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Wednesday, July 29, 2009 | 11:51 PM


Racial Harmony Day!

I am going to flood my blog with PICTURESSSS, do grab them, they WILL AND ARE up on facebook as of 12midnight, 30th July 2009!

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One's amiss!

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Racial Harmony was awesome, but there were some people I didn't manage to snap a picture with.
Oh well, there's always next year!
(:

This year's theme, BLACK AND BLUEEE!
Mainly black :D

Okay, we didn't have a chance to get a whole "121 group" picture 'cause one would be missing, as usual.
But hey, we still came together, didn't we?
Took lots of photos and I have..... 200plus photos to upload, thank god the school sold batteries!
:D

I can't say much about today, but it was great (:

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Like WOAH-OH.

Woohoo, I am one happy lark.

K, so I know I'm kinda slow but here's another one of F1 updates!!!

Hockeinheim 2006: 89eme victoire & 70eme chez Ferrari Pictures, Images and Photos
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The Prancing Horse is back baby!


SOOOOOOOO, Michael Schumacher MAY BE REPLACING MASSA for the next race set to take place for the European Grand Prix in Valencia on August 23rd.
Also, there are certain qualms about Massa's sight (click here). So yeah, Massa has been under anaesthetic and unconscious till Tuesday +GMT.
As Niki Lauda said, (and I quote) "Record-breaking seven-time F1 World Champion-turned-advisor Michael Schumacher is the best man for the job of replacing Felipe Massa at Ferrari, dismissing the Scuderia's test drivers as 'useless' and Sébastien Bourdais as 'a waste of time'. "

:D :D I SOOOO AGREE WITH YOU NIKI LAUDA!
Which test driver is actually comparable to Felipe Massa or MICHAEL SCHUMACHER?
Despite Schumacher being 40plus years in age and his finale race in Brazil, the 25 time grand prix winner (championship points okay!!), should be able to handle the likes of drivers like Sebastian Vettel, Mark Webber, Lewis Hamilton, Jenson Button, Kimi Raikkonen and his good ol' team mate Rubens Barrichello.

Yeah, but news stating that BMW Sauber will be retiring at the end of this 2009 season and (this is a casual comment) Robert Kubica may be the one who will drive for Massa.
YEAH RIGHT, Fat hope.

OMGEEE, I can sooooooo be a Youth F1 correspondent!
Okay, this is what happens when you give me TWO ENCYCLOPEDIAS ON FORMULA 1.

I. Don't. Think. I. Have. Been. This. Crazy. Before.

Hahahahaha, okay I have tuition now.
I WILL BLOG AND UPLOAD PHOTOS WHEN I GET HOME!
Goodbye!

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Sunday, July 26, 2009 | 9:32 AM


What about Formula 1?

Unusually, I am up early and I'm not too sleepy.

This current post is going to be F1 related, so if you don't follow, don't read.


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Did you watch the Formula 1 Qualifying got the Hungarian Grand Prix yesterday night?
Felipe Massa crazed into a tyre wall after something flew up from Ruben Barrichello's and hit Massa's helmet.
Causing a life-threatening accident as Massa suffered serious, life-threatening injuries including loss of consciousness and a fracture of the forehead on the left side and a fracture on the base of the skull.
Nonetheless, as you're reading this, reports have said that he's been out of surgery and recuperating well under anesthetics.

My thought;
Damn, just when Ferrari's getting back on track, this freak accident has to happen.
And its not as if Kimi Raikkonen can pick the slack up for Ferrari, he ain't doing too well himself.
And what about drivers like Fernando Alonso, Lewis Hamilton?
They are living the the smog filled trail of Carbon Monoxide and loud throttle bangs by the Brawn and Toyota team.
(Do you know how bad the fuel stinks and loud when they hit the brakes after throttle? Its fuckn loud!)
See you later suckers.

Someone buy me F1 tickets this year, pleasepleaseplease, I'd be satisfied with Walkabout tickets for Sunday :D
Think I'm gonna bug my mum, again.

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Okay, I think I'm wrapped up.
Off I go to Malaysia, I'll be back by evening/night! (because of my sister's prelims)
Goodbye world!

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Thursday, July 23, 2009 | 11:35 PM


"Usually my handwriting sucks, but yesterday night when I wrote your name in my note book, it turned out pretty good. Hi nat, I miss you so much! :)"
Naaaawh, that's damn sweet and written by the awesomely-awesome Marilyn!
Yes, I miss you too :D You owe me a date kay? (: Then we one day make Faizul worried! (Hairhairhair).



There's a major problem with Blogger.
I guess its having technical difficulties or the Google server Beta is probably bugged up.
Oh well, the IT techies better hurry and solve this problem!

Faithful bloggers all around the globe are in dire needs for photo uploader and font selections.
(Not that I am over dependent on them)

So yeah, I'm home from Tampines with Baby, finally we managed to spend some time together since tuition was cancelled.
Its been.... 2 weeks since we last went out, next outing, The Haunting alright baby?

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Amshar's pants is soooooooooooooooooooooo tapered!

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Braceface baybehs!


SPCA yesterday was GREAT, I spent time with the dogs, they were soooo adorable, although Kane hogged the black puppy with his damned shoelace, nonetheless there were dogs that kept nibbling my legs and there were bigbig dogs. Overall, it was a great experience to just spend time with the animals.
Did you know that within a week if the animals aren't adopted, the animals will go under the syringe and they are given an overdosage of anaesthetic and they die in their sleep, what's worst, the animals do not even know what's going to happen to them. Some of them are still waiting for someone to take them home.

So people, if you want to get a pet, HEAD DOWN TO SPCA AS YOUR FIRST CHOICE! (The animals there are ALREADY sterilized and trained!)

Okay, so after SPCA was Nazirah's house with Kels.
helped them with F&N and we took pictures for a game of Guess who!

So yeah, guess who kay and tag on my tagboard!
Happy guessing!

Nose.
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Head.
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Eye.
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Braceface!
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"Baby it's been a while since we connected, one night alone with me and you forget him."

Goodnight world!

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I have a topic on Euthanasia to do, 6 pages of ten-year series maths to finish up by 7.
WOW.

Goodbye world!

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Monday, July 20, 2009 | 10:49 PM


Hello world.

My day ended in a fucking flop.

I am sick of hearing the same thing all over again.

I'm sick of being nice to GUYs who bitches like girls.

I have had it with all the niceities.

I need my own time to think for now.

I'll miss you much.

I haven't got a clue on where do I go from here.

This post is very disoriented, so take your time to read everything one by one.
That's what going through my mind right now.

I really don't know why you took out a massive klump of frustration on me.
I came to school this morning sick, thought I'd feel better at the end of the day.
Looks of it, I was wrong.

I am soooooooooo failing the Chemistry, Biology and Math CTs tomorrow.
Apparently, MrA, keeps saying I'll pass.
In god's will eh?

I have barely started to study, damn this flu, damn this allergy.

I am not ready for a test, OH WELL.

Woe is me.

Also, I do not even know if training's on tomorrow, or is it not.

I kinda miss my babes, I miss last last Friday's "Bond Opportunity".
Suddenly it feels funny without them, or is it just me?

Yeah, its probably just me.

I thought of you, the one I'd never think would cross my mind ever or not for a long time, I really do miss us.
If I could turn back time to make things right, I would.
You stayed in my mind not for seconds, not for minutes, but till now, I still remember the first day, wayway back.

Do I dare say this?
Would I bring myself to tell the truth?
The absolut truth and nothing else?
In the first place, is there EVEN a lie?

Stupid cupid, stop picking on me.

I don't know if you still remember this song, but remember how the dance went?

"If you love something let it go, and if it comes back then that's how you know.
I got to the stoplight, then I made four rights, now I'm back where I've started and you're back in my life."


So dejavu, heck I do miss you, not you, you.

"I've practised this for hours, going round and round, and I think I've got it all down."

Goodbye.

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Sunday, July 19, 2009 | 11:11 PM


L I V E S T R O N G .

'cause that's what life's about, Living Strong.
I am also in a hunt-search for LIVESTRONG wristbands and other motivational ones, I forgot where I could find 'em at.

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You really do make my day baby! (Faizul, don't be jealous(: )


So yup, I caught Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince on Friday. (Yes, I know I didn't go to school on Friday) but....

HARRY POTTER IS A DEFINITE MUST WATCH.
However, I rate it only at 3.95 out of 5.
Partly because I had high expectations for the SECOND FINAL BOOK, which is much shorter than the 5th book and also, I read the whole series already, especially Half-Blood Prince.
So yeah, if you're gonna watch the movie, don't read the book as you'll be sad to find out that they cut alot of scenes from the book, read it (if you're gonna, after you've watch the movie).
So the movie was kinda short and abrupt at the end, nonetheless its a good movie.
Liting keeps saying the movie's veryveryvery good, but it definitely could have been better.
Well, we all have different opinions.

We talked, we took manymanymany pictures and there was this couple (mat/minah couple) that kept staring at us, like ya, its damn stupid to stare, can dig their eyes out.
So yup, we walked around, had our usual dose of McCafe and parked ourselves there for some time before we headed home.

Well, that's all and yup, I miss my boyfriend.

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& this is for you, only now, are you behaving in this "SUCK-UP/pretend to be kind" manner to your "brother or brotherSSSS" because you've finally realised that you're slowly losing them?
Its just too little, too late (:


Eeyurgh, fuck allergies.
I'm off to dream of dead pigs and rotten bugs.
Goodnight world.

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Friday, July 17, 2009 | 9:31 AM


Supposed to be sick..

But I'm not (:


I got bored okay and I look PERFECTLY fine, that's cause I am.

So if you was wondering why I'm missing from school today....
(and also to save myself from explaining againandagainandagain)
I have this really naaaasty allergy outbreak.
Its like mozzie bites all over my arms, legs, neck, back.
And where-ever else you can think of, scratching non-stop.
I have super-strong-super-drowsy medication that I have to take for 4weeks!
AND I HAVE TO STAY AWAY FROM NUTELLA AND BUBBLE TEA.
Booohoohoo. ):

Okay, I just got a call from Mariam with all the vulgarities hurled at me for the first minute for not attending school, typical.
Anyway, everyone sounded crazy, Jianchao was saying something about Ms Abraham, Amshar was damn happy yet regretful (incongruous), Mariam was scolding cb/nb all, Faizul was stoned.

And if you've noticed in my 2nd picture, I've printed 2 pictures out (don't even know what for), 1 that I don't need, so...... any of you girls want it?
First come first serve.


Yet again, Youtube serves as a form of Entertainment for me to kill time.

Its old, but watch it.



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Don't always think you're right, when you're wrong because its not right, when you're wrong.
I know sooooo way much more about you and your b.s.f.u. attitude then you know about my f.u. attitude.
Come on, behave more like a guy please, no doubt with a hell lotta girls who tell you about their problems, you'd become one like them, or so even worst.
Sadly, I fell into that soft spot, but I've come out of it and I'll never fall back in 'cause I know, I can't trust you, at all.
"Don't tell me who I should be, and don't try to tell me what's right for me, don't tell me what I should do, I don't wanna waste my time, I'll watch you fade awaaaaaaaaaaay."
If you gonna kick a big fuss about my boyfriend, man up and confront him, instead of bitching behind. (even though we all know that you're already doing it)

*Smiles and Beams widely*


Okay, I best be off now.
I have mooooovies waiting for me and Harry Potter with Siti and Liting later! (:
(so much for MC)

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Wednesday, July 15, 2009 | 5:23 PM


Funnily in love.

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Start of something new, or just a once-in-a-blue-moon reunion?
Nonetheless, I still love them one way-or another.


For the past few days, I've been home early, that's downright good. :)

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Alright, so I am baaaaaaaaaaaaack-to-blogging after 5 whole days of not touching the computer.
Somehow or another, I don't feel the urge to blog frequently anymore. (Hmmmm, maybe 'cause I've got nothing to blog about)

So yeah, school's been pretty much the same for the past few days, there's always english test after english test after english test and the constant dry lessons accompanied with drone teachings blahblahblah.

I don't really have much to blog about, for now 'cause I'm still a little woozy from my E.D.

I'd never thought I'd say this for a long time...
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But its finally our first.
With lots of love from me to you. (:


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SitiN., I need to talk to you.

Marilyn, Kelsey, Nazirah, Inqa!!!!

I MISS YOU ALL LIKE PSHPFTZXZXZ!


I'm online and talking to Keith about Escape The Fate, hahahaha wow, I must be crazy.
Just watch the video la.


For the sake of watching.

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Friday, July 10, 2009 | 8:38 PM


Let's get crazy!

Get up and dance, do your thing.

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Kewl ah kewl! :D


I feel damndamndamndamndamn happy after I got to spend quality time with Baby.
Laughing, poking, teasing, "merajok"-ing all within a period of 2 hours, we rock eh? (:

Also, I finallyfinallyfinally caught up with Sorfina whom I've not really seen for like........ever since school reopened, blonde/bimbotic moments after school, non-stop talking. :D (L) ya.
Stayed in school till about 2.30pm before going home and guess who I saw in the bus? Heheheh.
Went home and then I headed out as there was nothing to do except to rot, met Faizul, handed Mariam her take-home-test and off to Tampines to have lunner(lunch-dinner) boyfriend's treat.
No money bubs. :S
28 home with Baby and we crapped and laughed about almost everything and anything.

Many "Its been a long time" happened today.
Went to school with Hazirah after god-knows-how-looooooooooong.
Photo opportunity with the girls during recess, finally sat in the middle (and not away) with them and crapped.
I felt happy today.


:O Marilyn just texted me and she says she misses me!
I MISS YOU TOO LOVE!!
No doubt, I miss my juniors Kelsey, Marilyn, Nazirah, Inqa and the other girls!!!

I phucking miss SitiN. for nuts.

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Wednesday, July 08, 2009 | 4:48 PM


So wrong, its right.


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'cause who are we, are we, are we?

1 problem now and I'm waiting for people to 'fess up and clarify things.
STEP UP.

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All the best to Babyluvvvvvv for HMT O's oral today!
I'm home early and its a good thing 'cause my niece and sister aren't home from school today.
Which is a good thing 'cause you have your own time to do your own things around the house without anyone hogging anything.

Starbucks with SF and we talked about stuffs and he has munted-retarded-crazy fingerFINGERS!! So I "paid" off my last Caramel Frappe. (If I keep paying for you, I'll go broke!)

School was......... the same, fact, after the holidays school just got waaaay more boring and dry.
Classes are starting to drag, I keep forgetting to pack my bag, I keep falling asleep in class.
Difference is that we're now sitting exam-styled and that we have to take our temperature twice daily and I go to school early... well, almost everyday.
Yeeeeargh.




Dry.
Dry.
Dry.
Dry.
Dry.
I have nothing else to blog about, someone suggest something and I may consider.

Stop behaving like a girl, for crying out loud you're 15 and a guy. Geez.

K, I miss my boyfriend.
Bye.

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Tuesday, July 07, 2009 | 8:25 PM


Since she's Marilyn...

She reads this page everyday and suggested to me to blog about her.
And since I've got nothing else to blog about.........
here it goes. (FYI, you can skip this whoooooole post 'cause its for her only)

Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*YOU LOVE ME MORE THEN YOU LOVE FAIZUL RIGHT ?! (:
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*he tricked me into saying that you loved him more ! (:
faizul - says:
*=0=)
faizul - says:
*OH YES I DID!
faizul - says:
*=)
NATALIE TAN. says:
*huh? Marilyn how he trick you?
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*He was like.
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*Marilyn i need to tell you something.
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*(got freaked out like someone's dying or something )
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*then he was like promise me you'll say yes.
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*I WAS LIKE OKAY :-O (still freaking out )
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*Then he was likeeeeeeeee
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*NAT LOVES ME MORE RIGHT ?!
faizul - says:
*HAHAH!=)
NATALIE TAN. says:
*HAHAHAHAHA! He played with your mind!! (!!!!!!!!!!!)
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*YA HE DID !
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*SUDDENLY SO SERIOUS .
faizul - says:
*OH yes I DID!=)
Maaaaaaary, It's black, it's white. says:
*I THOUGHT SOMEONE WAS DYING :-O

Hahaha, okay so with some info shared lemme get started with this post.

Meet Marilyn...
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Since she wants me to blog about her.........
She's "shy" at first but once she knows you....its the complete reverse! So we knew each other through.... Netball. We're 2 veryveryvery crazy people who'd pay more attention to Nata, cameras and funny poses. But we'd really concentrate whilst eating, AHEM-Marilyn eats ALOT.
:D
People say we look alike, they'd go like this, "Muke samer sia!" But I doubt so.... justify me please.
Also, she owes me an outing and I owe her nothing (:
(L) you looooooads and ya, I AM STILL TALLER, like by 1 cm.
Awesome-nesszxzxzxzxz!
Hahaha, damn I miss you.
:S

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All Or Nothing.


Secondary 1.
Where all of us connected and clicked easily, sharing laughter. It was an all-girls clique or what we'd proudly call "121-Gang", 9 of us from different classes, different backgrounds, different interests, different pasts. But we got closer each time there was any opportunity for us to bond, we'd take "121" pictures whenever all 9 of us were sitting at the same table, everyone would be talking to everyone and we'd be in our own world.
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Secondary 2.
Soon enough, all of us were mixed up in different classes again. With controversy over rumours and each of us detested one of us within the group. Nevertheless, our bond got stronger after some time and we had 2 more that joined us. Rough-edge times and eventually we broke off into different groups within a group. We fought over boys, lines, copycats, bitching, gossip, rumours and everything and anything.
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Secondary 3.
Kiss my sass goodbye to "121". Heated arguments, breaking up of the group, fighting over boys...blahblahblah (kinda hurts and at the same time angry to blog about the matter, but its reality and its what happening/has happened) So yeah, everyone's in their own circle of friends enjoying their school-life now, no one's complaining, so all's well that ends well.
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One thing's for sure, we still do take any opportunity for the girls to have a picture perfect Kodak moment. No matter how much we may detest each other.
What can I say, girls will be girls.
See?


All we have to do now is love one another.
Sisters and brothers can all live as one.
And all we have to do now is show one another.
We all need each other to love as one in love.
- A1


Disclaimer; I do not mean anything besides what I type in this post.
Okay, goodbye and happy birthday to Zul!

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Saturday, July 04, 2009 | 12:53 PM


Believe your heart.

I may have my own things, but one things missin'
Miss Independent is hoping to spend alittle time
I may have my own things, but one things missing
Miss Independent loves the way you shine.

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I feel like going to Swissotel today, but I think I have church class but on the calender it doesn't reflect today's date.

I need my Liting-Siti Antidote like stat-pronto!
I miss you girls heaps I swear, especially SitiN. (we haven't met since like.........6 June and I WANT MY PRESENT!)
Monday come quick!


Just listen to the song.




AYG photos are uploaded on Facebook already!

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Friday, July 03, 2009 | 10:34 PM


I did not start it.

You just had to continue it.


So...........my day ended down in the dumps but thanks to TF who I met up with and made me feel better whilst talking, thanks for the drink (:
Putting that one side, I shall blog about.............

Asian Youth Games 2009

(Don't gush over the athlete in the first picture, even though I know some will.)
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AYG, AYG and more AYG for this whole week.
Saturday was the preview show.
Thursday was the visit to the Games Village.
Friday was mending the booth at the Games Village.
So yes, there were many hot athletes, hot facilitators/guides (Lin Ken/Alex)
Many photo-takings but a number of images didn't turn out clear, I wonder who was taking the pictures for the first day.
Day two (at the booths), LOTS of students and everyone came to our booth for the medals that we were giving out, but it was alright I suppose, we made new friends :D
Ended at 4plus and we were dismissed from Swissotel.

Many thanks to Mr Leonard for helping out and giving us $5 allowance per student, Excos don't forget to give him a great credit on Teachers' Day!
Everyone now knows that Sorfina is tagging along the Kyrgyzstan swimmers (where some of them are hot), HAHAHA the girls are all envious!

Geez, this is just the AYG, not the YOG yet.
The next year excos are super lucky that they'll be hosting the YOG country, which means.... USA (!!!!!), Australia (!!!!!), South America, Europe (!!!!!!), New Zealand (!!!!!).
Lucky people.



Till then.

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