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Saturday, January 29, 2005

title:{ Percussion Freaks ... A journey ?}

Yoyo.. man ive not been updating for soooo long yeah? basically cos im busy with work ba...come back have to rush roseonline..where got time? =X

Anyway im writin this now cos rose online's server has exceeded!! THATS SO FREAKIN MISERABLY PATHETIC!!!! So, ive decided to write something different from other posts here.hahahs, talk about creative. =]

This post would be about my history of life with relation to the game, percussion freaks.haha i know, some people would think whats so good about that game, but trust me, no one could resist that game if your a music inclined person. Hmm, i was first introduced to that game durin sec3? Once i was supposed to have a pri school "reunion" with zhengying, suet nee & ghim seng i think.. then while waitin for that ghim seng [or was he even there?], suet knida dragged me and zhengying to the arcade since we were at bugis. There she played lots of games, DJ, piano, then percussion freaks. The arcade somewhat looked super different from how it is now=\ it looked so wierd whenever i remember how it looked like when i first entered that arcade...its like almost spacious..haha. Anyway suet later asked me to play percussion freaks, but i somewhat didnt want to [hahas, at that time, arcade just wasnt my cup of tea..], zhengying declined the offer as well.

Then as I proceeded on in sec3, i kinda got closer to marc and gang.. also with cheryl. At one period in time suet got close with traces from my class, then thats basically where it all really begins. Suet got traces into percussion and the next thing i know, they were hanging out in the canteen, usin chopsticks as drumsticks -_-". I kinda thought it was super stupid =X anyway one day after school suet had invited me & cheryl to bugis arcade to play the percussion cos i thnk i somewhat told her i wanted to try! haha . It was like when i started trying, I wanted so much just to pass a song, a simple one, but i kept failing? I was kinda depressed at the fact that i couldnt even pass a lvl 11 song? Ok there was one song that i passed la..the cute cute duno what song in jap.ahaha. That time percussion seemed to be a hot favourite somehow..i dont know why. There were 2 machines of PF that time, [yeah i still miss the 4th mix].

After that experience, I slowly became addicted.. more lke i started scoutin singapore for PF machines, especially the machines located in a more scarce area lolx. I found Marina Square's Basement arcade. Its like every saturday night or even weekdays when im free i would rush all the way there to play [And yea..of course, i thnk i wasted a few hundred bucks altogether durin tat period'] but all I wanted durin that time was to master a basic skill of passing some songs which i like.

Ok, my effort kinda paid off, cos i slowly could catch the beats and maintain a pass .hahaaas, one of my favourite songs that time was Da Qie. Its a super duper nice song i should say..it penetrated deep into my mind! Cos its just so nice. Another song i fancied that time was BreakDown. the rythm was so fast it wass BooMbAstic! Practically all the songs from 9th mix was cool!!Another one was daikenkai {da jian jie} which sounded like some JAy rapping, and also, Hikarie. *my current blog song.* only recently that i realised its an endin song for One Piece.

Then as i improved, I took on the other songs from 4th mix, I enjoyed Spring, Dynamite [yea the song by SMAP! Damn cool] , and Babina [the onli lvl 65 i cud play']

Anyway i was practically indulged in that game that i kept thinkin about it everyday. I even started to tap my table in class accordin to the beat of some songs la..cant stand it. [I still do =X] SO peeps around me would know of my presence if they hear the tappin of my table.waahhhahaha

Later on I even got marcus addicted to the Da Qie song, where he soon wrote down the lyrics, and sang to siok ting everyday. Live Concert. =D

However the percussion freaks affected my studies as well, especially in sec 4? Or i thought it did. Anyway my results sorta got better cos i decided to ask questions in e later part of sec4 and of course thanks to my chem tuition.hahas..anyway, in my later part of sec4, I went to parklane one day and saw kevin and tommy playin the percussion freaks. I too decided to play [i mean..i cudnt resist the temptation lo].I played, Stop spinnin me in circles & across the nightmare etc. my fav. songs for tt period

Then it sorta started a new friendship between me kev tommy n traces.heh.. but we seem to onli become closer for a period of time. That period was already prelims.. haha, anyway i wudnt wanna elaborate so much of it here cos most were captured in my prev posts. Its like the week before prelims we still met up at the arcade.LOL.

And even now, after my work I would try to proceed to PS arcade to drum out my emotions.haha, its like ive come a long way with this game.. so its become a part of me now. And ive just found a new percussion freaker.ritz.LOL. hope theres more to come? XD

Ok shall force myself into roseonline server again.Ciao

1:33 PM;

Friday, January 14, 2005

title:{ f-ed up}

today is jap test day.. hehe. hope ive prepared enough this week..ok la, its onli 1 day of studyin. shud be can lo...alot liao. heheh. its hiragana writing.

Anyway, just wanna blog into here my fustrations. Cos ive no one to talk to bout such things anyway, thats whats a blog for huh. its sad, that modern society people are turnin to their coms when they are sad, troubled and all, turn to games when they are stressed up, troubled....etc. When would one turn to people? Perhaps there are a small handful...but people arent always free to listen you out everytime.Most of the time people dont even noe what to say or do, for all you noe, people u turn to might be just waitin for u to stop buggin them while tryin to act like theyre hearin u out. how about that? huh...

Anyway the probs lies with my elders again, sigh, this prob has been around for quite a long time now.. no matter what i do they critisize u and say they're advisin you ...with a wth tone. Sure..i noe they mean well, not tt im not receptacle to such advice , but what the heck! How wud u feel if u're standin around, with a few aunties hurlin comments at u with the "I am right u jolly well try to listen to our comments we mean u well" kinda tone, one after another, some even intersect! with my mum helpin to add on to certain comments... how would u feel?? What would you have done huh...stand there? Like a block of dead wood lettin these comments hit u in the stomach, not feel anything? I have pride...sigh whatever

So i merely walked awayy.. stood at a corner , and what did u noe?? They continued discussin amoung themselves abt what i do etc...wth. And then one of my aunts came up to me, and started tellin me that all of em were advisin me, true, but with this tone? Even if its advice, do u think it was the right way? I wouldnt do that if I were advisin someone. Its unproffessional. What kinda advice do u call it when ppl are hurlin remarks at u? And the worst is, some of them LAUGHIN. And the worst part, she claims to understand EVERYTHING. OOH YEAH?! EVERYTHING.dont use such a heavy word to describe what u understand of teens huh. LAST TIME IS LAST TIME. Uve been true teenage, SO WHAT?! Do u think everythings similiar now? NOt all.. some. but not all. what more is that u were a teenage girl, im a teenage guy. whats similar in this aspect? OK true, certain feelings are there..but u cant completely compare everything uve experience to be the same as now. What kind of a thinkin is that? Thats just so damn selfish.NOt like i wanted to be rude to u, its just that u ppl dont wanna hear me out, u CLAIM that i could come find u all if i wanted to talk, but yes. TALK. 1 sentence from me and ill be rewarded with 10 sentences from u all. is this how we are supposed to communicate? Like forget it mann.. whats the point? Like anythings gonna change. CONTINUE CLAIMIN THAT U UNDERSTAND. I dont wanna care anymore.

My mums unhappy with me this mornin again, sayin that if i dont listen to her she'll wash hr hands off me. ok... fine. Ive come to a dead end anyway, im mentally, physically drained off my energy.. Im begginin to go numb anyway. Going out makes her feel unhappy, but I cant possibly stay at home all the time..i need to release.so Please. =(

Im feelin like a enclosed slave, in a dark room. No one to hear me out..trapped. forever.

-missing my class peeps.even more.after yesterday's reunion-

9:20 AM;

Tuesday, January 11, 2005

title:{ Just another day}

Jap class is comin soon this comin sat. and ive not realli prepared for the test! How how how.!.

Anyway was supposed to go for a job interview with akarad,siok & yy at DFS today,BUT, there were no more vacancies! And see jun claims tt her department needs ppl...BUT, the indian lady said they were overflooded with ppl.hai.wasted

Then went all over orchard askin for job..Flash n Splash... FILA,..topman,..etc. but none lo. haaha, went heeren also.. but none. took a shot at the neoprint machine.Looks retard,hahaha. met akarads couz from chij..hmm, n... nvm -_-""

Ok,then we were planin to go PS then halfway we came to pei,sf,n grace's OG.haha decided to go in..err. yea. Talked awhile..etc. then pei asked us to wait while she get changed n get off from work. Then the time pull longer n longer,later saw adel yub n chee ee, then sandy.with red hair?LOl not bad la punk look.

Anyway akarad had to go liao, time dragged till 7! So we left, i went to raffles hotel to see if i can find a vacancy, but when i got there, i froze.hoho, too high class for me. so i made a U turn, went back to PS, played percussion.I passed Dragon blade extreme level 62! wahahahahah with a B. not bad for me le..hai. went to check out the yamaha drum course thingy. Sat. classes fULL house! OMFG. then sunday onli 2 vacancies left>_<. just nice, but one of e vacancies was unconfirmed, they were waitin for this girl to come before 9pm to confirm. it was 8.30, if by 9 she didnt come, i cud have the vacancy for cheryl. Its like a super long wait man, practically observin everyone that walks past pop schl.lol.But the good thing is, she didnt turn up! WOOHOO! I GOT 2 vacancies! THE LAST TWO! XD

HAppy

ok, but ive no mood to type today.mum gonna enquire bout the $100 deposit thing abt the sch 2mr again.hai.hope she doesnt destroy my vacancy...sighhh.

12:47 AM;

Thursday, January 06, 2005

title:{ }

Jap school starts today. Heh and im typin this to be saved on my com since my blooodee internet aint workin. Hai , what a nice relation I have with my internet modem huh.

Went to visit sf, pei n grace at OG today, hah, guess what, im studying just next door.lolx. Then went in to centrepoint to visit siok, just wanna ask a few things abt work.Found out Gary & Kian hong also workin there.haha. and shin kiat is just workin downstairs at some jewellery shop? Sooo connected sia. Anyway I kana chased away.

Went in to the language school early, well what else could I do at somerset huh?Visit Johnlittle? See some clothes sale? OUTTA QUESTION!

Went into class, Nicole showed me the way to the room. MOMO. Hahah that’s the name of the room. Ok went into the room and sit down. Damn quiet sia, opposite was a guy [a Malaysian], lookin at me I lookin at him, then beside tt guy was a chioster, I lookin at her she lookin at me. Then beside her was an AJC graduate , she lookin at me I lookin at her. YA!~ THAT’S THE SICKENIN ENVIRONMENT. Hoho but that onli lasted 1 min. Then the chioster started intro-ing herself. Her name is pheobie.haha phoenix name as she said… her character was somehow resembling Vanessa, that was the first impression she gave me. She looked kinda like vanessa’s sis la. Lol. And she’s 26, getting married, bf goin to japan. Xian mu lol. Then there’s 2 girls sittin next to me, Yvonne and chunhui. And guess what, they’re zhengying’s classmate! What a small world man.. and beside me was Nicole. Then beside Nicole was a tamasek poly graduate! COOL! He is an computer engineer , and he’s posted to Osaka. Like cool! I have a person to turn to for help le.

Ok, lol todays post is short. On the phone with a exdr.. so ex . =P
Must study my Hiragana later…next week got test!!!! O btw, Kasa = umbrella. =)

12:38 PM;

Saturday, January 01, 2005

title:{ Happy New Year}

Its the countdown 2005!

Went to pay respects to grandpa early in the mornin then followed by *meetin* bert to go to sch to get his $$$ back . Oh, but that guy slept all the way till 2.30Pm! Overslept okkk...super!! -EX- LOL

Met up with sf cheryl n abraham, went to watch 'meet the fockers' . i say its not that much of an interesting story, just watch if u wanna pass ur time. i mean like, its funnny, but draggy.haha overall, i thnk ill grade it a 6/10?

Oh well.Then the next thing i went to dye my hair black again! LOL. And it sucks...but ive gotta go work interviews soon u see. hai. goodbye mutated-ash-green-to-gold hair. =((

SAD

Shall not take any pictures for u all to see.

This is the end of... -SI JING TOU-

WAKAKAKAKA. Lameified. *oh new word created agn*
Then later re-met up with sf cheryl n ham, followed by ryy ryy hu got obsessed with jackin his new girl at polo ralph. Then karad n yanwen, then albert.And albert so fierce sia with his maid.tsktsk. ScAry. But oh well. still Albertiseddd *oh yet another word created*

A series of events followed and soon we all ended up in bert's house, me akarad yanwen n jori. first time i saw the sis outside usin com! Doin project le... poly life.sighhh. Played teh naruto ps2. CooL! Although quite normal its so comic kinda action. similar to shaman king ps2. Oh and bert bought condition zero!! I muz quickly crack my tt cd asap! shall practice. hehehehehh

Finally we hit the roads of orchard as we bought sprayss, so many of em. ANd we conducted and joined in the spray fest. oh man, it was fun. just that, I WAS FREAKIN WEARIN BLACKKK.. other than that. NICE! of course there were frequent fights goin on, ambulance comin past? Police around guardin. haha but the new year spirit is there. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2005! MAY ALL THE BAD THINGS PERISH IN THE EYE OF ORCHARD FOAM AND BE WASHED AWAY AND MAY GOOD THINGS SPLASH DOWN TO THE WORLD!

of course, we'll have to celebrate but at the same time, we should sympatize with the people who suffered the fate of the tsunami . We shall always note that bad things do happen but we have the will and power to go on. life n death is indeed a fragile string so we are supposed to cherish everyone beside you as the next moment those ppl around u might dissapear. Buildings can be rebuilt, but lifes cant be revived. All in all, let us pray for the unfornated victims of this disaster..

2:42 AM;