i don't know how i'm recovering. but there's only 2 "Fates". 1. Either admitted into hospital. or 2. Recover.
"Fate" 2 sounds of a better bet. but if i DO get hospitalised, must visit me you okay?! joking joking.
my cough's getting worst. now, if i count how many, i think i can break the guiness world record. coughing non-stop 24/7. and when i cough, not only does my stomach hurts, my shoulder hurts too. legs hurt a little when walking, the pain is like after 3hours of netball training. damn, i feel so sick right now. sick as in vomit/barf-sick. and i keep gagging. stupid throat infection. this sickness started out as a minor sore throat. leading to flu. then leading to inflammation of the tonsils. and now what?
i seriously hate hate hate those act-cutes wide-eyed chinese singers. not to be discriminated against or whatever. and i can't stand twits and their twit language. i mean, i DO have friends who use the twit language, but some are like seriously BAD. you can barely understand them. Shall i name one of them? Just go to my links can already. she's in the first few. urgh. like : duuunnchhhxx (don't) aiiie (I) myyiiiee (me/my) tuhhdayye (today) gorrtt (got) kaiirre (care) takkaiirres (take Care) buaiishxx/buaiixxx/buaiiesx/baiishxx (bye) ilurvvvveeuuu (i love you) niitexx (night) washh (was) cum (come) and she replaces the g with q. so it'll be like this : ddis qer cum nnd sae mwiie. humjii dunchxx noe hw to sae to mwiie, mus bloq.
YETCH!
andand the fashion sense in singapore is getting from bad to worst. walk down bugis street and you'll see girls wearing the same heart necklace only in different colour and that cotton jacket that sells for $10 to a whopping $30. last time this was known as the sick, old grandma jacket. roam about a nearby shopping centre, and you'll see a girl in a Little Miss tee shirt. singaporeans or sickos about fashion. copy here and there. no originality. everyone dressing so badly thinking that its nice. Especially some who pierce all over their faces and body think its so nice. singaporeans are sucha copy cats. following american teenager trends. Baggy jeans are from those rappers/nigga's out there. and some white or "YELLOW" people claim its their style. Look to your right, you see skinnes. look to to your left, you see skinnies. everyone seems to be wearing skinnies. so common. AND STUPID GUYS THAT WEAR SKINNIES THINKING THEY LOOK SO FCKED UP COOL. WELL, NEWSFLASH, YOU SUCK DICKS! YOU LOOK GOD DAMN GAY. NOT EMO, NOT COOL, WHAT KIND OF GUY WANTS TO SHOW HIS SKINNY LEGS? ONLY THOSE GUYS WHO WORRY SOOOO MUCH ABOUT FACE. stick to your normal wardrobe. please.
sick of all this. these people care SO damn much about FACE, that whatever the others are wearing, they have to wear. they stare at your if you wear something different from the lousy trend in singapore. damn, you just suck. can't each individual have his or her own style? stupid twits. damn, i'm in a pissed off mood now.
andand, you may hate me. but this is MY blog. i can write whatever i want. but i didn't mention names, so i'm not pushing it.
back from the doctors; i spent half a day shuttling from the clinic, to east shore, and back to the clinic. anyway, had to take blood test; damn. the needle so BIG. can see the hole. anyway, then concluded that it was bacterial infection. then need anti-biotics. bloody hell lah. so yucky. and have to eat two dosage each time. bloody hell! each time have to swallow at least 700ml of anti-biotics. ohmygod. and maybe this melbourne trip was not meant to be. but i do want to go the next time.
how much do i hate my parents? especially my dad. i'll recover soon enough, and like what the hell lah.
he keeps talking shit about cancel cancel, cruise shit. mygod! what the fucking hell is so nice about a cruise? i've been on it countless of times already. FUCKER!
i'm already recovering. what the hell! its all up to god on whether i can go to melbourne. but i really do want to.
natalie's gonna be stuck at home from now till Wednesday. that means no trainings to be attended. why? 'cause her sick-ness got worse. running a high fever and having the flu virus 3days before leaving singapore is NOT good. pity her. tsktsk. rotted at home watching CSI supreme sunday on AXN. practically occupied the whole 3seater sofa. and heated it 'cause of fever. what's worst, took a blanket and wrapped herself. overheating here.
there's nothing to blog about on a sick, dull sunday.
THIS SONG IS SO MY NEXT BLOG SONG : (lyrics) Look.. I know we been friends for a while now But, I just feel I can confess to you It's gon' be hard but.. Alright here it goes
Imagine if the pillow that you cried on was my chest And the tissue that you wiped your face with was my hand Girl, imagine if you needed advice about some other guy, I’m the one that comes to mind Not try’na hear you tell nobody that I’m just a friend Just try’na make sure I’m that body that you call your man And anytime you need a shoulder, it’s yours night or day Well, what I’m try’na say is..
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night Said I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you I wanna be, yeah Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (Girl, I wanna be) Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (ooh) Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me Your soldier, your friend, or your lover (ooh) Girl, I wanna be
Would it be cool, would you mind if I called you my boo, (my boo) What if the next whip you was pushin' was the one I bought for you Can I be the one that meets your Pops and take your mama shoppin' Be the only one they liiike (wait!), have you thought about it (wait), Really thought about it Maybe you should take some time, call your girls and talk about it (yeah) Cause I done already made up my mind (my mind) Don’t need no more time to know if I wanna be with you
I wanna be, the last number you call late at night I wanna be, the first one that you dial when you open your eyes Wanna be the one you run to, wanna be the one that ain’t gon' hurt you I wanna be, yeah Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (I wanna) Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (All the fellas, yeah) Whatever you need, girl it’s all on me Your soldier, your friend or your lover (hey) Girl, I wanna be
Put me on your screen-saver, all over your Myspace and Make me one of your five favorites, that’s where I wanna be The one you cryin' for, stayin' up all night fightin' for Wanna be your good, bad, love, hey, Girl!
Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood Cross my heart, hope to die, on everything that’s good I'ma do you right, show you right, Get this understood
I wanna beeeee, the last number that you call late at night (oh) first one that you dial when you open your eyes (when you open your eyes) Wanna be the one you run to Wanna be the one that ain’t gon hurt you (oh) I wanna be, yeah (I wanna be yours) Wanna be, yeah
Be the man makin' your girls jealous (Jealous, yeah) Be the guy shuttin' down all the fellas (Fellas) Whatever you need, (uhh) Girl, it’s all on me Your soldier, your friend, or your lover Girl, I wanna be yours
Girl, I wanna be, yours I wanna be, yours be yours I wanna be be yours I wanna be be yours
first things first : i shall start blogging like how i do in another blog. secondly : those are the photos while waiting for the bus(: i love the 3rd LAST picture. nicenice.
anyway, had training today. ms imelda came, of course. now we only have 7people attending training. what the hell?! fad didn't come, evan and haz too. natalie thinks "we don't even have enough people to even have a friendly match." this is so bother-some. she's getting more and more sick. and by attending trainings, its not helping her recover. instead, getting worse. her voice took a turn for the worst. and yet she's still downing fizzy drinks, cut down on fried foods. but more soup please? veggies are a must for anti-oxidants. but anyway, she's getting out of point. back to training. did a hell lot of defence today. and admits that,"she sucks in defence." but sucks worst in attack. damn. anyway, many parents and future sec ones came today. sorfina and edna talked to them. dumb people, they asked , " this school got gangsters anot ah ? " parents, before you open your mouth and talk, think and correct your english. then bathed, so havoc and there was a dead cockroach. azura threatened to pick it up and put at us. natalie doesn't know what she mean but it ain't good. anyway, then in toilet while bathing, natalie, liyi and azura were havoc.
az : "liyi" but she pronounced it as eeeyi. nat & liyi : "az" az : "eeeyi" nat & liyi : "az"
and it continued and continued and continued till sorfina came in and said the parents complained. stupid, they were like " why so loud arh ? " and as natalie said, correct your english please(: anyway, after bathed, bought mountain dew. was euphoric high after one drink of mountain dew. shout shout shout. and then a new word came out " babayye" referring to all along, sorfina. called her babayye 'cause she wanted to walk to MRT. but no offence alright? azura and liyi accompanied natalie till 14 came. nice and lovable people. and camwhored with them again. the next time we meet will be 6am in the morning. its showtime. went home, ate, blogged. i'm done and moving on to the next one.
yesterday had netball. ms imelda didnt come. but on saturday she would. hmm.. did the20minutes run again. so tiring, i don't know why now tiring. i vomited. yes, i did. and all along i thought i got rid of that sick-ness. ugh. my throat is so bad. its so sore and what not. too much shouting and fried food. i gotta cut down on it then. hmph. okay. after netball, bathed. daddy came with mel to buy books. stupid bookshop uncle give the wrong books. then black face. bathed, then went to TM with liyi, haz and az. met syamil and ira there. ate long john's. haz had problem pronouncing words. laughed alot. syamil was so funny. but it was freezing cold. anyway, after that went to the arcade. they watched a girl para-para. and then camwhored. then went home.. bought bubble tea and iced cream soda. so long never drink ICS. nicenice. then my mum was home. so yeah.. practically rotted all the while then.
This sucks. I waited yesterday, for one phone call. He didn't. He didn't call. Which left me waiting.. Waiting till midnight. God, I feel as though its not worth it. Waiting for you. But at the same time, I think it is. Maybe something happened. Maybe there wasn't anymore credit. I don't know. She says that. I think this. Boy, couldn't you at least do something about it. Feeling as though its over. But its not. I'm not going to let something get to me. No I won't. I still have my GirlfriendS to count on.
Cheer up and chill nat. I'm sure he will. If not today, tomorrow! He will. You've just gotta believe and trust him. Okay???
I think I'm depressed. But it can't be. I'm too young. But I am. It runs in the blood.
Girl, you're mind has been telling you things to worry and freak you, don't listen.
I NEED A NEW VERSION OF PHOTOSHOP! Simon says not to download CS3 as it takes up about 5GB of you computer hard disc. But at the same time he has the masters version. Consisting of 4 different DVD version to download. But he has it. And I want it. Outside retailing costs more than US$2000+ I know, Expensive.
Trying to download CS. I hate CS2 brushes. So plain. Sheesh.
ANYONE HAVE ADOBE PHOTOSHOP SOFTWARE, PLEASE LEND ME.
had netball today. ms imelda didn't come. but we did usual things. and we worked out the courtwork thing. i still can't get my lops right. HARD. for me, that is. anyway, after training went to ecp. bowling then DDR craze.
**ANSWERS** 1. a. brown= sexy [5points] b. red = smart [2 points] c. blonde= playful [4 points] d. black= caring [3 points] e. other = wild [5 points]
2. a. go to a party = playful [2 points] b. go out to eat = romantic [5 points]
3. a. baby-pink = cute [2] b. yellow = loud [3] c. baby-blue = cool [5] d. turquoise = sexy [5]
4. a. Talking = active [2] b. Singing = determined [2] c. Taking Long Walks = daring [5]
5. a. Hollister = tasteful [7] b.Old Navy= laid back [2] c. Areopostale= stylish [5] d.hot topic=rebel [5]
6. a. hawaii = you like being around people [2] b. London You are quiet, and like the cold [2] c. florida = You like to party! [5]
7. a. beach = tan, likes the sun [5] b. somewhere cooler = pale and original [2]
8. a. January = popular [5] b. February = lovely [5] c. March = rebellious [5] d. April = the person everyone loves!!! [5] e. May = happy [5] f. june = chills a lot [5] g. July = Adorable [2] h. August = ballin' [5] i. September = quiet [2] j. October = out-going [3] k. November = pimpin' it [5] l. December = warm [5]
9. a. home = quiet, romantic [3] b. go out with friends =crazy [5]
10. a. guitar = cool [3] b. bass-guitar = mellow [2] c. Drums = crazy [5] d. Triangle = simple [2]
if anyone travels overseas with me gets killed, don't blame me.
i warned you. my mum doesn't want to listen about the bloods and crips. i mean, they have NO MERCY. they just kill. the bloods kill people wearing blue tops. and the crips kill people with red tops. they kill all ages. NO MERCY! she thinks they won't kill kids. BAHH! and we're going to melbourne. its DANGEROUS. i warned the both of you. and you insisted me on wearing blue. I DO NOT WANT TO GET KILLED YOU HEARD ME? i'm going to pack all black and white clothes. and take all the blue and red out.
okay, if i'm forced to wear red, or blue. i'd rather die myself than a knife in my heart.
need me to emphasize on NO MERCY again? no blue, no red. NO. NO.and NO.
I'm super hungry now.i just finish on whole cup of noodles in less than 2minutes. excluding cooking time. okay. today woke up at 8.30am. bathed and left house at 9.10am to bedok inter. reached; 33-ed to HGS. went to liting's house then went to HGS.
bleh; the graduation sucks! JACELYN; I MISS YOU!! andand; don't waste your time with that guy.
BREAK UP!
the third party is such a bitch lah.
i saw fengling. OMG! never change. still as ACBC AS EVER!
Lee was funny. Nadirah was, let's just say.. omg. Uh.. Tessa, she's so pretty and SLIM! envy much? fathin they all were there.
anyway, ate in school. nenek gave free briyani. LOVES NENEK!
then went out with siti and liting to TM. WE'RE ALL IN WHITE! 33-ed with Lee. so funny. she says its awkward to sit alone in the bus. PSSSHH! then took MRT to TM. but got bored. so went to CS to take neoprints. and then camwhored in the toilet.
many pics. after that went home. 69-ed back with them. but i alighted 3 or 4 stops earlier. they alighted at bedok inter.
Q: NAME A FRIEND WHO'S NAMES STARTS WITH A 'S' Siti(:
Q: 4TH PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL Cybelle on the 13-11-07 at 15:28
Q: WHAT DID THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECEIVED SAY? "load the pictures online kay ! :) and people are peeking. dang it." from siti.
Q: DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS? YES.
Q: DO YOU HAVE CURLY HAIR? Nope. But does wavey count?
Q: WHAT IS THE NEXT CONCERT YOU'RE GOING TO? None.
Q: WHO'S THE COOLEST PERSON IN YOUR LIFE? Coolest Person? No One.
Q: WHAT WORDS DO YOU SAY ALOT? "Uh" , "Whathehell" , "Lol" , "Whatev"
Q: WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU ATE? Ban Mian From Liting at FoodJunction.
Q: WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO SOMEONE AND WHO WAS IT? "I'm home." To Grandma.
Q: DO YOU WATCH TV? If I didn't, I would be on the MOON NOW.
Q: HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE, DONNIEDARKO What the hell is that?
Q: EVER BEEN HUNTING? Does boy hunting count? JK. CLothes Hunting, YES. Animals, NOO!
Q: IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE? I think so, I don't know.
Q: WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, ''I LOVE YOU'' AND MEANT IT? A few seconds ago to HIM.
Q: WHAT SHOULD YOU BE DOING RIGHT NOW? Eating.
Q: DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME? Nat.
Q: DO YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT? Nope.
Q: WHO'S THE YOUNGEST ONE IN THE FAMILY? Melanie.
Q: IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE? Maybe?
Q: DO YOU CLEAN UP NICE? What you mean? Clean up? BETTER THAN LITING DOES.
Q: LAST TIME YOU USED A SKATEBOARD? When moving house.
Q: WHERE WAS THE LAST PLACE YOU SLEPT BESIDES YOUR HOUSE? The Bus.
Q: EVER RUN OUT OF GAS ON THE ROAD? I have never driven.
Q: BEST MOVIE YOU'VE SEEN IN THE PAST TWO WEEKS? Leroy and Stitch. CUTE!
Q: WHO DO YOU TRUST THE MOST? Him and Her and Them.
Q: DO YOU THINK PEOPLE WHO COME UP WITH BRAIN DEAD QUIZZES ARE CRYING FOR HELP IN SOME TWISTED WAY? No. The people that should be crying for help are the ones DOING it.
LAST. 1) person you saw: Grandma.
2) talked to on the phone: Jacelyn.
3) hugged: Him.
4) person you texted: Siti.
TODAY. 1) date: 16November2007.
2) plans: Blog. Eat. TV.
3) dislikes about tomorrow: Netball Training In School.
CURRENTLY. 1) missing someone: Him. MISS YOU ALOT!
2) mood: Hungry
TRUE OR FALSE.
I am a morning person: Does waking up early count? If it does then True.
I am a perfectionist: FALSE! But people say I am.
I am an only child: False. How I wish.
I am currently in my pajamas: False. I'm in my Guess tee and Mickey shorts.
I am online 24/7: False. Let's just say, 3/4 day.
I am very shy around the opposite gender: False? Not really? I'm used to going out with guys.
I can be paranoid: False. I worry.
I currently regret something that I have done: TRUE! Got left alone in SG.
I enjoy talking on the phone: TRUE! With Them and Him.
just when i thought the day was going to be okay. i was talking to my maid (lyn) telling her i won't be home tomorrow. i was in the living room, she kitchen. so naturally have to talk loud. and then what crap, my grandmother shouted from her room. "you maki2 for what?!?!" and i was like, " i never maki at anyone lah! i talking to lyn" and she shouted back, " then you shout shout for what??" on and on and on the shouting. after that shouted at my sister.
i swear, i must have been picked up from the rubbish bin. WHY? 'cause i don't feel a warm sense of belonging and family.
i want to run away; but i just can't. there's something holding onto me. not letting me go. what is it? i found out that its love.
i hate them. but in my heart they're still MY FAMILY. trouble and misery.
and i just sprained my neck. WHY? 'cause of watching 3hours of CSI and CSI:MIAMI different seasons and then cartoon while lying down and craning my neck to look up.
i want to go there. pristine beaches, clear sea. everything just runs free. its the MALDIVES! my holiday getaway. according to wayne, i have a VERY wild imagination. i don't know what that means but OKAY(:
the 2nd picture is the MALDIVES. what about the first? If you can guess right.. uh.. Something(:
GUESS GUESS!
I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE!!! BUT ITS NOT GONNA SHOW IN SINGAPORE!! IMMA' FLY TO USA JUST FOR THIS. God, IT STARS CHRIS BROWN! CHRIS BROWN YOU KNOWWWWWW! its so unfair. This Christmas - Premieres in usa on nov. 21.