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Saturday, January 20, 2007

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open house just came to an end.
got me realising things about myself.
im not a very good example! Im always failing to wake up on time.
zzzz. that point of me, i cant stand .

and really, it got me thinking again. im such an inefficient main comm.
yeah u got that right. After this yr, id actually like to walk out of IT school and never tell ppl
that i was a main comm before even. i wont try to be thick skin tryin to convince ppl
or anything in the case where they doubt im in main comm or im even in the club la. I wont even bother.

Its my personality , it just doesnt suit that position of a maincomm. im slow and i dont grab things or instructions fast enough to process it and come out with suitable initiatives.

thats the reason why i hate nick. if any1s tryin to figure it out over the days.

nt that i dont want to help, i feel helpless.
sometimes i just want to be left alone.
I just cant be myself. I CANT

and apart from that, why cant two worlds be one ?
Its always a thick rough and clear segregation.
is it really that important where that line should stand?
is this really a mentality that we should instill into....?

i believe there should be equal segmentation in everything.
even the time u spend with ur friends, old or new. theyre all important.
sigh, cus friends, are friends. why seperate them into complicated categories too?

sigh. its like i hate it... i hate politics. it kills the world.
whats with politics man? why let it take over us? we're still.. one.

*hai so perhaps, im hypocritical. ><
go sleep le. no mood. sorry man. im sucha person.

10:15 AM;

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

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so moodless today.

tentatively, the first day of school should be filled laughter and joy filled with enthusiasm. but that wasnt for me. It just felt so cold. the school was like 3/4 empty today.

it felt damn lonely today too. Hai or maybe I felt lonely.what the

life's going too fast in poly, u cant keep up, nor can you slow down. theres too much emotional barrier you've got to build up, and also masks you need to keep on. O_o. makes sense no?

im beginning to miss mmorpgs. lol. could this be the outcome of feeling like this these days?

=P

10:10 AM;