{RE-DESIRE// NICC-IN

Sunday, July 29, 2007

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just been through my year one portions of my blog posts.
well for those interested, guess ill post up a archive link soon for reference back.

haha. Guess I really did change alot in this short 2.5years.
taken through those episodes in year1.
to the maincomm episodes in year2.
to the current SIP-ing episodes in year3.

the most impact I felt was how drasticly different I am now compared to year1.

that edgy dyed /bleached hair.

that 1hr to get-it-right dressing.
+ 1hr of hairstyling before coming to school. (the reason i am late during year1)

the large amounts of effort I tried to perfect my grades,skills and cca to the max.
how great my aspirations was to become a GL and bring in the freshman the same fantastic way
my GLs brought me in.
and that ever-so-bombastic energy I had in me across the year.

I so miss that nic in me.
wonder where he's gone to?

Im just so different now. drifted so much from that version of me.
is it something good. or bad, no answer to that.

but that flame I seem to have neglected in me.
Ill take care of it now and make sure it burns on.

nic's on his way back.
im sure .

9:59 AM;

Saturday, July 28, 2007

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Have you ever wondered how nice it would be for time to stop just where you want it to be?

catch your breathe,enjoy the times right there, never moving on.
well. I have.

the zillion things happening around us right now seems never-ending, so vast somehow.
but for all you know, with a blink of an eye. That moment is over. lost in time.

left like a memory, on the shelves of your mind,
like a book you can only refer back,
frozen in time..

Well theres always a million and one things you want to keep hold of in your life.
But looking back now, you'll feel you've only captured a memory of fine time.

cos people move on and proceed in their lives.
and so will you. in the hands of time.

Ive walked a rather long route in my poly life.
but the end of it is so near.so clear this time...

well.just wanna say. i cherished the moments I spent in TP.
Ive never loved a school so much like this.
with all the people you could only find in such a campus.
It's been one of the best times ive ever experienced in my school life.
soon everything will change. Well, but its a memory.

destroyed? It will never be.

"sigh.sometimes.i dont wanna grow up."

9:27 AM;

Monday, July 09, 2007

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its the end of Vibes 5 dance competition!!

I enjoyed myself. really did.

Standing on stage with my crew, I swear I felt that same heartbeat
of all 7 of us beating together. not that synchro yet but theres an
unexplainable feeling of encouragement and lets-hold-on-to-each-other
feeling on stage at that moment in time.

UDX-Undefined Xpression

yeah and just as andy says, UDX, you're a dream come true.=)
I love this team.
these are my heartfelt words.

May
thanks for all the encouragement. the pushing you gave us was for the best.
so yeah. dont worry, i know how to differentiate between dance things and
non dance things, so dun mind if ur serious during practices. =)
thanks so much DANCING QUEEN. I think i got to know u better huh. xD

Amelia
thanks so much for giving the patience to us while we go at it. Its
comfortable to know that you're there for us should we need help.
and especially when may is all stressed up, theres still you we can all count on.
get ur hoody done and dance for agm !

Andy
TWIN! vote for toh di di andy LOL. I'll miss small talks here and there with ya
on our way home after practices buddy=) and ur ever so blooddy random H H H TM!
the only thing ur abnormally enthu abt! omg! but remember its CUI ONE!
HAHAHAHA!!

Kevin
D-ELITES! so sad me andy and you got converted from elites to "Deletes" la!
but we are still zai . Your laughter ahhh.always perks up the group when we are
like down. and its like super great having you around la xD fun and laughter . YEAH YOU.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH

Vanessa
last minute one day scandal! haha. I will miss ur tragic stories. from the first
day I know you till now, we have indeed sailed through multiple of your tragic
stories. xD. rock on tragic! you made a very good last min contempt partner nevertheless.
=)) stay cool.

Mervin
YAY. SIBEI CRAP guy. One of the only guys around who can synchro with me when
I get high on songs LOL. its never boring when he's around. with his. *ahem ahem*
"Im not gonna talk to youu ByyyYYYyeeeeEE* XD
So cant wait to be in intsc subcomm camp. woooo.
lets rock the camp buddy! with NAAAMOOO RINGGIIKYOOO x1000 chantings!

James
gatsby *backstage* partner.LOL. All along the way you've been helping us out
in the group even though theres the whole load of other probs along the way.
haha. thanks yeah. you rock buddy. best freshie. best partner *backstage* .
notice the *backstage* XD!!! is US! LOL. we rock GATSBY! woooo

Nick
YAY BIMBO! Like. WHAt-evar. Youre attention span is quite short during group
discussion i realise!!! OMg. haha. but you being there always cracks us all up.
Really love the jokes around. we can laugh like it'll never end. just when we felt
all stressed up and the competition would be on world's end. =) thanks nick.
The nicks, ALWAYS, rock.=)

Sam
The michael jackson dancer of the yr! its a pity you didnt join us, therefore, for INTSCs
AGM concert. U GOTTA BE THERE! haha. another one guy that cracks lame shit jokes
which are funny miraculously. why? I DUN KNOW. another one im looking forward
to camp with.wooo. cya there!

And to misc ppl. HAHA.
Adidance! The Lynette of the head in the mirror !
X= HAHAHAHA

thanks for teaching me steps to dance to "ANYTHING YOU WANT" XD
we shall all make it our form of HI next time fwooooooOOOO!!

yeah and i love adidance too. its UDX's ally team . woo.
love the company.

And finally to the people who came!
JY,EILEEN,Maybelin,John,Tom,the rest of G9.
U GUYS ROCKS!!!
YES AND THnX JY FOR TAKING TAXI DOWN! JIAN NU REN!!
AND THX FOR THE CHEONGKENGMUNS I got on stage. =) it really helped

overall. great experience. met so many dancers.
hmm.

thereafter, sad? well a little.
nolstalgia.
but really happy i met these buncha people.
we (well, between me and them?) *might* move on in different directions.
but im sure we'll always remember what we had for these few weeks.
gone thru shit stuff together.
fun. laughter. crap. CUM.ringikyo chantings. etc
yeah. ...

8:23 AM;