Snoopy's Story?

Snoopy went poo-poo 10:56 PM

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*Wednesday, May 31, 2006*

As long as she's satisfied, there isn't much that you can do.

And as long as she's happy, you probably can't feel happier.

Snoopy went poo-poo 9:38 AM

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*Tuesday, May 30, 2006*

The little changes we have in our lives.

People change in their lives. Their environment they are exposed to, the little things that they experience altogether alters one's values and the way how one behaves. Sadly, such changes are not always for the better.

I was looking at my past entries and I realise the many things that I have done absolutely wrong. From my current perspective, i feel that i was a complete assclown in the past. I wish I hadn't said the things that I had and done the things that I shouldnt have. Fortunately, they are all in the past. We all fall so that we learn to pick ourselves up. We make sure we learn from the mistakes of the past.

I have this very thought that scares me initially. People are all self-centered. Why am I friends with you? Because I am lonely. Why do I love you so? Because I want to be loved in return. Maybe its true, maybe its not. We may be all using each other in order to satisfy our own needs. After awhile, I decided that I should learn to accept this fact. After all, I'm just one out of the whole sea of people out there who does the same. Probably, its going to be ok. I'll just have to ernestly go all out to love and help and befriend all my friends to make up for such flaws within me. I hope things will turn out ok.

We should never forget that our friends are our pillars of support in our lives and not some stepping stones.

Snoopy went poo-poo 10:11 AM

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*Wednesday, March 15, 2006*

Sometimes, you don't even exist.

Snoopy went poo-poo 11:58 PM

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*Wednesday, February 15, 2006*

My motivation.

Once in a while i will need to draw strength from the people around me. This always happen when I sort of lose sight of what I really am and what i really am doing.

One main source of motivation is the people that i meet in school. Constantly encouraging me to spur on and to fight even harder all the time are my classmates. Mugger peng, ashley and all showing their will to fight on pushes me on. Beautiful teaches like mdm soh and ms bok shows so much patience that i cant help but to continue moving and moving on. My buddy is my motivation for me in my cca. I dream to be like her, a finalist in the nationals. Of course there are others who have motivated me in there. Track people like jingjie and jingyang shows so much energy and encouragement that i can't help but to follow them. I will fight on.

My other main source of motivation will be my family. I have to do well so that I wont let them down.

Thank you so much for being in my life. Yes its you.

pushto max.

love
zhenxin

Snoopy went poo-poo 8:34 PM

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*Saturday, December 31, 2005*

an overview of 2005

2005 has been a year filled with joy and sorrows.

New friendships, failed relationships, lessons learnt, achieved goals and a happier life. 2005 sure is a fruitful year for me.

Perhaps i learnt to be more tolerant and understanding this year.

The things i see at Four Seasons Hotel made me realise several things. People are divided mainly into 3 groups, namely, the good, the bad and the ugly. I've seen all within a short few days. I learnt to control my temper and try to treat my peers more nicely and with more respect. I want to be the good, although they are usually pushed around.

Perhaps it was my fault. Staying faithful to yourself is indeed difficult. With distractions all over the place, there's really not much you can do. I hate myself for being unable to stay faithful. It must be my greatest flaw. Anyway, I am looking forward to other things happening next year, be it sweet or bitter.

Of course, I have really made many mistakes this year. I am really very sorry for hurling vulgarities all the time. I still remember how i showed my middle finger to kaisiang some time at the beginning of this year. I truly regret what i have done. I am also very very sorry for breaking the hearts of people in a few occasions.

This is what I intend to do the next year.

1) Strive for the best in everything I do.
2) Stay faithful.
3) Better my relationships with my friends and family.
4) Stop cursing and swearing.
5) Stay focused, be less distracted.
6) Be nice to people.

Always remember, tough times dont last but tough men do.

A very very tough year ahead. Come on guys, perservere and get over and done with it.

Happy 2006

Love
spoon

Snoopy went poo-poo 6:30 PM

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*Thursday, October 13, 2005*

the obvious answer is that I shouldn't.

Staying faithful to myself is one thing that is difficult.

Snoopy went poo-poo 10:24 PM

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