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Tuesday, May 27, 2008 | 11:50 AM

I'M BAAAAAAACK!

Well, only for a while.
Currently at JC's crib.
Been hitting gym recently.
Other than that, usually staying home.

Computer's down for now, hence me not being able to blog.
I'm too lazy to blog about other days.

Maybe I'll give a full detailed post the next time I'm using the computer at MY own home (:

I'm lazy. I'm lazy. I'm lazy.

(:

I shall be meeting Siti and Liting later on at Parkway.

Peace.

Monday, May 19, 2008 | 10:52 PM

FOUR DAY MIA.

BYE BYE PEOPLE!
I'm off for camp!

Any updates about today, view Liting's blog!

(:

Peace out.
Goodnight world!

Thy shall not be nocturnal and shall sleep early(:

I SERIOUSLY MISSED OUT ON GYM TODAY.
Okay people, you may say or think that I'm skinny and whatever and start commenting alot, but hel-lo, I need to get back my stamina, and once you stop working out for a period of time, your body muscles, turn into FATS.
Bye-bye hard-worked-for abs.
*SNIFFS.

Okay, anyway, heading to Orchard later.
Don't know with who yet.
Trying to get Siti and Liting to watch 'What Happens In Vegas' with me and the guys.

SITI NURBUWWAH BANGUN LA SIAH!
Its not good for your body to sleep past 10AM.
STOP SLEEPING LATE BEFORE I SCREW YOUR EYEBALLS TILL THEY POP.
You're always cancelling on Me and Liting.
Don't know why, meanie.
Maybe 'cause you always wake up late.
WAKE UP EARLIER CAN.

gahs.
Okay cool down.
Liting called, she wants to watch the movie too.

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Okay, its 11.06AM now.
I've showered and all, think I shall get really started on packing camp items.
And change for Orchard.

PEACE.

I've been tagged and forced by Cybelle to complete...
THE QUIZ-ZERROO

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Okay, this is hard. Definitely cry, would give him a tight slap. But if he apologises sincerely, I may forgive him.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To travel the world with Baby. (Hey, he makes good ORCHARD buddy!) also, not forgetting girlfriends to tour the world with.

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
I don't know. Simple, elegant and not extravagant.

#4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Travel around the world, own a Ferrari.Masaraeti.BMW.Mercedes.AlfaRomeo.Lamborghini

#5. What's your ideal lover like?
Tall, dark, brown eyes above average looking. Of course, faithful and loyal.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both, it applies to almost everyone.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
As long as I love him?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Go on, girl(:

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
MANY, but thanks to friends who cheered me up(:

#10. What is the worst you've ever felt these days?
True confessions of a lover-suicidal-stress thoughts.

#11. What cheers you up the fastest?
Laughter provided by Girlfriends, follow by Baby's consoling.

#12. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
I see FAAAR. So, probably in New Zealand.Australia.Europe doing studies and getting commendations(:

#13. Who is currently the most important people to you?
In order. Baby&Girlfriends&Biatches&Siti&Liting. Followed by Family.

#14. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Great friend to have, sometimes a lil' spastic.

#15. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Single&Rich. Hey, you can live life as a single to the fullest. Being married you need to have commitment, which is quite hard to balance for me.

#16. What's the first thing you do every morning?
Stretch, rub my eyes, fall back into the throw pillows and sleep.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?
Not ALL at once. A little at a time, but there has to be allowance for other factors and influences.

#18. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
The love which is stronger, but also considering the qualities of the guy.

#19. What type of friends do you like?
No one's a TYPE. Everyone's special in their own way, but the best to have are Trustworthy ones that will stand by you whenever you need them.

The 8 people who will be tagged are;
1. AdekSiti
2. Syamim
3. Li Ting
4. Hazirah
5. Raudah
6. Cassandra
7. Si Han
8. Shirlene
DO IT, DO IT, YOU DO IT PEOPLE :D

Sunday, May 18, 2008 | 12:18 PM

WHEN ALL ODDS FAILS;

THERE'S ALWAYS SOMEONE THERE.

I Love You Baby(:

Its almost coming to the end of SUNDAY.
Tomorrow's a public holiday.

Which means, GOING OUT (:
On the phone with baby now.

I just changed my blogskin and blogsong, and I so love.adore.worship it.

Okayokay.
What was I up to today?

Hmm.
Let's recall.

I woke up in the morning to look for camp bag, sleeping bag.
To get everything ready.
( Till now, everything is in a mess! )
I don't find my camp bag big.
But I ain't ready for it.
I don't have track pants!
Anyone can lend me?
Or something.
I have to get a new pair.

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Okay, Liting "visited" me today.
With Lizhen.
Then when she came, I told her we were going out to Suntec(:
She was like "You did that on purpose!" in that voice.
HAH.
So she called her mum and all.
Trained to Raffles then walked to Suntec with Liting, Lizhen and my mum.
In the train found out stuffs about Siti.
:O
Messaged her, rubbed it in her face that she couldn't come out.
Funny shit luh(:
Walked around many many.
Super tired legs after 3half hours of continuous walking.
My feet had blisters! ( AGAIN )
Bought a black top from Giordano.
SUPER DUPER CUTE CAN!
Saw so many adored and loved clothings there.
The COTTON ON baby doll top.jacket.hoodie.shorts!
OMG, I'M GOING SHOPPING TOMORROW.

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Mummy treated Liting and Lizhen KFC, $19!
I actually wanted Pepper Lunch.
Next time perhaps.
I had KFC for dinner!
In a really long long long time I had KFC for DINNER.
Okay, then from Suntec walked about somemore.
Then took a train back home.
Stood all the way in the train, which adds to more aching legs.
Liting and her sis alighted at Eunos.
Their mum picked them up from there.
I alighted at Bedok with my mum.
Took 222 home.

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Showered, prepare stuffs for camp, blogged, changed blogskin.
I'm turning into another SITI-NOCTURNAL-NURBUWWAH.
D:

Okay, I think I shall go off now.
Baby's been accompanying me from 9plus till now.

Shall turn off the laptop now!

PEACE.

ITS 12:18AM NOW.

Saturday, May 17, 2008 | 10:10 AM

THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS;

ON A SATURDAY MORNING.

When you're stuck at home with nothing to do.

These few days have been filled with many laughters.

(:

Definitely crazy shit happen.

Game yesterday with Bukit Merah B div.

31-7.

We won, but it was sorta "expected".

I have nothing to blog about now.

Just many many laughs these few days.

Camp is just 4days away.

Suddenly everyone doesn't seem in the mood for camp.

Oh well.

EVERY SATURDAY MORNING IS BORING.

PEOPLE OF THE WORLD.

NATALIE IS OFFICIALLY EXHAUSTED FROM HEAD TO TOE.

Pardon me if I don't blog for a few days now.

EESH; I'M OUT.

- Is it just me, or is our time together passing real slow?

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 | 10:08 PM

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY LITING!

Hope you grow more matured yo!

Okay, overslept today.

Took cab with Hazirah to school.

Assembly was some police talk.

Post programme was really boring.

Watch Ratatouille for Movie Screening after recess.

Was in the hall.

At that time was it was raining heavily.

Super cold and dark.

Super nice timing to sleep.

Anyways, then had recess.

Recess with all 9girlfriends.

Talked many many.

Group photo with Syamim all.

The pictures were..

Okay.

Too many people to squeeze in the small frame.

But it was still cool.

Then headed back to hall for Screening.

( * Up There * )

After Movie, was back to class.

Got back Geography results.

72/100.

GAHS.

Then had Maths.

60/100

I PASSED!

(:

Okay, school ended at 1.30pm today.

Had training at 3pm.

So from 1.30pm to 3pm.

Me, Fadhilah, Azura, Hazirah and Liyi were playing with tape.

Using Fad's tape for her knee, taped to people's hands legs.

Pulled out the tape.

Then what?

Of course got the hair pulled out la!

Super kekok.

Skipskipskip.

Training was like a little relaxed today.

Most probably from the longlonglong break we've got.

Confirm get harder one la.

Okay, did courtwork etc, etc, etc..

Left around 5plus.

Walked out with Azura and Hazirah.

Siti was already outside at the bus stop.

She "was afraid" of the guys.

Said that one Bedok North guy was cute.

Boarded 10 soon enough.

Then on 10 said the ITE guy beside beside me was cute.

._.

Okay, when we reached, Swensens' was empty.

Then it filled up really quickly.

Had a really really difficult time deciding on what to order.

Then finally decided.

Siti wanted to get Dessert.

"Giler saaak."

I kept telling Liting the maximum we would spend was $80.

But we ate till $66.50

:D

Took many pictures.

Wanted to sing Liting a birthday song.

She begged us not to.

Whereas other people was singing the birthday song.

"Takut malu."

Then headed to the toilet.

Took many many pictures there.

( * Down below * )

Hmm, took MRT home with Liting.

Siti took cab back.

Cab fare: $9.

She owes Liting $11.

I owe Liting $10.

And I owe Siti $10.

I still owe Evan $9plus.

DAAAAAANG!

Okay people, I shall go offline now.

Currently on the phone with Boyfie(:

PEACE OUT.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 | 10:01 PM

THERE'S TRAINING TOMORROW!

SHIATZX, I DON'T WANNA GO!

ITS LITING BIRTHDAY!

Gym today was kickass-shit-tiring man!

Did treadmil 20minutes + another 5-6minutes.

Legs 3x10, Abs 3x10.

Suppose to finish 5x20 sit ups.

But did different degree.

From the lowest to the highest.

Note to self;
Make it a point to go gym at least 3 times a week with friends.

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Changed, freshened up after 2hours workout(:

KFC with Zul and Ilmi.

Zul almost died at the middle of the road.

Like yesterday at Orchard.

LOL!

I finished my KFC meal today 'cause it was salad!

Took fourteen home with Ilmi.

Saw Muslihah, she was calling out Ilmi's name.

And he couldn't hear.

Should've seen what happened.

She's nice and friendly(:

Bus was cold, fell asleep in the bus for a while.

Went 7-eleven to top up EZ-link card.

Headed home.

Slept for a while.

Here I am using the computer.

I chased my sister away again.

:D

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Hey you, don't need to lie about me can?

Say it straight and don't rat out on me to others.

You dumb small shit.

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I'm to lazy to go back to school.

Might be receiving Maths Papers tomorrow.

Uh-Oh.

Hopefully, it doesn't spoil my to-be-good mood tomorrow!

Tuesday, 8.08pm

Jaring Sepet Tan,

PEACE.

Being back with a few of my girlfriends is the best thing I could ever want now.
More than how much time I want to spend with Boyfriend.

Crapping nonsense with Azura, Amalina and Sorfina in school was seriously loved.
We talked about the past craziness we had.
Talked about how we would be good, quiet girls unlike now, crazy and bitchy.
Reminisced about how "siao" we were in class, outside.
Crapped about cheap kitchenware in Batam!
( Inside joke with Amalina and Azura )

Most of my problems are resolved.
I think, but for now, its all good.

Just left with a few to explain.
I don't know if the message will get to them.
I hope they do reach it.

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Alright people, I just wasted my precious sleeping time going to school.
For NO apparent reason.
SUPPOSEDLY to see Ms Abraham, but she was too "Lazy" to come down.
And could only come down at 10am.
Everyone was already there by 9am, which was the actual timing.
Oh wow, and then we had to wait till 10.
Buteveryone insisted on leaving, so Giresh ( being the gold-digger ) started on some talking thing.

Didn't really hear 'cause the other ear of mine was being blocked by music flowing in and out.
Azura and Asri too ;D
So much for "budak baik"s
Then slacked in school.

Headed out with Azura and Amalina.
Sorfina left early to go meet up Fad and Raudah ( I think ) for her project.
Good work on it babes!
Saw the progress (:
Fourteen-ed with Amalina, she took train back.
Azura was at the bus stop waiting for the floorballers to meet her up and play street soccer.
Didn't go to watch them play, had gym and Liting was coming over.
There goes another opportunity to meet the other girls.

Okay, Liting's over hear now.
Super fast shit thanggg!
Hahahahs, I can smell her noodles cooking.

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Baby, it takes courage to let go of what you've been wanting to say all along.
But hey, I wouldn't dump you for anyone else.
'cause truthfully, there's no one else that can take your place.
There's no one better than you for me.
Its really true, ask anyone of my girlfriends.
You're a great guy, and if the thought keeps dawning onto you.
Well, I'll just have to prove it to you that it won't happen.
Not in the near future.
For 4 months, we weren't together.
I don't know how I actually managed to go on without you.
With the help of my girlfriends, I soon realised that what you did was right then.
And now, when you came back, it just made me realise something more about you.
That's indescribable.
Words and actions can go only so far in expressing love.
Trust and Faith is greatly needed in a relationship.
Even with the biggest of fights I may have or will have with you.
I still love you, and even if I'm angry at you, I'll still forgive you at the end of the day.
Nobody's perfect, and you need not worry about it.
Good looks, money and gentlemanly behaviour are just materials.
Materials used in a relationship are just one the outside.
Everyone looks for something on the Inside.
If I'm the one that brings worth into your life.
You're the one who's always there for me, in good times and bad times.
"This time it won't be you getting hurt, 'cause I won't let you get hurt anymore."
This line, remains vivid over a night of heavy coffee overdose.
I love you Boyfriend.
Hope this message gets out to you(:

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I'm out yo, time for lunch with Liting at my house!

Monday, May 12, 2008 | 8:15 PM

Scratch the previous post about being MIA.

I'm a letdown to my girlfriends.
ALL and everyone of them.

Starting with;
Hazirah. - the one who's always been there to wait, for advice.
Syamil. - the one who you can count on to stand up with you.
Syahirah. - the one whom you can trust with secrets.
Azura. - the one who puts laugh into laugh-ter
Liyi. - the one who always accompanies me wherever.
Sorfina. - the one who I can turn to in class.
Fadhilah. - the one who gives out good advice.
Raudah. - the one who asks and care about me whenever I'm down.
Syamim. - the one who I can complain to and bitch with.
Amalina. - the one who helps me out with duties in class.
Sheila. - the one who can make me go high during change of classes.

I have offended and hurt so many more.
These are just the few that I really want things to get better.

Without them, I wouldn't be what I am now.
Without them, I would be the social reject of the girls in school.
Without them, I'll end up multilating myself and breaking down everyday.
Without them, I'll find myself helpless and always getting bullied.

With them, I've learnt to take critisisms.
With them, I've learnt that they're the ones who'll stand by you.
With them, 1 and a half years in BDS has been meaningful.
With them, we've grown to love each other and have something in common.

Where else can you get all this?
Those girls mentioned up there, they're the ones who know me best.
They can see changes in me, around me.
Although sometimes I feel neglected or may have grudges against them.
At the end of the day, they're the ones who are still there.
I've heard this once;
"Your friends and enemies for life, are the ones you make in secondary school."
If that's the case, I don't want my friends to become my enemies for life.
I really do miss them loads.
I neglected them for more than seven days.
I abandoned them.
But I swear, I have never forgotten them.

I don't know what they're trying to get at, but they sure a doing a fine job by making me feel really guilty.
Thanks for that, now I know how it feels when I do this to people.

I really want to gain their forgiveness.
I wanna gain their trust back.

All these wants, I'm already making my move.
How 'bout you girls?
Babes, I really do miss you all.
Not having ya'll by my side, makes me feel LIKE a social Reject.

Well, isn't this great.
I blew my friends off for something and some other people.
I made them utterly dissappointed in me.
I deserve all the complains, bitching done about me.
I'm losing my greatest and closest friends.

If all else fails, I'll move down to my last resort.
You all should know what it is.

I'M REALLY SORRY.
VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY SORRY.

Till now, I'm still thinking of what to do.

Syamim, Amalina, Sheila, Sorfina, Raudah and Fadhilah.
Thanks alot girls, I love you loads.

Sheila, I know we can pull through this few conflicts.
Take care you(:

I think that this post is very much more important than talking about my day.

Monday 9.24pm,
Natalie Tan Yee Ning;
Out.

Sunday, May 11, 2008 | 11:17 PM

I'll be on M.I.A from now till school reopens.
Anything, contact me VIA my handphone.

I won't be blogging I guess.

Regrets.

Okay, firstly, THANK YOU to Liting for paying my cab fare!
Reached home at 11.40pm.
Thank god someone opened the door to let me in.
Home, mum was asleep.
Crept into bed, talked on the phone.
Slept.

:D

Sunday.Sunday.Sunday.
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL MOMMAS OUT THERE!
Woke up at 10plus because of the late night phonecall.
Realised maid was on off.
MY ABS EFFING HURT !
Thanks baby for the advice.
Had to clean the house and do chores(:
I got $10 from my grandmother for helping her around the house everytime she calls me for help.
Lunched at home.
Helped mum prepare lunch.
Many many veggie dishes.
But I enjoy eating them.
( No weird eating habits. )
Then cleared dishes, watched TV.
Did somemore chores.
TV, my sister hogged the computer from afternoon to evening.
Then laptop - ed from evening onwards.
Thanks mum for bringing it back!
(:
Dinner-ed at a nearby seafood restaurant.
Okay, super full.
Although I didn't eat much.

Reached home.
Continued on computer.

Okay.
Not feeling up to spirits now.

I know I've upsetted many of my girlfriends.
I know that I've been spending too much time with Him and them.

Syamil, Azura, Syahirah, Liyi.
I really want to apologize for not going out with you girls after school.
I admit I really have changed alot, I'm aware of it.
You girls have absolutely ALL RIGHT to complain and talk as much as you want about me.
I had it coming.
I haven't really spent time with you girls during these whole exam period.
Including the 2 break days which we need not attend school.
People have asked me out, together with you.
I turned them down, because of plans made.
Yes, I can say that you all were there for me before I patched.
You girls still are till now.
One reason is that I'm spending too much time with my boyfriend and neglecting you.
Abandoning ain't the right word to describe what I've been doing now.
I really love him and want to spend time with him.
You girls have all the right to be mad at me for spending my time with him.
I really do make an effort to plan my time properly.
Maybe its just not enough.
Another is that I also wanna spend time with my other school friends.
I haven't seen my friends in 2months, I really hope you girls will understand if I don't hang out with ya'll for a few days during the June Holidays.
I wanna catch up with you all like for the previous weeks.
I do miss all of you.
I promise that I won't neglect ya'll.
Give me one more chance and I'll prove that I'm worthy of being your friend.

Worse comes to worst, I'll just break up with Ilmi so that it'll keep my mind off spending too much time with him.
But I don't want that to happen.

I'm sorry Syamil Adlina, Nur Azura, Nur Syahirah.

To Syamim and gang
Syamim, I realise the glances I've been getting from you.
Yes, I have changed.
I know I'm changing.
After hanging out with a new clique.
I have not forgotten you, Amalina, Sheila.
I swear I haven't.
I'm still keeping in mind our Orchard trip and all.
I miss those retarded spasticated days with you.
I wanna catch up with you one day, like how we did last time.
I'm sorry for whatever I've did to you.
Or whatever I've done to make you think a negative imagery of me.
I'm willing to take all this as you're reading goes in and out of your ear as bullshit.
You can bitch about me as much and as hard as you want.
I deserve it all.

Thanks for the wake up call babe.
I still adore and love you(:
I'm sorry Syamim Azman and others.

Fadhilah
Hey girl, its been ages since we've caught up with each other.

I know that there's some conflict going on between us.
Its mainly the fault of mine.
I assume things, and take note of things too harshly.
I think that everyone's trying to make me feel bad or something.
You know me well enough, yes I can agree.
That I'm different.
Like I've mentioned, I'm changing.
Not for the better.
I don't know whether I'm changing for the better or not.
Things have been happening, not only between girlfriends.
Other relations.
I hope you can give me time, I promise that soon enough, we'll be as tight as ever.
Hitting town, camwhoring.
I miss all those.
I'm sorry Fad, for my harsh attitude towards you.
For my sarcasm, and critiques.
And of all, bitching.

And no, I don't take it as critism against you.
I love you and miss you Fadhilah Ahmad Poart(:

Hazirah
Girl, you've been the one that has been listening to my problems.
Giving me advice.
I really love that, and I hope that you still will do so.
I've never had a friend like you, who experienced friendship, relationship and siblings problem and give real advice on what to do and all.
Thanks for being there, thanks for waiting 10minutes under my block for me.
I'm sorry if Ihave been neglecting you for the past exam week and longer.
Mintak maafkan.
Its just that, I've been ehading to school early.
Out of all the exams days, Ilmi only sent me to school for 2days.
The other few days I've been going to school early alone.
Forgive me, and there's somethings which are meant to be said face to face.
Honestly, without you.
The "kekok-ness" in me, would have never evolved.

I'm sorry Siti Nurhazirah.

I don't wanna lose my girlfriends, neither do I want to lose my boyfriend, and I certainly don't wanna lose my primary school friends because of a mistake I made.

To savage a friendship, I'll do anything that I can do within my reach and more.

I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY GIRLS.
I really hope you all take this for real.
Its all coming out from the bottom of my heart.
And if you all still hate me, I can understand.

Ya'll can leave long long tags on my tagboard reprimanding me of everything I did or commenting on how I've been
I have to accept it and just continue with life.

Sunday, 11.15pm.
Natalie Tan Yee Ning;

Signing out.

Saturday, May 10, 2008 | 10:35 PM

Okay, here I am.
At Liting's house.

Its already 10.35pm, I'm supposed to be home by 10.30pm.
Daaaaang.

Okay, let's see what I did today.

Headed to gym in the early afternoon with them.
Did 20minutes treadmill, 20minutes bike, 5x20 sit ups(: and some abs work.
Also it seems only a little, its actually REALLY tiring.
After that was catechism class.
Emmanuelle was like getting Me, Deborah and Annabel to go for the camp.
Funny stuffs happened.
Service was really really slow today.

After church, daddy sent me to Liting's.
She had a birthday BBQ.
All my hard work in the morning gone down the drain.
My abs still hurt.

Okay, its already 11plus.
I'm gonna call a cab.

Ciao(:

Saturday morning rain is pouring.

Its 11am now , just done with shower .

I'm gonna head out for workout later(:
Gotta get my stamina - fitness - speed back .

Uh-oh , mum's back !
I best be off now .

Ciao(:

Friday, May 09, 2008 | 4:38 PM

At Ahmad's house now (:
Okay , finally !

No more exams yaww .
After school headed to Ilmi's house .
Then slacked a while before heading over to Ahmad's house .
I have to pronounce one thing , AHMAD'S HOUSE IS BIG ASS .

His room is like my old - old - old house size room .
Daaang , I miss parquet flooring and vertical blinds !
Anyways , I've been going out with Ilmi , Ahmad , Hidayah and all for the past few days after exams .

I definitely haven't forgotten the crazy bunch of close good friends that I always hang out with .
Azura , Syamil , Hazirah , Liyi and Syahirah ;
I definitely miss going out with them .
Like alot alot alot .
But obviously I've been spending too much time with my boyfie .

NOTE TO SELF :
Plan time between girlfriends and boyfriend and adek[s] wisely .

Oh and people !
my computer is down now .
It crashed like kaboom * fizzles .
I'm using my mum's laptop to enter MSN now , but its like cranked up .
I might also not be blogging much because my mum may be able to look through what I do using her laptop .
Damn , all my photos and music gone .

Okay people , I'm off now .

I'll blog later when I'm home .

* aku sayaaaaaang boyfie aku (;

I'm out .
Peace yaaw .

Monday, May 05, 2008 | 2:25 PM

I'm at the airport now .
Using Ahmad's phone to surf the web browser again :D
I think I'm going crazy by blasting the music headset loud loud loud :)

Okay , the geography paper today wasn't really that hard .
It was do - able .
Sorfina was like ...
She did it till 9.45 :)
Okay , what ever .

skipskip .
Headed to changi airport with hidayah , ahmad , ilmi , sufi , jianchao .
Jianchao and ahmad are what I call a pair of inseparable clowns .
Funny fckshits .
Walked all around the airport .
Terminal 3 to 2 to 3 again then to 1 , finally .
Ate at the foodcourt at Terminal 3 .
Supposedly to be eating at Popeyes' .
Then with many change of plans and mind , decided .
Eventually !

Now I'm at the viewing gallery with Ahmad , Hidayah and Ilmi .
We're slacking over here .

Okay , I think I shall be a nice person and return Ahmad his handphone .

somehow or another , i don't really feel guilty .

peace out yo .
:D

Sunday, May 04, 2008 | 2:16 PM

BOREDOM STRIKES ON SUNDAYS .

I'm still sick .
Still sick . Still sick . Still sick .

I need a movie marathon , no wait .
I need this sickening cough of mine to go away .
It was okay just yesterday .
And today it just got much worst .

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Okay , I find my friendster URL super stupid and old .
Shall go change it .

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Speaking of changing .
I need a new wardrobe .
With new clothes .
I need to get myself a new pair of skinnies .
I need new tops .
I'm sick of my clothes .

Damn , I demand for all these .
I shall really scrimp and save now to buy all these stuffs .

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Mummy , when am I getting my contacts ?
Pleeeeeease .

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I just realised I have not handed in a 6weeks overdue F&N assignment .
DIEEE :D

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I hate my church classes and their organizing shits .
Stupid camps and services .
I DON'T WANNA GO FOR ANY THING .

Sheesh , kapeesh .
I'm out yo .

Saturday, May 03, 2008 | 12:25 PM

Its official , you girl , have issues .
Okay ?
So , I think , stop assuming things when I don't mean it .
Yes you , you crazy female .

3rd May (:

I'm still down with a little sick germs in me .
Coughing non - stop since morning .
Running nose .
Low fever of 37.8 .
My fever came back .
I'm not going for class today .
I don't have tuition today .
But I have to stay home the whole day .
Oh well , at least I can go out on Wednesday .

:D

Don't talk about the chinese paper .
I couldn't do it .
I wasn't in a good state to do .
I should have just stayed home and used the MC .
I suck MAJOR as a chinese .
Well , you can't blame me for sleeping during lessons !

SCREW IT .

Watching The Messengers yesterday was so funny .
LOL !

Friday, May 02, 2008 | 1:26 PM

Okay , here I am , blogging ..
Using Ahmad's handphone to blog.
He's using an E65 now .
He's one lucky fickshit .
From a Nokia N73 to E65 .

I'm at Ilmi's house now with Jianchao .
Sufi , Ahmad , Ilmi , Zul , Hussain , Iman were here just then .
They left for friday prayers though .
Maybe we're headed out later ..

Oh well , I shall go off now .

Peace Out .

P.S. I'm currently feeling much much much better .

Thursday, May 01, 2008 | 4:10 PM

Back from blog hiatus (:

Okay , I shan't blog about Saturday and Sunday as this whole post will be really really draggy .

MONDAY
Walked to school with him , he sent me to school (:
English Paper was so - so ?
I think my paper 1 was really badly done .
Had about almost an hour break .
Then it was paper 2 .
I think I did it properly .

After exam , headed to Cold Storage to buy snacks with Mariam and others .
Ilmi asked me to go his house , JC and Iman was already there .
Went with Sufi , Mariam and Hazirah .
Sat at the table outside , then rushed back .
'cause the malay students got a shock that the exam had already started .
Hence , all rushed back to school .
Headed back , found out was a prank .
Everyone got a little pissed as they had to brisk walk back in the 1 o'clock sun .
During listening compre , did sneaky things .
Firstly , my bag was not on the floor , it was on my lap .
And I kept looking around during the examination .
Liyi was supposedly to be beside me , but the teacher moved her up .
Knowing that she and me are good friends .

After that went out with a group of friends to bedok Library to study .
Got chased off somewhere called the Toddlers' Niche .
So we headed to the open space at the back of the library .
After studying , went to eat at BK's .
Irritating shit tagged along .
God no , you're so not cute and like - able .
( notice I use the word like - able and not love - able . )
Headed home .
Sent me home , walked around a little (:
That's practically what happened on Monday .

TUESDAY
Had lessons as per normal .
Went to see Mr Rosk to check if there was PE .
Mrs Kow was there , she said she selected Me and Amalina to go for a public speaking competition .
Somewhat like an oratorical competition .
We had to talk about topics we were given and it was on the spot stuffs .
I had the title : Why Do I Love BDS So Much ?
Amalina had : What Is The Most Important Lesson Learnt In Bedok South .
Result ?
We blabbed and blabbed and blabbed .
Mr Ghaz Sr. could not decide , hence we had to come up with something to talk about .
Under a minute .
Didn't prepare for it though .
Didn't bring PE 'cause thought didn't have .
So borrowed from Fad , thanks yeah .
Then changed back into uniform right after PE .
I had cold sweat , 'cause of oncoming fever .
Was feeling a little giddy .
Slight cough , but didn't think it''ll be that bad .
Lessons as per normal .
Skipped the whole 1 period of English .
I told Ms Foo I went to see Mr Rosk and Mrs Kow .
Then literature was boring .
I could have slept , but I stayed up and tried to listen to the teacher .
Mr Ghaz Jr. was having the same illness as Amalina's bro .
( Hmm , I wonder why . )

Then after school went for NYAA Awards presentation at Singapore Poly .
Talk with Haz and Liyi and Mr Rosk throughout the whole ride .
Went there , was so boring .
I think I do emcee - ing waay better !
If I do say so myself .
Encountered a few complications .
We were commenting on the award receivers .
About how their uniform looked like .
Some were quite nice , presentable .
After that was buffet .
Hahahs , us being guests , went out first , and did more than 2 servings !
So did Hazirah and Liyi !
The drink was some Lime - Calamansi thing .
Was nice .
The Sec 3 seniors did phototaking .
We took for them , bus came .
Shitty bus .
Then headed back to school .
Camwhored (:
Photos to be uploaded later .
Met up Ilmi , walked around .
Slacked a while outside Cold Storage .
Mdm Salmah was there .
Hahahs .
Bus - ed home .
Thanks Liyi and Hazirah for accompanying (:

WEDNESDAY
I woke up feeling dizzy .
I thought it was just like normal .
Went to school with Haz .
In school , went late to see Mrs Kow .
So she said after school .
Then in class , I kept coughing and coughing and coughing .
Everyone knew I was sick .
I slept in class .
I coughed like a mad girl who's bullemic and coughing her guts out .
Then I realised I had a fever .
My friends were asking if I was okay , and feeling my forehead and neck to see how high the fever is .
bestie lent me his jacket .
Thanks , ily (:
Slept half an hour through Chinese .
Slept fifteen minutes from History and Geography .
Slept all the way for an hour during English .
Lucky I had a jacket to lie on .
Fever was still going high .
Cough was getting worst .

Rested on table in canteen after school .
Liyi was also feeling sick .
But I still went to the library to study .
Ahmad , Ilmi , Hidayah , Hazirah came along with us .
Faizul and Iqbal followed thereafter .
So many BDS people were there .
Couldn't study .
Wayne , Sunny and Jianhong went home .
Left after an hour or so to KFC .
Haz saw her mum .
After that Bestie sent me home .
Knowing I was dizzy .
I reached home , plugged on the fan , fell onto the bed immediately .
It was lights out for me .

At around Seven plus , my dad woke me up to go see a doctor .
Went to East Shore Outpatient Walk-In Clinic .
Was diagnosed with Viral Fever .
Sickness might become Bacterial Fever .
My temperature yesterday was 39.3 degrees Celsius .
Would anyone like to beat that ?
Went home , ate , took medication , bathed , slept .

THURSDAY ( TODAY )
I woke up at 7.45am .
To take my Nurofen .
My temperature decreased to 38.7 in the morning .
Still wasn't good enough .
Watched TV , lay on the sofa , used the computer .
Mainly things that restrict movements .
I don't have much appetites now .
Although I count on Yoghurt Drinks to keep me alive .
My throats hurts so much , when I cough , I spit phlegm and my ab areas hurts .
My temperature is rising to a temperature of 39 again .
I think I'm gonna go offline already and shut down .
Its been 3 hours since I logged on .

I have an MC for tomorrow's exam .
I wanna go out tomorrow .
I wanna pass my exam tomorrow .
I feel really cold now , that I have goosebumps.

Help !

Loves to those who asked if I'm okay today and yesterday about being sick .

AKU SAYANG BESTIE .
AKU SAYANG AHMAD ADEQ .