I thought that you're a heartbreaker.
I'm a troublemaker. I told you that come what may, I'd stay by you, but you didn't take my word, and now you're regretting.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008 | 11:33 AM


Do some girls really go through all these for guys?
Watch the video, you'll get a kick outta' it!

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I have not been blogging for like "MOONS".

Let's just say, things are partially solved.
Happy?



I GOT NEW BRACES COLOUR!
Its like partially fluoro.
My mum says its a weird colour combination, but I think its cool.
BLUE AND ORANGE!




ps-by; get a life (: oh and by the way, you have the EXACT SAME I.P. Address at Ahmad Aljufri from Sec 1 A of Bedok South Secondary School.


PEACE.




TAGGED TAGGED TAGGED!
By SHEILA! :D

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
ALASKA! (I wanna see it before it melts)

#2 What's your favourite thing to do ?
Writing nonsense.

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness ?
Nope. But in certain cases where you buy me the last few "Western Lawn" crumpler in Singapore, then YES!

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
New phone, new clothes, new life.

#5 Things you can't live without :
Friends, Handphone.

#6 What are you afraid to lose ?
My life.

#7 If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
New phone, new bag, new shoes, new clothes.

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future ?
Being a Marine Biologist!

#9 List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey :
Spastic, Lovely and Mad.

#10 What makes you happy ?
Everything and anything, except for somethings.

#11 What type of person do you hate the most ?
Hypocrites and racists/religionists.

#12 If you have a super power what would it be ?
The ability to manipulate someone's brain without that someone knowing.

#13 Would you go for happiness or money ?
Happiness, definitely, but Money comes in a close second.

14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
Family, Friends, the works.

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
Uh, come to think of it, No. I don't wanna die.

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you ?
Baby.

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
Pee, I'm holding it in while doing this test!

#18 Who are you close to ?
Many people I guess?

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him/her ?
Uh, what a superficial question!

#20 If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Pass Maths.

7 things that scare you:
● Horror movies.
● D-Day.
● CREEPY CRAWLIES!
● Seeing a booger being flicked.
● Mr Bean.
● Wild, imaginative thoughts.
● Screaming from nowhere.

7 things that you like the most:
● Music.
● Hip-hop/R&B grooves.
● www.myspace.com
● Movies!
● Gossip sheets.
● Photography.
Girlfriends.

7 important things in my room:
● My Bed.
● My A/C.
● My computer.
● My MP3
● My phone.
● My Pillow.
● My Bag.

7 random facts about me:
● I just woke up.
● I hate boys that stare.
● I miss my table in school.
● I think my name's cool.
● I just heard "Bodyguard" playing loudly outside downstairs.
● I just got a text.
● I hate princessy things.

7 things I plan to do before I die:
● To OWN CSI, CSI:MIAMI, CSI:NY; NUMBERS, HOUSE ON DVD!
● To travel the world.
● To earn enough money.
● To meet Santa.
● To study abroad.
● To become a marine biologist.
● To stay this size but taller.

7 things I can do:
● Talk.
● Sleep.
● Eat.
● Be crazy.
● Freak-Nasty.
● Kungfu chicken.
● Touch my nose with my tongue. Can you?

7 things I can't do:
● I can't dance.
● I can't stop fiddling with my new braces with me tongue.
● I can't live without a phone.
● I can't live without music.
● I can't stop eating
● I can't stand B.O.s
● I can't win.

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:
● Smile.
● Eyes.
● Body.
● Height.
● Hair.
● Voice.
● Whatever's deep.

7 things i always say:
● Fuck.
● Uhm, okaaay.
● Whatthehell.
● Dumbfuck.
● Please put that gay hand down.
● Retarded.
● What?!

7 people to do this questionnaire:
● Hazirah. (if your blog's still up)
● Liting.
● Siti Nurbuwwah.
● Azura.
● Eileen.
● Li Zhen.
● Nazirah.


I'm bored, and most probably going out.
SO BYE.

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008 | 8:28 PM


Wah, SOOOOO many people hate me.
Whatever.
If its possible to go about like how Sheila goes about without one friend, why not give it a shot?

Well, its nice, check it out yeah? (:



It rained today.
Surprisingly, leaving the house, waiting for Hazirah (or vice-versa) at 7.05am, and I still caught the 7.08-7.10am bus.
(:
Assembled in class, skipped Anthem in class.
Me, Amalina and Sorfina were at the back stairs then.
Geography; Nothing.
Recess; Usual stuffs.
Music; Didn't have that, instead, had E-Streaming, but my e-Streaming had no problem, so I just headed to the canteen. I was too lazy to get my butt up to buy some more food.
Thanks Sorfina and Amalina!
Science; "AAAM-shut-up", "Stand up la", "I didn't ask you to stand up! I said, Am-Shar-Tup.", "Then you tell me to stand!", "You believe me?".
History; Mr Ari came in and sat at the back of the class. Unknowingly, a word and an arrow was pointing towards his seat, arousing the class in laughters.
English; HOODWINKED MOVIE REVIEW, I was really restless.

After school;
Helped Azura with Art.
SUPER STRESSED OUT.
Even Liyi got stressed!
Others went off I guess.
Zul studied today!
First time?!
Studied with Ilmi and Sufi finished his work.
:D


Hidayah; thanks for letting me know you hate me. Seriously, and I don't mean it sarcastically.



I'm gonna get on with my English task now.
(10minutes late)
Okay, maybe not.



I think I have ADD.
Attention Deficit Disorder, meaning, I get easily distracted.


OVERDUE PHOTOS.


I'M SO FED-UP WITH BLOGGER PHOTOS!

I got Freak-nasty and finally showed Baby.
(:






Bet you the school's reading this RIGHT now.

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Monday, August 25, 2008 | 8:06 PM


_____ less?
Thanks alot (:
Even my sincerest apologies can't kill that hatred.


Okay, I think I should post all the un-posted photos that people have been asking for.
Pray hope Blogger Photo Uploader is working.
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(10minutes later)
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Nope, Blogger Photos is not working.



I studied today aye.
Although I still could not understand some topics of Geography.

I handed up only 2 sheets of Maths homework today.
(There goes my marks flying awaaaaay)
People bitch, people underestimate me.
Oh well, live and let live.
I was late for school today.
Me and Hazirah feared of facing Mr Sum for Latecoming.
Why?
We ran away on Friday.
Thankfully, nothing happened.
School as normal, well, Almost Normal.
I know some teachers are already bias-ed against me.
I think I almost fought with her in class again.
Shit, I almost resorted to violence again.
Sorfina fasted today, I forgot, and asked her to eat with me.
SUPER SORRY!
I stayed back in school for a while, well, for an hour or longer.
Sorry, again.

Left school for Airport MCD's at around 3pm.
Studied and ate.
Left that place at 5plus, 24-ed home.
Walked home from Tanah Merah.

Thanks sweets for walking with me and hearing me out. (:
Thanks Leon for Lollies. (:
Thanks Jazreel for the Ham & Cheese Sandwich. (:
Thanks Azura for telling me what's up and about. (:
Thanks Sheila for being there. (:




Right now, I feel so used and duped by (insertname[s]here).
Sometimes when you know you didn't do anything but the world/friends/passers-by/Earth/someone/something has a grudge against you.
Yes, you will feel this way.
As Sheila calls it, "Self-centered and being obstinated".





2 things I can recall about school today;
1. Me, Amalina, Amshar, racing around the back of the computer lab and going down the ramp.
Before you continue reading this, note that this explicit content is only for the naked eyes.
2. Me, Amalina, Sorfina, talking about guy wedgies, sport bras, boobs shaking and pulling dicks and boobs. (Amalina said it all).


I've been sleeping at 12AM+ every night.
I need to catch up on some serious ZZZs.
I'm out.
Peace.

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Sunday, August 24, 2008 | 8:59 PM


PHOTO BLOG!
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(half an hour later)
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BUGGER, BLOGGER CAN'T UPLOAD MY PHOTOS.


OH WELL.
OFF TO BED.

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Saturday, August 23, 2008 | 9:10 PM


I'm at Liting's now.
Siti was supposed to come.
But cancelled out think cause she had exams or something.

Okay.
Disagreement with Baby again, today.
Yeeeahh, okay.
What else more?

I spent my Saturday at St. Theresa's home.
Really meaningful.
I cried.
Yeah, the lady was like telling me about what she did throughout her years before she entered the Old Folks' home.
She's 90years of age, and she told me she's just praying for God to take her to heaven.
She's looks so innocent, her only son's in KL working.
You would cry too if she was someone you love.
I'll post a photo of her tomorrow.
She resembles my granny, a pyjama top and sarong bottom.
At least Aunty Anne's dependent on wheeling herself around the home with her 2hands.
Love her (:


Okay, I think I'll be on my way home or starting to ready myself for home now.
I'm hungry.








//. Baby, are you okay? I'm really sorry I wasn't there and still not there for you.

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I'm going to church now.

BYE!

NATALIE JARING SEPET TAN EX 121, RBR, TIL, TCP, CRAZY CACAT HEADERS, TEKETEKTEKETEKTEKETEK YEE NING.
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NUR AZURA CRAZYGILER SHUFFLE MONKEY JUMPSTYLER EX121 TPI RBR TIL 3FOUR7 TCP CRAZY CACAT HEADERS TEKETEKTEKETEKTEKETEK GIRL BINTI MASTUAH



I thought you were coming and was anticipating, but nevermind.
Knew it would've happened.

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Thursday, August 21, 2008 | 9:17 PM






OKAY, Netball yesterday.

The new coach for shooters is kinda good-looking.
Nigel!

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Okay; WOW and Really unexpected.
Shocking really, I'm just really bummed out now.

PEACE.

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Wednesday, August 20, 2008 | 9:31 PM


500th POST!


Okay, I'm stuck on my SOAR presentation and my English oral picture discussion!

HELP!




I attended training today, I guess I did okay.
Considering I sat out for gazillionxzxz days!

I'll update video and photos tomorrow!

PEACE

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E-learning E-learning E-learning.
I'm in school now with Ilmi, Sufi and Syamil
(:

Okay, I'm left with English, and Maths to complete.
I'm hungry, I'm starving.
The Computer Lab is filled with irritants from the other classes.

Some are too "big" and "full" of themselves.
Some are too and already getting on my nerves.

Okay then, I'll be rotting in school for now.

I NEED FOOD!

Peace.

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Tuesday, August 19, 2008 | 7:46 PM


MONET'S WORK AND PROUD OF IT. (:


Hurry take them off!

I got 29/40 for Geography.
Well, I didn't study a single bit, so yeah.
YAY ME. :D

Tomorrow's e-learning day.
I think I might be going back to school.

Stupid (insertnamehere);
HEY, don't poke your nose into other people's business when we don't wanna talk to you about it.
Let alone tell you.


I swear, I hate it when people get sensitive about _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ when I talk about ___.
Oh, cry me a river.
Mount me a mountain.
Which is like moving mountains.
Its almost inexplicably impossible on Earth.


Since we're on the topic of school.
Let's see.
I've been listening attentively in class.
Just that today when I forgot to put my friend into my bag, I couldn't see a single thing.
Having to rely on Sorfina for on the screen to copy answers.
Trust me, you don't get Re-liable source from her.
I guess she's too caught up in what she herself is doing.
Oh well, thanks dear for constantly offering me your notes to copy from.
Study hard yeah?

I think I'm studying hard for F1.
F1 falls just on the first 3 days of Exam period. (Inclusive Weekends)
I promised my mum results for End-Of-Year Exams and make her proud of me, again.
I'm awaiting my W595 or C905 for Christmas/Well-done-for-EOY gift.
Of course, that shouldn't be how my mindset is working hard towards for.
Should it?
(:



Baby's house with Mariam&Sufi and Spaghetti was AWE-SOME.
I didn't wanna get out of his bed.
Until some fag named "Firdaus" lied about the inter-class match starting.
THEN, they had to carry me out to hurry to eat.
I felt like a baby then, whinging and whining and struggling to stay on the bed.
We ate, and DID NOT rush to school.
OH, Congrats 2G guys for winning Floorball inter-class (:
Sufi, Ilmi, Asri, Masood, Firdaus.
I managed to hook a floorball with that samurai-looking-stick(:

Sometimes I can't get why ________ want to BUTT sooo much into relationships.
You wanna know every nook-and-cranny of what we/they/them do.
Get a life please, see how you'd like it if people kept assuming things you did for the plain simple, nonsensical reason "Your girl/boy friend's doing it too."
Although there was no apparent plan/reason/motive to.




I think the school's monitoring my blog.
OR, teachers are snooping/reading it.

Tishtosh!

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Monday, August 18, 2008 | 9:43 PM


When I was 6 years old.
Top; Natalie, Cousin Zi Ying.
Bottom; Cousin Rebecca, Melanie.
Okay, my sister was 3 years then, I looked exactly like her THEN.
NOT NOW.
My cousin on the right side of the photo is so "DIVA"-ish.
Sorfina's reaction
LOL. [PS; take note of the first thing she says]

-Receives picture-
---After a while...---
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
nat?naat!! oh my allah,u look CUTE!!!!!!!
NATALIE says:
AHAH!
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
but e gurl beside u so extra,no offence
NATALIE says:
The fat fat one right?!
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
melanie's okay lah..
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
eh ya..
NATALIE says:
yeh. I know. Melanie look like me when I small like 3-4 years,
NATALIE says:
LOL.
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
kat mane ni??
NATALIE says:
kaaat.
NATALIE says:
agaknye one of the relatives house at malaysia.
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
yeah,can tell by e background.. phahaha,but u look sooo cute,jgn kembang ehk!
NATALIE says:
HAHAH!
NATALIE says:
mane ade asaaak. LOL!
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
hahas,hey babe.. i want go tido ah.. i still got my geog to do.. see u tmr aiights??! take cares gurl! see ya..
NATALIE says:
okay then.
NATALIE says:
byeeee! see ya. remember to brush your teeth!
NATALIE says:
AHAH, RANDOM.
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
wat??!!
NATALIE says:
LOL. nothingnothing. just being spastic.
[sorfina];stil waitin.. says:
wth eh dier ni..

Sometimes I wonder what Sorfina is thinking about "WHOO-SEYH-NI?".
Oops, sorry, not on purpose.



I can be under you, on top of you, beside you.
When she moves like this, you move like that.
Thanks for today Baby, although something happen.



I'm not looking forward to Cameron Highlands road-trip.
AHHH, Baby take me to Melbourneeee!



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CWUNCHWIE OUT.

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Friday, August 15, 2008 | 9:50 PM




Okay, whatever.
I don't mean to be mean, but Coral Sec Netball is bias-ed.
If you want shade, just say eh.
Okay, so we lost, big whoop.


After the match, me, haz, fad and az did headers with the netball at Coral.
Funny and super retarded!
Oh, I can header the ball "well" now.

(:
Then headed to MCDs' at White Sands.
Bought Iced Lemon Tea and Corn Cup.
Note to self; Owe Liyi $2.35.
Sorfina left early.
Talked talked talked about sensitive issues.
Then Fad took a train back, Me, Haz, Az, Liyi 12-ed back to Tanah Merah.
SUPER LATE BY THE TIME ME AND HAZ REACHED TANAH MERAH.
We saw Sufi walking from outside stadium towards central direction.
He looks so grown up (15,16,17) in a songkok and baju melayu.
And like we said "hi" to him while he was with his dad.
I guess.
o.O

Skipskipskip.
Don't mention anything about school today.
Was just effing screwed up kay?


PEACE.

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Wednesday, August 13, 2008 | 8:45 PM



Azura :D - Tune of Shake It by Metro Station


:D :D

I GOT INTELLIGENT OVERNIGHT, AGAIN!

HONEY STICKS HAVE NOW BECOME A DRUG.
( cue star-wars-galactica-music )
Okay, I was SUPER spastic in class today.
Quiet Corner + Spasm = Classroom MAD Junkies!
:D


Scenario at the back of the class;
Natalie; After James finish presenting SOAR we go ole, ole, oleh.
Sorfina & Amalina; Set ah!
James; .... So support PAP .....
( When James finishes )
Amalina; We do it now?
Natalie; Okay, 1,2,3....
Natalie; Amalina; Sorfina; OLE, OLE, OLE, OLEH. OLEH, OHLEEEHHH!
( Bursts out into laughters )


Stayed back to study, read through Maths textbook.
Okay, I think I'm ready for Maths.
I'm left with Geography.
Screw it, so went through a little though.

For Friday's science, I FINALLY GOT TRANSPORT IN LIVING THINGS!
HALLELUJAH!

Talking to Raudah
Sorfina; Nat's science better than me.
( Raudah looks at me )
Natalie; Only if I understand, then I know.
Raudah; Then you know the set-up that tubing thingy?
Sorfina; I wa-
( cuts in )
Natalie; I want! I want! Let me try to explain.
( halfway through, Sorfina cuts in )
Sorfina; Hah, this all I teach you yeah?!



Thanks for accompanying me today Baby!
OHOH; I got kissed in school by .......... !


PEACE.

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008 | 8:21 PM





Amos; Err...sry 2 disturb u..just wanna ask u wad chapts 2 study 4 geog n maths..haha..U knw? :D
Natalie; Don't know. I only know geo is chapter one to seven. Maths is 7-9 if I;'m not wrong.
Amos; Oh..ty..haha..u say dnt knw bt told the chapts..haha...thx..haha.. :D
Natalie; Haha!
Amos; Err..haha.. Kkae..byebye :D Haha.. Braces rawks!
Natalie; Yes they doooo! Bye!



Class was MAD today.
Okay, I swear, my new sitting arrange-ment rocks.












:D

Besides laughing the whole day after 12noon.
Nothing much better happened.

After school, went home to get jacket first after school.
Then headed to Tanah Merah MRT.
Met Siti and Liting.
(FINALLY!)
Train-ed to Changi Airport!
Liting's first time taking a train to Airport.
Went to Terminal 3 Popeye's.
Damn good food yo!
Although I ate THE least.
We played the "chilli-Pumping" contest.
The pump for the Chilli was like, super stiff, so you had to go really hard on it.

Liting went FIRST.

And then went Siti.
From the photos, we can see who WON.
:D :D
Then we got bored, so we went to the toilet and exchanged uniforms!
Okay, I suck in Damai uniform.
Both Siti and Liting said my uniform was comfortable, I can see why now!
THEIR UNIFORMS ARE LIKE BIG.
We camwhored, alot.
It was super funny when we came out funnily in each others' uniforms.
I look like a TKG girl in green, but not DMS girl.
Not comfortable.


That's it then.
OH, I gave Siti proper hugs today!
We linked arms and held hands!
We're no lesbians, get THAT RIGHT.
I met Baby at Tanah Merah, walked home together.
Super cold out.








PS; Thinking and looking back at 4th December 2007, wasn't something to be sad of, but yet, its something to be taken note of. Mistakes were made on both sides.

It hurts to think that you've never like anyone while you're attached.
But the person you're with has kept a lie from you for over a year, about him liking/having feelings for someone else.
Why did you choose to come clean now?
I don't even know how I put up with all of this.
I shouldn't be talking about this matter, but when I'm alone and thinking.
Thoughts wander off.
My mind's really in a whirl now.
I don't even know if I'm faking a smile now or is it genuinely a real smile.

I'm Sorry.



PEACE.

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