No siree.

I'm a troublemaker. I told you that come what may, I'd stay by you, but you didn't take my word, and now you're regretting.

Natalie
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"Piss off."

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Monday, August 31, 2009 | 5:04 PM

Liting, so are we set for tomorrow?

Text me ASAPPPP.

Sunday, August 30, 2009 | 10:27 PM

Formula 1 Update!

Ferrari's Kimi Raikkonen takes FIRST POSITION, after aeons!!!!!
Second comes the crazy Force India drive, Giancarlo Fisichella

SPA-FRANCORCHAMPS, Belgium is one crazy track with the most action at the turns, downhill, getting thrown at 3-5Gs going uphill at 320km/h and long straights with KERS systems that will send up to almost 90% of horse power and not forgetting the S chicanes and the large hairpin.

Next race will be at Monza, Italy which is a relatively easy track with many long straights and wide turns after Monza, F1 would be heading down to the Marina Bay circuit in Singapore from the 26-28th September!

OH. EMM. GEE.
Can you really, find some crazy fan of F1 just like me?

I love Formula 1.

:D

I am getting lazy to continue this blog as blogger is being a total bitch.
One of my good friends suggested changing to either Xanga or OnSugar (which looks like a cute web 'cause they have a star icon! Instead of the yucky B for Blogger icon that you see in your URL bar if you are using MF of IE7 and above.)

Should I continue blogging?

Or stop?

Voice out pleeeeeeease.

Goodnight!

Saturday, August 29, 2009 | 10:28 PM

I love my boyfriend.

I love SOME of the girls.

Goodnight!

Wednesday, August 26, 2009 | 6:24 PM

You don't deserve it.

Really, you never did 'cause you never possessed the ability to lead and control.

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K whatever, so I trimmed my hairrrrrrrrrrrrr, its so much more tamed right now. :D
(siti, don't be jealous!)

Yeah and mum/sister/niece/dad/grandma/maid (in short, the whole family) is at loggerheads right now.
Damn noisy, stressful environment.

I hate my mum.
I hate my sister.

OMG, piss off.

NBCBBBBBBB.

P.S; Teacher's Day rehearsal tomorrow! Great.

Monday, August 24, 2009 | 8:29 PM

after a week-long hiatus......

I'm back and updatinggggg.
First blog I went to was Siti's and I saw this.
"NATALIE RMBR ISAAC CHAN FRM MARIS STELLA HIGH?
HHEHEHEHE."
Hahahaha, Siti could not keep her eyes off him, but you have to admit, HE IS SOOO DAMN CUTE!

Okay Natalie, you have a boyfriend remember.

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(BTW, I'm not gonna blog about everything that happened)

The past few days have gone past pretty fast and all my malay girlfies are fasting right now, which reminds me that IT IS ALREADY END AUGUST.
Like seriously, I still can remember how I'd groan about how slow 2009 would pass, looks like its an understatement!

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Anyway, I caught The Proposal with Faizul yesterday after weeks of date-hiatus and yeah, we managed to snag some time for ourselves on the weekends besides seeing each other in school and after school.
The Proposal is a really good movie and its really sweet, I almost teared at one part.
And at the same time, its funny and "sick". Hahahaha.
Overall I rate it 4.1/5.0.

SO GO WATCH IT K PEOPLE!

Next movie, Orphan!

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Kay, so my day was..........smooth until (blank) just had to assume things.
Please, its not what you think it is and who would even do it in a wide open space in the canteen IN SCHOOL?
Who'd wanna make out in school, like ew please. (there I said it)
You don't even know what happened and even if we explained, you wouldn't believe 'cause you already look at us in one shade of colour, nothing else, besides you're one who pulls our class morale down.
Go figure.
I hope you're happy 'cause this is happening all over again.
"In my world" mulut kau ~~sangat~~ besar sangat bodoh.

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Debate was............................................no place for a bimbo like me.
Mariam did great, talking at super sonic speed.
I have no shit about debate and I had no idea what educator-jury dunno what thing meant, which actually simply just meant judge.
So yeah, apparently, I DO NOT WATCH THE ARENA, so I have no shit about it.
Teehee!

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We give love, a GOOD name.

I miss Marilyn, Nazirah, Kelsey, Siti, Liting and so many more.
(IDK, hugs tomorrow for the first 3 babes)
Yeeargh, there's English tomorrow and Netball.

KILLJOY.

To date, its been a week and (I think this is really god-sent) I still remember a stranger's words that helped me significantly when I was in a fight. (A real stranger, a taxi driver who I started a conversation with on the way for church class)
"Its never really okay, to let the one you love to be going out with another of an opposite sex even though just for a cuppa. Unless, you don't love him and you don't mind letting him go."
Its dual meaning will bring out the reality in one relationship.
If I take the brief and direct meaning, I'll be heading the wrong way, but if I dig deeper to find the second meaning, I'll be heading the right way.
You either take it for real, or look at its other meaning.
Dynamic.
"Going through crushes, puppy love, fights, disputes and possibly a relationship will help you in any forthcoming relationships. You would not repeat the previous mistakes that you have committed, falling in love is okay as we're still young and don't have a good head on true love."

God sent his messenger! :)

Joy to the world, goodnight!

Tuesday, August 18, 2009 | 9:31 PM

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Quick update before mum kills me, CTs are tomorrow and I think I'm ready for my LITERATURE paper. I hope. (Fingers crossed)
Anyway, the past few days have been spent with the girls and hell yeah I loved it.
Padang olympic run, National day dinner.. Photos, photos and HELL MORE photos.
BTW girls, give me a week for ALL the photos to be up. (One way, or another)

Just listen, some of you may have heard it already.

I don't wanna fuss and fight no more.
So I despise that I adore.

Saturday, August 15, 2009 | 12:09 AM

Love Like This.

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Happy 2 Months to us baby!
It seems like forever that we've been together.
Yet it so fast that its already our official second month!
I love you I love you I love you.
For being tolerant, for being patient and so much more.
Hell yeah I miss you!

Luvvvvvxzxzx, your stargirl (:

Friday, August 14, 2009 | 10:45 PM

Your star girl.

zul_hizam@hotmail.com said (Yesterday at 9:01 PM):
*I misss youu baby!

farah_nazirah@hotmail.com said (Yesterday at 9:01 PM):
*I miss you. [:

MAAAAARILYN, said (Yesterday at 9:00 PM):
*I miss you (: a lot

Sweet eh? My 3 luvvs decided to "conspire" together on this, but the thing is.... I MISS YOU ALL TOO!!!

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We're crazy, we're wild and we are HOT! :D

Alrighty, so today was the Youth Olympic Countdown/Run/Walk.
It was a blast with the girls.
Photo-taking, picnic, laughing non stop, simply fun (: even though we were really tired and our feet ached badly.
At 8.30PM, I decided on Starbucks and 6 of us (Haz, Az, Liyi, Mariam, Syahirah and myself) sank ourselves there, taking photos non-stop and I was being stupid, by looking at the flashes, then most of us had a mini sugar-rush.
AND YES, Starbuck's ICED TEA LEMONADE IS GOOOOOD RIGHTRIGHT? Ask for Passion tea! Try it!!! :D

Okay, I'm off to upload photos for the night before going off to bed.
Note to self: Exco tomorrow at 8am.

Thursday, August 13, 2009 | 8:00 AM

My almost perfect plan, just had to get ruined by my fucked up mum.
Thanks alot bitch.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009 | 9:44 PM

The only reason why...

I'm online right now is to post a birthday shout-out to my one and only Maryficent!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUVV!

God bless you in whatever you do.
Whatever else there is for me to say, its all in your present.
Hope you like it!

Toodles!

Monday, August 10, 2009 | 12:12 PM

I'm semi-grounded... eeeeyergh!

hate my mum.

Piss off.

I'm one happy girl!

With thanks to Baby, Babyboo, BimboBestie, BabySSSS and Booglymoogly!
"Gawsh, I love you peepur! Teehee!" - typical Sorfi.
Anyway, my mind's in a blank right now.

"Your mum's future daughter-in-law!" HAHAHA. :D

Minus the fact that I'm (once again) fighting with my mum.
I'm at Liting's right now.
SITI I SWEAR YOU'RE MISSING OUT ON ALOOOOOOT! :O

I think I'll do my random typing of lines/thoughts tht run thru my head.
I can't think of a properly linked blog post to write.....

I met Baby's family and I miss him, speaking of which, you owe me Starbucks.

I have a Superstar girlfriend!

I wanna go out tomorrow.

This year's NDP Parade is............. o.k.

Someone buy for me F1 tickets please please please.

I want to talk to my friend coke and soak up his lameness in trying to make me laugh.

I hate fighting with my mum.

I'm going to lose someone dear and close to my heart.

Liting's probably gonna fall asleep soon on the bed.

I'm starting to get real sleepy even whilst typing all this out.

Can you say "red lorry, yellow lorry" quickly and manymany times? (RANDOM, I KNOW)

I loike reading el-nino's books :)

What else more.......?
I wanna go watch TV already!

Time checkkkk, 1.06am.
Where are you baby?
Goodnight world!

Saturday, August 08, 2009 | 5:04 PM

Its currently dddddddddddddddaaaaaaamn kecoh at Faizul's house with Mariam screaming to shut off the music, to strum longer blahblahblah.

Okay, so me, Mariam and Iqbal are over at Faizul's place playing the guitar, making covers blahblahblah :D

Exco in the morning, did stuffs, totalleh forgot to bring some important stuffs.
Sweaty, hot, sticky, eeeeeyuck.

Okay, I've got nothing much to mention since my parents are off to Malaysia.
UHHHHHHHH, I'm off to take more videos.

BYE WORLD.

Friday, August 07, 2009 | 10:21 PM

Stuck like a statue.

and staring right at you.

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I have an awesome teacher and awesome classmates (:

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Tampines with babes!

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I'm damn proud of Mariam who was really brave to sing acapella a Taylor Swift song before switching to an accompaniment infront of a crowd at Tampines Mall! :D Good on you! <3 babeh!

Before I forget, babyboo! "Before U Go" is sung by Stevie Hoang Ft. Mr Smith. :D

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When we just started out as merely good friends.

Every night, before I close my eyes I wished and wished for you to be beside me all thru the night.
Every day, we exchange glances where only we'd understand.
Feels as though we're in a world of our own.

Walls will eventually come crumbling down because of one small weak brick gives way under intense pressure and weight but a contractor would bring along cement, silicon and new bricks to strengthen the foundation.
At the same time, the contractor would inspect for more hairline cracks which may lead to a crumble.
Alas, the walls become stronger, better, newer, then ever.
Its some what like a relationship, where tiny squabbles will weaken the intense yearn in each other's heart.
The contractor, refers to both parties, who'd talk things out, patch things up and without a doubt, the relationship will definitely be stronger then ever before and less vulnerable.

I love you Faizulhizam.

I swore to you my love would remain and I swear it all over again and I'm never gonna treat you bad.
I never wanna see you sad,
I swore to share your joy and your pain and I swear it all over again.

The more I know of you, is the more I know I love you.
The more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more.
The more that you love me, the more that I know.
That I'm never gonna let you go, gotta let you know that I'm never gonna say goodbye.

- Westlife

I have 2 ulcers and a cut lip, great.
Exco meeting tomorrow at 8am.
Goodnight world!

Wednesday, August 05, 2009 | 7:20 PM

Patience IS a Virtue.

Yet, it has its limits, which are not meant to be trifled with.

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Damn shagged. (except for Mariam and Syahirah)

I am damnsuperduperuber stressed out right now.
I have to juggle the responsibility of taking care and educating a 9-year old Singapore education syllabus, study for upcoming schools tests, complete essays for Literature, balance friendships and so much more school-related stuffs.

Teachers in school and being total.......(!!!!!!) that just can't stop talking/commenting, well, they are after all teachers, and that is what they do.

Mainly its the taking care and completing tests part.
Its not easy to take care of a foreign student for the first year she studies in Singapore, you gotta be a tutor, guardian and family to him/her, you got to put up with the tiny little play-things she wants to entertain herself with, you got to be patient.
Something which I lack tremendously. (enough complaining/whining/blahblahblah)
So pardon me if I get moody or don't wanna entertain you in school, 'cause school's the only place where I can actually put my mind at ease.

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I owe baby a heeeee-uge apology for being a total bitch for the past few days and I know you have been putting up with me greatly.
I don't know how to express myself to you, but I truly am, sorry.

Okay, I have got to get off the computer and study for English and complete 2 Literature essays.
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEARGH.
(I hope you're happy.)
Goodbye world.

P.S. Babyboo, check "Albert Posis - For All Time" out! :D

Sunday, August 02, 2009 | 11:43 PM

I'm calling a Time-Out.

Why am I always the one?

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You girls put the Friend, in GirlFriends.

So I told a few people I'm asleep already, truth is I'm not. (well, like duh since I'm blogging now)
Anyway, I stayed up thinking to myself, do I reallyreally want this with all my heart and how can I make things better?
Everybody's changing and I too, don't feel the same with most people except for the special ones.

Nonetheless, I don't know how or what I can do or say to wake *Anne up.
Its as though long talks of doing the Right things just goes to waste, especially when *Anne doesn't heed my advice but listens to another. No doubt friends help each other, but are you truly, genuinely *Anne's friend, trying to help her when things don't seem to be going good for *Anne?
~~Kinda~~Sucks MAJOR.
You can't trust anyone in this dog-eat-dog world, we've gotta fight for our own rights, love and life. Stand up for what you truly feel, what YOU want to be and not walk in anyone else's shadow, because you are you, and not someone else's play-thing.
Like what I have always emphasized on when blogging, I'm tired of pretence.
Aren't you, *Anne?
I've got things to tell you, to talk to you about *Anne, but I know you'd just keep quiet and probably tell a close friend of yours who'd seem like the almost-perfect-best-friend.
Whatever happened to the old *Anne? The quiet yet fun one? The one who didn't bear grudges or didn't have friendship tensions?
Now, you're just like one of them in Mean Girls, The Plastics.

*Anne, I hope one day, if you ever, chance upon this.
But I can't wait forever.

P.S. Name's changed for privacy purposes. (*Anne)

Why did I jump without a parachute.
Didn't look before I leaped, oh my god what did I do?
Too busy free-falling, spending chips and balling.
'cause of what I did, now we no longer talking.
Yes I deserve it but, I didn't want it.
Tell me how to keep you here, I'm jumping on it.
I know you seen it but I didn't mean it.
We can get through this.

Alright, I have to wrap up my post now.
POA awaits, goodnight world.
PEACE.

Squealers deserve to die.

Seriously.
Especially when someone younger rats out almost EVERYTHING to someone else, like HELLO, I HAVE A LIFE DAMMIT, I don't need you to narrate whatever's going on to other people.
Like I said in my Status; "If you're gonna tell, tell it to the peacemaker, not the troublemaker bitch."
Why do I even bother putting up with this puny short stuff.

One more thing, if you think I'm stupid, think twice.

JACK OFF BITCHHHH.

Time check; 12.01am

I guess the day started out fine, but it sped downhill in the middle but rose back up a little after class, my mood fluctuates, ALOT.

After paying attention for an hour in church class today, I felt better, its as though my heart didn't feel so heavy anymore.
Especially after my mum brought me for CHOCOLATE TASTING! after church.
(I've tested and proven, chocolate does make you feel better, it release some "feel-good" hormones!)
Faith in our religion is important, and no way, from today, am I gonna take it for granted.
God really is important and we shouldn't only turn to God when in need, am I right?
(OMGeee, D's gonna be so proud when I tell him this!)

Big thanks to SitiN., Yamenellie and Hazman (yes, see your name's here) for texting me and like keeping my mind more occupied of other stuffs.

IKEA TOMORROW!
Finally, we go out!

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ION Orchard soon alrightayyyye?
Miss and Love ya!

Siti&Liting
Hurry get yourselves free 'cause I'm saving ION Orchard for the three of us!
Also, I wanna watch UP! 3D

I miss F, D, SF, S, L, M, N, K, BB and so many more, especially F so damn badly.

I flunked Chem badly, I probably got the lowest in level.
I'm humiliating myself by posting my marks and laughing at myself, OH WELL, I GOT 4/25.
HAHAHAAH, anyone can beat that?

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Meet my annoying friend, coke.
(11:59 PM) NATALIE TAN.: I'm like craving coke.
(11:59 PM) coooca colaaa: staaaree
(11:59 PM) coooca colaaa: into my picture
(11:59 PM) coooca colaaa: ice-cold coke
(11:59 PM) coooca colaaa: think abt it
(12:00 AM) coooca colaaa: hearing the "klink" of the ice cubes
(12:00 AM) coooca colaaa: add a slice of lemon for deco
(12:00 AM) coooca colaaa: take a sip
(12:00 AM) coooca colaaa: a rainbow of flavours rush into your mouth
(12:00 AM) coooca colaaa: the fizz
(12:01 AM) coooca colaaa: the sweetness
(12:01 AM) NATALIE TAN.: hahah shut up!
(12:01 AM) coooca colaaa: haha
(12:01 AM) coooca colaaa: okok
(12:01 AM) coooca colaaa: u can always make a wish upon a shooting star:D
(12:01 AM) NATALIE TAN.: Hahah, too bad there's none.
Sometime laterrrr.
(12:16 AM) coooca colaaa: and if u really want coke, I would once again advise u to go buy it cus there ain't gonna be shooting stars t'nite:) sry again.

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Hahah, you made me laugh and that's a good thing!
BUUUTTTTT, I prefer Coke to Pepsi, you?

Yeah, so.... for the F1 enthusiasts, click this. Schumi's fckn racing again! (MOST LIKELY!!!)
Okay, I reallyreallyreally wanna go for F1 this year.
Someone please buy tickets for me! or smth.

I hate it when I don't talk to my boy.

Live and let live.
Goodnight world.