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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

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woke up at 9am today. NO JOKE! 9! *or so i assumed,*
alright but even so, I was late =X

I was this slumberous little puppy who's eyes were screaming to be shut.
AND the bed.It simply acted like a soporific agent. so.. =X

anyways, i managed to escape the clutches of the deadly bed!

went down to katong shopping centre to dotA with azri ,
derek, josh and his friends.
till 4 i think?

rushed home. had to walk a terribly outstretched road towards the bus stop-_-
hot like hell.
grandia III-ed the moment i got home =D

6:29 AM;

Monday, February 27, 2006

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Memories are orbs.
threshold into our hearts
only brought to life once a blue moon.
assembling an amassment of feelings within ourselves
the best kind of delusion one could get
After which it retreats back to where it belongs.
concealed within the heart,
beautiful memories..

I had my memorial day today.
went out with my class in our sch Uniforms!
watched the hilarious pink panter at cine.
dinner at swensons.
Had fun. Thanks alot guys xD.

this "is-a" memory.x)

8:40 AM;

Saturday, February 25, 2006

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its been quite a sucky day.

anyway got what i needed from fareast today, quite happy for that.=)

i realise that the world is getting dominantly practical.
Everything we see happening, will happen relentlessly.

Its not how hard we try to snag on to a group of friends we cherish deeply or how prehensile you are in this aspect. Its a twist of both sides.

Also its not a battle of whos dominant and whos not. Once the war ends and being outdistanced, into the dumps you may go. But cling on still to those who are still around you. Idealistically, a dominant individualistic depiction of yourself would be best. so please try.

peer pressure is another factor. No one ever listens to their own voices anymore.inadventently they are starting to do stuff which others around them all do. invoke thinkings others around them come up with. follow that "instruction" and stand strong with it. but no. thats not for me. I wont do it. even if it means going against a whole bunch of you, which id never want to. I will hand onto my principles which are of my own.

Sorry that this has led to such a vexatious side of me.
And sorry for going against so many of you.
Accept me for who I am or just hate me for who I am now.
Some things I try to say, they'll never get across.

And for some people, dont take others for granted for you dont want the same to happen to you.

That's all for my post.
some may not even realise im talkin about them. thats how unnoticed my emotions are. yes?

11:35 AM;

Sunday, February 19, 2006

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woo went to study at macs today once again.

Everybody, good luck for your exams yah. =]

realised a melancholic fact about the teenagers of today.
many have lost their own distinct character and allow others to dictate their frivolous lifes away. perhaps they are just inconscient of their desires in life.

perhaps.

its just an evanescent portion of this whimsical journey..

can you feel it? The winds of uncertainty and distress have always been blowing..

9:13 AM;

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oh a addon to my previous post.

I AM NOT STRESSED XD

1:10 AM;

Saturday, February 18, 2006

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now at macs

totally turn offed

studies cant be done

too slackish feeling now

laptop batt runnin low

blame it on my un-prehensile brain
xD

ok
bb!

9:48 AM;

Thursday, February 16, 2006

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piles and piles of work to be done .
real tired lately.

intricacy in reading would anywise be neccassary should i expect gratifying results..

But oh well.sigh. time factor does not allow me to.

considering the amount of time ive diddled away. This sem is hella sucky. But since its coming to an end, I shall enjoy the last 4 days where im still in it.

juz met abraham in the morning at boonkeng.. bahh i was late. got the AC fun fair tics from him and went back le.

hope its gonna be fun tmr.

=)

5:54 PM;

Monday, February 13, 2006

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didnt blog so many things down.

last fri. I saw UFOs. believe it or not i saw. me and marcus saw.

im not joking and its not maybe some other things cos we've already crossed out all logical explanations.

it appeared as 2 spotlights in the sky. i mean which torch could shine so big n bright into the sky? hover above the hdb flat at my house area. we were at the playground opposite my block during that time.

marcus noticed it first

there was 2 lights, circling randomly, at relatively fast velocities. I swear we suspected perhaps it was torchlights, or spot lights, but there was no source from the HDB flats or anywhere. then what cancelled out all other possibilities was it started hovering a bigger bearing than before. this time, even above us..

the playground we were at was open air. too far to reach such a place too if it was a source. no way. its just too free and randomly in the sky. it lasted from 12.05 to 12.35. we were stunned alright, freaked out, amazed. we both were.

anyway. on saturday i went out to study with bert and akarad when we saw 3 gothic wear sec1 girls come in to macs-_-. one of em came over to our table ask if she cud use bert's laptop,to do what? FRIENDSTER. liek WHAT THE HELL. i immediately blacklisted her as a TWIT

her 2 other friends went to a nearby place to sit down. then she asked us 'those 2 girls cute hor? jap girls'. LIKE WTF IS TT LA!! I immediately turned and said 'huh jap meh?!?' then i turned away. so dots. pls dun wu ru the reputation of jap girls. ==, i dun see the JAP CALIBUR in those FAT FAT ETO legs wana act chio act big act mature act gothic act lan sai la. ETO-__-

then she log in to friendster. then she asked if we stayed around here, bert n karad said me. then she asked which block i stayed, i was like 'why u wana noe-_-' . dots. sad to say and do, but, i dont like twits. ii dunCh appReciiAaatiie pe0pllie t0o twoKx lykiieee thisshhh. t0talliiee turrnooffiieee. CAN TURN OFF FUCKERS =X

then she sudenly say thirsty. then took berts drink to drink-_-. dots. act shou so bu yao lian. i duno what to say.as sandee says. girls these days-_-

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valentines day is today ba.12 le. HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO ALL!

not me. hahas. but alright la. same feeling as what i always feel. pre-v-day symphtoms ba.lol . but juz for one night. i wun moan about such things long. thats just, ME! =] hahaha chArissmaaaa.=X ok TO==,

7:38 AM;

Monday, February 06, 2006

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iMAC sux. ok anyway presentation was DISASTER for ides. my website.
http://www.fashionax.co.nr

in mac, the layout was cut and seperated with gaps, becomes messy, then the pic gallery is not supported in MAC. WTF!! but take it as it is la, im juz a CMI at alot of things.I think too much and end up with lousy average grades. C is for CMIs what. C is the grade for cmi. i dun wish for juz pass ba, passing isnt an issue even. i feel disgust. but, whatever. im ok le.

iMAC. it makes me wonder, WHAT THE HELL IS SO GOOD ABOUT IT. let me explain some issues here man.WAKE UP PPL. how many web surfers use the iMAC !! HUH HOW MANY!!! HOOOOOWWWWW MAAAANYYYYYYYYY. to view such website.

interactivity, if this Oh-so-sleek iMAC doesnt support the latest and hot technology on the web that induces interactivity , how are users supposed to catch up with latest interactivity technology? javascripts? they dont work properly, neither do they show up properly most of the time. Imagine the hundred types of effects of websites you are missing, using the iMAC. how do you expect to collect information when things on the web uses the modern hot and easy htm technologies like div layers and iframes? compact and useful for layouts, nice news, they all SCREW UP IN THE MAC. with the upcoming hot favourite hobbies of teenagers, and even adults, blogskins use skins which uses layers. well these layers tend to go outta place, only in MAC. what if you want to retrieve information? Well information is not gathered from plainly professional websites these days, they come from all possible sources. sources with screwed up incompatible iMAC codes juz screw up. imagine the amount of info you WILL miss out on.

Ok so whats the big HOO HAA about MAC? the high level of graphics which can be displayed on screen? yeah, iMAC is known for its powerful graphics it can support, but much to the side of highly intensive windows users, they are highly un-user friendly. perhaps its a perspection from a windows user, BUT, again, HOW MANY PPL IN THE WORLD USE iMAC as their home PCs?
Finally, to add to this, why are iMACs being used as a means of designing a website ? Like heey, bloody think about the LIMITED interactivity standards?

Now ill have to stress this , for a website you would be promoting, inducin network trafficing, you want as many users to enter your website as possible and be able to access all information , using MAC to access sites that SO HAPPEN TO BECOME SCREWED UP by MAC would be 101% impractical.

so coming back to IDES... he wants us to make websites which should be suitable cross browsers eh? Or should I say, SPECIALLY SUITED TO IMAC ONLY in this case. This was read between the lines. Why is he marking the website STRICTLY only on a MAC machine? Where does the CROSS BROWSER come in ? With increasing internet technologies, its hard to make a script suitable for ALL browsers as they're all different. so we're talkin about staying in that point of time where the standards should only match the iMAC standards and not the main stream of internet technologies? Is that what we're seeing here?

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whatever. i juz hate the feeling of iMACs, i hate facing em even. lost all my mood the moment i saw my site before presentation on iMAC. so screwed. ya, working like a zombie through those nights, WHAT FOR RIGHT. YA WHAT FOR. whatever. what i do shall be non of anyone's business but my own. seems to be a feeling of angst here, but ill forgo it.

went to find bert and his friend samantha at orchard. findin watches... then went to eat. ate this korean bbq beef meal, damn nice, with all the korean side dishes. haha. 8bucks. damn ex, but i juz bought ba. i was feeling destructive anyway. then slacked at coffee bean.samantha knew quite alot of things sia. lol so easy talkin to her. feels like some already known friend though we just met =S. common topic ba. that topic. xD

oh yea something retarded. me , bert and samantha was using straws the drink the white choc dream coffee, then i spilled one patch on the table, after awhile albert's turn to spill the SAME patch of coffee on the other side of the table. overall = RETARDED! xD damn funny
see the source
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its quite a wacky coffee session la. realli retarded. stains also. lols.

feels great when you have friends to provide you support. not physically, yet mentally. i feel alright again.

special thanks to ryll and bert! for this LOL pic. haha. it cheered me up for sure ba. THANKS AH!

the pic xD

8:09 AM;