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Wednesday, October 31, 2007 | 10:06 AM

blogged on 31102007 at 1008hours.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

I'm so bummed out.
i can't go out on mondays; wednesdays and fridays.
why 'cause of trainings.
damn.

OUT.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007 | 11:20 AM

blogged on 30102007 at 1124hours.
its raining.

had training yesterday. it wasn't all tough though. it was drizzling. i have always hated track. but one has to force yourself while out there. anyway; was kinda quiet yesterday. on the way to kallang; i think i got harassed by this retarded guy. (retarded as in cannot hear and cannot talk) what's the word? DEAF AND DUMB. he sit beside me and then he show me this card. i cannot read properly. but i think he wants to find a bus stop that can take to henderson ave or something. and azura was behaving retardly to that guy. same kind same kind. anyways; after training. was so fun. only 3people. hell yeah; azura had many many stories. and i have many many photos.

THE ONE AND ONLY

#1 azura and her headache
#2;3;4 we styled her hair.

RETARDED BUS-RIDERS

PEACE;

Sunday, October 28, 2007 | 2:47 PM

blogged. same day. 1447hours.

i have decided to just let the data be erased. people; it means, no pictures, songs in my phone for the time being. i'm just too lazy to get it repaired. I would just let it reformat.

went for farewell party yesterday in school.

the talk was boring. but lucky got cass and charmaine.
camwhored. a pity my photos are no more. what a goner man.
i'm sorry boy. means no more camwhoring.

pictures tell a thousand words.

#1 red lotto = winners
#2 green lotto = losers
#3 winner of the day :D
the box contained VanHouten chocolates!

#1 three retards in b/w
#2 three prettayes in color(:
#3 two shawtayes with loves.
#4 we both speak no evil; but hear and see them(:

#1 its pretty much obvious to see who accessorises.
#2 when pink and black meet = love forever.
#3 when the threesome met = friends forever.
#4 do you love me, or my baggy skinnys?
#5 dayumm; no more tests! singlish term for food is?
frankly; i have NO idea.

OUT;

blogged on 28102007 at 1435hours.

god damn fucked up with the whole world.
the day has already started with a hurl.
the phone has gone crazy;
its memory,
has gone sott-y.
the datas are all gone.
i'm missing my picture and song.

what am i going to do without music?
damn. music is my life. life CAN get BORING without music.
dad; doesn't want to fix it,
mum; keeps shouting me to beat it.
sister; keeps wanting me to move it.
damn it.

i just hit the official-screw-zone.
he's away; she's here.
where's the love 'ere?
she misses him; he misses her.
yet they can't meet each other.

PEACE-out.

i can't be bothered to continue.

Saturday, October 27, 2007 | 10:11 AM

blogged at 1011hours on 27102007.

at home now. currently editing my myspace layout code. headache. later going to school for that farewell thing or what ever. i also don't know uhs. meeting cassandra and charmaine there. at least got people i know go. body aching after 2 days of training. at least have weekends to rest. gotta go;

current song: true friend - hannah montana.

if you really read and listen to the song and lyrics; you'll find that its somehow or another similar to what's going on in this world.

[VERSE 1]
We sign our cards and letters BFF
You've got a million ways to make me laugh
You're lookin' out for me; you've got my back
It's so good to have you around

You know the secrets I could never tell
And when I'm quiet you break through my shell
Don't feel the need to do a rebel yell
Cause you keep my feet on the ground

[CHORUS 1]
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend

[VERSE 2]
You don't get angry when I change the plans
Somehow you're never out of second chances
Won't say "I told you" when I'm wrong again
I'm so lucky that I've found

[CHORUS 2]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again

[BRIDGE]
True friends will go to the ends of the earth
Till they find the thing you need
Friends hang on through the ups and the downs
Cause they've got someone to believe in

[CHORUS 3]
A true friend
You're here till the end
You pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
No need to pretend
You're a true friend
You're here till the end
Pull me aside
When something ain't right
Talk with me now and into the night
'Til it's alright again
You're a true friend [3x]

love the song people(:
i shall aim for 3 posts in a day.
ciao.

Friday, October 26, 2007 | 9:11 PM

blogged on 26102007 at 2117hours.

home now. had training today. was tough had runs; steps and courtwork. i'm gonna miss 8trainings. for what? just for holidays. (: before netball we had to wait. but then it was so long; so me and fad went up; haz was there helping. so we helped. and like mr muru was so funny. something about the tamil tiger. he did this really LOW voice then the 3 of us laugh like siao. before that fad fell onto the floor; why? 'cause *someone (not saying who) pulled away her chair and she fell right to the ground. and ms ung was like who's this siao zaborhh? then i got disturbed by her. then laugh laugh laugh. we were making so much noise in the staffroom. lucky the teachers never scold. and there was this really cool thing at mdm su's table. so nice uhs the coloured things go up when you turn it around.. and we messed up her whiteboard. after that the others waited and then we went to bedok corner to eat. eat then fourteen-ed to KNC. training.. going home jam urhs; reached home at 8pm. fad was retarded in the bus. kept making this sound.. my phone bill has not come. oh god. the internet has a big problem.

saw 4 is coming out(:

the nice thing where the coloured ones go up.

the before.

the after.

the after better(:

MY DEDICATIONS(:

ms ung; i today already get 2lectures from you. one to the class in the class; on to me in the staffroom. yeah; i will work hard :D

ms kang; i won't get into any trouble. i promise you(: so relax. thanks for 'caring' or 'thinking' about me yesterday. *if that's how you put it*

one c; i'll miss one c alot. all the retarded-ness/ spastic-ness/ sarcasm/ attitudes. esp. the guys. and sorry for my mood swings.

the other 121 non-netballers; i'll miss y'all alot alot. we won't be sure when we'll be meeting each other. all of us might have our differences and preferences, but no matter what; our love for each other will stay strong.

the retard guys (casper; jingxuan; wayne; kokjin) ; y'all make my life so.. so.. crazy(:

syamim&sheila; you've shown me the retarded and spasticated side of life(: and the fun side.

cassandra; girl, you've been there for me when i needed someone to talk to. i've been there for you too. look to the brighter side of life; if you need me; i'll be there. 'course i will. :D

360 short and flat fadhilah angellie mati lah; my dear girl, you have influenced me in all sorts of ways; from behaviour to.. talking nonsense and "tak tahu malu-ness". you've been there for me, stand by me(: i'm really lucky to have a "girlfriend" like you

hazirah sticky spastic stoned loner; another one of my dears; i have known you for less than 10months. and we're close like sisters. you've helped me many times; esp. that day. i really couldn't take it and like you pulled me out of the shyt i was in. i'm thankful to god for a sister like you.

azura; syamil; raudah; sorfina; syahirah; i've known 2 of you for 4years now and 3 of you for less than 10months. so maybe we got off to a wrong start; but we pulled ourselves together to make this right, i admit that sometimes you can get on my nerve for being irritating or annoying or attitude-d at me; so i mintak y'all the maaf.

liyi; my first twin(: i love you loads and loads. your retarded funny antics and what not. and my slacking partner in netball :D i love you for your... hmm. for you weirdly odded habits. i don't know?!?

if i've missed out anyone; i'm sorry but y'all are LOVED by me(:

and last but not least; my one and only soulja' boy. it has been 5months(: going on 6. had some rough times but we managed to work it out. the times spent with you were the best. i'm not sure on when the next time will be when i see you again. i'm missing you already though; when was the last time we went out? a week?! gosh. maybe the next time in melbourne?!?! anyways; as you're reading this (i know you are); this is the longest dedication to you. we're coming to the busy time of the year; less time spent with each other; more time doing things. I OWE YOU ONE. and it ain't gonna be soon though. i love you so much boy(:

That shall be the end of my post today.
its the last day of school.
but i'll be seeing pretty much of it(:
26102007 - it marks the start of vacation.

PEACE o-u-t OUT!

Thursday, October 25, 2007 | 7:12 PM

to us(:
dayyumm people;
what's happening to us yo'?
we've changed. we might not
know it. but yeeah; we did.
we're falling apart and we
can't seem to stop this from happening.
can we make this right?
can we work this out?

to this slutaye(:
don't turn your arse towards me;
its just something i don't wanna see.
that's just downright bitch.
face it like who you are.
stop the act;
you think you're all that.
you ain't for YOUR information.
this ain't heavenation(:
the middle finger?
did i hit the ringer?
that was for you.
i diss you;
i don't like you.
i don't give a damn about what you do,
what you say,
or what you see,
if its you;
its you(:

hate me for all you want;
but i'm not going to take it in.
'cause i already hate you(:

pissed at you.
i'm O-U-T.

blogged at 1800hours on 25102007

at home now.
school today was siann-ed. boy didn't come school and i was called for questioning. shall not elaborate more. anyways; watched movie and did crossword puzzles. skipskipskip. didn't go out today. tomorrow have training. god; someone kill me. i have nothing to blog about today. the guys did a rather interesting collage in class today. pics of it. oh fck; there's a BIG problem with the blogger pic upload. time for photobucket.

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket

that's all now.
ciao(:

Wednesday, October 24, 2007 | 8:07 PM

blogged at 2008hours on 24th October 2007.

today school was okay. watched Alien Versus Predator. quite a nice show; i thought it would be boring though. after AVP; watched Mr Bean's Holiday. used like 3 teachers' laptops. wth?! anyways; tomorrow bringing some DVDs to watch. i mean like now no more DVDs to watch. siann-ed. skipskipskip.

left school immediately for training after waiting for fad with haz; liyi and edna and met azura outside then walked to cold storage to buy water, and food. and the others also bought food. i bought an energy bar and a bag of some sort of snacks. had pretzels and what not. fourteen-ed to kallang netball centre. training was so tough. we ran 4x100m; 3x200m; 2x300m; 1x400m. total 2km sprints or runs. AND THERE WERE DOGS! AND THEY ALMOST ATTACKED A SPRINTER!! we freaked. of course. all of us were like not feeling well, me and az especially. girl; i hope you're better. anyways; training was tough; but after THE best shower after training (for me) i think it was all worth it but can faint uhs. WE LOVE MS IMELDA! oh yeah; its true(:

fourteen-ed home with everyone. ate the snack that i bought before training on the bus; people kept looking. ohwell; they don't know our school, so i not scared. anyways; reached home. ate. computer. currents stats: blogging; chris brown video-ing; myspace comment-ing.

i'm getting bored of MSN and i'm NEGLECTING friendster. PEOPLE MAKE MYSPACE! not the MSN one. the official one at www.myspace.com (:

and continue voting for sorfina! she's LOSING TO THIS FUGLY ITE 18years old zaborhh'! once again; the web is www.cgs.org.sg

ciaos(:

Tuesday, October 23, 2007 | 8:19 PM

lousy SA2 paper results;

english: 37/50
maths: 56/100 (wayne beat me by 3marks)
history: 58/100 (wayne beat me)
geography: 67.5/100 (damn slack&sadd-ed.)
chinese: 64/100
science: 73.5/100 (damn close to A1 and I improved!)

that's all the results i got today.
wanting to get back my lit results.

PEOPLE; I WON'T BE IN SG FROM O2112007 TO 06112007 AND 28112007 TO 10122007!

I'LL BE COUNTING DOWN!

RIYAH'S SMART AND INTELLIGENT.

R - reallaye prettaye(:

I - intelligent(:

Y - young(:

A - adored(:

H - happy-go-lucky(:

aaights gurl; that's for you.

loves&peace OUT; soulja' gurl(:

school; wasn't late. and FINALLAYE! haz came to school. since wednesday? girl i missed you. had post exam activities. before that had to go and give out the netball notices. walked up and down; down and up. blehs. then ms abraham see me so many times walk here there here there. she scan me from head to toe. trying to catch me for something. lucky me. i folded skirt once; blouse was not properly tucked; but heng i never get caught. lucky my socks i pull up abit. then went to 1F; staffroom; 1G; library; Express side. etc etc etc.. after that went back with fad, liyi and haz. then from then till now. slacked at home. that's all though.

PEOPLE-IF YOU ARE MY FRIEND; VOTE FOR SORFINA FOR MS TEEN 2007. SIMPLY COPY AND PASTE THE URL AND GO TO http://www.cgs.org.sg/TeenEarth.aspx TO VOTE FOR HER! SHE'S LOSING TO SOME VERY VERY VERY FUGLY GIRLS. GOGOGO!

Monday, October 22, 2007 | 5:41 PM

I PASSED SCIENCE with an A2(:

today school; was late. arrived at 7.40am. but could enter without name getting written down. salmah was there. anyways; walked into class. i was the last. ms ung today bad mood. gahhs. then hengg didn't kena so bad. then like had to read. so sian. i'm sick of reading. can i do something else? i mean, currently at this time i wouldn't mind doing something else. like science assessments. lols.
anyways; slacked pretty much. had science. some life sciences thing. then recess. recess was at 11.30am. like brunch. :D ate kway teow mee. kway teow reminds me of litoot. anyway; then went back to class. ms ung was marking papers. took the broom and sweep. everytime i sweep so many dirt. then wayne say the dust bias. when he sweep dont have. what the hell mepek seyy. then after ms ung mark finish the paper then she come my side. then sit there. and she brought string. so join join join all together. so long sial. then so fun the class when free period with ms ung. like no teacher. all monkeys. well, after school. bedok corner. eat, went home.

ciao(:

Saturday, October 20, 2007 | 6:36 PM

blogged;

When there's a fire. No one really shouts "FIRE! FIRE!" Its more of," burning; burning." Trust me, I've experienced it. Or rather; witnessed it. There was this BIG BIG and BIG I mean BIG fire at the playground in between blocks 117 and 119. My dad went out of the house; then this guy, came walking really quickly saying burning; burning. then my dad called us out of the house. we walked to the end; but couldnt see. only could see the smoke. so we went down. my gosh, the fire was actually at the ground floor the playground. the fire was contained. so called the combustion of fire. the different colour and texture of the rubber "cushioning" at playgrounds plays a part in how the fire burns. investigation are currently going on. but it was rather cool though. you could stand 10metres away and still feel the intense heat as though it was the chinese "qingmingjie". the flames were 2-3metres high and practically scorched half of trees and melted plastic. photos below.

okay; that's all.
gotta go.
ciao(:

Friday, October 19, 2007 | 7:18 PM

blogged.

helped cybelle alot today. girl you're welcomed :D haz; i hate you for not coming to school and letting me go school myself!! jokingjoking.
im at home now.
today was hectic.
heck, it was.
fad, i reallaye wanted your white skinnies, the size was all alright, even the length (not too long, not too big); but i couldnt be bothered fighting for it as i knew she would take it on any opportunity or would be able to get it cause she tried first. so yeahhs.
anyways; today school was boring. had the farewell concert or something for mdm koh cause she going to yishun junior college. got some sad parts and some funny parts. e.g the one where favian unknowingly stood infront of the video cam in the quad while everyone else was up in the hall, so called he was "broadcasted live" in the hall. he so blur lurhhs. and the VP of YJC. hahs. the placards. then recess for an hour. sat with fad and liyi and sorfi and some one else. forgotten who liaos. then like went to hall, had that CCA thing with mr rosk. me, casper, cybelle didnt even get any points. unfair lurhs. then like after that have to arrange tables; then stick stickers on the floor. i did it with liyi, sorfi with fad. and i must say, their way is so SICK! spit then stick. ew. i pity the person who will be picking it up. then realised that training was cancelled. so instead waited for fad in school with liyi and sorfina. andand; im not gonna talk to fad. someone tell me not to. hahs. joking only. fad; remember before you got into the car you said to not talk to you?

anyways; went home.
used com till now.

ciao(:
stats: its now 8.51pm.
BOY; I'M FOREVER LOVING YOU.

Thursday, October 18, 2007 | 8:55 PM

excursion photos.

happy 5th month baby.
i love you many many.
i've said what i wanted to say already in the morning. so yeahhs.
loves many many.

stats: i'm currently squishing H2O babies.

blogged.

fun sia today. supposedly to go to jalan raya with the 121s. but cause of reasons, cancelled so went out with fad and haz to bugis street! i love my sygs. so fun. hot and sticky. but was funny lah. fad makes me hyper. haz makes me smile. 2 perfect gilerr people. xD lunch-ed at PASTAMANIA. andand at PASTAMANIA we dared haz to eat the parsley with the chilli flakes. parmersan cheese, salt, pepper and tobasco sauce. and she did. anyways; i spent like $3o. yes; its little but i was broke. hel-lo; i dont have a Hari Raya people. anyways; i just bought a tee. the same as fad. i wanted the Abercrombie&Fitch one. gosh; i should have got it. unfair. i have like $10 left. ohoh; i got my ex-link card ready. yay for me. :D:D hmms.. bugis street, then went to starbucks back to bugis street. then home. then met boy downstairs for a while. then went back up. hengg my dad come back shortly after. and boy was at the bus stop already. uhm. besides bugis, nothing much. so fotos.

and fad and haz took "candid" shots. blehhs.

ciao(:

Wednesday, October 17, 2007 | 6:46 PM

blogged;

today we had the excursion. the learning journey to what we call CIVIC DISTRICT - SCULPTURE WALK. threw sweets to casper they all. then kena scolding. for what? throwing sweets? you want on then just say uhs. on the way there, sat with cybelle. i think cybelle fell asleep or something. and i was msging. so like yah lah; under the hothothot sun. walk here; there; here there. from padang there to penin plaza to that four upright chopsticks near suntec. that civillian war memorial thing. first thing about the tour was the guide. i mean; even mr benjamin dont really like him. we got really bored. by the one where he was talking about the what ever columns then everyone was snapping photos and talking; talking; talking. he even tried to kill us by making us JAYWALK. JAYWALK you know? he must have had a motive to kill us. 'cause mr benjamin asked our class to gather and a short talk about him. hahs. even he say that. what kind of tour guide are you? andand; how can i guide be SHORT-TEMPERED? siao. anyways; i took pictures of that guy; sucha' retard. scold scold scold. went to BK's. i was the last one, he wanted me to stop ordering; heng i already ordered. he didn't let anyone wait for me. WTFH! cass was like "he's such a DICK." skipskipskip. cybelle looked as though she going to faint. gosh, and me, cybelle, syahirah, syamim and sheila were like under the umbrella. and casper wanted also. either it was just me or the umbrella keeps poking me. anyways; casper didnt really have much shade and jomkwan chiong when sheila opened it. and that anand guy scolded. scold scold scold. wayne broke xavier's umbrella the handle there. and xavier was like "heyheyhey. my umbrella you know?!" lols. then wayne, being retarded, tried to fix it back. which of course, beyond fix-able.

going night swim *wayne cursed me later someone pull me out of the water*
PEACE(:

Tuesday, October 16, 2007 | 3:51 PM

things that happened today;

sheila changed her SKIN.
syamim was hyper about her BIRTHDAY. what you want?
hazirah and syamil have gone back to PRESCHOOL.
i've seen the CRAZY side of syahirah.
me, syahirah, liyi, syamil and hazirah went WHACKED today.

(: I LOVE YA'LL!

blogged.
i'm at home now. today was funn! the HOM paper was like only 30mins. xD
then the 121 walk together. eh, no. didn't; we missed out a few people. then jaypee come say what he 133 then his gang bigger. wtf; then i shout back "shaddup shortie" then walked away. jaypee, 121 ain't really a gang. its a "gang" of close friends.
actually me, ilmi and zul planned to go orchard. we go home change then meet somewhere then go. but then boy and zul went to play soccer; so left the 121s. they planned to jln raya on thurs, we crossed the road just to talk to raudah and back to wait with fad. but then me and liyi had to wear baju raya (as what the others said), gahhs; borrowing time! anyways; me, liyi, haz, syamil and syahirah went to open plaza. in case you're wondering; its at Tampines Mall. well, we played at the playground there. pictures and a video might tell you what we did.

and yeahh; that's all i guess. went home. was torn over whether to go out or not. but chose not to. if not my mum wont let me go jln raya. so yeahhs. sorry boy. my aunt's here and i have to go.

ciao people(: