6 years ago
Monday, December 15, 2008
a two-week getaway...=)
I'm leaving for Kuala Lumpur today..=) I'm a step closer to seeing her....=D bah Rohaiza fill up the tank...we're going cruising later...hahaha...=P can't wait to see you too...
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
my baby is graduating soon...=) hey...congratulations for graduating in one of the most prestigious Universities in the world...you deserve all the credit...i told you you were smart....i love you...and i just want you to know that im very proud of you...cant wait to see you nanti...17 days...cant wait...=)
im pissing in the wind...a chance of foolish grin...dribble down my chin....
i just found out today that another person who is not education related is bumped up ahead of us (the education related people) untuk interview untuk dapatkan keraja mengajar...i dunno wats going on banarnya...and to add insult to injury minta tolong lagi arah ku tu with the interview...m really conflicted...cos this person is a relative, and a close one at that...i have to help him...cos he is blood...but if i do help him..that means i support this thing...entah...i ended up typing up his interview answers tadi...so fucking annoyed...m not gna get pahala for doing that for him..instead bedusa plang...pasal aku nda ikhlas...but im so fucked up over this...if u remember this happened before...the one that happened before was mcm...the person graduate arah another institute this month...kali a few months later (more like 2-3 months later) ngajar tia dah...gaji hari...when at that time my friends who graduated the year before alum tah lagi keraja...lakat kial2 working arah lain with gaji seciput just to get by...and durang sanang2 saja...i keep getting the same excuses...alum ada budget for us tia...apa tia...alum kana bagi nod ahead for us to be employed tia...but it does not feel fair...i feel like m being pissed on all over...fyi i know aku nda pakai paragraph and im code mixing...i dont fucking care...im that pissed...hahaha..berijap???? anyway dont mind me m just ranting on my space..jgn kamu terasa eh...
Monday, November 24, 2008
you and me baby ain't nuthing but mammals so lets do it like they do on the discovery channel~
speaking of nephews..one of my nephews masariatu discovered something...hehee...we were having lunch sama family kan...and then he was done early...so he ran outside cos he heard bunyi kucing...he was meowing to get the attention of the cat...he kept explaining to us what he saw...when he first ran out he ran in and explained to us that there were two cats...one white and the other one gray...we said in an uninterested tone..."behapa ia?" ("what are they duin?"), then he ran outside and then seconds later ran back inside and said, "kucing putih gigit kucing gray arah leher", ("the white cat is biting the grey cat on the neck"), then he indicated with his hands, "kucing putih di atas, kucing grey di bawah" ("the white cat is now on top of the grey cat"), sensing that something was amiss my dad rushed outside to shooo the cats...hahaha...my mom and i looked at each other and burst out laughing...hahaha....my nephew ran with my dad outside, shoooing the cats with my dad...then my nephew ran back in and said, "kucing marahhhhh" with his surprised look on this face("the cat is angry") as we heard hissing from outside...hahaha...
stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...
its been a very frustrating night, one with my personal life which i do not intend to share here...hehe...i guess being frustrated with personal life has affected me deeply that sampai ke mimpi2...haha...anywho...this is what happened...my uncle just bought a very cool ride...a very expensive and supercool sportscar...being an 'iski' person that I am i convinced him to hand me the keys and let me borrow the car for a whole week...was excited...
the first day with the car i decided to drive my grad gown back to UBD to return it...so i was driving so proudly...lapas dropping off the gown i bumped into a certain Eurasian woman who works as a radio dj for a local radio station in this country, in around the Admin...haha...and she needed a lift, she was with this other male DJ who she works with...they both needed to go to their office (im assuming the radio station), i some how agreed...when we got to the carpark and when they saw my cool-ride-for-the-week she begged me to let her drive the supercool car ani and i duly agreed...hehe...she drove and she drove, me being in the back seat since her friend insisted to ride shotgun...sheeeessssshhhh...didnt like him...and they talked and talked and didnt even talk to me...boring jua tu....
anywho...as we got to our destination she thanked me and left...then as i drive out i saw this crowd making their way to the stadium, so i talked to one of the people walking on the side of the road what was the big fuss about all he said was, " 'kastah ikut saja..", which roughly means "Come on, just follow the crowd", i was curious so i did...i parked the supercool ride under a tree just behind the stadium for the shade the tree provides...hehe...went into the stadium and all there is was ada dancing competition between schools...yang hip-hop ah..haha..i thought, "this is ridiculous i gotta get out of here", which i did...
when i was half way to my car... saw from the distance that the lights in the back seat of the supercool car was betraying two invaders who are in the car...cos i could see their silhouette from afar..i shouted to them, which i should not in the future 'cause this gave them time to get out of the car and try to make a run for it...the other person got away but i apprehended his accomplice...who was one of my ex-colleague (i dunno why his face came up in my dreams, maybe because i bumped into him like 2 days ago di Mc Donalds..hehe)...i stopped him and recognised him straight away...he had in his hand an envelope full of cash and he was wearing that smirk of his...i asked him and begged him to return the money since it was my uncle's money...at first he refused, then i reasoned with him..."this is my uncle's car and he entrusted me with his car which includes everything that is in the car, and if i lost it then i'd have to pay him back the money and he would hate me and would not trust me with anything.", i felt like a failure at the time and was crying...i guess he felt sorry for me and bargained, that he would keep like 30% of the cash that he and his friend stole from me...he later confessed that his friend got away with another envelope full of cash...hehe...i got him to help me find his friend...
i decided to go home skajap and tukar kerita...i did not feel like i can be trusted with the car anymore...so i drove my dad's nissan patrol...in the car we talked about things and updated each other about our current situations...i was unemployed since i graduated...and he has been unemployed for 6 years..thats why he broke into the car...and i asked him why he chose my car out of all the cars there...all he said was, "keritamu di belakang2, tempat nada org and dark jua", which roughly means that my car was in the dark area of the stadium where no one really goes...so yea a lesson learned...hehe...
so he brought me to his rendezvous point...at this gerai siring jalan (small foodstall on the road side)...i blocked off the entrance of the gerai with the nissan patrol (this is a big truck btw...and i love driving it...ehhehe) so that his friend would not try to escape...we jumped out of the car, i explained to everyone there what was going on and my friend talked to his accomplice friend..hehe...and he agreed to give me back the money...since they are keeping my 30% of the money in the envelope my friend had stolen from me....hehe...when everyone was happy i wanted to leave straight away but found my car missing...i panicked again...and ran to the gerai owner and asked him what happened...he said that a woman claiming to be my mother said that she is taking the car away...i quickly realised that i left the car engine running and that my car was stolen....=( =( =( so that was a stressful day for me...i quickly asked the man where she went...he just indicated left...so i asked my new acquired 'friends', my ex-colleague and his friend aka the accomplice to help me get back the car...we ran and ran and ran...until i cannot take the stress anymore and woke up from my nightmare...
i woke up about 2.30am and started blogging abnout 2.40am...and now its 3.27am Brunei time....took me that long...heheheh...m gna go back to bed now...ive to wake up early to send my nephews to school...im hoping for a stress free day today...=)
the first day with the car i decided to drive my grad gown back to UBD to return it...so i was driving so proudly...lapas dropping off the gown i bumped into a certain Eurasian woman who works as a radio dj for a local radio station in this country, in around the Admin...haha...and she needed a lift, she was with this other male DJ who she works with...they both needed to go to their office (im assuming the radio station), i some how agreed...when we got to the carpark and when they saw my cool-ride-for-the-week she begged me to let her drive the supercool car ani and i duly agreed...hehe...she drove and she drove, me being in the back seat since her friend insisted to ride shotgun...sheeeessssshhhh...didnt like him...and they talked and talked and didnt even talk to me...boring jua tu....
anywho...as we got to our destination she thanked me and left...then as i drive out i saw this crowd making their way to the stadium, so i talked to one of the people walking on the side of the road what was the big fuss about all he said was, " 'kastah ikut saja..", which roughly means "Come on, just follow the crowd", i was curious so i did...i parked the supercool ride under a tree just behind the stadium for the shade the tree provides...hehe...went into the stadium and all there is was ada dancing competition between schools...yang hip-hop ah..haha..i thought, "this is ridiculous i gotta get out of here", which i did...
when i was half way to my car... saw from the distance that the lights in the back seat of the supercool car was betraying two invaders who are in the car...cos i could see their silhouette from afar..i shouted to them, which i should not in the future 'cause this gave them time to get out of the car and try to make a run for it...the other person got away but i apprehended his accomplice...who was one of my ex-colleague (i dunno why his face came up in my dreams, maybe because i bumped into him like 2 days ago di Mc Donalds..hehe)...i stopped him and recognised him straight away...he had in his hand an envelope full of cash and he was wearing that smirk of his...i asked him and begged him to return the money since it was my uncle's money...at first he refused, then i reasoned with him..."this is my uncle's car and he entrusted me with his car which includes everything that is in the car, and if i lost it then i'd have to pay him back the money and he would hate me and would not trust me with anything.", i felt like a failure at the time and was crying...i guess he felt sorry for me and bargained, that he would keep like 30% of the cash that he and his friend stole from me...he later confessed that his friend got away with another envelope full of cash...hehe...i got him to help me find his friend...
i decided to go home skajap and tukar kerita...i did not feel like i can be trusted with the car anymore...so i drove my dad's nissan patrol...in the car we talked about things and updated each other about our current situations...i was unemployed since i graduated...and he has been unemployed for 6 years..thats why he broke into the car...and i asked him why he chose my car out of all the cars there...all he said was, "keritamu di belakang2, tempat nada org and dark jua", which roughly means that my car was in the dark area of the stadium where no one really goes...so yea a lesson learned...hehe...
so he brought me to his rendezvous point...at this gerai siring jalan (small foodstall on the road side)...i blocked off the entrance of the gerai with the nissan patrol (this is a big truck btw...and i love driving it...ehhehe) so that his friend would not try to escape...we jumped out of the car, i explained to everyone there what was going on and my friend talked to his accomplice friend..hehe...and he agreed to give me back the money...since they are keeping my 30% of the money in the envelope my friend had stolen from me....hehe...when everyone was happy i wanted to leave straight away but found my car missing...i panicked again...and ran to the gerai owner and asked him what happened...he said that a woman claiming to be my mother said that she is taking the car away...i quickly realised that i left the car engine running and that my car was stolen....=( =( =( so that was a stressful day for me...i quickly asked the man where she went...he just indicated left...so i asked my new acquired 'friends', my ex-colleague and his friend aka the accomplice to help me get back the car...we ran and ran and ran...until i cannot take the stress anymore and woke up from my nightmare...
i woke up about 2.30am and started blogging abnout 2.40am...and now its 3.27am Brunei time....took me that long...heheheh...m gna go back to bed now...ive to wake up early to send my nephews to school...im hoping for a stress free day today...=)
Sunday, November 9, 2008
sorry for the nauseating post...hehehe...too much emo for some people ni..=p
Did you know that she and I were in the same class masa di Sekolah Ugama when we were little and I never noticed her...
*guess mana satu aku and where kim is in this picture...*
*i dunno/don't remember where i got this picture from i think it was Kim who gave me this...*
And then we were only next doors to each other in Sekolah Rendah...still her existence eluded me...then we were given another chance to bump into each other in high school...heheh...we were separated by a few classrooms...but always on the same level on the same school block (if im not mistaken la....)...still i never caught her scent...
then the whole family left for London for 4 years...
and when i came back baru tah kan bejumpa...=D i found out about her through someone we both know...a few fone calls, a few dates and a couple of months later she was making coffee for me...=)
we have our ups and down...we are famous for having our on again off again relationship..hehehhe..very shaky...but we can't seem to be able to let each other go...=)
*godddddddd...i want to be kurus again...=( and look how great her skin looks hehehehe..putih lagi...hehehe...*
i really miss her...can't wait to see her, she is in Melbourne now finishing her Masters degree...and I am flying over to see her this December 20th..=D spending new years with her...Yay!!!
btw rohaiza...m gna be in KL on the 15th..but leaving for Langkawi the next day...il probably see you on the 17th or the 18th...il keep u posted ahhhhh..m leaving to Melbourne from KL...ikut Airasia...its gna be a very long and tiring journey...=( but its all gna be worth it...=D
*guess mana satu aku and where kim is in this picture...*
*i dunno/don't remember where i got this picture from i think it was Kim who gave me this...*
And then we were only next doors to each other in Sekolah Rendah...still her existence eluded me...then we were given another chance to bump into each other in high school...heheh...we were separated by a few classrooms...but always on the same level on the same school block (if im not mistaken la....)...still i never caught her scent...
then the whole family left for London for 4 years...
and when i came back baru tah kan bejumpa...=D i found out about her through someone we both know...a few fone calls, a few dates and a couple of months later she was making coffee for me...=)
we have our ups and down...we are famous for having our on again off again relationship..hehehhe..very shaky...but we can't seem to be able to let each other go...=)
*godddddddd...i want to be kurus again...=( and look how great her skin looks hehehehe..putih lagi...hehehe...*
i really miss her...can't wait to see her, she is in Melbourne now finishing her Masters degree...and I am flying over to see her this December 20th..=D spending new years with her...Yay!!!
btw rohaiza...m gna be in KL on the 15th..but leaving for Langkawi the next day...il probably see you on the 17th or the 18th...il keep u posted ahhhhh..m leaving to Melbourne from KL...ikut Airasia...its gna be a very long and tiring journey...=( but its all gna be worth it...=D
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
rollercoaster week..
I've been having mood swings all week really...
i must be PMSing...ive been moody, feel bloated...everything!,well, minus the abdominal cramps, the backache and whatnot...
I've been stressing out a lot...dunno why...it must be the weather...but something she did made my day...=)
lawa ah? hehehe...love her...
i must be PMSing...ive been moody, feel bloated...everything!,well, minus the abdominal cramps, the backache and whatnot...
I've been stressing out a lot...dunno why...it must be the weather...but something she did made my day...=)
lawa ah? hehehe...love her...
Sunday, October 26, 2008
....
i messed up again...i don't think i am ready for 'anything'...Best to leave me alone...I'm going to bed early tonight...
I've nothing to offer anyone...sorry for everything...I really am...
I've nothing to offer anyone...sorry for everything...I really am...
Thursday, October 23, 2008
naaa...na na na na...naaa..na na na na naaaaaa~
m graduating at the end of this month...my god has it been 4 years? i guess its true when they say, time flies when you are having fun...i certainly had my fun...i met new friends, my bestfriends, people who i'd rather stay under 10ft of mud...wonderful lecturers, especially the late Dr. Pangiras Michael who inspired me to no ends...he will be missed and remembered...
UBD was a hoot! hehehe...i'm gna miss the late night revisions during exam weeks...we would really stay in the campus until late! sometimes even creep back home at about 3am...i'm gna miss the nasi katok we used to enjoy in the lecture rooms, we were really really loud lagi...hehehe...this is where i discover that i was a chain-smoker...but im clean now...=) but dunno for how long...hehehehhehehe... the countless sleepless nights trying to meet deadlines...and being on your knees crying and begging the generous lecturers for extensions a day before the actual deadline...=p
But everything is gna end in 7 days...:'( tomorrow we are going to have our first khatam rehearsals, then soon enough rehearsals for the convo...then the next thing you know il be hearing my name echoing across the chancellor hall...and seeing the chancellor of UBD waiting for me holding my certificate...=D
anywho..have to go workout...want to fit into my dinner suit for the graduation dinner...=D
UBD was a hoot! hehehe...i'm gna miss the late night revisions during exam weeks...we would really stay in the campus until late! sometimes even creep back home at about 3am...i'm gna miss the nasi katok we used to enjoy in the lecture rooms, we were really really loud lagi...hehehe...this is where i discover that i was a chain-smoker...but im clean now...=) but dunno for how long...hehehehhehehe... the countless sleepless nights trying to meet deadlines...and being on your knees crying and begging the generous lecturers for extensions a day before the actual deadline...=p
But everything is gna end in 7 days...:'( tomorrow we are going to have our first khatam rehearsals, then soon enough rehearsals for the convo...then the next thing you know il be hearing my name echoing across the chancellor hall...and seeing the chancellor of UBD waiting for me holding my certificate...=D
anywho..have to go workout...want to fit into my dinner suit for the graduation dinner...=D
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Saturday, September 13, 2008
i could smell it from miles away.....
Q- what can be worse than driving behind a garbage truck?
A- waiting in a long line in a petrol station next to one.
A- waiting in a long line in a petrol station next to one.
Monday, September 8, 2008
since everyone else is doing it....
things that you might not know about me...
1. I love driving around...especially with her
2. I sometimes memorise dodgy car's license plates, just incase....
3. When i was a little boy i was so chubby that i really thought that i was going to grow up to be a girl (i had man-boobs, well i have one now too...but im wiser now...=p)
4. I used to hate stepping on shadows, I try very hard to avoid stepping on them, now i only avoid them if im aware of it...
5. When i was young i love to play with my bellybutton...my mom tried to kill that habit by telling me that if i keep doing it my insides would squeeze out of there...was so scared that i stopped completely
6. I love walking around with condensation on my glasses after walking out of my car...it makes me feel silly (but not when she is around..=p)
7. I got a bully expelled from my primary school dulu...long story...
8. I had an accident masa skulah ugama dulu...teeeehhehehehehe..
9. I wish i was taller...
10. I have golden drapes...I've had it for years....
11. I think I'm addicted to washing my face... i wash my face mcm 5-7 times a day...asal bepaluh, wash...hehehe...but nda jua ilang2 jerawat ah (well i really mean blemishes)...boring...
12. I was a really shy guy back in lower secondary school, I couldn't even look at girls when talking to them without feeling TTR (tak tentu rasa)...such a turn-around eh?
13. In London once I was bored, i rode the tube till the end of the line...and then got on another train to go the other end lagi...I only did this once..and i was alone...it got really scary as you go further out into unfamiliar territory, don't remember what line I was on...heheheheh..i wish i could do that again...
14. *still talking about the tube*, there was this one time when a group of people dressed in jungle camouflage army suits wearing paintball masks holding supersoaker guns entered the compartment i was in..they were about a dozen of 'em...they were just standing around quietly not saying anything...it made me nervous...in my head i was picturing how i would jump out of the compartment as it opens to save my butt...heheheheh...(shows just how courageous I think i am in my head...)..they then hopped off the next stop...heheheheh..
15. I cannot stand ice cream...its too cold...hurts my teeth...=S...
1. I love driving around...especially with her
2. I sometimes memorise dodgy car's license plates, just incase....
3. When i was a little boy i was so chubby that i really thought that i was going to grow up to be a girl (i had man-boobs, well i have one now too...but im wiser now...=p)
4. I used to hate stepping on shadows, I try very hard to avoid stepping on them, now i only avoid them if im aware of it...
5. When i was young i love to play with my bellybutton...my mom tried to kill that habit by telling me that if i keep doing it my insides would squeeze out of there...was so scared that i stopped completely
6. I love walking around with condensation on my glasses after walking out of my car...it makes me feel silly (but not when she is around..=p)
7. I got a bully expelled from my primary school dulu...long story...
8. I had an accident masa skulah ugama dulu...teeeehhehehehehe..
9. I wish i was taller...
10. I have golden drapes...I've had it for years....
11. I think I'm addicted to washing my face... i wash my face mcm 5-7 times a day...asal bepaluh, wash...hehehe...but nda jua ilang2 jerawat ah (well i really mean blemishes)...boring...
12. I was a really shy guy back in lower secondary school, I couldn't even look at girls when talking to them without feeling TTR (tak tentu rasa)...such a turn-around eh?
13. In London once I was bored, i rode the tube till the end of the line...and then got on another train to go the other end lagi...I only did this once..and i was alone...it got really scary as you go further out into unfamiliar territory, don't remember what line I was on...heheheheh..i wish i could do that again...
14. *still talking about the tube*, there was this one time when a group of people dressed in jungle camouflage army suits wearing paintball masks holding supersoaker guns entered the compartment i was in..they were about a dozen of 'em...they were just standing around quietly not saying anything...it made me nervous...in my head i was picturing how i would jump out of the compartment as it opens to save my butt...heheheheh...(shows just how courageous I think i am in my head...)..they then hopped off the next stop...heheheheh..
15. I cannot stand ice cream...its too cold...hurts my teeth...=S...
Thursday, September 4, 2008
15th September..
All BA Education Geo majors are scheduled to have interviews either on the 10th or the 15th of September...
i collected my interview letter this morning..
after all the rumours going around saying that we are supposed to collect 'offer letters'...at first it got me thinking..'nda kan offer letter, ertinya kan pass interview tah ku sudah tu...interview pun alum cana bleh pass?'...hehehe but i was hopeful that the rumours were true, mcm skip the interview part...hehehhehe..siuk jua tu...
anyway..got to get back to marking...
P.S: i start my ramadhan tuition sessions later today...=S, m gna pass out ni karang pasal dehydrated...heheheheheheh...
i collected my interview letter this morning..
after all the rumours going around saying that we are supposed to collect 'offer letters'...at first it got me thinking..'nda kan offer letter, ertinya kan pass interview tah ku sudah tu...interview pun alum cana bleh pass?'...hehehe but i was hopeful that the rumours were true, mcm skip the interview part...hehehhehe..siuk jua tu...
anyway..got to get back to marking...
P.S: i start my ramadhan tuition sessions later today...=S, m gna pass out ni karang pasal dehydrated...heheheheheheh...
Monday, September 1, 2008
besuk posa...
Don't you already know? Besuk tani puasa...time for me to finish all the junk food i have in my room...all the Choki-chokis, the crisps, and the chocolate bars i have...hehehehehe..m so unhealthy...=( thank god for puasa...
anywho, puasa means that my evening classes are gna be moved to the afternoons...from six sessions masa normal days (1hour 15 mins per session) to 4 sessions puasa timetable (2.5 hours per session...=S..I'm so gna die)....
im seriously gna get dehydrated...im the type of teacher that likes to explain a lot...and i ALWAYS bring a bottle of water to class..and finish it at the end of the lesson cos i really need it...hahaha...goodluck to me...
anywho...this puasa i will try to go main volleyball every night after terawikh that is...this is part of my lose weight program...=P i've gained tonnes (metric) of weight over a period of 3 years..i've gone back to fat Hasanul, i miss hemsem Hasanul...=P hehehehheeh..
bah ive to get back to marking...selamat berpuasa...esok!
anywho, puasa means that my evening classes are gna be moved to the afternoons...from six sessions masa normal days (1hour 15 mins per session) to 4 sessions puasa timetable (2.5 hours per session...=S..I'm so gna die)....
im seriously gna get dehydrated...im the type of teacher that likes to explain a lot...and i ALWAYS bring a bottle of water to class..and finish it at the end of the lesson cos i really need it...hahaha...goodluck to me...
anywho...this puasa i will try to go main volleyball every night after terawikh that is...this is part of my lose weight program...=P i've gained tonnes (metric) of weight over a period of 3 years..i've gone back to fat Hasanul, i miss hemsem Hasanul...=P hehehehheeh..
bah ive to get back to marking...selamat berpuasa...esok!
Friday, August 29, 2008
....
the reason why i haven't be blogging is because of my cat...he is dead...he got run over by a car...every time i feel like blogging i feel the need to blog abt my dead cat...which makes me very very sad...but i guess i have to move on...i loved that stupid cat...='(
Sunday, August 10, 2008
=)
what can i say? all i can think about is you...the only person who i look forward to seeing...the only person i'd love to be around me at all times...i can never get bored when im around you...we can fight and oh boy can we fight...hehehhe..but when we see each other we tend to forget about the fight and we become happy again..=)
you keep telling me that you being away is gna change things...'its gna be harder, distance can change people', you said, well baby...its been a while since u left and we never stop missing each other...we are getting stronger and stronger every day...we both know this...=) bah 20.10.2010 we go to London together ah?awal2 booking cuti...=p
i wish i can come and visit you anytime i want, i wish Australia was as close as Kuala Belait, i'd drive down to see you and take you to lunch every day and take you skiing up the mountains every weekend...we'd go drive to see the 'Twelve Apostles' and have breakfast on the hot air balloon...batah bulan 12 ani eh...can't wait...=) sabar ahhhh..
you keep telling me that you being away is gna change things...'its gna be harder, distance can change people', you said, well baby...its been a while since u left and we never stop missing each other...we are getting stronger and stronger every day...we both know this...=) bah 20.10.2010 we go to London together ah?awal2 booking cuti...=p
i wish i can come and visit you anytime i want, i wish Australia was as close as Kuala Belait, i'd drive down to see you and take you to lunch every day and take you skiing up the mountains every weekend...we'd go drive to see the 'Twelve Apostles' and have breakfast on the hot air balloon...batah bulan 12 ani eh...can't wait...=) sabar ahhhh..
i wet my pants
something funny happened to me tonight...i cant stop smiling thinking about it...hehehehe..=)
well, my friend and i were out in Gadong tonight, we were planning on having dinner di Ideal, we decided to jalan2 dulu for a bit so decided to go to Centrepoint, sampai sama we went to use the toilet...kali in the toilet i accidently sprayed water on my jeans...I DID NOT PEE MY PANTS DAMMIT! so yea my left leg was wet...and i needed to dry it before rejoining the crowd outside...but it was too wet i had to stand infront the hand dryer which incidently was arah entrance door the toilet...and people were walking back and forth and they can clearly see what i was doing...hahahah!Muka tak malu lah diri2 sana...hehehe...
well it took too long my friend suggested that i take off my jeans and wait in the toilet and he can help me dry it...it took him a very long time to convince me to trust him...hahaha..so yea, i was in the toilet pants-less and i was in his mercy...should he leaves with my pants...i dont want to think about it...hehehehe...kali he decided to poke fun...the sound of the hand dryer stopped...this made me wonder cos the toilet went silent tarus2...i called him out and he didnt reply...mcm panic jua tu...hehehehe....ive an idiot as a friend...then a minute later he burst out laughing, killing the silence and threw my pants in the cubicle i was in...
mental....hahahaha...
well, my friend and i were out in Gadong tonight, we were planning on having dinner di Ideal, we decided to jalan2 dulu for a bit so decided to go to Centrepoint, sampai sama we went to use the toilet...kali in the toilet i accidently sprayed water on my jeans...I DID NOT PEE MY PANTS DAMMIT! so yea my left leg was wet...and i needed to dry it before rejoining the crowd outside...but it was too wet i had to stand infront the hand dryer which incidently was arah entrance door the toilet...and people were walking back and forth and they can clearly see what i was doing...hahahah!Muka tak malu lah diri2 sana...hehehe...
well it took too long my friend suggested that i take off my jeans and wait in the toilet and he can help me dry it...it took him a very long time to convince me to trust him...hahaha..so yea, i was in the toilet pants-less and i was in his mercy...should he leaves with my pants...i dont want to think about it...hehehehe...kali he decided to poke fun...the sound of the hand dryer stopped...this made me wonder cos the toilet went silent tarus2...i called him out and he didnt reply...mcm panic jua tu...hehehehe....ive an idiot as a friend...then a minute later he burst out laughing, killing the silence and threw my pants in the cubicle i was in...
mental....hahahaha...
Friday, August 1, 2008
lalat and daging rendang....
lately my kampung banyak lalat...=( vile things...especially when u see them in swarms, mcm u know they are swarming over something disgusting and their next target is the food on your table...mcm eeeeeeee...everytime they are hovering over my food it makes me wonder where they've been before that...what they landed on...mcm eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...mihir...
iatah mcm besilat tu jadinya...throwing punches and striking the air ku tu saja..mcm besilat sorang diri...takut durang land on my food...=( cana kan bunuh lalat kan? we have the fly swatter, i love using it...but i hate cleaning up after the massacre...hehehehe...i tink we need to get the electric fly fryer...hehehhe..yg mcm arah the mall food court ah..yg goes *BZZZZZZZZZTTT* and seconds later u can smell something burning..
so yea...that should be on my list of things to buy when my gaji comes...=) depending on how much it costs...anyone knows where one might get one of those things for oneself?
anywho..other news...i went to my cousin's nikah today...and saw daging rendang....='( stupid gout...making me miss my favourite food...='( so yeah...need to go through another two weeks before i allow myself to eat beef...i need to see if i have enough self control dulu...=(
i feel like mcm org tua2 sudah...tadi masa org kawin ah..i didn't hangout with people my age...becerita ngan uncles2 ku...dunno why...hehehhe..i feel like im comfortable hanging out with them...aku makin tua kah?hahahahaha...
I miss daging rendang....=(
iatah mcm besilat tu jadinya...throwing punches and striking the air ku tu saja..mcm besilat sorang diri...takut durang land on my food...=( cana kan bunuh lalat kan? we have the fly swatter, i love using it...but i hate cleaning up after the massacre...hehehehe...i tink we need to get the electric fly fryer...hehehhe..yg mcm arah the mall food court ah..yg goes *BZZZZZZZZZTTT* and seconds later u can smell something burning..
so yea...that should be on my list of things to buy when my gaji comes...=) depending on how much it costs...anyone knows where one might get one of those things for oneself?
anywho..other news...i went to my cousin's nikah today...and saw daging rendang....='( stupid gout...making me miss my favourite food...='( so yeah...need to go through another two weeks before i allow myself to eat beef...i need to see if i have enough self control dulu...=(
i feel like mcm org tua2 sudah...tadi masa org kawin ah..i didn't hangout with people my age...becerita ngan uncles2 ku...dunno why...hehehhe..i feel like im comfortable hanging out with them...aku makin tua kah?hahahahaha...
I miss daging rendang....=(
Thursday, July 31, 2008
adangtah mbawa plastik ke majlis org kawin....
ive made it!!2 weeks without beef...hehehhee..my gout is almost gone..tinggal bekas bangkak saja lagi...anywho...im here to talk about a more serious issue...
Im sure that you've heard about the 'berebut makan and 'menapau' incident', it was posted on youtube...its so embarassing to watch..i was shaking my head in disbelief watching the clip..people were shouting and shoving with their plates and their plastic bags in their hands for 'menapau' purposes...this is not a rare sight i must admit...when you go to any weddings this is a normal sight...mcm as soon as the food cover is removed u can count on seeing at least one person stuffing the food into a plastic bag even as people are still eating!!!
i feel like screaming at them, but this would cause a scene and its unfair for keluarga pengantin...kesian durang mcm ada org berkelahi arah durang punya majlis...tapi nda kan durang nda malu tu..'penapau' atu bah..if they were duin their thing after everyone has finished eating then thats fine with me...mcm nda jua membazir makanan...ani masa org makan wah!mcm tabal jua make up durang ani?do they not think that people can see them?do they not realise that what they're duin is embarassing and kurang ajar?i mean the food is there for the people in attendance to enjoy...not for their 'anak di rumah yg nda belaku datang pasal for whatever excuse'...ani yg di ambil ani makanan for the people there...aku lagi malar nda ampit, slalu abis even only after 5mins the foodcover is removed...kasiani deh kanak2 ani..
this one time when i was with my brothers attending a wedding, masa kan mengambil ayam masak merah, which is something that i always look forward to when at these majlis, ada tia org ani dgn plastik2nya..tarus mengaut ayam atu..mcm a quarter of the dish gone into the plastic bag..ia mengaut ketawa2 saying, 'anak ku di rumah nda belaku datang...' org around him shaking their heads...
"berapa puluh org kah anaknya di rumah...makan untuk seminggu kali...nada makanan di rumah kah?"-these are the questions that i keep asking myself everytime i see this happening infront of me...
Bila kah tani kan sadar?the culprits ani lagi org tua2...m not saying that org muda2 nda mbuat barang mcm ani ani...but arent the so called 'grown-ups' (perasan org muda aku ah...hahahhaha) ani sposed to become role models to us?show us on how to behave? do we really need public shaming to help us realise how ugly we are behaving? come on..tani semua org berakal...lets change for the better...adang tah memalukan diri sendiri ani...kepada org yg terasa sorry ah...its just me ranting...
Im sure that you've heard about the 'berebut makan and 'menapau' incident', it was posted on youtube...its so embarassing to watch..i was shaking my head in disbelief watching the clip..people were shouting and shoving with their plates and their plastic bags in their hands for 'menapau' purposes...this is not a rare sight i must admit...when you go to any weddings this is a normal sight...mcm as soon as the food cover is removed u can count on seeing at least one person stuffing the food into a plastic bag even as people are still eating!!!
i feel like screaming at them, but this would cause a scene and its unfair for keluarga pengantin...kesian durang mcm ada org berkelahi arah durang punya majlis...tapi nda kan durang nda malu tu..'penapau' atu bah..if they were duin their thing after everyone has finished eating then thats fine with me...mcm nda jua membazir makanan...ani masa org makan wah!mcm tabal jua make up durang ani?do they not think that people can see them?do they not realise that what they're duin is embarassing and kurang ajar?i mean the food is there for the people in attendance to enjoy...not for their 'anak di rumah yg nda belaku datang pasal for whatever excuse'...ani yg di ambil ani makanan for the people there...aku lagi malar nda ampit, slalu abis even only after 5mins the foodcover is removed...kasiani deh kanak2 ani..
this one time when i was with my brothers attending a wedding, masa kan mengambil ayam masak merah, which is something that i always look forward to when at these majlis, ada tia org ani dgn plastik2nya..tarus mengaut ayam atu..mcm a quarter of the dish gone into the plastic bag..ia mengaut ketawa2 saying, 'anak ku di rumah nda belaku datang...' org around him shaking their heads...
"berapa puluh org kah anaknya di rumah...makan untuk seminggu kali...nada makanan di rumah kah?"-these are the questions that i keep asking myself everytime i see this happening infront of me...
Bila kah tani kan sadar?the culprits ani lagi org tua2...m not saying that org muda2 nda mbuat barang mcm ani ani...but arent the so called 'grown-ups' (perasan org muda aku ah...hahahhaha) ani sposed to become role models to us?show us on how to behave? do we really need public shaming to help us realise how ugly we are behaving? come on..tani semua org berakal...lets change for the better...adang tah memalukan diri sendiri ani...kepada org yg terasa sorry ah...its just me ranting...
Thursday, July 24, 2008
bah snorkeling tani...
i want to go to Pulau Kuraman or whatever that place is called to go snorkeling..cana?bah...laju tah dangani...=P i wish more of my friends knew abt my blog...but i dont tink i want them to know...but that small part of me wants them to know...cana ah?hehehehe...i think sepolah knows....hehehehhe..Pul...ko gay....hahahahahhaaha...
Sunday, July 20, 2008
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*sigh*...she left pagi tadi...=( can't help but notice the feeling of emptiness, its like being all alone in an empty room, mcm too much missing...its gona be hard for me to go to sleep tonight...*sigh*
anyways...she had a minor/major problem tadi...the people at the airport di KL would not issue her boarding pass because there is a hyphen or dash in her name...and their computer do not recognise the character...i thought 'what the hell!' barang sekadar catu...i mean thats stupid, so 'setungpeeed'...there are too many safety measures taken that travelling by air has become so taxing and such a hassle...i know safety is a priority...but nda kan sekadar nama ada dash pun kan cematu...entah eh...i was worried when she called me to tell me about it...i worry about her sometimes...but i know she is smart and reliable...=) so I know that she'll be fine...
anywho...i got a 2'2 for my first degree...a bit disappointing but deserved...congrates to all my other friends though...you all have worked hard for it...=)
m gna go preoccupy myself now...terrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaa~
anyways...she had a minor/major problem tadi...the people at the airport di KL would not issue her boarding pass because there is a hyphen or dash in her name...and their computer do not recognise the character...i thought 'what the hell!' barang sekadar catu...i mean thats stupid, so 'setungpeeed'...there are too many safety measures taken that travelling by air has become so taxing and such a hassle...i know safety is a priority...but nda kan sekadar nama ada dash pun kan cematu...entah eh...i was worried when she called me to tell me about it...i worry about her sometimes...but i know she is smart and reliable...=) so I know that she'll be fine...
anywho...i got a 2'2 for my first degree...a bit disappointing but deserved...congrates to all my other friends though...you all have worked hard for it...=)
m gna go preoccupy myself now...terrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaa~
Nenenenenenene Bekmen..Nenenenenenenenene Bekmen...Bekman Bekmen~
Have u seen the new Batman movie Dark Knight? If you haven't i urge you to get dressed now, cancel all plans, send your kids to your parents' and go watch it...'cos its guuurrrrddd! You don't want to be lame and be the person who had to wait 4-5 days after the premiere to watch the new Batman movie right?
The first time i watched it (Yeap! I've seen it more than once! Gasp!!) luan ampir to the screen, and i kinda saw someone familiar in the movie, just a glimpse but enough to recognise him...i thought i saw si Edison Chen, so i pointed this out arah si Kim, ku tunjukkan lah...since the screen was too close to us she didn't have time to move her eyes from one side of the screen to the other side fast enough to see what i was talking about...heheheeh...so yeah...i thought we needed to watch it again...the second time we watched it i made sure that she sees the guy I thought to be Edison Chen...kali banar...lurus...according to someone, he was supposed to hold a good role in the movie...tapi because of his sex scandal his role was minimised..
bah...stop reading this post...go watch it....
rating: A (I love the storyline! and of course the fight scenes, cars and gadgets...)
The first time i watched it (Yeap! I've seen it more than once! Gasp!!) luan ampir to the screen, and i kinda saw someone familiar in the movie, just a glimpse but enough to recognise him...i thought i saw si Edison Chen, so i pointed this out arah si Kim, ku tunjukkan lah...since the screen was too close to us she didn't have time to move her eyes from one side of the screen to the other side fast enough to see what i was talking about...heheheeh...so yeah...i thought we needed to watch it again...the second time we watched it i made sure that she sees the guy I thought to be Edison Chen...kali banar...lurus...according to someone, he was supposed to hold a good role in the movie...tapi because of his sex scandal his role was minimised..
bah...stop reading this post...go watch it....
rating: A (I love the storyline! and of course the fight scenes, cars and gadgets...)
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
psp and my bed...*sob sob sob*
remember me saying that all i needed was my psp and my comfortable bed? well i should be more careful when making wishes...now im stuck in bed with my psp...all because of my gout..=( my foot is twice the normal size now....
berapa kali charging dah my psp...i hope the battery life cycle tahan lama...i miss Kim...batah dah nda jumpa ia...last time i saw her was on saturday....and today is tuesday...and she is leaving soon...bad damn timing if u ask me...have to get well as soon as i can....
ive googled possible cures for gout on the internet..and several things have come up...like mangosteen?wat issit called in Malay again? ....damn..i had it tadi.....kajap
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Manggis!!!!!!! thats it..so yea...im sposed to give that a try...other things are apples, berries and bananas...berries are so expensive in this country...so bananas and apples should be enough.....until then ive to give up on meat (with the exception of chicken, which is my favourite kind of meat, cant imagine life without it..)...and all types of peanuts....cocoNUTs atu boleh kah?mmm...il find out nanti...pasal im in love with this coconut drink..its canned plang...and it doesnt really taste like the normal coconut that u usually have...but something about it makes it addictive..
anywho...ive to go now...my psp is ready...gnite...
berapa kali charging dah my psp...i hope the battery life cycle tahan lama...i miss Kim...batah dah nda jumpa ia...last time i saw her was on saturday....and today is tuesday...and she is leaving soon...bad damn timing if u ask me...have to get well as soon as i can....
ive googled possible cures for gout on the internet..and several things have come up...like mangosteen?wat issit called in Malay again? ....damn..i had it tadi.....kajap
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Manggis!!!!!!! thats it..so yea...im sposed to give that a try...other things are apples, berries and bananas...berries are so expensive in this country...so bananas and apples should be enough.....until then ive to give up on meat (with the exception of chicken, which is my favourite kind of meat, cant imagine life without it..)...and all types of peanuts....cocoNUTs atu boleh kah?mmm...il find out nanti...pasal im in love with this coconut drink..its canned plang...and it doesnt really taste like the normal coconut that u usually have...but something about it makes it addictive..
anywho...ive to go now...my psp is ready...gnite...
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
kamu suka cerita Ben 10?aku suka game Ben 10!!!!
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEEHEHE.....
kamu mau tau pasal apa aku ketawa? pasal aku kana balikan PSPlite!!!!!!!muahahahahahahahhahaha...
from now on..i dont need friends..i dont need family...i dont need showers, lunch, breakfast, dinner, brunch, high-tea, supper...heck i dont need a girlfriend....muahahahahhaha...i get pleasure from playing on my PSP all day long...all i need is a full battery and the comfort of my bed...sigh..
i was playing my game tadi in the presence of this beautiful girl...after playing the game she made me realise that i survived an earthquake....hehehehe....siuk banar PSP ani bah...mcm having a PS2 on the palm of ur hands...hehehhehe...sakai aku ah...mcm nda pernah main PSP before...
bah yo...have to get back to my game...il blog again once i get bored of my PSP (its baby blue btw)
PS: m quitting my job tomorrow so i can concentrate on my PSP...=p
kamu mau tau pasal apa aku ketawa? pasal aku kana balikan PSPlite!!!!!!!muahahahahahahahhahaha...
from now on..i dont need friends..i dont need family...i dont need showers, lunch, breakfast, dinner, brunch, high-tea, supper...heck i dont need a girlfriend....muahahahahhaha...i get pleasure from playing on my PSP all day long...all i need is a full battery and the comfort of my bed...sigh..
i was playing my game tadi in the presence of this beautiful girl...after playing the game she made me realise that i survived an earthquake....hehehehe....siuk banar PSP ani bah...mcm having a PS2 on the palm of ur hands...hehehhehe...sakai aku ah...mcm nda pernah main PSP before...
bah yo...have to get back to my game...il blog again once i get bored of my PSP (its baby blue btw)
PS: m quitting my job tomorrow so i can concentrate on my PSP...=p
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
students~ oh students~
one of my student is very funny in a peculiar way....she likes the attention people give her but acts like she doesn't when its clear that she does...sigh......
anyway speaking of students...some of my students are having their exams tomorrow...gila eh..i asked some of them if they are prepared for it...ada yg cakap...'karang malam ku start ni sir, mcm nda sampat plang rasanya...', baruya nda ingau...karang ujung bulan ada tia tu parentsnya datang complain arah ku.."kenapa tia anak ku ani makin teruk ani?", ada saja tah di marahinya tu karang..mbali malas tu menjawap...the answer is with their children bah..bawa dulu durang becakap...barutah tanya teachers wat the problem is....
anywho...masa mengajar durang tadi i felt like i was pressurised, felt like i was the one having the exams tomorrow...mcm i was trying to teach them as much as i can...explained things the best i could....but all they did was just talk away with their friends, ketawa2...everytime i reminded them that they were having exams the next day baru tia..'awwwwuuu ehhhh...nervous ehhhh....takut ku ehhhhhh..." mbari malas....cakap tak serupa bikin...
anyway speaking of students...some of my students are having their exams tomorrow...gila eh..i asked some of them if they are prepared for it...ada yg cakap...'karang malam ku start ni sir, mcm nda sampat plang rasanya...', baruya nda ingau...karang ujung bulan ada tia tu parentsnya datang complain arah ku.."kenapa tia anak ku ani makin teruk ani?", ada saja tah di marahinya tu karang..mbali malas tu menjawap...the answer is with their children bah..bawa dulu durang becakap...barutah tanya teachers wat the problem is....
anywho...masa mengajar durang tadi i felt like i was pressurised, felt like i was the one having the exams tomorrow...mcm i was trying to teach them as much as i can...explained things the best i could....but all they did was just talk away with their friends, ketawa2...everytime i reminded them that they were having exams the next day baru tia..'awwwwuuu ehhhh...nervous ehhhh....takut ku ehhhhhh..." mbari malas....cakap tak serupa bikin...
Monday, June 30, 2008
tambi vs rat glue
well i failed to tell you that Hasanul now comes with a kitten...its all black and i call it tambi...cuteeeee! i found him as a stray cat masa di SMSSA...it was meowing away when it was stuck in a drain in one of the school blocks near the staffroom...well i took him home and now he is a part of the family...
Our area is infested with flies because of my uncle's business, he runs the garbage collection business therefore this attracted lots of flies in our area...well this has caused us to set up fly traps...one of the traps involves a piece of stick lathered in rat glue...since tambi is a curious little cat, he went to look wat is the deal with the buzzing stick (flies on the stick)...he got too close and got one of the sticks stuck to his face...he rolled around while the stick was still in his face so he got the rat glue all over his body...he ran into the bushes in panic...he came out with more sticks...so kasian..
i was only told about this when my sister banged on my door when i was having my late afternoon nap...so kasian...with sticks on his legs, he walked around like he was on crutches...kasian but cute and funny at the same time...so i took the sticks off of his fur carefully...after removing all the sticks i gave him a quick bath...then i rushed to Kim's BBQ...*sigh*
the next day the maid cleaned him up by oiling him up...last2 baru tah bersih usulnya...hehehehe...now is going about his normal life...now i have to go back to sleep...nite2
Our area is infested with flies because of my uncle's business, he runs the garbage collection business therefore this attracted lots of flies in our area...well this has caused us to set up fly traps...one of the traps involves a piece of stick lathered in rat glue...since tambi is a curious little cat, he went to look wat is the deal with the buzzing stick (flies on the stick)...he got too close and got one of the sticks stuck to his face...he rolled around while the stick was still in his face so he got the rat glue all over his body...he ran into the bushes in panic...he came out with more sticks...so kasian..
i was only told about this when my sister banged on my door when i was having my late afternoon nap...so kasian...with sticks on his legs, he walked around like he was on crutches...kasian but cute and funny at the same time...so i took the sticks off of his fur carefully...after removing all the sticks i gave him a quick bath...then i rushed to Kim's BBQ...*sigh*
the next day the maid cleaned him up by oiling him up...last2 baru tah bersih usulnya...hehehehe...now is going about his normal life...now i have to go back to sleep...nite2
Friday, June 20, 2008
Bloody April Part II
time to finish wat i started..its gna be hard because i'm listening to john mayer's the 'man on the side' at the same time....hehehe..
where was i? oh...so i went to see the doctor...told her everything that happened, she told me that it mite be polyp..which is basically a growth in my nose..so she checked for abnormal bumps around my nose...but didnt find any...so she just prescribed something for me and referred me to the Ear and Nose Department the following day..
the following day i went to the hospital after school..made my way to that particular department in my work clothes..i had to wait because there were like 4 people before me...but when my turn came i walked calmly into the treatment room for them to get a better look at my nose...all this time hoping that its not polyp..after thorough examination i am relieved to tell u that it was not polyp its just a normal case of nose bleed...well the doctor told me that i shud avoid being in rooms that are too cold, because it dries my nose and when they are dry the blood vessels are easily ruptured...so yeah...its ok...he just had to stuff this gooey stuff up nose and this was sposed to moisturise my nose...hehehehe...i walked out of the hospital with goo up my nose..they felt like lots of snot just collecting there...weird...hahahahah...
well that was that...and i was prescibed with more goo to take home with me...and i had to use it every day while teaching...so yeah....weird...hehehehehe...
where was i? oh...so i went to see the doctor...told her everything that happened, she told me that it mite be polyp..which is basically a growth in my nose..so she checked for abnormal bumps around my nose...but didnt find any...so she just prescribed something for me and referred me to the Ear and Nose Department the following day..
the following day i went to the hospital after school..made my way to that particular department in my work clothes..i had to wait because there were like 4 people before me...but when my turn came i walked calmly into the treatment room for them to get a better look at my nose...all this time hoping that its not polyp..after thorough examination i am relieved to tell u that it was not polyp its just a normal case of nose bleed...well the doctor told me that i shud avoid being in rooms that are too cold, because it dries my nose and when they are dry the blood vessels are easily ruptured...so yeah...its ok...he just had to stuff this gooey stuff up nose and this was sposed to moisturise my nose...hehehehe...i walked out of the hospital with goo up my nose..they felt like lots of snot just collecting there...weird...hahahahah...
well that was that...and i was prescibed with more goo to take home with me...and i had to use it every day while teaching...so yeah....weird...hehehehehe...
Friday, May 2, 2008
Bloody April
April has been a very bad month for me...so i was excited that May is here now...=)
to summerise April, it has been a month where i was ill for 2 weeks at a time...when my supervisor canceled on me when i planned a great lesson with my good class 2D...it turned out great...but he wasnt there...and i was ill as well preparing all day and night...oh well...wasn't meant to be i guess...and when i recovered from my fever, something else happened...bloody nose...pun intended...hehehe...any who...there is this one day...i think most people still remember it, some parts of Brunei-Muara experienced the 6 hours blackout, others 24....well it was on a Saturday, my friends and i were in UBD to try on our graduation robes...and after that we decided to hangout for a bit for old times' sake...well it was then when it happened...my nose started to bleed...at first it wasn't much..i could contain it by stuffing tissue up my nose...but after that it happened again...this was when we were making our way to our cars... i had to run to the bathroom...i stayed in there for 15 minutes...left one of the bathroom sinks bloody...at this point the blood didnt drip out...it seemed like it was flowing out...was so scared, i'm sure the lecturer who came in the toilet was too when he saw the sink..hehehehe...well again i cleared it up...there were no toilet rolls in the toilet...thats why i had to wait in there long for it to stop bleeding...
and then it happen one more time when i got home...this was when i was talking to my parents in the kitchen..gave them a fright, heheheh.... well this is when i discovered that we are having a blackout...then i felt light headed and sleepy and decided to shower and go to bed early...
then i woke up suddenly, feeling uncomfortable with something, i realised that the power is still out...so i looked for my fone in the dark...when i spent like 5 minutes looking for it without success i began to panic...but i calmed myself down...and found it, looked at the time, '9.06pm'...i turned on the torchlight on my fone...(hehehheeh...its so cool to have this feature on ur fones....i love it!hehehehe) and made my way to my mirror...at first scary thought came to my head, what if the person i see in the mirror wasnt me.......hehehheheeh...u know it was dark and it was very quiet...the right time for stupid thoughts like that...but another horror waited for me...my face was bloodied...and blood was still dripping i cudnt feel it because i mistook the wet and warm flow of blood for sweat...again i panicked...i rushed downstairs with my fone lighting my way on one hand, and a bloodied towel trying to stop the bleeding on the other...i discovered that everyone was out...no one was home...called my mom's fone, she never picked up...i made myself feel better thinking that she left her fone at home...then i called my dad..same result...then i had to call my brother, at last a familiar voice...apparently he was in Gadong..and the power is out too....he told me my parents are at my 'tua'..got function there...no power still want to have function...hahahhaaha...so i just waited for them at home...i found some tissues, and stuffed my nose with them to stop the bleeding again...then something freaky happened...the blood then came down my throat and i had to spit them out lest i shall choke...hahaha...freaky man....imagine waiting in the dark for your parents, bloodied up face while you are spitting out blood...i felt like scaring them..hahahaha...jahat..hehehe...but i didnt...god's honest truth...heheheh..anywho my mum panicked like hell, i got cleaned up and away i go to the emergency room...
when i got there the first place i went to was the washroom..hahaha..i was given weird looks from everyone....so i guess something must be wrong...and in the washroom i found out that my neck was still bloody, well u cant expect me to get cleaned up at home where there is no power can you?no power= no lights...well i got that cleaned up quickly and registered my name...i dunno why they call it the emergency room, coz i had to wait 2 hours before i can see a doctor...sigh....well, i'll tell you about what happened in the next post...terraaaaaa~
to summerise April, it has been a month where i was ill for 2 weeks at a time...when my supervisor canceled on me when i planned a great lesson with my good class 2D...it turned out great...but he wasnt there...and i was ill as well preparing all day and night...oh well...wasn't meant to be i guess...and when i recovered from my fever, something else happened...bloody nose...pun intended...hehehe...any who...there is this one day...i think most people still remember it, some parts of Brunei-Muara experienced the 6 hours blackout, others 24....well it was on a Saturday, my friends and i were in UBD to try on our graduation robes...and after that we decided to hangout for a bit for old times' sake...well it was then when it happened...my nose started to bleed...at first it wasn't much..i could contain it by stuffing tissue up my nose...but after that it happened again...this was when we were making our way to our cars... i had to run to the bathroom...i stayed in there for 15 minutes...left one of the bathroom sinks bloody...at this point the blood didnt drip out...it seemed like it was flowing out...was so scared, i'm sure the lecturer who came in the toilet was too when he saw the sink..hehehehe...well again i cleared it up...there were no toilet rolls in the toilet...thats why i had to wait in there long for it to stop bleeding...
and then it happen one more time when i got home...this was when i was talking to my parents in the kitchen..gave them a fright, heheheh.... well this is when i discovered that we are having a blackout...then i felt light headed and sleepy and decided to shower and go to bed early...
then i woke up suddenly, feeling uncomfortable with something, i realised that the power is still out...so i looked for my fone in the dark...when i spent like 5 minutes looking for it without success i began to panic...but i calmed myself down...and found it, looked at the time, '9.06pm'...i turned on the torchlight on my fone...(hehehheeh...its so cool to have this feature on ur fones....i love it!hehehehe) and made my way to my mirror...at first scary thought came to my head, what if the person i see in the mirror wasnt me.......hehehheheeh...u know it was dark and it was very quiet...the right time for stupid thoughts like that...but another horror waited for me...my face was bloodied...and blood was still dripping i cudnt feel it because i mistook the wet and warm flow of blood for sweat...again i panicked...i rushed downstairs with my fone lighting my way on one hand, and a bloodied towel trying to stop the bleeding on the other...i discovered that everyone was out...no one was home...called my mom's fone, she never picked up...i made myself feel better thinking that she left her fone at home...then i called my dad..same result...then i had to call my brother, at last a familiar voice...apparently he was in Gadong..and the power is out too....he told me my parents are at my 'tua'..got function there...no power still want to have function...hahahhaaha...so i just waited for them at home...i found some tissues, and stuffed my nose with them to stop the bleeding again...then something freaky happened...the blood then came down my throat and i had to spit them out lest i shall choke...hahaha...freaky man....imagine waiting in the dark for your parents, bloodied up face while you are spitting out blood...i felt like scaring them..hahahaha...jahat..hehehe...but i didnt...god's honest truth...heheheh..anywho my mum panicked like hell, i got cleaned up and away i go to the emergency room...
when i got there the first place i went to was the washroom..hahaha..i was given weird looks from everyone....so i guess something must be wrong...and in the washroom i found out that my neck was still bloody, well u cant expect me to get cleaned up at home where there is no power can you?no power= no lights...well i got that cleaned up quickly and registered my name...i dunno why they call it the emergency room, coz i had to wait 2 hours before i can see a doctor...sigh....well, i'll tell you about what happened in the next post...terraaaaaa~
Thursday, April 24, 2008
new-ke-lar boam!
i exploded today with my 2D...i wasnt in a good mood today to start with...then most of them were 15mins late...did not apologise to me for being late...forgot to bring in their homework, talked so loud that i had to shout over the noise...i gave them work to do..after 15mins i discovered most of them didnt do anything...wasted my trust on them...i couldn't take anymore...a fuse had blown...
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
happy day...
i was observed today by my supervisor...and i got a B-....hehhehehe...this is an improvement from the last time he came...last time he gave me a C+...i still think that if he came in my lesson with 2D yesterday he would have been more impressed.... =) i love my students...they work so hard...
Thursday, April 3, 2008
ramblings of a disappointed teacher...
a few days back a horde of inspectors came to my school... fyi apparently inspectors are sposed to strike fear into our hearts (us teachers), we are sposed to be scared of them...fear them...well thats the impression i get from talking to the other teachers... mcm...as soon as hearing that they (the inspectors) will be coming...teachers started talking about their bad experiences with the inspectors... some sounded very exaggerated and unbelievable but after a few other teachers confirmed it then i had no choice but to believe it...
One example: There was this anxious looking teacher started talking to another group of teachers...i was pretending to be doing my work at my desk at that time but i was really eavesdropping..*gasp!* hehehe...well, she claimed that when she was teaching an inspector just suddenly came into her class, and she became very anxious and she couldn't think straight...therefore this pretty much affected her teaching style...she began stuttering and made several mistakes...i really dont blame her...come on! no one wants/likes to be observed...then the inspector actually stopped the class and told her that the way she was teaching was wrong!!! i mean what the hell, who would do something like that...first thing, why the hell would u wana stop a class like that?that is just rude...interrupting someone's lesson like that... secondly, by doing that the inspector is disrespecting the teacher in front of the whole class, and i don't think she is going to be getting respect from her students after that...feel so kasian for the teacher...
second case... the other job of an inspector is to check the teacher's lesson plans and their record books, this actually happened when i was in the school... word spread fast about a teacher getting her lesson plans scribbled on and crosses drawn all over... and after that her lesson plan was crumpled into a ball of paper in front of her...this obviously sent her to tears... i mean we are all adults and professionals... i want to know what their job descriptions (the inspectors) are...are they there to improve the school or to terrorise it? i want to know if thats the only way to handle the situation...
Then a male teacher told me about this teacher in his department, this happened in the recent years... an inspector was observing him and in the middle of the lesson the inspector stopped him and told him that he is teaching the lesson wrong... the teacher obviously felt embarrassed in front of his class... retorted, "Ok cigu... Kita lagi pandai...nah ajar tia class ani!" (ok, u seem to be better at this, so here take over the class!)... then he stormed out leaving the class with the inspector...i was like WOOOAAAHHH! hehehe...hmmmm....*sigh*..
One example: There was this anxious looking teacher started talking to another group of teachers...i was pretending to be doing my work at my desk at that time but i was really eavesdropping..*gasp!* hehehe...well, she claimed that when she was teaching an inspector just suddenly came into her class, and she became very anxious and she couldn't think straight...therefore this pretty much affected her teaching style...she began stuttering and made several mistakes...i really dont blame her...come on! no one wants/likes to be observed...then the inspector actually stopped the class and told her that the way she was teaching was wrong!!! i mean what the hell, who would do something like that...first thing, why the hell would u wana stop a class like that?that is just rude...interrupting someone's lesson like that... secondly, by doing that the inspector is disrespecting the teacher in front of the whole class, and i don't think she is going to be getting respect from her students after that...feel so kasian for the teacher...
second case... the other job of an inspector is to check the teacher's lesson plans and their record books, this actually happened when i was in the school... word spread fast about a teacher getting her lesson plans scribbled on and crosses drawn all over... and after that her lesson plan was crumpled into a ball of paper in front of her...this obviously sent her to tears... i mean we are all adults and professionals... i want to know what their job descriptions (the inspectors) are...are they there to improve the school or to terrorise it? i want to know if thats the only way to handle the situation...
Then a male teacher told me about this teacher in his department, this happened in the recent years... an inspector was observing him and in the middle of the lesson the inspector stopped him and told him that he is teaching the lesson wrong... the teacher obviously felt embarrassed in front of his class... retorted, "Ok cigu... Kita lagi pandai...nah ajar tia class ani!" (ok, u seem to be better at this, so here take over the class!)... then he stormed out leaving the class with the inspector...i was like WOOOAAAHHH! hehehe...hmmmm....*sigh*..
Monday, March 24, 2008
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
cross country
today marked the last day of the first school term...what did the teachers have the students do? yeap! make the students run away from school (and run back again)...apakan?hehehe...well...it went well, yesterday a few teachers and i went to set up the check points (or aka Pancang in the Malay language...never knew that checkpoints were called Pancang...see, new word learnt) spent like 4 hours setting them up...yesterday i realised how far the kids have to run...freaking 10kms...well it felt like 10kms...but according to the teachers its more like 7-8kms...they even have to climb down this small hill...so kesian...in my head i was imagining small form 1 kids,crying for water, gasping for breath, and crawling towards the finish line...
well the actual event went well...kids were tired but they all reached the school safely...a TP teacher and I shared a checkpoint with two other teachers...Checkpoint (6 a) i think...well anyways...took one whole hour for all the students to pass through our check point...and air lagi nda cukup..so kesian...had to tell them to get water from the next checkpoint...(if truth be told, we werent sure if there were water waiting for them there...kesian)...after every student went through our checkpoint we were free to leave the checkpoint...so my friend and i decided to drive around to make sure the students were alright...and then we saw from the distance these crowd of students waving frantically as we drove by...i rolled down my window to ask them what was wrong...then they shouted together, "Teacherrrrrrrr!!!Give Uppppppp!!!!". i laughed so hard my sides felt like they were about to split, hehehe...i saw that they were tired but they were smiling....so funny to hear that...even as im typing this im smiling...=) By 11am all of the students were back to the school and the prize-giving ceremony started..i didnt care cos i was so tired...we went straight to the food..hehehe..lapar!
probably post pictures when i get them from my friends...until then...watch the skies...
well the actual event went well...kids were tired but they all reached the school safely...a TP teacher and I shared a checkpoint with two other teachers...Checkpoint (6 a) i think...well anyways...took one whole hour for all the students to pass through our check point...and air lagi nda cukup..so kesian...had to tell them to get water from the next checkpoint...(if truth be told, we werent sure if there were water waiting for them there...kesian)...after every student went through our checkpoint we were free to leave the checkpoint...so my friend and i decided to drive around to make sure the students were alright...and then we saw from the distance these crowd of students waving frantically as we drove by...i rolled down my window to ask them what was wrong...then they shouted together, "Teacherrrrrrrr!!!Give Uppppppp!!!!". i laughed so hard my sides felt like they were about to split, hehehe...i saw that they were tired but they were smiling....so funny to hear that...even as im typing this im smiling...=) By 11am all of the students were back to the school and the prize-giving ceremony started..i didnt care cos i was so tired...we went straight to the food..hehehe..lapar!
probably post pictures when i get them from my friends...until then...watch the skies...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
let the onslaught begin...
heheh...know wat?i only slept for 2 hours...had to set two alarm clocks to make sure that i wake up...orang atu ah...that person owes me for my suffering...hehehehe....i feel half awake now...but conscious enough i hope..good thing i bought a can of redbull...i was expecting something like this...but i have prepared everything already...just a matter or presenting everything now...man! i need some shut eyes...
love you babe... :p
love you babe... :p
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Craaaaaaaazzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyy week...
today's lesson went grrrrrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaattttttttttt!!!!hehehe...so happy about that...but i wasn't assessed..too bad...well the big challenge is tomorrow...well pretty much later..its 40mins to midnight..and im not done preparing...i blame that someone...kept me on the Phone for hours....wudn't let me go...well...now i have to suffer...i have two lessons to plan..and that is not what im worried about..the thing is that my Supervisor is coming in to observe my lesson and assess me...damn...im so not ready for this...im still up sticking things onto the manila cards...ahahah..nda creative eh...ahahaha....and i have not even written up the lesson plan...but i pretty much know what i want to do with the class...
wish for me a miracle to go through this...i promise i will sacrifice two virgins if i get through this fine ...thats how desperate i am...bah have to go back to work...im going crazy here...
wish for me a miracle to go through this...i promise i will sacrifice two virgins if i get through this fine ...thats how desperate i am...bah have to go back to work...im going crazy here...
Monday, March 10, 2008
Today was a very tiring day for me...i finished preparing my lesson very late...2am i think...hehehe...u got to love procrastinating...well i didn't really...had to spend 1/4 of my day at a function at my uncle's...got home tired after that...so i slept until late afternoon...and only started printing out maps and blowing them up at the xerox place in Delima complex sebaris ngan Hua Ho (its funny tat the 'Hua' is underlined with a red dotted line...and the 'Ho' isn't...amusingly funny i think...hehhehehe) late at night...
well back to the story of me being tired..i got off school at about 1.15pm...and had to pick up my brother from PTE (pusat tingkatan enam/6th Form Center) at 2pm...only takes me 10mins drive la...so i had quite a wait waiting for me...hehehe...only to discover that he is gna be 20mins late...i fell asleep as i was parked in front of a crowd of form 6 students, mostly girls, some of the which i find very attractive...hehehe...hope i didn't fall asleep with my mouth wide open with drool coming out the side of my mouth...the engine was running...sigh....just recalling this is making me drowsy...
anyways...i have another lesson to teach tomorrow...this time with my beloved 2H...they are fine individuals...i hope they can benefit from me teaching them...i worry about my students especially my 2D and 2F...they don't seem to be motivated or interested in geography...even when i was observing them on my first week of Teaching practice...some of them do try by only a small fraction...owh well today didn't go very well, i can expect that most of them struggled during the exam...no one seem to revise for the exam...i was recapping a lesson i taught last two weeks and it was included in the exam last week and no one can answer my questions...dunno what else to do...owh well...il just have to give them more work..hehehe...biar durang...
another update...apparently i have stroopwafels waiting from me...i posted that i wanted stroopwafels from a friend who was in Holland doing a course...kali tarus2 she told me to come and pick it up...hehehhe...i feel guilty now...i should get her something in return...happy meal?ok kah tu?hehheehe...i remember having stroopwafels dulu masa di London...arah Leicester square kali..not sure or was it in Piccadilly Circus...it was freshly made....its supposed to look like this...
but the ones i had had fillings between them (like a sandwich)...i dont remember what fillings in the stroopwafels i had dulu but i remember it to be good...hehehe...i cant wait to go to London...i miss it there...bah before ke Canada(to look at the Aurora, still planing on going) tani ke London k?who is coming with me?
well back to the story of me being tired..i got off school at about 1.15pm...and had to pick up my brother from PTE (pusat tingkatan enam/6th Form Center) at 2pm...only takes me 10mins drive la...so i had quite a wait waiting for me...hehehe...only to discover that he is gna be 20mins late...i fell asleep as i was parked in front of a crowd of form 6 students, mostly girls, some of the which i find very attractive...hehehe...hope i didn't fall asleep with my mouth wide open with drool coming out the side of my mouth...the engine was running...sigh....just recalling this is making me drowsy...
anyways...i have another lesson to teach tomorrow...this time with my beloved 2H...they are fine individuals...i hope they can benefit from me teaching them...i worry about my students especially my 2D and 2F...they don't seem to be motivated or interested in geography...even when i was observing them on my first week of Teaching practice...some of them do try by only a small fraction...owh well today didn't go very well, i can expect that most of them struggled during the exam...no one seem to revise for the exam...i was recapping a lesson i taught last two weeks and it was included in the exam last week and no one can answer my questions...dunno what else to do...owh well...il just have to give them more work..hehehe...biar durang...
another update...apparently i have stroopwafels waiting from me...i posted that i wanted stroopwafels from a friend who was in Holland doing a course...kali tarus2 she told me to come and pick it up...hehehhe...i feel guilty now...i should get her something in return...happy meal?ok kah tu?hehheehe...i remember having stroopwafels dulu masa di London...arah Leicester square kali..not sure or was it in Piccadilly Circus...it was freshly made....its supposed to look like this...
but the ones i had had fillings between them (like a sandwich)...i dont remember what fillings in the stroopwafels i had dulu but i remember it to be good...hehehe...i cant wait to go to London...i miss it there...bah before ke Canada(to look at the Aurora, still planing on going) tani ke London k?who is coming with me?
Thursday, March 6, 2008
going fishing tonight..
TP has been very relaxing for me...observations on the first week...light teaching/giving revisions on the second week...and now we are having exams...but things are going to be crazy next week...first of all my supervisor is coming to see my lesson on Wednesday...and all week next week inspectors from MOE are coming to inspect teachers...including TP teachers...crazy right?oh well...that just means that i now have to prepare interesting lessons and use lots of ABMs (alat bantu mengajar) or teaching aids....but for now i want to take a step back and relax...i want to go fishing...haven't done that since Kim left...i miss Kim, wonder what she is doing right about now...
i had a lunch with the TESL bunch this afternoon...we went to L.A Donuts, please don't read it as La Donuts...its not Italian..its L.A Donuts...or thats what i think it is...hehehhe...we met there at 1pm (well we were supposed to...i for one was very punctual.. si Mau pukul 2.30pm pun alum ada...ahahhaha...)...the food was sadang...i had the burger with fries...no one can ever mess that up, if they even mess up an order of burger then they shouldn't even think about opening up a restaurant...hehhe..marah~...Bobby and Hane had lasagna which was unusually runny...but they claim that it tasted good non-the-less...its just the texture that makes it un-lasagna-like...Ches had a piece of fish on top of mashpotatoes...dunno how it tasted like but it looked good though....we spent lunch stuffing our faces and talking about TP and how we are getting on...i just realise that i can be very intimidating especially if im warned about several students by other teachers...i would just walk into a class and make sure that they sense my presence...today i was invigilating a form 3 class and this one kid was like 5'10 or taller..and he was built like a tank...he looked like he was testing my patience...like picking up a broom and sweeping the room when i wanted everyone to settle down..i told him to take a seat...he replied that he is just doing that so that when inspectors came that they will be impressed..i thought 'wise-ass'...so i told him off and sent him to his seat...kids nowadays ah...no respect for teachers...i wasn't like this when i was younger...and this kid was only in form 3....*sigh*...i was half expecting a flat tyre at the end of the day...but when i got to my car, Nothing!...hehehe...coming from Berakas can give u that kind of idea/expectation...Berakas English school was like a zoo or a crazy asylum...why need to choose?sama la...hehehe... well now i need to rest my eyes so i can go fishing tonight...g'nite people....g'nite babe...
i had a lunch with the TESL bunch this afternoon...we went to L.A Donuts, please don't read it as La Donuts...its not Italian..its L.A Donuts...or thats what i think it is...hehehhe...we met there at 1pm (well we were supposed to...i for one was very punctual.. si Mau pukul 2.30pm pun alum ada...ahahhaha...)...the food was sadang...i had the burger with fries...no one can ever mess that up, if they even mess up an order of burger then they shouldn't even think about opening up a restaurant...hehhe..marah~...Bobby and Hane had lasagna which was unusually runny...but they claim that it tasted good non-the-less...its just the texture that makes it un-lasagna-like...Ches had a piece of fish on top of mashpotatoes...dunno how it tasted like but it looked good though....we spent lunch stuffing our faces and talking about TP and how we are getting on...i just realise that i can be very intimidating especially if im warned about several students by other teachers...i would just walk into a class and make sure that they sense my presence...today i was invigilating a form 3 class and this one kid was like 5'10 or taller..and he was built like a tank...he looked like he was testing my patience...like picking up a broom and sweeping the room when i wanted everyone to settle down..i told him to take a seat...he replied that he is just doing that so that when inspectors came that they will be impressed..i thought 'wise-ass'...so i told him off and sent him to his seat...kids nowadays ah...no respect for teachers...i wasn't like this when i was younger...and this kid was only in form 3....*sigh*...i was half expecting a flat tyre at the end of the day...but when i got to my car, Nothing!...hehehe...coming from Berakas can give u that kind of idea/expectation...Berakas English school was like a zoo or a crazy asylum...why need to choose?sama la...hehehe... well now i need to rest my eyes so i can go fishing tonight...g'nite people....g'nite babe...
Sunday, March 2, 2008
rare encounter
students at our schools started their first term exam on Saturday...i for one is grateful because this means that i don't have to ready lesson plans...all i have to do is just turn up and invigilate exams (a great bore though...)
oh! i remember something while invigilating a class...i was invigilating form 1D...and was walking around the classroom...then i looked outside the window because i was really bored...then my eyes caught a movement in the mini-garden outside the classroom window...i first thought it was a huge bee, but there is no buzzing...then i saw a beak...i couldn't belief my luck...there it was just a few yards from me....i saw a humming bird! its no bigger than my deodorant bottle's cover (hahaha...i really don't know how to describe the bird)...its so little! its so....i dunno how to describe it...i saw it while it was busy collecting nectar from this flower...what a rare sight!!! well it was yellowish green and i wanted to whip out my mobile phone and take pictures, but i realized that i was in a classroom full of students...i wanted to be a good example...
anyway...she called me again today...i'm starting to miss her even more now...i think i'm gona call her after this...
oh! i remember something while invigilating a class...i was invigilating form 1D...and was walking around the classroom...then i looked outside the window because i was really bored...then my eyes caught a movement in the mini-garden outside the classroom window...i first thought it was a huge bee, but there is no buzzing...then i saw a beak...i couldn't belief my luck...there it was just a few yards from me....i saw a humming bird! its no bigger than my deodorant bottle's cover (hahaha...i really don't know how to describe the bird)...its so little! its so....i dunno how to describe it...i saw it while it was busy collecting nectar from this flower...what a rare sight!!! well it was yellowish green and i wanted to whip out my mobile phone and take pictures, but i realized that i was in a classroom full of students...i wanted to be a good example...
anyway...she called me again today...i'm starting to miss her even more now...i think i'm gona call her after this...
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
lesson plans and phonecalls
first day without her...
felt weird walking from my car to the staffroom...felt macam i lost my shadow...owh well...everything was well though..my lesson today went well...but guess what happened when i walked back from my class? my supervisor came to give me a surprise visit!!! he wasn't there to come and observe me, he just wanted to see how i am doing...hehehe...he gave me such a fright by being there unannounced...showed him my folder, my lesson plans, the notes and student's homework and classwork marks...luckily i was prepared...
note to self: please write down the evaluation as soon as you get back to the staffroom.
my colleagues have been very helpful especially my cooperating teacher (CT) Bee Hong...she has been giving me tips and advices non-stop...i have to remember to get her a nice present before i leave the school...driving home alone from school is hard to get used to...i usually hang around the school and leave after 1pm...but today i punched out like 10 mins after the bell rang...entah...i felt like leaving the staffroom as soon as i can...
oh btw...she sent me a text message today after class to tell me that she is ok and has landed safely at sydney airport...i was so happy to hear that...i am also happy to know that it doesn't cost me much to call her on her prima (ia roaming!!! gotta love it!)! hehehe...we spoke on the fone twice today..hehehe...i miss her...im glad that she left with her parents...made me feel so much better...anyway...have two lesson plans to plan before i sleep...
adios amigos
felt weird walking from my car to the staffroom...felt macam i lost my shadow...owh well...everything was well though..my lesson today went well...but guess what happened when i walked back from my class? my supervisor came to give me a surprise visit!!! he wasn't there to come and observe me, he just wanted to see how i am doing...hehehe...he gave me such a fright by being there unannounced...showed him my folder, my lesson plans, the notes and student's homework and classwork marks...luckily i was prepared...
note to self: please write down the evaluation as soon as you get back to the staffroom.
my colleagues have been very helpful especially my cooperating teacher (CT) Bee Hong...she has been giving me tips and advices non-stop...i have to remember to get her a nice present before i leave the school...driving home alone from school is hard to get used to...i usually hang around the school and leave after 1pm...but today i punched out like 10 mins after the bell rang...entah...i felt like leaving the staffroom as soon as i can...
oh btw...she sent me a text message today after class to tell me that she is ok and has landed safely at sydney airport...i was so happy to hear that...i am also happy to know that it doesn't cost me much to call her on her prima (ia roaming!!! gotta love it!)! hehehe...we spoke on the fone twice today..hehehe...i miss her...im glad that she left with her parents...made me feel so much better...anyway...have two lesson plans to plan before i sleep...
adios amigos
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
=)
And I don’t know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wonderin' when the call comes
Where you say it’s alright
You got your heart right
Says here in the water you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of a telephone
Wonderin' when the call comes
Where you say it’s alright
You got your heart right
Tonight she left...and i won't get to see her for at least 3 months...everything was fine until i saw her back shrinking away as she was walking away from me...slowly disappearing from my sight...everything felt so heavy...my breathing, my steps, my heart...couldn't stop from looking over my shoulders...wishful thinking...*sigh*... but i shouldn't cry...i promised her...i kept my promise...
driving home alone was the single most difficult thing i have to go through tonight...no more shall i see her next to me, smiling back at me...or no more shall i see her sleeping soundly, ever so peaceful next to me as i drive her home...3 months till i see that beautiful smile...for now i have to hold back the tears...
Maybe I’ll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on your porch ‘till you come back home
Oh, right
I can’t find a flight
Wait on your porch ‘till you come back home
Oh, right
I can’t find a flight
Tomorrow i start the day without her...no more expecting a 'good morning sweetie' from her on msn...no more picking her up to go to school together...*sigh*...i'll try to make the best out of tomorrow...everything will be fine...i'll make sure of it...tomorrow the countdown starts...=) sayang...if you're reading this i miss you like crazy...and i want you to know that everything will be fine...and i hope u will find your journey there to be pleasant and safe...i'll be waiting for that call aight? love you...i will spend the rest of tonight finishing my lesson plans and entering marks for my form 2H...can't wait to see you in my dreams...=)
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