I thought that you're a heartbreaker.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008 | 8:37 PM


I hate my braces.
I hate my braces.
I hate my braces.
They're giving me whole mouthed ulcers.
Ulcers left.
Ulcers right.
Ulcers top.
Ulcers bottom.
Headache.
Headache.
Headache.


I hate my braces.
I hate my braces.
I hate my braces.


FCUK.

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008 | 8:41 PM


I GOT MY BRAAAAAAAAAACES.

Its red and black.
AND I look like a Geek.
SEEEE me tomorrow for the real stuff.
:D

That's all.




//If I want the "old" person back, fuck off.
Trying to sound cynical, mature. Mature people tell it like IT is, and not hide behind their screens or in their books. Its My brain, My mouth, My choice.
Psl aku uh, mulut aku, sape nak bobal ngn kao, sape nk cari psl ngn kao.
(except for him.him.him.him.her.her.her.him.him.)
him this, him that.
EEEEEE.
kao mesti ingatkan aku takot kao. KANNN? BULLSHIT!
Choices have consequences. You chose to butt in to this problem, any complications, you brought it upon yourself. So yeah, don't blame me for bad mouthing you. Its part of growing up. Kay? Both of them can be the best of friends. Thanks alot for the pleasure of bitching about you.
OH. I thought you said no more doing of (THIS?).
Eh eh, kao jngn terase eyh?




This is what me, her and her have in common.
We share the same topic to talk about.





I cheated in today's test.
YAYE.

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Monday, July 28, 2008 | 8:41 PM


I SO BLOODY WANT THIS PHONE!


Okay.
ANYWAY.
Caught The Dark Knight with Liting yesterday.
5/5 Stars!
Got the best seats.
Okay, I'm too tired to blog.
Check liting's blog for update.
I'll just be uploading photos.
OH, I GOT A SLEEK BLACK LONG SLEEVE.
ITS SO HOT!
:D




TODAY.
I didn't learn anything in class today.
Gym was too crowded.
Something happened.



Okay, PEACE.



// Watching Dark Knight tomorrow!


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Sunday, July 27, 2008 | 12:46 PM





Bloody big teeth.

YESTERDAY!
Morning woke up really late.
Freshened up and then headed to Raffles City Tower for extraction.
Okay, wow.
I've had my extractions done.
Wasn't at all pain.
HEE :D
The only frustrating things is the numbing injections.
Yes, I had jabs.
4 of them on the inside and outside gums of each tooth.
The metal syringe is approximately 5inches long.
And the needle is about an inch long.
You can feel the needle going in your gums.
And I felt it 4 times.
YES FOUR.
The whole of a needle is about an MM thick.
When the extractionist took out my teeth, it was not painful.
You just feel pressure and your whole head will shake.



:D

I couldn't talk properly for an hour or so.
But I'm alright now.
After that, cabbed with mum to church.
Had the Service Learning Project on at St. Theresa's Home.
The old folks' there are so poor thing.
They literally tie you to the chair to prevent you from getting up.
Pity.
I wouldn't want to send my grandma there.
Okay, met this really nice 78-year old lady.
Her name's Dolly.
She's really nice, her understand of English is really good.
Just hard of hearing.
There was another lady, who was 90 years old, she still could knit and sew!
She's also hard of hearing.
And the both of them are Baba[s], (nonyas) like me!

:D
How cool is that?

Okay, then headed back to church.
Bought Chicken Pie from Polar with Annabel.
Went for mass with her.
Talked almost all the way.
Found out stuffs also.
After church headed to look for my dad and sister.

Went home, dinner.
Watched TV and talked on the phone.
I fell asleep on the sofa.
I forgot to hang up the house phone, which was why no one could get through.
Handphone was left on the bedside table, charging.
Found out my sister touched my handphone and answered my call.
FUGGIN BEETCH.
She woke me up by dropping the glass test tube on the floor.
I shouted at her once I got up.

TODAY.
I woke up late.
I ate breakfast late.
I'm supposed to be out now.
I'm gonna watch Dark Knight with...
Liting, only I think.
WHY CAN'T SITI COME OUT.
(nak ajak dier kluar pun susah!)
gafhasgdsadghazxzx.
Okayokay.
I better go eat lunch now.
And then bathe, and then go out.

PEACE.






- Girl please. Take a GOOD look at yourself. First you weren't sure of liking him and now you are? Who or what or why are you trying to play us all? Just as Hazirah has said, behind that innocent face, is a totally different person. Please, you're not at all yourself. I want the old you back. The quiet, reserve, not-tryna-show-how-tough-big-she-is girl. We're all disappointed in you, and we're pissed off about you too. We care, that why we're saying all this.




PS; I dislike _ _ _ _ _ now.
She's changed, just 'cause she hangs out with ______ and _____ and has a boyfriend?
Don't flirt around with ______ and no touchy touchy with him.

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Wednesday, July 23, 2008 | 9:14 PM


2 different people perspectives on my new look.

FIRST EXAMPLE; LITING. [the not so positive one]
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
oh wow nattie
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
OMG
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
YOUR SPECS
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
LOL
NATALIE. says:
HAHAH!
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
LOL
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
LOL
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
LOL
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
OHMYGOD
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
YOU LOOK LIKE A NERD-IN-TRAINING
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
i cant wait until you get your braces,then you'll be a full fledged nerd-.-
NATALIE. says:
OHMYGOD.
NATALIE. says:
THANKS ALOT.
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
;D haha
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
your specs
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
lawls
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
ohmygawd
NATALIE. says:
?
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
you look smart mann
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
with your specs
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
ahha]
NATALIE. says:
Huh?
NATALIE. says:
LOL!
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
i cant stop laughing at your picture
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
wait
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
i wanna ask lizhen see
NATALIE. says:
LOL!
NATALIE. says:
BUSTED!
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
lawls
[[problem after problem]]when im not wearing my nerdy specs[-.-] #12 days# says:
haha

SECOND EXAMPLE; SITI [the better one]
fetish of you - says:
OMG?
fetish of you - says:
YOU LOOK SO DAMN GUAI SIA.
NATALIE. says:
WHAT IS THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?!
fetish of you - says:
LOL!
fetish of you - says:
good girl lah.
fetish of you - says:
tssssk.


OKAY LITING. I AM SO NOT GONNA BE A FULL FLEDGED NERD.
THANKS ALOT.


pfffft!




Whoa, my mum's still at it.
It has been 2 hours and she's still shouting.
SIAO.

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HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY ALL!


[Camwhores]!

Okay, so today was Racial Harmony.
The spontaneity of the students weren't THAT great as last year.
Oh well.
Hazirah came over in the morning to pass me the costume
Took a bus to school, surprisingly and thankfully, I was ON TIMEEE :D
{HAH, IN YOUR FACE KAY[GAY] JIN}

There were like really creative and funny costumes in school despite the small number of student population using them.
Okay, next year, all of us are gonna wear cheongsam.
AHAH, we'll just see about that aaight.

Sheila was a total BUM during Chinese.
But heck, I love her.
Syamim was like laughing non-stop throughout the whole day.
Heck, I love her.
Sorfina's slippers were the noisiest thing in the whole class.
Whatever, I love her.
Angie was SUPER adorable in the Indian costume!

There's so many more people to talk about.
But I wanna go sleep now.




Performance for today was so-so.
Modern Dance - Alright.
Indian Dance - Alright.
Uh, fashion show sucked.

Whatever kay?





OHOH!
I GOT MY NEW SPECS.
This now suits my whole-new GEEEEEEK look in a smart class.
Wanna see?



:D







Damn, there goes my mum shouting at my sis again.

Girl please, please be serious this matter. Gosh, I hate you for doing this to him. What happened to the old you? You're like changed now. Serious, may someone help you soon.

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Tuesday, July 22, 2008 | 10:45 PM


RIAN ILYAZ!


SAYANG!
INI BOYFRIEND AKU KAY?
:D Joking!
He's the sweetest-cutest-thangg!
Okay baby, I'm like gagaga over him!

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NATALIE. says:
SHEILAWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
NAT LIE LIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
YOU'RE WEARING THE COSTUME TOMORROW RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT?
NATALIE. says:
MAD WOMAN.
NATALIE. says:
YES YES YES.
NATALIE. says:
WHAT COLOUR IS YOURS?!
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
PURPLE AND WHITE PURPLE AND WHITE!
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
YOURS YOURS YOURS?
NATALIE. says:
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
NATALIE. says:
MINE'S LIKE PINK AND SILVER.
NATALIE. says:
PINK AND SILVER.
NATALIE. says:
EITHER THAT OR BLUE AND WHITE.
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
We wear together then mark the attendance together okay okay okay?
NATALIE. says:
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT.
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
YAY YAY YAY! OH, BLOG ABOUT ME OK? CAUSE I FEEL RANDOM. :D
NATALIE. says:
HAHA WILL DO.
NATALIE. says:
Okay, I go blog now.
Sheila! Hugs & Kisses! says:
YAY NAT ROCKS!

- Yes, I know I do!




Okay, Sheila Wee Xi Rui (Anteater) asked me to blog about her.
WELL.
5 IMPORTANT facts you need to know about Xi Rui (Anteater)
1. She engages in wanking.
2. She enjoys reading sex blogs.
3. She cracks the lamest and dumbest jokes.
4. She made up her own song. (I want my paper back, paper bag.)
5. She can be the best of cheena-china imitations.


Okay, done (:


Badminton was AWE-some today!
Thanks for asking me out guys, has like LOADS of fun.
On the other hand, Gym was super shitty.
Tampines Gym just doesn't feel right.
Back to Bedok (:


SKIPSKIPSKIP.
Tomorrow's Racial Harmony Day.
PSSSSSSHHHHH.









I'm getting new specs, AGAIN!

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Monday, July 21, 2008 | 10:14 PM


Trust Me.

I'm sorry baby.
I know you care ALOT about me.
About my safety.
I'm a big girl, I can take care of myself.
Yes, I do admit that I can don on short shorts and tight fit shirts.
But I know I can take care of myself.
Y'know if you restrict me on going home alone late in the night.
Do you really think I'll be really contented?

You don't know half of my "coming-home-late" encounters.
Yeah, Liting's area in the night after 8pm is filled with old men at coffeeshops.
Since I'm at Liting's from afternoon, I'd be in shorts and a tank top.
Definitely people will stare when I walk to the bus stop.
Bedok also is a kinda shady area too.
Yeah, I've gotten like almost sexually harrassed before.
But I learn from the encounters that have happened to me.

I know you would not want to lose me again.
But trust me when I say this;
I can take care of myself, I kick-butt, I enjoy rugby, I hit the gym.
Surely all of this has taught me something.
Right?

But for now, just to not let you worry.
I promise to be home before 9pm everytime I go home myself.
(10.30pm's my curfew.)


Please?

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Saturday, July 19, 2008 | 9:50 PM


I'm sorry, I've moved on.

Okay.
I skipped Service Project today!
I thought I had a dental appointment.
Turns out it was next week.
WHOOPS!
Okay, then went home.
Felt SUPER SICK in the car.
It was a very nauseating car ride from Marine Parade to HGS to Bedok.
When I got home, spent like an hour on the couch, not moving.
America's Next Top Model 7 was on Channel [V].
Left house at around 2.20pm.
Went out with Baby to Suntec.
Wanted to catch The Dark Knight, but the timing was just wrong.
Walked around.
I had Gloria Jeans' Coffee!

SITI! TRY THE PASTA AND POTATO SALAD THERE.
AND THE HOT CHOCOLATE WITH MARSHMALLOWS!
ITS TO DIE FOR!

Okay, took a bus home with Baby.
LOOOOONG RIDE.
Skipskipskip.
Thanks for sending me home yeah?
<3s.




Mum isn't home for M'sia yet.
Heaven knows if she's at Pasir Ris or Tanah Merah or STILL in M'sia.
Oh well, sis is bugging me to go off 'cause Dad wants to sleep.
Oh well.
Shan't keep Baby waiting too long on the phone.



NIGHT!
Peace.

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Tuesday, July 15, 2008 | 8:34 PM


Last post, July 4th.
WHOOOAAAA!

Well, people.
Natalie's back, but not for long.
My computer's crashed.
Again, yes I know.

Anyway, I've been skipping classes recently.
Chinese yesterday, and Science today.
All full one hour.
:D
So much for 2A chairman eyh?

Common tests starts today yeah?
Okay, done with Science and English.
YAYE (:
I'm left with Maths and History. D:
Did I mention I slept through a 24 mark chinese comprehension test?
No?
Well, I've said it.
HEH.
ITS A SURE-FAIL, WHY?
The test was 25minutes.
T slept for about 10minutes.
( 15minutes left )
Spent 5minutes reading one paragraph.
( 10minutes left )
Spent 5minutes on one question )
( 5minutes left )
RUUUUUUUSSHHHHED ALL THE WAY.
Having all one line answers for 4marks questions!
How many questions left?
5.


Congratulations Ms Natalie Tan Yee Ning, you just failed Chinese!
"Natalie, if you get 4 marks for 3 questions you pass already!" , said Albertus.
"You siao ah, I answered everything one line answers." , replied myself.
"Oh then good luck." , said Albertus.
"Bloody bastard." , said Natalie.


Heh.
Smart right?
Okay, whatever.
Been hitting gym.
Monday was shitty, gym was bloody full.
Headed with Ilmi, Zul, JC and Iman.
People, I ain't playing/flirting with them aaight.
Then headed to Stadium for 2 rounds run.
Stupid pacer shit.
I became the pacer and I was not consistent.
Fast, then slow, then fast then slow.
So, I ended up running with Ilmi.
We sprinted for about 20metres?
SHIT I KNOW.
But he didn't clear me!
It was just by a little bit (:


kay, that was yesterday.
Today had common test.
BOO HOO.
Uhm, I can't remember what happened today.
ONE THING ; 2G PEOPLE ARE THE FUNNIEST WHEN IT COMES TO HIDING FROM TEACHERS WHILE SKIPPING LESSONS.
( credits, Asri )
Inside joke (:


UHHHH.
Back to Claude Monet's work.


- Ready to give you my love.

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Friday, July 04, 2008 | 10:32 PM


WOW, this is SOOOO great.
I saw that coming.
Thanks.
Thanks alot(:


Honestly, why do I even bother uh?
They way you do it, its like, you think its nothing to me.
You don't know how much I've been going through.
You don't know what I do.
I smell a rat.

And its you.

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Jumpstyle.Jumpstyle.Jumpstyle.

I'm currently learning this (:
It ain't easy yo!



For the benefit of my True Friends who read my blog, I shall continue posting for you guys to read when you're bored (:

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Wednesday, July 02, 2008 | 8:31 PM


SUCK DICK BITCH, I AIN'T BLOGGING FOR YOU TO READ.

I'M REVERTING MY MYSPACE BLOG AFTER MY COMPUTER SCREWS ITSELF IN THE ARSE OF YOURS.

OH BEFORE I TOTALLY DO.
HERE'S A STORY FOR ALL.


One day they were gonna cross the road to Blk 121.
Then suddenly a driver shouted fck you at them.
They didn''t really care, so they crossed.
and KABABOOM!
Their body parts flew everywhere.
The black dude became a devil.


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