Girls! Please go to the foyer for morning assembly now! whahaha.. today went for prefects meeting and retrainnig.. i learnt alot for the duties but still not really sure lor. saw lots of juniors in their ties. whhaha. so smrt looking asp. sara. hm so anyway.. met up my usual churhc friends..... celebrated jas' birthday. Happy Birthday Jasmine ahaha... really alot of bday this wk man... yup. burried the cake and she had to dig it..... was a pleasant surprise.
oh well. the new year's like so fast.......... hmm. rally got to reshuffle my piroties. whha.. hopes spelling btw...... and need to do lots of undone need-to-be-done stuff...my christian walk is seriously on a downhill now.. so many things and events. really physically straining.. also realising tt i'm losing all the ablity i once had to lead... having low self esteem and eveything. reall hope God can show me smth.. as in. coz i'm like still having doubts.. and seriiously not setting aside enough time.. only sunday services... and my own guitar sesson to like start the comunication and stuff. really think that i'm not puttting much efort and pride in wad i do andnot giving the best. and also.. tending to be like more selfish than usual...juz protective but not yet over.. phew. this yr's gone. soon. better cast all my burdens onto Him for He carries it...God help me, guide me, show me.
goash....... this is getting too personal.

Happy Birthday Jeremiah! wahaa.. today is coffe shop nite.. it's one of the rare saturdays thati dun have dance.. so thank God... so i went there about 1230pm to try and get ready everything.. yup.. was really a gd experience for me.... my first item, which was the first= item of the day was to perform a skit wif winston, lynette and kimberly... lynetter being my elder sis and kimberly my mama.... winston the super hero..aka. superman. ahha. really funny and ridiculous. but i gained lots of experience form winston and the rest.. then later.. it was my guitar solo recital.. then i played.. like so horriblily... i was so lost... could not focus... too scared.. then missed alot of notes.. rhythem was so out. haha. all was terrible. haha. but many said it was good and that really encouraged me alot. elizabeth sang very vry well.. her song was very nice too.. sabestian had gd songs too... all of he songs is they composed themselves one.. very pro.. hahaa.. yup. then later snag wif eveleen and grace teo while jas played the piano.. haha. so yar. didn't really do a gd job but hey! its the though.t.. the QING TIAN performed my the guys were quite a success actually.. some went zhao xia but nvm.. it was goood. very shocked at ben who could play the guitar sooooooooooooooooooo well.. haha.. then as for the Happy Family dance, i think it was very ver vyer excellent. they practicsed hard, very hard. and took in lots of condsideration for every step. their hard wrk reeally paid off. well.. i enjoyed my day. l like dennis, cass' dad that 2 songs.. hte tune very nice.. hahhwhwa. they sing together like so unitied. i really wanna thank those ppl who like encouraged me alot.. and also want to thank God for takiing part of my fears away. wanna honour Him for that. and hopefully, i will try and have a deeper relationship wif Christ.. oh well. that's it.. =) dad

hmm.. on Christmas day, after church, played the guitar for 3 straight hours.. then like really blisterling.. till today. then went out wif mum and sis and ate good yummy thai food.. aha.. lmiss my dad. then this morning, went cycling saw dragonflies again.. and again. miss dad. then juz ate very good mother-home-cooked food.. wif some ppl coming to the house. haha miss dad. i seriously starting to be desperate for my dad liao. somethin short in my life.haha.

ahhaa. merry christmas!..whee.. can't wait to got o church tml.. aha. coz it's my first time doing logistics wif ulrica.. got to be there by 8am. better not be late.. ahha. so yar. so excitied!..ahaa. so ya.. yay.. christmas.. goona press the [post and publish] button adn try to makeit exactly at 12am.. whahhaha.. ok.. here i go....................... ~tick-tock~

haiz..today went back to sch for duty.. ahha. was fun.. actually wore a tie and direct cars..,. aahha. in the beautiful sun.... serious.. it was beautiful.... yup.. no shps pl go kc once again.. boohhool. so yar.later went to ah hood to meet church friends.. then went to watch Brother Bear......... so touching ok.. the artist is so pro in drawing the waterfalls.. then blending of yellow, orange and red. and some aura aura colour.. ahha.. so anyways..Dennis told me and jas to perform on coffe sshop nite... shocked.. must be christian music and it must be like bring closer to u.. ahhaa.. easy lar. BUT. i cannot find the scores.. and also.. my struming is not that gd either.. HELP!

Happy Birthday Yang!haha juz realsied that there are lots of hw to b done and yet, haven touch them..ahaha. marian, congrats,.. tml have prefect duties in sch at 7.30am!. hahaa. time taken up asgin. then christmas and everything,.. haiz. so anyway.... on sat was carolling. was too tired to blog.. so i blog now... haha. was church annual carollling. where we go to pl's house to sing... so yup. did that. everybody was in their best. ahaa. see those gorgious ppl only once or maybe twice a year....... aha. had lots of fun and fellowship.. so yea..
on sat. there is a coffee shop nite...... all performance and stuff... great fun and felolwship......anybody want to come? its open to the world!! email me or tok to me online for hte details.. =)

tweet.. came back from guitar.. ahha. on my way there.. from home... i witness an accident.. i knew that something was gonna happen... so i juz stare.. agahaha.. wait... so ya.. i was on my way.. then there was this chinese funeral that was in the process lar... then there was this old ah pey trying to act as a gd traffic police lar..then he any how direct.. then bang.. ahha.. the black nice new car crashed into a double-decker no. 14 bus. haha.i stopped walking.. and felt stupid... so continued walking.. ahhhahathen the driver came out. and searched for the 'traffic police'... ahha. ok.so i went for class.. later gg out for dinner and dental appointment. aha. ok. that's it.

whee.e.. juz came back from camp... was really a gd camp.. to the sense that we really brought the ministry closer as one.. and also welcomed the new ones... many of them like ben ho, daniel wong, jacquline,. etc....... were willing to open up. was very happy.. i hope that this camp will be an impact on many ppl and hope may have enjoyed it. muz thank the ppl planning it. and the food was great. no more chai beng.. hahaha..the last day, which was otday, was realy great.. yup..playe water bombs in the rain.. and was reall muddy and stuff lar.. ahha. was qute grossed up by all the squrimmy mud but got used to it and seemed to enjoy it.. ahaha.... so.. was really enjoying myself.. then there was this dragonfly lar.. so.. ahha.. thought of my daddy.. i duno lar.. whenever i have fun, dad always seem to appear in my mind.. so yar.. but thanks all those who came and made this wonderful camp possible. really.
for trng. i went back for it on mon.. trng was on power swing.. got really tired.. but was good.. shoulders hurt alot.. my 5 step timing also abit off.. so got to work on that,,.
as for my walk now, i think i'm backsliding again,,,,, thanks to the camp, i think i am taking another step forward. so anyway.,. juz hoipe that these young pppl can come for teens camp. and for all those out there... try to come for teend time.. it's a teens and youth thing at 3pm every sat at ah hood rd.. near st. andrew's junior sch,,.. all are welcome.. go ahead and try.. u'll never know wad lies ahead of u. =). God is gd.

hmm. today had the bowling test.. which i think was horrible compared to ,my team mates.. sam, zen, shariffah and lyn have like 150 and abv. avg... i got 138 avg? ahhaa.. i so can get into the team.. suprisingly, uncle jack was there.. so he saw me threw a few shots, got fed up, and walked away.. =l.. so ya. later went to meet my mum and brough her to carols by candlelinght in church.. had a good time wif all the kids and ppl.. haha. really fun. the teens and youth dance really well.. esp lorraine. =).. aa. okok. tml is camp.. till tuesday/ haha.. miz me?ahha.. bhb again.. tralala.. so. .hmm. yar mum will be left all alone.. worried~

aha tpday was blur the whole day.. during trng, practically cannot spare pin 10 at all.. i think only hit 3 out of like 50-60? hahaa... such a success man... ahha. pls;.. :p then later towards the end, played games.. so. i was juz normally bowling. then some coach.. (disclosed, but dun worry, not uncle jack) come and said.. or rather, discouraged me "the ball too good for u. cannot hit pocket how to hit pin 10? use back ur old ball lar. it's better for u", and shaking his head u know.. in another words, he's saying i'm lousy lar.. must he go round the big bush? pls lor. then i was very down today coz of the irritation of not hitting pin 10 as usual lar. thanks to the loose thumb... so i angry... then played very well.. ahha.. sent the ball out... then hit pin 6.. and hit pocket... and strike.. ahahhaha.. then i look at him.. he dao me. haha.. shiok man.. but was very angry lar.. so cried.. so its like i never felt so femine b4 lor.. over little things then like tt.. ahaha.. but later mr. lim and jie jie evelyn tok to me lar..so ok liao.. so i aim to him 190 avg by the end of next yr....wanna beat alot of ppl. show him i can k.. haha
ok. so alter went to meet geraldyne and went for the body works thing. spent 2.5h inside looking and learning. attempted to copy notes but was pointless.. learnt many thing... some of the things is like very simliiar to my father..
yup.. this is my day.. and agin.. haven touch my hw and stuff.. so can conplete it.....

haha Happy Birthday Lydia! ahhah. yup. today had a busy day..first had tuitoring... then guitar... then celebrated lydia's birthday until 11 like that.. then came home about 1.. ahhaha.. gonna have camp on 14-16.. then sis also not a home. so mum alone at home for mon and tue... quite worried for her.. yar. busy and hectic time.. marian so needs to plan her him and not slack so much and be more organise.. hhaha.. serioius. i idled my whole beautiful holidays away... so.. hmm.. lots of hw left undone, haven touch my secondary 3 txbks... nor flip them.. i'm so not gonna feel tired in sec 3.. aaahhaa.. so.. i need to be a better 'priotise-sor'.. between work and com and trng.. haiz... goash. life is sure tuft.. miz my dad's nagging, scolding and all the crap and jokes.. ='l

today went out wif mum and sis... got some formal clothing... eat and shop.. came back.. ya.... hmm, shucks man.. lots of holliday hw and i haven touch them yet.. congrats marian. not only that... a history project... which u think that it is not complusory..... turns complusory... yay.. =(

wahhaha.. today tap is killing my legs man.. haha. dance and dance and dance for 4 whole mins i guess?... haha. then went for cba..sam got a monster brusier.. same as stanley. and i made a new discovery! ahh. sam's spare ball fits my hand exactly, or rather, better then all my bowling balls.,... coz today my spare ball's wif uncle jack, so didn't bring along.. so used hers to spare.. infact, i bowled better with her ball and my spares are much sharper and better than hers which is almost like a miracle...yup. but she lost her handphone today... wth right.. she placed her hp under my bag... so.. who would actually know tt there's a hp under a bag aka, my bag?so i suspect its one of the cba ppl.. coz no one saw any house shirt ppl going near our lanes.. he survaliance camera didn't prove much coz it didn't really focus on us all the time... so but we had a prime supect.. it was some golden haired guy lar.. 4 lanes away frm us... i duno lar.. coz he keeps staring at us, then he went out a while also, then i saw him messing wif a sliver hp, which had sam's chain.. so.. hmm... but uncle francis said that we didn'thave enough proof nor rights to check him... so we watch him leave the scene of crime....... yup.. ahhaha.. oko. back to bowling.. my moster slayr seem to hook alot until i cannot control...., yup that's about. thanks to all those ppl who helped to find sam's hp..

juz realised smth.. i worte a chinese compo during streaming that my dad had passed away when the title wasn't even close to toking about death, and coincindently, my sis had a dream that dad had died.. hmmmm...

yar.. so. today really waste dalot of time.. finding pictures of the core of monster slayr.. yup. then went for guitar then met up wif mum again for dinner.. miss home cooked food...ya..that's it.. i can't wait for tml's trng.. ahha

wahaha... i got new ball today! its monster slayr....!! ahha,.. old ball was 11.5 lbs? now is 12.2.. ahh.. ya...so happy.. but is like hooking so damn sharply... stand at 35 and target is like 17 board? hahaha and a brooklyn shot!.. wahhaha...so much increase my speed... "Bowl like a man!".. ahha. according to uncle jack.. so that we can beat the girls.. whahha.. ya. so later.. bowled 2 games.. wif the red ball.. then first game 100, then 138.. haha.. not bad for a ball which i cannot control yet.. the span and everything is diff.. so ya.. so.... hmm.. must increase speed.. so after that.. went to meet donna for tuition.. then meet my mum and sis for dinner.. yup that's it. i must treasure mum.. she says she's not feeling normal.. always feels like puking after eating.. yup... hope that she'll be able to see me wrking. aaha. kk..

so tired today man... travel all the way to clementi for the youth championships thing... seriously sucked like hell.. y? thumb was swelling and sweling....so injured that iit cannot got into the thumbhole... then the 3rd game, which was the last one, totally cannot bowl.. took out all the tape and dropped the ball.. put the tape back in, stuck and pain liek hell.. not only that... got a wonderful blister. its so not painful...haha.. but sara and marianne bowled well.. sara came in 3rd! hahaa,. and marianne is 7th. aha.... hahhaa.. i came in like 25th.. ahahha. BUT... i won charles.. ahhahahhahaa... he got 35.. waaha.. so happy.. coz its quite impossible for me to win him.aha. but anyways... cheering was very fun... was practically fighting wif mgs.. yea. they were there.. i mean its like... got this girl, form mgs, scored 204 on those kind of terrible lanes.. so ya.. hate it.. aha. but anyways.. i hope that my thumb will heal by tml.. i wanna train man...now its liek one touch then damn pain liao..
ahaha. okokl. that's it. ya. today while on the day there... was missing my dady alot k.i duno lor. juz feel that he's walking infront of me,, juz like wad we do when we go to the interchange together... haiz.. ahha. then almost paiseh myself.. ahaa.. ya. miss him alot. i want him back.... pysically.. ahaha..

haha. today went to church....... was feeling very paiseh coz i slpet throut sermon. and everything... aahha.. goash man.. then got ballet practice coz of the exam that is drawing near.. and finished at 745.. and took a cab to class bbq at mel's house. ahha.. got this gift exchange thing, and me and marilyn got each other's present.. hahaha. very sweet.. mel gave me this letter with a testube and an ice cream stick wif my name.. grrr.. so touching,.. haha.. yup. shu hua did most of the bbqing when i went there.. yup.. was tired... but had fun. tml got prefects bowling. haha.. should be going.. but i think sure malu myself.. ahhaha ya

ahaahha.. today was my usual sat again.. after cba, went to meet mum and sis at bugis.. good time.. then came home, very tired, legs all acheing... back is very pain.. then anyway. later, sort out my dad's photos.. ahha. damn good time laughing, and missing him even more,.. yup... gonna make a video clip,, ya. that's it. still missing this guy in da house

ahhaha.. as usual, my bowling sux.. totally.. tuesday is the youth championship thing and i'm bowling like 130 avg? wth........ i so need to get a new ball.. i think monster slayer.. ya.. wanted a 13... but he say 12.5 gd for me.. haha.. stupid. then must get new spare ball also.. but will be later.. hmm.. i need cash,.. ahha, so.. anyway, zen, fafa and lyn got new reactive ball... all is damn damn damn pro and solid. zen got a raging inferno, lyn got a Danger 5, fafa got a monster slayer... i think i getting a monster slayer.. coz uncle jack say that ball good for me... y? coz toay on oily lanes... ahha.. my ball is liek its so going to hook.. so much rev and every thing... but but but, the ball does not have enough time to come back... although is still a 14 target.. bah. ahaha.. and wad, i'm supposingly a big hooker.. yea right.. ahhaa.. okok.. ytd, i tidied my room the table until 2am.. haha.. coughs... i threw away lots of books. ahha.. all those that gave me knowledge. ahha.. ok. tired,. went trng, uncle jack is a nice person.. really.. hahah.. =).. take care ya

today went bowling wif donna... ahha. coz my bowling kakee all not free. aah.. so.. yar.. was terrible. wasn't feeling very comfortable.. and also.. not happy wif the span.. yup... but today is public holiday. so rates are high.. and they change the pins to some metalice gold colour.. yup. ok.. that's it.. tonigh my dad will come back... it's already 1 week withous him leh... so its like now, if anything that is spoilt in the house which none of us can fix, dead man.. aagaaha.. yar lor.. juz hope miracle will happenn... hmm like wad? his physical self is like burnt... so it's quite scary if u see him physically.. and also spiritually... so i still hope that all of u will treasure ur friends and espically ur family. =)

today went to collect teh ash at casket.. then i kept some bones.. i wanna research.. his bones i like got blue, green and brown spots,,.. i think coz of medications.. yyup.......... then like that.. house is gettong freaky.. but i love my papa... ahha. but then... i still scared... then its still quite empty.. but i think his death has brought my mum, sis and i closer.. ahha.. like the death of romeo and juliet.. haha.. fatal loins.. ahha. i pro at R&J k....... haha. anywya.. i'm back to my happy self liao. juz some times think of him.. and i think that his death is too sudden...alot of things haven do, haven repair, haven experienc... but anyways, he's wif the Lord.. =).. gonna train liao. 8 days no bowling! bah!.. ahhaa.. buck up man. bish. i wanna go for the prefects camp.. in the end nv go.. h,mm

read my sister blog.. hahahaa. i love my daddy.. ahhahaa... we all now like very happy over his jokes,, inherit all these

today is the most horrible day i have in my whole entire life. i hate it. its the cremation. my mum juz could not take it. the sight of 3 strong malays guys pushing my frail, weak old daddy, lying in that wooden box, into flames is juz unbearable. pls. they used force, and sped up the rate of losing my dad phsically. the last sight of my dad is horrible. my dad is a great father, loving husband, and a very great friend. we didn't knew he had many friends. the death of his is juz too sudden. way too sudden. no more lively house, cozy home and everything. no more drilling, no more shouting, no morelaughter, no more knocking, no more jokes, no more happy faces, no more life, no more atmosphere, no more anything. i hate it. i nver want it. too sudden. so tired, so loss. juz like a jiz saw puzzle, so scrwed, so scared. enough. dad.... pls dun go.

juz a fall, juz 5 days to loose a loved one

now, dead. past, live. living a lie.
should i be happy about this? i juz recieve a letter saying that i will be gg to 3/7 nxt yr. yar. oh well. dad.

today, went to prepare for the funerals.. the coffin.. the place.. my dad is resting in Singapore Casket, level 4, crystal room.. and u know wad.... ytd...at the icu ward, there were this indonesian grp... they too lost a family member.. so, it so happenly tt they held their services nt to us. juz like my dad and that desceased, who was very near together,. my dad, room 5, him, room 4. many ppl came today. andrew, church friends, and lots of classmates, and even bowling seniors too.. mr lim also came. had to put on a happpy smile. hope it didn't screwed up and turned fake.. so saw him, service was held my dennis. tml there will be a service at 8pm also.. saturady will have another service at 3.45pm./. then there will be a bus to mount veron for cremation at 5.15pm. i not sure wads gonna happen in between, ok. very tireed. eyes are like swollen. but not as bad as my loving dad.

tue night, had a call, rushed back there.. coz dirty blood went into his brain. his condition worsen. there was nothing te doctor could do. we were asked to be prepared for the worse. wednesday, morning, i saw him. we had a meetin first. a meeting which was wasn't wanted. about my dad's condtion. negative doc says that he has only a few hours to live, trust me, i dun mind murdering them and go to jail for it. mum and sis went home. friends came. long lost friends came. love all these ppl. mum and sis came back. i went out dinner wif my friends, didn't have the appitie though. went back, celebrated one of our relative's birthday. happily. then mum went home to cathc some rest and prepare fot the nxt day. i was too scared to go home. too afraid that i'll recieve a call, from he hospital, again. so i stayed on wif my sis. later. his bp was way too low. very low. 36, 37, 38. doc gave him much medication. he wasn't responding to the medication either. his heart beat was very very irregular and terrible.. 117, 186, 134, 144, 201, 145... u see... we all like wana die seeing all these nos. so they said to wait for 1/2 hrs to see how b4 we trouble our mama.
she finally came. we tok to him and tok and tok till 4am. he's a great fighter. too great. so great tat we ourselves canot handle it alone. we told him to let go... let it all out.... rather then "kake" all the way. so at 0554, his bp was 0. his heart was still fighting at 14, which can be counted as a miracle for a person with bp of 0. so yar. doc checked on him, and certified my father as dead..

this totally sux. monday, after i went out, i juz felt the urge to go to the hospital. i dunno why. so.. on mon night, it was terrible. in the afternoon, he was ok. still quite good.. whe night was drawing near, he keeps slping, his eyes could not open.. it was terrible.. at 12 midnight again, it was at wit's end. dennis, jasper, adrian, aunty christianne, mingfa and winston came until 1am plus...so at 12mn, his heart ateries burst. yes, burst. so... the dc said tt he might not be able to pull through.so.. me, mum and i stayed back to keep him accompany.. i slept in the cupboard.. it was very comfy there.. but had cramps.. so.. in the morning. his condition did not improve at all. instead, it detoriated. the doc gave us 3 choices. one, to leave him in ward 28, bed 5 and let his condition worsen. two, put him in icu, to help him wif his breathing. 3, was to have a big major op, which is 40% risk... to help him feel better. all these 3 choices will not improve him situation but juz prolong his life. it all sucked. so we chose the op one, to relieve him. so around 4pm like tt, he went in... we wait at the icu somewhere there.. joanne, agnes and jeremiah came...then ya.... was feeling quite strong. then later.lorraine, jasmine, lydia, aunty evelyn came. he was out.. at 8pm like that...he was in icu. totally meesy wif all the machines.. me my sis and mum went in first, then my dad started to cry.. as in..his right eye got a big drop of tear came out... so eveything was emmotional and stuff.. my mum wasn't really stable.. but ya.. manage to get home through our kind nieghbour's car... kinda tired now. worried. i think i gg for trng tml. to relieve my stress.. ya... so later, will be gg back there. =l. i hope he'll make it this last time. i dun want him to lve on llike that. the doc say no matter wad, he'll be bed ridden and wadeva probs he have now will be pernament. so ya, i believe in miracles. my mum and sis doesn't but i believe he'll be able to knock and knock again. juz a fall off he bed can cause his life and future.

went to church this morning.. coz coulnd't sleep the whole night. so. most prob. slept for about 2h... very tired. so later... went home to rest first.. then i went to the hospital wif 2 of my neighbours to see him......1st sight. terrible. he tried to turn is head to his left, but it keeps gg right. his left hand and legs all paralysed.. he had probs toking.. his eyes were not normal. it was just diff. it was quite heart breaking to see a person who loves to be and engineer and loves to work, having a stroke. he loves to work. he is always giving me that big smile..he's a joker ma.. he juz loook at me and gimme a big wide smile when he was ok... now, unable to control his facial expressions.. i could not accept it at first,,... i went out to relieve my mind. went back.. and faced reality. it was hard to put on a front. so i was trying to be my usual naughty self. yar.. then later. he still could joke, despite having probs wif vocal expressions..
later.. there was this church member who came.. was very touched, because i dun not really know her well... and aunty ann, margie, my niece and her husbadn all came.. yup. so that's it.. tryig to get use to this empty house. i miss the banging and the drilling sounds

juz came back from changi hospital. i was gg to slp when i heard a thud sound. a loud one which came from my parent's room. time:around 11:45pm.. my mum and sis were watching some horror movie outside in th living room. so they too heard the loud thud sound. usualy, my dad likes to make stuff,... play around wif his work piece, hammer, and all these engineer stuff.. so it's common to hear things drop coz he has butterfingers. so i continued to sleep. so later.. i heard my mum panicky voice.. my sis was on the phone crying.. coz these days, i dun slp wif e air cond, so i leave my door wide open.. i went to my dad's room and saw him on the floor. unable to speak, unable to move. he could make some words.. he tried to talk. but we really could not understand. my mum said that he was breaking out in cold sweat and could not move his mouth and other parts. further more, my dad has high blood pressure and was gg to hav a heart op. soon.... i stared out of the window, waiting for that ever-so-slow ambulance to arrive... my sis was wif me. she said it might be a stroke. so my heart sank. totally deep. hate it. tears started flowing unknowingly..finaly.. at 12am sharp...that ambulance arrived. we waited and waited. no one came. it was so long. too long. i heard foot steps out of my wide open door gates...i rushed. it was my neighbour. he juz came home from work. he stared at me. wondering y was my house doors wide open and he peeked in. finally. they came in wif their so called boots and all their stuff and headed to my dad's room. my dad was juz tring to move. the paramedics, mum and sis told him not to move, and yet, he still defied their orders. i could not stand it. i could tolerate no longer. i screamed at him, telling him to stop all those freakin movements and almost scolded him an idiot and ran to my room and shout into my blanket. it was good. good. later, my mum followed the ambulance to the hospital and my kind neighbour drove us there. meanwhile, my neighbour's mum, who was not asleep yet, took care of the house and everything.... and my sis and i left. upon reaching there... we had to take our temperatures... i was pissed off... my nieghbour said it was an emergency... then she was like "but u need to................" i hate her.... so i was like.." wa lau.. we not say got fever right." and gave her the rolling eyes thing. then she gave us the mask that we had to wear. found mum. was there. so i went to the lobby? carpark? to stone.. to wait for results.. my sis and neighbour went to tok... i go find things to play. called shuneng to tok.. smsed ppl to pray. then later went to the a&e side and waited outside the hospital becoz only 1 person is allowed to go in to prevent further crowding.... idiot. time was aout 1:45am. my niece came wif her husband. my neighbour was still there. my mum tok to all of them and they decided to make me and my sis go home, assuming that we could sleep hell peacefully.. so my neighboiur drove us back, together wif my niece, who is in the house now. therfore, i'm back at home, still in my cba uniform. i am going to bathe and prepare for tml. i hope its not serious. thanks, God. i juz want to be thankful no matter wad.

bowling is good today. thanks to uncle jack. gd speed. gd release. =)) long time nv bowl liek that... although scores not too good.

*ahhaha. kanna addicted to this kind of thign liao..


Name : Poon Marian
Time started: 11:05pm
Birthdate: 20th Sep 1989
Age: 14
Home town: Bedok North
Siblings: elder sis, 24
Righty or lefty: right

~~~~~Your Looks~~~~~
Hair Colour: black. totally
Eye Colour: dark brown lor..
Do you wear contacts or glasses?: none.. sometimes spects..
Do you have any piercings: ears
Do you wear any rings: ahha.. only to gran ocassions i guess..
What shoes do you wear: track, slippers, shoes......

~~~~~Just Lately~~~~~
How are you today: happy. very happy.
What pants are you wearing:ahha.. shorts..?
What shirt are you wearing: shirt? normal shirt?
What does your hair look like at the moment: messy, toot, ugly.. ahha. no lar.. juz let it down w/o combin wif frindge
What song are you listening to right now: msn ringing
What was the last thing you ate: choco cake. wedding one somemore k.. ahha
How is the weather right now: not so bad.. quite cooling..
whos e last person you talked to on the phone: samantha liew.

~~~~~More About You~~~~~
What are the last four digits of your
phone?: 5257
If you were a crayon what color would you be? : black. to outline and make it more outstanding
Have you ever almost died: no.
Best advice anyone's given to you: half filled jug.
What sport do you hate the most: hello. i luv sport. maybe volleyball? veyr pain leh. i dun want hurt my wrist.. one of the most impt psrt of the body k......
How many phones do you have in your house: i dunno leh. i dubnno count.. coz all spoil one
Do you have your own phone line: hp yes..
Animals: dun haf...
Place for a dream house: bowling alley, all free... then got gym, running track, music room, dance studio.
have you ever sprained/broken/fracured a bone: my ankles so many time.. bowing ball bang!>... whoas.. haha. tap dancing too loose.. then sprain ahhahah
Who would you tell your dreams to: to ppl who appreciates jokes.. hahaha no lar. when i feel like toking juz tok lor
Who is the loudest friend: CATHERINE LEE YIN HWA....... a...a.a trallallaa
Who is the quietest friend: hmm.. i duno leh..

~~~~~You and Love~~~~~
Do you believe in love: how to believe? maybe lor. love can do many things and sacrifices..
Do you believe in love at first sight: maybe
Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend: no.
Did you send this to your crush: i dun have currently lor.. ahaha
What song do you want played at ur funeral: my FUNERAL?!?!play wad? MAKSIM AND AKLL THE TECHNO SONG AR?. bwahhahahahahhaha... crazy.of coz hyms lar..
Lights on/off: on..
Do you like snow, sun, rain: sun!
Summer or winter: bth lah hor...
white or chocolate milk: white milk. i love milf.... i ever drink 1 litre of milk in one day. ahha.. in 3 h...
Mud or Jell-O wrestling: wad in e world is it in e 1st place?!?
Skiing or boarding: boarding..
Day or night: both has its gd and bad points
Cake or pie: both gd food leh
Diamond or pearl: diamonds i guess.. ahha. pearls so ah soh leh
Sunset or sunrise: sunset...

~~~~~~Have You Ever~~~~~
Loved someone so much it made you cry: ahha er.. i dun think so...
Smoked: NEVER
Broke the law: no no no no
Time finished: 11:34pm.. ahha.. i chatting lor... bz bz ahhah

from brendan..

MY
name : Marian Poon
piercings : ears?
tattoos : never.
height : 150 ahha. be thkful tt i hit 150
shoe size : 6
hair color: black
siblings : sistar, 24

LAST
movie you rented : none
movie you bought : whoa.. thats long.. i not stupid... yup
song you listened to : my blog the an jing
song that was stuck in your head : none le..
cd you bought : errr.. the last one... maksim
cd you listened to : dance revolution..
person you've called : err... who ar.. mr lim? i think coz of the web
person that's called you : errr... who... erm erm.. i think zen?
tv show you've watched : channel 8 that 9 pm drama...
person you were thinking of : sara parn ting hui.. hahaa

DO
you have a crush on someone : currently, no.
you wish you could live somewhere else : no. singapore like quite gd liao.. no natural disaters.. then so small and independant.
you think about suicide : not often. but yes. |:
you believe in online dating : no no no no
others find you attractive : how i know.. aha.. shpuld be not lar.
you want more piercings : no.
you like cleaning : of the classroom, yes
you like roller coasters : chicken heart.. ahhha
you write in cursive or print : print

FOR OR AGAINST
long distance relationships : depends
using someone : against
suicide : against
killing people : against.
teenage smoking : against
driving drunk : against
gay/lesbian relationships : against
soap operas : ok lar.. some some
HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl : for me.... yes.
ever cried over a boy : ahahah. err.. primary 6? aaahha..
ever lied to someone : yes.. white lie.
ever been in a fist fights: nah. so violent
ever been arrested : haha..yea yea.. no.

WHAT
shampoo do you use : VS.. ahaa. so victoria.. ahha. no lar. vidal sessons
shoes do you wear : slippers... nike..
are you scared of : insects. esp. those that fly...

NUMBER
of times I have been in love? : 0
of times I have had my heart broken? : 0
of girls I have kissed? : me?.. ahha.. slaps myself if i do that..
of boys I have kissed? : none
of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? : hahaha. my cousins.. my church friends. haha. slp on bed lar.. that time camp wad
of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? : no lar.. siao..
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends : 3
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : 0
of scars on my body? : lots leh
of things in my past that I regret? : many.. i great one is PSLE.. serious,

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
pretty : not at all lor
funny : when i'm hyper
hot : no.. ahha. practically speaking, singapore's weather makes ppl hot. =)
friendly : to ppl who is nice
amusing : dumb. blurr sotong
ugly : haha no la. God creation leh
loveable : me? do i know?
caring : at times
sweet : haha.. duuno leh
dorky : ???

FAVORITE
5 letter word : Jesus
actor/actress : none. zoe?,.. ah-ha.. robbie williams and that funny hong kong guy
Candy : chocolate!
Cartoon : dexter
Cereal : coco pops
Chewing gum : -nil-
Color(s) : yellow, blue
Color nail polish : i hate them. coz i feel like as if no air gets into my nails..
Day of week : sat.
Least fave day : i duno. different things happen
Flower : i duno leh.. i dun study them
Jello flavor : ???
Jewelry : i duno
Special skills/talents : tap dancing.. haha
Summer/Winter : summer..? winter for fun
Trampolines or swimming pools : pool.

PERSON WHO LAST.
Slept in your bed : marian poon
Saw you cry : samantha
Made you cry : uncle jack
You went to the movies with : my church friends
Yelled at you : mother lor
Sent you an email : friendster

Have you ever.
Said "I love you" and meant it? : haha.. yes.. but was young too young..
Gone out in public in your pajamas : downstairs...
Kept a secret from everyone : many.. duh
Cried during a movie : yea.. almost...
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : no.
Planned your week based on the TV Guide : once. ahhahhahaa
Been on stage : many times
Been to New York : nope
Been to California : nope
Hawaii : nope
China : nope
Canada : nope.
Europe : nope
Asia : hello.. i live here.
South America : no
Wished you were the opposite sex : yes.. haha
What time is it now? : 2301
Apples or bananas? : apples
Blue or red? : blue
Walmart or target? : target
Spring or Fall? : sping
What are you gonna do after you finish this? : some bowling admin
What was the last meal you ate? : dinner... mama cooked food.. damn nice... ahaha
Are you bored? : no. never
Last noise you heard? : mum's nags
Last smell you sniffed? : mama's vegetable soup
Last time you went out of state/province? : primary 6..

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight? : err.r. no?. wait... maybe
Do you want children one day & if so, how? : yar.. wad ya mean by how? married then have kids lar..
Most important thing to you in a friendship is : honesty, trust

Other Info
Criminal record? : no
Do you speak any other languages? : chinese. dielect. aha.. horrible spellig
Last book you read : some friends bk
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : my guitar. my trophy, my notebks, my creations,. my Bible
Thing you dislike about yourself the most : My 'unableness' to be obediant and speak out..
Worst feeling in the world : betrayed
Who you love : God
Who you miss : Catherine

You
Nickname(s) : murex
Initials : pm
How old do you look? : 11?12? bah!
How old do you act? : 13?
Glasses/Contacts : none.. smth times spects
Braces? :yup.
Do you have any pets? : no
You get embarrassed : yes. many times
What makes you happy? : gd grades. gd results
What upsets you? : bowling. bwling bolwing. it's screwed

Finish the sentence
I Love to... bowl
I Miss... catherine
I Wish... i can be who i want to be
I Hope... to hit my goals
I'm Annoyed by... menacing stares and glares
I Am... marian poon.
I Want to Be...myself to the fullest..
I Would Never... break the law
I'd Rather... be anything but ordinary plesesa.. issit enough........... ajahaha
I Am Tired of... being not able ot bowl well
I Will Always be.. cheerful,.ahahha

Have you ever.
Thought you were going to die : no.
Wanted to Run away : yes
Flunked a grade : duh
Skipped a grade :no.





haha...... thats it.. enough play liao..

hhaa. otday went for the prefects meeting. as usual, was very formal.. so. heehe.. shall try to be me! =)))) so..they juz toked about the camp... and stuff.. yup.. so its like on a fri, sat, and sun... so i really gotta plan and plan and plan... alot.. haa.. got to tok to them alot too.. blech.. ahaha. okok.. so. later.. went to hand in my appeal form.. it was ms. chang who tok my appeal form, attached to my results and a self-addressed envelpoe wif a paper clip..so its like she didn't know where to put and looked like as if finding for other forms...... paing.. i damn worried k like that.. aha. wad if she misplaced it? aha,, chill girl. ahaha. darn it. ahaha, so later... went to get files from popular and went to eat wif g-e-r-a-l-d-y-n-e and sara.. (ps: gel. see... full proper name.. ) hahaa,, yup.. got to do lotz of admistraitve stuff now.. ahaa.. coz samantha really did alot liao.. so ya... got to work hard.. toking about work, i haven touch my txtbks yet leh.. ahha. worries..ahah.. teenager.. not easy man.. ahha. k lar. i going to start now. bye ppl. haha.. finally a not so bad and adrupt ending.. hahha.

Marian, u have to be not so lazy can.... wakey girl.. hahha. wait.. i'm juz toking to myself for awhile k.. ya. so... anyway....... you are not doing ur job well enough.. and for goodness sake.. can u use proper english.... you cannot understand urself... wad about others and alll the public toks and announcements?,.... u have to do something about the sec1s bowling team.. they dun give a damn about their future... i mean not so serious lar... but i seriously dun see 80% of the sec1s interested....... okok.. maybe too high expectation........ how about 50%. no, i do not see that effort being put in.wad about ur studies? it is important.. can all of u stop being so playful and wanting to go wif the flow and stuff.. bah!..... why am i so concerned and worried? i duno lar.. but it juz affects me a little... i've becoming more irresponsible....i mean, maybe u all might say that i responsible or some shit lar....but then. compared to now and primary 6.... i think i'm more mature, responsible and sensible in primary six.....my primary 5 prefects-training keeps yaking about responsibility,...so i sahll uphold it... . i'm not taking the initative, i'm not giving a damn abouut my task. now wad. i dun feel like a gd captain or gd leader...from shuhua, the kc prefects "main theme" is duno wad attitude... but i think responsiblity is a more important issue..this is because, by being responsible, u take things into control the way u want it to be, u must be accountable.. kc prefects really dun practice this. i mean some... i even find 1 or 2 of the ex-cos not taking much initative and not being solely responsible and independant. too reliable...... baa baa black sheep have u any wool... ok lar..i'm juz typing wad i'm feeling now.. so about 49% readers wun undertstand wad am i toking. okok.. i'm such a complain queen. i can't stop complaining. *slaps myself real hard. ok. i muz buck up. as for bowling, well, it still sux, i am going to force my ball. i want more rev.. speaking about bowling, i have anther complaint, the sec 1s are really progressing really slowly. too slow.. how can win 4th? *faints... wad about the wrk plan and stuff. enough is enough. i want to represent singapore. i want to show mr jega that kc can excel in bowing.
i shall be a more refined lady and a discipline kid.
crap. negtive side of me again. i promise to type positively for the next few posts.

My radio dropped and spoiled.

the tournament is CANCELLED!! booohhoo.. train so hard then like that

ahaha.. damn fun day today...... first went church.. then later went home. then later went gym... first time leh.. wif ulrica and jasmine.. ahhahaa. then right.. in the gym.. there's this trainer keeps laughing at us.. coz i think almost the whole gym is those big guys one alr.. ahha. so anyway.. i alot of things dunno.. ulrica is pro. too pro. hahah.. then later.. i asked him if i could train my left arm.. then he asked y.. then i show him... ahha. he kanna shocked.. then say do lifts.. so do lor.. then like so sua koo... so anywya.. i finished liao.. thne asked him if i could train my right leg.. then he asked y again.. so i replied... becoz of bowling.. ahha.. he like veyr shock.. coz bowling where got leg inproportionate one.... so he dun believe.. then he compare... hahha.. he say okok.. then introduced me soe kind of excersise.. damn fun.. then later... go running.. haha.. very fun.. he keep increasing the speed and adjusting the slope... speed until 10.3... for jogging..ahaa. so fun.. then right.,ulrica was like running at 10? for jogging? ahha.then he said... amazing.. ahha. so anyway.. later we went swimming.. hahaa. fun.. long time nv go pool liao.. then later go pasar malam... hahah. eat and walk.. gd food k.. haha.. yup. then we sent ulrica all the way back home.. at 815 and reached hiome at 11pm ahha.. touching.. ok.. anyway.. abit tired and hyper now.. gg to bathe later and try to slp. =)

aahah. today ar....... i got posted to 3/6!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! boohoooo/.//.. hmm.. let's do some comparison here.. geraldyne, aka, my best friend..... got 68.3% i got 68%... i won her for maths and science.... yup... the double weightage thing.. hah.a. and then also her level is 43rd, mine 45th............ so close right.. i got 3/6, she, 3/7/......... ahha.. so anywya. will be doing core geog and elec. lit.. yay.. ahaa. okok.. so it ended too early.. so i went for tap class in th end... late for 5mins.. then went for cba.. ahahaha.. today train the line bowling again... i tell u ar... today... was toking about uncle jack and his ways lar.. i think he is a nice person if u know him very well, and his ways of sparing is good. but, he's got an attitude which we cannot handle.... so.. we toked to all the uncles at the yishun alleys.. then all really nv give a definite ans... so say say say until i cannot take it when i hear about uncle jack's attitude..... then i broke down..haha.. weakling..then i ok liao.. happy liao.. then uncle billy say " we gonna miss u girls" and gave a -missing-kind of face, somemore wif mariah words, and 'song dedication', ahha.. cried again.. so irritating right.. ahha.. so anyway.. went to pasr ris to bowl wif shu to try out. shu neng very gd hor.. haha.. so anyway... went home- tired- -injured- i think i over bowled?...... coz my left leg, knee and below, very pain, the ankle, feet, calf, everything,,, cannot walk. then the right leg juz the foot,.. so now feeling quite handicap...ok.. so i'm gona slp now.. i think.. if i cann.. ajja yar


*PS: To all prefects:
Please be informed that there will be a meeting on the 13th of November which is a Thursday. It will be held at the AVA room and will start at 1 p.m. It will last for about an hour. Please remember to bring your writing materials and those who need to pass me their passport size photos please write your name at the back of the photo.

Thank You.

hmm... for once, sch trng was gd today. we learnt spares...... uncle jack say 3-6-9 system only work out for those kind of lanes.... i think he meant the cathay lanes... then the victor's lanes not sure.. haha.. but i think he still dun want us to join extra trngs after selections.. and guess wad.. he say that selections will be nxt wk?.. *faints.......wanna die man like that.... haiz.... hmmm... east zone tournament coming liao... very nervous. muz really win tkgs.. but hor.. my avg now like not even 130?,,.. i not sure lar... damn sad lor.. haha. lost al that c div touch lo\iao. now seriously a lousy bowler.. i not discouraging myself lar... but then its true... yup.. so.. anyway, this morning. i recieved a call.. i thought it was my father.......... so i was like " HARLOW Ar..... (then i cannot hear,,.. so i said again). harolow helo...... Dadi ar?!..."......... ahhaha.then least expected.... "erm.. this is Mrs. Boey, ur form teacher here" ahahaa.. i paused... shit man. hahahhaha.. she wanted to ask me about the geylang old folks.. haha.. damn farnie.. ahhahahhahha/... yar. so... tml i planning ot wear my trng shirt go sch.. ahha.. hopefully... teachers wun scold..coz i meeting sam and shu.. so i think no time to change? haa/ yar. lazy to bring extra clothes too.. =). yup. i confrim going to appeal... ahhaha

twinkle twinkle little pang (remix version)
twinkle twinkle little pang,
how i wonder if you're young.
up upon the pants so high,
like a mooncake in the sky,
twinkle twinkle little pang,
how i wonder if you're a bung.

-ahhaaha... all the fond memoaries man........ grr.. haven even graduate like that liao-

twinkle twinkle little pang (remix version)
twinkle twinkle little pang,
how i wonder if you're young.
up upon the pants so high,
like a mooncake in the sky,
twinkle twinkle little pang,
how i wonder if you're a bung.

yea.. ytd trng was terrible... not that i didn't bowl well.. i didn't had the mind to bowl after wad Uncle Jack has said. shall treat him wif abit of respect lar... so ya.. anyway.. b4 our trng.. he tok to us.. he say that he allows us to have our own personal trngs and stuff including cba la... then he say until quite reluctant lar.. nvm.. then later.. he say...after selection for the b div, we have to stop ALL other trainings beside sch trainings .. so fair right.. *coughs pathetically too loud to hear*. so i really felt like giving up bowling... i mean.. i lost all hopes in the b div which will be held at victors, after he explained the lane conditions and expect us to change according to his ways and nothign esle.. so.. speaking money-wise... me, shu and sam paid for 6 months for cba liao/... so if quit from dec until mar... isn't that like 4 months?/.. so we paid so much for nothing.. i dun care lar.. i'm still going.. for my personal trng.. i shall talk to uncle francis.. and then right, UNCLE JACK expects us to write a report on wad we learn and who is the coach every single lesson we attend for our own trngs from now onwards.. wad the hell la.. i'm damn pissed off wif his behaviour.. if i show that i hate him.... i seriously can forget about joing the b div liao.. so wad? he's the best coach? *pukes... i can't tok to mr lim and uncle ronnie about this liao... they seriously gonna tok to UNCLE jack about thiis lor.. so ya.. shall be discreet about this and do wad i like.. i dun care. i do not care. i do not give a damn. i amm going to train hard. wif my hard wrk, i believe i can make it.. hahaah.. ya ya/.. crap.

1. First Name: Marian

2. Were you named after any anyone? : no...

3. Do you wish on stars? : haha... when i was young

4.Which finger is your favourite? : index finger ar? ahha.. wad a q

5. When did you last cry? : yesterday

6. Do you like your handwritting? : defintely not

7. What is your favourite meat?: chicken haha

8. Any bad habits? : so many lo.. want to do but lazy to do

9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf? : none?

10. If you were another person, would you be friends WITH you? : maybe not... ahaha... *gasp

11. Are you a daredevil? : depends.. erm.. maybe noth...ahah

12. Have you ever told a secret you promise not to tell? yes. haha girls.

13. Do looks matter? : yes.. but i dun really bother.. like i said.. lazy

14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid? : ahahha... many times

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? : never... i tot was a plate of poster paints

16. Do fish have feelings? : hahhahahhaha...... maybe... yes!..

17. Are you trendy? : nah

18. How do you release anger? hahhaa. write and wrtie and scribble and scream

19. Where are your second homes? : sch, church

21. What was your favourite toy as a child? : barbie dolls? ahhahahaa

22. What class in school do you think is totally useless? : class? no calss is uselsess. all still have hope if u have made it to a class

24. Have you ever been on radio or television? tv, yes... some commercial.. ahhha.. got $1200 for running around some fire pit. ahaha

25. Do u keep a journal? yes. lots

26. Do you use sarcasm a lot?: haahaa yar. esp. to my best friend geraldyne.. aahhaa alot...

27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit? : wads that

28. What do you look for in a guy/girl? : of course personality... the ability to open up wif and trust lor

29. What are your nicknames? : murex, poon, toot, idiot

30. Would you bunjee? : scared leh...........

31. Do you un-tie your shoes when you take them off? : no.

32. What are you worried about right now? : bowling, bowling, bowling

33. Do you ever wear overalls? : nopes..

35. What's your favourite ice cream flavor? : vanilla or chocolate!

36. Whats your favourite colour/s? : blue, yellow

37. What is your least fav. thing in the world?: ahhah.err.. got to think..

38. How many wisdom teeth do you have? : none?

39. Are you in love with anyone? : not at the moment

40. How many people have a crush on you right now? : how i know... 4?5? ahhaa bhb liao

41. Who do you miss most right now? : my old coaches, friends for primary sc, and kc sec

42. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back? no need.. juz do can liao. =)

-negative, angry, paranoid, hopeless, lifeless, goaless, quit, mad, fuming, sick, hurt, broken, dashed, dead-
marian is going to hate bowling.. very soon. too soon. shocked? yes,very. i'm goaless.. hopeless... no hope no interest... losing all the grip, the fun, the happiness.. losin all that feeling. i hate trngs. totally. i miss old coaches. alot. so much, too much. cried. slashed dashed burnt. i type to relieve all the hate, anger bitterness.. never will i be a winner. negative thought running through. happy marian... give up. no consols or wadeva.pls. enough. dun be alarmed by this post, its juz a habit of crying it out. to myself, not to whom it may concern. cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry cry-end-dead end

hahhaha. i went to try out the lanes at pasir ris bowl on saturday night. it totally sucked. very very very dry. practically no oil. so i got a very very very high score of 118, 120 and 80... ahha.. power ar.. ahha *pukes immediately... i went wif shu... shu was gd... coz her ball is travel far then break sharply.. my one is big hook. ahahaa. soyar.. kind of worried that i wun make my sch proud on the 14th nov.. i think mr lim should really send shu neng... she much much better now.. better than me also.. very pro.. so ya.. today i went to sch for life sciences,,learnt lots of stuff... feeling damn stupid now.. coz like whole day long is juz computer... and mybe the guitar. and all the ten pins innocently looking at me... so ya.. today after that... went to pp.. then i went to buy the prefect's stuff.. wasted lotz of money k.. then went to meet my parents.. ahaha.. had a really horrible hair cut... i cut to have frindge...... totally horrible.. nat, and surina were the 1st 2 ppl who saw me.. haha.. it was trerrible. then melanie saw me.. *-------... so horrible.. so in the end after my guitar class and everything, mum brought me to my house downstairs to re-cut my hair.. so its like old-long friend.. so its free,,,,.. and now its better,,, i'm so not going to supercuts now.. ahha.. it totally sux after they hire alll those horrible cutters.. o well... gtg now/.. i've got friendster btw,, =)

today is a many-things-happening day for me..morning meet mr.lim.. then had to find out the trainees nxt yr.. then i didn't get in.... then later went to class then go hall.. for hymn singing.. ahhaha. then like how touching lar.. haha. then ya.. flooded. was thinking about my primary sch guy friends.. then thought of cath. haha.. then like tap water liao..aha.. then later got the award thing.. got for ipw and bowling.. my name cloudy clooudy one.. then mr. lim (i think) reprint for fafa and blackened mine... for the sch colours certificate,... yup.. then later had 1h recess.. spent time in class taking wacky photos.. then hahaha.. keep laughing... after that die die time....was taking report bk la... ahha.. cath got 10th in the level... then like wa. haha.. i should be appreciative and grateful for my results.. hhaha.. 45th... abit the shaky.. but ust thank mrs boey and mr pang.. coz that time parents meeting... both ppl told me that if i want to go 3/7 hf to wrk damn extra hard... haha.. somemore infront of mama... soo ya lor.. ahaha then anyway. soon realised that i chosen for the trainees..... ahha. so quite blech about it. i thought i would be happpy lar,, then turn out i sad.. ahaha then aiya,, take it as a challenge lor.. so anyway..had that meeting. left at 240.. mrs sng was funny... ya.. then like very very serious lor... prefects ar.. haiz.. then intro here and there.. ya.. then now got some expectations liao.. anyway... left the meeting .. then lim sent me and sam to trng.. then he drove halfway then drove back to collect forms for fafa nad lyn./.... so we were late. then today did public speaking in a very singlish manner lor. ahaha.. thne aited for rain to stop then went home around 715? yup.. reached home tired..... hahaha. ok.
today is like hte last day of sch.. time really do flies.. like say say sec 2 streaming damn impt ar.. hahah.. then like over liao... okk.. goona slp liao. tired

Avril Lavigne- Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rahter be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
That this world is this beautiful
Accident turbulent suculent
I'm feeling permanent
No way I won't taste it
Dont wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It's my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breath?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

phew.. i'm tired. the calss com today really did a great job.. good planning and everything.. ahha. i was incharge of the station whereby i made them sing the sch song.. hahaha/... not so loud and clear.. ahha.. i supposed to be evil and make them sing twice or maybe more.. haha.. maybe too kind.. coz they were facing the sun... haa.. took lots of pics.. yup. so so tired. my mama brought food to the class.. was great... everybody enjoyed it. mrs boey actualy catered curry from canteen..mr pang actualy brought ice.. then we ran out of drinks. then he sponsored again leh!>. haha. shocking right.. haa. no lar.. then was touched lar.. then had hymn singing.. cath teared. aagahha.. coz me, geraldyne, melanie, kammi and cath was behiind of the class singing.. and singing.. haha. then like put arms around shoulders and sing.. then ya lar. cath... haiz.. anyway.. tml will be damn damn damn bz for me.. i really feel like smashing my head against the wall lar.....but today was really good... ahha.. and miss yuanting 'cursed' that its gonna rain-downpour somemore.... then really liek that.. *bish.. haha then i stayed in sch wif her.. haha.. mel left early.... ya. grr.. then rain was lesser and dragged my ever-so tired body back to homeground. *faints. tml-big death day.

aha.. today had grooming course.... ahhaa. its so all girls sch lar.. hahah,... yup. then our class lucky lucky.. got the music room.. haha.. then the teacher is ms. priscilla..i think the most chio girl among all other teachers.. ahha.. learnt alot on the lotions and stuff.. then after recess.. we carried tables from our class room to the music room.. then had make-up session!! ahha.. i nv play wif make-up b4... neither do i see so many of our classmates putting on those stuff... ahha.. cath is chio.. melanie is... sara is.... ahha... all damn chio... most ppl were like real pro at those stuff... aha... maybe i stupid lar.. but then really learnt alot... ahaa. then the teacher tok tok tok all the things like chemistry one.. yar. so later... as in b4 recess... i was feeling abit sleepy.. then mel hit me... hahaha... coz play play mar.. then i was like an irritant then like tell her off or smth like that.. i think i hurt her? hahaha. sry.. yup.but i think she's ok.. =)... i feel so sensitive today k.... *slaps myself.... then later went 711 wif sam to buy food smuggle 2 sch. then went trng... mr lim wanted to send us there coz he needed to discuss many so damn impt things for bowling.... then his new car so whoa... ahhaa.. all black. totally. hahaha. very very cool/... although all black right, got this smth then the car not so hot.. ahha... was good... then my mind was really cracking coz got to remember soooooo many things.. hahaa.. so it's quite tiring.. then today sam and i took attendence.. then it did not tally.. ahaha.. so panick.. luckily... uncle jack was still there.. so went to sort it out wif evelyn... then it was sam's fault who counted wrongly... ahhaha. but goood experience... yup/... today uncle jack isn't so bad... ahha... he told me that i juz need to practice my spares.. ahha. yeah. hope no changes....

KC UNITED DAY...... ahha... its tml!> can't wait for tml. the games.. the food!.. ahhah... beetr get gd rest toda. loz of things to do tml.. ok.. shall stop.. =)

hmmm... my internet cannot go in for the past few days... so cannot update.. aaahha.. ok.. so i shall update..hee hee.. long long

today
hhmm.. today had some police talk again.. the 1st speaker cannot speak proper english... and he juz keep reading from those darn slides.. hahaha.. geraldyne say he sure fail ipw... ahhaa.. then the video was ok ok.... then is like the guys' prison so terrible... in much worse condition than the girls' one... so it's like i was wondering if the girls have their monthly thing... will they provide or wad?hahahha. so yar.. had hymn singing.. mr. jega very funny.. hahah.his actions all so animated.. ahaha.. so anyway... i had the interview today.. suppsoe to b tml.. then i tml got trng so totally cannot so push to today....then its like the 7 nex-yr-ex-co-prefects all sitting there facing me on one freaking chair la...all crossed legs.. then paper on the table.. then its like reporter like that.. i say smth they all write write write..ahha then i sit like the ankle on the knee.... hahhaha... then slack down the chair abit and gave an impression that i really couldn't be bothered much.. ahhah.. coz i was practically toking in singlish... then they ask me wad will i do if u catch ur gd friend... hhahha then i say...tell her put back lor.. coz if the owner of the wallet needed the money to go home... then also no ez link card... sure stuck in sch.... then one prefect call me speak louder.. ahahha... i gave her the sia lan face... muahhaha.. heck lar...then the nice ncie vice head prefect call me dun kan chiong... coz i kan choing to see 7 prefects all staring at me. seriously...very seriously... agahhaha.. ya.. so i'm the 1st to be interviewed by prefects instead of teachers... wa.. honour whoa.. hahahhhhaa ookok.. yup.ltr going train wif shu.. =)

monday
went bowling wif sam and shu.. got really sucky scores...hahha,,.. sam was mad... shu was mad at the 1st game... hahaha.. i feel lousy again.... but at least got back the hook i wanted... juz dunno where to aim..then wanted to meet jasmine to go gym to play.. then nvm come coz it was quite unplanned,.. so nv go.haiz.. i nv go gym b4.. wanna go see see... =).. ok... next day...

sunday
piang today stack the chairs from ah hood to st andrews.. i think klike 300 chairs... then must move everything to ah hood.... in 1 hr.. yar.. so was practically moving all the chairs and stuff... everyone was tired... but all did a great job.....a very very very gd job i must say... the guys had to move one big heavy metal cupboard wif many things inside.... i see them move like very scary... hahah... yup.. God was really watching over us....hee hee.. thanks ar... yup...had enpugh manpower, space and everything... God really provides.. =)

daahahhaaah,,.. everyone's lazy to blog.. yeah... i think i prefer exams.. coz firstly, i dun feel so stupid... and also i dun waste so much time... now i'm like practically wasting lots of time by juz slacking here and there.. yup..... so kinda worried for sec 3.. and also right, by doing exams, u're directly killing the teachers by giving them sooooo much questions to marks.. wif so limited time..ahhaa.. imagine marking lit paper... the essays.. the grammers.... the spellings.. hahaha... gd for them. so i really dunno wad career i want... teaher? lawyer? policewoman? bowler? hahaa.. yar lor... these are the 4 ambitions... so far.... hmm.. so. tml gonna train again.... and seriously gonna search for my old style... been really upset about bowling.. very. ~~~~ oh man.. irritated wif myself. anyway.. gonna try to put on a happy mask lar k....ahhaa.. plastic.. fake.. no lar... at least making the world a brighter place.. ahahha... gosh.. toking to myself.. dwang!...

so sian of coming online liao.. haha. ya. today v happy. ms wong confirmed that i got 2nd in the level for lit... haha.. which is like wa piang for me. coz i forever getting f9.. ahhaha.. but anyway. in the end.. i chose to take core geog as my single sub... yup. and uncle francis say that TKGS is joining the east zone tournament this yr. which consist of pei lin, janice, samantha and ____- ... kao. they all avg. like 170 180 la.. then all get into masters b4.. and also all sec4s b div.. yea.. and we're sec 2s c div.. hahah. big diff... blech.. i really hope got different sections.. ahaha.a.. ya.. eng did really badly.. and cath is like crazy for that paper.. haha... yup. post-examinations activitices can be very useless.. like the ones we had today. sux big time.. hahha.. wad belly dancing... i dun think it is related to acadamic wise or wad...yup.. gonna train hard these days. too tired to come here often.. yup. take care everyone... =)

shit la....paranoid liao.. duno wad sub to choose... how.. i was determined to take geog as my single sub.. but then now my lit like that then how?????????????? can't slp tonight liao

=)
hahha. basically, i'm damn happy today.. finally for once i'm happy wif 1 exam result. ahhaha.. unexpectedly, its lit..........ahahaa.. i got 65/80... ahaha.. at first, she said hihgest 66... then i got back my paper, i counted, coz the total marks wasn't there.. so i count then 65... then of course i dun believe wad.. then asked shuhua, then sara, then geraldyne.. then all confirm 65.. but then ms wong say i got 58.. then i call her count.. hahah.. then really 65.. hahah.. yar. happy.. coz its like i forever getting f9 for lit one lor..ahhhaaah.... then today me, shuhua and gel go maths rm for the ipw project thing to touch up... then aha.. got glue all over... anyways... we didn't want to go back to class.. coz was v noisy.. then mrs. lim say must go back,... so we were on our way back.. then mrs. linguish needed us to do smth for her... so we went lor.. haha.. we thought some light light stuff... then must wrap and stick smth onto 120 books... 120... crazy right.. aha so in the end, we wrapped about 15 bks then bell rang.... somemore wif the help of sara le... haha,,,. yar...so later skipped dnt and went to music room for e meeting... was a gd meeting today.... discussed alot.. had lots of ideas now.. =).. ahhaha... had fun....after that took bus home wif samantha and met ms wee.... ahhah..so later i went ntuc get smth for ipw... big change. very big chnage.. the place damn high tech.. hahha.. yup gd gd day. =)

omg. kim wak*rman again........ pls le.. fake. ahah... ok lar.. she's quite cute.. but then yar.. grrr.. see her in my bk, in sch now on tv... nxt time in cinema... *bish*... doubt it.. if she really chosen.. ireally pity that guy actor... ahha.. yaryar.. hopes.

haiz.......... got back chinese, maths and science today....... rubbish la... confir confirm cannot not notnotntotnonto go triple science liao lor... chinese 58.. v the gd hor... haiz.... unhappy la... pig pig pig pig.. my maths could have 10 more marks lar,,,,.. science all stupid answers... not even an A...... pig.. bian xin is mad. she has 89 for maths which is the highest...87 for chinese which is also the highest... how like that.. not fair leh.. beter wrk hard now.. its all over. gone. dashed. forget it.. bowling now. i want win 2 trophys in november,... one for team and one for individual.. oh pls;..... grrrr. wrk hard.
today guitar was feeling very very tired. coz 1.5h. then for make up lessons.. then 1/2h in between is practice on my own... kao.. then play the -can't help falling in love- until pain.. my fingers short.. then cannto reach. then play until like mad.. then the notes cannot read at all lor.. pain. practicing now~

ahha.. bored again.... from shu yin.. =)



SIMPLE QUESTIONS
1. Full name: Poon Marian

2. Nicknames: Murex, poon

3. Eyes: brown

4. Height: vertically challenged

5. Hair: black

6. Siblings: sis.. elder sis

7. Do u like to sing in the shower: no

8. Do u like to sing in the toilet? got smth better to do....=p

10. Sign: Virgo..

11. Address: for wad...

12. Sex: girl

13.Righty or lefty: right

14. What do you want in a relationship most? err.. trustworthyness?

15. Have you ever cheated on someone: .. err.. who wouldn't?

16. Martial status: single and not planning

17. What kinda car do you want?: wa lau.. air pollution k... can cause acid rain lar

FAVORITE QUESTIONS:

18.perfume/cologne: no.. waste money

19. Movie: hmm.. local ones

20. song : music by maksim

21. singers/stars: maybe steph sun, jay chow

22. TV Show: er.. channel 8 dramas

23. Actor: only know how to act...

24. Actresses: no

25. Food: nice nice food

26. Number: 7? 34? ahah can't be bothered

27. Cartoon: Dexter! Popeye! Power Puff Girls!

28. Disney Character: i duno how to classify which is from disney one le..

29. Colour: blue, yellow, orange

LOVE LIFE ETC:

30. Do you plan on having children: obviously

31. Do you want to get married: if not how to get children 2 start family

33. How old do u wanna be when your married: hahah. that one i have plan yet.. not so soon wad..

34. Would you have kids before marriage: siaow.. science txbk say pre-marital sex not gd k..

35. Do you have a b/f or g/f ? no, none, never so soon

36. Do you have a crush? ahhaa.... err.. that ar... erm.. currently none

EITHER-OR (PICK WHICH ONE YOU PREFER)

38. Music/TV: tv

39.Guys/Girls: guys

40. Green/Blue: Blue

41. Pink/Purple: Purple

42. Summer/Winter: Summer
43. Night/Day: day.. safer

44. Hangin Out/Chillin: wads the diff? hahah .. sorry... aunty here

45. Dopey/Funny: Funny?

OTHERS

46. weird saying I have? huh? question not clear lar

47. what skool do u go to? seconday school... kc lor

48. have you ever taken drugs? only medicines...

49. What's a major turn on guys/gers for you? aiya... who cares la.. so long can tok and trust here and there can liao

50. How far would you go on a first date? hahha... not too far.. later too deep. then... yar. u should know

52. Which 7 people do you trust and are open with the most? sch, church friends lor..

53. what do you think of your "soul mates"/bestfriends? ahha. alot of them kanna bullied by me.. a way of strengthening their fighting spirit.. hahah

54. is it right to flirt if you have a bf/gf? u crazy ar.. want to hurt the person for wad

55. what was the last thing you cried over or got teary about? ahha... my mama put ice pack onto my back when my temps was like 40.1 degrees.. compared to a maybe around 0.3 degrees thing.. damn terrible lar..pure torture

56. what's something about guys/girls you don't get? ? why must girls be so... how to say ar.. so... not natural

57. Are you happy? now quite

59. What's an object you can't live without? actually nothin leh... i think my baby-smelly-pillow lor

60. Love or Lust: Love... lust ur head

61. Silver or gold: both

62. Diamond or pearl? both

63. Sunset or sunrise? sunrise!!!

64. Have you ever gone skinny-dipping: crazy

65. Do you sleep with stuffed animals: ahaha alot....

66. Do you have any piercings? ears.. mama wants.. i think when i was like a few months old

68. What song are you listening to right now? none.. juz hearing my com fan blowing

69. What are the last four digits of your phone number? i assume is hp no.. 5257

70. Where would you want to go on your honeymoon? duno lar

71. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? how i know

72. What's your favourite sport? bowling bowling bowling cycling

73. What's your favourite instrument? violin, piano, guitar, drums.. only know how to play the guitar... sobs

74. What makes you happy? when i see some1 happy lor.. or i hit my aim

75. What you gonna buy/get? i duno. saing up of a bolwing ball i guess?

76. SPECS OR CONTACT LENS? none

77. What's the best advice given to you? ahha alot from lots of ppl

78. Have you ever won any special awards? wad kind? question not clear again

79. What are your future goals? become a successful woman

80. Worst sickness u ever had? ytd.. some large intestine virus.. damn high fever, vommiting, lao saing..

81. Do you like Funny or scary movies better? funny.lar..

82. On the phone or in person? person..

83. Hugs or Kisses? hugs!

84. Wat songs seems to reflect you the most? haha.err// i duno

85. If you die tml who wud u leave everything u own to? my family lor

86. Do you have any enemies? Yes..

87. What is your greatest fear? losing

88. Would you rather be rich or famous? none

89. What time is it in Albania now? wa lau.. i not geog teacher lor

90. Have you ever been in love? nv

91. Have you met santa? ahha.. ya! ya!..

92. If E.T. knocked on your door holding up a peace sign asking to use your phone? slam the door

93. when did u last tok to the person u like? mummy. called her to buy food

94. Do u have any pets? no

95. Whats your email address? poony_dancer@hotmail.com

97. Are you an alcoholic? nv.

98. Who sent this to you? shu yin's blog

99. What do you think of this person? ahhah.. fun to be wif

100. Do u want your friends to write back? yar!

::pruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuttt::
haha.. yay.. got the mood to type..finally.. ahha.. i'm quite well liao... juz that when i lie down for awhile, wake up then got headache.. ahha.. tenn keep shitting and vommiting out wadeva i consumed.. even water... blech.. ahha.. thanks ppl..
yup.. got back dnt and geog.. not bad lar... but then.... i think i did most well for those 2 papers during the exams..... so i have to expect 'worser' results than ever b4... yup... haha..yup.. then today supposed to have meeting lar,,, and i praticaly dragged myself to sch for it.. and then 2 impt ppl did not come. y? not becoz of sick reasons or wad.. i doubt it..... so it'sa postponed...i likw how disappointed lar.. piang... pls lor.. haiz.nvm.. at least i can excerise more.. if not keep cooping myself up in e house sure die one.. ahhah.. =)...ahha.. ook.. now i juz want to eat... food food food.. ahha. but then sure puke again..hhaa ok.. gd luck for all ur results.. ;)

lech.. terrible. very terrible.. last night got igh fever and endless pains from the stomach.. temp 39.7. then keep on lao saing.... then whole night didn't sleep. feeling horrible.. keep vomitting, shitting. then go c doc.. say dun wad ,large intestine got virus... then temp was 40.1 haah. yar. tired bye

PAIN!~save the helpless

today went to trn. yup.. quite bad la.. the ball like very rubbish. ahha. anywya. today juz whole day slack. feel so useless.. ahha.. then stomache..damn pain lar... coz i keep eating ahha.. ya.. so i have to plan my holidays... better spend it wisely. yup. nothing to say liao.. =)

its's a small world after all.......
ahha.today went for guitar make-up lessons... thne went home... on the way, met alex in the bus.. didn't know until about 15-30 mins later. hahah,. then its the upper-deck of 14 lar.. then he sit like the opp. side.. haha. so chiao.. then later.. he told me he went to lyn's house... ahha.. then now, on msn, was toking to shuneng.. haha.. then she said she saw anuaar, zen and lyn also... haha,, then shuneng also saw uncle francis.... small world ar.. haha so anyway.. today is officially the end of exams..!!! more regrets to come... yup....... then today end sch at 8.35am... then later went to makan.. then tml and thurs no sch.. haha.. but i going out... so have to wreck brains to plan.. hahha. ookok.. gonna play liao. bye.

i wanna make another blog.. ahha.. for ppl woh needs notes.. muahaha.. =).. so tired k.. today my nose bled... during dnt... hahaa... anyways.... after that... went to cath's house.. then got free lunch again.. ahha. so musically inclined... violin, guitar, piano....they were planning wif things.. yaya.. then i was very tired.... blech.. so went for class later and now at home. ~sleepy~

thunder thunder thunder
these few nights keep raining. then at night my room got disco k... kepp flasing every minute.. then later vibrate.... haha... yar.. close eyes also can see lor.. yaryar.. so anyway,ytd i joined cba.. yes., it's great.... coz of all the cba coaches there.. uncl franicis, ronnie and billy... i should have treaure those times wif uncle ronnie.. yar. haiz. uncle ronnie like keep smiling like that.. yar.. =).. msss those 'cathay' days... i'm not looking forward to sch trng... haiz.. so i better train as hard as i can now b4 i kanna changed by uncle jack.... haiz... stupid me. anywya.. ytd i went, saw some boey song face lar... but then... i go there to train.. =) yes, its was very meaningful. serious. then there's this soeaker who came and say smth about winnnign attitude and crap. and got camp of 14 days at muaritius.. ok lar.. interesting, exciting,,,.. but but but... 14 days wasted leh.. cannot lar.. but he say gd for mental.. but then i still think that my time in singapore abit the meaningful.. ahhahaha.. i duno y lar.. but that's how i think.
anywya. tml is dnt.. tue is listening. so i think i can say that exams are over.. i have realy start on dnt yet.. haha.. better start.. bye liao..

ahha.. yar...gel and cath come my house today.. aha.. damn farnie.. saw vs sch prefects da photos... then their profile damn funny.. haaha... then also we messed up cath's hair.. haa really messed up.. ahha.. then i was a model last time lar.. then i showed them my that model bk.. haha.. then flip flip flip.... then saw kim wakerman !!!!!! freaked out k. aaha.. her photo like almost quite close to mine.. pengz.. didn't know until today.. ahha..then yar.. my food supply running low here.. obviously.. ahha.. jkjk.. had alot of fun.. then cath was like eveyday every time tok to different guys from different schs.... ahhaa.. vcery funnylar.. cannot take it.. =).. tvery happy that major exams are oevr.. but more regret still to come.. today eng was a terror paper.. ahha. cath practically knew everything... ahaa.. kk..zhao liao..

::at shu hua's house::
ahhaha.. yup.. cath's making noise liao.... quite ok la.. =)...hmm.. yar.. shu's brudda quite cute.. ahh,.from vs. but then.. i not so flirt.. yaryar.. ahha,... i=yar.. i'm biased against st. pats... haha.. i duno lar.. i see them then i not happy... i juz dun feel safe.. ahhaa.. oh pls...yar.. as for victoria.. ok lar.. i aslo abit biased against that sch... but not i so much hatered as i have to sps.. ahhaa...haha.. i hate neighbouring schs.. coz always see them in he morning bus then getting sick about them... hhaha.. okok . yar.. so my exams ar over.. and for chinese, i'm gonna flunk it.... i damn sad lar..... like how can i get to 3/7,... wait,,... i can't even get to 3/6.... *smiles...*yup....tralalallal.... so i got lots of trng to do.. i want to get into masters nxt yr....some more b div liao... haha.
hmm.. sat went to east zone colours award ceremony... then all the kc teachers were there becoz Mrs. Khee was the chairperson.. yup... at pasir ris crest sec shc.. the hall damn big.. then i saw 3 pri sch friends... daniel bey and kyne chan....from vs.... all so tall k.. ahha.. and alivin lum from st. hildas...yup...then VJC practically filled the whole hall lor.... alot also came from Temesek and Tkgs... yar... i hope to get an invidual award next year/... ok .. shall end here....

flunked it all lar.... science can give up A1 liao.. hmm.. a 5 mark question on sulpuric carbonate... all gone.. haha.. and then for the commenulasium thingy. ahaha. its a remora fish i go put shark fish. then the parasites thing.... ahha.. i put termite. when it should be a flea.. the blood tranfusion which is about 5marks. haha. all dunno.. all these section c only... i sec a roughly minus 6 then section b roughly minus 8.. sec tion c.... 12.. in total.. minus 26... so its 100-26= 74as in i have alot of marks haven count yet.. there goes my A1....

wahhaha.. in cath's house now.... coz went to her house to learn from her.. haha.. her guitar is super out of tune.. so i tried to tune it.. hhaa,.. better now.. but is still horrible... ahahaha.. yup yup...hmm.. last mon is compo.. haha,,.. i chose 'giving' coz i was sick and i didn't bother to read the rest of the long long questions... was struggling through.. coz was really superly sick... then write half way no energy then i stopped to sleep. then later rush through. ahhaha yup.. yar. tml is science.. so i'lm gonna mug damn hard tonight... i duno if i can make it lar.. i still at chapter 7... yar.. heehee.. ok.. caths's house is super nice.. now she's wif denise...~dunno wad will happen.. hahaha.. jkjk.. hm. so yar.. will be super tired the nxt wk coz it's all the studying subs together/// i scared cannot make it lor.. yar.. haiz. thank God now i'm ok.. juz wif abit of cough.. yup. hmm. shall be more concionsious of time.. =p bye liao

sick= terrible
today went airport to study.. 8.5h.. not bad. but haven meet expectations.. then saw farhana.. then later i got heavy flu and now terribily sick...

EXAM IS ON THIS MONDAY

let's all faint together.. haiz.will try to come here less oftenly... ya.. bless the kids in Singapore. really stressed, miserable and too tired to blog, now.. yar. i'm smiling... ahem.........

i'm sooooooooo beat... haha. today cleanned up the WHOLE class room again.... very strenious.... peing soon. yar. but the floor is like damn clean lar... hmm.. me, melanie, elizabeth, surina, varsha, xiao hui, melissa py, jeanette lim, Natashia, denise, su ying..... hmm..still got hu ar... cleaned the damn dust-filled class room.. ahaha.. quite fun at first.. later got tired and abit chao-ed faced.... yar.. sorry ar... yar.. ahha. then funushed about 5pm like that...... last time me, catherine and melanie cleaned the whole classroom.... until 6pm also not so clean.. but we're very very tired.. yup.. sec1s are so germed filled k. haha. no offence to sec1s lar.. but really lor... ahhahayar.. this whole wk is like slacking lar.. then not really doing much of quality studing..then the exams are like nxt wk.. like how wonderfull lar.............. kk. bye liao. gona pig for awhile/..

CHIJ
You scream for your school at any opportunity and
for some strange reason you love your school to
no end. You wear your belt so low that ACS
boys' pants would be considered high (yeah.
oh.. my..god)


Wad girl's school should you be from?
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hahah... like how farnie....but then hor.. ahha. i dun ear low belt lor.. aahha... *guai...

THE REAL MEANING OF BUSY!


Pls read thru, it will help to see something you might not see before. God bless.

> > Satan's Meeting (read even if you're busy)
> >
> > Satan called a worldwide convention of demons. In
> > his opening address he said, "We can't keep Christians from going to
> > church. We can't keep them from reading their Bibles and knowing the
>truth. We
> > can't even keep them from forming an intimate relationship with their
> > Saviour. Once they gain that connection with Jesus, our power over
>them is
> > broken.
> >
> > So let them go to their churches; let them have
> > their covered Dish dinners,
> > but steal their time, so they don't have time to
> > develop a relationship with Jesus Christ". "This is what I want you to
>do", said
> > the devil.
> >
> > "Distract them from gaining hold of their Saviour
> > and maintaining that vital connection throughout their day!" "How
>shall we do
> > this?" his demons shouted.
> >
> > Keep them busy in the non-essentials of life and
> > invent innumerable schemes to occupy their minds," he answered. "Tempt
them to
spend, spend, spend, and borrow, borrow, borrow. Persuade the wives to
>go
> > to work for long hours and the husbands to work 6-7 days each week,
>10-12
> > hours a day, so they can afford their empty lifestyles. Keep them from
> > spending time with their children. As their families fragment, soon,
>their
> > homes will offer no escape from the pressures of work!
> >
> > Over-stimulate their minds so that they cannot hear that still, small
> > voice. Entice them to play the radio or cassette player
> > whenever they drive...to keep
> > the TV, VCR, CDs and their PCs going constantly in
> > their home and see to it that every store and restaurant in the world
>plays
> > non-biblical music constantly.
> > This will jam their minds and break that union with Christ.
> >
> > Fill the coffee tables with magazines and
> > newspapers. Pound their minds with
> > the news 24 hours a day. Invade their driving
> > moments with billboards.
> > Flood their mailboxes with junk mail, mail order catalogs,
> > sweepstakes, and every kind of newsletter and promotional offering
>free
> > products, services and false hopes."
> >
> > "Keep skinny, beautiful models on the magazines and
> > TV so their husbands will believe that outward beauty is what's
>important, and
> > they'll become dissatisfied with their wives. Keep the wives too tired
>to love
> > their husbands at night.
> > Give them headaches too! If they don't give their
> > husbands the love they need, they will begin to look elsewhere. That
>will fragment
> > their families quickly!"
> >
> > "Give them Santa Claus to distract them from teaching their children
>the
> > real meaning of Christmas. Give them an Easter bunny so
> > they won't talk about His Resurrection and power over sin and death.
> >
> > Even in their recreation, let them be excessive...have them return
>from
> > their recreation exhausted. Keep them too busy to go out
> > in nature and reflect on God's creation.
> >
> > Send them to amusement parks, sporting events,
> > plays, concerts and movies instead." "Keep them busy, busy, busy! "
> > > And when they meet for spiritual fellowship, leave with troubled
> > consciences.
> > Crowd their lives with so many good causes they have
> > no time to seek power from Jesus.
> >
> > Soon they will be working in their own strength,
> > sacrificing their health and family for the good of the cause." "It
>will work! It
> > will work!"
> >
> > It was quite a plan! The demons went eagerly to
> > their assignments causing Christians everywhere to having little time
>for
> > their God or their families.
> > Having no time to tell others about the power of Jesus to change
>lives.
> >
> > I guess the question is, has the devil been successful at his scheme?
You

be the judge! Doesn't "busy" mean:
B-eing U-nder S-atan's Y-oke

kk.. i'm like a pig lor... ahaha.. slept for 18h and still can almost be late for sch.. haha.. u see ar.. i suppose to take a NAP in the afternoon... like from 4-6pm supposingly la...haha.. then slept from 4 to 12am... ahhah. then woke up eat dinner.,.. then slept at 1-7.... my mum thought i woke up and went to sch liao.... coz i slept so long... haha.. then i woke up at 7:05 am.... shocked.. then thought of not going to sch.. hahahthen i thought of Sara... coz i remembered that i'm suppose to go and study wif here after sch.. aha.. so i immediately changed and get dress for sch... haha i left the house at 7:10am... ahha took 5 mins to do everthing ahahha... was a record breaking time for me.. haha.. then my mama was kind enough to on call taxi for me.. haha. yeahh.. but damn ex la.. stupid driver,. though he chiong about 2 orange lights, he didn't knoe the way to my sch.. i said near tao nan, ngee ann, vjc, victoria... he all dunno... haha.. so i said opposite st pats... then he knew!! kao... then never mind.. then he dropped me at st. patrick's.. irritated k. then somemore wanted to drop right in front of the sch.. as in where the sch name, the foyer? and everything was there.. so i had no choice but to ask him to drop me further.. like the gate there. so i tried to climb the stupid over-head bridge happily... but duh... cannot.. as in cannot be happy. haa.. so i reached sch.. at 7:27am.. thank God my watch was 3 mins fast.. ahaha.. so i went to the class. i was early hahahah thank God k... ahah lucky not much traffic lights.......
ahha. today watched Singapore's Brainest kid... ahhah. Louise Chng is like so clever lor. very.. the tropical fresh water fish is so difficult.. ahha. that perry lum.. not so bad.. his questions all so ez one.. not fair to lousie k.. she's so sweet... ahhhh.. haha... really.... haiz... perry ar.... haiz... aiya.. all well-deserved lar.. ahha smile. exams are so damn near.... dying.. grasping for oxygen supply..

i want to sleeeeeeeeep....... i'm deprived of rest.... blech. IPW seriously suck man...wth la... i didn't save... gone.

ahhaha yeah.... today very gd day... ot alot of msgs from ppl.. then its like at 12:02am. my hp rang and rang.. then hang hahha.. yar.. so i dare not touch it. then i did ipw until 3am... very tired...then check my hp.... ahha about 10 sms ahahha. bill erupt liao leh.. haiz.. sobz.. yup.then today like half dead zombie.. walk aimlessly.. dance also like half dead... then later went to meet Melanie and geraldyne,,.. my best friends.. yup.. at the airport swensons. haha. they waited for 2h for me. coz they went very early and i was late... mel skipped her speech and drama coz of me.. ahaa then geraldyne give me bday prezzy. haha. then at swensons,.. i saw this promotion thing,, then for bday one.. then its free fire house hleh.. worth $6 plus, free phototaking.. which worth $7 haha. very fun.. then we did lotz of silly things.. ahha. then later we walked then go Bk.. then i saw Marcus Mar.. i think he found me familiar.. my pri sch senior... yar.. i used t admire him becoz he can jump very far coz last time during house practice, teacher always call him demo.. ahha.. he kanna sch prefect leh. both pri and sec. aahaha. anyway.. also saw the guy that i saw last wk studying.. then we exchanged glares.. haha.. yup.. then later went to bedok.. mel went church then geraldyne come my house slack for awhile... ahah.then i was really exhausted.. then phoom on my bed and sslepp.. until 7... then got dinner.. aha. went to Jumbo and eat... gd food.. but today the chief cook not nice one.. ahhah.. still feeling very zombified now. ahha. really a enjoyable day.. yup. wif much exhaustion........ but then have to do ipw........ lotz of it not completed. so i think i'll drop dead my mon.. haiz.. God.. pls give me strength to carry on le.. dun want to slack for studies.. haiz.. anway.. thanks for blessing me wif this special day... =)

gd gd
ahha today was maths test.. yup.. not really confident about it... yar.. then its was like cath,melanie, jerelene and others... alll the pro pro one.. all get the same answer,... then those who like to argue and debate about maths like me, sara, gloria and others got another ans but the same.. ahha.. quite freaky.. ahaha the tody during geog the break time.the class started singing lar.. ahha.. then i forgot.. then i sing along.. then it's for me one.. ahha.. i kanna bang.. but so touching k.. haha.. then mel, nat, varsha and vivian share present for me..and guess wad.. its a very superly lovely bk which i long wanted k.. ahha.. melanie very very observant lor... haha.. then dazz made a super sweet note for me.. haha.ya... then card the small card the 4 of them made was also very sweet. ahha... then i almost ya.. haha... but showed happy happy laughy face lar.. ahha.. thanks man.. haha. thanks for making feel special.. ahha. whoa~ bhb.. haha. serious.. haha yar.. tml 2 of my bests friends going out wif me haha.. they really making me feel guilty lar.. ahha like coz for their bday, i didn't like make them feel very special..haha and somemore this is exam period lor hahaha. thanks guys........ miss u alot..

ahha this is interesting.. got it from cath hahah...

I am attracted to you

Like an electron to a proton

Together we form an ionic bond

Though we are opposite charged ions

I am drawn towards you

Our love is unique as an orbital

For only two electrons can fill this space

As my love for you increases

My energy level rises

I am in this excited state

Increasing the tendency to form a chemical bond

I was an element

It took you to make me a compound substance

Falling in love with you is a chemical reaction

Which cause my love for you to grow

Ours is an exothermic love

Each giving of love not just absorbing it

Sometimes you do something especially nice

Which speeds up the chemical process

Like a catalyst in my increasing love for you

I realise we have our inhibition periods

And sometimes I am selfish enough

To be an endothermic reaction

Only absorbing your love

The feeling i have for you is so intense

It cannot be measured in kilojoules

Often I have to make a qualitative elementary analysis

To understand and love you more

But i don't expect to know your empirical formula

You are too complex a person for that

WHEN YOU ARE GONE, I AM A NOBLE GAS

AN INERT SUBSTANCE

WHEN I AM WITHOUT YOU

THE WORLD SEEMS STILL

AND I AM AT EQUILIBRIUM.......