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Friday, March 24, 2006

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this blog's been isolated.

quite a long time eh.

went to suntec for dinner yesterday with marc and trace.
got myself a sirlion steak medium =D
steak with some blood tastes nice too.

oh yeah. the waitresses working at the resutaurant are of extreme radiance.
or so i thought.

there was this waitress who looked aura-ed, but was atrociously blur O_o
first I asked her for the bill she went on to clear our plates and forgot all about it after that.
next trace asked her for the bill and she brought it to us.
after payment we waited for the change but it did not return =
hahas.ciao

11:09 PM;

Monday, March 13, 2006

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this mask. its just a perpectual element of my life..

why cant i be like everyone

no matter how i see. im just different.
perhaps i dont belong to this planet.
perhaps theres somethin bigger awaitin me.
or perhaps, i just dont belong to singapore.

scars are enshrouded by the clouds of time.

I wish I could change my past.
knowing aspirations of my own then.
I wouldnt have let my dad force me into a cca i did not fancy
I would have insisted I go into military band;
or canoeing.

Sometimes I feel I belong more with JC..
I envy you JC people.
yeah, theres been a never ending debate over who's workload generates more stress.

deep down, I wished I had gone to JC.
I love Tp, and still am loving it.
But I dare garantee im not that much of a poly guy afterall.

looking at those slackers who boast of their slacking as their pride
their will to carry their lifes containing only games.
their priceless smiles when being praised as a slacker.
somehow, it irks me.

afterall, failure to compell leads to nothing too.
huh

guess it has all along been this way.
leave me and my solitary life..

given a chance. i would never have opted for IT sch.
why am i what i am now? WHY THE FUCK AM I JUST THIS WAY.

who is this guy I see.
whom I certify as deep down, wierd
why do I still have friends?
why.
where are the answers.
where can I...
where should I...

8:39 AM;

Sunday, March 12, 2006

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'Lechery, it provokes, and unprovokes;
it provokes the desire, but it takes away the performance.
Therefore, much drink may be said to be an equivocator with lechery;
it makes him, and it mars him;
it sets him on, and it takes him off;
it persuades him, and disheartens him;
in conclusion, equivocates him in a sleep,and,
giving him the lie,
leaves him...'

this is so true.. same for entertainment in our teens these days.
it makes us, yet, inadvertently, it takes away a bunch of things that constructs us.

thinking about it, what else can we do in the future, if we're only concentrating on one thing in the present?

8:56 AM;

Sunday, March 05, 2006

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new blogskin!=))

played around with photoshop with this snapshot from grandia.

didnt turn out as i expected it to but I guess it turned out fine.=))
css does wonders as well.;]

cheers to nich.

ciao.
5.38am. im hittin me bed.

1:37 PM;

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new blogskin!=))

played around with photoshop with this snapshot from grandia.

didnt turn out as i expected it to but I guess it turned out fine.=))

cheers to nich.

ciao.
5.38am. im hittin me bed.

1:37 PM;

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went to chill out at town today with the guys.

ryan came today. it's been hella long time since we've met.
feels like the old times somehow.

bought a book at times today. just felt a abrupt urge in me to read

marche-ed at heeren's.

ling and fi were working there!
seems like fi is appealing to AC. all the best yeah!
feel the aura haha

im beat. ><

ps: i cant stand exhibitionists !low-down creatures who seem trapped in a conspiracy to turn people off for inexplicable reasons.

8:22 AM;

Saturday, March 04, 2006

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*touched by an angel on the left hand.
4-3-06. =)
woahahahahhaa

9:58 AM;

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

title:{ grandia III}

the theme song is continuously stuck in my head >_<.
the english version that is. But so far, only managed to find a jap version of the song. nice anyways, so here it is. Grandia III's opening theme .
I'll try to find that spectacular opening video from the game once I have the time.

9:50 PM;