{RE-DESIRE// NICC-IN

Monday, October 29, 2007

title:{ freakinshirtss}

its freaking a 2.33am and im sitting in front of my comp
being stunned by nothing.

just thinking about stuff which has been bugging me since
I-DONT-KNOW-WHEN. NAMELY, OPHIX TSHIRT! Everyone is paying
in so slowly I dont have the power to fire orders. And apart
from that I simply have no time to handle all these stuff
with my already busy schedule. This is definately the very
last thing im gonna do for ophix. sigh.It gets me stunk up.
Dont know why i had to step in to input my designs. What for
get myself involved.wasting my time and its draining me bank dry.
WHY. I dont know.Money just runs out so fast. shiet.

Well didnt get into TPRawks. But for me, it didnt feel that much.
Perhaps it didnt matter that much to me as it mattered in my
past years. These stuff just dont have such a high priority to me
any longer. Its of course,still things I enjoy. But now, MP and
studies will come first before I graduate.I realise sometimes people
lose their radiating aura over time. I guess I could be one of them.
I lost me.The once super enthu and passionate TP chionger that you've
seen a year ago.

Well on a lighter note. Just had a 3 person gathering session with
JY and maybelin. like after a gazillion years. Feels like just
after otc but things are different now. But gee, I dont think I'll
be able to find these guys in any other new empire just the way
it is now. Im just lucky to have found these group of retarded GLs
on my part=].

Went for training with mingshen at 12 today. manage to pull 1 !
but my fingers were chui-ded away. the excess skin tore.oh wells.
tit for tat. =)

nights guys.

this is not an emo post. but an anger release. zz.

11:14 AM;

Sunday, October 28, 2007

title:{ halloween party}

Just partied the night away at Halloween Zouk Party 2007.
Had a hell of a fun time with great pals around to chill with.=)
thanks guys for the night!woo.

Went for O School before the party and got myself several aches
cos daniel's choreo was dope. followed by ben's popping class
which was just as dope but not as tiring since it was on stationary
ground.hehe.

Then its preparation time at my house with dexter and JY.

camwhore in the biggest mirror I could find

bert in his mr wicked sick wolf costume. without his mask so he looks good.haha

the ghost by the ceiling

JY got freaked out cos he saw her move her head.well no one knows for sure.

I saw michael jackson!

And I took a pic with him.wooo

Miss GLAM!

AND HER HAIR IS DOPE.

GUESS WHAT! I MET MY GANG! WOO

AND WE

ARE A TEAM!

the good costumes came in at around 1am plus

And here are the random people we met and had fun with randomly

JY tries to act glam but fail! sorry. exit this way too.--->

School comes again tommorrow.
better make it for CMSK tomorrow morning! Best of luck mr nick.!!

6:50 AM;

Friday, October 26, 2007

title:{ sleepin me day away}

Ever wondered how fantastic life would be if all the skills
you wanted was at the tip of your fingers? WELL I WONDER.

Had a pretty long day today. Though it was a friday,it felt
pretty much like a saturday due to my new timetable.Slept
close to 80% of my day away cos I simply had nothing
in mind I really wanted to do. Lying in bed, I just kept
thinking of my next move. To practically get up seemed
just like a cyclic torture to me!

A hell lots of calls came in while lying in bed and it became
kinda annoying. Half the time, I didnt have the ability
to pick them up.sorry guys!

But still, there'll always be a time when guilt kicks in on
me,rebuking on how I was wasting my day away.So I showered
and tried to style my hair before I got ready to step out to
meet the rest. Had the itch to take control of my hair situation
today,so I took up a pair of scissors and trimmed my side fringe
the D.I.Y way. Turns out that I did quite okay and thank
god I didnt screw my hair up even more by doing this. And yeahs!
A more normal looking fringe now I guess. Not totally great, but
the control of flow is there.

Next its off to Masquerade for my halloween party costume! I took
real long this time to decide. Or rather,it almost seemed like
no costumes fit me in the shop.Lucky for me, Dexter was there.
Along with a little random trial and error on my side, I
got a nifty lookin costume out in no time!

Im gonna be mr sicko-magician-freak tommorrow night! wooohooooooo

Vegetarian dinner was perfect tonight! Sometimes JY's will as
a vegetarian makes me ponder bout how vegetarians can be so strong
on keeping their believes and willpower when non-green-friendly food
are spawning like no one else's business all over the place. Such as when
your at the extreme edge of hunger, what are you to do? For that,I'd
give u vegetarians a thumbs up!On the other hand if I were in their
shoes, it would already have been MISSION IMPOSSIBLE for me.
Resisting any form of food that comes in my range of sight.AHHH NO!

The group headed home after dinner and I had a super-random-wtf midnight
jogging session with mingshen.LOL.I just got a strong feeling that at this
rate we're going, we will pass when NAFA comes again.For me its my pullups
and 2.4 for him.

Count it noobish but I actually achieved something today!OK but its freaking
a noob kinda thing to post this up but here goes. I MANAGED TO CLIMB
THE MONKEY BAR TODAY! Cos I never had the chance since young.That portion
of my arm's too weak. But hell yeah I conquered my phsycological fear tonight.
And Im real proud of it! woohooo!! OK LA NOOB!

And NICC reads his few pages worth of marketing strategies before he blogs
this chunk down and goes to sleep.

Its freaking 4:08am now. I AM going for O School tommorow.
Wish me luck guys. Another cyclic torture of never-ending sleep awaits..

12:35 PM;

Thursday, October 25, 2007

title:{ }

Today has been a whole lot of walking walking and walking around school.
Happening? Maybe.Or perhaps more of no life-ing.haha. 3DGD was coolness today!
Ok, not like what we did was that cool a thing but hey!
IT WAS COOL NEVERTHELESS!

We dealt with this 3D game engine with a demo counterstrike like game.
And with some changes of codes and redirections to point to different objects,
we were supposed to change an orc main character holding a gigantic bow in
the game to a human guy holding a rifle. And the scenes were exactly that of
an actual multiplayer online game! We could see each other on the server and
battle it out online!. woohoo!! 3D is getting fun!

Next I went up to one of the labs on level 8. And guess what! I found out IT School
has this access card system just like design school! Way cool! I know its abit laggy
for this but chill I have freaking been away from school for 1 sem. And this system
only started this year. I wouldnt have known. Not so free to go explore such things when
I come back to school.So yeah. It amazed me lots. haha. Its the same reaction for lotsa
other INDs who's just came back to school yeah. Im really not the only one.

Had lunch with lots of random people today.

First with Amelia. which was a quick one at IITAS (pronounced as yiiiiiii-taaaas).

Next with Mingshen and Jolene at BizPark!!
With Yang,eugene,boon and Ben who came after that.

Then with Lex at Engine school.
Carona's the best! And we both got ourselves the thing we've all beenfascinated with since year1. Soya milk in a packet.! Yeahh.

Im just reminiscing the year 1 times. Its been real fun.

Next was with Nict, may,amelia and fion.
Sat at aisha's,peiqi's & yvettes table for a while to catch up.
Its been ages since we've last talked. :D

Decided to head down to the library for awhile at about 6.45pm to get
a book or two on marketing. Searched the entire level 5 just to realise
that we were looking at freaking reference books!!! And yay its like
i spotted a AMA MARKETING BOOK! YAY! Damn high. ( OK lA.
AMA means American Marketing Association ) BUt still xD

Found myself 2 marketing books in the end nevertheless. And I rushed back home
just in time for a jog with mingshen. its like 2 old man tryin to excercise.
quite chui.hahaha. Enjoyable run la anyways. =D then we decided to head
down to wompoa market for the infamous fish steamboat! wooo.

tired.

sometimes when you're striving for something or when you're doing something
important, its good to know that you have somethin in your pocession
which gives you confidence. thats my band Ive had since sec 2!
Haha. wierd that its only noticed now but I guess my infamous
You can do it ! cheer came from it. Its been always with me,
guess its become something like a guardian warrior by my side.=)

8:35 AM;

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

title:{ days of my life}

guess its back to blogging again.

Its already the 4th day of school. Its been really nice coming back to school after
an awfully long holiday of working.

Finally I have one more sem of meeting up with friends, walking around school
and simply slacking around from time to time!

maybe its time to blog things down like old times so that after I leave school,
I'd still have something to refer back and smile?

So i shall do a few recaption:

Monday:
First day of school! Like its supposed to be a great start but I was late for
breakfast with JY jolene and siewlin. And on top of that! I was even late
for 40mins of the first CMSK tutorial class! How much of a sin is that!

SO i ended up not going in at all HAHA! I count it as my fate.X=
went to look for JY anyways, to have our breakfast at bizpark.
And we met KOKGUAN! Lap cheonglips. and CK! Dengdemole.
YAY. and breakfast became another wacky and retarded time with these people.
then came dolyce janice and their friend nicholas. the whole dolyce maria thing
came up and a whole lot of other crap which made me laugh like crazy!
school is fun=))

had my first 3D lab session today. Mr Douglas kept noticing me for a reason.
Even touchin the comp was captured down by his eyes! Jian de!

but okay i was playin like the impossible quiz la-_- and online, and er, flashflashrevolution.
BUT I LISTENED WHEN NEEDED OK!
And YES! Im going to produce a 3D game this sem! ITS WAY COOL!

perhaps an RPG? Or a 3d fighting shooter game. or a 2nd life type of game. wahah!
But to me, a good game consists of good graphics first of all most.

After classes I went to look for JY siachabor siewlin & dexter. All of us went to SU lounge
for PL/GL interview! Absolut Random was spotted and they randomly went off.HAHA
was interviewed by maybelin, both me and mervin. For me, IT WAS FREAKIN DIFFICULT
TO SETTLE DOWN! Cos its like my BUI SAO interviewing me so I cant stop tryin to
supress my laughter! It was an awkward situation nevertheless!
but it went well ba i guess. lol. i sense a deterioration in my quality of answers over the
years of GL interviews.I hope the passion is still there ba.=)

played cards with jacq ,eugene and jol at lounge after that while waiting for the
rest to be done with interviews.then its off to dinner opposite. maybelin commented
something, its been a long time since we sat down together for dinner. I guess its really
been a long time. We've all been so busy, and its been hectic. to even meet up together
like this and have time for dinner was a difficult thing even. will so miss these kinda times
in future when we all really enter the working society. it will just be senarios like this:

me: Hey! Wanna meet up for dinner?
X: Err sorry! I hafta wait for my supervisor to get back. still have some work to pass him.
me: Oh what time will you be off?
X: Hmm dont know. maybe not today.lets try some other day?
me: Hmm alrights then :)

Another day....

X: Hey u free?
me: Hey. nah dinner? Not today. loads of work to be completed by tmr. the projects on a rush.
X: I see. jiayou.=) another day ba.

AND THE SCENE CONTINUES.

yes. thats working life for you.
things like going opposite school to eat after everything will cease to be possible.
so guys, cherish your life as a student now!

Tuesday:
The 2nd day of school! Still having a problem with my cui-ded hair. really getting
emotional over it. its just too sucky and i cant help it. but somehow i dun really
wanna blog it out here cus no one will realy understand the reason behind my pain.
had a splitting ache in the middle of my head today. so felt really bad.
almost had a quarrel over something with one of my buddies in the night.
but im glad its 80% solved. not a very good day today.
but days like these come by once in a while.
it makes days which are more pleasant, more noticeable by us.=)

Wednesday:
Wee. I simply slept my whole day away!
Cos wednesdays and fridays are my free days off from school as stated
in my timetable.before MP really starts, I gotta enjoy these incentives big time!
nothing much today. Felt an urge to release my emotions into a piece of illustration
so I gathered my graphire tablet and old laptop with XP still in and started
drawing it out in photoshop. guess my coloring improved a few standards since
the characters I drew for my flash competition months back
in year 2 sem 2. after drawing this guy out,i realised he could fit in to become a blogskin
as well so i transformed it into a html layout form.
guess it worked out somehow. not really fantastic but
at least a new layout.=)

and thats it.
I shall try to blog things out more often from now.
given a little more time in year3.
time to sweep away the dust.ahah.

period.

-NICC out

10:48 AM;

Monday, October 08, 2007

title:{ }

AHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM GREATLY IN-DEPT!!!
AND IM FREAKING BROKE!!!
NOT BROKE TO THE NO MONEY KIND!!
BROKE TO THE TERMS OF BANKRUPTCY!!!

FREAKIN LOADS OF THINGS CLASHIN IN MY MIND NOW.
just hope this period ends.

OPHIX TEES
THE NEVER ENDIN NON PAYERS WHOS DRAGGIN THE TIME
THE NEVER ENDIN CONFLICTS OF CLIQUES WHICH IS OF NO PT
THE FEELING OF FASTER FREAKIN GETTIN OVER IT N CHALET N MOVE ON =(

STARSCREAM TEES
REAL EX SHIRT BUT STILL,HOPIN IT'll GET DONE WITH SOON TOO.+(

WORK!! FLASH TO BE DONE. DESIGNING. EDITING.CUTTING. NEED TO COMMIT THE TIME HERE. AND NEVER ENDIN CALLING FROM SUPERVISORS. JUST STRESS.
AND IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH TO REALY SETTLE THINGS WELL.

MONEY MONEY N MONEY. GETTIN SO BROKE.SEEMS THAT I OVERSPENT BIG TIME.
BUT I DIDNT BUY MUCH.JUST WENT OUT TOO MUCH.

DANCE CLASSES EACH WEEK $20BUCKS/SESSION!!
FREAKIN LOADS OF SUPER EX TRAVELLIN FARES
EATIN AT MEETUPS.
CABBING HOME.
ExPENSIVE ACTIVIITES.
NO MORE. I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

this is one thing why, I HATE THE HOLS

11:03 AM;