2 days nv blog liao i thnk..haha. yesterday wanted to ..but stupid internet turn against me again. sianded . haha. cheer ..hm. seems like time is realli runnin out..they are arrangin to pract till nite tmr? die la...hope the breakdance part ill pass. realli h0pe it'll be a success..hope the class spirit would be around to support it yeah. once i get down to somethin theres no way im gona turn back..wana join then do it to the best of my power? if everytime sian sian towards it..nthn will turn outta it la..so ill do it to my best ability.if sian sian might as well not do the cheer at all =P my mind is set. =)







oh yeah..today just watched cyndi's mtv ai ni again..waha..after watchin it for the duno wad time sudenly felt she very cute hm...s0 shex now my Lp = P yeay..she so chio. =)
tommorows chinese O levels liao..good luck to me hah. as well as every1 la. h0pe ill at least achieve B3 hehe. i shall stop the bloggin now..g0na do Amaths . adi-os

gotta keep it short..11.30pm liao. so fast sia. went to school.
-tok cok
-kana caught for long hair
-decided to cut hair at REDS in bugis in the afternoon
-day went quite well xcept at the end tt stupid sf so siao cha bo but see her use moi like chu qi tong lidat that mo yang abit too funny tt i actually LOL [><]




At Bugis...
-since there liao shud go arcade
-me lo0k like 16 and ab0ve of coz can enter to play
-played pf : AHD,Across the Nightmare, Sailing Day!, er..final song forgot
-got alot of feng guang coz all the lan ppl at that time. so 1 big crowd c me play wahha
-went to REDS
-cut hair then like looks damn short. sigh. mainly coz e sidex >_<
-hair stylists got me to buy some 'Water Matrix' thing whaha..the name itself is cool so i bought

Then got home tried doin some questions so tt can AG.. waha. and juz realised the songs on the blog actualy other ppl cant hear >_< like h0wwww.. haix. better find a good server soon. k thats all 11.35pm lia0...need ta conc at sch tmr again. CiAo

Ps: H0pe my hAirsTyle Aint wIerd Tmr SiA!! And btw..my spidey disp pic g0t stoLen )=

im supposed to be lyke packin up stuff for deh shit schl tmr but im still bl0ggin haha. sian la go to sch see all that stupid faces of miss ho . pikachu .ginna and the lim soon lye and that act power OM..sighh. siaanded. marcus just said smthn about flyin to iraq to release the next nuclear missle to singapore..lau.then say aim home affairs so can spread to aim BhS..hmm not a bad idea la.bt shall be against it for now cos i haven take O level ...must take le then bomb! yeah! and i mean BOMB! Waha. Still have maths hw left not done..sigh. see liao like damn sian lo..hope tmr i can wake up on tyme. its just so disheartening to think that hols are over yeah..hate it. Shall change the blog skin to the school sux skin today! HAH ciao.

N	Naive
I	Industrious
C	Cute
H	Hardworking
O	Overwhelming
L	Lively
A	Adventurous
S	Skillful

t0day tiution was cancelled..then went out to study..erm. almost. supposed to go esplanade..but when i reached city hall..duno y. walked the route towards marina and missed the esplanade route completely-_-. so i ended up naturally at that marina arcade la .duh! then played $2 pf..onli to realise that the hi-hat was out of order.cheat money lo..sumore the credit already inserted. >_< lfq. shud have at least placed a LARGER notice sia..place one small piece of paper on the hi-hat hu will notice (>_<)! hi-hat still so important..sigh. then played initialD ..seriously gettin more addicted towards it..but like still lan. sigh. y cant get pass that car sia! anyway walked to esplanade eventually.little did i expect, some guy came up to me to ask the direction to marina bay..and er. i dun go there so like cant help. then he ask me help him n go find wif him n keep sayin sorry make me tired..like walau lo. dot. sjbdr. and he gets tired so easily...must rest 10mins? haix..felt like just walkin off..mo ming qi miao.anyway i did not la..im a hao singaporean.nt like some ppl..sux like hell. like find wif him half an hr..pathetic le -_-. then chu en called and we arranged to meet at bugis in 15mins. lol. didnt even get the chance to enter esplanade. saw ian, siew chung and some other of their friends at bugis arcade. also saw the HI eugenes playin some car racin game. i finaly passed sailing day extreme by myself sia..and this is damn cool..play till stick fly out summore. hahx. realised ian play the songs level all also close to mine =D bt i kinda prefer the way he plays sia..got style 1. hah. gotta train. then a suay thing happened.lost me wallet ..rather it got stolen when i left it at the side of the pf machine. shit it sia..patheticly cs singaporeans..im more and more turned off by em...irresponsible unhonest C.S freaks..fuckers..cant understand why they just cant kindly bring it to the counter. bastards! uncoothe. this is the 2nd time i lost my wallet in bugis..shit it. along wif my EZ link card also..the most troublesome thing in the world. if onli i had took out the card earlier..so now im left with nthn. and a missing card that im tryin to hide from my parents. idiot..whats wrong with me =_=. maybe thats a retribution for me "lyin" bout goin out ta study..sigh. whatever

sigh lately as the days goes by i seriously feel more and more transparent to everyone. when did such a thing start? perhaps a few weeks ago..few months ago? maybe just a year ago? yeah now its gettin pretty obvious ya...seems as though the whole world doesnt see my existance anymore.tou ming is wat i am...some non-existance loner. hate this world. hate singaporeans.hate the s0ciety.hate me. feel like just givin up on the world nowadays.. not that the people around me would notice anything.. just like my friends.. perfectly no one would even notice if i were to just disappear yeah. the invisibility of me have even started to act up on relatives heh. ran into my uncle at serangoon station, said hallo to him n it seemed tt he gave a slightest response..either he accidentally moved his hand or maybe he hasn't even noticed me. heck. some joke heavens tryin to play on me yeah? well ill be enjoyin it dont worry. itsss so fun. sick and tired of the fucked up world. maybe ill try migratin ... sick of singaporeans . suck. >_< [g0in mad s0on]

t0day when i w0ke up i was fully dizzy like some kind of a undead creature. hmm could simply fall asleep in any environment when im in this state..sigh.truly tired i am. Anyway went to meet up with tristan and sarah for chem tiution again..this time i wasnt late...err..almost. was like on the dot when i reached that area..maybe abt 2 mins passed while i was walkin to the bus stop? hehee..and i left my hp in my dad's car...got me worryin for nothing during chem tuition. Hmm, used sarah's hp to call my hp twice.hmm, that new "cant help falling in love" rock version ringtone of mine must have been so cool sia..too bad i din get to hear it as it was back at h0me. Oh yea..the haze is back again eh? Suay lo..no wonder ive been having the runs as well as coughs the past few weeks..with addition to the dust emmited from the groundfloor of my flat due to unneccesary construction..hmm..truly devastatin...im goona die =X nows 12.35am...im so dead. tommorows the 8.30am meetin at newton..better not be late. h0pe ill pass the no-more-late test tmr morning. I'll change my lifestyle..tts wad im g0na d0! hahah..lookin at my desktop now..its soo packed with cheersongbleah.mp3/.wav , cheersong2nd.mp3/.wav, cheersongfinals.mp3, cheer1st.mp3...blahblahblah.. stupid mixing of songs sia so mah fan. shAll be the last time im mixin a cheer song =_= lei.
PS: Cant wait to buy ffx-2 + last mission heh=P




should be d.a.m.n c.o.o.l =]

t0day went to jori's chalet early in the morning. once
again i was late for the meeting up at toa payoh
to start the journey towards pasir ris..hmm..only
for a mere 15mins? =X keke..this is getting from
bad to worse..made a promise today to keep myself
early for any meetings in future...[of course.except
meetin people like cheryl.wahah..she will also late
for 1hr =x] back to topic, we went up to the chalet
and realised this chalet was more of like er...triplet
couple's chalet? with an addition of lower sec canoeists..
hah..dramatic.with addition of bernice, me and sarah its
practically a wierdo combination of a group chalet...

went to wild wild wet from morning till evening..bathed
and i stood standin there like a fool outside the girls
bathin area waiting for those "aunties" =X hahax..keke practically its cos the real aunties bathed way too long makin them que up for damn long for a cubicle. Ate shrooms
burger meal again since i was damn hungry. this was followed by sphegetti from pizza hut after those 2 girls
finished bathing..sigh..was drained..totally.wanted to go
roller blading but ended up doing nothing cos the shop closed at 7pm and when we arrived there it was already 6.50pm. heh..what luck.went to the band chalet..gee its kinda wierd but the band chalet for today was onli for guys...the girls only start rolling in tomorow...haha. wierd.hmm bt i somehow seemed to prefer being at the band chalet compared to jori's group chalet? haha wierd feeling ..im not in the band or anythin.nor am i close to those ppl there..lolx. nvm..band does rox my sox. =P will join band in tP next time.
soon nite came. went to the arcade to play a few games of pf..like woohooo...so happy i managed to pass spring advance with bass..however its a fail for babina. che..
bass is hard..maybe its due to lack of practice.ill master
it one day. yea..at 9pm my dad called up. he and his ap..he never seems to change sia..onli 8 miss calls and he blows up like ive done somthin wrong..wats more was that the night was still young..he needn't show his ap that fast to me does he? all he ever does was to say and ask what he wants to ask, then hang up to phone rudely bfor i could explain anything to him. blooddeee..! >_< cant stand it sia...maybe its because of my results? heh..as if i did not try scoring...my fault la!.haix what to do..gotta live with it be it good or bad..sigh...
finaly sent ber home to tp which took abt 1hr and i got home at 11.10pm..h0pe alls well for the comin prelim. ciao

like wow today i feel totally trapped at home apart from going
for a swim at csc.noticed a group consisting of 2 guys and 2 girls
in the pool who were extremely loud in their vocal conversations.like..
really playful. hm, guess these people come from those well known schls?
2 guys are like posers while both girls are like super duper onto the
guys which can be evident that they're from a all girls sch? haha..
me and my stupid stereotypin =P finished about 3 summaries for english
so far..not gonna do the compre. hope raj n po wont mind eh? Ive
tried me best =D kaykay.and about that freaky cheer song im comin
up..all the endings of all three versions are kinda freakin me out
considerin the amount of unfittin feelin as well as crappy,noisy endin.
guess im juz not good at remixin songs still. I'll try one last shot at
it if i've time...gee...what am i sayin? I've got to mix it before like
the opening of school! the cheer is on 2nd of july...damn fast a feelin
if you'd ask me.tmr im goin for jori's chalet i guess...gona try wild
wild wet.hahaz..cheryl why dont you just give 1 day off to thomas and chanyu
to go www? lolx..it'll be a great feeling leh =X. keke me and my crap.
gtg liao..gonna finish at least 2 more summaries...and its 12...gota
go catch show on tv. ciao

w0ke up around 11.30am today.found 5 miss called from miss jays-dearie.
=/ t0day seems like a biatch if you'd ask me. mornin turned out fine.
stir fried some noodles for breakfast n headed in front of the com
again..sigh.boring.1 pile of hw not done.then the sky turned gloomier
and gloomier..sigh, seemed to have brought my spirits down and even
more as no one was home? ssadded. duno why i get this depressed feelin
all over me at times..heh gues im tired by this fucked up w0rld.0r
rather maybe onli singapore..guess migratin might help? >_< tired.

0h yeh...yesterday went to ECP after meetin up with my pri sch
frenx at bugis.sheena has changed to become more sexy ya..
wee jun became more mature in a sense..hmm. zhengying..hah..still
the same, but with braces..how bout tt ghim seng..sigh. no point
sayin..haha. still STA-ish. =X Andrew ...hm, bcome very pro..
nT to express..wow.and i juz realised he's studyin now in tt
private school opposite novena church.hah..so can ask him out for
lunch nowadays maybe.when we reached ECP no other stamfordians were at
the pit stupid sia. they jolly well noe how to inform ppl
if they changed the time?they aroudn 6 pm then reach lo, just
the time when we had to return our bikes >_< but neh mind lar...
since they din realise...sigh..forgiven i guess.. now the
most interestin part..we had to walk all the way from the bike shop near
macs....all the way back to pit 66! super far sia...double the dist of
macritchie even heh..keke..this is such an xperience.
che..im talkin too much again. the sun shines again eh..maybe i
should get on to my mixin of the class cheer song...ive still
got the bounce bounce stunt to get hold of >-, ciao

WAHA I kept awake from night till morning 6am..now feels kinda zombi-ish.
Anyway fiNally changed the blogskin.ff8 simply rox..gee, about the
song..hmm, can say im abit tired of it lo.. i'd rather it changed
to maybe...ragnarok flying music.ahhax..maybe ill do the ammendments
sometime.Supposed to have gone for lunch with tt sn this mornin..
sms her she replied in a very sleepy manner n in e end she went back
to sleep? =X must have watched soccer till damn late yesterday hah.

Maybe she also skipped P.A. lesson today? Oh yeah, went to
HY's bday chalet yesterday..surprisin sia.I did not even
touch any food tt night hahax. I thnk the onli food i ate
was a mini marshmello =P Later went back home at around 11pm..
sigh..abit sian ah at night no where to go.Also, on the taxi
some girl called cindy hus the organizer of the sps chalet called
me and jian jian i got pulled as 1 of the organizer? HAHA...they
find wr0ng persoN sia waha..cheh..anyway h0pe te chalet will
be a sucess.better collect the money either today or tomoro..
friday's already the chalet.i thnk so far each person muz
pay $4 or more...die sia...i planned it to be $2 1 eh...haiz
lousy planner =_- hAIx.. kk id beter go bathe now.ciao

-+-Happy Birthday Mum-+-

t0day we went ta that "yaM chA" for lunch to celebrAte
my mums bday..first time i go in this kinda place to
eat w/o beIng f0rced sia..spent like 70++ on the food.

Besides that n0thing extra0rdinary happened t0day..kinda
sian. And my mum juz told me earlier that i cud stay
h0me and not go malacca for this week..hm, guess ill
onli go with them for h0lidays after Os. So this comin
week i'll be as usual..packed with activities? cheh..like..
4 cheer practices, er..tuitions..mayb 3 chalets.Hy's,
j0ri's and 1 pri sch fren's chalet..haha.make pasir
ris area my 2nd home liao. And not forgettin gotta
train mi arms this week..ok,overall jY 2 myself =-X

O yeah..n my dam com keep failin to connnect into
the net..how stupid can it get >_< hate it sia...
how i wish i cud juz hit it dead...sigh..keke gtg liao
Day end for me =p

***tir3d....so tir3d sia!****

sigh todae damn lei..morning rush go schl for
cheer (mei xiang dao all of them also late) then
after that went to tP arcAde then followed by going
back to n0vena to meet sarah n tristan for chem
tuition..=X n liew..i was the onli 1 who didnt
do that chem worksheet>_< so sia suay. hAh..gee..guess
mrs tan's also disapointed in me chem result ba..
sigh hope i do better next timee by o level.

Regardin today's cheer practice...hmm..hai
ha0 bah...better train at gym so0n..if not tt
sarah hafta get ready her insurance liaoxx =D
so fAr onli manage to get dah swing & lifting
stunts workin...about the liftin of her on
1 hand is still n0t successful>.< keep shiftin
my hand unknowingly sia...w0nder wadx wr0ng wif mi..
h0pe wif more pract we'd suceed heh
Oh yeah..after chem tuition felt damn tired,
ber called me sayin shex called siok ting to go
play pool tonite..however st wanted it tmr? perhapx
tristan wud b goin too tmr nite..hahax...hope im
not that tired tmr nite..even thou i felt zombi-ish,
i continued to go for a swiM after tuition lolX...sjB
rite..hehx. thAtx me =) h0wever I felt better after
swimIng...it sorta helped get rid of those terrible
aches d0ne by my damn bag of chem bks [>.<]

chehx. dam tired..hmm, br0 came back frm camp
liaox...haha hez got alot of bited from those
small flyin beasts there in the jungle..wahA..
its an unforgettable xperience for him yeah

cAmpx rox.. =P remInds me of OBs sometimes..
heh.sometimes wish i could get back to tt time
where youwei n yub where my onli bhs pals in teh grp.
those group of girls consistin of inch,kirstin,
erm...wads the 0thr gers name? =x o yeah..anyways.
whateva their names were..their fo0d was simply
greAt..no matter how burnt! HAH. Oh yeh and
the more loner gers group consistin of tracy
and geradine..hmm, they dun seem to have a
gd start mixing wif the girls? So they were
closer to the guys, like me,yw,stanley, kenneth
and kenneth.hahx..i guess tt memories stuck
deep in me liao.till the very day all of
us c0nfessed 0ur laz w0rds and cut the strings
,releasin the 0nce tied web of strangers turned
family. Its dam nice noeing these guys man...gee
but memories are just memories..hah. they'renice but thats all they are. s0 keep em i will
=P k lA..so dam late liao 11pm >_< suposed to
be asleep bt all thxn to my stpid useless com which]
can nv perform a duty like acessin the internet
right, resultin in me havin to type this on my
dad's laptop in my parents room...alort of hidin
of wad i type lo..xin ku [-_-]

0k,I..sIgn 0Ff liAo --->tmr stil got cheer pract.and i cant seem to train the hand stand yet >_<

heyheyx..this is my f|rst attempt at seriously
mAking a blog..gee..stpiD cherYl dowana help
me...like damn bad lo. this kinda thing also
dowana help..lao [><][but at last she helped me
with the music part..so still ok la ] waha! =P
Anyway still experimentin..sigh. Hope i can keep bloggin
and not give up halfway? Hope the same goes for
mi game..yah. Cyber Xchange that game..like recently
after the first crap release thn no more inspiration...
better gather more inspiration soon..

Jori juz msg me , telling me that im in deh class cheer!
like..wat the! I only told evelyn if realli no one then
call me...but that was yesterday...and like..so sOoN?!
[-_-] kEke..nvM..hahahx..sorry 4e1s...paRd0n mE if I
duI mI lIan hor..keke =-X lol...and now is 11.45pm?
sigh had a pretty long day..around 2 more weeks to sch
reopen and i haven done a singly hw..hope to be able to
catch up with my studies by august...

ok anyway..i go le. this is my first post...hopefully not
laast. hehee

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