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Saturday, March 26, 2005

title:{ Escape}

heya another long time once post. xD many things have been happening lately.. just came back from malaysia. then there's this cheryl's prob . but shall not write it here.

next saturday's gonna be my major jap exam. im kinda scared ..since its like ive not really been studying. And im not really good at tests now =_= die la.. so i better power up this week. hahs. Even if i duno certain things can ask nicholas now.wahha.. since im his ex japanese schl. and he's was already a pre-advance course student. =) *feel safe =X

Yesterday saw terry again and gang. so long nv see him de.lol. And kenneth and alicia is related.. oh man! What a small world. another friendster like case.lolx.er btw.. related.. like not e right word to use..hmm. kenneth and alicia are friends. yeah!

Played the guitar freaks V yesterday with sky's cheryl. so fun eh.. agnus dei. but so hard =_= i had a empty lifebar left. walao! like for 3 consecutive songs lei.. all E! cos first 2 songs i chose extreme.. then.. last song basic but already 40+ lvl. agnus dei summore =|

Oh yeah.. before me n ritz went off.. we saw kenneth's premium encore stage! SO cool.. the song is extremely .. rolling style? Wahh

Then called suet for a while.. said somthing that upset her. so sorry.! ok.. anyway. i guess ill stop here. off to dohby gaud! XD nono im gonna study first!

wahah. and i feel more happy these days. =] perhaps its cos ive found frenx who doesnt look down or descriminate against the things i like. sigh.but thats onli one thing =\ . sighh.

10:31 AM;

Thursday, March 17, 2005

title:{ Doki Dokii--}

Man ive been so indulged in drummania V mix recently. its gettin all over me!! My soul is stained by the cool songs of this mix.. oh man. im going maad! but it rox. =D

Perhaps this fire is ignited after ive met so many drummania freaks all over singapore recently. these ppl juz cant stop rockin! They can play the pedal with extreme levels.. hai. all pro. One of them is named nicholas as well.lol. pink haired guy. haha.. got a yida look. Then sky and cheryl is back in action again. nice to see them after so long sia. the last time i saw em was in sec3...

Oh yea, the deepest impression was this guy kenneth! He seems the most power of all..and bian tai at DMV!He padels like perfect combo all e way... and can even shake e head while playin sia. COOL with style =P . and he's also 17 this year.. the youngest in this drummania gang. thats like so cool la. After gettin to noe terry me n suet keep meetin lots of pro ppl.. some seen before..some juz poped up.lol.

Im trainin this song doki doki with pedal now.. while suet is on pedal with the song Liar by Vanilla Ninja. XD Ritz is either aimin for desert rose or panasonic youth? gd luck ya buddy!

Ive forgotten to mention how cool guitarfreaks V is as well.lol. singapore arcades finally see the importance of bringin in sessioning. ive seen in it available in many countries on the web but nv singapore.=( but its here finally... drummania And guitarfreaks V combine as one as 2 or 3 players jam together a particular song. with the lifebar connected..so means, one person cant make it.. it pulls down the lifebar and the others hafta try to support.yeah.. but its nice. definately.

ive also found many interestin locations of the machines..shall go check it out after tmr.. my last day of work ^^ its a must to scout machines located near tamasek poly! imagine the pain n torture if i have no machines nearby next time! ;_;

ok la. im exxagerating it.im so sick for these pass few days.. have a really bad cold. going to work makes me sick even more..yesterday i was damn sick to concentrate and i packed things up wrongly.. and got scolded by this bitch customer. If i wasnt an employee at carefour id already thrown those foodstuff in her bloody face.Shoved a carrot into her sickenin mouth. Slapped her shit face with a variety of vegetables.. smash 10 pieces of durian onto her face.! WHATS FUNNY HERE. could've juz punched her fucked up face. WHO does she think she is to throw her fustrations after work to someone who's servin her? FUCK OFF. im the worst packer u've seen, then ur the WORST SHIT FACE BAG OF SHIT BITCH ive ever seen. And i dont wanna see u again. thank u.

I almost threw my temper .. but it wud mean too much trouble for the supervisors there. esp. today is valarie.. my fav. supervisor le. shudnt create probs even thou its my last day soon. its just really irresponsible.

Anyway.. im gonna take mc today. heheh. dowanna go work.. tmr then go. my last day.yahoo.! Freedom.. then next up id be goin to hong kong for a few days..shall check up the fashion over there. then poly time.. yahoo.! Cant wait.. dear TP im soo coming in.
Oh ya and ive been thinkin abt it this whole morning.. I think its abt time i prepared all the stuff for SN since im gonna be free soon. For her upcomin O levels this year. Pray for her to pass n come to the same poly next yr. =) shall be referring to my books and maybe get help for poa n art? hmm then maybe shud find tys.. or shud i? is worksheets better.. =\ im really scared i cant teach. its not like im an experienced teacher or anythn.. im not even a bright student. hai. but ill try. but ill need the support of a few frenx. and sn most importantly.

Wish me luck. =)

=Signoff=

11:07 AM;

Saturday, March 05, 2005

title:{ all about life. ＝wishin ほしのひかりい＝}

its been weeks. back here again. venting out everythin im unhappy or happy about. bet no one realli visits this place anymore.. more like no1 realli looks at blogs anymore.haha. its like a trend died out.

Anyway , O level results..i got a l1r5 22. tts like so bad la.. but i shud already be immune to such results. im just, there. nv improvin.. bt nv reali deprovin as well. i mean, its not a bad thing.. but i expect more of myself in life. i dont wish to stay at a certain point for long. whats the thrill in life if everything's the same? But this showed me one thing. no matter how hard i try, im still tt standard, im just not a academic person. perhaps a skill person.. tts y im advancin to poly,more precisely, tamasek poly. shall be takin the internet n media design for designin games. hope i do well? I dont wanna be some kinda normal student eh.. ill strive hard. heck bout all that studies.. skills come in now in my life. Anyway the whole day i wasnt in a good mood, reality hurts. im no typical 4e1. i know. why was i even in that class? Its a black rose outta the white ones.. totally.

Anyway, id like to wish all my classmates a happy time at the jc. do study hard n not slack.hah.. believe in urselves. Well as for those goin poly.. all the best too. actually its never the end.

And since the o level results day cheryl n ham seems to become on better terms, guess the relationship is finally back on track? congrats ehh. hmm.. but now i think i shall go out less with dt le. haha.. very extra. =\ feeling what sn feel le .. guess ill be hangin out more wif karadz sn ritz they all now .hahas =X . oh yeah, speakin about ritz, its his bday celebration today! happy birthday dude. actually 2 more days to his bday la.lol. but he's celebratin today..was supposed to meet him at 7.15 for the movie but onli reached at 7.45. still take taxi go de.. cos cheryl was waitin for ham while ritz was watchin hitch alone. hah.so i rushed down to shaw cinema to join him.. its a nice show le. way cool. hitch..haha. funny but alot of things in the show hit me. girls these days are protectin their rights wayy too much till they forsake the feelings of guys? but whatever for.. they onli see the surface tt all guys are bad but how many have realli seen the inner part of them? but its a nature. it cannot be helped. thats why, its so damn difficult fallin in love . >_<

anyway met suet at shaw after the movie n ritz went to meet his frenx. bought beer for his friends from ntuc. hah surprisingly.. maybe my dressin was kinda matured compared to my normal style.so i passed e counter easily, but no big deal. its like if e cashier were me, i wudnt even care how underaged the customer was. thats how heck care we cashiers are nowadays?lol. its the que thats stressful. so many peeps.no chance to even sit down. Ritz friend passed me a heineken beer can in return lolz. which i drank it on my way home many hours later.

Anyway we parted with ritz friends and went to PS. drummania V was out! damn cool. doki doki! whew.a nice song i should say.. sounds like a jap drama song. then theres this sequel song to dragon blade.. like an alternate version, called desert rose. mann i failed tt song! then other songs like after a hard day..haha alot la. and the best is alot of otheer songs from all the mixes...like all put in..so the song list tends to be very long. its like a last mix..hope not.

anyway we saw all the drum prosters from last time all gathered at ps arcade..terry and gang. cheryl n sky also there. long time no see. sky became fatter n cheryl erm.. ok la. e hair nicer? both married le..lol. i adore em, still as lovin. e butt touchin still caries on eh.?lol
so its like we got no choice but to go bugis to try drummania V. but e experience was great. V was tougher than expected. i had probs with even a lvl 60 + song! one song caught my eye though. sn was playin this song called beautiful life.its a sequel of the song prism from drummania 10th mix. the story of prism was about this guy hu fell for this girl. just shy to confess, whenever she walked pass he wud wanna strike a conver with her but shy to.whats more was that her friends were with her. he thinks of her everyday, the next day he goes to the beach, and so happens that the girl was readin at a bench near the beach too.she comes up to him, n the chemistry began..they start to talk with the guy blushin. then in the end, they end up together. really nice song with nice animation. my favourite song to play in 10th mix. but now in drummania V, the song animation shows their lives after they got together. how they laughed n smiled to each other. seemed like heaven,on their very own dates. until awhile later problems seem to surface and they sttarted a big quarrel. ended up with both parties seperated, however the animation shows e guy thinkin of the girl and vice versa. he goes to the beach one day and sits there . the girl comes along as well and finds him, they made up to each other and everythin became fine once more. sorta like it started at the beach , but ends , yet it revives at the beach once again where it all started.hah. im juz likin the animation. wonder when something like that would even happen to me? I feel faithless . anyway. not many people find their true other part of themselves in their lives. someties life is too short. sometimes life goes astray . sometimes u simply get lost..

anyway i think im gonna be late tmr! again. meetin ritz n sn in e mornin at 10am. hahaha. either that or meetin my new tamasek friends for lan? duno.. jon e dotA despo isnt smsin anythin to confirm so i shall assume is off =X lolxx *cos i wanna play drummania V. hu ask it to come out at ths time..

nvm, if nt tmr, can anytime play de la. right.. no need to wait till open sch. =P

ok. cya guys. my mouth still smells of alcohol. X| [ps;i lost my house keys!]

-f a i t h l e s s a n d n u m b-h e l p m e-

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