I thought that you're a heartbreaker.
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Sunday, November 30, 2008 | 11:20 AM


NUROFEN-SCHMUROFEN.


What kind of 14-year old would have to take Nurofen?!
Unfortunately, I do.
Its a very strong analgesic pain relief medication for headaches, etc.
But it works fast, its like Panadol extra.

I was reading up on Migraine and..

Prodrome phase
Prodromal symptoms occur in 40–60% of migraineurs (migraine sufferers). This phase may consist of altered mood, irritability, depression or euphoria, fatigue, yawning, excessive sleepiness, craving for certain food (e.g. chocolate, stiff muscles (especially in the neck), constipation or diarrhea, increased urination, and other visceral symptoms. These symptoms usually precede the headache phase of the migraine attack by several hours or days, and experience teaches the patient or observant family how to detect that a migraine attack is near.


Symptoms of depression.
There are many symptoms to indicate if someone is depressed. Some of the symptoms are, “empty mood, difficulty sleeping, change in appetite, anxiety or panic attacks and thinking about death or suicide”. Another sign of depression is if an “individual pulls away from others, isolating themselves within walls of apathy, indifferent to those around them”. These are warning signs to a depressive mood. Any one of these symptoms can develop into a different type of depression.


In bold is what I experience.

I am still 14years old going on 15 next year and I have all this?
My god, if whatever truth my friends kept from me instead of telling me nicely (leaving me to pick up the bloody fucking dirt), I doubt I would have to feel like this.
I'm not blaming you guys for the 'cause of all this, but whatever has happened, is associated with you.
ESPECIALLY YOU.
Nah, not referring to Ilmi on the Caps Lock.

Friends come and and eventually, they will go, but your own self doesn't, it sticks to you no matter what you do to it.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is pissed about the comments of her hair. Just Now.
Mood: dumb. (Update)

I think me and Liting were PMS-ing yesterday.
LITING, PMS-ING!

I PMS-ed because of Braces, it WAS NOT a bitch fit.
So don't go shooting a laser saying I'm the bitch.

I had my braces bands changed yesterday.
Its currently a VERY light shade of blue and pink which looked like beige.
I didn't know the dentist would switch to a Power Chain.
Which means its pulling the teeth, moving 'em to close up the unwanted gap at the left of my face.

THE PAIN IS KILLER.
So much for being there.
Thank god for Baby who cheered me up a little in the night.
Thanks love, you know who you are.

Anyway, ate dinner with Liting, both of us had Ban mian.
L : "Can we eat at the downstairs food court? The ban mian is nicer."
N : " Because it has PORK inside it."
L : "Don't say that before I hit you."
N : "Porkporkpork."
L : "Don't make me hit you."
N : "Don't make me get back at you."

LOL, I requested no meat in it and Liting requested no onions, but I didn't know how to say onions in Chinese.
I suckshit in Chinese at least, Liting knew how to tell the china lady that.
I treated Liting her dinner/lunch.
See, I'm such a nice friend.
Her mum knows I use branded stuffs and we were talking about stuffs.
Headed off to look for "Thank you stickaaaaas!"
Inside story, HAH, see how it feels like to be kept outta the loophole.
We couldn't find the thank you stickers, we bumped into Mdm Anwara, she couldn't't recognize me, but recognize Liting.
Probably from all the hair and weight loss.
Bumped in Mrs Jonoh, LOL.
She remembers me as "Chairman."

Neh, I got high after a while, with all the thank you stickaaas and shit.
Then I got pissed off with the hair dye issue, stupid salesgirl.
"you should dye it back 'cause you're hair is very spoilt now."
I felt like telling her, "uh, you're wrong, my hair has always been like this even before I dyed my hair, and no, its not spoilt, and if I dye again, won't it get MORE spoilt?"
Think I'll just tell Coach I dyed my hair or something.
What's up with dying my hair, everyone's so (...) about it.
Only 3 people complimented me for it.
Whateverschmever.

Oh yeah, when I say whateverschmever, Liting reckons I'm getting into my bitchy mood.

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"You tried, boy. You tried to blame it on me, at first it worked. I was feeling so guilty. You said, I was the reason why we couldn't work out but that was all a lie."

Ida knows what I'm going through right now.
She feels me.
LOL!

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I need to cry.
The pain is killing me.

I feel like going to sleep and never waking up.

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Saturday, November 29, 2008 | 9:26 AM


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is thinking. Just Now.
Mood: Hrmmm, (Update)


A Girls' Perspective.


When they were conceived, some females fought to stay in their mother's womb for a prolonged period, 'causing the mother's child labour to lengthen, some choose to come out earlier, fighting the world and all its germs and bacteria with a low immunity system.

As pre-schoolers, girls have been fighting over toys and not getting what they want.
The time they enter Kindergarten, they'll fight over who has the nicest bags (If bags aren't standardized), over who's colour pencils are nicest, who draws/creates the most colourful/creative during Art lesson. During nap time, they'll compete on who'll sleep faster and who can keep quiet the longest.

When they enter the Primary level or Elementary level, they fight over who gets better treatment from the teachers, over test results. This is the time where they fight over ANYTHING. They're just young adolescents, taking steps to the outside world, having a feel of roughing it out. They can have whatever they want, they'll compete over who dresses the prettiest during a school performance, they'll "dress to be the best" to impress.

Again, I reiterate my point on girls fighting/competing, just read on.

After graduating from the adolescent stage, they enter pre-teenhood, which is around 12 or 13. Being girls, parents would usually have a tighter reign over them due to safety reasons and certain beliefs. They would demand for more things. They would look up to the popular and pretty girls in Junior High or Secondary School and would want to be Just Like Them. Most girls adore girls of higher superiority. Girls at this age. fight over the issue of backstabbing/gossiping/rumours. They also suffer friendship problems at this age, it is highly unlikely that a relationship with the opposite sex will last VERY long as they are only starting things out as they just stepped out of their comfort zone into the cruel junior high school life.

Passing their 14th birthday, these pre-teen girls have stepped into another stage, as Teenagers. This stage they face more challenges and obstacles, for example, having more pimple/acne breakouts and blemishes, the influence of drugs, sex, alcohol, money. Girls then get into a relationship with the alpha-male, they're crazily in love with the guy not knowing what the guy may be thinking. Trust me, when a guy says to you during a relationship "I'LL BE HONEST AND ALWAYS TELL THE TRUTH", its BULLCRAP. Ouch, that must hurt to some sensitive female readers, but yeah, truth bites.


This is when bitch-fights and fits starts.

Years 15, 16 pass. In US, at the age of 16 you're already in Senior High, you'll be able to get a learners' permit, having the best ever Sweet Sixteen of your life. On the other hand in SG, you're only allowed to smoke and attend underaged parties legally. I have not been through that stage yet, so I'm just gonna post this part based on what I read. At sixteen, most Caucasian country girls would have lost their virginity to maybe they ex-boyfriend already, and probably getting screwed by another as we speak, yet in SG the number of pre-marital sex is also increasing, so I'm guessing you can guess how the scenario is like. This stage us girls start fighting about their freedom, with their parents because of curfew or not being allowed to go to underaged parties. There could also be a tendency or new friends, which will lead to jealousy to their secondary/junior high school friends.

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When you enter the young adult at the age of 18, females in the US would probably be married or smorgasbord of whatever they want. In contrast, us girls in Singapore just passed the legal age for clubbing without getting bounced, but there's still one more barrier to break. Here, we fight through studies in tertiary education.

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So let me wrap up this blog post.
Its supposedly to be about girls, but the last 2 paragraphs are beginning to sound stupid, so I shan't continue further as I have not experienced it before.

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OUT.

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Friday, November 28, 2008 | 10:18 PM


"I can't move on while having your things in my hand."


I injured my back.
I FUCKING INJURED MY FUCKING BACK.

Aaight, Netball was a bitch today.
Running around like a mad dog, yet I didn't manage to touch the ball many times.
Even though i didn't train in the before part 'cause Coach was around.
ANNOYING.
Okay, food poisoning in the morning.
Stupid cheese.

Uh, today was tiring.
I got home and I just fell asleep on the couch.
With my contacts on and when I woke up, my contacts fell outta my eye.
LOL!
I was half-blind, for 5minutes but I decided to go soak 'em.

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I'm off to talk on the phone right now with Baby.

PEACE.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is sick and penniless. Just Now.
Mood: depressed. (Update)


I am currently penniless.

Some of you may be thinking, "what bullcrap is this girl talking about? She always go out, spendspendspend, how can be penniless??!"
Or something like that.

Well, its because I settle my own physiotherapy bills, I pay my dad partial amount of my phone bills, I do my own shopping, I buy my own food and I top-up my own EZ-link.
Even though I'm given $30 a week, I doubt it enough to last me.
I don't give a fuck if you guys still insist that I spend too much money.

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Coach asked me to check this video out.


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Naaaawe, I'm sick.
My body temperature keeps rising, then dropping, then rising again, then dropping.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is sick. 7 minutes ago.
Mood: foodpoisoning. (Update)

I have a minor case of food poisoning.
Stupid cheese, it didn't agree with my tract.

Okay, this post is gonna be filled with basic simple english words.
Easy to comprehend, kapish?

I feel like going to the Polyclinic to get like an MC or medications.
Then again, I have to go to CGH to get my excuse letters from Sham.
Naaaaawh, Sham wrote a letter about my physio and stuff, and I'm scared!
Scared because Sham may say I'm ready for netball.
Only because that day I said not much pain.
But we didn't do much running.

DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG.

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♫ Eyes on the prize, so the next girl dress just like me. I'm so full of promise, but why promise if Imma just be rewarded By bad actions, to him I'm just a transaction. ♫


Please please please let me go unnoticed today.
Please please please please.

I didn't think it would be an obvious colour.
>:[


Its not the time for dedications.
Yup yup?
Its still early, you will never know who can become your enemy or your best friend or your friend within a month.
ANYTHING can happen.

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Side-tracking here.
Sometimes a girl needs to know that she's appreciated for all the things she does.
With some sorta token of love 'cause without it her young heart won't know.

Netball at one, I think I'm not able to go.
I feel like vomiting everytime I get up.
Help!

"Why girls feelin' pretty, constantly hating each other?"

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Thursday, November 27, 2008 | 11:31 PM


Ilmi I'm so sorry I woke you up from the sleep you really needed just 'cause I saw Marz.
I'm super sorry.

Gee.
This sucks.
I'm having Trauma flashbacks, but I can't text you about it 'cause I don't wanna wake you up.
Help.
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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. chose the wrong hair dye. Just Now.
Mood: suckshit. (Update)


HOMG, we've got the same hairstyles!
I GOT TO GET RID OF MY EYEBAGS.


Okay, so I dyed my hair.
BAD CHOICE OF COLOUR.
But overall, its all good.
My hair is also more conditioned now, after the treatment.
Overall, my whole hair dye/treatment/fringe cut cost my mum $105.
HOMG, that is alot.

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I can smell the smell of hair dye on my head.
I feel like washing my hair again.
But I have to let the hair colour settle.

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'cause I've accepted that fact.
Till now I still question, but what's done is done.
You gotta accept that fact love.
Hell yeah, its hard and it may hurt, this is how we learn.
Thru the hard way.
I'm gonna move on.


How am I gonna go to school tomorrow?
Liyi suggested using a headband.
Oh well, fingers crossed.

PEACE.

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Eyy love;
Its obvious to me that you aren't really that "chillax" over this matter.
Relax and look at the obvious.

Is it oblivious to you?
I mean, you say you're over him, but you still feel so... (URGH!)
Like that, till you wanna take revenge.
But you said you're over him already.

Take me for example, no matter how much I ain't over Ilmi, and how much I piss him off like now.
(after we broke)
Both of us still don't take revenge on each other.
I don't take revenge on him for him moving on over me.

'cause I've accepted that fact.
Till now I still question, but what's done is done.
You gotta accept that fact love.
Hell yeah, its hard and it may hurt, this is how we learn.
Thru the hard way.

Yeah, I admit that paragraph he blogged is harsh, even towards me I can feel this "busted" sense.
I almost left like harsh tags on his tagboard though.
But I didn't, I couldn't be bothered.
Even though you're my best friend and as much I wanna maki him sampai hatiku dah puas.
C'mon love, you know you're stronger than this.

Oh and anytime you feel like ranting out, I'm there.
Fo sho.
I love ya(:


I'm out.

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I hate you.
He's already over you.
So stop hovering around him.
Plus, he finds you annoying.
STOP IT.

P.S; Sound familiar?

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//I'm just a little, too not over you.


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. just woke up. Just Now.
Mood: yawning away (Update)

The FOREVER 21 line is really good when you check out their Online Catalogues.
Thinking they may be available in Stores, but when you head down to town to check them out.
They don't bring in that certain outfit you want.
You have to order it online.

It works the same for TopShop too.
I think Zara is the most updated one with most of its collections in the Zara boutique down at Orchard/Hermes building.

Singapore doesn't have a H&M outlet, which is a high-end retail outlet from France.
Singapore does not bring in Aeropostale, Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, Old Navy, American Eagle (and more US labels like that).
There ISN'T a SINGLE Macy's store in Asia, at all!
They only extend out to certain parts of the United States.
URGHHH.

I am so brand-conscious.
I splurge on brands like Topshop, Queens' Couture, Zara, Levis..
Need I go on?
But it sucks having to limit myself.
Oh well, its not everyday you get to go shopping and buy expensive clothes.
For those people who say I spend too much money, yeah, you're right.
But you can't say "I think you should stop buying all these stuffs."
Watch it.
I have check out Banana Republic, I find it alright though.
One shop I won't buy from my clothes from, GAP.
Nothing interesting in the Singapore Stores.

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Alrighty then, I'm off for lunch.
PEACE.

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 | 11:56 PM


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. has to learn to have limits. Just Now.
Mood: learning. (Update)

Okay, someone has seriously got to slap me.
Hard.
I've woken up, but not fully.
But eyy, I DO NOT BITCH NOW.
Correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't bitch.
I just.. (what Siti would say) rephrase my words and change my tone.
Except for when I'm reallyreally pissed and all the crude language will come out.
But one thing won't change about me, I cannot stand people who just (for me to know, for you to figure).

But yeah, till now, I'm still VERY offensive, but less demanding, well, I know that for myself.
I always try to accept the truth no matter how painful or harsh it can dawn upon you.
Girlfriends and Boyfriends, please please (I'm asking you), if you don't like my tone, jokes and everything, please please please, tell me what I'm doing wrong.
Just shoot it at me, but its better if its face-to-face.

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Hello!
Reality check Natalie.
Its a dog-eat-dog world out there.
No one will always be nice to you.
You gotta learn things the hard way if you don't do them right to start with.

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IDA IMELDA AND SITI NURBUWWAH ARE MY 14 year old LIFE SAVERS!
I love you both sooo much.
:D

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Alright, after a long conversation on MSN.
I'm gonna turn in now.

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although he says he'll be here when i need him, my pride just wont let me talk to him, cos he has someone new.
I have to hand it to you love, you do know how to work your life well.
I so admire you baby.
(:


"If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well, then he's a fool, your just as well hope it gives you hell.
HOPES IT GIVES YOU HELL."



Babyboo, even though I'm the meanest fourteen year old girlfriend you've ever had (LOL, that's what I think), I'm here for you kay?
You need not tell me anything, I'll just keep trying to make you smile.
I know for a fact that it IS indeed hard to cheer up when you're really down.
Like you said, "But not right now, still, I'll try though."
Hey, at least you're trying!
That's one thing to smile about.
(:
I love you Babyboo.

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♫ " Ye ain't ridin', ye ain't bumpin' like I'm bumpin', ye ain't sayin' nuthin' homie ye ain't fresh azimiz. " ♫

I was so exhausted yesterday during shopping;
ALOT OF WALKING.
But thanks for the fun day Love!


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. , gosh my astig is making me blind. Just Now.
Mood: onedayAcuvue! (Update)

Its official, my eyes are perishable without my specs or contacts.
My astigmatism is blurring whatever that I look upon.
My current "clear vision" only ranges from 10cm to three-quarts a metre.
THAT'S VERY DETRIMENTAL FYI.
Stupid Astigmatism.
I'm overusing my contacts, oh god.
Wait till I'm 21, I'm going for Lasik.

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Alright, I was reading through biblical references so here's a snippet of it.

Final judgment and afterlife

Belief in an afterlife is part of Catholic doctrine.
The Church teaches that immediately after death the soul of each person will be judged by Jesus, and will receive a particular judgment based on the deeds of that individual's earthly life.
This teaching also attests to another day when Jesus will sit in a universal judgment of all mankind.
This final judgment, according to Church teaching, will bring an end to human history and mark the beginning of a new and better heaven and earth ruled by God in righteousness.
There are three states of afterlife in Catholic belief.
Heaven is a time of glorious union with God and a life of unspeakable joy that lasts forever.
Purgatory is a temporary condition for the purification of souls who, although saved, are not free enough from sin to enter directly into heaven.
It is a state requiring penance and purgation of sin through God's mercy aided by the prayers of others.
Finally, those who chose to live a sinful and selfish life, did not repent, and fully intended to persist in their ways are sent to Hell, an everlasting separation from God.
The Church teaches that no one is condemned to hell without having freely decided to reject God and his love.
He predestines no one to hell and no one can determine whether anyone else has been condemned.
Catholicism teaches that through God's mercy a person can repent at any point before death and be saved "like the good thief who was crucified next to Jesus".

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I think some people reading will have to refer to a dictionary or something.
Alright, disclaimer note.
I did not post that paragraph up to start a heated argument between different religion beliefs.
Its just for leisure reading.
Hey, you can choose not to read it.


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Sidetracking;
I need to brush up on my Vocabulary.
I can't keep using simple words that we've been using for as long as my english speaking life.
Words like, like, whatever, etc...

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Yet I think I can be the most dumbest/blondest bimbo bitch you've ever met.
Sometimes the thing can be right in front of my face yet I don't see it and will screen high and low for it.
But never to look in front first.
Its always after five to fifteen minutes of looking, before I look down at my legs to find it wedged in between the Bed and the Floor.
I'm just missing that "bimbo impersonation" that Ilmi always does.
Those Paris Hilton/Mandy Moore when they were young bimbo moments.
Or elementary schoolkids who agree to everything and anything, as though they fully comprehend what is being said.
Then they go "Okay, so what are we talking about again?"



Netball at 1pm today.
Physio at 3.40pm later at CGH.
Funeral Wake at 6pm at Ubi.
Boy, I'll be so bushed at the end of the day.

I'm off.
PEACE.
"Straight t-shirt, sneaker I ain't tryin' to go prep."

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Tuesday, November 25, 2008 | 9:02 PM


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. bought Queens Couture! 13 minutes ago.
Mood: Yaye-me! (Update)

Satisfied with today's expenditure at orchard with Sofia.
Got NewBreedGirl at Queens Couture at Heeren.

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Window shopped, 'cause we had no money.
Wanted to look for the Forever 21 graphic tees, but V-necked.

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GUYS, GIVE ME A BREAK.


I miss Junior.
):

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My MSN PMs are getting more explicit.
LOL!

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. wants someone to go out with. Just Now.
Mood: pleeeease? (Update)


Okay, I just found out that I have to double enter my posts to create a paragraph.
Damn it.



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Gee, I think I pulled something around the triceps.
No, not pulled, its pain.
No, not the triceps, its somewhere near the shoulder muscles.
Someone help?




His video was officially released on Youtube on November 20, 2008.
Check it out if you have not.

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Oh, I think I am lost in the wind, without you by my side.
There is no one who can hold me, together we would fight any storm.
I could show you how, just give me your hand now.
I really wanna make you mine, to make it feel alright.
Baby for all the time I never let you feel down
Want you to be around 'cause you are my everything


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I want to go out, someone ask me out or something.
I wanted to ask them out to ECP, but I don't think they would want to.
IDK, no reply since yesterday.

Liting asked me to follow her to TM today, to go look for her Nintendo DS game.
My gosh, I was appalled when she went on ranting online about how Parkway does not have that game.


I gotta go wash up, I gotta head to Toa Payoh Central CC which is beside McDonalds' which is beside the library to send my sister to class.
OMG, where on earth is Toa Payoh CC?


I feel like meeting my cousin.
She's in town with her kids.
Hopefully she'll pop by my house one day soon.


♫ What we had has come and gone. You're better off with someone else. It's for the best, I know it is. But I see you. Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside, and I turn around. You're with him now. I just can't figure it out. Tell me why it's so hard to forget. Don't remind me, I'm not over it. Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth. I'm just a little too not over you. Not over you... ♫

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Monday, November 24, 2008 | 10:45 PM


Leisure Park (:

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http://withthecamera.shutterfly.com/233

Photos at Leisure Park are uploaded.
Go grab.

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Adobe Photoshop CS3 is KILLING ME.
I'm currently studying tutorials.
Nothing else, but tutorials.

Messages to the Human Beings.;

Ilmi;
Meet up soon and I'll pass you the tee.
Before I start using it.
I find it nice, but not sure about you.
Its the same size as your HOUSTON tee.
How?
Sorry no Boardies.
I'm sure you wouldn't want Fakes.

Fucker;
Back off, I know I borrowed a huge favour from you.
But I'm not interested in you.
Stop bothering me.

Ida;
You pretty darl..
I SAW YOU!
YOU SAW ME!

Love love!
:D

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I told the Girls my Trauma.
Was it a wise choice?

I told Boo what I missed.
Was it rash of me?

I told the World about her in my post.
Will it 'cause a problem?

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What's done is done and cannot be undone.

PEACE.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is pissed. Now.
Mood: raging. (Update)

After doing some thinking on my own, in my own room, this came to me;
FUCKSHITBALLS.
HOW MUCH MORE ANNOYING CAN YOU GET?

AND TO THINK I PITIED AND RESOLVED/CLEARED MY PROBLEMS WITH YOU.
Don't think you're indispensable.
Well, for a fact, YOU ARE DISPENSABLE.
I can do it, without YOUR help.
I don't need you to butt in and poke your nose around.
You go round shooting your mouth off at me.
Geez, thank god I've learnt not to trust you so much now.
Fact, sometimes its too hard to trust you.
Especially when you hid the truth from me about having a partner.
It can even be a hindrance at times, when you tried to pry into my life trying to be cynical.
"I don't want to be involved in anything." You claim.
Oh, how contradicting;
You go about talking about me to others, how I've changed for the worst.
I took Your word and backed off and quietened down for a while.
I don't treat you like how I did then, but wake up and smell the coffee.
You're squeezing my brain matter outta' my head by being such a Motormouth.
Don't You realise I never liked it when you always shouted?
Be it AT me, or others.
In MY mind, its a LOUD-THUNDERING sound.
But I just keep mum about it, even if I were to break, I'll confide in a Good Friend.
Now, that Good Friend doesn't have anything else to say.
Why is that so, you may ask.
I've been repeating again and again countless of times about how you keep peeving me off.
Its starting to get Melodramatic and Mundane even though with all the Anger boiling in me.
I've been patient enough not to snap back at you.
How many times have you snapped back at me, trying to outsmart me?
This is going nowhere.
I'm so sick of controlling my hatred towards you.
I'm sick of faking a smile towards you.
I'm sick of being patient with you.
"Before you hate, you have to love."
I'll scratch that line that I preach.
Right NOW, it AIN'T true.

I wish for someone to confide into, someone who I can really Trust and won't backfire on me.
Reality check, Natalie.
No one.
Not a Single Soul.
Not even your Best Friend.
Everyone's will say the same thing, either that, word will get around.

I'm not implying that I can't trust my Friends, but everyone has to gain my Trust, from start.
Just like how I gained Yours.
Pity I took advantage of you.

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On a lighter note;
I feel very Invisible now.
Whoever I spend my time with, its usually kept quiet.
Its not talked about, yet I know there are insides going on about me.
Geez, I desire for the ability to read minds.
Everyone's minds.


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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is tired. Just Now.
Mood: fucked. (Update)

What can I say?
Today was the day I laughed really hard in a total of one whole week.
I'm sure there'll be more to come.

I'm uploading the photos one Shutterfly.com
Will post up the link ASAP.

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Sunday, November 23, 2008 | 8:17 PM


NOOOO; LITING HAS BANGS NOW.
NO, NOT FAIR, I WAS PLANNING ON EVENING MY BANGS.
OMG BOO YOU.
shite.

How Ah-Lian Are You? (:

[X] have pink clothes
[] have a 'cool' bag
[X] wear short pinafores/skirt above knee
[] straight/reborned hair
[] wear colored contacts
[X] wear skinnies
[X] wear eyeliner
[X] wear mascara (onceortwice)
[X] wear flats
[] wear super short shorts (howshort?)
[X] have a gang. (usedtobe121/katekgang)

No. of Crosses divide by 10 times 100%
Result [70%]
Stupid quiz.

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1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
No cheating!

- How are you feeling today?
Told You So - Jesse McCartney.
(This makes no sense at all.)


- Will you get far in life?
Run The Show - Kat Deluna Feat. Busta Ryhmes.
(Ooooh!)

- How do your friends see you?
Dilemma - Nelly Feat. Kelly Rowland.
(How true.)


- Will you get married?
Leavin' - Jesse McCartney.
(I'll runaway after the I Do.)

- What is your best friend's theme song?
Now You're Gone - DJ Alex
(Bestie's crazed song when we were still besties then.)


- What is the story of your life?
Don't Leave - Vanessa Hudgens
(OMG, TRUETRUE.)

- What was high school like?
Take You There - Sean Kingston
(Shawty I can take you thereeeeee)


- How can you get ahead in life?
My Boo - Usher Feat. Alicia Keys
(Awwwww baby (: )

- What's the best thing about your friends?
Step Up - Samantha Jade
(Boy, do they dare indeed to step up.)


- What's in store for this weekend?
Confessions (Part 2) - Usher
(What is the quiz hinting at? Hmmm.)

- Describe your grandparents.
Damaged - Shayne Ward
(OMG HAHAHAH!)

- How's your life going?
Touch My Body - Mariah Carey
(OH GOD.)

- What song will they play at your funeral?
Shut Up And Drive - Rihanna
(HOMG, chasing people away. Yikes!)


- How does the world see you?
Kiss Kiss - Chris Brown Feat. T-Pain
(Woooooah.)


- Will you have a happy life?
Bartender - T-Pain
(As a bartender? I don't mind at all.)

- Do people secretly lust after you?
No U Hang Up - Shayne Ward
(There's a very uncanny resemblance.)


- How can you make yourself happy?
Take You Down - Chris Brown
(HELL YEAH, TAKE YOU DOWN. *evil-laughs*)


- What should you do with your life?
Can You Hear Me - Enrique Iglesias
(AHAHAH, start digging ears.)


- What song would you strip to?
Work It - Ray Lavender Feat. Akon
(HOMG, SCANDALOUS SONG!!)

- What does your mum think of you?
Please Don't Stop The Music - Rihanna
(How contradicting, she always asks me to turn off the music)


- What is your deep, dark secret?
What You Got - Colby O'Donis Feat. Akon
(I know what You got.)


- What is your mortal enemy's theme song?
Makes Me Wonder - Maroon 5
(HOMG! AMALINA AND SYAMIM LOVE M5!)


- What's your personality like?
I Wanna Be - Chris Brown
(Gee..)


- What song will be played at your wedding?
My Cinderella (Remix) - Lil' Romeo Feat. Nick Cannon
( Awwwwwwwww (: )


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Last sight before the trauma.
SOMEBODY, Help.
Being traumatized doesn't help.
Someone foreign, in a foreign country.
No one understands you, so no one can help.
What's done is done and can't be undone.

I just need someone to talk to.
Someone who I'll feel safe with.


I'll go take the pain away.

♫ Where are my keys, I lost my phone.
What's go-ing out on the floor?
I love this record baby;
but I can't see straight anymore. ♫

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is home and traumatised. Just Now.
Mood: r_p_d. (Update)

I'm home.
Let's just say, my holiday was traumatizing.
Perverted, I feel hesitant about walking pass the coffeeshop on the way home now.
Where's Baby?
Oh, I forgot, you're no longer mine.

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Gee, my mum's fighting with her boyfriend now.
Overhearing the conversation, I feel a sense of sympathy towards her.
She's just lost her father, just ago in the morning at 4am.
Now she's in my room, fighting over the phone.

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Traumatised by the people in Hat Yai.
I don't want to say anything here.
Not wanting to attract attention.

This post really suckshit.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008 | 11:40 AM


I'm gonna miss you Love!
(Heaven knows when we'll meet again.
Please, please, please.
Try persuade to go for the sleepover)

Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is going to leave singapore soon. 1 hour ago.
Mood: holiday ): (Update)

I miss Ilmi.
IDK why.


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I don't feel like going on holiday
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♫ I guess this is what I get for wishful thinking.
I gotta check into rehab; 'cause baby you're my disease

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I like my new blogsong.
The first one.

Packpackpackpack.
Till now, I have yet to pack.

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Stop bothering me.

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Just got up.
Didn't manage to sleep well though, kept tossing and turning.
Hit the sack at roughly 4.30AM, I woke up exactly at 8PM.
I think I had only 3-4hours of sleep.
Sigh.
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I'll change my blogskin, leave the computer on, pack, get back to the computer, have lunch, head back to school to hand in the insurance, go home, check bag, leave.

I'm gonna miss you love!

I will find some internet point, somehow.

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sixteen, sixteen, sixteen hours bus ride.
sixteen, sixteen.

God help me.
Thank god its a 24seater, which means, RECLINING CHAIRS and sufficient legroom!
A sigh of relief from my knee there.

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Hazirah wants a drawstring bag.
Azura wants shorts.
Liyi wants anything, most prob get her tee or accessories?
Fad also settles for anything.
Sorfina also anything.
Siti wants tees or 3quarts.
Liting... Most probably I'll go look for bangles, bracelets, attractive necklaces for her.
Ilmi wants ORIGINAL Dickies/Billabong boardies. (HOMG, I spend the most money on you!)

Tsk.
I. Am. Going. To. Get. My. Shopping. Done.
LOL, I think my mum will be too tired to follow me to every store.
Hmm, I wonder how much shopping money I'm given.

Hopefully I can remember what everyone wants.
People if I don't give you guys what you want, hope you can settle for... IDK.

I'm leaving in about 8hours and I have not packed!

How's the water in Hat-Yai?
Like Bangkok?
How's the heat in Hat-Yai?
Like Singapore?
Is our hotel budget?
Is it all day shopping?

HOMG, LOL.
I asked my mum all these question and she snapped back.
"I DON'T KNOW, DON'T ASK ME. I ONLY KNOW MEET AT GOLDEN MILE AT 5PM."
Gosh, that's ALOT of help.

Out.

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Siti Nurbuwwaah;
Like I told you in the long message.
Its part of life, Love.
You can always make new friends.
Having a difficult past and always recounting back on them doesn't help.
It is hard to forget painful/harsh/sad incidences.
But take it as a drive to motivate yourself to not experience that again.
Alright?
Don't reflect upon yourself whether you should be happy or sad.
Take it as a challenge, as the saying goes;
"When life gives you Lemons, make Lemonade."
Why so?
'cause You don't take the Lemons and beat about the bush trying to find a way to make use of them.
You do it directly.

Hey, at least there's till people you know.
Don't worry, anything you're upset about, just rant/whine/cringe all of it on me.
Just like I did when I was upset.
Expect long eleven-page SMS-es as advice.
"You can cry, you'll feel better after it."
Sounds familiar?

(:

Love; NATALIE.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. misses boy. 7 minutes ago.
Mood: ): (Update)

Photo's up for today on Shutterfly.com
Visit http://withthecamera.shutterfly.com/180

(:

Watched Madagascar 2 with Siti and Liting.
As usual, I stoned throughout the movie.
I was a total bitch today.
LOL, I told them about how I am in school and stuffs.
They swore that they would hate me.

Yikes!

Ate at Long John's.
Wasn't craving that though, but still had to eat.
Ate salad and a little protein only.

I seriously need to start balancing my diet.
Too much vitamins/minerals, too little carbos and proteins.

Gotta start running also, yes I have to.
Tone abs too.
OMG, I say all this, not even sure if I'll act on it.
Plan after I return from my holiday.

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I stoned pretty much for the front part of the time we met.
Arrived at 1230hours on the dot and the other 2 were late.
Liting was 16minutes late, and Siti was 27minutes late.
(You do the math.)
I focused more on my Music on the way there.
They thought I looked as though I was gonna kill someone.
Caught the show at The Cathay.
(Thanks for paying for me the ticket love!)
Ate at Plaza Singapura's LJS before.
We missed about 6minutes of the show though.
(We HAAD to go to the toilet.)
Madagascar was... Alright I suppose.
Funny, but I still stoned.
Liting snorted almost everytime she burst out laughing.

(Inside story with Siti here about Liting at the Movies.)
Siti kept saying I looked more matured, from the way I sit to the way I dress.
They reckon I have a good grasp of English Vocab, whereas I told them my mum disagrees so.
How contradicting.

Walked around Wisma, there was people giving free hugs out.
Siti saw the cute guy, she would dare to go up to him, but she didn't want to.
I was tempted to buy the Rubi Flats from Cotton On, but I resisted.
Walked somemore, we didn't know what to do.
Oh the way out of Wisma, we saw the cute free hugs guy, he recognized me and Siti 'cause he was looking straight at us when he said "Free hugs." with a smile.
Siti "melted".
So we headed to MNG near RP On Scotts.
Siti saw her Barbie tee.
That's right, you read right, BARBIE.
We tried on 3inch high stilettos/platforms.
My feet were too small for 38s, but I felt taller.
Siti couldn't imagine me or Liting being taller than us.
She was towering over us when she wore em.
We couldn't imagine Liting taller than us when she tried 'em on.
Laughed it off.
Headed to Far East, walked around.
Saw more accessories, this time not ALDO.
Tried 'em on, all 3 of us got either bangles/bracelets/chunky necklaces.
While browsing though, someone said "rich girl."
I don't know who was it directed to though.
(Siti, do you know?)
:D

Satisfied with what we chose, after that headed to Chamelon.
I wanted to look for a choker, but I couldn't find any attractive ones to match my dinner dress.
Any ideas on chunky chokers?
Went out, I was hungry, headed to BK after deliberating whether to have Starbucks or not to.
(Sorry girls, had really bad gastric, just didn't mention it.)
Siti got the guys looking at her again.
Had my combined "breakfast/lunch/dinner" at BK's.
I felt like puking after that, but I just kept silent.
Took pictures with the Christmas Decors outside Wheelock Place.
Felt like a tourist, but who cares.
In the night, Orchard seems buzzing with activity.
Kinda something like The Strip in Las Vegas?

Trained home with them, Siti commented on my "look-matured" - ness again.
(LOL, I look like a teacher?)
They alighted at Eunos, I alighted at Tanah Merah and walked home.
Didn't go home straight though, went to the store to get drink, walked pass this LARGE group of guys.
Those soccer/motorbikes Malay guys.
Some were Staring, some where Nudging.
The girls were Glaring.
I don't know what made me turn around and look back at them.
Possibly, 'cause one of the looked really good looking.
Shrugged it off and continued walking.
After getting my drink, I walked pass the coffeeshop, a group of 5 Chinese guys.
Possibly having dinner together.
They also looked like those "I-hang-out-under-your-block-gangster-poser" type.
Yeah, they were Staring.
Its very easy to tell from a Stare, a Glance, and a Glare.
Oh gosh, I have got to stop Attracting Attention.
Siti and Liting reckons I can be a Minah/Ahlian.
(Say whaaaaaaaaaat? NO WAY.)
I'm cool with Normal Natalie.
Hah, Alliteration!
Alrighty, reached home, Mum had gone to Tanah Merah already.
Dad, Sis, Grandma and Maid were at home.
I caught my Every-Tuesday-9.30pm-Suria drama show.
Also caught a little snippets of Lockdown on Nat Geo at 10pm.
Alrighty, I'm just about done with this post for the day.

Side-tracking.
Brandon's asking me to call him before I leave.
Should I?

Back to blogging.
So... I think I'm done for now.
I have yet to start packing, most probably I'll ask my mum if I could return to school tomorrow for Netball.
If I can't, most probably I'll just stop by to return the Insurance Form.
I leave at 5pm.
16hours Coach up to Hat-Yai.
Oh gosh, this does WONDERS for my knee.

(Notetoself; Bring pillow, and everything!)

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I won't miss everyone.
Just a few besties.


I need a flower to start plucking the petals out like they do in those soap box films.
Miss you. Miss you not.
Love you. Love you not.
Miss you. Miss you not.
Love you. Love you not.

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INSOMNIAAAAAAAAAA AND HOMG-I JUST FELT A BLEMISH ON MY FACE.


I'm off to get rid of it.
Its currently 0158hours on 19th November 2008.
PEACE.

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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 | 9:33 AM


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. hopes you forgive me (: Just Now.
Mood: SINGING. (Update)


Its 9.33am now.

I've learnt to not say sorry to rejections.
I've learnt to not say sorry if I didn;'t do anything wrong unless proven.
So hate me if you want.

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For the past few days I've been rather gangster-ish?
Azura says that I'm scary.
Liting and Siti both say that too.
Betcha the other girls also say that, especially after the small-boy incident.
But whatever, I'm not trying to put on an act.
So yeeah, I'll be nicer.
(*Fingers crossed)

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I went to (insertblanknamehere)'s blog, she in a different school from me now.
To think we used to be good/okay friends.
She types the same way as I do.
Line by line.
Not like in a Paragraph.
(Not saying she copied me here.)
And in each post, have a photograph of I don't know what monster picture there.
Sometimes can be cookie monster, or those plain monster pictures from TV scenes.
Sometimes will drag her twit words.
Like, lorsxzxzxzxz or worzxzxzxz.
I'm being such a bitch, but awww, truth hurts.
Accept it if you feel mature enough.

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Thank God she's not attached.
Or is she?
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I'm not saying I'm pretty, just saying she's unattractive(:
Since she tries to be a malay, I shall try to be on too.
(I'm being a try-hard here)
Jgn nk step tahu melayu eh, agaknye kau tahu pakai "pukimakkau" je.
Kankankan? Step kau takleh makan babi, mane cap halal? Budak Islam?

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I am such a bitch.
Okay, whatever.
Comments leave on my tagboard.

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Monday, November 17, 2008 | 8:48 PM


Taken on the way home after F1 :D

Best friend, Best boyfriend, Greatest Love.
(for now)
Miss you loads love!

(Its not wrong to miss you, right?)

I found those letters you gave, and this ungiven letter.
"You can never forget the past, 'cause somehow, it'll still come back to you."

The pain will go away after a while, but the pang of emotions will hit you back whenever you're most oblivious to it.

True mate?

Lovelove; NATALIE (:


Okay if those kunts are gonna start tagging bout me not leaving him alone, go ahead.
MUCH APPRECIATED.

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HAZIRAH, CAN I BORROW YOUR GOSSIP GIRL SEASON ONE?
If cannot I go your house run marathon, cancancan?
LOL!
(:
Get back to me ASAP.

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Okay, this inside story/joke thing is beginning to piss me off.

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Side-tracking.
DON'T PURPOSELY POST STUFFS UP.
(Siti, you should know what I mean.)


How many posts have I created today?
Geez; out!

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Match today, let's just say we pulled outta it.
Got VERY wet.
I chose to wear an orange sports bra under a white tee.
LOL!
I need to invest in a new piece.
Yeah, shall do that tomorrow when I go out, that is, IF I HAVE THE CASH.

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Thanks love for today (:

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PEOPLE, STOP ASKING ME WHY I AM NOT AT THE EXCO CAMP.
I DON'T WANNA GO 'CAUSE I'M L-A-Z-Y.

So stop bugging me about why I don't wanna go.
As much as I wanna be in Exco, I know I'll still be doing stuffs for the school indirectly because of YOG and stuff.
So yeah, for the last time, stop asking.

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987FM is playing shitass songs now.
Yeeargh.

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Side-tracking.

Cross burnings.
Schoolchildren chanting "Assassinate Obama."
Black figures hung from nooses.
Racial epithets scrawled on homes and cars.
Incidents around the country referring to President-elect Barack Obama are dampening the post-election glow of racial progress and harmony, highlighting the stubborn racism that remains in America.
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One was in Snellville, Ga., where Denene Millner said a boy on the school bus told her 9-year-old daughter the day after the election: "I hope Obama gets assassinated."
That night, someone trashed her sister-in-law's front lawn, mangled the Obama lawn signs, and left two pizza boxes filled with human feces outside the front door, Millner said.She described her emotions as a combination of anger and fear.
"I can't say that every white person in Snellville is evil and anti-Obama and willing to desecrate my property because one or two idiots did it," said Millner, who is black.
"But it definitely makes you look a little different at the people who you live with, and makes you wonder what they're capable of and what they're really thinking."
Potok, who is white, said he believes there is "a large subset of white people in this country who feel that they are losing everything they know, that the country their forefathers built has somehow been stolen from them."

OMG you fucking kunts, give it a fucking break mayn.
Don't despise the Blacks, the Blacks were the ones that build the WHITEHOUSE.
(*if I'm not wrong)
Potok - What kind of name is that?

Follow McCain, you'll all die eventually by the terrorists bomb America.
When McCain dies, Palin will take over, and the whole America will be hell-unleashed.

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I think this whole racism issue is just DUMB.
Really, honestly, DUMB.

ITS VERY PISSING TO READ THAT ARTICLE.
I'm supporting Obama.
Hand's down; NOT AT ALL MCCAIN or PALIN.
BOMB ME IF YOU WANT.
READ ON THIS ARTICLE; http://sg.news.yahoo.com/ap/20081116/twl-obama-racial-1be00ca.html



PEACE.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. - new picturesxsxs Just Now.
Mood: BABY! (Update)

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YAYE, YAYE; YAYE: YAYE. YAYE!

I. Finally. Got. To. Meet. Babylove. After. AGES!
After like... Don't know how many weeks of not going out.
Things happened yo (:
You owe me a hug, love.
Next time I open my mouth.
(Oh, readers, don't anyhow assume who it is. Its a girl FYI, read on my previous posts to see who.)

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Green tea, green tea, green tea.
What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you say green tea?
If you're guessing "green" or "tea", you're wrong.
Answer's "GREEN TEA".

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http://withthecamera.shutterfly.com/139
For photos with Liting on Saturday.

PEACE.

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Sunday, November 16, 2008 | 8:56 PM


I think I'll create a Shutterfly account and upload all the photos there.

I cleared my stuffs today.
I came across alot of memories.
By alot, I mean from the beginning till now.

Love letters, Birthday wishes/cards, Crush letters, photos, scribblings that he did after exams, song dedications, so many things.
I'm gonna compile everything that happened this year in a scrapbook.
Thanks to Blogger, where I have uploaded almost all of my photos, I can copy and print them out.
God help me.

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Hazirah;
About that day, I didn't really say much. I was busy thinking about other things, which explained the almost-no-talk bus ride home. I appreciate you telling me about what was going on when Liyi showed you and Azura the message and not me. I'm sure you know I'm really peeved by the inside stuffs going on amongst people, but yeah, I try not to bother so much about it. Thanks yeah, for telling me about it.
;Babyboo.


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Side-tracking.
I know when I'm invited and when I'm not invited along.
Considering the odds now, everyone's pretty much happy with who they're out with and what they're doing with each other now.
I respect the decision made by you, you and you.
There isn't a must to include me in anything.
As long as its sincere and you don't bitch about me after we part after the outing.
Trust me, I don't bitch much now.
Even if I do, I don't go on and on and on about it that much as last time.
I can't stop people from thinking this, "Oh, Natalie's never gonna change. Tough nut to crack."
But its for me to judge myself.
Comments anyone?
Leave it on my tagboard about it.

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I'm off to go pack for tomorrow's Netball.
Early day ahead.
PEACE.

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Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is so gonna buy new clothes. Just Now.
Mood: defiant. (Update)

Okay, I'm just done with dinner.
Uh, I shall blog about yesterday now.

SATURDAY;
Lil came over to my house and we went out at about 5plus.
Which was already a little late to go out.
My cousin/uncle/aunty was over.
But still, we went out.
She kept wanting to bump into Siti at Taka.
LOL, wait till Tuesday!
Walked around Taka, nothing good.
She got hungry, so we got food.
(Hey that rhymed!)
I was busy camwhoring with her new temporary phone.
For some reason, I happen to love it.
Even though its almost like a Basic Walkman Phone.
Took many many pictures.
Then headed to Wisma.
Liting wanted to take the escalator from outside up to level 4 Food Republic.
I scared her by sticking her phone out and she screamed.
Walked around, she was a lost sheep in Wisma and Taka also.
Headed to Cotton On, Forever 21.
Didn't see anything nice, except for Liting seeing that Forever 21 Denim Dress.
She happens to have an attraction towards Denim dresses.

Went home at about 7plus nearing 8pm.
Camwhored somemore.
Took the train to Raffles and changed to the EW line.
When we came out from the underpass at Bedok, 222 came.
Just our luck!
Reached home half an hour well ahead of 9pm.
I stuck to my deal.
I was home at 8plus.
Lil had dinner at my place.
Then watched Fantastic 4; Rise of the silver surfer with her till 10.30pm.
Mum sent her home.
I went over to Tanah Merah for a while with Mum after sending her home.
I argued with Mum at the house over a Bolero top.

Urgh, she's going crazy.


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Friday, November 14, 2008 | 10:15 AM


♫ That's why I can't say go. ♫

Alright, I feel great today, don't know why.
Maybe the fact that I got a good sleep.
I've been sleeping really well these few days.

It could be due to the fact that I've sorted my thinking out and let bygones be bygones.
Watch out 2009.

I was looking through today morning's papers, stumbled upon an article on Religious Tolerance.
Is it THAT hard to tolerate each others' religion?
I'm being being prejudiced, but that's the main 'cause for Terrorism and Criminalism.
As quoted from Saudi King Abdullah, calling for religious tolerance.
"Terrorism and criminality are the enemies of every religion and every civilisation.
They would have not emerged except for the absence of the principal of tolerance."
I think it makes perfect sense.

I'm not saying much though.

Tracking aside, I didn't know that the EU had imposed a ban on fruits and vegetables that are not of uniform shape.
This ban has been going on for 20years and still going on.
Its a no wonder everything's the same size/shape in the EU nations!

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Alright, I shall turn off the intellect mode of me.

Netball's most probably at 12.45pm.
Ankle weights, possible match.
GAHS.

Talking about phones again with Alvin, maybe I'm getting the LG Renoir.
But how much is it?
Help!

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Thursday, November 13, 2008 | 8:46 PM


Status: NATALIE NICOLE. is back from shopping! Just Now.
Mood: ESTATIC! (Update)


TODAY WAS GREAT.
HANDS-DOWN.


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I finally got shopping done, with a new shopping girlfriend(:

Let's start blogging.
I was bummed out in the morning when no one could go out with me.
Let alone ask me out.

Sofia came online, and struck up this conversation.

(12:14 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: hey Nat (:
(12:14 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Hey there.
(12:14 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: u're bored ??
(12:14 PM) NATALIE TAN. has changed his/her personal message to "Sex. Lies. Love. - Ask me out."
(12:15 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Yeah, VERY.
(12:15 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: samme!
(12:15 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: do something with me! hahx
(12:15 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Ahah, like what?
(12:15 PM) NATALIE TAN.: You didn't go out today?
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: nooo
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: u ?
(12:16 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Me too.
(12:16 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Yeeargh, do youse wanna go out?
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: yes...very );
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: and u ?
(12:16 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Ahah, yes!
(12:16 PM) NATALIE TAN.: LOL, we go out ah.
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: yeah!!!
(12:16 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: please!!
(12:16 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Go town!
(12:17 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: can also!
(12:17 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Alrighty. AHAH YAYE!
(12:17 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: kk,meet where ?
(12:17 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Tanah Merah?
(12:17 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: hmm,okay (:
(12:17 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: just us ?
(12:17 PM) NATALIE TAN.: What time can you be there by?
(12:17 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Yeeah, well, if you don't mind. Got to catch up with each other,
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: one thirty can?
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Yeah, sure.
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: i dun mind (: u sure ?
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Yup, I don't,
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: sure eh?
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: I've put like, all my grudges away laa babe!
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: okay okay (:
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: anything text me k !
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: see ya!
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: Alright. I'll go get ready now.
(12:18 PM) Fia,Fia ,Sofia: i need to get ready!
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: See ya
(12:18 PM) NATALIE TAN.: yup, okay. byeeee!

LOL, this happened within a matter of 4minutes.
Fast eh, fastest time I ever planned with someone to go out.
I wore my halter top and jeans!
Loved the combination today.
Met Sofia at Tanah Merah, returned something to (insertnamehere).
Trained to Orchard.
Went to Far East Plaza to eat as both of us were hungry.
After that, we started shopping!
Headed to Tangs to look for stuffs.
Sofia bought a necklace for 19bucks, super nice.
I didn't get anything from Tangs.
After that headed to Wisma Atria.
Checked out Forever 21.
(OMG, NEXT ALLOWANCE, FOREVER21 HERE I COME)
Wanted to get this Junkfood tee.
Only 33bucks.
Headed to Cotton On, Sofia bought Rubi Flats from there.
I didn't get anything.
Cotton On is not really my type anymore.
I felt really really nauseous.
I think it was the food.
Headed to Topshop after that, though I was going to come out with a Topshop bag in my hand.
But no, didn't see anything I liked.
Was kinda bummed out, Sofia had already gotten her stuffs.
I had cash to burn but I didn't see anything I liked.
She was nice to help me look for something.
Headed to MNG, wanted to get the 25buck graphic tee.
No XS available.
So I went out, sad-faced.

Headed to GAP, thought may find something nice there.
Nothing.
Walked to, Starbucks at Liat Towers. (Borders @ Wheelock)
Got my Low-fat Cappuccino and treated Sofia to Iced Chocolate.
Still felt nauseous.
Geez, sorry I bugged you.

Walked to Zara which was just next-door.
MADE SURE I GOT OUT OF THERE WITH A ZARA BAG.
AND I DID.
I bought a super nice Zara tee.
Fitted me just nice.
but sadly, Zara's smallest is a size S.
A LITTLE big for me.

Headed to Esprit after that, nothing I liked.
Headed to Pacific Plaza, supposedly to heck out the Surf Shop, but it was no longer there.
Went to the toilet, felt like vomiting.
But I didn't dare to force myself.
Sofia decided to head to Borders to sit and rest.

Crossed back to Wheelock, this time I really felt like vomiting.
Rushed down to B2 to the toilet, when I reached the toilet it didn't feel like coming out.
I felt so frustrated.
I forced myself to puke.

Skipskipskip.

Basically I walked around ALOT.
I don't feel like blogging anymore.
Stupid computer.
Stupid phone.
Stupid file manager.


AND FUCK, I ACCIDENTLY DELETED THE PHOTO WITH SOFIA.
WHICH WAS FUCKING NICE.


I'm fucking pissed off with my phone, I just slammed it into the wall.

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