No siree.

I'm a troublemaker. I told you that come what may, I'd stay by you, but you didn't take my word, and now you're regretting.

Natalie
Fifteen.
Human-Rights Activist.
"Piss off."

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Friday, October 31, 2008 | 10:16 PM

I don't wanna go for the camp.
I don't wanna go for the camp.
I don't wanna go for the camp.
I don't wanna go for the camp.
I don't wanna go for the camp!

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~~I miss my boyfriend.~~
(Scratch that)
I miss my ex-boyfriend.
I miss him.
I miss him.
I miss him.

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Gee, I never knew coping with a breakup was so hard

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I'm having VERYVERYVERY bad gastric.
Hopefully I can draw outta it soon.

PLEEEASE MUMMY.

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If in the end we still have to go.
Oh god, please let me and Amalina have an unregretful time there.

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Till then, I won't be online for now till 5th November.

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One more thing.
I HATEEE MY GASTRIC.

PEACE.

P.S.;
I AM STILL A VIRGIN YOU PSYCHOBITCHSLUT.
Stop going round saying I've fucked my fucking Ex.

Thursday, October 30, 2008 | 8:10 PM

I FOUND MY HALTER TOP!!
I'm just missing my denim skirt and super hot flats.

I didn't know you cared so much.
Thanks boy.

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I'm too chicken for Hotel 626.
Whatever.
I'm also not a online-game fanatic.
After Habbo which was like in... 2004?

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Kay, Siti is beginning to freak me out.

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Mum gave me the wrong medication.
I'm having heart palpitations.
I'm trembling non-stop.
I can't breath properly and I feel dizzy.

Think I need proper sleeping pills.

PEACE.

You know it's waaay better if we stayed Besties?
Hah.
I'm transparent to you now?
Ignore me, take it out on revenge?
I know who's been telling you stuffs.
I'm seeing friendships fall and crumble beyond hope right before my very eyes.

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Topic put aside, this is something else that's been bothering me for a while, since June.

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Gosh, I don't wanna be a total bitch but whatever.
Girl/Boy; this is YOUR reality check.
From me to you.
I know you more than they do.
I know the Real You.
Not some wild child.
Please la, ever since they came along, what happened to you.
Gee, and you told me that you don't give a fuck 'bout them.
And now?
Ahgagagaga, follow them, play the hater.
HATE the Player not HATE the Game.
I'm utterly disappointed in you.
Hey, but who am I?
You got your new friends.

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I should get started on yesterday.

Went to school with Fad, she boarded the bus at Tanah Merah.
I didn't train, but I showed up for training.
I just ran like the first warm-up 5 rounds around the canteen and flat already?
Stupid sickness and sucky stamina.
I felt like puking my lunch out.
Wait, I didn't eat lunch.
I filled my stomach with Water again.
O Levels were going on, so we had to be REEEEAALLY silent.
And us Netballers?
Silent?
Ahah, we managed to pull that off.
The others ran like 40 rounds around the canteen.
The last 10 rounds, which the Sec 2s (excluding me) managed to

As much fun as I had with them yesterday.
One thing still overrides the odds.

Thanks lovelies!

I'll post more later.
Baby, you're gone.
My dreams desire is to sit forever in your embrace.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008 | 10:51 PM

I don't know why I'm having fucking bad sleeping disorders.
I feel like vomiting every time as I'm awake.
I'm choking on my own phlegm.
To make matters worst, I'm not recovering.
I have now officially lost my appetite.
I can't even crave Mcd's anymore!
When I'm hungry, I just swallow water.
waterwaterwater.
I don't want to fall into depression.
Mygosh, I'm only 14 going on 15 next year.
I brought this upon myself.
Fact, everything boils down to one thing.
Me, myself and I.
When I'm with my friends, I smile and pretend everything's alright.
Touche, but I think my friends outta' know this.
I can't keep this act up anymore.
Don't know what's going on around me, that's okay.
Don't know what's going on with My OWN self, not okay.

I just lost it.
I wanna break down and just cry.
Cry till I feel better.
But I can't.
I've gone dry, my heart/mind/soul hurts.

I can barely feel my own heartbeat.
Neither can the doctor trace it.
I can take deep breaths, for fear I may just collapse.
The doctor can barely hear my airways clearly.

What's happening?
My parents don't know a single thing about this.
Wait till they find out about the $200.
They are so gonna screw me.

I'm thinking sleeping pills to put me to sleep.
I'm thinking Panadol Extra on a normal day.
Just to see if it'll put me to sleep in the night.
But if I don't wake up the next day, you know I overdosed on the harmless drugs.
Don't worry, I won't die.
Yet.

(:

LITING STOP TAGGING ME FOR QUIZZES!

I'll blog tomorrow.
Right now I'm helping with Haz's blog.

TAGGED BY LITING!
(again.)

Q1] How old do you wish you were ? - 18 and LOUD!

Q2] When were you in when 9/11 happened ? - 7 Years of Age.

Q3] What do you do when vending machines steal your money? - (Usually it doesn't happen, but if it does...) BANGBANGBANGBANG until the guards/vendor comes and return my money.

Q4] Do you consider yourself kind ? - Uh, NO.

Q5] If you have a tattoo,Where would it be? - LOWER back!

Q6] If you want to be fluent in other language, What would it be? - Spanish!

Q7] Do you know your neighbours well ? -I HATE MY NEIGHBOURS.

Q8] Where do you consider for a vacation? - Paris, Milan, NYC!

Q9] Do you know your horoscope? - I think its Aries?

Q10] Would you move for the person you love? - Maybe? If I have the money.

Q11] Are you touchy feeling? - What is the question about?

Q12] Do you believe that opposites attract? - Yeah.

Q13] Dream job? - World-class-traveller. (whatever, I know its not a job)

Q14] Favourite TV channels? - FOX CRIME! HBO, STAR MOVIES!

Q15] Favourite place to go during the weekends? -TOWN to SHOP!

Q16] Showers or bath? - Bath.

Q17] Do you paint your nails? -Nah.

Q18] Do you trust people easily? - No, not really. Depends usually.

Q19] What are your phobias? - Neglected & Falling out of love. (I hate that feeling.)

Q20] Do you want kids? - Yeah! They're so cute!

Q21] Do you keep a handwritten journal ? - No, my privacy's invaded.

Q22] Where would you rather be now ? - Baby's arms. (Heh!)

Q23] Who makes you warm and fuzzy? - Who else but him?

Q24] Heavy or light sleeper? - Heavy usually, but VERY light these few days.

Q25] Are you paranoid ? - Not really.

Q26] Are you impatient? - At times.

Q27] Who can you relate to ? - Songs? (Wait, that's not a who. Uhmm...) Friends that care!

Q28] How do you feel about interracial couples? - Lovey-dovey-sweet!

Q29] Would you rather be out with your friends or stay at home ? - DEFINITELY OUT.

Q30] Whats your pick-up line ? -I don't know, hmm.. (Nothing's coming to me.)

Q31] Whats your main ringtone on your cellphone? - Ne-Yo - In The Way.

Q32] What were you doing during midnight yesterday ? - Tossing and turning. Feeling breathless and pain.

Q33] What did your last text message say ? - "Okay dokay" (Ilmi.)

Q34] Whose bed did you sleep in last night ? - Mine.

Q35] What colour shirt are you wearing right now ? -REEEDD!

Q36] Most recent movies you watch ? - House Bunny. (Yeeargh, I'm out-dated.)

Q37] List three things which you carry with all the time?- Handphone, Wallet, Earpiece!

Q38] Which bank do you deposit your money at? - Natalie's Piggy Bank.

Q39] How much cash do you have right now ? - $170?

Q40] Whats your favourite part of the chicken ? - Wing. (what a random question!)

Q41] Whats your favourite city/town ? - Adelaide and Auckland!

Q42] You can't wait till? - A miracle to happen.

Q43] What did you have for dinner last night ? - Half a small MOS Fish Burger.

Q44] How tall are you barefooted? - I think I'm nearing 160cm?

Q45] Do you own a gun ? - Plastic gun!

Q46] What do you prefer to drink in the morning ? - Chocolate Milk.

Q47] Where do you think you will be in 10 years time ? - Probably ogling at hot guys in NZ.

Q48] Last thing you ate? - Corn.

Q49] What songs do you sing in the shower? -I don't think I do. (eesh, this quiz is getting so random!)

Q50] When was the last time someone made you laugh? - Just now at Open Plaza, who? Azuraaa!

Q51] Worst injury you ever had? - Something to do with the damned knee.

Q52] Does someone have a crush on you? - I don't think so.

Q53] Whats your favourite candy ? - Sour Power!

Q54] Do you want to have your own car? - Yes, a BMW Baby Convertible!

Q55] Choose 5 people to do this quiz:
- Hazirah
- Syamim
- Raudah
- Azura
- Whoever, whatever.

I'm so hooked on fluro, even my MySpace has gone loud.
Cool right? :D

If you're gonna read this post, read it all the way through.

I didn't sleep much, so people, if I'm moody please excuse me.
I went to bed at 11plus PM.
I tried to sleep, even hugging ~~Baby's~~ the jacket I couldn't fall asleep.
I couldn't cry myself to sleep anymore.
I've gone dry of tears.
"No more crying over spilled milk ~~Baby~~."
Everything happens for a reason, doesn't it?
Its really, the time to say goodbye.
Take it as a lesson of rejection on life.
Antidotes are always needed to prevent the hurt.
It works just like any other medical aid.
Once without it and left alone by itself;
It will go back to its unstable state.
But I just gotta pick myself up.
With the help of my friends out there;
Miracles happen;
Once in a while.

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Okay, I have no idea what's going on in/about school now.
No one keeps me updated.

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I don't even know you well, neither do you.
Because of this alter-ego of mine, do you Really think that's me?
Don't know what you've been talking about me.
Don't wanna know.
In this case, I'll just have to prove that you're wrong.
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I have sooo many thanks to say to people.
I won't jump to conclusions like saying "Oh they're just helping for the sake of it."
No, I'm not.
They're the ones that will help in the changing process.
Friends help Friends.
But I'm not saying those not listed here aren't Friends.
Kay?
Don't get me wrong.
Well, maybe they will?
(In no particular order)
- Fadhilah
- Siti
- Liting
- Hazirah
- Ida
- Masood
- Syamim
- Ilmi

For the first 5 names mentioned up there, I know I can rely on them, but not always.
Giving advices and basically cheering me up.

The next 2 names are up there because, well, they asked about me and didn't pester much about it.
Hey, at least I didn't go on about ranting on how wrong he is and how I'm always right.
Please, I don't wanna be That Natalie.

The last name, thanks for still bothering to talk to me and care about me.
Having gone through so much, you know me most now.
But I don't know you the most, am I right?
Don't know if you'll ever see this, or if any of your best friends see this.
In a way or so, I guess its good that I don't know what really goes on through your mind.
It IS like sending you to IMH, isn't it?
No worries, I won't come for revenge.
If I were to do that, I would have done that the last few occasions!

CLASSIC EXAMPLE OF ME NOW.

"Wrong way, go back."
So, I guess that's that.
I don't want to have anymore verbal arguments anymore.
Taking away that "I'm always right." fucked-up attitude.
Better things up, start anew.
Doesn't that sound great?
(Okay, I'm beginning to sound a little sarcastic now.)

My BabyS. told me this but I've changed it a little;
EVERYTHING, starts out as Thoughts.
Control your Thoughts, 'cause they'll lead to Words.
Control your Words, 'cause they'll lead to Actions.
Control your Actions, 'cause they'll lead to Character.
Control your Character, they'll lead to Attitude.
Control your Attitude, they'll lead to Destiny.
BASICALLY, Its one word.
EVERYTHING revolves around it.
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"CONTROL".

Hey you;
Don't worry, I ain't going nowhere with your Baby(:

Although I still love you, I know now that that door to your heart, is officially closed.
What are we now?

Woooaaaahhh, Netball in an hour and 10minutes time!
I'M OUT.
PEACE.

Do you trust me now?

Labels: Sleepless nights

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 | 10:44 PM

People who make me smile and forget, they're really my antidote.

I went for my trial contacts!
Let's just say, I can do it better now.
(Well, maybe 'cause you have 2 loves, Siti and Liting looking/staring and laughing their socks off.)
You guys MUST come to the dinner!
:D

Super clear vision after having contacts on.
But I can't wear my specs now.
Different degree.
Which totally harms my eyes.

I need to borrow money.
I have to raise $200 before 8th November, is that even humanly possible?
I'm not even working!
How can a 14-year-old chalk up $200 for ONE, SINGLE handphone bill?
Simple, $120 practically spent on SMS-es and $72 on Internet charges.
Fuck right, I tell the truth also will get scolded.
My god, my dad will seriously scold me.
I think I'll just pay him $100 or $120.
But I'll definitely get an earful.
Yeeargh, howhowhow?
See la, spendspendspend.
Wastewastewaste.
Okay, I'm not blaming you and Mum but can you just change my plan to Starhub now?
You'll save more.
If not let me use prepaid.

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I reckon, I didn't show you disrespect.
What on earth did I do?
I didn't use "eh" on you, neither did I give you a spoilt attitude.
I gave in to you, but I did roll my eyes.
Why did you say I didn't show you enough respect in front of my friends?
I know you haven't been taking your anti-depressants lately because they give you nausea.
I dismiss that, so I didn't retaliate like how I always do.
But please don't use that as an advantage.
Go to the Neuro-surgeon/logist and change your prescription.
If this new medication ain't working out, just call NUH and make it known.
Rather than spending hundreds on one consultation plus medication.

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How I wish I could call you Baby whenever I talk to you.

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I just can't believe you're gone,
still waiting for morning to come,
wanna see if the sun will rise,
even without you by my side.

When we had so much in store,
tell me what is it I'm reaching for.
When we're through building memories,
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

You always used to stay,
I should be thankful for everyday.
Heaven knows what the future holds,
or at least how the story goes.
(but i never believed them 'til now.)

I know I'll see you again I'm sure.
No it's not selfish to ask for more.
One more night, one more day,
one more smile on you face,
but they can't take yesterday.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever.
(but it wasn't our destiny)
'Cause in my mind, we had so much time.
But I was so wrong.
Now i can, believe that,
I can still find the strength in the moments we made.
I'm looking back on yesterday.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
they can take the music that we'll never play.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know,
they can take the places that we said we would go.
All the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

Ooooh...
(All the broken dreams take everything)
But they can never have yesterday.

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Italicized, I can relate.
Bolded, true.

Liting and Siti accompanied me to try on the contacts today.
Yeah, thanks for the laughter.
Made me cheer up.
They couldn't stay for dinner.
Daaamn.
Went for dinner with Mum.
Had MOS Burger at Raffles City.
Walked around and then headed home.

I feel so guilty now.
Maybe I'll post more tomorrow.

For all the things I've done, I, Natalie Tan Yee Ning will write an apology letter to Mummy.

Aaight, I best be off now.
Night ya'll.
Training at 1.15pm tomorrow, in school?
Eesh.

I need a pipe or something.
I'm choking on my own phlegm.

I'm really sorry I cancelled on you Mariam.

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Yeah, maybe its this fckedup attitude of mine.
WAKE UP AND SMELL THE COFFEE, BITCH!
How many hearts have you hurt, how many friends you've lost?

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I've lost my appetite.
I've been drinking water from Morning till now.
Maybe that's what I'll do, go on a water diet.
My weight now?
Killer.
Although, I miss it when he carries me.
Making me feel light.

LITING TAGGED ME! :D

Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.
Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions.
They have to be real places name and/or objects, but nothing made up.
Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same initial.
You can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.
Have fun with it!

MY NAME --- NATALIE :D
1. Four letter word ; Nuts.
2. Boy name ; Nate.
3. Girl name ; Nancy.
4. Occupation ; Nutritionist.
5. Colour ; (this is a toughie!) Naples Yellow! (found in oil pastel box)
6. Something you wear ; Necklace?
(this quiz just keeps getting harder and harder!)
7. Beverage ; (this is even worst!) I'll pass.
8. Food ; Nougat?
9. Place ; Netherlands!
10. Something found in bathroom ; Nivea Cream
11. Reason for being late ; No bus.
12. Something you shout ; NOOO!
13. Font ; (ee, I have to look at the fonts, uh it says...) Niagara Engraved.
14. TV show ; NCIS!
15. Song Title ; Next Plane Home - Daniel Powter.

Now pass this brain-cracking quiz to 5 people.
1] Hazirah
2] Syamim
3] Raudah
4] Nazirah
5] Whoever wanna take, take.

PEACE.

You don't ask me out anymore.
Why?
I don't want to feel this feeling of neglect.
Like I told you, I envy you.
Yeah, we'll miss everything, but I guess we've gotta accept it?
After all, you told me that you've officially lost feelings?
I miss you Baby boy.

Monday, October 27, 2008 | 9:24 PM

Go away.
Go away.
I don't want anymore medication.

Ilmi, I have one favour to ask.
Stop lying to me.

OH YEAH.
Before this day ends.

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY MARIAM!
Whoo, its been ages since I posted a birthday post for someone.

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Mum, I'm 14.
I know how to change my appointments without delaying anything.
Trust me.
Dad thinks I'll waste all the allowance he's given me.
Natalie, Natalie.
Steal somemore, see what shit you've gotten yourself into.
Stop fighting with your parents and sister.
Before you know it, you'll lose all the precious Gems in your life.

Natalie's 10 Tips for Masood.
1] Always tell the truth and not keep anything from her UNLESS NECESSARY.
2] Even if one day you're like so mad at the whole damn world, don't vent it out on her, but like you can always tell her whatever's bothering you. Maybe she can help.
3] Be sincere, if you say you're doing something for her, put a 110% in it.
4] NEVER leave her when you're with her for other friends. Girls love company, especially their boyfriends.
5] Never decide for her, unless really necessary.
6] NEVER forget important things, girls hate it when their date forgets stuff.
7] Be romantic and sweet, BUT NOT MUSHY. Think of new ways to impress her. Don't always like do the same thing again and again. VERY VERY easily bored.
8] When she needs to cry, don't only give her like what, a pathetic piece of tissue, dont only lend her your shoulder, but your whole body. So that there's a sense of reassurance.
9] NEVER make empty promises. 'cause sometimes, us girls take it for real and will count on that "undoable promises."
10] That special someone is IMPORTANT, show him/her that you care. No matter how hard things get, bear with it, as long as no one gives up. Give her motivation.

Summarize it all up;
Shower them with care as they are fragile and vulnerable. they love nice and pleasant surprises and if she's moody, understand it as she might be having her time of the month ;D

Thanks BabySSS for that longlonglong phone call.
First time I confided practically everything to you.
I'm feeling so much better right now.
You make good a counsellor.
(:

Sorry Hazirah, I just have to post this song.
Baby, this is for you.

~~Baby,~~ Ilmi,
How I wish I never turned into the meanest ever bitch.
How I wish I have had treated you right from the start.
How I wish I knew what's wrong from right and stopped there.
How I wish I knew not to pick fights/disagreements with you.
How I wish once again you'd be mine.
Its too late to start regretting right now ain't it?

Well, since you've said and bade goodbye as Mine.
I hope you'll still be that one-of-a-kind guy.
A great friend.
A great confidante.

Thanks for everything.
And I mean, EVERYTHING.
From paying my bills, to shopping, to paying my food and so much more.
You're the best/only boyfriend I have.
It was the change of attitude that led to the lost of feelings, didn't it?
If only I didn't change.
If only I knew I'd been given that unseen chance.

No more chances Natalie.
You've lost the game of Love.
Cry if you may, but smile, 'cause you know he's still there.

No matter how long and hard your heart yearns for him.
There's no turning back.
He's moved on.

This is as good, as its gonna get.

Hazirah, I didn't mean to start a row.
I'm sorry.

Ohmygosh, Natalie.
Wake up and face reality.
Who do you actually really have by you now?
Huh?
A miserable number of friends.
Why?
'cause of your stinking new, mean bitch attitude that you've given.
You've lost your love, you've lost some friends.
Anymore damage to be done?
Start thinking.
I'm tired of putting on an act, saying nothing's up when everything's gone wrong.
Someday, I'll find that real Natalie.

Too many mistakes, too many hearts hurt.
"Strike three, and you're out."

ilmi& believe what you wanna believe , you know what you gotta do.(: : yeahh and please strt thinking
ilmi& believe what you wanna believe , you know what you gotta do.(: : count to 10
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ilmi& believe what you wanna believe , you know what you gotta do.(: : but you're such a good girlfriend
ilmi& believe what you wanna believe , you know what you gotta do.(: : sigggh
ilmi& believe what you wanna believe , you know what you gotta do.(: : whyd you have to change

I'm missing things already.
Baby come back...

Sunday, October 26, 2008 | 5:36 PM

Okay, my blogskin seriously harms the eyes!

Okay.
Finally I'm sick.
PLUSSS; finally I'm blogging after a hiatus of 4 and a half days of Blogging.
(Saturday doesn't count as I only used it to change my skin.)
LOL.

I found out that there's this BIG "J"-ealousy gene that runs through me and my Dad's family.

Uhm okay, whatthehell.
I found the song first.
Now you post on your blog/telling others its your song?
No credits given for introducing the song?
Anyway, no offence taken
This italicized post does not only convey the message to one person.
But to all that "copied" my blog song and told others about it.

:D

For those of you who've seen me or heard me, my throat ain't THAAAT good.
Yupyup, its so coarse/hoarse now.
Croaking!

My mum/dad/aunt went to JB.
Naaaawwwh, I should have went.
According to Baby, I slept at 9.55pm yesterday night.
(I don't know how he knows, but ye-eah.)
My mum woke me up at about 8plus.
She asked if I wanted to go JB.
I croaked an "I'm tired, but I wanna go" answer.
My mum thought I said no, so she left.
Great.
So I went back to sleep and got back up at 12 noon.
Whatadeadlog, Natalie!

I'm currently downloading the whole Season 1 of Gossip Girl on UTorrent.
:D
My Chris Brown/Ne-Yo alums have finished downloading!
EEEEEEEEE!
Time to divulge in music.

Come to think of it, my results aren't THAT bad.
Like, hel-loooo?
My lowest was a 52, an improvement from a 42.
Eesh, so I deserve something!
AHAH, I'm so bored now.

Liting's off to Genting, Siti's at home with her niece and nephews.
Baby's out with his Bid D, Mariam's at her Aunt's house.
Parents' out to JB to do shopping.
See, this is what happens when you don't get up immediately when shopping is mentioned.

URGH, I think I'll go stone in front of the Television re-running my CSI/CSI:Miami episodes again.

PEACE.

Saturday, October 25, 2008 | 12:16 AM

THIS BLOGSKIN IS KEWL.
Another personalized skin.
I'm getting the hang of this!
:D

Damn, I got church tomorrow.

Tuesday, October 21, 2008 | 9:22 PM

'ello everyone (:
I'm at mumsie's house c'rrently.

(pffft, whatthehell was that accent for?)

Okay, I'm currently at Tanah Merah, mum's house.
Mum finally installed Wireless in.
YAYE, andshe brought home her Laptop, which means, I can bring it out yeah?
With the wireless card.

(uhhh, oops, something's up. BRB!)

Okay, I'm back.

Uhm, school was boring today.
We had some Personal Grooming/Etiquette course today.
Sorfina went for modelling today.
Leaving me in class with Amshar and (ablankseat).
Amalina didn't come to school today.
GURHH, shouldn't have come to school today.

Alrighty, I think my usage of english vocab is diminishing.
Hmmm, well, today was pretty much mundane in school.
We didn't do much, this is what happens when MOE makes students who have finished exams/checking papers come back to school and not allow Cards/Board games/PSP/DS and stuffs like this.
We can't sleep in class.
So what do you want us to do?
Someone should really step up and make themselves clear.

By the way, this is just me drifting away from the topic.
Why does Singapore have a Speakers' Cornerat Hong Lim Park when there are Authorities patrolling or on watch at that area.
Reason, I doubt Singapore believes in Free Speech.
Look, everyone is voicing out their view on the Global recession and Budgets.
Yet, Singapore Authorities are turning these outstanding speakers away.
Utter crap.

I wanna live in Canada, Winnepeg/Quebec.

Okay, wanted to go to Gym to work arms after school.
I was hesitant about it.
Waited, slacked in school for Azura.
She came out superduperuber late.
We got chased out of the school by Mr Ari 'cause of the O' Levels going on.

PFFT.
Kay, so waited, waited.
After that when EVERYONE came out, Ilmi, Zul and I went to Mukmin at 129, I think its 129.
Ate there, and crapped with each other.
Solved stuffs, and more stuffs.
Bought drink and headed to Stadium, they wanted to watch the Geylang United guys train.
PFFT, so slacked there.
Dumb-wannabes.
(jgn nk step la sial, dpn kwn2 prangai "baek" , pdhl tkde kwn2 korang nak step, step up 1,2,3,4 butoh.)
EEE, self-centered obstinated people.

Okay, I shall now proclaim that Ilmi is a born to be Physiotherapist, or Masseuse.
Superb hands Baby!
But you and Zul cannot stand tickles.
A little massage at the calf muscles already start laughing.
Especially Ilmi with his High-pitched laugh/voice.
(Stop it sia!)
As you can see, we didn't bother to go to the gym to work on Arms.
Went home, Baby sent me back.
Something happened.

Don't worry Baby.
We're wrong, let's just pray hope nothing happens alright?
I went, dumped everything, PJs, Uniform, Shoe, Phone, Wallet.
Even packed food out.
EVERYTHING into my bag and went out of the house.
Asked Baby to wait for me.

Left home, and went somewhere else.
UHHHH. That's all.

NOTE-TO-SELF;
NATALIE, START EATING.
STARVATION WILL NEVER HELP.
IT'LL ONLY MAKE YOUR GASTRIC WORSE.
You're just experiencing the beginning of your Gastric getting worst.
Before you know it, you'll be on a daily medication for gastric.
URGH, I don't wanna worry baby.
I promise I will eat more.

Okay, its 11.12PM now.
I wanna talk to Baby boy.

Night ya'll.
Peace.
(:

NETBALL FRIENDLY TOMORROW AT 4PM BROADRICK!

Monday, October 20, 2008 | 10:58 PM

Okay, I've finally got my fingers to start typing.

NURRRGGGGGGGH.

Okay.

Yesterday;
Liting came over like during afternoon.
Siti came over a long while later.
She had sand all over my house.
Which pissed me off a little 'cause I had to vacuum the Living room, the bed room, the bed.
But was okay later one, we camwhored, manymanymany.

Photos?
Tomorrow.

Update?
Tomorrow.

PEACE.

Saturday, October 18, 2008 | 9:14 PM

I FOUND MYSELF A HOLIDAY JOB!

Let me tell you how Money revolves around kay?

Job = Money.
Money = Shopping&Food.
Shopping = YEAR-END-SALE!
YEAR-END-SALE! = TOPSHOP/FOREVER21/GAP :D
TOPSHOP/FOREVER21/GAP :D = Orchard!
Orchard! = ULTIMATE DIVINE SHOPPING EXPERIENCE.
buuuuut./
Year-end-sale = crowded Orchard.
Crowded Orchard = Smell of stinky pits.
Smell of stinky pits = Air pollution.
Air pollution = Me fainting.
aaaaalso./
Year-end sale = Many people rushing to everywhere.
Many people rushing to everywhere = Rush for clothes.
Rush for clothes = Ransacking clearance bins.
Ransacking clearance bins = Trouble looking for Size 6.
Trouble looking for Size 6 = No Size 6.
No Size 6 = No shopping achieved.
No shopping achieved = Leftover money.
Leftover money = NEW SEASON TRENDS!
NEW SEASON TRENDS! = Better/Trendy/Less seen worn clothings.
Better/Trendy/Less seen worn clothings = Clothes bought early.
Clothes bought early = Money spent.
Money spent = No more money.
No more money = Need of Job.
Need of Job = Job hunting.
Job hunting = Job found.
Job found = Job.
And the whole cycle repeats itself again.

AHAHA, I must have put you to sleep.
Or not.

I wanna be sponsored by nuffnang, Amalina!

'nuff said.

This is usually what happens when we get outta' hand.

ilmi;(: says:
hyahahahaha
ilmi;(: says:
okay
ilmi;(: says:
my legs are itchy
ilmi;(: says:
aren't yours?
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
Huh?
ilmi;(: says:
my legs are itchy
ilmi;(: says:
aren't yours?
ilmi;(: says:
LOL
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
What.
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
The.
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
Fuck.
ilmi;(: says:
okayokay
ilmi;(: says:
sorry,
ilmi;(: says:
lol
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
LOL!
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
Madass, you're gonn die of bored-dome.
ilmi;(: says:
yeah
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
Sigh.
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
May you rest in peace.
ilmi;(: says:
ahhaha
ilmi;(: says:
i shall haunt you by raping you everyday
ilmi;(: says:
i mean
ilmi;(: says:

ilmi;(: says:

ilmi;(: says:

ilmi;(: says:
heh
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
Huh?
ilmi;(: says:
nuffing:D
NATALIE. BUM(: says:
*strangles you.

If the text is italicized, it is where it just starts.
(;

Okay, as a continuation of yesterday's images.

NOOOO, WE DIDN'T PAINT OUR FACES RED AND GREEN.

Okay, the bottom few photos are fucking unglam.
What do to when you have a mad-ass boyfriend?

This is when they start getting "flirty" with the camera.

SUPER AND MANY APOLOGIES TO FAIZULHIZAM.
I wanted to hook Sorfina up.
URGH, she had Open house and didn't tell me!

Oh well.
The Alumni shit was super kekek.
Ms Abraham gave us chocolates and offered us drinks!
She didn't catch me for wrong attire even though my skirt was super short.
She was in love with the young infants/toddlers/babies that the ex-students had brought along.

Sweeeet.
Then ate a little, went off the same time as Faizul.

Overall, it wasn't boring, neither was it SUPER fun.
It was pleasurable.

For those who don't know, Faizul's a super nice guy okay?!

So we're playing it like that now eh?
Fuckyou.

I seriously got to stop swearing.
PEACE.

Friday, October 17, 2008 | 9:55 PM

I'm homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Okay, today was whacked!
I didn't even train, turns out.
Netball wasn't at 2pm.
Neither was it at 3pm.
It was at 2.30pm.
(Okay, you might be thinking, whatthehell?)

Okay, to view trial blogskin, visit http://www.trial-natalie.blogspot.com
Thanks!

TODAY WAS AWESOMEEEEE WITH LIYI AND AZURAAAAA and the guys.
:D

But sadly, Haz wasn't with us.
Photos to be uploaded.

eh pantat.
Blogger uploader has problems again.

OH WELLLLL.
I'M STILL WIDE AWAKE!

PEACE.

My achievements.
I DID THEM BLOGS!

http://www.glogspastic.blogspot.com - Ilmi's blog.
http://www.race-to-mars.blogspot.com - Zul's new blog.

YAYE!