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life.
Sunday, December 26, 2010 .
Nothing but hurt.
Twitter friends, online friends, chatting friends, is this what they mean.
Virtual friends?
Haha!
what to say xx fans always like...... what you think? isnt that what we are?
There are many different types of people. But there is some that will hate and some will like. Some maybe will stay natural right?
well, i spend in my comp long enough to be hurt, but well, i enjoy myself laughing like an idiot in front of computer.
Oh well, reality is hitting me. and its time i woke up and dreamt that idols are my husband and boyfriends. I now realise that real life frends are always there for me. (i think).
But i realised that the way i behave sux. Hahahaha.
I realised that a lot, but i have got my own personal reason.
Well, i try to change and behave myself.
and keep things to myself.
Its time, i need a real best friend to pour out what i feel but.......
Think, but pouring out, what can they do,
advise me? seriously im hard headed, i hate advises.
I just need a counsellor la lol.
I have take things without consideration. and now whatever my dad did, is just ha! i dont care la, i know what im doing.
But yes, sometimes my father is kinda scold without reason.
Ah oh well, its time to work hard towards mygoal!
get a degree and make my parents happy.
But what about my happiness?
I shall cheer up nao,i feel like writing an essay . hahaha
its okay tho, different people have different preference right? kekeke
Its okay if you feel that xx fans is kinda .... or you prefer outside people rather than inside people. haha, like i said, its a free country :)
Just clearing out my thoughts, no harm intended,
xoxo.
Is this what we call friends?
Tuesday, September 21, 2010 .
All of us were like, yeah lets be friends~!!
some even create a facebook page, and we called ourselves the DKP Family
I was like just agree on it.
cause im an easy going type of person.
Then there were this guy who is a korean plus one more malaysian guy come into the group.
They were like, duhhhh, attracted to the guys lah. esp that korean guy cause he is quite good looking and all.
Im not saying that he is like evil but well yeah all attention to him
AND NO IM NOT JEALOUS but they ignore me whenever I say something...
And yeah, all i know that most of them are.... flirtatious?
BUT I IGNORE THIS!
However, days passed... and the chatbox became silent as most of them were busy with their school life.
BUT I INITIATE A REUNION.
AND I GOT THE HELL NO REPLIES!?
Only one replies out of 26 people.
NIICE RIGHT?
A month later, another person initiate the reunion.... and yeah, THEY ALL REPLIED WITHOUT FAIL.
THANKS A LOT. IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NOT GONNA BE THERE! THANK YOU PEOPLE. YOU HAVE JUST WORSEN MY DAY.
IGNORE ME~ JUST IGNORE ME.
The fb page, they say is all about friendship blahs blahs blahs, i dont get this page. They say friends forever... but then it is sooooooo not true. I ll better back out from this group lahs.
That is just messed up. Id say screw them it aint even worth it.
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September 21, 2010 at 9:45 AM
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Saturday, September 4, 2010 .
okie, exams are coming like tmrw, and i havnt start studying yet
YES IM ASHAMED OF THIS FACT
every time i gonna start studying i always have people bring down my mood to study.
haiz. i should go out and study. aye.
so today short post only. will come back later when i gt time bye.
my story
Friday, August 6, 2010 .
hahah all my feelings has been posted in the blog,..
so let me uhmm summarize my life for the past few weeks.
here goes my story,
I was collecting my O lvl cert, i was constantly shaking as i was too nervous.
I was positively sure that my L1R4, i will get at least 25.. cause for the prelims i really did score badly for it...
At home,i dun really speak to my parents abt what i did in sch, how do i flare in the paper... and all that stuff. cause i know they wouldnt care anyway.. and they always compare compare and compare with my sisters.. i know they are smart.. and im the stupid one.
Im always the stupid one. Thats what "boost my morale". The result of "boost my morale" is bad result.
So, its my turn to collect my slip...signed some papers and took it! i dun even dare look at my result...
Once i get back to my seat, i took a look at how many passes for the subject i take.
and it shows "7"
I WAS SO DAMN HAPPY! U DUNNO HOW AM I FEELING... I AM PROUD OF MYSELF TO PASS ALL THE SUBJECTS.
Okie so, i look at the result of my subjects...
Boy, u dunno how happy and shocked i look.
it shows:
Eng- B4
MT-C5
Emaths- A2
Sci(Phy,Chem)- B3
SS-C5
Amaths -B3
Pure Geography -B3
I couldnt contain my happiness.
I grin the whole day until i reached home....
I said i passed my o lvl and show my result.
My parents said " Good You passed. If only u were like your sisters.."
well i cant bear to finished that sentence.
YOU KNOW HOW HURTFUL IS IT?
I know im nt as gd as my sister at least if u want to compare, compare other day la can?
-FF-(FAST FORWARD)
Okie so, i was posted to NYP taking a course which is diploma in chemical and pharmaceutical tech. Its a science course.. I was okay with it since i love maths and science. But then i dunno that this course turns to something unexcpected.
First day of sch, was late fr IPC(Inorganic and Physical Chemistry ) Lecture... for 10 mins...
so i sat at the back.. the lesson has already started. Teacher is teaching abt some electron cloud and stuffs.. and i dun get a single thing cause i was late... FOR 10MINS...
and then i tried asking mates what i dun understand..sometimes turning to google for some help.
And from then on i was weak in chem... not because of late for sch, its because i dun get a single thing.... it is sooo confusing and frustrating~! its hard to cope.~ sighs..
plus u have to balance btw other subjects.
sighs much
and i somehow regret taking this course. and yeah super big regret...
and its not because of chem either.
its 3.35 am now... i need to sleep. im having this YOG thingy tmrw. hope my day gets better. :/
uhmm cya
-out-
EFFED UP
Thursday, May 27, 2010 .
I act like this cause i want to release my stress.
I couldnt take poly life
I make the wrong choice of course
I suck at every subject except for maths
This seriously sucks.
I hate that.
Sry, everyone had their own moments.
Now i know how u feel, ira.
Retribution for me. I guess.
WTH~!!!!!
I hate this feeling. OMG
WTH???
.
I NEED GPA 3.7 AND ABOVE
I WANT GET INTO UNI~~~!!!!
Kay fine, back to studies now,
and btw, please say thank u after all that ive done to u guys.
Damn it
Friday, May 21, 2010 .
I was damned pissed off by him.
Okay, super pissed off.
And btw, im pissed off right now.
So, ive had a bad bad bad bad bad day today.
End up late in sch.
Never eat breakfast and lunch.
End up eating dinner.
Damn it, i need to gain more weight.
Prom night, should i go?
Hmmmm.
SIGHS.
I need to catch up with studies.
I really need to do that.
I must do that.
I need to get GPA 3.7/8/9 or maybe GPA 4.0
I need that. I need that.
SHIT IM IN NO MOOD HOMEWORK RIGHT NOW.
SUPER SLEEPY.
I NEED TO FINISH MY HW BY TODAY.
IM HUNGRY.
I MIGHT EAT AGAINxD
I feel so stress right now, havent study yet but feel the stress already.
SIGHS
IVE GT JAPANESE AND IPC ON MONDAY.
GREEATTT COMBINATION~
DAMN IT.
I SHOULD REALLY STOP CURSING.
klah. i better start eating lol