Me with one of the guys at sempang before running into the rain!!

WOW!! its been a long time!! have been so busy with the preparations for the camp..This camp rocks man!! To me, this wasnt the end, it was the begining, begining of a deeper relationship with GOD!!Honestly, planning food for approx 90 people for 4 days is no joke, you are practically running here and there making sure that food is here on time and well prepared warm and having the youths enjoy...This camp wasnt a camp where i learnt things through going through it, it was the camp where i applied what i've learnt and i get to see the impact of it...each time i go out alone to get supplies like syrup, breakfast supper and a acceptional weird looking biscuit for Jacko, i keep praying, and ask for God's help, and i tell you, many miracles happen right in fornt of my eyes..



As i reflected on this camp, counting the 4 days, i only slept 10 hours...i guess it was the joy in Him that kept me revived!! i just seem to do things i never usually do...there was once, i was so stressed up over lunch, i prayed and i just walked to the multi purpose hall and saw these pair of seniors dancing the cha cha..so i said in my heart, God!! im gonna dance for you!! i dont care if i dance like a bird or some panguin, im gonna dance for YOU!! and just went in with Barry and before i knew it, i was shaking my body with this senior lady who was so cool man!!! then a whole group of youths like jia jun, justin, jing xian, and many more danced with me!!thanks guys, you made my day...after that, my stress gone!!, i was revived again!!! and i prepared dinner with full of joy!!


Bowling was fun man!! came to the same lane with rach, yiying, kelyn and victor, whoa!! really had fun man!!The way rach and yiying played were super cute lah!! i laugh till buttock pain sia..kelyn was the pro there man!! victor and i were the anyhow throw ball dudes...imaging playing canoe polo with a bowling ball!! haha!!

Overall this camp had an ympact on me!!..

Will be leaving for jakarta in 12 hours from now, Merry Christmas!!

Whoa! this week has been a very tiring and stressful one, lots of projects and assignments that carry heavy weightage to my overall.. All have to be claered by this week..no time man!! pushed 85% my work and assignments to the first 2 days for wednesday's TOFU and the rest to slowly do on the last 2 days of the week before i can totally enjoy my long waited holiday!! Due to the work load and the inconsistant watch over my health, had a flu, sore throat and whats best!, i lost my voice...i sound like a horney toad lah!!whoa...

Better heal fast man!...

Sigh.. This coming week will be a heavy one, have to submit 3 work projects and a high percentage assignment plus canoe trg on alt days...on top of that, all my cousins, my bro and my mum just left for Jakarta today..leaving me, the only cousin in Singapore because why? its still school for me till 17dec...sigh..the feeling is making me get fits man!! BUT Hey!!! after this week,its playtime, endure man!! ENDURE!! The JOY of the Lord is my Strength!...

The deeper you look, the deeper you feel, the more your heart pounds like thunder rolling continuously in your chest, a tickling feeling flows around the heart moving to your shoulders gently..telling you something, something that can't be spoken...something that makes you want to look more,more and more...You want to let go of the other feelings, you try to let go, release it, forget everything except this..each day it grows, stronger and stronger you try to forget it but it comes back eveytime you start thinking, a sudden outburst of that feeling fills your whole body and you cant help it but get mismerised.....but.....your feelings are already attatched...

Wow, this week has been an interesting one!! mon and tue was as usual after the exams and the feeling was lightening, my heart was more free and joyful! Class ambience was better as we have released ourselves from the stress in our exams, we become delarious again! as usual, the gals ah, always hyperactive!!one thing i like about this class is the habit of encouragement! even when we are in our most sick or down feeling, we still do that...there was once, i really had no mood to study after 5 hours of non stop lecture cum tutorials without break, 3 of my class gals came over, bought be 3 nice tarts from the shop at the swimming pool and said-come on xiao pang! eat these and you'll recharge for the rest of the tutorials!! come on!! i was surprised! although this is simple, im encouragd by their heart for walking quite a distance(which gals dont normally do) to get me my favourite tart! it made my day man!!

Went shoe hunting with Anna and clarice, i think im immuned to shopping already..in chinese terms-xi guan already...thats why i think poly exposes us a lot to these stuff...i realised i've learnt alot from my friends from poly about these cosmetics and all those things that pertain to female youths...trust me, i had no choice but to learn these stuff coz its part of my major project in marketing for my final year...went over to her place and fix the christmas tree, whoa nice sia!...In the process, help anna with her stuff for her dinner bash, whoa!! strong!! taunted over and it was fun man! i was practically talking nonsense the whole time boy, haha!!Rent is a nice show!!

Fri was a strong day man!! went to school super early man!! went for 2 hrs of econs tutorials then CANOE POLO!! we canoed from 5 in the evening when the sun was about to set till 9 at night when the spot lights were off..shiok man!...

Whoa,the stert of this week as cool man!! especially after the exams!!!canoe polo and spring has been back to its usual and i'm so excieted every time i go!! whoa, imagine after the exams you go out canoeing with the team at around 5 when the sun is about to set in Kallang and you row peacefully pass suntec, then under the bridge then back to the stadium, whoa, the view is just undescribable boy!!!wait till i take a pict of it!!..Class is just getting better and better!! by the time i finish typing what happened, my eyes would start seeing pretty things!!haha, jkin..

Went to dye my hair with this weird good looking brand dye with anna and clarice, whoa! good looking meh?? the results were awesomely weird man!!! i had patches of colour over my head and my class said it was kinda funky and started fluffing my precious hair!!argh!!but, its the experince hah, thats more fun than the results...!

I shall begin with the end... its an octagen a series of complicated reactions that leads to no end...overall, to end the confusion,i shut it down..and create another one...its easier that way...So here it is, the new edition..