{RE-DESIRE// NICC-IN

Saturday, September 25, 2004

title:{ ........}

prelims Are 0ver..yeah.. but then so what? Sigh still as boring.. lantern festival today.. dun realli feel like goin actually manz.. not that interested .. juz gotta appear for peiying's co concert=_=

sigh, and bought the ragnarok animation,flame of recca,kamikaze kaito ripped eps yesterday .. not bad la.quite nice, flame of episode quality sux though.si6h..but its always like that, the best part nv fails to disapoint me.

actually i cant wait to leave this school,am too tired of the people here anyway. at least what i wana do now is isolate myself, perhaps thats teh best. no interaction with any1 at all..kinda nice.

hehe.. perhaps im thinkin too much. prelim results of mine sucks for sure this time...well but then, since when my results din suck? Whats new -_-

ok, shant bore u people with such borin6 stuff... ciao

[oh btw..happy birthday kev!!]

-life suX`-
-my bro: Stinkin` selfish inc0rri6ible faT boy..

10:25 AM;

Saturday, September 18, 2004

title:{ WOW.!!+_-}

Just 4 more days.... whAT!? 4 dAYS!!! SO COOL AH...prelims..sigh. but its ok i guess... after Geo, shudnt need to w0rry too much, practically prepared for chem, erm amaths still ok la... wun stay up too late. HHehhe... and good luck to all ppl retakin chinese. All the best!

Recently been gettin hooked onto the Aqua Heroes show.----.so dam cool sia, at first still more swiimmin effects like nicer ..now deal more on relationships? Hahax.. sometimes will hear those mushy thing till feells.... -___--
But nvm, this show is mild..so its OK! ANd BOBO CHAN...WHOO... chiiochiooo de ren! Soo chio lo.. if i were tt jile in the show i wud go all out for her -_- `

Anyway gone to tuition today, chem like deprove eh. so demoralisin..but then its cos ive forgotten some facts after this week..better rework on chem again ! O yeah..this tues no need go sch..hengx. Ill work so hard!!!

Went YMCA to study with luke,chu,hsiangken,manda..but dinn do much..urgghh.. next time maybe shud isolate myself..hahax. All the luck for me in geo >>>>>>`

sI6h 0ff` -stre55ed-

9:30 PM;

Friday, September 10, 2004

title:{ Why?..S.I.6.H}

2nd post about today`.. forgot to add in about cheryl n me meetin a cheapo guy who tried to trick ppl with a "I lost my ATM card, need $1.50" tactic.

``Course we knew he was tryin to trick us, but we juz shovee the $ into his hands cos we cant realli be bothered anyway. hAte to see people beggin..cant they think of other better things to do? This bloody guy can walk, can tok... compared to the guy at orchard MRT who's blind, who sings and play his music all through the day to earn a livin.. this guy is 1 dAaarrnnn L0Ser! "L"!

Shook off that incident but after an hour when we were returnin to PS after goin to Cine, this guy appeared again, cudnt recognise us and tried the same trick again..told him tt we already gave him the money then fr0m what i see, he got a shock.hEh!

Later he was forced to give us his hp no. so he cud make his promise of returnin us the $ true..wahah, but of course, we juz wana play a prank on him. later after we walked off for a while he called cheryl and said he wanted to return the money now and he was at the same place as before..but when we returned, we wasnt there n he said he was at a diff location now. HEH WANA TRY SOMETHIN SLYY rite..kidnap ah..lead us to strange place then kidnap heh.anyway we juz say forget it donate the money to him -_=

---*Cant be bothered with jerky ppl

-WARNING: ITS BEST NOT TO READ THIS PART OF THE POST.YOU DONT WANA NOE.=_=0-----------

Unexpectedly, hm, ran into a conferencin with kev online today, i wonder why it happened but he asked me abt "her" and I told him ive given up anyway.haha then unknowingly we went on abt both my past experiences..sigh its kinda lame sia..all the things Ive bottled up inside, burst in sec3 but everything seemed to return just when I mentioned about YC and Tracy..
-Ive got YC and myself in sucha wierd relationship ... a pt where it was of no return which i feel the best way was to end it
-and ive hurt Tracy to a pt where i dun thnk any ammendments would reverse what ive done and my inability to give...sighh

But thats destined.Im justa loser in this area..well not that im not a loser in other area la [studies, games, everythin..], anyway, to my point of view. im not ready, to give and provide wad she had needed at that very point of time. well kev has reasoned out 1 thing straight that broke a barrier in me ,enablin me to realise somethin ever so important.well will not elaborate much here....lazy to type. Anyway yeah.perhaps in poly yr 1 or 2, or maybe even later shud a girl change my pt of view of certain things, i might regain my confidence again.

That all comes down to a question deeply routed into me ; did I put on a "mask" unknowingly as well? hidden under that mask might be a true self yeah...some1 whom i thought i knew all this time. That shall be a true self, slashed and torn into this fateful cruel world of backstabbers, ppl who look at u with a certain kind of angle not right.

---but wada`m I tokin bout?

``Gee ..

But anyway, thANX Mr Kev!! Haha . Your a pal.

11:59 PM;

title:{ just tw0 more dayysss..}

2 m0re dAys to prelimS..`

HOW?

DUNO!!

SO?

DUNO LAH!

[=_=] *Si6ns of stress and mental disability..

t0day went study early in the mornin` with cheryl, then went Orchard get chee ee's bday present and get her ham's anniv3sery present`````

Met Chia Ze at cine, saw mikel at cine too, but too far, so cudnt call him

Then meet Jori , chuen and bernice to study at YMCA again...MY 2nd HOME!!
Studied 1 chapt of Nutrition of bio..WALAO HOWWWWWWWwwww

Got tok got work also..so ok ok la this study group [>_<]

-Went arcade awhile
-went home

----ciao`

10:45 PM;

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

title:{ ::::Oh NoNoNo::::!!!}

Oh mAnX.` Prelliiimmmss... cuminG in about 5 days time! MAn...feel so unprepared` havent been practising my maths eveenn;;

diE laHx..my bIo onli studied 2 chapts in likE 2 days...Walao how to fiNish...idioticc eh!!!! Cant wait till after prelims..then after Os...

Went tuition at Serrang0on t0day..er. did paper 1 of tt E Maths O level paper..kinda easy sia. Wat a biig gap between prelim papers and O level papers -_-

Went YMCA.. studied with Kev, traces n tommy as usual. Er..today better la, but not much of bio got in ...urgghhh.. maybe shud start sleepin with textb00oksss` under the pillOw f0r it`` to diffussseee````;;;;

Studied till 9.45pm. tiredd. sleepp?``nO....
Cover at least 3 more chapts of bio [>_<]

-Scaarredd*

11:04 PM;

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

title:{ S|anDed` ...culdnt studyyyyy`-}

todAyy is sucha paiN... cudnt get into studies at all manx. hate thAt! freAk`n sht shit sht! heh... probably mind deadd for t0daayy. uurgh.

Finishhed chem this m0rning anywayy.guesss it`s alri6ht.. -_-" Hopin to finish s0me upc0min prelim subbs too Walaoo.. oKae`...g0nna slpp . sI6h.

--s6n-0ut--``` *sIANded*

10:35 PM;

Monday, September 06, 2004

title:{ Yet another day..}

Ahem..todays 1 waay long day. woke up in the mornin, mum nag nag nag >_< . Anyway cudnt study in the mornin sia, my eyes kept watchin the TV although ive already watched tt show..gee

Then went out abt 12pm to study outdoors. Hahax and Andrew called to ask me if i wanted to go arcade and go for victoria's band concert. I chose, of cos, the concert onli, better excercise some self-descipline hah.Oh yeh,and eylynn finally passed me my bday present today, quite a nice lookin wallet!!

Then was like called by Traces to join her and kev and tommy at NS to study,lolx. As i expected.. they shud be tokin alot there?hahax..anyway i went there bah, 1pathetic hr and i was off to bedok liao.meetin Andrew and his frenx

Like whAo..took taxi there. Er..and met up with Andrew, with his cousin and the stead. super lovin sia..they keep huggin ,then smooch, err...then the girl ask the guy to taste her nailpolish?*means also put finger into the guys mouth lolx. She say duno wad strawberry flavour.. =| *hahah-_-"

but the girl was abit fierce sia..hahax sjb also. When we got to Victoria i was damn amased and of course, green with jeleoussyy! how caan...their school was drop dead gorgeous manx..a gym thrice the size of bhs's, the library also damn big. SO many floors (6 i thnk), the pond area [duno how many feet with so many ex ex fishes], urghh...it pains me to say anymore =X . Ok, anyway, the audithorium wasnt tt impressive..hahax. seems small, and the band concert..hmm, im kinda surprised they can get silver for SYF sia... their way of performin was like always havin some1 stand up to solo...then always the soloist play wrongli or no sound -_-. spoil the concert! Anyway got to know a new band song today, Sea Breeze...whao..the solo trumpeter damn cool sia. go in front stage ...feng guang ah!

After the concert Andrew was like askin me go play pool/go arcade...gee damn sorry sia..hahax. was abit tired then, so in e end nv go. paiseh eh. sumore jianwei in e end also cannot come out..ke lian ke lian. hahax next time bah. -Kungfu man-

And yeah,today my chinese tutor got er, sacked?resigned? urghh..duno, cos she set fees too high for my bro, $190/month for 2 hrs/week. hahax, but then good la no need me to be middle man liao always ask this ask tt for my mum juz to negotiate prices -_-. I HATE MIDDLEMAN JOB

-ciao

11:58 PM;

Sunday, September 05, 2004

title:{ +!C0MPLETE DAY!+}

Woke up 10+ today...whao..finally i realised the importance of wakin up earli!! Cud do so many thinggS! After breakfast studied organic chem then went out to study at around 1pm. was supposed to get my present from elynn but she said she cudnt pass me at that time =\. proceeded to PS..hehe of coz, walked up to the arcade first la. Played that percussion master and unlocked yet another song! WAhaa.but haven try..then went on the the pf machine..whooao. First time try to hit the machine softly sia..got effect.hahax..like cud play better.wwooohooo!

Then walked to YMCA and started studyin after half an hr at the arcade. finished up organic chem and started SS- switzerland. yeeaaa..and i finished it all by around 5.15pm! YAHOO!! And many thanks to angel sia..my sms online dictionary =D oh yeah, there was this ex guy and his ex fren at the table beside me.waLAO! When his fren came he was like started all the things abt designin,mechanics, then talk abt when he got this interest..then say 1 yr 2 yr bla bla bla..NON STOP!! So hard to study sia..some chatter box he is. >_< . lucky i was at my last few pages..che

Walked over parklane, the hi-hat over there had improved..can sense now eh... then walked back to PS. wanted to take mrt back home but then walked to the arcade anyway..then met kevin,his cousins, and his CUTE SIS! WAHAHA..they went to watch Anacondas sia. O yea, kev and I were lookin at that crazy drummer when a guy in black FLEW PAST! Then he hit the Initial D machine, and some1 was playin it..bet he got the shock of his life. 2 guys came after that guy and proceeded to hit him up, just next to the initial D machine.Whaoo...like, u playin, then next to u is some vigourous fight?! LOL..thrillin eh.The guy kana hantam in the head sia..internal injury maybe. heh, then he ran away and that 2 guys later wanted to go after him to continue e fight. wakao..2 against 1 sia. Anyway its the 1st time i c fight in arcade eh..haha cool. =X anyway didnt realli like PS arcade..the atmosphere in there totally..SUX. black black 1 sia..gloomy. heh. and para para freaks gathered there..YUCK! -ciao

8:23 PM;

Saturday, September 04, 2004

title:{ Long day}

went chem tuition at Thomson again..yahoo got 26/35 for the first time! A good start to get back my confidence in chem..juz hope ill be doin well for prelims. Went home after that..duno why but i was damn tired..slept like twice today. wierdo

had been a long day sia, when i woke up the 2nd time it was night. Cudnt study much today...my brain is tired i guess. shall go YMCA mac tomorrow mornin..hope to be able to finish up chem by tmr..aint got enuf time man!!! Alrighty--ciao

7:46 AM;

Friday, September 03, 2004

title:{ Physics practical / Kevin's SIs...=D}

hmm din realli wana blog today..but oh manx..juz drop by to add somethin.. havvent been updatin for a long time eh. feel abit tired of bloggin recently hahax. today ph practical was juz ok, cud finish the stuff on time, always had a good 2-3mins before the change or end of practical .

went home, studied the chem chapt on fuels and fell asleep. went out later in the nite ,was suppose to meet traces to play arcade for awhile then go find presents for the libras at bugis, but communication breakdown, so she was goin home whe i asked her wad time wana go.lol. anyway i juz walk abt lo,went ps, walk to parklane,walkin to bugis tt time traces sudenly call, ask me go ps, says that kevin bringin his sis there also.hahax..and guess wad his sis is damn cute!! Yeahh..so cute sia. hahax..so kev..muz bring ur sis out everytime now!

studied speed of reaction when i came home.yup, hope to pass chem.

-->O manx,this pic looks damn evil >_< [my eyes!]

-->Woohoo! A real live YUNA! CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO CHIO!!!

11:59 PM;