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Friday, June 20, 2008 | 9:46 PM



One more day. One more day.
Till HELLO SINGAPORE.




I haven't been on the computer these few days because I can't go online.
Ask Ilmi for proof that I can't come online that often.
Hey, it ain't my house.
I can't just go online all the time.


Oh fuck man.
I'm guessing it was an assumption then?
Or was it a conclusion?





Sheesh, kapeesh.

Oh well, I headed to Fremantle today with Aunt Ed and Uncle Peter.
Daaaaang, there's no rough-ass drier like Peter who does Granny Driving.
And for that, I thank him for the fun and "bitch"-ing about other Perth drivers and the dumb laws and shitty things.
Thanks for the beer tips and advices.





Skipskipskip.
Okay, I have not started on homework, which could be a problem.
Wait, what am I saying?
It IS a problem!
(:
Ah, stuff it.

Obviously people, Perth's just really cold and the wind here's just screwed up.
Even a gentle breeze can leave you with windbite.
Or whatever its called.


Oh well.
I'll just elaborate more when I get back to Singapore.

PHOTOS.



Hey, you know what.
I could have replied you y'know.
Fact, I just read the message.
TODAY.
AT 1015hours on 20th JUNE.
I have't been online SINCE.





:: Thanks alot, you guys watched two movies without me, THANKS. (:


Appreciate it much.

I'm out.

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Tuesday, June 17, 2008 | 10:21 PM







ITS COLD.
ITS WINDY.
ITS WET.


I'm going shopping tomorrow yaaaw!

:D






Hey you know what?
This friendship's, onesided.
Kay?
No mention of me when I'm gone unlike before.
Well, pardon me for being harsh.
That's just my nature.



PEACE.

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Sunday, June 15, 2008 | 9:33 PM


THE ATTACK OF THE COUSINS!



NATALIE MARCUS
DOMINIC
She gets Him.
He gets Him.
Him gets He.
She's untouched.
Poor guys.
Naaaawh.
"Make" love, not war.
Yes, we went to the beach in WINTER.



I'M IN PERTH.
ITS 9.33PM.
ITS DARK OUT.
I JUST HAD SUPPER.
WE WRESTLED IN THE CAR.
I'M GOING TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
ITS FUGGING FREEZING OUTDOORS NOW.
ITS WINDY, AND WET.



DONE WITH POST!




PEACE.

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Friday, June 13, 2008 | 10:48 PM


GOODBYE SINGAPORE.

HELLO PERTH!

I'm in Perth and I'm freezing my ass off here!

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Thursday, June 12, 2008 | 12:29 PM


If you hate me now, you can hate ALL you want.
I don't mind.



See you then.

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I'm back. I'm back. I'm back!
In less than 24hours.

I'll be somewhere above you in a plane.

Yet, I'm stuck at home.
I'm actually supposed to be deciding where to go with Siti and Liting.
Liting already agreed to like going out to watch and all.
And yet, I'm considering whether I should still let you come over or to go out.
I haven't seen you girls in AGES and it takes like what?
A bloody big bulldozer to get you to wake up huh?
This is the result of always sleeping in the wee hours of the morning.
Nocturnal is it?
I've told you not to sleep and wake up so late and the effects of it.
Don't come and complain to me that you're getter fatter or feeling fat.

You can't go on your whole life shunting guys out.
They're my friends.
You already know who the are.
Cut the shyness and just be yourself.
A girl being shy, makes her more feminine.
Maybe that's why guys keep hitting on you.

I'm speaking for myself 'cause usually I get confused of what to do.
I couldn't find the movie titles that we wanted to watch.
So, I suggesed that we go out watch movie.
Your instant reply, "I DON'T WANNA GO OUT WITH GUYS."
You know what, I didn't even think of that in the first place.
I suggested a win-win situation so that both parties, you&liting VS ilmi would be okay on.
Liting said she didn't mind, I told her 1.30 meet.
Guess what, I bet 12.15PM you can't even wake up.
Average human being needs about 8hours of sleep.
Nothingmore, nothing less.
Why?
'cause harm and brings LAZY into your body.




Oh whatever.
If you really really wanna spend time and meet me up.
You would be awake by 11 no matter how tired you are.
That's what you call discipline.


I know see why you and Liting are closer.
'cause Liting gives in, when you cancel on her, she doesn't confront you like how I do.
She just keeps quiet.



BULLSHIT.
I'M OUT.

PEACE.






10DAYMIA.10DAYMIA.10DAYMIA.

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Friday, June 06, 2008 | 10:42 PM


People of the world;
I miss my boyfriend.
4more fulldays. 4 more fulldays. 4 more fulldays.

Okay, anyway, I just realize I'm OKAY at pool.
At least I don't suck at it like how I do at bowling.

Azura's birthday celebration was SUPER fun, not mentioning kecoh.
Took photos and all.
Me, Hazirah and Azura kept burning food, yes, burning.
(:
Funny shits happened and all.
Azura's youngest brother, Erman is really cute.
He mocks people too.
Met Hazirah and Sorfina before that, then headed to East Point.
Met the rest outside the restaurant.
Ateateate, skipskipskip.
Then was at a lost of where to go. so we just roamed about.
Headed to Downtown East, supposed to bowl there, but decided not to.
Manymanymany people, and the waiting list was supersupersuper long.
So walked out of Downtown East.
Somehow or another, I manage to lose Syamil, Hidayah, Azura, Hazirah, Liyi, Syahirah while walking and I found myself walking with another group of friends.
(LOL?)
Anyway, then found them, took 21 to Safra Tampines.
Decided on bowling, but then the dumbshits there wanted to charge us the Peak period rate.
Which would cost each of us $5.35 each for rental of shoes and a game.
(SIAO.)
SOOOO.
Me and Azura decided on playing pool, $2 per game.
Got Syamil, Hidayah, Hazirah to try play.
Second game played with Shafiq, the Sec3 one.
Damn, he's good.
I kept making the ball jump over one to hit another one.
LOL!
Played 2games, then mum called and said she was at Century Square Nokia.
So went to meet her there.
Left Safra with Liyi, took 168 and then from CS we went separate ways.
I got my mum to buy me a pair of red Ripples flip-flop.
I shall get the green one and black polka dotted one(:
Then walked around to get gifts for Mum's ex-boss & ex-boss-wife.
She bought a Pearl&White Gold Diamond pendant for the lady, and tea leaves for the guy.
(My mum buys these things for them, and not for me.)
Then I was already complaining that I was hungry.
So I bugged her to walk through Tampines Mall, then head to the MRT station.
I didn't want to stand in the train, so I bugged her again to take till Pasir Ris then head back to Tanah Merah.
Finally I got to sit, but we alighted at Tanah Merah and walked home.
We talked about stuffs and all.

She told me I may be attending school at my cousin's school in Perth when I'm there for 1-2days.
COOLSTUFFS(:
I'm so dying to meet my cousin's friends, and they're so dying to meet me.
(Its true! My cousin told me himself.)
FYI; My cousin's the same age as me, but I'm older by 11days.
IN YOUR FACE DOMINC TAN, we share the same last name, so he's ALMOST my brother.

Okay, I just realized my maid's gonna get married.
I SAW HER HUSBAND-TO-BE PHOTO.
:O
He works in Saudi yo'!
Okay la, "mcm kenal je!".
And her contract ends this year end, but she wants to extend, again!
That's like so effing good and sweet can?
My mum and me talked to her about that and all.
She'll be gone for like 3 months.
WHICH MEANS, I will have a replacement maid OR a new maid.
(NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!)

Whatever, shuttup Nat.

Oops, I still have patchwork to complete!
Darn my bag for bursting at last minute.

Okay then, till here!



MY AGENDA FOR THE REMAINING OF THE JUNE HOLIDAYS :
People, I'll be away from home from the 7th to the 10th of June.
You can't find me on the 11th and 12th of June unless you're Siti or Liting or Ilmi or Ida or JC or Zul or Iman.
I'll be packing and hitting the gym, since I can't attend trainings.
Following that, on the 13th to the 21st of June, I'll be away in Perth, Western Australia.
I'll be gone in the morning of 13th and back in the night of 21st.
You can't find me on the 22nd 'cause I'll be doing last minute school preparations.
Basically, I'll be Missing In Action to those people whose names aren't mentioned.
Understood?
See you girls and guys on the 23rd when school reopens!
BYEEE!



PEACEOUT.
(4DAYMIA.4DAYMIA.4DAYMIA.4DAYMIA.)



; Baby, tonight's for you(:

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I'm glad I spent my morning with you(:
I'll miss you when you go to Langkawi.

Have fun yeah?
Loves; -NATALIE
.



Okay, its mid-morning now.
I'm glad to say, I have yet to start on any homework.
YAY FOR NAT!
But I'm bringing my work over to Perth.

I'll be MIA from 7th to 10th June people.


Okay, I just realized how boring it is without having to shout at someone.
I don't MISS it, I just find it boring.
Someone entertain me pleeeease?

Miss me when I'm gone.
PEACE.









PS. I reallyreallyreally miss Siti Nurbuwwah loads.
I miss my girlfriends loads loads too!

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Its 12midnight, which means...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZURA!

(:

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Thursday, June 05, 2008 | 11:32 PM


I wanna go Perth.
I wanna go New Zealand.
I wanna go France.
I wanna go Spain.
I wanna go Germany.
I wanna go Alaska.
I wanna go Hawaii.



I was just looking through travel destinations and I just realize that there's SO much more to see.

Okay, anyway.


Headed out today to buy presents.
Got a soft toy for Siti from MiniToons which cost me $17.
Got a pink notebook for Azura from Prints, gift-wrapped which cost me $20+.

Bought Green&Black shorts and fitting long sleeved shorts from Cotton On, which cost me $25.

EESH, I GOT NO MORE MONEY.

Okay, tomorrow's Azura's birthday.
Got her present ready.
Damn yo', missed them all loads.

Bumped into Syahirah and Daya at the crossing from Parkway to Marine Parade today.
We screamed and shouted when we saw each other, giving Ilmi a really bad shock.
Yer, yer, we were on a date.

Okay, then Liting and Siti said they would be going over the Parkway.
Didn't know Lizhen was gonna come along too.
ANYWAY, Zul came too.
The guys went to Topman, we girls stayed at Cotton On.
Everyone of us bought something there.

(:

I gave 2 arm hugs today, felt good.
Okay then, its already 11.32pm.

I shall turn off the computer now.


PEACE.

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Tuesday, June 03, 2008 | 9:00 PM


The 100 Question Questionnaire!
I've been tagged by (insertnamehere).

001.What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- Ilmi, boyfie(:

002. Do you ever turn off your cellphone?
- Nope, its on 24/7. Unless the battery dies.

003. Wad happen to you at 10am today?
- Was watching The Pink Panther.

004. When did you last cry?
- After meeting him.

005. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- Nutella spread.

006. What do you want in your life right now?
- Good academics.

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put it up ur hood?
- Umbrellas are for aunties, I always use my hoodie.

008. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
- My comforter and small tiny pillow.

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
- Board shorts and halter polo tank.

010. What's the nicest thing on your inbox said?
- "Happy 1st Month Baby."

011. Do you tend to mke a relationship complicated?
- Trust me when I say yes.

012. Are you wearing anything that is borrowed from someone?
- Yeah, baby's pullover.

013. Do you like your current class?
- Its okay.

014. What are you proud of?
- That I grounded myself.

015. What's your handphone model?
- Sony Ericsson k770i

016. What's was the last song you sang it out loud?
- Samantha Jade's Step Up.

017. Do you have any nicknames?
- Nat, Sepet, Jaring Sepet, Sepettan.

018. What does your last received text say?
- "I miss you."

019. What time did you go to bed last night?
- 1.30am

020. Are you currently happy?
- Not really.

021. who gives you the best advice?
Mum, Siti Nurbuwwah, Ilmi.

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from can?
- That's fucking fattening!

023. Who did you tok to on the phone last night?
- Boyfie.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?
- Yeah, alot of things.

025. What/who was de last thing/person who made you laugh?
- Alvin Tan Dechong.

026. Do you wear toe socks?
- Yes! Rainbow coloured toe socks are the BOMB..

027. Who is the last person you missed a call from?
- My mum.

028. Have you ever had your heart broken?
- Twice.

029. What annoys u most in person?
- Squeamish, irritating, noisy girls who all act big.

030. Do u have a crush on anyone?
- I'm taken.

031. Have u ever done cocaine?
- I always wanted to do coke.

032. what is the colour of ur room?
- A mixture of green, pale green, white, scarlet.

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- Sure, provided I don't get caught.

034. Do you believe in the saying "talk is cheap"?
- I'm thinking, what the fuck are you talking about?

035. Who was the last person who lay on your bed?
- Mum.

036. Who was the last person to hug you?
- Boyfie.

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- Nope x)

038. Do you have a life?
- DUH, who wouldn't.

039. Have you ever think someone died but they actually haven't?
- Yeah, 'cause I haven't seen them in AGES.

040.What's the reason behind your profile song?
- Its nice.

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- My late grandpa ):

042. Last time you smiled?
- Few hours ago.

043. Have you changed this year?
- YEAH, ALOT.
.
044. What are you listening to now?
- Always be my baby - David Cook (people's blogsong)

045. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
- Yeah, Boyfie(:

046. Do u walk with your eyes open or closed?
- OBVIOUSLY open.

047. Is there a quote you live by?
- Courage isn't the absence of fear.

048. Do you want someone you can't have?
- Yeah, my grandpa back.

049. Have you ever played an instrument?
- DUH, the triangle.

050. What was the worst idea you've in the week?
- SHAVING my legs, EEE. (nightmare)

051. Wad are you doing last night at 11pm?
- Watching movie on watch-movies.net.

052. Are u happy with your love life now?
- Yeah.

053.Wad song describe ur love life?
- For Always by Marques Houston.

054. Does that person know that you like him/her?
- Hell yeah, he's my boyfriend.

055. Who always make you laugh?
- Siti and Liting.

056.Do you speak other language other then english?
- Malay? I suck in chinese, I suck worse at it that YOU.

057. Are you blond?
- As in personality wise? Yes. Real hair colour? No
.
058. What is your middle name?
- "Sepet"

059. What are you doing tomorrow?
- Go school, gym training, lunch, home.

060. What do you think you are like?
- A total bitch and a drag-mean-peeved biatch,

061. Who will you choose to die with?
- That's a tough-ie.

062. Where have you been today?
- Mum's office, Raffles Place.

063. What game you play often?
- FotofinishQuest on my Cyber-shot phone.

064. Who are you missing now?
- All my homies x)

065. If you have to choose between love or friends which one will you choose?
- Love, without love, you won't have friends.

066. What are you doing right now?
- Doing this quiz, talking on the phone.

067. Which primary school were you from?
- Haig Girls'.

068. Name 3 colours that you like.
- Black, Brown, Green!

069. What emotion you like to show?
- That same smile.

070. What is life to you?
- A roller-coaster ride.

071. If you have anything troubling you, what will you do?
- Cry about it, then tell someone.

072. Who did you last chat on MSN yesterday ?
- Siti Nurbuwwah, I miss her!

073. Which model of phone did you use to own?
- Nokia 6288 black.

074.Which month are u born?
- April!

075. How are you feeling right now?
- Fed-up.

076. What is the time now?
- 11:17PM

077. Where are you now?
- At home.

078. What colour do you use to dye your hair?
- I'm a good girl who doesn't dye/pierce/smoke.

079. Why are you doing this test?
- I'm just bored.

080. What feeling you hate most?
- Fear.

081. What age you plan to marry?
- The legal age! x)

082. Who is more important to you boyfriend or friends?
- Its hard to choose.

083. Do you think you have enough confidence?
- Just a little above "so-so".

084. Who is the person you trust most?
- Ilmi.

085. Have you ever seen a rainbow after rain?
- Yes, I've seen double rainbows after a storm in Auckland, New Zealand.

086. If you have a dream, what will it be?
- Travel the world.

087. Who is the person you don't trust most?
- Her.

088. Do u believe in infinite love?
- Yes, but its a matter of showing it.

089. What feeling do you love most?
- The feeling when someone special gives you a hug.

090. Do you really think its global warming now?
- DUH, its all over CNN.

091. What feeling you hate most?
- When I know people BITCH about me.

092. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
- Only if its of worth.

093. Do u believe in God?
- Yeah.

094. Who cares for you the most?
- Boyfie, family, friends.

095. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Getting used to having a positive mindset.

096. Describe the person who tagged you.
- I just found this quiz. PFFT.

097. What have you regretted doing in life?
- Forcing love.

098. What would you feel if no one cares for you?
- It'll have me suicidal.

099. What if your lover two-timed you?
- Bye bye Ilmi.

100. What is your greatest wish?
- The wish has yet to come.

List 5 people whom you want them to do this quiz.
At the end of this post, notify them in their tagbox that he/she had been tagged.

1. Liting.
2. Siti Nurbuwwah.
3. Si Han.
4. Nazirah.
5. Lizhen.




PEACE.

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Happy 1st Month Baby(:


(:

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Sunday, June 01, 2008 | 7:46 PM


I'M BAAAAAAAAAACK.


For real yo!



Okayokay, anyway...




SITI;

Sorry I couldn't celebrate your birthday with you.

We haven't been heading out in like AGES.

I wanna go out with you!

Let's go watch Kung Fu Panda yeah?

All of us.

Anyway, miss you loads sis!

And guess what, I'm more comfortable with two-arm hugs :D

Love ya !(:


PSSST; COME GYM OR RUN WITH ME!



BABY;

2more days to a new month with you(:






Haven't been heading to gym for workout like for AGES.

All muscles have turned to FATS.

Will be heading tomorrow morning.

Was invited to watch Singapore VERSUS Uzbekhistan tomorrow at Stadium.

Okay, but couldn't go.

There would be Billy Bombers' but nahhs.


The Sentosa trip's on the 3rd.

And I ain't sure if I wanna go for it.

( Baby, I'm sorry if I don't. )




Skipskip.

Every morning I awake at a veryveryVERY early time of 7.05am.

ON the dot mind you.


Okay, I miss school.

Right from the first day of holidays.

For whatsoever reason.





Phew, I'm getting sick of blogging.

Well, maybe its just 'cause I have s usper noisy keyboard and that my computer keeps on hang-ing.

Stupid computer.

(What have you become after reformatting?!)





My agenda for these whole Holiday;

2ND JUNE - Full body workout + Full&Proper rest.

(Why? 'cause I just came back from 3D2N church camp, which I was sick.)

3RD JUNE - Sentosa&First Month. (Can't Miss)

7TH-10TH JUNE - Full Day Camp at Adam Khoo Course.

12TH JUNE - Out with the guys, and Siti+Liting before I leave. (MISS THEM)

13TH-21ST JUNE - Away to Perth. ( Going; morning flight. Returning; evening flight.)

22ND JUNE - Rest for school, unpack bag, start packing school stuffs.

23RD JUNE - Back to School.


Which means..

4th, 5th, 6th, 11th - Are the ONLY days where I can do my homework.


I won't be attending training 'cause of fatigueness and the fact that my mum doesn't let.

But she lets me go out with friends and not to training.

Don't know why, but hey, at least I do workouts unlike lazy bums (like my sister) who stays at home sleeping, watching TV, and eating.

GET THAT RIGHT YA'LL.

I don't want anyone telling Coach or misreading that line above the one above.





Fastforwardddd.


People who treated me who I have to thank;


Liting's birthday dinner at Swensens :D ; $65

Date with Baby, movie tickets and all (: ; $13.50

Mummy for Sony Ericcson k77oi ; $178 (approx.)




To all ya haters' out there.

Don't fcking diss me when I say I'm headin' for a workout yo'!

Fck shit ya'll, don't think you can please me with saying "but you're soo thin!"

Whatthehell.

Hey, I wanna be FIT, get that right.

Don't go about saying I go just to attract attention to be "slender" and "slim".

Fck mayn, the words just sent shivers down my spine.




Okay, that was the other side of me.


I think I shall upload my photos and all now.


Peace.

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