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Monday, March 31, 2008 | 10:20 PM


{ In less than 2 hours to go , I'll be fan-ta-bu-lous fourteen ! }
HAHAHS :D



Okay , basically today school was pretty good .
Cabbed to school today .
Stupid gastric pains that cause me to delay time .
Saw a few SOMBONG people at the T - light .
Reached school when it was the first bell .
Baby was already in front heading back to class , daaang .

Maths T&A , I stared and " analyzed " each of the algebra questions .
I think I blanked out for a moment , I really don't want to fail these few tests !
After that was Music , today we watched " The Choirboys " .
Super nice , but only managed to watch till half - way .
Its a sad show .
After that recess , I think I'm anorexic .
NAHHS , but I can't seem to finish HALF a burger .
A meagre sum , I also cannot finish .
Then went up , had 3 periods of maths .
I almost fell asleep .
Maths was about graphs today .
Timothy & Wei De make the class so .. Mad .
After maths was english .
Mrs Kow came in halfway through the second period of english .
Did some cloze passage .
Then was chinese .
Class passed slowly today .
Use the tablet PC to do chinese letter writing .
It wasn't that easy to write on the tablet .
Chinese was draggy !

After school , went down .
Headed to see Mr Rosk with Sorfina .
We're chosen for the YOG dialogue session !
Cool shits , anyway , I didn't eat again , only a sandwich though .
Coach did something to Sorfina's leg , ended up skipping english lesson .
Oh well , can let the Head scold and lecture me for all I want .
Used coach's phone to camwhore .
His phone quality is super-effing-good .
After that changed , the Guangyang Sec people came .
They were BIG and looked strong .
Okay , well , had the match .
The coach was being so unreasonable .
The umpire was biased .
I made the girl fall once , she hit her head on my cheek bone once , I tripped her once .
I banged into her obviously more than ten times .
I think the WA didn't like me , whatever .
The game was super tough , but we managed to pull through and win .
We got to out 30 goal target .
Won them 30 - 27 .
Surprise again ?
Oh well , after training , changed into jersey .
SWEATY and WET .
Then walked with Vanessa , Hazirah , Azura , Liyi , Syahirah to Cold Storage .
We bought Munchy donuts .
Its been ages since I ate donuts .
FATTENING !
Hahahs , Leon was being a total dumbbell , by crossing the road to and fro .
Saw Liyi's admirer going back with Ilmi .
He got Liyi's number yaaww !

Anyway , took photos with them outside cold storage .
Naseb tak kene halau !
Went to the DVD rental shop with Hazirah .
Saw lotsa nice movies , but almost all NC16 or M18 .
GAHS .
Shall go rent next time .
Bought drink and a new deodorant can .
Stupid Impulse , no more of that type .
Anyway , headed home with Hazirah .
She left her EZ - link on board the bus .
She sorta dropped it .
I noticed , but I thought it was just a piece of paper .
HEH .


Reached home .
Ate dinner , blogged .
Till here .
I shall upload the photos now .





I was looking forward to later , but now , I'm not .




FAAGS , tomorrow's my birthday !

and its also ;
1 . April Fools' Day .
2. NAPFA 5 stations .
3. PGW deadlines .
4. Literature Test .

I'm looking forward to going out with my friends .


Till here ; over and out .

P.S MrS, I love you !





Just to update about game statistics .
1st - Yio Chu Kang Sec - Lost ; 21 - 22 .
2nd - Marsiling Sec - Won; 27 - 6 .
3rd - East Spring Sec - Won; 32 -13 .
4th - Guangyang Sec - Won - 30 - 27 .
Also thanking our dearly beloved and loud supporters on home ground !

Out , fo real .

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Sunday, March 30, 2008 | 7:08 PM


{ TREAT DAY (: }
Spent with Liting at Parkway .


I'm home !
I just finished dinner .

Today's plans were a major changed .
From going out in a group of four .
I went out with just another friend .
The guys didn't come out with me .
That's sad , but lucky liting was at Parkway .
So planned on meeting her there .
My aunt came over with lunch .
Settled the table and everything , then I asked her to give me a lift to Parkway .
She did , her boyfie was downstairs .
Sent me to Parkway , my aunt gave me 20 bucks !
Mum gave me 50 , thinking that I would be treating the guys .
NAHHS , they cancelled on me .
Well , not really .
Long story .

Anyway , met Liting at Borders .
Walked around , went to Isetan .
I wanted to get the $19 green MNG top .
OMG , someone buy for me !
There's so many things I want .
Almost bought it , but changed my mind .
I showed her another colour of the Billabong pencilcase that I so wanted .
GAHS , I SO WANT IT .
Headed to Cotton On Body to get spag. tanks .
Black and Grey (:
Yaye !

Siti said something really lesbo - tic .
No , I'm just kidding , but it was sweet .
She said she missed me !

Anyway , then walked walked .
Ate at Mos Burger , we didn't know that it was raining super heavily then .
But treated Liting to a $6.20 Mos burger meal , I got myself something too .
I got Liting to finish my cheeseburger 'cause I couldn't finish it .
I think I made her really full .
I didn't allow her to eat KFC .
I think I'm overly - conscious now .
Then headed to the Level 2 toilet .
Wanted to camwhore , but Liting's cousin called and it was already time for tuition .
Her cousin is damn good in maths .
And I just realised Liting's maths isn't any good .
Its like mine , except she cannot remember the zero pairing .

Note to self ; Do maths with Liting .

I did abit of studying for Food and Nutrition .
Vitamins and Minerals ain't an easy topic to study about .
There's so many things due this week in school .
I don't even know what homework is there for maths .
Then did a little maths questions from Liting's assessment book .
I'm gonna start tuition soon , from my cousin .
Every Saturday at 12 - 3 pm .

Then after that did Liting's chapter 9.1 of her science theory book .
I managed to finish the exercise .
Then headed to Popular .
Wanted to look for certain pen refill .
Then didn't have .
I ended up getting a pen , but I went and took the liberty of finding myself a good maths book .
But to no avail .
Then headed back to parkway , went to the toilet to camwhore again .
This time many many .
People were staring at us like no one's business .
There's was this one picture where my legs looked super long 'cause of the angle .
IT WAS SUPER FREAKY !
We deleted the picture immediately .
Hahahs (:
Going out with Liting isn't bad .
I don't feel stupid , I feel TALL !

Anyway , then after camwhoring , walked about some more .
I got hungry again .
Then headed to go buy sushi .
I bought a pack of 8's and Liting bought cheese cake .
I spend like $6 plus on her just on food .
Hahahs , anyway , then headed out to take 31 home .
The people that stared at me while going to the toilet were there .
Stare back at them luh .
31 came quickly , thanks Liting for accompanying me today !
Had fun (:
She told me about her CRAMP 15 issue .
I don't really get it , but I understand .

Liting , now you know , hush up . (;



Its 2 more days !
and a day gone by (:


I'm on the phone and out
; here's the photos .
Don't take my soup !
Behold , the Jughead for the day !



My fringe looks straight , weird .
what?




Hellogoodbye.
I'm off now !

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EARLY SUNDAY MORNING .
Was spent with relatives .

Woke up at 6.30am today .
Changed and headed off to a place called Mt . Vernon .
I don't know for what exactly , but there were people burning offerings there .
I'm not a Buddhist , neither a Taoist , but my maternal grandparents are .


Oh well , I'm headed out today !

You let out the juicy little secret !
3 and a half more days !

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Saturday, March 29, 2008 | 10:57 PM


Finally here I am blogging (:

Class was okay today , did Praise and Worship during class .
Church was okay - okay .
Went for service .
Headed home , reached nearing seven .
There was nothing to eat at home .
Well , I call home food - boring food .

Anyway , used computer from eight plus .
Something happened , can't say what .

I'm headed out tomorrow with friends !
Look for me yeah ? (:
We're close and tight friends now . (:

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THE BEST SATURDAY MORNING .
Was spent with my dearest friend . (:

Planned yesterday night to go play badminton and jog with Baohui and Ilmi .
Wanted to go jogging , but the field was used for training.
Wanted to play badminton , but no courts available .
Wanted to play basketball , but the shade was occupied .
Ended up going out to Bedok Interchange with Ilmi , Wayne and Jianchao .
Headed to KFC , okay , the guys are officially like THE best guyfriends to hang out with .
Saw Masood outside KFC , hahahs .
He went late for rugby , then missed the bus to another school .
Walked around Bedok Interchange with them .
Threw ice at each other .
I spit ice at wayne ! (:
Then headed to the playground to slack .
Masood sat on top of the playground , while JC and Ilmi were behaving like total monkeys .
Hahahs (:
Wayne got stuck at the slide , JC too .
Anyway , then headed home , walked back with Ilmi 'cause had to return his racket .
Stayed downstairs for a while , talk talked .

Then headed back up .
On the phone now .
So many people asked me out today .
Sorry I couldn't go .
GAHS , Liting's headed to Orchard .
Siti's at parkway .
Azura and Syahirah are playing bowling at Safra !
I also wanna go these places .

Oh well , I think I'm asking the guys out to Orchard tomorrow (:


I spend the whole Saturday morning with him . (:



I'm off to Saturday class now !

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Friday, March 28, 2008 | 7:33 PM


{ STARHUB COFFEE (: }
AHMAD'S STILL MY STALKER .
He was sneaking glances at me when I came late .

That was one of the lines in the conversation with my friend .

Today's match was well played ?
32 - 13 (:
Oh yeah , we trashed East Spring Sec .
But enough of gloating .
Next match will be against Guangyang sec .

Today's assembly was okay - okay .
Some talk about cyber wellness .
And some " positive " blogging thing .
skip skip skip , history was so - so .
Today started off as really really hot .
By 6.35 am the sun was already rising .
I wasn't late today !
Another good job , Nat !
Reached school at the first bell .
My school is weird , it has like 3 bells .

I'm starting to appreciate school , maybe 'cause things are looking better now .
I have friends that I can trust .
School work is cope - able now .
I'm sorta trying to buck up on maths .
My chinese should be quite okay .
Hopefully .
Science was a drag , but I managed to explain terms to Sorfina .
F&N was sheer pleasure .
Me and jomkwan didn't pay attention to the teacher .
We just went on laughing laughing .
I was seated in an unruly manner , Kayjin told me to sit properly .
I said back " no need to see right ? "
Lok Yee gave me a Ferrero Rocher , and I ate it during History (:

Recess was with Sorfina and 2B people .
Fast forward to after school .
Wasn't feeling well , rested abit .
Played Taiti again with KS and Azura .
KS said he had 12cards confiscated by Ms Teoh and given to Mr Loh .
Stupid shit .
Anyway , managed to make do with just 40 cards .
Played till people scolded us .
Yeah yeah .
Anyway , then game time .
I wasn't THAT nervous already .
The support was IMMENSELY GREAT .
Thanks supporters .
There were people like ; Syamil , Syahirah , Mariam, Hidayah , the sec 2 soccer guys .
A LOT of people were watching the match .

I love home ground matches , anyway after the match , I think I hugged almost everyone .
For the first time , I hugged Azura .
Hahahs , at first it was just our handshake , but I was like "come here you ! " .
:D
And then hugged .
I lied on the canteen table , I have no idea what Liting and Siti got for me .
Gahs , I wanted 2 things , but sadly , only one thing could be afforded .
Oh well .

Had a while of training after school .
Did drills , okay , obviously , I'm not the fastest runner .
Neither the strongest .
But mentally , I think I rock (:
Hahahs , I can control my temper on court !
Prasaan !




I think I'm falling ill now .
I keep breaking out in heat sweats .
FCK .
I still wanna go for matches !

I miss my one and only shifty ghost - boy .
Go figure who !



Peace out (:

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Thursday, March 27, 2008 | 9:35 PM


Okay , uhm , the past week has been really lethargic .
I don't have the mood to study , maybe 'cause I'm down with a bad case of flu now .

I'm delaying all my posting of photos .
Procrastination .
I wish that blogger will come up with a bulk photo uploader.
The maximum uploads at once is at a slow mover five .

GAHS ;
School was really ..
Came late today , with Hazirah .
Don't blame us , blame the bus .
Damn fourteen , full of people that don't deserve to be on the earlier bus .
I have no more money now , I've practically exhausted all my weekly allowance .
And I have yet to see my phone bill , greeeat (:
Tesrine was late today also , her fourth time .
Hahahs , she kept asking me if she would be late and what not .
Then headed to hall , lucky the front row was occupied with the earlier group of late comers .
Today so many late comers , so sat behind .
2A was just beside us , behind 1A (:
At least is not the front where you have the daunting risk of getting caught by the DM .
I didn't bother to write for CNA today .
The CNA presentation was so - so .

Headed back to class for Geography .
Okay , Jomkwan kept saying I looked sick , well , I am .
So yeah , people , I'm not in the mood to get bullied .
I actually had enough of getting bullied , what ever to ya'll .
You guys don't know how it feels like to get teased at every single day or worst , every hour .
Or even " better " , everytime we see each other .

Hazirah & Azura ;
I know my conversational malay sucks , but you guys need not repeat and humiliate me for whatever I said that sounds funny before , during and after netball or curriculum .
I've gotten used to people calling me " sepet " already .
That isn't a bother , but when ya'll start using it as an advantage or whatever , think before you speak .
Azura ;
I don't like the way you ridicule me , this may sound harsh , but I ain't in the best of moods these few days .
I don't wish to be provoked .


Continuing on to school day , Maths was okay .
Revised topics that were to be tested for the upcoming T&A , I really gotta pull up my grades .

Recess was spent with Sorfina , Syamim and Amalina .
Talked to the guys on the other table for a while .
Basically talked about usual stuffs , mainly the Maroon 5 concert experience .
I love my b.iatches loads . (:
Then was Chinese , I almost came late again .
But I gave the excuse that the teacher was greeting the class and I had to wait outside as it was rude to intrude .
She bought it , I didn't get scolded or reprimanded .
I managed to pass this time's Chinese T&A with 19 marks .Well , it is an improvement .
Keep it up Nat !
Then it was Science .
Somehow or another , when it hits 12 noon , everyone gets really restless in class .
So it was hard to control the class at that time .
Ms Soon was trying her best to get the attention of 2A .

I don't mean to be mean by saying this , but ;
Amshar & Caleb are driving me nuts .
One of them are so engrossed in the PSP game .
The other in the cube , making so much rattling noises .
I can go crazy with the two behind me .

I got so agitated I shouted at Caleb to shut up when actually I was referring to Amshar .
But both of them kept quiet for a while , but started again .
The whole science lesson was spent like that .
So was English .
Ms Foo just realise the change in seats , she asked how I could stand the noise .
I couldn't .
I kept shaking my head at her , she could tell .
Will it kill , to just keep quiet for a while .
I think I'm gonna swap seats again .
After school was fun .
Played cards with kean sing , hazman and azura .
They taught me taiti but I'm still confused now .
Gahs ; but I get like houses (:
Heavy rain , kean sing stayed on as the rain continued .
Some teacher came and rained down on our fun , so we went up to the gallery to play (:
Stayed there till 5.45pm and headed home .
From then , bathed and everything .
Ate dinner , started using the computer at 8 pm .


I don't think its PMS that's getting to me .
I've been getting gastric pains these few days , maybe 'cause of no breakfast and the night before's dinner just a meagre sum of rice .
Headaches at the back of my head are a constant come and go .
Flu and sore throats are the cause of my current state .
Maybe its what making me so easily restless .
Stress is getting to me .
Reason ; I stress over the littlest thing .
To top it all off -
My birthday is coming in less than 1 week , I have no idea who to ask out .


Sigh , I think I shall go off now .
I wanna go talk to my dearest friend now .



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Wednesday, March 26, 2008 | 9:39 PM


Singapore won Lebanon 2 - nil !

Anyway , I know I haven't been blogging for th past few days .
So , I'm back yeahs ?

Uhm , these past few days have been rather tiring .
With training , matches , tests and having to balance free time , homework time .
I wake up late , and I sleep late .
I cab to school almost every day .
Till now , I have ZERO for school .
Yes , zero and its only wednesday .
Half way through the week , darn .
My mum just agreed to giving me money and time to go out and eat with my friends on my birthday !
YAY :D

Uhm , my blogger photos are kinda screwed up now .
I think I shall upload th photos tomorrow .
That is , if its working .


Note to self ; remember to do th admin thing on th St. John's Island thing .
Remind self to finish by Friday .

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Monday, March 24, 2008 | 10:54 PM


Here I am slogging my guts out with Amalina trying to finish the projects due tomorrow for PGW.
Thanks alot Eunice, you sure did GREAT.
I slugged out 4hours just to finish and make sure everything's okay.
PFFFT.
Thank god there's company online like Ilmi, Amalina, Syamim.
Mainly, the fun people.

I'm obsessing over the cute smiley sent online.
GAHS.


Today's tournament we won :D
We trashed them although we could have done WAAAY WAAAYYY better.
Let's just say one thing is needed.
Concentration.
But anywho, the outcome was a trashing 27-6 against Marsiling.
The Marsiling GA and GS were really nice.


DAMN, I better get back to the PGW slides.



Something happened, I just can't say what, I'm sorry MrA.

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Sunday, March 23, 2008 | 8:24 PM


Its TEN FOURTEEN NOW!


"They say if you love something let it go,
And if it comes back then that's how you know.

I got to the stop light then I made 4 rights.

Now I'm back where I started.

And you're back in my life.


The further I go the closer I get back to you,
I say I moved on till I'm reminded of you
.
Can somebody help me?

Help me get out of this circle,

Get out of this circle?"



Okay, went out today.
Woke up at ten(:
Church was at 10.30am.
SO MANY PEOPLE.
*faints
Left church early.
Then walked out, turned left from the gate.
BABOOM.
Summon ticket on the first car.
DUMDUMDUM.
And the next, and the next.
The whole stretch from the bottom of Siglap Hill to the top.
All "kena summon".
Singapore is sure a Fine city.
My dad got fined too.
$35 for parking "Opposing single white line".
Blahblahblah.
Stupid Traffic Police.

Then headed home, ate abit of lunch.
Then went out to Novena Square.
Had Sakae with mum, sis, cousin and her mum.
Total bill; $96.56
That was an advance birthday lunch my mum.
I'm still expecting a birthday dinner from my family!
Hahahs, we ate one too many plates of sushi.
We kept taking and taking.
But I didn't think that it was so many.
Sixteen or seventeen plates.
Excluding ala-carte dishes.
Then walked around.
OMG, Novena Square has so many things to see!
I didn't want to leave the place, but had to go off to Pasir Ris.
I shall head to Novena next week.

Then trained with cousin, mum and sis.
My cousin alighted at Douby Ghaut.
Me, my mum and sis alighted at Pasir Ris.
I actually wanted to head to Tampines, I could go out.
But no one was free.
I had the permission!
GAHS.
There's something on a Expo, right Iqbal?
There's been so many people taking the centre platform at Tanah Merah MRT to Expo.
Anyway, reached Pasir Ris.
I bought bubble tea again.

Then WALKED for fifteen minutes to my mum's friend's place.
My sister kept saying a while more, which usually means five minutes or ten metres.
But she said it countless of times.
I was complaining and whining all the way as I was clad in black.
Black All Stars, Black jeans, Black MNG spag. top, I only had a white bolero.
Walking under the hot sun.
Even my BLACK Nokia was getting hot.
Okay, so after much complains, reached the block.
I thought we just had to take the lift up.
BUT NOOOOO.
We had to get off that the sixth floor, walk to the other end of a LONG block.
Walk down 2 flights of stairs to reach the door house.
POWER WALK OR WHAT?
The house was heee-uge!
All Pasir Ris HDBs are big.
Okay, there was this cat.
I don't like cats 'cause of the fur.
But anyway, I had to feed it, and it was afraid of me.
It vomited.
Why?
It got SOOOO hungry, it ended up eating the leaf of a plant, and then puked.
Smart one.
Then had to clean up, feed, mop up.
Then left that place.
I swear, the hair that stuck onto my black clothes could form a 5cm diameter hairball.
YETCH.
Then walked out to the bus stop.
Waited for Seventeen.
It came, super crowded, but I managed to snag a seat at the next stop.
Reach home forty-five minutes later.
The uncle was a really nice driver.
he said hi to all the commuters boarding, and vice-versa.
and I said "thank you uncle" and smiled!
Good girl right?
LOL!
If ONLY Fourteen drivers are that nice.
Walked home again, super tired.
Reached home, used the computer, surfed the net.
I'm currently doing the seven hundred word essay due tomorrow.
I put my status as busy 'cause I don't wanna talk to people who bother me.

OH GREAT.

Iqbal, stop "hurrying" me!!


Photos taken today.
I can't take nice photos with my sister.
GAHS, SPOILER.





MY COUSIN HAS THE iTOUCH AND SHE DOESN'T REALLY USE IT.
PLUS, SHE GOT IT FOR FREE.
FAGGGGGGGG!
GIVE ME LA BABI!

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