Coffeeshop nite 2005

it has ended. to me, its a benchmark for the end of the year. acc to my bio clock, i have one more day left for the year 2005. acc to time, well, i have 22hrs more. haha.

today.
God held the weather. God has His plans lar. But if it were to rain, haha. nah, dun wanna think abt it. but the weather was good today.

food.
perfectly fine. like juz nice man. yays for eveleen, glen and the aunties!

performances.
programme went smoothly..char, daniel and nigel. well done for all the careful plannings and tough discussions. well done elaine and leon for being our emcees tonight!

prayer.
grace and jas, well done for emphasizing and involving the ministry as far as possible. prayer its like impt lar. cannot do it with own strength. only with God's, then we're safe.

publicity.
haha. ok lar. banner nice. thanks to rachael. the cards, response slip and all super nice. haha. :)

yup. committee headed by lorraine and lydia. they've done a great job in encouraging through msges and all lar. thank God for them. thank God for the emphasis.


well. its finally over. juz rpray that lessons learnt wil be applicable in the future. on my part, thanks for the ppl helping out with ushering and registration.. demi, ulrica, shaun, marcus, joel, amy, selene, faith, ryan and avriel. thank u

and and and....

my friends came!!
sara, chengen, ZEN!, theresa, aunty dolly, jasmine, yuanting and shaun.hope that they've had a great time, though i wasn't with them.

hmm.
smth to share. u know that mac old aunty... she came! i'm gonna tell u all abt it right now. basically, i only fished out these information from her. "opposite block, 12 floor". and told her to meet me and leon at mac at 6pm. apparently, she didn't turn up, expectedly, as usual. so leon and i went to search for her. so, using the info, by faith, we went to the opp block (there were many blocks opposite mac.). kping fingers croseed, went to 12th floor.
ok. so we were sort of judging the house lar. we ignored those houses those fanciful grills. ok. this is purely done by God's grace lar. then, after knocking on 3 doors and searchin, we wanted to give up. seriously. but told leon lar. since we're here, aiya, juz go and whack on all lar. haha.
so at the last house, outside, there's a few old umbrellas.. so its like.. okok.. high chance. knock on the door- no response. wanted to leave. but like the last house, then felt like should wait longer.. maybe old.. so take longer time to reach the door. 5mins. then the door opened...
it was a man. so we were like describing and all the old lady, he was like.. hmmm. maybe sure sure. in chinese. so i went into the house to peak in. whahahah! found her.
like strike 4D can. felt super darn happy. its like purely by God's grace and faith lar. pro not. hahha. but super shiok lar. so like we took 20mins from her house to walk to sav main entrance. until really cannot tahan.. so called aunty violet down with her vehicle to drive her up.
so yea. she went.
haha

at the event. attempted to share the gospel with the old man,... in chinese. hahaha. totally. chinese. ahha. foreign man. ahha. then ok lar. they ate alot. and he said he enjoyed himself, and that if any more event, can go look for him. ok. so the old lady is 89 yrs old. and her son is 55. yup.

thank God lar.
as for the event itself, kinda regretted that didn't eat much of the food. heard that it was great. but ok lar. at least at some nuggets and the siew mai that mama provided. :)


on another note. coffeeshop nite this yr is really big lar. personally, i feel like revamp. to me, i feel that previous yrs, it felt more homely, and for the church. and for church members who felt not family-ish today.. haha.. err.. well, nxt time yea. well well wlel. many lessons learnt.


i love jOy's song. haha. its stuck in my head now. and..I AM DISAPPOINTED COZ MY MP3 FAILED ON ME! HMPH girl band recorded only half. and NOTHING for Joy's band!. :(
but. oh well.s thank God tonite's was a great time of bonding yea.

ok. better rest. tc all. spend ur last day wisely. :)


all thanks to da sound.


the villians. hahahahhaa.


the heros. ahaha. from right. pluck, squirt, blow. haha. can't rmbr name for eyebrown plucker.. but nxt is diaper boy.. then superman. haha.


young men band.


food!


xyz's cell.


prayer. dark threatening clouds. and indeed, weather was great.


my friends who came! haha. so happy to see them in church. really. there's this inner joy.. haha.

rehearsal

ok. today was rehearsal.

btw.. haha. the song can be quite irritating. but the chourus is nice.
haha.
the time now is actually 2:33am. but i want to retain the date of everything. so yea. changed the time to 11:59. ahha. okok.


everyone's gettin tired. hoho. seriously. have to remind u guys that.. ITS THE HOLIDAYS! haha. dun dun dun get burnt out yea. all for His grace yea. rocks lar. ahha. enjoy company.

one thing abt church stuff... is that when u're workin and workin and workin, somehow, u're juz happy. happy for ur purpose, happy coz there's friends around. right to say that? yup.


*lovin every bit of it. ahha.

ok. to end off. i love my dear cousin today. haha. everydya lar. but today, it's her bday. so yup EVELEEN! ahhaha. thank u for being one of the many arteries in my heart. haha.

Endless Journey- Riverdance (Bill Whelan)

Endless Journey
Brian Kennedy, Tsidii Le Loka, The Riverdance Singers and The Amanzi Singers
Amazon, the Liffey and the shimmer and the ripple
And the Volga and the Fergus and the Tagus and the Nile
Uisce in the Shannon and the Chico Colorado
Waikato, Rio Grande and the ripple in the tide

The gully and a gushing and an ebbing and a flowing
Irrawaddy, Pilcomayo, Mississippi and the Lee
Trickly-oozing in the Lagan, Orinoco and Zambezi
Ubangi and the Congo and Mackenzie to the sea

A pooling and a pouring and a flooding and a flushing
From the Purus to Parana, from the Tigris to the Thames
Guadiana, Guadalquiver, Brahmaputra, Colorado
And the Apalachicola-Chattahoochee and the Seine

Surging and a-showering and a-spouting and a-spilling
In the Albany, the Oder and the Ural and the Ooze
Dordogne and the Danube and Dnieper and the Dodder
Paraguay and Tokachi and Shinano Vera Cruz

Amazon, the Liffey and the shimmer and the ripple
And the Volga and the Fergus and the Tagus and the Nile

The heart will find a home, the ship will find a harbor
A haven for the soul until the storms subside
Ah but when the warmer wind blows
And when the golden light glows
We face into the dawn and float out on the tide

Fire may burn and the sky may thunder
Heroes crumble and the sun may fall
As the river circles on its endless journey
I will follow you

Amazon, the Liffey and the shimmer and the ripple
And the Volga and the Fergus and the Tagus and the Nile
Uisce in the Shannon and the Chico Colorado
Waikato, Rio Grande and the ripple in the tide

A pooling and a pouring and a flooding and a flushing
From the Purus to Parana, from the Tigris to the Thames
Guadiana, Guadalquiver, Brahmaputra, Colorado
And the Apalachicola-Chattahoochee and the Seine

Amazon, the Liffey and the shimmer and the ripple
And the Volga and the Fergus and the Tagus and the Nile

We sail into the sun, our hope is the horizon
And just as we've begun, it seems that we've arrived
Ah an everlasting journey
A hungering and yearning
Around the river runs and rushes through our lives

Fire may burn and the sky may thunder
Heroes crumble and the sun may fall
As the river circles on its endless journey
I will follow you

Fire may
burn and the
sky may
thunder
Heroes
crumble and the
sun may
fall

As the river circles on its endless journey
I will follow you

Fire may burn and the sky may thunder
Heroes crumble and the sun may fall
As the river circles on its endless journey
I will follow you
I will follow you

bdays.

Happy Birthday _______ !

2- Xue yan
7- Wei Ming
7- Lorraine
10- Peter Moey
11- Lydia
12- Sean Chia
15- Jovin
17- Shaun Chua
22- yang
24- zhi hao
25- Jesus
25- Albert
27- Jeremiah thong
28- Eveleen
29- Jasmine Tan



(:




well well well. dec babies. quite a no. ar. sure missed out some ppl. haha. okok. record record record down!

today.
saw nat for the last time. :( and met up sch friends for lunch. somehow, when i saw sara, geraldyne, cheng en and nat, felt v happy. like whoa. miss them alot. and guess wad. sara, cheng en , theresa n ALL are coming to SA! wheee. haha. 1st day having alot of plans. wondering if we'll be late. haha. well, i have 3 days to go and discover new routes.

ok.
then, was combined cell dinner. cooked so much food that we could not finish. yang's cell was there as well. ahah. and today, the news of the new cells are broken.
okk.for those wondering.. what are cells.. haha. not the biological stuff.. its a grp of ppl whom meet up together to learn mroe about what we believe in. its fun! :). yup.
so ok.
i'll be in lynette and elaine's cell. not sure of timing yet, but really pray that sa won't eat up my saturdays although we're stil in the same location. ahha.

today, my heart keep aching. as in physically lar. haha. like when i'm gg to burp, ahaha. then pain. twice liao. pray ar.


well well well.
not feeling very bloggish today. so i'll end here.



the change of music is due to the blechness of the old song. ahhaa. so yar. this song if from Riverdance. this celtic; irish grp. smth like tap dance, just that it only involve movements of the legs only. so yea. kinda cool.

born to b pianoist. ahahhahahaha.workin on it now. haha.

boxing day.

its been a year for the victims.
1 yr has passed, living in with the loss of loved ones. imagine the torment that they have to go through. well, keep these ppl in ur prayers.

tmr.
NATASHA TAN SHU MIN is leaving!! 2 long yrs. i'm gonna miss her tons. i hope to see her offf. my close worker in the exco board. my english oral tutor. ahhahaa. train me hard for my o's. fluent speaker, public speaker. loud girl. sweet and scary. haha. juz gonna miss her alot. nat, i know this is not gg to help but.. DUN GO!

ahhaha.

today. really happy that i spent the whole day like that. went to pasir ris park, beach, fire flies and all. it's gonna be a long long long till i do this kind of things. well, pray. cherish. really happy today. had a really relaxin, enjoyable and memorable time... its been quite awhile.




well.
its e new year. apprehensive? haha

no modification. purely by casio exilm 7.0

Christmas Day!

ok. another day has passed. Christmas has passed. all e preparation, all today.. done.

i thank God that i managed to finished all the gifts in time. piang. last night didn't slp at all can. had solomon to acc me online.. then jermone. haha. like take turns like that. bascially was panicking when i was like no where near ending when i saw the clock showing a 4.30am. and i was barely alive. haha.
thank God for sustaining through.


"Whatever you do, do it with all your heart, as working for the Lord, not for men"
- colossians 3:23 -


i guess its gonna be stuck in my head, considering writing it 93 times.

haha. so at 7am, started packing up, and headed for church, braving the storm.
haha. okok. as u can see, i'm again high. wahhahahaa. okok. but it was fun, bio clock super screwed i guess.

service. super short sermon. abt e Christmas tree, aka. the Jesse tree.
then after service.. was like mass gift exchange. and so on....


ok.. famous lines upon reciving my gifts..

"Eeee.. where did u get this photo from??!!"
"Man.. how did do this?"
"Thank u, really like it alot."
"Eeee.. i look so ugly!!!"(quickly covers photo; forgeting that i have all the soft copy in my hands. muahahahhaha)
" Tell me leh, where u get my photo.."
"Ae.. this looks familiar.. hmmmm" (thinks...)

haha. so my ans is... dun forget, i'm a photographer, i have my sources.ahha. amazingly, i have all ppl's photo, except for evan. haha. i got a few of his side profile with his sis all over him at a far distance, so can't rally do much. haha.
well, it was fun giving out gifts, seeing ppl's reactions and expressions. ahaha.

today,saw e tan and ng family take family photo with uncle leong's cam. really envious. come to think of it, i think we only like took 1 or mayb 2 family photo in my whole life during christmas, or rather, i let 14 chances slipped away. anyways. GRRRRRRRRR. ROAR. meow. hhaha.

ok. this yr christmas, abit _____. canot find e word. was ALRIGHT lar. spent whole day with ulrica and eveleen, then dinner with the Ho family, aka, cousin, plus dear ulrica. haha. then watched day after tmr dvd at her house.
whole afternoon, slpt like dead log, not knowing if anything happens around me.


ok. but i'm happy today. :) u know why.


btw. one precation: pls IDENTIFY urself when u give presents, coz really, in the midst of all the hustle and bustle, the mind is not strong enough to capture the giver. thank u. thank ye all ppl who gave me stuff for christmas. seriously, givin me a sheet of fool scap paper with loads of paper would make me amile already. ahhah.


somehow, i miss gg out with the girls like. big grp kind. lorraine, lydia n alll all all. its gonna be turft again nxt yr i guess. haiz. a few more days.



okok. i'm tired, i'm off.
Lastly, as a girl of sixteen, MERRY CHRISTMAS!

my master piece.

MERRY CHRISTMAS.

ok. Christmas Eve is over. freak out. time is flying like mad.

okok. abit cranky. considering the amt of slp i had. tonite, one more nite. juz more more nite. hhahhaa. (play the music: Just one more night.. just one more nittteee..) hahaha. okok. shoosh.

i was super darn awake for watchnight service. praise God.
to summarise... 4pts from Pastor..
1) God is an uncreated God.
2) God is a sending God.
3) God is a persistant God.
4) God is a human God.

i like Pastor's sermons. they're really orgainsed. like u know when its gonna end, when he's gg on a nxt pt and all. an easy i-can-take-down-what-u've-said sermon. and his analogies are super fuunny lar. haha.

okok.
the service was at 11pm. eating through 12am. haha. there comes the msges and all. massive flood of infra red waves, killing millions of brain cells. sads.

anywyas. after service, ran for the last train, literally. with leon and his friend amos.they were heading for town. those 2 were mad. or should i say, are mad. they go around wishing ppl merry christmas. i had to keep my distance. had to.

anyways. thank God, i kope all the last trains! haha. thank God k. only by God's grace. super scary lar. like everywhere u go.. "the last train at platform A is approaching in 2 mins.. pls..." everywhere can. coz i came from potong pasir, NEL line. had to change to a train at douby ghaut.. then change another one at city hall.
ok.
train rides- horendous.


everyone was literally sandwiched. thank God for the train towards Bedok, it wasn't that crowded.
but there were vandals. spraying snow flakes all over the stations.
while on the way to bedok.. ppl, mostly mutts(is this how u spell?) kp saying merry christmas to everyone on the train, including me.
freak out. was alone can.
in little desperation, msged my friend. and yes, network jam. grrr. torment. haha. actually no lar. not that bad. basically, ppl were juz partyin on the train, spraying the can of ribbons and all lar. litter was everywhere.


so as i was wallking.
was thinking.. does all these ppl really know wad are they celebrating for? or issit juz another occasion to party wildy, nation-wide. really pity. felt like some holy moly person on the train, at my little corner in observation. seriously. they were high. like mrt for teenagers like that. really wanted to like shout out.. "its Jesus' birthday!! SALVATION SALVATION SALVATION". haha. if i do that, that's it man. siaow liao.
but seriously. its a neither-here-nor-there situation. needed, wanted, but juz could not.

okok.

anyways. on the way home, bedok was amazingly dark and quiet. perhaps the mutts, bengs and all are all at china black or town party, clubbin like mad. oh well, me, and my nice music gadget, jamed phone walked home peacefully giving time to spend with God w/o disctrations, besides the fear. thank God for that period of time. coz now.. muz chiong chiong chiong. 1/2 way more. cann give up. haha.


dear Lord, i commit this night unto u. let it be a worship to you yea. and btw, Happy Birthday! Love u always. :)

this is super funny.from dear sam!!!. hahaha. btw. thank u for all the friends who sent me christmas cards, u guys are making me feel guilty. ahhahaa. i'll get back to u guys as soon as i can. haha. meanwhile, MERRY CHRISTMAS! haha.

Carols by Candlelight 2005

the food is like super good can. the soup v nice.

must honour all the aunties can. heard like they started preparing since last night.. then this morning went to aunty ann's house to cook at 7am. pro anot. somemore my mama got baby to take care.
its gd for my mum lar actually. so old still so strong. seriously. she's like as strong as dad lar. can compete with the ruggers. and i'm serious.


haha. dance was aright. music from the band was GOOD. duh. uncle hoi kheng. he knows how to play ALL kinds of songs, literally, not exaggerating.

skit was as usual, super funnny. thanks to mr. winston, or rather, aunty britney. first its super man, then aunty britney. haha. totally. wonder what is he up to for coffeeshop nite. haha.


thank God for today. happy to see ppl around. hopefully as another year goes by, we'll still rmbr the reason why christmas is celebrated, and cherishing our friends and loved ones.

hope that swl is doing fine at korea. or rather, enjoying himself. haha. jas is back from CHINA! cool ar. haha. and she feels that sg is super hot.. considering a -10 degress over there.

so...
thank God for salvation.
thank God so much ar. love Him so duper much.
Merry Christmas.

the dancers.:) pretty ballerinas. haha.

the skit. hahahha. presenting ms post-it-obsessed, ms new girl, mr cry baby, and aunty britney. haha.

the laughter. wintson's workpiece.

at australia. i think. our last overseas trip ever. haha. one of the 7 wonders of the world k. haha .

kcal (go figure.)

things r really progressin.

its christmas.
was looking back at the gd ol' days of coffeshop nite at ah hood road. miss the times. thanks Gland for all e wonderful video clips. haha.

the end of yr is coming soon. kinda ggrrrr..
mixed feelings. tied, knotted, vulneearble.
so, pray for strength and ablity to focus. i know God provides a way. God builds us.

i thank God so much for ppl. i really miss dad. really long for a family dinner lar. ji dan. man man man. gd gd gd ol' times. whee. :) haha.

during one of the cny. basically, the only surving ones are me, and eve... that's big ol' dad and pohpoh ivy. haha. okok. food food food.

music

well well.

i've really been spending time with bass and piano. trying to catch these 2, neglectin my electric abit. and feels so unknown to the electric.

back trackin..when i was around 3-4 yrs old. mama asked me to chhoose e dance / music route. (ballet/piano). happily, dance. and kinda feel that abit of wasted, and regretful. music is my passion. grrr. roar. imagine if i chose piano. would be like duno wad grade now lar. and a proper musician, who would have known theory.

that's one thing that frustrates me. theory. so so so lacking in it. yes, feel. but theory is super essential. feel like gg all e wat back to square one and take up grade one piano and slowly rise up like peter moey.

anyways. in my music journey, i've met, bascially to start with, 2 super talented ppl. one of which daniel lim, who opened doors to nigel's and my guit life.
and next, Joy. she inspires me so so so so much, with her fire for God, passion and knowledge for music realy brings hope to ppl like me.

she wants to really use music to make a difference in life. writing songs is her emmotional outlet, and really her soongs captures the soul.
well, u'll hear one of those in coffeeshop nite 2005. :P. 4-man band. pro.
trust me. nigel and i really can feel it during practices. she started off with piano and moved on and on and on... and i really duno wad else she plays now. juz like peter moey.

these few days with Joy, really, the emphasis of the grace of God is there. i've learnt so so much spiritually too. thank God for her. use us as instruments.
and also, really by God's grace that we're playing for her. nigel and i agrees that its not by coincidence that i'm playin bass, and he, the drums. joy's on guit and singing, with xyz on backup. so u see a switch of roles here. i'm excited.

debating to put which songs on my blog. I will Carry You, by clay aiken.. or You Give Me Life, by jason morant... okok
i will carry u. for all u bz ppl out there. :)



Artist: Clay Aiken
Song: I will carry you
Album: Measure Of A Man
[" Measure Of A Man " CD]

Yeah, I know it hurts
Yeah, I know you're scared
Walkin' down the road that leads
To Who-Knows-Where

Don't ya hang your head
Don't ya give up yet
When courage starts
To disappear
I will be right here

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever
Said that life's
An easy thing
That's the beauty of it
When you lose your way
Close your eyes
'N' go to sleep
Wake up to
Another day

When your world
Breaks down
And the voices tell you,
Turn around
When your dreams give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you're fallin' behind
I will carry you

You should know now
That you're not alone
Take my heart and we will find
You will find
Your way home

When your dreams
give out
I will carry you
Carry you
When the stars
Go blind
And the darkness starts to
Flood your eyes
When you've fallen
Behind
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you





tell u smth. i love JASLIN KOH CAI FERN lar. she sent me a card can. ahaa. and also, elizabeth tan lar. haha. man man man. i miss all of em. i miss how we fought, argue, bicker, chao face all together. then at the end of the day, learnt so so much together. God's grace. i really respect jaslin alot. she's one of my role model. (maybe i should start sending christmas cards..)


the baby in my house is crying. now. at 12:38. poor mama.


anyways.
i'm starting to enjoy enjoy enjoy. sooooooo many things gg on in my life now.

heavy yet light. when will i ever be satisfied?

20th.

sucha significant date.

#20.
- mum's engagement/ marriage (duno which one)
- my bday
- dad left
- :) -1 (haha)
- ETC; eg:today.

today.
my cam! i got it back. missed it so so much. $99.75 might as well say $100. AND THEN, THE ZOOM BUTTON SPOIL CAN. cheat me. gg back to the super duper tall building, which requires ic and a sign-in signature, and COMPLAINT AR. haha. polietly, and resonably of course.
i demand no payment made.

ok. shall seee if i havve the time to do so tmr. hopefully can be down by christmas or smth.

tmr. haha. trng, then joy's band prac, then girl band prac, then dance prac. haha. cool ar. see how.
then then, need to find time to go photoshop develop christmas gifts. ahhah. so roughly, u guys hae a gyst of it.


carolling today.
girls all dolled up. really chio lar. wore what i wore for grad, for owing to the too short skirt,.. i wore another longer one. so anyways. phew. finally back to shorts. hars.
kinda fun.
but atmosphere seems different. miss CASSANDRA CHEW loads. learnt from her how to harmonise last time. miss ppl like jun min, aloy, andrew, joy and all. miss them.
nevertheless, we had fun. ;) guests smiled. ;)


aren't u excitied? christmas, birth of da SAVIOUR! =) wheee.

carolling 2005.

introducing: shaun, sean, shaun, sean. :) (chua, lee, lee, chung) [clockwise]

let me know if u're coming!

all grown up.

sam- vjc
shu hua- vjc
geraldyne- mjc
elizabeth seah- mjc
jaslin- tpjc! grrr.
melanie- tjc
marianne- tjc
amanda- mjc
dazz- cjc



all grown up man.
friends. gg higher level of education. teritary liao.
today... at the 70th bday dinner, all our(eve, selene and i) childhood friends ar there.
its like.. whoa. working?! waiting for directions and all.
and we, we got bored!. ahha. we nv get bored. there was catching, hide and seek and all. hmmms. miss all e old times man.


seriously. to think of it, i dun want to grow up. hahaa. childish~. pros and cons lar. haha.

*
enjoy, cherish, treasure, appreciate. more than ur 2 cents worth. :)

PAE DSA REJOICE.

whooohooooo. Today is fun.

Sara, gland got into SAJC!!!!
abby got into her dream TJC...shuneng, lizzy, steph will all be there..

and and and and...

heard that in sa, there will be sam lim. currently, hoping for shayna and ermm. (wads her name...) y__ to get in.
in sa, there will be yl and his sji bowlers.
strong team, tough fight. challenges laid for thee battlefield.

and and and....

many more friends gg SA.

wheee....

AND AND AND AND AND..

char, nigel, eve, faith gg SERVE programme at the diocese centre. whoohoo.. so its like.. SAV unites all. all my friends will be everywhere. the sa boys from church, the serve ppl, the jc ppl, the bowling ppl.

SAV truly unites in distance-wise.


i guess next year is gonna be wow whee for me. not sure.
got interviewed by the tchrs in SA today, during trng. askin abt wad sub combi u want.. kinda discouraged when he say need to take arts. grrr.
and they follow strict stuff.

abit worrying for my o level results. and there comes the regret.
i did my best lar. but i think i still can do better?

haha. man. i'm nv satisfied.

ok. haha. i recieved my bday gift from william today. interesting eh. haha. ok. its a billabong bag. kinda shocked, but thankful. haha.

anyways. today trng, i was tired mentally. kept thinking alot on the lines and rev and all. but is a trng that kcians have lost. zen and i agreed that we wasted 2 yrs under whoever. yes, we learnt alot on balls, and oiling, but our passion wasn't restored. we learnt alot throuhg harships, but ain't enough for us to pull through for the next laps.
sa trng proved hopeful for zen and i. happy to be tired, and perspiring.



i'm happy today. tons of mixed feelings, but overall :D. haha. man u gotta experience wad i'm feelin now. haha. bz yet free. tired yet not tired. happy, yet sad. and all. haha. it goes on.....


I can't thank God more that i can. God's plans r to prosper us. i pray tt all thy ppl will go forth in praises and thanksgiving.


i'm so excitied abt SAV. there's sara! and ahaha. yes yes.. the rest, well.. it goes on. hahahaa. life keeps going on eh...........

actually...

haha. right.

i duno. i wanted to blog smth 'heavy' but.. i'm too high now. haha.

hmm. i'm still not well. basically, it got worse. coughing like still grasping for air... so i still need ur prayerss.. sorethroat seems to be getting horrible too. BUT, my tap is not leaking as bad liao! hahaha. the nose la. haha. anti-biotics rockcs.


i want to thank God for one thing today. this morning was super letargic, tired, seemingly overcomed and engulfed by the virus. haha. no drive to have any adrenaline to go church. juz so tired.. so msged rach that i can't go and finish e banner. then later.. i forgot who called.. to tell me there's band prac, and i'm needed.. haha.
but i still didn't hv strength.
then.. demi called... and asked if i'm church... i replied.."at home" ahha. so haha.
but i still didn't hv strength.
then eveleen called.. and asked where am i. ahha. at home. haha. then she was like.. mission dance prac was like over.. and the band prac is in 14 mins time. haha. right.

then i was like. wha. die die must go. and it cropped up to me that i must be in church today anyways, for the pp outreach rehearsal.

so, i guess i'd better listened to big papa up there lar. so much media reinforcement. i prayed for strength.
then happily, i put in my pedal, wear my shoes, and off to church. :)

i took the TAXI. $6.80/- grr.

and and and. i thank God for protecting me.
coz like.. on the road.. there's this medium sized rock that hit the windsccreen infront. big 'BAAAK' sound. freak out. then the windscreen cracked. ok.
the driver was like.. ok. haha.
it was directly infront of me lar. i was sitting behind, but it was in a position that if it were to penetrate throught, it would have hit me. so i was in a state of a little shock. but the windscreen did not shatter or anything. thank God.
thank God that it wasn't raining or anything.. coz i really dun want to imagine what would happen.


so safely, i reached church.



okok. serious note.


i've learnt, and hv been reminded alot by jere thong's words... coz he was sharing with us about giving ur best to God and all. it sounds cliche and all.. but seriously, the way he phrased it. nice.
then it came to a point where i start to esclate up my level of expectation. i q, we are all christians, and all of us are cleansed by the blood of Chirst, recieving salvation (i hope all.), why do ppl still feel so blech? so easily defeated.
and the question goes on and on and on and on till i, myself gets irritated.

anways. i juz hope that all the ppl in e world will give their best in wadeva they do. no point doing things half-heartedly, striving only minimun. come on lar, there's more to it.








James 1:2-6 (New International Version)
"2Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. 4Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. 6But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind"

virus

wheee. i'm been down by virus.

juz came back from teens and youth camp on fri and sat. the mos lax camp i've ever been to. really gd to unwind, listen to ppl and juz have pure fun.

and thank God, i was able to join these ppl.

coz morning, had like high fever.. 38.6 and all. so kinda worried that i couldn't go, but rmbred dennis telling nigel and i that the follow-up camp is really impt lar... coz must hear ppl fromm e RACE camp, as awell as share testimony.
so was struggling outta bed. prayed hard to be "i'm alive and well, ur spirit lives within me, because u died and rose again".
haha.
anways. figured out that it might be a spiritual attack. haha. obsrtuctin me from sharin. hmph. ahha. (btw, isst like a sin to keep sayin or rather, blaming barriers that obstruct u from sharring God's stuff, to the devil?)


anways, peter, gave me a dozen kind of medications, literally. it was like super cheap at $18, coz as a doc, he enjoys discounts. haha. and he gave me as my birthday present. haha. w/o consultation fees.
thank God from him. coz he's like my walking dictionary. i keep askin him bio q. ahah. and also, he's suepr gifted, talented in music lar. so he's also ike partially my shifu. so yea. thank God for him.

ytd, went home. the medicine, super strong, made me drowsy. then while on e way home with jas, saw gary. haha. i think he's shock to see me so letargic. seriously, was closin my eyes as i staggered home. thank God for jas that was beside me, if not, i would have collasped and be fast sound asleep on the ground.


anyways. on the 30th dec, our church havin this event called coffeeshop nite it'll be at 6.30pm. a time where ppl come together to celeberate christmas, esp for those who dun celebrate at their homes. a time of performances, music, and food! and admission, is FREE. so do come along if u are interested, let me know k.
pls let me know if any of u wants to come or bring friends. :) it'll be fun.


and this coming sat is potong pasir outreach.
kinda stress with the guit, coz really not gd at playin carols and pulling them off nicely. and it'll be like a reachout thing, so, thus,
i URGE u fellow christian friends to pray for this event, coz really want thieir hearts to be opened lar. and pray for salvation. prayer is really impt. i duno how to reinforce this, but juz want to let u know that its gd to be safe now, than to regret later.


whee. i'm tired.
i guess i'm stopping here. haha. nite. pls pray k. take care.

my erm.. highly best shots? haha. its my screen saver now. i duno how to put it, but it speaks alot of God's grace, creation, beauty, protection, strength and love. i think the team will understand the roads and paths.

sheng ren's fans. this guy really bring joy to the team. ahhaha.

sunrise or sun set? haha. it sunrise. haha. nice eh. one of my favourite shots.

the children on the van, ahha. in Hoho tribe. i love them. see see. the action songs!!!

bloggin

hmm. not really enthu abt blogin abt my life.

juz goona plop posts here and there. haha. like what i'm doin now, with photos. and the posts for one day is goona stretch.. like now. haha.

whole agenda, has.. erm... hmm. shifted? altered?

anyways. happy viewing the photos. u can't kope them k. haha. i know u guys have ur ways of koping. my friends, feel free to.. but for those whom i do not know personally, pls, pls do tell me, with ur integrity.

thank u.

haha. dun worry. i'm still MARIAN POON. hahaha. craps. haha.

(btw, the lyrics for this song is like.. scroll down ar. nice. ahha. having fun hearing this song while its raining and storming with bolts of lightning and thunder outside.)

man. i misss my super cam. the pao-kah-liao cam. its still injured on the desk. goona send for repair, parting with it soon. pray for it. sucha gd opporunity to take photo NOW.

pls pray for zhen's aunty in LA.. she met with an accident and is in serious condition. prayer in impt, essential and powerful.

i love this shot alot. taken my nigel while fiddling with my cam. lovely isn't it. it captures it all. the dept of it.

dr peter moooooooeeeyy. and an akha lady. peter cool ar. haha. of course wad, my spect. ahha jkjk. i like this shot. ;)

the kids at hoho tribe. super fun lar. so so so so so so so adorable. i feel like smuggling them back to singapore. u can't get these smiles anywhere else. serious. kids in sg dun smile that frequently these days. i miss all of them.

a lunch hoho tribe. happy shot huh. =). (part of the team)

in another sch at padeng. aunty chris, nigel and my class.GRADE 1. so cute right. aruni, pu pa, nattawut,natiwat, somchat, prasert. (i guess the spelling all wrong). but we really love our class alot. taught them duck song.. and all. really fun in trying to communitcate with eng.

pro not. at samaki sch. the 'hot' guys from our dear team ARE nigel, daniel, avriel. haha. poor thing. this shot is taken in daniel's class. yes. poor thing huh.

Here With Me - Mercy Me

Here With Me Chords by Mercy Me, www.Ultimate-Guitar.Com

Song: Here With Me
Artist: MercyMe

Listen to the song for strum pattern. Rate it.

Chords Used:
B F#m A E Dsus2 Asus2 C#m
e|-------2----0----0-----0-------0-------4---|
B|-------2----2----0-----3-------0-------5---|
G|--4----2----2----1-----2-------2-------6---|
D|--4----4----2----2-----0-------2-------6---|
A|--2----4----0----2-------------0-------4---|
E|-------2---------0-------------------------|

Intro: B - F#m - A - E

Verse:
B F#m
I long for your embrace
A E
Every single day
B F#m
To meet You in this place
A E
And see You face to face
B F#m
Will You show me
A E
Reveal Yourself to me
B F#m
Because of Your mercy
A E
I fall down on my knees


Chorus:
B F#m
I can feel Your presence here with me
A E
Suddenly I'm lost within Your beauty
B F#m
Caught up in the wonder of Your touch
A E
Here in this moment I surrender to Your love


Break: B - F#m - A - E


2nd Verse:
B F#m
You're everywhere I go
A E
I am not alone
B F#m
You call me as Your own
A E
To know You and be known
B F#m
You are holy
A E
And I fall down on my knees


Repeat Chorus


Bridge:
Dsus2 Asus2 E
I surrender to Your grace
Dsus2 Asus2 C#m Dsus2
I surrender to the One who took my place


Repeat Chorus: (2x)

cracked LCD

Northern Thailand Mission Trip 2005

missin thailand already.

will do a summary.


well, friendships were deepened, bonds were created.
went through thick and thin, which all have to endure, so as to watch and help sow the seeds planted in thailand.

a post wouldn't be enough to portray the 'thaliand disease', which is the urge to prolong ur living there.


haha. for me, the challange is to back off all negative thoughts. every action is accounted for. without the Word of truth, without the power of prayer, we will crumble, fall and definitely unable to perform our best. ahha.another little challenge would be the bathing facitlities. ahha. cold water. haha. kinda cool lar.. after u bathe.. ur would body will emit smoke. aahha.. and when u breathe, smoke comes out. ahha. my dearest bathing partners are lydia and amy. hahaha. so fun to hear new languages upon the cold water touchinn our skin. haha.

medical work was fun, for me. learnt alot on dispensing and identification on medicion. haha. learnt how to take bp! from dr. peter. and other stuff.
whole time, i felt smeely. haha. coz at hoho tribe, the water had a smell.. the food, bathing water and all had a smell.. but neertheless, we had fun.
the kids were so adorable. they smiled.

one thing different about sgsporeans and thais, thais are more open, humble, smiley. they smile at u upon reaching eye contact. its smth we all have to learn.
and when the team dances or do action songs, they do it with u. and its really encouaging.


on the whole, i was tired spiritually, and emmotionally. but, i thought tt thsi mission trip would be a tufter one.. coz of all the 'prep talks' ppl have been giving me. thanks to alll these ppl, my life there was not so a diffuicult one, but an enjoyable experience and a fruitful one.


thanks to all those in singapore who has been prayerfully praying for us. the spirit of God will never abondoned us.and for those 1st time trippers like me, avriel, georga and sheng ren, we all had a great experience.


thinking abt it, should have missed grad n my tournament. haha.
( btw... those who wanted grad pics, its in my webshots. i did not post some of the pictures )
haha.
and also,...as for the mission trip photos, i'm goona compile lydia's, eveleen and my photos... and put them into a cd to pass around. i'll give mervyn a copy.. i think he wants to do smth abt it..



I BROKE MY CAM'S LCD!!!!. so its now like a norm cam. can't use the screen.
but thank God, it was only the 2nd last day that my cam failed me. haha.


i miss thailand!!

Northern Thailand mission trip 2005

2nd half: 26th nov- 4th dec.

grad luncheon

ok lar. was ok.
i was happy to see friends.. all so grown up. like dressed till so preeettyily. =)
sec3 prefects did a gd job on the tchr item thiing.

overall, it was avg... no sheeding of tear. hmm. but we had fun taking photos.
btw.. photos will be up after the 5th dec. too bz at the moment to post all those photos.
i felt.. er.. hard to.. ar.. ah! present myself. coz really.. wondering how girls walk so al-gracefully in their skirts. and really, not easy lar. had to wear smth inside though. :p. great experience lar. haha.
was telling mum.. who helped me to put.. makeup. (hars!).. that it is not performance ar.. dun put so thick ar.. dun put at all better... ahha
then happily.. thick make-up.. went to nat's house to clean some away. ahhaha. tragic.


hmm.
today. i was a photographer. and realised one bad thing abt being one.. u'll won't be part of the grp shots, and ur personal fun times aren't really captured on film.
but, one thing that keeps us gg...is that we help ppl capture moments to cherish.
cool ar. i can help ppl! haha. in a deeper sense.


today, dear gary gave me bday present. ahhaha. sweet lar. ahha. goona miss him when i'm away.. always like a big bro takin care of me.
also, swl. haha. swl would know what swl is toking abt. right swl? needless to say.
ahaha.i'm diverting all calls to SARA PARN, my study kaki(an yes.. that girl smiling juz below this post.). any urgent matters, pls sms me. it'll be gd. thank u.



gonna be bz bz bz this whole hols man.
even bowling tmr. hars.
dun even think i can spend time with my friends.. ahhaha. but yea, i'm enjoying every bit of it! every single bit.


tmr, i'll be flying off!! back on 4th dec.
eexcited. with 3 pro-ly skilled doc. one is neuron!!!, cancer and dentist. so happy. gonna be liker fun filled time with bio lessons. ahha.
haven done my testimonal.. well, i've done.. but too long.. want to write another shorter one.
missing the 1st half ppl in thailand. wonder how are they.


i'm feeling... erm. ahha. mixed lar. alot of things gg on. really hope that i can be a faithful servant be it home, sch or out there. i think this is my first time not seeing mum for 1 wk. usuign camps won't drag till 1 wk. hmm.


pray
pray
pray.



may the peace of the Lord be with u, and always with u.

the sec3 prefects. hmph! we nv got to do such duties! ahhaha. ok lar. they did a good job for the skit cum game thing. hahaha. really amazing that some really stepped out of their comfort zone.

my dear class. preparing for photo. soo shio ar. haha. (shio is => sweet + chio = shio = hot) haha. okok lame lame. but really stunnign to see all so pretty.

the 4 remaining bowlers. shu neng has happily moved on the sailing in tjc, leaving 3 to sajc. haha

2005 graduates. all propped up.

specially dedicated to sara. haha. she's trying to do the -da chang jin- thing..

a new chapter.

well. trng for sa has officially started.
kinda blech that this fri, and nxt whole wk can't go for trng.

it's different from kc. duh... but i felt that the drive was back. competition.

today... i couldn't bowl my best? like.. added tape.. stuck.. remove, drop.. and was lifting the ball alot. speed was horrible. really horible. must get it all back asap.

but... yea. familiar faces. happy ppl. =). besides e 3 kc girls.. there's 2 ijtp girls. ahha. so its like all ij lar. ;) happy. ahha. yay. bond. haha.
but felt that it was wierd to see "once a saint always a saint shirt" in the boling alley.. coz i always see time worn by boys in church or at the basketball court.. so yar.. a nice beginning i guess.

its gonna me tough, personally. striving for the far distant goal of my bowling.

dun worry. i won't let sajc down. will fight hard. only 2 yrs. ony 2 opportunites for big glory for God in nationals.


apart from this, i wanna thank God.
thank God for, juz... erm.. being God.

one eg today... zen and i were lugging our bowling bags in town.. in search for prom stuff... then.. got really blech wif our 'lugages'.. so decided to leave it at the info desk of fareast. and thank God. somehow.. the security guard was like.."hey.. i'm a bowler too.. i bowl. ahha. leave it with me... i understand how u guys feel". man. and he was smiling all the way.. and exchanged some commments on bowling.

God, again, provides huh?
first, a place in sajc.
then a place in bowling.
and now, a place to put my erm.. practical.. err.. burden.


haha. hmmm. been really like sight-seeing... of girl clothing. nv did so much shopping in my life. and all... for girl stuff. like skirt and all those stuff. kinda interestin lar... oh well.

thank God.
i will do u proud.

sports day.

hahaa.
yea right. suppose to triathalon lar.. then weather was wet.. so lazy to step out of bed..
so dragged myself out of bed.. headed to sara's house taking a SBS with 4 wheels. grr..
there wasn't any sun today.. not in laymans terms ar.. so we spent more time togther.. i'm v happy.. coz i composed a song.. then she played it with her piano!.. then we recoreded out duet.. and i'm v happy coz someone's singing my song.
=) and even using the piano.

haha.
so din't intend to swim or run.. juz cycled to ecp.. yes.. happily and painstakingly, with a punctured tyre.

after that.. did alot of things. then went home and get my bowling stuff... annd headed for marine bowl to bowl with yl.

sahara dessert. attempted to send down to pin 10, for pocket shot, went to left gutter. then so grr.. and used my spare ball all e way... played like 5 board on the lane kinda thing..
then we went to tok.. after bowled.. and went home.

i'm tired.. whoo-hooo.. healthly tired.

whee.

its been long since i went out.
i'm so happy to spend time wif e girls. ahaha. so long.so so long.


well.. advance party left b4 the few of us could see them off.. but oh well. pray for them.


prayer covers it all.

wanted to wait till 0554. ahha. abit scared. so im gg to slp now.

been reading my archives. and realised that i was really immature last time. ahhaa. how i grew.
and how... in 2003.. i was so fired up for bowling. practically evyer post was bowling.

happy girl.

day 1 of fun.


well. morning. tourny wasnt like al-fantastic. i attempted to do my best... but haha. 1st division no drive... so a 128, 171, 133. heck lar. haha.
i wanna rule the lanes. haha. *slaps face.
i need bowling shoes. not want, but need. been complaining since sec 2. hahaha. no time to go hunt for a shoe which match my high expectation. hars.


well.


i've learnt alot today. form Joseph.. the speaker for today's teens time.
and i've learnt a BIG THING.

LISTEN.

totally slipped off can. its like.. we pray, we communicate with Him. BUt have we waited.. juz to listen what He has to say?

sucha impt lesson that i have forgotten. thank u God.

also.. we learnt that: being related is not equal to having a relationship.
again. its e famous.. 2-way thing. u talk, and listen.
to go deeper requires...
1) frequecy
2) intamacy.
ahaha
when he mentioned freq, rach and i said -wavelength-. haha. exccessive studies. haha. okok. out of pt.


really thank God for this big lesson. i guess this is like a big lesson for me and ans about 25% of my q. coz its like.. i've neglected God's presence in a personal way. my faith can be shaken with mere questoins like... "what about dinosaurs". whatever it is, juz wanna share with u guys abt this lesson that i've learnt.
for me. if i have a response, i will know the presence. okok. abit laymans (is this how u spell it?) term. but i realy duno how to put across the heavy BIG importance of communication to u guys. haha. Joseph did a wonderful job.

anyways. today.
=).
pls pray for guidance in decisions. :)



after church, draggin my 2 bombs in rolley bag, went to meet swl for movie. =) haha. harry potter. not my thing.. but coz he's uncle company booked the whole cinema at the 815 slot n he had 2 tixs. so i went lor. chevrolet. haha. there;s this manager who gave a presentation b4 the movie started. ahha. and the movie started w/o advertisments. cool lar. aahah.. the pics below are what i saw in the cineama

its been long since we catch up. ahha. not like v long lar. but. ahha. yar. the movie was ok lar. good? as in the way they portray the strength of friendship really amazes me.
ahha. i didn't understand the plot. coz i didn't read or watch anything about harry potter. ahha. but all i knew its that.. they grew up! and harry's e chosen one. haha.
nevertheless.. we had a great supper? (right yl?) ahhaha. n went home.




hmm.
i'm not gonna waste this 1 month i have. i'm gonna trace back my HISTORY!! haha.
i'm excitied. wanna make a book of events... like when i bought this. when happen what and all. ahaha. cool.

haha. having tons of random thoughts now. ahha.
hmmm. imagine if all of us go buy 4D.. koping the digits from our olevels paper. haha. like 2018 or 5025 or smth like that. abit high.

well.


tmr's the advance advance party is FLYING TO THAILAND.pls pray for journey mercies yea.. to cut short, i'll shall juz name e youth team that's leaving tmr.. selene, daniel, alyssa, gorgimay, ryan lim, kathy and joel. gd luck. see u guys soon. =)



thank God for everyday. its so fun. and :):):):)

I AM PRICELESS.

haha. i'm free lar. ahhaha

NOTE THE SONG??

hmmm.. ok.

monday
lit. bah. ok lar. super darn easy. its like super direct. the quesions are.. grrr. so many things to write. hopefully can pull my p1. but i had not much quotes. should have studied a whee bit harder.


tuesday
amaths.
miracle miracle miracle.
first time in my entire life i ended e amaths paper 1/2h b4. happy lar. but got some wrong already. well,, its better than my norm. i didn't know how to do 3 parts

wednesday
by then, i was dead. e geog was eeeee. like i didn't have pts. all based on crapping. if u can crap logically, u win.
then was grrrrrrrrr.....
physics.
hoho. erm. 2 pg blank? not that i missed out. but i didn't know how to do. coz its all e back chapters. electonics and all those electric stuff. not my kinda thing. so eeer. was tired. was bad lar. bio bad. phy bad. so hoping for easy chemm...

thursday
ok lar. alot of careless. alot alot. kinda unhappy. but hopefully p1 will pull me up or smth. ahaha. and thurs.. countdown begins...

friday
chem. ahha. bad. as usual. 2 essays. wrote 2 lines. but nvm (shrieks). ahahhaha. i've done my best lar. dun deserve gd grades thou.
so was thinkin. this yr's triple science ppl all like die. then schedule so packed. oh well..



i've done my best.



ahahha.
i'm like whoa. so on about every single day of my life. and guess wad. i'll be PACKED from tml till 5/6/7th? haha. pro?
wil be away from 26-4dec for msn. and have prefects camp.

tmr. is my tournament. yes. bowling lar. ahha. was trying to lift my ball.. ahha. felt that it was a 15lbs or smth. ahhaha. pls pray. i really dun want to hurt myself b4 e trip. haha.


i'm so excitied.
heard tt SAJC's trng begins nxt wed and fri? hmm.. i duno if i'm free...
fri's GRAD lunch.
haha.

see.. so packed. i'm free free free free free. hahaha. till march then.

=) i thank God so much.
after the subject supervisor said "put ur pens down". PHEW. i couldn't absorb. then when collecting the papers.. WAHS. ahha. freedom.

God's perfect huh.
He's blessed me with this unknown person who posted a comment on my "fryday" post.. to go http://www.career-information-resources.com/documents/study_aids.php. kinda like 'gift' for me though.

anyways. i wanna thank all those msges who u've sent. its like when i'm falllin... the *beep beep*beep beep* is heard. also to my tchrs. and esp dr. peter. ahha. been buggin him wif wierd bio q at wierd times... haha. thank u ppl.

thank u 4/6.
this is the most wonderful batch of students. seriously, its like... super mature, sensible bunch of leaders who its like whoa lar.
respect u ppl for thank.
thank u for providing me with a so superly urberly fun life in kc.


hmm.. was thinking whether to add this. coz u see ar. e fall of my dad was on e 15th. till 20th he left. imagine he like did wadeva happend on 2003 this year.
freak out.
thank God?
i guess so. His plans are wise. hmm. 2yrs alrdy kinda wheeezing passs huh.



anyways.
i love You. You've picked me up so much.

picture of the week. SBQ q: To what extent was the photographer trying to convey the effects of the GCE O levels examinations to the readers? [25m]

Healing rain is falling down

hmm.wad else but the o levels.

monday
first paper. ss.
haha. i did my best.
i thank God tons. spotted venice. studied venice, browsed through population and sat for GCE O levels ss.
prayed b4 e paper. and i became calm. haahah. then i turned. "VENICE". ahha. and circle the q vigorously. and happily. SBQ was ok. essay.. i didn't finish. firstly, couldn't think of any more points. ahaha. and also.. left 3 mins. wanna conclude also no time. so, to gain impression marks, hoping my examier will give impression marks.. i added.. "in addition, venice had". that was e last lin of my essay. pro? nah pray

then was e maths 1.
it was bad. i didn't did at top speed, was trying to be too careful. had alot of mistakes while discussing q after paper. ok well. i prayed. i was calm initially. ahhaha.


tuesday
the only day of the whole period of o levels that i had a break. ha. yar. and i broke. ahha. studied bio like i nv studied bio. felt so clever for that moment, getting all my mcq correct. coz its like i use to get F9. and its not an hyperbole can.
and thought for a logn time should i go for mission trng.
i went.
thank God for unc. Peter. he drove me home. thank God for Docs in church. asked them a few bio q. on e way home.. was like having bio lesson in class.. talking about the heart and all. ahha. i got interested.

wednesday
was english. prayed v hard for this paper. its my L1.its gonna be in. prayed for wisdom and understanding of passage. and for e 2nd time, i understood the whole passage! thanke God so much. was so gd. i could ans all e q,,,.. besides e vocab. summary was so fun. i enjoyed myself.
then for paper 1. praise God again. i wrote about Sg. wrote about Geylang, and my soul did e writing.
went out of the hall victorously.
ahaha. and yes. not many pppl attempt my Q- no.3. dearest swl mate, once again, made e same choice! ahha. totally must proclaim this. haha. love this bro so much. ahha.

thursday
core geog girls were freakin out.. having to sit for 3 papers a day. geog p2, bio p1 and p2. they said it was easy. :) bio. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
studied so so so so so so so much. studied indepth everything.. but those that i didn't like, study on e surface. like biotecch, mircoorganisms, ecology. and the rest, really hard core. then came out..
all 3 chpts, heavily, plus alitte on plans, 1 pathetic q on heart. essay- had to choose between ecology and environment. then e one on eye, which i could score, my concept was being altered. n thus, 1 part wrong wrong wrong.
so yucks can.
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its like grrrrrrrrrrrr. man. was hoping for heredity, digestive system, respiration.. everything to do with human body. but all came out on bacteria fungi and all e virus and all. so yucks can.
charissa and i feel like burning all our bio text away. studied so hard k. so sad. was thinking of adding it to our l1r5.

friday
felt that i was praying every min. was soo dampened my bio. didn't had mood at all. so didn't studied emaths paper 2.lit.. attempted to study. juz couldn't so disappointed in the whole idea of studyign hard. nv felt so disappointed for a particular paper.
so that feeling lingered with me.. till this morning. 8am. when my emath p2 start.
prayed for confidence. prayed for ability to focus. coz wasn't in a right attitude. plus, not even studying for a paper. wasn't assured.
flipped open the book. my mind filled with God's prayer. and then i started to do the sums. as i do.. it kinda got better. and i picked up speed. and kept writing.
happily.
i ended 30mins b4 the paper! was utterlty shocked and looked at the clock twice. coz nv in my sec sch life did i finish a maths paper b4 the given time. its usually cannot finish or at the most, finished 3 mins b4. and yes. i didn't know how to do only 1 part (iii) from q1. amazing.

the lit. was killer. no points not quotes.
pray prayed prayed.






hmm.. why is my title as such.
one thing this wk. God is like my source of pillar of strength and calm. was really freaking out. then on thurs. at e intercahnge on e way home. rained heavily. thunderstorm literally. so was stuck at the interchange. took another path. sheltered. but longer. but the path.. wasn't shelter at one point of time. about 75m from the nxt shelter. haha. so.. i stood at the library outside, with many umnrella-less ppl. all waiting for e rain to stop.
so i prayed. for protection. coz if i kenna rain, sick. die. o levels can't be at top form.
then i looked at e sky. like some person writing chinese poem like that. ahah. and prayed for the rain to like be lighter.
it didn't. but. my walkman played "Healling rain is falling down, healling rain is falling down. i'm not afraid. i'm not afraid"
haha. i somehow. had to run. so with all my files and bks, i rain to e nxt shelther, across e road.. with e whole bunch of ppl lookin at me. haha. but nevertheless. i was drentched. but i was safe. AMEN ar.

pray for me for my nxt wk. everyday is a heavy paper day. esp wed. 3 heavy papers.
pray that i can sustain till fri. chem p1 and p1 is on frin. ends at 6pm. pray for strenght. thank u



and also, a BIG thank u for those who tagged my blog and made it happier. =)



God's lookin out for all. i'm serious. i'm not juz saying al this like for fun or to my my post longer or wadsoeva.

prayed
prayed
prayed

He listens. it'e e truth/

classic. auzzie!

nice. but can see e air pollution. wasted

memoraries.

wanted to take sunset today, but coz its cloudy.. canoot see nice ball of sun.

glen. promised to put on blog. ahaha. stresssed.

friday, then its the wkends. and ta-dah!

peek-a-boo.

conclusion: on fridays, teenagers tend to experience a moment of high adreline rush, gaining heat through much laughing and then lack of oxygen, somehow, leading to more laughter.

i'm serious k. for 2 fridays, my stidy kakis.. or rather. ite beoming a clan.. all keep laughing over litte-no-at-all-funny stuff. ahha. including me. looking back, we'll laugh. and PLUS. it's not only us, ppl with white pieces of paper and mountians of books, having bk stuff on their tables as liscens laugh hysterically too. literally, all.


hmm. i've been catching wierd hours of slp this wk, not a v bright idea, but i know i still can tahan lar. and, ive been making tons of dreams can. almost eveyr night. in almost every dream, there's this person lar. and the dream is not a dream..but more to a nightmare?- a gentle one. ahha.

and i've come to another conclusion, i can rmbr my dreams, to a certain extent, clearly.
i have a talent! ;)



high the hopes that i have, my love fo u will run as deep

this was from my dream. ahha. clearly, carved on the underside of a ring given to me juz outside e bk in airport t1. not a pleasant dream. haha. dun wanna go into details.


hmm. studies.
well.

tmr, i'm gonna start on e maths.
and on sunday, i'm gonna start my ss. =) i'm spotting. heck. juz want a pass for combine humans, and pray hard for core humans.



hmm. i miss studying with gary, john, mervyn and teck chuan. its like 4 professors.. indulging in comments that are like.. whoa. hahah. and of course, our dearest wan yuan ting. haha. looks like e generation has moved on. ahha. all these mile stones, i'll nv forget u. =). life are juz so exciting wif u ppl around.


haha. oh yes. now, the study kaki is me, sara, charissa and glen and another clan of charissa's friends whom now, i know them too. ahha. but we sit seperately. ahha.
and u know wad.
my inspirator... he's been studying at the airport since i started studying there in sec 2.. he's only there at certain times of the year when the exams are around the corner. ahhaha. and.. ahha. glen has fished out some sources from him. ahhaha.
wanna reach out to him. he's a buddhist. ahha. pray yea.

haha. i realised that the time i'll be playing for church will be those times that i wanted to not go to church... TO STUDY.. ahah. but then.. i guess its God's plan for me to not drift from Him. haha. cool eh. thank God for looking out to little individuals.


haha. airport, thrid home. seriously. the staff all smile at me liao, besides the fact that on public hols, they have to chase us, which i nv move lar.
ppl there all so familar. then i met alot of old pri sch friends and all kidna interesting lar.
i thank God.
i thank God.
i thank God.



monday. pray. pray. pray. i urge thee.

1 min = 1 sec

time is like whoa.

this is literally, the fastest wk/ month i've ever had can. i blink.. 2hrs gone kinda thing.

i'm scared.

somehow scared. haha.







at the airport. charissa and i were high. haha.
so there goes a smart q: "what does am and p.m stands for?"
feelin stressed, we decided to self-proclaim a project interview. so we went around posing as interviewers for project wrk.. asking wads am and pm.
out of 5, 4 asked us to use the dictionary.. one taxi driver said "amminno dommini" and followed by a.. " prime minister". oks.

we all used am and pm. but what does it exactly stands for? issit a gd question? ahha.*claps




“AM” stands for the Latin phrase Ante Meridiem —which means “before noon”—and “PM” stands for Post Meridiem : “after noon.” Although digital clocks routinely label noon “12:00 PM” you should avoid this expression not only because it is incorrect, but because many people will imagine you are talking about midnight instead. The same goes for “12:00 AM.” Just say or write “noon” or “midnight” when you mean those precise times.

It is now rare to see periods placed after these abbreviations: “A.M.” , but in formal writing it is still preferable to capitalize them, though the lower-case “am” and “pm” are now so popular they are not likely to get you into trouble.

Occasionally computer programs encourage you to write “AM” and “PM” without a space before them, but others will misread your data if you omit the space. The nonstandard habit of omitting the space is spreading rapidly, and should be avoided in formal writing.









ok. pls pray for me and all the o level ppl.. coz i'm like having sorethroat and flu, with on/off slight fever. pray k.

pray for mission prep. its like our last lap. in the midst of the o's

and yes. to take away my fear. i'm like just paranoid lar. over exxams? crap. haha.
okok.

good luck u to all . pls pls pls take care.


tmr is wednesday. then its thursday, friday.
saturday. and..
sunday. then..
its monday. crawl pls. crawl

burn burn burn

God's love is so bountiful.

i need His strength.

=)

Last day of sec sch (28.09.05)// 10,925 files, 221 folders

ok. i promised to blog ytd. ahah. but was too tired from running here and there whole day long.

today. i didn't study. not at all. was in church. successful repaired the fender guit in church.. but broke a littlt part of it. a minor one. shall fix it after o's. ok. let's skip all those..


if the whole chunky thing below is read, i salute u.
haha.don't waste time? :)


yesterday..


well. last day of sch.
as a convent girl, in a secondary sch of chij Katong Convent.
the joys of being free as a convent in sch.
the loudness of girl talks being exchanged.
the amplifed cries of in need of *ahem, being thrown everywhere.
- its all packed in this convent package.




lets. start all over.
i hated kc. USED TO. i dreaded. my 6th choice, owing to my mum's "aiya.. where got so suay one.. 6th choice kenna.. juz any how put one nearby ger sch can liao". and i wrote kc.
i dreaded. missing all my pri sch friends. the support of my gang. and of course, my dearest brothers out there.


i joined bowling.
my fire for sch increased. i was fighting hard for my sch in sec 2, dying to give all that i had to kc through bowling. subsequently, i wanted to fight for singapore, and thus, incresing national loyalty. (hars. man. must be the excessive sutyding).
i was rewarded my God, with a 4th place, with recognition, and of course $$$ and all the subsequent awards. august 2003, i became captain for my team. and yes, another big stepping stone.



2004. quite a leadershippy-ish tough yr for me. was a trainee prefect who did not like how the sch was being gover, by the exco. individualist girl who did not believe in e importance team wrk, with the exception of sports and games. slowly, team work became one of my priority. with this, love, happiness, passion and etc flows in. shan't dwell on this.

anyways. in addition. with the 9 sub combination. make that 10 for the amt of sub to be studied.

love of sch of course, was bountifully growing like mad lar.keep wanting to serve, occasionally forgetting mysellf and my close friends.
oh yes. ahha. and it also marks the end of eating in class, given a label.
many things went on.



2005.- v difficult yr for mejumped from a trainee to exco..in addition. bowling team faced serious probs. i couldn't step down as a capt. till like ytd-kinda-thing. its like although "stepping-down", my 2 v dear bowling tchr i/c kept on askin me to do stuff, i rejected them, putting o's as my top priority. but was declined. burmur.

i've learnt alot. i met this girl called stephanie sim. hahas. i mean.. i know her since sec 3.. she's e head prefect, so i had to work with 9 other ppl- vanessa, elizabeth seah, elizabeth tan, chai tsun, shu hua, natasha, nicole, jaslin, and yes, steph.

from there...

the importance of teamwork, understanding, flexibility, adaptabilty was inculcated. much conflicts, resolved, many lesson learnt. come to think of it.. w/o steph, i would be ultra pai.
and pb05 was urberly blessed with higly committed seniors, being superly spontaneous. ppl like.. sara, tiffany, celine, geraldyne n many more others were like highly efficient that we even had to tell them to chill and give opportunites for the juniors and trainees, which we shouldn't lar. "its the best batch of seniors i've ever had" quoted from our pd mistrees some time back ago. will nv forget it.
so...

all this serving and all... led me to puting my brains and all energry into thinking of soltions for sch improvement and high productivity, as well as maining a good balance in the welfare of the prefects.
and..

one fine day. i felt really low. i couldn't understand and all. so yes, marian went counselling. ahha. shockingly. and alot of stuff is said. won't say it here.
but one root prob she told me was that.. in every leader.. we also have to be appreciated n like be rewarded. yes, there's ppl out there who serve and constantly gave their 100%, expecting nothign in return.. but one day.. they'll feel low and slashed. one day. amazing huh? (haha. thus, i wanna takke psychology one day)

in the process of the bowling days, made alot alot of friends. one of the most best buddy is yewling and gary. haha. gary is erm.. the bus interchange and bowling alley kinda thing alr. the story is long and funn and lame. ahha. as for yl. he's e capt of sji lar.. so we kinda like toked in our capt-kidna language..for like 4-6 months? then started talking as friends on 1st april on b div. (he started playing april fool on me first can). haha. oh yes. did i mention? i tag he's board once. and he said he couldn't believe it.. and even said i was an imposter of marian. haha.

who wants to pose me? *collaspes.



so. all in all. my life in kc. i would say it acts as a partially permeable membrane, filering out all imature thoughts n hopeless reckless actions, emarging out to a.. better person?

yesterday. felt that i didn't like thank the sch enough. have this thing that wanting to thank the whole sch. but dunno how.
well. wemt through so much. met more friends, learnt more stuff, discovered more talents, all walking in the footsteps of God.

1 chapter is closed, or rather, a new chapt is soon to be began. goona press on living my life as a bright light and salt for the world. my next aim: to compete for Singapore, and bring salvtion to ppl though music; all in all, serving with cheefulness, showing yeomanship, explifying my sec sch values of INTEGRITY.



10,925 files, 221 folders
= currently in "my pictures"
inclusive of bowling church and all. basically, everything.


haha.

right.

aiya. another long chunky post. hope this wil like encourage u all lor. coz-
One life, live it!
dun waste it. make the best out of it for urself and others. u'll feel joyful.
-proud to be a kc girl.

pro? 1 in 79 shots.

Psychotic Prac.

i did not do the whole of EXPT 2.
i only drew the table. the graph and question all nv do.
[pause]
if i didn't know how to do.. and left it blank. its ok. i admit defeat. but i know. grrrr..
its about heat lar. so irritating. cooling curve. i know lor. do b4 lor. juz couldn't get my scale right. wanted to perfect it. ended up screwing up.

just pray that expt 1 will pull me up though i didn't do like v well for it.
man. its the first time i ever cry, for a wad.. 15% paper? i failed my eoy overall also like nv cry. now its like prac. (should i say.. only?).
forget it lar.



the prob is hor. i wanna take physic as my L1R5. chem. no. but seems like i'm doing well in chem.. so far. aiya. forget it forget it forget it.
just focus.


ok. today keep rainining at night. thank God i'm home safely already. the lightning is really continous lar.
btw.. DO YOU KNOW? Singapore holds a record for the most lightning in a year? coz we're at the equator and all lar. since no big natural disater.. monsoon enough will kill us. so yar.



tmr is the super last official day of sch in my secondary sch days.
missing the days already. goona miss my days as a convent girl. though 4 yrs... sill bonds lar. tmr should be bloging abt all these lar. so yar.



juz thank God for today. thank God that i came early to sch. pray that i will go sch early tmr too. thank God for all those physics ppl who did not burnt themselves today.

chem prac

based on my level of knowledge of dear chemistry.. what i've done today is far better than ever. :D

following are my ans..

acid: Hydrochloric acid
titration: 19.4 cm3 (forgot 2 dec place) => SWL! HAHA.
mol/dm3: 0.103mol/dm3
S: Aluminium
T: Calcium (supposed to be lead)

in the process... there's a few spelling mistake. modificaiton q.. no time.. so i juz wrote.."find the amt of gas produced and compare." then i grew a digram of the apparatus.. w.o any explaination. haha. no time.

but overall. it was my best lar. so proud of myself. for once in chem. first time. i could actually calculate....hars.
welll. hopefully.


how did i know it was HCL?
haha. was playing with the 3 known acids given.. sulphuric, chloric and nitric. so i didn't know how to observe from the test.. so i add silver nirate to all 3 known.. and compared it with P. and concluded HCL. happiyl wrote it down at the last 10th min.


after sch.
it was raining.
our sch was flooded. literally.
at the foyer.. the drain suddenly like burst kinda thing... then the pipe all leak. ahha. so i ran to the office.. and ahhahahaa. super funny...
i went in, at a loss of words.. so one admin lady asked me.." yes... er.. may i help u?"
"er.. err.. erm... the sch.. er.. FLOODED"
ahhaha. then all the admin ppl sharply turned and looked at me.. and went.. "huh?".. ahha. of course ai panicked.. having so many ppl starin at me.. so i pointed outside the office.. which was the foyer..
and they all ran out.

haha. hilarious lar.

but our sch was literally flooded. literally. should have brought my cam.. the dc prefects had to run to the table near the music room. then the attendants were frantically pushhing the water out of the way.. to a nearby semr-drain, also in the foyer.. under the waterhose. so yes.. this was the major leakage.. the our drains in the sch compound were also flooded.. but not as bad...

so yea.

went to study there again. was crowded. couldnt' study whole day. was soo restless and like conclucded stressed. so ok lar. tahan for awhile. then attempted to study. then became very high. its becomin my norm. so anyways.
that's it.


thank God for today.


1 more wk. 1 more...........

leavin no traces. ;(

clockwise point, anti-clockwise point.

been jumpin to the jam literally.
its the dance for today. "jump jump jump.... " and it goes on.. with dancers jumping for God.
hars.
ytd and today was guitar madness lar. ytd had prac for service.. learnt ultra lot from zhen qin. he and dennis were the ppl to inspire me to take up that guit.
so anyways..
today.. morning, mission dance prac. then was guitaring then was dance then guitaring and more guitaring.. and later.. was guitaring again.
so in conculsion,
i was guitaring.
ahaha. left hand kinda tearing. but its all worth it lors. =)



to add on. i lost my 2nd most favourite pick. the grey Jim Dunlop 0.73mm pick. the one i always hand around my neck.
in total, i've lost 3 picks. all 3 are my top fav. how sad can. didn't even depart with it properly.
basically. the first that i've lost was my 3rd best pick. transparent, by a shoe brand... and i hang it around me wherever i go. and it lost.
2nd one that not really lost.. but BROKE will playing a not so nice guit from sch. that was my no. 1 pick lar. its black, and i used it for my performance for coffeeshop nite04 and chillin' under the stars05. its like..heartbroken. though it was not a very gd pick(tt's y it broke) but had e sentmentials and all.
3rd one. haiz. the pick that i used to stum always. my first service, teens time and all.. i used this pick. and now. its lost!!!!
i'm determined to find it.


anywyas. to add on more guitar stuff. the takamine guit that zhen used to play for teens time, had its G-string broke. as in.. note G that string lar. ahha. and today, i used it.. and the D-string broke. have a feeling that the B and E strings are gonna break as well.


boy. its like wah-whee wkend for me lar. minimal studies. well. it has motivated me to hard core on wk days though.


hmm.. why is my title clockwise point, anti-clockwise point.
haha. coz its stuck in my head.
ahah. by countless times said by lydia and the dance team. its for the song Reach for the stars.. the bridge. ahhaha. super funny lar.



yes. yesterday. Uncle Willie passed away. kinda like miss his cranky jokes, english-cum-malay language. i duno lar.
its like ppl are all starting to die. starting to leave me. and like how many ppl out of the dead literally, are saved lar?
haiz. Time and tide really waits for no man.


anyways. lets talk about happy stuff.
u know wad. u ppl who tag my board and acutally read this whole lot of nonsencial-crap... have made my day.. or rather..my night. haha. somehow. and especailly the last few tags. thank u for that major encouragements lar.
and also. i love studying. (if u can't tell.. i'm juz trying hard to make-belief) its working! haha. don't u love studying.?

let's a song to share with u all.. i'll try to put the song up. its a nice song. played for service today.. its fun to keep runing down the bass.. try it! =)


Worthy is the lamb
Thank you for the cross, Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love, Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crowns
You reign victorious

High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb








ok. goona be out of action and back in action soon.. hah. i think i'm goon ablog about my pracs.. this comin week. ahha.
i'm scared for O's. literally shiver at the though of sitting down adn writting my index no.

fryday

whee.

i guess i'm high.

haha. too much studying.
and u know what... i want to have a passion, hobby and fire for studying...

been studying like i've nv studied b4.
not really sure what has gone into my head.
crash crash crash.

i thinked i've sprained my right wrist.
or maybe, strained it?

haha.



wheeeeeeeee.

handphone games are fun can.
i was playing monopoly on one of the days.. and i WON!
its like econs like that.. demands. ahhahhaa. =)

gonna like blog superly randomly.


been studying at the airport.
made new friend through sara's church friend's classmate.
studied.
many familiar faces were seen.. its like a habitual routine.
to an extend that a guy wave and smiled at me when i came.. and i gave that "eerr.. ok" kinda smile. haha.

AND what's best... on thurs.. like shps day like that.. i saw many grps of PRIMARY sch FRIENDS!!. missss them super loads lar. yay!!! said hi and all. so happy.


aahaa. camped at airport on wed. yes. was alone. ahha. 28hrs in the airport. same spot. ahha. this grp of 6 guys also camped there. ahaha. they're like pro lar. they were exchanging facts across the tables. and facts were so chim that it seemed so foreign to me. haha.

ahah. they had alot of ways to de stress. they played cards.. took turns to read comic. but when its time to study.. they really hard core. pro.

i survived the night with 3-4 1/2hr slps. felt v v accomplished with 7 phy chpts and 1 and 1/2 of pilot pen used up fully.

stuyding alone was gd. had no one to talk to. no one to msg coz its like at night. so was like productive. wad distracted me was the high tendency to slp. kept eating to stay alive.


miss bowling alot. miss running. i haven't run for like 5 whole wks can. feel to horrible and like boxed up. no sports done!. man.


i wanna climb walls fly arounf bike up and down and sail sail sail sail.. ahhaha. wheeeeeee. boooya!. wahha.

sry/ juz entertaing myself. ahwahs.


was lookin thru friendster. hmmm. its all abt fashion.
y do ppl like fashion? y bother kping up with it? to fit it? for socialising purposes?


oh yes.

this wk. my faith is like tested lar.
was talking to this friend, stanely abt God. and seriously. it was a firey sort of 'argument'. we had totally diff ideologies and perspective. He's a chrsitian, a charasmatic. i'm a anglician. i dunno wads the diff in actualy fact. i know theres this difference lar.
i think he sort of teared? and my heart was like crumpled up. seriously.
it lasted from 6:30 till 8:40pm. on wedsday. i was opened with his concepts lar. and i seriously cannot agree with some stuff like..."this is not form the bible.. but its true and its impt" and all lar. then the way the church sees it its really cynnical and like really judgemental in a way.
well. we have diff agenda. its difficult lar. we all want salvation. so its like.. the conversation was heated up. i concluded my last sentence. went to the toilet. went back, smiled and "ok-let's get back to work. :)"..
"ok"
so yea. ended.


anyways. yep. i'm gonna crash tonigh. haha. crash on my guit lar. my electric guit literally got dust lar. then my pedal also like lazy to take out. ahha. so gonna like use the amp only toight. haha. whee.. thank u understanding neighbours. ahha.


thank God for created walls.

Bio Prac.

i wasn't given a marker, a glass slide, cover slip and ruler.

happily.. i attempted to do the first Q using my petri dish as my microscope silde. imagine that.

then it came to a point..whereby it state.."to the glass, add a drop of iodine to the edge.." i was like.. err.. petri dish.. er.. circle.. haha.
then.. stupidly, after wasting 10mins or so... i then raised my hand.

man.
10 mins = 600 sec.

in addition.. i didn't understand the 1st q. i didn't read properly.. made superly brief sketchings.. which i think can only obtain 1/4 marks.

so..
my distinction is kinda FAR.
coz.. prac is a heavy one. not to mention abt my 2nd q.. dun even know what the q is seeking for... last q. 5 m. hars.


me: "mrs tang.. i'm gonna let u down.."
mrs tang: "dun worry.. u still got ur theory. juz do well in it."

hmms. ;). my oil.



anyways. 1 down. 18 papers to go.


haiz.


was looking thru the videos of my dances.. the church ones. i was smiling to this com screen lar. like some dances.. really.. could tell that the ppl really enjoying themseleves.. dancing to their max.
i really do hope that our mission dances can examplify God's joyfulness..

let's pray for that yea.
ahha. and also.. i dun think i can make it for pracs like.. ahhah. juz learnt 2 whole new dance last sun.. dopefully can catch up. anywyas.
that's kinda abt it.


hhaha. did i mention. my rate of ink flow is 2 days per pen?

i duno wad to say...

my choice.

"no one is here by chance"

"fail prelims? nvm! also can.."

yes. that was quoted by mrs lim.. SAJC's principal..
i think i can even wuote the whole sentence/ para..

"we have 89 students who got into SAJC through DSA. for those who obtain over 20pts or even fail your prelims, nevermind! also can! so long as for O levels, you score 20pts and below, if not, we'll have to kiss you good-bye" - mrs.lim, principal of sajc.

hahahha.

man. wad a sigh of relief. tons. i'm delighted. thrilled.


so, today.
its the battle of VJC & SAJC...
let's go step by step..

firstly..
`vj(at 10.10am) had a uproaring welcome.. student councils were really battling all out to keep receptors. each were given goody-bags at random. goody bags consist of vj stuff like post-it, brochure, water, and a bag of twisties.
`Sajc(at 11.25am).. well.. a more calmer welcome. and yes.. i was shocked that they scannaed our bus pass to get our i/c.. and later.. took record of how many ppl from wad sch came. to say, i was whoa by the.. the.. wanting/eager-to-know-who's-comin-in-nxt-yr.... and the goody bag was a whoa shoe-bag with a paper and interact club thing inside.

`vj. i was impressed, overwhelmed, thrilled by the science facilited they had. the equipments most probably. felt that i was sort of urged to study hard hard hard.. and really.. it made chem not so boring after all. this even made me have the thoughts about gg vj.
`sa. no science stuff really. so ya. fullstop.

`vj. the bowling booth. ok. err.. really quiet and really erm.. civillised ppl. sat there, smile and introduced. strangers.
`sa.. the bowling booth.hmm. felt like i knew everyone. they, even called my name.. ahaha. i wrote my name, and contact on the paper.. and 100%ly reluctantly wrote my L1R5 in one of the required boxes. i felt happy. and somehow, homed.

`vj. principle tok. didn't attend. was really interested.
`sajc. went for the tok. view video. and also.. ahha. realised that the virtual touring of the campus is kinda redundant since they're moving into new grounds nxt yr.. so yar. haha. and i am v happy with mrs lim. ;)

`vj. wanted to join odac there. only. haha. (no gary, not because of u). ahha. (i know u won't think of this.. but yar. haha. ;p) anyways. yar. odac is fun can. =). but its like.. i only wanted odac. full stop.
` sa.. ultimately, bowling. well, its a commitment and a promise, practially an agreement of loyalty and faith to dear sajc. wants to join guitar essemble, and student council as well. gonna pray abt it. coz time is at stake. PLUS. travel time is gonna really kill. so i pray for an express bus from bedok to toapahyo or even better, pp. i'll see if i can write to sbs for this selfish deisre.


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`vj. went there. ok. its juz another orientation.. wacky ppl. exciting enthusism. felt vj-ish.
` sa.. went there. welcome-home feelin. nothing much is siad besides the principle's msg..juz felt at home. felt that the whole wide world is my friends.. ahaha. as if. but yar. that's how i felt.

`vj. i duno wads the vision, values.. etc. nil sine laboror? (from vs actually.. ahha).(?)
` sa. every saint is a servant leader.
haha. values.. intergity, responsibilty, respect, compassion, perseverance... those in bold are in the kc's INTEGRITY values.(Integrity, Nobility, Teamwork, E, Graciousness, Respect, Independent, Yeomanship- i think. kill me if i'm wrong)hahha. so its kinda simliar. and some values which also coincides with my personal agenda.






so. bottom line. it lies. where does marian wants to go?
SA? VJC?
-practially, the fact that i'm in sa, i'm in. no question for 1st three months.
whereas vj, even if i WANT. haha. i can't.
-sa. provides me a wider range of enriching experiences. i'm not really seeking super-ultra thousands and milllions of friends. just want sa. haha.
- nearer to church. easier to expand our ministry? =)
haha. so its gooona be a like 1-7 times, or rather, every single passing day to SAV. taking a long 26 bus ride there.





okok. so its St. Andrew's Junior college.
i suppose its God's plan for me. to prosper and not to harm..
so yes. i'm in. 1st 3 mths.


hmm. bio prac. on tue. haven't been studyign ahrd core for 4 days. tsk tsk. pray pray pray. MARIAN. ITS THE O LEVELS. WAKEY.




i'm goona fight hard for SA. with my blood and sweat. ahha. since its given this little human being an opportunity to go to a junior college.
dun worry, i won't let u down.