havent blog for very long. mainly cos im busy with school work & last week i skipped jap lesson for dragonboat orientation. so its like really scary.. hafta cope with jap and sch. Im kinda fearin the worst initially, but as time goes by in this week it seems to lighten up. cos ive already finished all the required assignments.haha. ill go on to jap intensive for now. guess as everyone says when u enter poly you'll naturally start to be less dependent . then the automobile comes in? Managing time is very important.


Anyway hell yeah.ill blog for the last 3 days.startin with sunday. ok it started out fine.. reallyyy. Started on my 3D movie animation project till 4+. went to PS for my drum lesson. And durin class i juz said that i forgot what the triangle in the score meant and James juz had to keep aimin on me after that .whats his prob sia-_- . not like im outta rythm or play wrong.juz forget a thing onli ma. sianzz.. so muz also cope wif this ex thing urgh.


then fine. went down with cheryl to find her earings.saw lex zhenxiang norman yangfong and frenx at LJS. went in to have dinner lo. tell u guys what happened. I ordered combo one.then carried the tray towards the table. THEN! the black & red strap from my wallet hooked onto a chair. And OH! The coke spilled directly into the plate.wahlao. everyone was lookin at me i think-_- .how suay a sunday can it get? lucky the cleaner uncle changed it for me.but the coke go nv come back. but nvm la.


Then went to zone x. play play play.and home again. yeah i took a snap of knnth {meinu} & suet.haha..

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monday. blues?NOPE.lol

felt refreshed today. but then err. late for meetin lex-_-. as usual.haha. its a tradition as jeremy says. ppl like us wake up early.get ready . but somehow or another we'll juz arrive late?ahah. sounds logical? nah.. and lex went off le-_-


Went to sch. err.. whatever happened i kinda forgot le =X. met brandon in the canteen while havin lunch with fook,hil & cal.His hair now damn cool. though dry but nice eh.. duno why.lol and he constantly sell his stylist sia. xD took some pics cos the hair damn nice. but then er. the pics dun really manage to show much hair? O_O. bt juz upload la.here they are:


this 1 look abit retard right =X oops man.sorry camera man fault LOL

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i remember meetin the GL Melissa.. then later theres this IISO game.business thingy.sell goods. the class splits up into manufacturers,retailers,distributers,consumers. like a virtual game of selling stuff and goods and makin profit .kinda fun la. i had teck hong snatchin away every customer like damn fast! walao then hard to step in and snatch back cos my retailer company bought the goods at a so much higher price lo--. THen another company also. got goods at so cheap price. lol. really the competition is so hardd.-_- i learned somthing! Juz get the goods at the cheapest price possible man.. but the quality also dun too bad. i call the super chap thing company pasar malam mwahaha.=X then also. practice this method .confirmin the order from customers then we buy the goods.this way the profit margins are higher. =D


Ok so much for that. then it was dragonboat training. its realli siong la. i must say.. super. 1st circuit was already 15 pushups,run,15situps,run.15push ups,run,15situp and sprint back.lol. so yeah.. tts only one circuit. still cant accomplish the damn pullups i gotta train. 1 month eh.im for it.


Then 1 round jog at bedok reservoir.its damn nice le.i took it more like a coolin down activity.the night breeze is nice. theres this part of the reservior which was damn fragrant. filled with the smell of the flowers. beautiful reservoir la. anyway its the first time i dun feel anythn while runnin constantly at my calves. onli my stomach cos i over-drank water =X. why. i think its all thanks to Heavy mode DDR for this 1 mnth + lOL. thanks hah.

Oh yeah and thanks chinleng for the pullup section. argh reall thnx

Dragonboat is nice man.really love the whole thing.but trainin is another thing. needs attitude ba.everythin is abt attitude.juz like ur passion for your work, u'll naturalli do fine.

lets be enthu for the things we do. yeah?

Guess TPSU i not joinin le. but ill sure go for GL durin next FOC camp.mwahahaha

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K on to today, very tirin day. im fallin asleep like everywhere i go. physically im ok. but then when lecture comes..urgh. my eyes go 45 desgrees turn-down.lol. shall write pseudocode here:

Do together
eyelids turn down 0.25 revolution
head turn down .15 revolution
//end


LOL CRAP.

Went bizpark again. then lecture. hmm basicaly fallin asleep.cant really sleep and concentrate today. but still alright la. i noe whats goin on. im damn happy cos i finished my visual literacy assignment today! SUCK that topic!!!!! I shal drop it in year 2 xD

Went library and i Slept thru man. 45mins lidat.lol. realy tired. library is the nicest place to slack in tp. hor?

Went for one last PRSP lab and the day is over. like finallyy mann.wahaha. left sch library at 5+ . had family dinner. like duno how long can sit down wif em for dinner.=


hah tmr dragonboat trainin again. haven recovered from muscle fatigue.. urghh. cheeron! we can do it xD


-ciao

went to sentosa AGAIN today. meet cheryl at 11am...supposingly la. but onli abt 1 then meet. WHY? Hor cheryl WHY le. =P *soo explainable la



Anyway its so cool . Sentosa is damn addictive that i thk i wana go there every week. free admisson with our matrix card too. what we have to lose?LOL


me and ryll .on the way to sakae soon

Met guo hao they all in the bus interchange. actualli i also realise. hm i keep seein him also le. but nv say hi ..but cheryl 3 days constant see him.lOL. its a small singapore=_-
Met up with rest Of kryarneons.oh yes. the magic tp guy knows Kathik.. now im typin this i sudenly see the relation.. both are into magicians. lol. cool la. kathik was my pri sch fren. then he went onto kids central i thnk to perform magic show? This world is gettin smaller yeah?hahas.but didnt exchange contacts wif him. next time lo


Went to sakae with Dan,alan,bel,cal,ryll,francas,yijia & another girl..er.. paiseh i forgot the name! brain block =X . ok we sat in VIP-like area le..so shhuang. the room to ourselves only. ate salmon with rice O_O.lol. then crap like super all the way.took some pics also.. calista is there mah.. photographer girl. xD



After went naturals new zealand icecream. ate the hazelnut..bleah. not tt nice.lol.anderson ice cream taste nicer.then theres this baby stalkin activity by cheryl n calista n bel.LOLness maannn.i was the photographer



Then went back to padawan then a group suggested goin kayakin, and we unknowingly followed em +X saw bradford! hahh. he haven changed one bit. then he's wif fren.. 2 guys come sentosa? O_O very sad eh. anyway tok wif em abit then go liao.. we got down the bus. sadness. no more kayak boats to borrow.;_;



so we left . went to natural new zealand icecream again.. after tt we took the vehicle back to padawan.We made alot of noise mannn xD like super chao group. its like then tt i sudenly juz realised im wif a group of GLs. LOL. cant stand my blurness sometimes



wanted to play captains ball when i got back de.. but er, somehow i didnt. ? lol. cheryl belinda ze feng they all wanted to go bathe. so i juz slacked around with Alan and another guy.whats his name again? -_- feel so saded i cant seem to remember alot of peeps names le.. sigh. better improve my memories man. i dowana forget names OR people.



i like this piic xD



night comes.but we dun un-enthu ourselves.lol


isnt it cool.stlyist three.i love this pic


me and calista =)


niice.
Then went to take some pics with calista's cam again.LOL. teh sky was gettin kinda beautiful .
after phototakin we went to meet up with the rest.. chatted wif em awhile then go meet ryan ritz n grayson at ps le. gettin late. juz meet for dinner. then played abit of arcade and zhao. tmr 9am sch! lol. better not be late. meetin Halkal at 8.45.hope im not late also! cheryl better not be late also! all muz early.. ON first day onli...LOL! =X
ok. i go compare timetable for awhile then zz. tmr endin at 3! no tutorial.yahoooo!!
TPSU Im here ...

today woke up at 6.40am. really late.. got breakfast and rushed to meet with sarah n cheryl. damn tired. headache...

Saw Lex at the bus stop [gee i think im callin him by ths name from now on]. but he went off with the first bus 23. met up with sarah. Saw Jingwei next.. he walked from whampoa to boon keng bus stop again.hahas. cheryl was last to arrive.

k i think ill not elaborate much.. its like 1am already. jap h/w for sat not done..not even studied.. really dead. feel sad. feelin devastated.

Its juz this thing that im realli shocked and worryin about. its started fine went in the classroom. but its like my class i find em not realli enthu on anything at all. really sad la. Argon was the first , but i hope its not the last thing that got me that enthu on TP... when the cheer starts, its like a few blocks of wood there. lucky i had lex beside me so we could cheer. i juz really miss FOC. mann. that was what i call fun. this orientation realy sucked.im so sorry to say.


Anyway later in the day met this guy called Joshua , he's also a game fan. he's playin guild wars now! like the game i realli wana try.heard its damn cool. we talked at lunch time. kinda nice guy. ok thats my first friend made ba. also approached this guy called guanpin? isit correct? yeah he's from china so he doesnt really understand english. broke the ice between him for awhile. really wierd for me speakin chinese eh i feel.lol but its all for the sake of interacting. so yeah roughly got a small clique in class le? Oh yeah also got to know teckhong .. i think amoung all the guys in the class he's the best dresser la. but he's like kinda quiet ,maybe cos he came home at 5am yesterday. juz like me, antisocial when ur dead tired. but he can go like yoyoyo on the phone? lol.then theres alot of other guys like asri blablabla. haven noe all yet la


About the girls i haven really got to know any = actualli no chio ones le i find. so im realllli devastated. =( deprived le.. sighh. but anyway tmr me n lex are gonna go all out to interact with all ppl from our course. haiz juz consolin our devastated hearts?


I feel damn poked . its like i tot everythin was goin smoothly. then i find that it feels all wrong. i dunno why.. i miss argonites damn much. its already a part of me, in like, 3days right? Really cant stand it.. miss those GLs. miss those freshies. everyone. simply all of em.. Argon U rock man.


Fear somehow hits me tt whatever dream i planned for poly.WUN come true.. havn a band and all tt. like how? i dun see any more light in those dreams eh..


Oh yeah after this blow its a clear mind for me to join TPSU le.. guess ive made up my mind. so is Hilda. cheryl also? and jeremy.. xavier also la. we'll all join together man. argon forever.!


tmr is another long day. ill make it social-boy-full tmr. Me and Lex's mission. ALL THE BEST!


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Jam and HoP tmr. go go go go we go u go-

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Yosh.

Hope my TP life doesnt end like this yeah? I wannna see the light. I WANT TO

Today is one tiring day. was supposed to meet Jeremy in the morning at Boon Keng at like 9.30am before goin to sentosa. then its like we onli met up at abt 10=X thats like the meetin time at harbourfront for the outin! LOL

but nvm at least sms-ed Fendy to let him alert the group of our impudence =X


Met GLs Belinda ,Alan ,Ze Xiang & Is at harbourfront mall. so qiao! then we were like goin to the supermarket to buy some drinks. ahem. here comes the expert again. big mineral water ice mountain barcode: 13134 22145 6 .wahaha. also bought Lays & Hot & Spicy chips

Met up with the other freshies at the hawker centre. was like strollin up and down... some unrecognisable faces. =

Finally know Calista in person. lol . the whole day revolves around her handy camera. xD i depended on her for the piics hahas.. already buck up with her last night le =X

Had alot of fun at sentosa! though the drizzle weather. yeah it all turned out quite fine..played volleyball. then went to New Zealand Naturals to have ice cream with fendy jeremy n calista. hoho. snaped a pic with the ice cream shop attendent there. xD shes a nice n sweet girl lo. =X memorial of ice cream dayy xD then juz slacked around the shop. on the sofa.. snap pics here n there.. yeahh


went back to the group but halfway went to have a chat with the monkey care-takers .. the monkeys are called micky and sakura. lol.. damn cute. they use straw to drink the coconut juice also. cutiee. ! Micky will climb up trees to take the coconut then the sis sakura will open it up to share. nice wor.. cute la! CUTE! and the caretakers share the same straw as the monkeys. its a real cool n nice sight.. we were like eww u mean u share the same straw? And his reply kinda ashamed me la:" well yeah we take care of our monkeys so whats good for them is good for us. as we take care of them we'll know how clean they are so naturally we share things wif them".. in a way its damn sweet . I FEEL IT. THE AFFINITY BETWEEN MAN AND ANIMAL. its just there.. all the time. it jux takes a little interaction.. right?


Then went for a dip in the sea for awhile. A SHORT WHILE. and they decided to go lunch at deli.arghhh i shudnt have gone into water . wet n cold for nthn! so short time nia. Ate a sick-tastin crabstick cusogne at deli-_- and DUN TRY THE SPEGHETTHIE! its like stephanie says... taste like mee pok ta from hawker centre.LOL. and to think hawker food wud be nicer.


Last game of the day , captains ball. played it like damn long. Jasper is like a dead but alive corpse mann.lol. he has so many injuries but still continues to play! but thats the spirit xD

after that jus dip in the sea . this time jasper's legstring pulled.. poor guy huh. haha but he doesnt give up man. ok anyway bathed. AND I FREAKIN PUT MY STRIPED POLO SHIRT ON THE BENCH TOP AND FORGOT TO TAKE! HOW BLUR CAN I GET -_- ;_;

to my polo shirt: though ive not met u too long but ive grown to like u very very much. im so sorry for what ive done.-_- i doubt ill ever see u again.haiz.. juz me n my carelessness.Hope you dun get thrown into the bin k? sighh. ok maybe tmr i shall go sentosa to try retrievin u. =-(


Went to meet akarad, pei ,sandee,adelx,eli & joanna later. at city hall. Jeremy was late for his rehearsal so he took a taxi! Anyway its like no affinity la.. at city hall i went in the green line train immediatley n called my frenx to go in immediately bt they did not so onli manageed to meet em at bugis-_- .

And im tellin u guys im still freakin HIgh after the FOC camp-_-" like reeeaaall high la.lol. im goin mad.hor? Reached the chalet BBQ rather fast . everyone was there le. Ate quite alot of otahs.. lol. played percussion 9th mix.. then went back sat down with the last year's 5Ns n tok. also toked to Eli.. ok la. not bad la the bbq. but i was shagg le. still mad. but shag.

Had to leave at 11 or the buses wud be gone. but it WAS gone-_-. haha peipei sent us to the bustop. know what? i forgot my bag of wet clothes this time!WHAT THE. meetin pei maybe tmr to get it. Took a shared cab home. talk cok wif the taxi driver all the way while droppin ade then weixian. then finalli to my house.lol.


ok la. and ive finished bloggin. damn tired le.. manzz. good night people. thanx ade for the songs.! And jia han for 1 song also. Hope Kelvin is alright after his confrontation heard he's kinda sad today but he wants to be alone. cheer up man.

Good Night!

today went early mornin to sch for my O level cert. xin li took some pics of me in an AC uniform ? lol shall post tt pic here soon. its like sooo funny la n bu yao lian-ish =X cos he wanted to have a bigger potrait to continue the drawin of me.

Went to fareast meet sf with suet. then went DBG. played guitar,drum,ddr. yeah i failed right on time again.haha. somethin wrong with my strokes i thnk


then went class. Walao today chim lesson wor. andd its like im dead tired la, yesterday slept at 4...-_- so i fell asleep in class. then wake again. loopin =X

shall go revise tt chapt bfor next lesson. and my camp is also next week! so is argon sentosa trip. oh man and roughly 1 more week to sch open. my days are numbered... =X


went to DBG.. played GF with trace for 2 rounds then off to cheryl's house. for siew fong's sphegehtti! Wahoo. nice lo. but at the end cudnt finish. excess food.lol. but its need. well done!

Cheryl is sick la.. well. take cares alright? get well really soon.


Went back to DBG.met up with andrew also.. lol. he juz finish his schl thing la. then ritz also came, while i will DDR-maxin with Kelvin. I passed Tsugaru advance today wahoo!! feel tt ive improved slightly xD

And btw ritz juz went off after his drumsticks dropped underneath somewhere-_- wad a thing to do! i wudnt do tt lo.. my sticks = my gf le... =X

ok anyway..went home mrt with james,pinky & yangfong. James was tutorin me how to get the drumstick strokings right.. realised my big mistake all this while!! my angle wasnt big at all n my strokings use too much energy. came back home, then played chess with my bro for awhile then went to bathe. then msn!


added tt Fendi to msn. Then chatted awhile wif him.. realised he's alot like me in some aspects sia. this is like shockin la, alot of stuff i tot i was alone all along seems no longer alone.. like got so many others i found in the same boat as me sia. ok tts like tokin abt yuhshin also xD had the highest no. of real talks with alot of guy frenx today la.. seem to understand em alot more now. now still talkin to sky about some things. so yeah.. some things are so complicated wor. i find the world wantin to be complicated and things are gettin so messy.now i feel im tyin an un-understandable paragraph.. = lols. perhaps im tireddd! its 5am soon. argh


Nevermind. about the complicated stufff... my usual phrase. Life IS beautiful. Simplifications are made and CAN solve a problem, when we're stuck. lets kick some prob's Ass! We noe we can do it. Believe. yea yea yea?

WRAH! xD

just finished *studyin* for my jap lesson later today. shag shag shag!

I juz cant sleep early for many weeks liao

haiiz

juz had phone conference with Hilda Jeremy Jesper and cheryl. Hmm.. at first was ook, then it became kinda quiet.. nehh. guess everyone was tired. how long cud this tiredness last? O_O
Chatted for an hour or so before Jesper decided to go call his friend while Hilda went to sleep. Jeremy told me when he talks to me its like talkin to a jap exchange student.LOL tts odd la. first time someone feels that way. but yayness xD and coolness.lol. [yayness inspired from hilda..horr?] coolness inspired from Dominic.LOlx


Hm, oh yes. Jesper..if ur readin this. sad to hear abt ur friend . BUT cheer up cos memories still lingers on. They stay eternally .dun let it be the bad ones , keep the goood ones. kick the rest. = ]
Dont ever forget him and he'll never be gone. cheer up buddy!


Monday goin sentosa ;Again; . hope i dun get tt awful sunburn again, maybe shud keep my shirt on this time.? This time its Argon outing.. shud be damn big group ba. so many peeps i still duno.haha sooo many no. i havent asked personaly =X lol. i wana kayak again! but i still remember the 12bucks fromthe other time. burn down the shop ah!!

Then after sentosa go downtown east for chao po's BBQ.. heard its for 3 ppl bday celebration huh? lol. sentosa to pasir ris.. seem so far.-_- ... diaos. maybe tt night no chance to go home?lol.

haiya 4am liao! GO SLEEP!! ARGHH 2mr meetin xinli thomas fongs n cheryl at 10am? OH MAN! IM GONA BE LATE

2nd day after my FOC break camp. haha i must admit i missed it loads.

Its like realli fun la. especially Argonites! We rock to the MAX!

Missing the peeps too. It was a hella fun man.. the lovable GLs.. this time i reealy mean lovable. hah! And the enthu member freshies of course!

Met a number of people. BUT NO IT STUDENTS! and none from my course.. so it still leaves me with onli sandee , zhen xiang n junting from my course that i noe of. haii

i thnk ill juz summarise this memory eh?

1st day:
ice breakin blabla normal la? haha. the first day i met jasper GL. cos hes also into drums.haha. and he gave me a nickname, cheeky. cos i look like his friend from design sch called chee ee.. but he calls him cheeky cos its hard to pronounce? lol i dun feel so le.. HOR CHEE EE. [referin to my sec sch fren xD , my dear mp3 provider.. ;_; ]


Anyway the sucky thing.. the 1st night there were no fans! HOTHOTHOT ah. like buurrnn. then kenneth n zhenxiang sleepin beside me..keep singin DM songs-_-. JUNTING DAMN LUCKY HE FELL ASLEEP EARLY ENUFF. n kenneth is like disturbin every unknown freshy.. stomping his feet while he walks past every sleepin guy. then falin down onto the fall to lie down with a big thump. then accidentally kickin someone?Then start to tou xiao after sayin sorry. DOT.-_-

SIAO GUY


talked to jeremy and dominic for awhile at their side. then went back to try to sleep. theres one thing abt jeremy..he looks n talk like a boys sch guy.lol. but he's from bendemeer..thats surprising enough. he's changin my impression of bss peeps? lols. and recently alot of bendemeer chio-sters le... always see em arnd my house area XD


Day2:
Woke up like 5.30 am or 6am. damn shagg. its like my brain feels dead my body is movin. but mentally not around. The whole day nobody seems to tok to me, i seem somewhat antisocial as well. bleah! kinda lonely. muz have had that kinda "Back off u freak!" look ba. -_-

i seem to turn like tt when iim suuuper tired. but anyway performance night was fun. jam and hop! disco crazy. damn nice.

after that shagg again. after my bath i crashed into deep sleep instantly. haha..


Day3:
Its a better day. ive had roughly gathered enough energy back again. Last day . camp breaks today. feelin nice. Argon's spirit was gettin up as well all of us were aimin for the champion. no matter what it takes. played damn lots of water games today. Shirt n pants all wet. i felt unity. felt the power. hehe.

This was the day of launch of argonites Peho cheer. we are peho [hairless] xD
its damn funny la. but unique. GLs rock! So does the freshies. our cheers are fantastically original.

Theres this final clash. all empires are to battle against each other n break the lollipop of the other empire. the lollipop was made up of newspaper wrapped over a hoolahoop. so its like we're usin water bombs as attack. the strategies reminded me of dotA? lols. bout those protectin castles n stuff.haha

Neon, our ally lost it all. but they came over to us to support .against radon! its kinda heartwarmin la. we were aimin radon hard. but xeon had to aim us first despite our tries of becomin allies wif em. anyway radon died in e end, wif xeon the winner. lol. anyway our ally name with neon, aneon, transformed into kraneon, with the addition of krypton ally. cool rite? Zhai ba. xD

Argon fell down to 3rd place at last la.. after the countin of points. we fell, but with style. We still won the best empire, in terms of our unity attitude blabla. and that rox. we won, stylish-ly. thats what i learnt from this camp, wether we win or not, points or what doesnt MATTER a thing . hAH. not a thing! Nothing at all.

-all that counts are we've had fun.we're united'. and we're now one.-

relate that to life will ya? =P


ARGON ROX MY SOX. xD

-hey people do the dance-
-let me see you clap your hands-CLAPx11
-now that you've got the beat let me see you stamp your feet-
STAMP x 11
-now that you've got the groove let me see you body move-
-go argon . go go. go argon . go go.-
-hey argon you're so fine, your so fine you blow my mind-
-hey argon.`heyhey.hey argon. `heyhey-
-hey argon you're so fine, your so fine you blow my mind-
-hey argon.`heyhey.hey argon. `heyhey-
CLAPx9
ARGON!


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ok, yesterday went DBG. DDRMAX2 with yuhshin.. he can heavy liao la.. thats so pro. im still struggling with advance. played whistle song.heheh.

Then guitarfreaks with shojin.last stage classic party 3! o man we were at the verge of death at the last part.lols. but we passed the song yeah? So damn cool.

Later decided to go up to star factory. met pinky nic there. played for quite long drummania and we went down to foodcourt to eat. went home with yang fong. haha he like really a lot of infos to share sia. xD interesting

Online. didnt noe chee keen knew angel as well, my mass dance TP partner .lol. again, what a smaall world. haha. i miss argon.

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today decided to stay home again. why? jap test tmr! lol. but im feeling shagg again. chat online wif jasper like almost whole day sia. he's also abit of pessi -_- hah. bt im bringin in the opti shine no matter what.LOL. he intro-ed quite a no. of rock metal bands ... wah like so many ive not heard of. its all so underground. so much more to learn eh?his bands are like what amos and Jon like.. those bands uve never heard bfor. but are cool.

Wonder if I should go to the drummin festival from Calista's band? hmm but 10 bucks. x
haha kinda interested cos its drumming. but its on 15-18th june eh.. missin 4 days of sch.. hmm. shud I?

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tmr sf suet n cheryl are goin for some Right On Time extravagenza lidat.. gonna session? lol. i duno if i can go-_-. they didnt realli tell me the date or time but they juz tot im goin. -_- first it was supposed to be thursday bt no news then sudenli after readin suets tags i realised its tmr O_O. .. dotz. but duno the time yet. ive jap classes tmr anyway .can onli make it in the mornin after collectin my cert at bhss. =S

oh and muz style hair tmr accordin to andrew? xD he's like askin me to meet for dinner with a girl. like some matchmakin session lidat TT. dotss..

shall end here. buhbye!

to sf:if ur readin this sms me the time k! morninngg. xD

went with akarad to gym today. at 10 am xD its like I slept at 4am yesterday le. not bad le.. i was only 10mins late.hah! k la sorry akarad =X

Then we gym for like until 12. talk talk and stuff . then we went to change. karads skin was peelin sia ! worst than me.. at that time onli la. i thnk now im the same ..peelin like some excema or apolis delimitis ? =X spell wrongly i noe. Shengtat! Correct me.. o-wise-doctor!


After that went lunch. upon enterin the coffee shop like this yong tau fu lady immediately ask me wana eat wat-_- then i step up from my seat le i juz paused there... she ask me come wan mian or mi fen.then i juz say mian. BUt i wanted the other stall de!! the food sucked le..regret.. myy $3... ;_; . Oh yeah ill put this incident here. karads sneezed and the whole table food n soup spill! WALAO xD


I seem to be able to taste that awful taste now urghh .ex. then walked to farrer park mrt n took the train to DBG. lolz we were tokin bout NTI.. abt quite a few stuff abt it. Im kinda glad n lucky not to join in. same for karads .. like the network is dead i heard. from yu er. i wud have been damn freakin sad la.so much money put in it.


Then went DBG . zhengxiang n junting and another guy there playin DM le. played GF with teh jap guy. but actually now i still duno his name xD. then his DDR. another inspiration.. apart from the canadian jeremy. damn coool. damn nice. xD


Then went parklane awhile to wd. haiz recently my standard drop le.. but nvm practice makes perfect ma. keep doin jiu can le. right right right ??


[u need to bring the beat BACK!] *ignore this ..im listen to the whistle song.damn cool!


Then walk to orchard emerald for my jap class.but visited evelyn before that.she n her cute guy.all i can say is zs le. xD deduce wad im sayin if i wana noe xD then today jap class.. my jap teacher sudenly seems to turn her attention mostly on me sudenly. O_o. suddenly. cos i told her i went sentosa tts y became tan for awhile. then duno if its me, but she keep usin this example to put as sentences when teachin lols. then she still ask me go date while teachin as an example . Soooo LOL xD and im supposed to accept la. damn cute n funny.then suposed to go everywhere also can eat anythin buy anythin.. cos we were learnin how to say that we can go anywhere or eat anythn in jap.

Oh yeah theres one damn fun incident this time in class. we were asked to answer what we wanted most at that time. i was first to answer, i said : Okane ga ichiban houshi des. [i want money most now xD] then the next person answered the same, next person same, same same same. WHOLE CLASS SAME.LOL. extremely LOLded mann. onli one of us said she wanted a cat. xD even the teacher said money .


Went PS to meet SN yu er n lixian bfor goin arcade. was supposed to go bugis la. but we juz stuck there in the end at dbg x . played abit guitar. then it all started. MY DDRMAX2 Craze. oH MAN! It rockin fun. my inspiration outburst.. i was playin it like i was addicted. that i needed more. maan damn nice. currently can onli handle advance. hope can heavy someday?? Im head over hills for the Whistle Song by DJ ALIGATOR PROJECT. coooolllll.. blow my whistle baby... piipiipiipiipiipiii pi pi pi pi pi piiiiii xD


So im migrated from DM/GF to DDR le. = ritz migrate from DM to ddr as well. hah. he was playin as well. he also got addicted?

But our DM souls will never die out. the flame burnns on.


First time i left the arcade with the DM gang. had sweated alot today.. hmm. anyway theres like an expandin no. of ppl takin north east line.hah. yang fong stays damn near me la. so we alighted and walked home together. found out he was from majusri and knew zhengying. l...o...l. xD


kk


hhahahahaha.


next week mon TP camp. haven prepared a thing. maybe ill go do it now. bye guys!



//...Louderr....I said louder! U need to bring the beaat baackkk... -~`\\-whistlesong

Just heard from my bro that the primary 2 little brother of his friend just fell down from the 2nd floor in school today. Heard that it was quite bad. A huge bump on his head and the void deck stained with blood. I really wonder.. why must such a thing happen to such a young little boy? He is still so.so young. He has a long road ahead of him still. he cant simply stop livin now can he?..

I pray for him.
Pray that he'll be okay.
that the ambulance had came juz the right time.
hope that the doctors were witty enough to be able to stop the internal bleedin
Pray that nothing would be wrong with the brain area... pray that he will live.
I hope my prayers are sent.. please. save him.


Its amazing how life comes and goes when you least expected it.

When it least occurs to you that the next day this person will be gone. you wont even be able to feel it. thats the worst thing


Compared to this, people who dont cherish their lives and live to the fullest are fools. just like me in the past. people who live their lives in a pessimistic way are also, wasting their lives away. from my experience. its like i had wasted so many zillion hours of my life. givin in to the darkness. whatever for?


Lastly. i hope soon enough. this boy will be saved.
this world is beautiful. dont go just yet.alright?

Just had a meaningless quarrel with an important friend. hehh. this is a joke right?

One minute I thought ive got over a real big barrier of my life the next moment I am faced with some blows again. But mind u im realli not sayin anyone owes me anything. its just like this. elaboration is useless..too troublesome even sometimes. you talk too much, just a few words extra cud lead to people commentin much more about you. every word you say you have to analyse realli carefully that it doesnt mean anything other than what u meant before u say it out. in my case..type it out.sigh?


Im not being pessi again. I swear im not. im tryin to be careful of the things i type in this post now. AND IM REALLY AM OK AM NOT BEING SACARSTIC.


to you; i realli didnt wanna go. its nice of u to ask.i did not say it was wrong to ask. i did appreciate it.u had treated me like a friend. but ive really told all that asked me i wasnt going. that ive already told you. of coz .some things i said out of my fedup mood may have been infuriating .hope you dont take it to heart seriously. cos i dont as well. All i see of this was that i put juz an extra sentence of reply w/o thinkin much of it. I wudnt have known u dislike such replies of not goin. And of you blowing up so suddenly because of a remark i put down subconciously w/o thinkin definately triggered my mood. juz to tell u another reason why i wasnt going was that i had a jap test the next day . and ive not finished my studies as well. but this ive always used it when ppl call me out on fridays.. it always nv fails to hit me that it sounds like an excuse, though its a fact and im worried abt the test every friday or so & ill be studying. so i decide to kick off this "excuse" anyway. think thats all that needs to be said. this is one big meaningless quarrel. ==.



sorry..i cant bee..puurrfect..`___

Happy Birthday Jisheng!!!



today went to Eli's house. supposed to meet at 12.30 but became 1pm in the end. xD

bt when i reached there no1 seemed to be around. so i decided to proceed to the toilet.. why? My Vasaline Lotion for my sunburns WaS LEAKIN IN MY BAG!!!! Wlao

Then came out. no1 around again.so called ade. she said sandee already there so she went to start a conference.LOL. and the next min i saw dee.and the next few mins is damn siao lo.. we were practically chattin on e phone when we were standin beside each other.hhaha


anyway reached eli's house...so big sia.nice place. watched CSI for awhile..alot of gross stuff. but interesting!! Then kaisheng & Weiming arrived.wanted to fix up the ps2 but the tv/gun not workin. Lols. damn funny. so we all went to indoor bball court xD


Played bball for like quite long. very fun la.. its like i very long nv play bball le...since sec2.. my skills suck la =X got a few matches... erm ade is complainin tt me n kaisheng jitao chong. xD i was laffin my head off when i read her post.ahahahaha. but ni mei shi ba =X my ball acidentally hit ur head x lol soo sorry!


then after the whole thing i went off first. they were restin in eli's super comfy room when i left xD. went to serangoon station to go DBG meet cheryl & her jc fren.. juz play awhile before goin home ma.


hmm vinvin doesnt seem to be in a good mood today. something to do with his relationship again ba. cheer up ! = ] Like shengtat says.. its all abt trust n communication. xD .


k thats all ba. no pics today =X. ja!

My nose is peeling! what a sad thing . anyway the good thing is that the remedy i got from the net for sunburns roughly worked. now i no longer feel much of the pain.lols. no more burning sensation. aloe vera rocks!

Today went tiong bahru to make my ez link card. but made a wasted trip there the system hasnt got my particulars from tp yet! EX -_-"

I met yuliana n hwee hong.lols. so qiao. went up to the arcade. tiong bahru plaza now changed to 10th mix.haha guess im not gonna see any more 9th mix machines in singapore anymore? Maybe shud be sad about it. ONE MOMENT OF SILENCE =.=


LOLS



yuli's photo skills.lol.me dm-ing

Met up with cheryl at arcade. i was playin departure basic.lalala. still so lan hor.but cant help it. im still not that good .tryin to train beautiful life the startin roll. so nice lo.


Took taxi to Republic poly to meet siew fong then go Toa payoh for dinner. and boy RP was filled wif chiosters and shuaisters le.. damn nice. the place was colourful also. new sch also ma.. but if wanna compare TP wif RP..i somehow duno which to choose suddenly. but my heart goes to TP.waha. RP is meant for athletic ppl hu climb stairs turn here and there everyday de..


[Anyway at this moment. siew fong is givin me ridiculously long floods of nudges! EX ok. ridiculous behaviour x ]


Long journey to toa payoh..
took this pic in the bus.by siewfong:


Ate this supposingly spicy thing called bacon aglio at pasta mania. then proceeded to macs. for sf's internet surfing. lols. stayed at macs pretty long la.. then went arcade.yayy i think i practise there ba sf wana accompany me like evenings .lols. purpose is to have dinner wif her -_-"

Oh i failed right on time yeah. wads wrong wif me? lOLs


Then sent sf n cheryl home. arnd 10+ when i reached home. hahaas.. another day has ended. im still feeling damn goood. i wonder whats gotten into me? Haha



This pic is xin li draw one
.. cute ba. xD so hao xiao
but nice haha

Pain is becomin worst. X| freakin sunburn.lol. no tan but red burns.walao! feel so jected


Today had to wait for my bro's call to direct him to go to my grandma's house before i cud go out. simply cos my mum wasnt at home and he had no keys.heh my mum had went to visit my uncle in jail today along wif my aunties. about my uncle..hmm, ive got nothing to say la. just that he's damn stupid. yet pitiful.


Then went TP wif cheryl [AGAIN!] -_- but guess wad. the docs she was supposed to hand in wasnt complete n tmr need to go again. urghh. u owe me marche treat ba. k? THANKS! xD


Saw this guy hu looked damn cool and serious while on the bus after the wasted TP trip . then the phone rang and his character totally changed to a super siao kia xD lols. we were practically tryin to stop ourselves from laffin ! HAHA. this characteristic resembles jori eh..acordin to cheryl. well. i think so too. =D


Went bugis. sessioned wif another person hu we nv seen before. urgh. why is singapore sudenly filled with so many drummania pros???? Sudenly all can play mad blast n others.wif bass. walao like 10th mix also no such thing lor.. urghh. but i cannot quit juz yet. ive decided! DIU LIAN JIU DIU LIAN BA im gonna improve!! Shall let u all see my LAN de yi mian happily now.LOL.


Went to visit evelyn again. drank mushroom soup. yay this time her senior offered us white choc cookies. damn nice.totemo oishii des! must go as much as possible! freee fooood wahahahahahahahaha *Cs look

Oh ya read some remedies for sunburnt n went down to ps after comin home later to get the stuff. wonder if it works? aloe vera plays a real nice part..i feel less of the pain now ehh.


Oh ya forgot to mention in my prev post. sandy n the jellyfish.lOL. sandy had stepped on this jellyfish then the jellyfish stung her ankle. ke lian lo. a moment of silence for the jellyfish n sandy's leg. xD

went sentosa with quite a big group consisting of kaisheng,karadx,adelx,jiafei,nirezh,kianhong,gary,jinguo,jisheng,junguang,eli,tristan,seejun,peix,sandy,siewfong,alvin,today. so long since i met the sun! lolz. ok la.. juz exagerating. but its been so long since im with the sun for so long.lolzz. missed it yeah? shall spend more time wif u next time xD


Reached there like 9.45am.tot i was late, but found out i was on e same train as some of em -_-.lol. done alot of body skin burnin activities there.like.water monkey game xD. then canoeing.. and ! THE FREAKIN CANOEING IS $12 /HR!! WTF!!!! SO EX! BURN DOWN THE SHOP K! Perish in the fumes of fire. and i tot it was for the whole day -_- freak it. basically tried to suntan la..but kinda failed at my face.lol. now body feel burnin hot. hellp! sunburnt.

Oh yeh.even got buried in the sand for awhile. wif erm..sand breast, 6pecs,standin hard-on,belly button and a ball buried on top as my tomb?LOLx. i shudve asked someone to take the pic xD

Ok anyway wanted to bathe bfore goin, but the toilet was super packed la. threw the idea away. showered outside.then changed. then they simply went to harbourfront to have their dinner while me and karadz went off first.

Went Dohby gaud again.lols. juz for a while. played SSR. then guitarfreakss. wanted to touch the drum but ermm. not my kinda place to play in -_-. SN and kenneth patch le..whew.knew something like tt wud happenn. hahaz.and now hug here n there la. don care us de! lao xD

then theres this traces confrontation! but shall nt tok abt it here.lol.
met jiahan n benjamin at the arcade also.
terry was wearin cap today! wada change of image.lol.kinda like summertime cruisin tt guy .waha

Oh and david was there =| hkbdr

ok thats it. another day has passed.im feelin all better now. im lookin at things at a different way now. a thousand comments dont make my reality, while reality is onli an illusion. I INSIST. realities can be moulded. While changes in people arnd me occur . leadin my own life and forgoin thoughts would be the best. holdin on to memories? no way. I'll just RE-know them all over. this is all. my life rocks.

. . .All I want is to be more respected by people just like anyone else... is this too much? WHY? I dont wanna live in this world. I HATE YOU

just an ordinary guy.//


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