ty, i'll link you soon. :D

VANESSA! : wheres your nuffnang x: , rlly bo leh x.x
Die liao lorhhs, LOL. :x

Petrina's : Whr's ur naffang ? Cnt seem to find it :x
It's not there? wow. ._.

♥ Xenia'sLove. : Hello, aiai! Left my link le. Do takecare okay. me(hearts)you many.
Hello, okay thanks. :D

WenqiaN : didnt link me? linked .
Yeah, i'll link you soon. (:

tedmond : tagged (: well, hope you still remember me (: take care !
Thanks, yeah i still do. :D

Francis : TAGGGG
Thankyou. :D

Derrick♠ : i dnt see any nuffnang ads! LOL
Seriously? I thought they where there. @___@

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Bye, Hi. Thankyou. :D

kimberlyy : love the layout (:
Hahahas, Thanks. ^^

Kell-y : taqq-ed
Kell-y : hiie stacy
Hi Jimson's Girlf. Ty btw. :D

ben : Hello stacey Tagged lol
Hello bennoob, ty. :D

Lokiie : Teehee ! Tagged . <3

Hahahs, thankyou. <3

Tiresome.

The true hidden meaning behind my emotions, i was pretty sure he knew.
so why do you still treat me this way?
Am i not worth it? Probably. I know i'm not pretty i know i have lots of flaws but i'll change them, cause i can't take it, not having you with me is like having half my life destroyed. My daily life, you were there. Afterschool, we'd always meet. Your kisses, forever always makes me have butterflies in my tummy. Your the one, i'm damn sure that it's you, please.. can i have you back?
I can't do anything much without you here. I need you much, come back? Please.

I walked home just now, from like Yew Tee to Bukit Batok. No idea how many kilometers is that. It hurted alot still it didn't compare much to the pain i have in my heart, take the pain double it by two still not enough, double it by a thousand, probably still not enough, the pain.. it's so unbearable. Faking a smile, trying to control my tears, making excuses just to see him. I don't wanna fake all that, i know what i want and need and thats him.

Anwyays, met up with JiaQi and Amanda today. Francis, Jeremy, ZhiWei, JingLun and Henpig were there, all of us but JiaQi and Amanda jumped off the wall which was like two storys high, i'm afraid of heights anyways, they all were. Guess who jumped of first? Yeah, thats right, ME! It felt good for that moment when i was falling i couldn't see anything but the slight blur images of death, it seemed so slient, peaceful but if you were to think about it properly it's just plain loney. I don't wanna be alone. Back to the point, a bunch of stuff happened anyways, ZhiWei and Henpig 'played' with JingLun, they 'stole' his phone and kept running, so i called my backup which was "DA.. DA.. DA.. DUM.. !" Shamus and Daniel. Darwin was there too, anyways talk talk talk blah blah, then they gave the phone back, afterall that Shamus was still sot so they went to Basketball court to play, i watched anyways.

Sleepy, Gd'night.

Adorable Guy.

Today was okay i guess, abit boring.
So i'll make it short, kinda tired from making my blog perfect anyways. So here goes, ended up getting a scolding from Mom just because my room wasn't clean. I guess thats normal. I found my old AuditionSea couple too, Kakashie also known as Shinimo. :D
He's really adorable, though he's like two years older then me.
He lives in Dubai, half Arab and Jap person. Nice intresting mix. (:
Anyways gonna accopany him now on audi.
See you laterrrr. :D

PHUCK THIS!

**** THIS. ):
Who actually remembers my birthday besides Shamus?
if Shamus didn't wish me Happy birthday first,
would the rest of you come wish me later?
i miss my old friend who wishes me in everything.
if you really wanna forget me then say it.
cause for my birthday,
all i really wished for was everyone to be happy
and maybe my old life back, like my old friends who always come cheer me up.
i miss them. D:
you know what than?
i'm gonna make my blog private, those of you who care just tagg me
on my tagbox.
I'll let you intomy private blog.
i'm gonna leave my blog like this for about a week more.
and i'm abit friggin` sick of life,no idea why. (:
Shuddaps.

Happy Birthday, Me.

It Hurts.

You know it hurts :D

having to just smile and pretend everythings okay when it's not.
But there's nothing much you can do right?

The very least you should do is just move on, should i follow what my friend told me?
he said, "Things you don't have, live without."

but whats living when your heart feels like it's been torn up to streads.

Even though i know some of you hate me, i never stoped caring.
I cared and watched over you in slience, so now you know why you don't feel to bad right? :D
but being known that i'm hated and not knowing the reason hurts.

i rather people tell me the truth then lie about it and hurting me twice as hard.

"THOU SHALL LIE"
is the wrong motto, change it to
"THOU SHALL SPEAK THE TRUTH"

Thats better. (:

but sometimes, i think secrets should be kept so that things won't change and the truth wont hurt you, right *****? :D

i never intended to tell you that i was moving i knew something was gonna change but i told you anyways, why?
simple, because i trust you.

well, i'm not moving even if my mom has to drag me or cut my arms and legs off i'm staying in singapore, might be staying at.. Bukit Panjang, Bishan or Yishun.

I don't know. :D
all i know is that i aint gonna lose you, i wont waste my efforts. D:
cause i tried to hard to get your attention, when i finally got it, this happends.
I'm tired, so very tired.

Should i just give up? but i don't want to.
because, because. i still love you.
i'm sorry.
i wont stop, i really want to go out with you on friday but i guess, i things change.

i feel much better so i'm gonna go now.
See yeah.

Extra Happy.

Heyyos !

did'cha miss mee? :D
i'm usually not blogging rights?
rights, that cause i'mma lazy idiot ! LOL.

weeee, i'm having this craving to watch The Uninvited.
but it's kinda, too scary.
Sooo ! STACEY MUST CONQUER HER FEARS !
but i still need my teddy to hide my face. x.x

I'm gonna watch a movie with eddy ! YAYS ! (:
okay, i only got the movie part. O:
anything you wanna do after that? :x

lalalalas, you can stand under my umbrella ~
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh ~
You can be my cinderella ~
ella, ella, eh, eh, eh ~

LOL, addicted. O:
I LOVE MUSIC.
my world evolves around music.
it rawks my soul!

i don't know why but now-a-days the song 'Never be replaced' is stuck in my head.
lalalala.
Baby, i love you and i'll never let you go but if have to boy i think that you should know ~
all the love we made, can never be erased ~
and i promise you that you will never be replaced ~
i love you ~
yes, i do ~
i'll be with you as long as you want me too ~
until, the end, of timeeeeeee ~ !

WEEEEE, i'm as happy as a monkey with a banana ! :D
i'm not gonna post and pictures today, abit bored, lazy and yada yada yada !
didn't goo to school, don't ask why please. x.x
i'll be dead tomorrow, gonna be killed by Francis and Jimson.
Francis is causeeee, my grandmother calls him alot.
and Jimson.. he wont kill me, he'll nag till my ears bleed. ( joking) :X
lalalalallalalas !

abcedfghijklmnopqrstuvwxwz ~
now i know my ABCs, next time wont you sing with meeee ~
Remind to Stacey's ownself, bring camrea and torment Edwin on that day. :D
Hoho, i'm gonnaaa make your cheeks super red ! i swearr ~ x.x
i hope i gots the guts. LALALALALALALS !
don't back outt my little penguin ~ xD

LOLs, randoming. :X
I'll just go now.. and hide under a rock or something.
SEE YEAHS! * runs to mexcio and gets STACEY flu *

Byebye ! waaaa-achoooooo !

The Things You Do.

Ehehe !

It's a song by Shiny, The things you do.
and thats part of the chorus. :D

there's a link to the remix video ~

check it ouut ! :)

sorry that i can't post the video here,
theres this strange problem with the video codes.

LOL, strange huh? :D

well it's ;

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvTmVhMf4F8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvTmVhMf4F8

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvTmVhMf4F8

Thats about it, don't really have much to sayyy.

yeahs, i have thinggs to doo so i'll stop here.

i actually had like many many things to sayy.

but i kinda forgot.

LOL, i seem old rights? xD

Well, see yeah ! :D