pissed
Friday, November 13, 2009
This place has officially become a platform for me to curse/swear/complain/vent my frustrations/etc etc since i cannot verbally express myself and if i keep everything in, i'll just explode.
1.
my com is giving me problems. fucking piece of machinery... i have no idea whats wrong with it but it keeps freezing everytime i open a folder. Wtf. its not suppose to give me problems la! ITS FAIRLY NEW and fucking ex. stupid piece of shit.
2.
I'm not going to finish studying reality check: its friday night and i can sit here typing about the frustrations that i'm feeling but not get down and do work. Which equates to: i'm pretty much screwed.
3.
I just saw a post on fb that made me so uncomfortable and pissed. The fact that i have no idea why i'm actually feeling that way is making me even more frustrated. its not supposed to be like this! but no one said its mine anyway.... just my stupid, wishful thinking...
Bottom line:
I'm going crazy.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:45 PM
Monday, October 12, 2009
wth... i've had it. GREAT.... thanks ah...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
7:14 AM
Fuck you MS word
Sunday, September 13, 2009
Mkt report due wed... already did 2.5/4 pages. The file was fine this morning. later in the day when i went back to it, it was REVERTED back to the 0.5 page that i only did 2 days ago. wtf? WTF!!!! why it happened, i dont know. but i'm fucking pissed right now.
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
2:00 PM
crap...
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
FUCKING SHIT.... I feel like crap... i'm so going to break down soon..............
dont mind me... i'm just destressing...
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
10:59 PM
contradictions
Friday, September 04, 2009
I'm feeling very uneasy these few days... and i'm currently feeling very unsatisfied with the way things are right now yet i know i should be content. I want progress yet i fear losing everything i have now. i'm caught between contradictions after contradictions all because i'm too afraid to risk it. 3 more month? 4? when the time comes what happens next...?
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:12 AM
Yes arr!!
Sunday, August 09, 2009
Biz School won the annual rag and flag again this year! Cool seh! Well, guess i really missed out on the excitement >.< oh well! BizAd Kemmama! Ole Ole ah ah! =D
Well, i'm so super excited about tomorrow's outing now. 15 of us going out after so long! even those 'long time no see' faces will be going tmr! exciting! first time i bought 15 tickets in a row la... Even the guy at the counter was stunned. He was like huh?! 15? paying by cash? CASH?! Haha! Damn funny!
seems that these few days are loaded with HTHT. Haha! abit emo but LIFE GOES ON YA?! =D
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
12:46 AM
Book Craze~
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Well, i've been on a book craze lately. like i've been cooping myself in the room just reading for hours at a time! just finished jodi picoult's "My Sister's Keeper" which was alright. the story was not really what i expected but the twist didn't really give me that 'OMG!' exciting feeling but more of the 'WTH?! like that also can...' kind of feeling which kind of puts me off. Haha. but the ideas in the book are pretty controversial... which is kind of interesting to see how the story is going to unfold since she has a knack for writing stories with situations that make you torn in two. (well, from what i've seen from her other titles) so yeah, interesting but i felt abit cheated in the end... haha.
ok, another book i just finished today was "Sing to the Dawn" which in my opinion turned out pretty crap... i didn't like it at all. Sure it was about female rights and equality in a poor village or smth but the main character was so headstrong about going to the city to study despite the fact that she's taking her brother's chance yet when she's about to leave, she was being so reluctant and undecisive to the extent that she didn't feel like going anymore! wth?! she should have considered THAT point before fighting to grab that opportunity in the first place... feeling sad i can understand... feeling sad til the point she's getting 2nd thoughts doesn't sound like she can do much with that education that she CLAIMED with so much fervour in the first place when convincing her dad. so in the end she went but i actually favoured her brother going towards the end of the book.
anyway... anyone has any nice books to recommend? i'm running out of stuff to read. Haha~ going to read "The Story of Edgar Sawtelle" next. hope its nice... smth i picked at random the last time. well, Ja ne~ :)
--Mary HAD a little lamb--
4:13 PM
