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Friday, August 31, 2007 | 8:37 PM

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! :D

today celebrated teachers' day. woke up at 5am to bake the ready made pizza. gahhs. i could have been nicely nicely sleeping in my bed laa. then the alarm clock go wake me up. TOOT. kakas. then took bus with siti. wanted to go early; then in the end go late. surprisingly the class looked great when we got in. (: 3 cheers furhh the decoration party! hip hip; hoorayyy!! wahahahs. && after that went to Renaldo's to eat with liyi, siti, raudah and sorfina. then frm there, liyi & sorfina went back, me siti and raudah go temasek primary. goshh. then i can lose my wallet. sadded laa. shouldnt have gone temasek. if never go then wont happen. :( goshh. i hope i can get it back.

suddenly dont wann post liaos.

kkaes. i gotta go. sis wann use com. shall elaborate more later.

Thursday, August 30, 2007 | 8:19 PM

I HATE BALLOONS!
at home now. my dad picked me up today. cauz had very very very heavy bag. had class decor today. went home at 6.10pm. left skoo at 5 plus. me and evelyne last to leave frm my class. then me, evelyne, ilmi and jaypee go cold storage, wanted to settle the munchy donut order. but then so stupid. all fully booked. then like wth lahhs. evelyne called the head quarters then they say what fully booked. then she ask to make space furhh one more. actually got hope. then the people ask what time. we say 8plus. that PARTICULAR outlet wont open for us so early de lurhs even after we wanted to say we pay furhh service charge. so instead bought pizza. and i'll be baking it. well, today nothing much.. and and jomkwan didnt come for 2 days in a row! woots. *no offence*
BEFORE PW: had maths.
PW: watched 50 first dates. so funny.
RECESS: same things.
MATHS: like no maths like dat. say have test then no test. WTH! laugh laugh.
SCIENCE: also like no science.
ENGLISH: FINALLY! joseph presented abit more louder.
GEOGRAPHY: did the same thing. only different things. wait. i dont understand what i just typed.

NEVERMIND!

stayed back furhh class decor. then like ate burger. then left under mariam table so no one will take, then when i doing things, someone go ask me why my burger drop on the floor.
someone in the class: nat, why ur burger one the floor?
sheila: your burger? omgawd. sorry sorry. i tot mariam one.
nat: ahhs. nevermind.
hahahs. it was a funny ordeal though. then did the paper chain. then sorfina dunno why i ask her for crepe paper, she gimme some. then she got alot alot alot lurhhs. then after that she keep going into my class for crepe paper lahhs. WTH! then left my class like no more crepe paper. SMART! clap hand. clap clap clap clap. blehhs.
thats what i pretty much did.
gotta go.
buaishxx.

HAPPY BURFDAE LOK YEE!

;NATALIETANYEENING

Tuesday, August 28, 2007 | 7:40 PM

I SHALL START THIS POST WITH AN APOLOGY.

I'm sorry tuhh this girl. who i made her my dog according to her. and FYI i apologised to you already and u said nevermind; and who wants to flirt with him? and an apology to the people who i have offended UNknowingly and KNOWingly.
however much you all hate me now. i dont care anymore. im sorry im sorry im sorry.
为什么我是那个说对不起的人？我只是在讲实话mahhs. 那我现在就认错了喔。请你的原谅。

today had training. the seniors went to coral sec furhh friendly match. according to mdm su. ms imelda came. we didnt do steps tuhhdae. we ran 5 rounds and did medicine ball and then went to court for courtwork. did change in direction, dodges, drives. yeahhs. i didnt get proper breaks. gahhs. and i have SPINNY balls. GREAT! now liyi and evan go and call me spinny. and evan is tallie! lalalas~ and the funny part today, the best joke. was when evan caught the ball. she a while ok. then dunno why, i think she lost balance. then she fell. me and liyi laughed so hard lurhhs. evan: put the ball in front of me! not behind. later ms imelda scold u arhhs! everything was okayy tuhhdae. nothing really happened.

DURING SCHOOL:
no assembly. instead go furhh talk about the aedes mosquito thing. gahhs, how many time have we heard that mann.
after that had music. kakas. onliie lok yee and hazyrul passed up the instrument. but mrs lai is so kind laa. she extend till first wed after the school holidays. watched phantom of the opera. FINALLY! we finished the movie. gahhs. the show so touching laa. but im nortt those emotional buffs who cry after every touching scene. the phantom sooo... eee. the face so disfigured. cauz he was known as the devil's child when he was young. and so they tortured him till his face disfigured. I SHALL NOT SPOIL ANYMORE.
CME: ms ung go and hold us back furhh 15minutes. wth seyys. the recess late.
HISTORY: ran up to class furhh no reason. stupid me. ms ung go library. keep the whole class waiting.
CHINESE: wrecked havoc as usual. kokjin stand at the back. casper in front. then after that casper gortt sent out. cause he 捣乱. wahahahs.
MATHS: laughs and eugene moved until in front in front.

thats all though.
ohoh. just came back from basic point with siti. she calls it 8 point. cause the B looks like 8.
LMAO!

Monday, August 27, 2007 | 8:08 PM

I LOVE TODAY.

whad happened:
T&A PERIOD: used furhh englishh SOAR. let ms ung listen to my reading recording thing.
SCIENCE: did revision. dont know where txtbk went.
PE rocked. i caught 26 frisbees!! kakas.
RECESS: ate kway teow soup sat with mariam, raudah. fad. cybelle, syahirah they all.
LIT: free period. well, the toot cher so bey songg lahhs. planned the class party, turned out to be a failure.
ENGLISH: did a very very very chim comprehension paper.
AFTER SCHOOL: went out with raudah, jaypee, ilmi, eileen and waiiyiing. eileen at that time hen HOT liaos. hahahs. ate at KFC then played bball at the library upstairs. play with the st. pat guys. wahhpiang ehs. so rough. then gortt this monkey guy look like monkey. kip making monkey faces. and then ask if im alright. then kip marking me. furhh gawdd knows what reason. fell on my side. then after that lie down. 3 times the ball hit my face. then that monkey boy go and jump. i also jump for the rebound. our side worhhs. then i think he come down faster than me. cauz of gravity, then his body hit my head. and *CRACK* my neck snapped. kaoos. so loud lurhhs. i shall elaborate more later. then dunno how many times i contact-ed with the st.pat guys. kaoos. SO SWEATY!! eeeee! got an indian guy named bala! then everytime the sweat from him kena me or waiiyiing, then we all go eeeeee. then wipe on each other's shirt. after that went home at 5pm. bought canned coke from the vending machine. then jaypee spilled the coke. then this guy came out and scold us. or rather say are we gonna clean that up. then we like go take tissue. then he not happy. ask what jaypee class teacher. class blahh blahh blahh. then ask principal name. then i tink waiiyiing nortt happy. go and open the door then he came out again. then forget say what liaos. but then after that we all zhao frm there. cleaned up the spill so that the guy dont have anymore reasons to throw at us. I CLEANED UNTIL VERY CLEAN LIAOS! then took 14 home with him. i love him so much canns? he alighted one stop before school. then at school, bus stop jianchao, zul, raihan and haikel daniel *dunno how tuhh spell* came up. raihan alighted at the tanah merah hdb there. haikel same stop as me. jc and zul at bedok inter. ok. so when gortt home. put bag down, then went down buy bubble tea. then bought some canned stuffs to stock on food supplies. if not no food at home for me to eat. kakas. then went home. reach home at 6.30pm. used com till now. okehhs. my sister wann snatch the com from me liaos. she's telling on me again. go die lahh.

current mood: bored.
current music: circle - marques houston.

Sunday, August 26, 2007 | 9:39 PM

ALL i wanna post today is: I LOVE MY BOY. loads. and loads. to infinity canns?

Friday, August 24, 2007 | 7:55 PM

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I SHALL START THE POST ABT TRAINING.
i hate my netball seniors! so pissed at them. they say what we slack. like waddahell laa. they never see our training before, so dont come and complain bout us please. then what, me and liyi kena laa. the ball go over, than at the same time i also wann go and return transponder. then like farhanah say ms ng downstairs, then she say we saw her looking down and saw her, but then say we all dilly-dally. wahlauu seyys. if i wann dilly-dally when coach never come, i might as well not come, RIGHT?
&&tuhhdae went out with MYTWIN;SORFI;FAD;AZ;SYAHIRAH;HAZIRAH to my house to go and collect fat and chubby's ball. then after that we go eat. eat cup noodles we bought from 7-eleven under blk 80 near my house. wth! hahahs. laughed alot. then syahirah go and knock down az's cup noodles. the remainder. then she was like so sad. haiiyooo... tsktsk. then like after that we walked back to school. reached school at 3.10pm plus. then went all over the school again to find the transponder. then like wthell laa, then go and say me and liyi dilly-dally-ing time aje. we just quiet quiet dont wann fight back cause dont wann give u more reasons to complain bout us. and who the hell said we go to the shade to do skipping to look at soccer guys? hel-lo! we always do it there laa. its our method of training. dont forget, we have different coach. and vanessa couldnt believe that we DID run around the field.

i wish my sister was dead. the toot girl come and baotohh me say i use com very very long.

damn.

INSCHOOL:
one word. S - T - R - E - S - S - E - D !
one c giving me so much stress for teachers day. grrrs.
chinese test was so... the ever not understanding teacher, say what jomkwan, caleb, gifford, jingxuan, ken, weiheng accused of looking at the test paper before given out. go die laa!

no mood to post anymore.

mood: pissed off.
music: nothing.

;NATALIETANYEENING.

Thursday, August 23, 2007 | 7:10 PM

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just got home from going out today. I AM NEVER GOING TO SIMEI EVER AGAIN. so wadd laa. somemore tuhhdae go play bball. played with some guys there. they won us. 11-8. went with jon, jaypee and ilmi. and got jon's friend. he's friend damn act laa. he act paiikiia. FCK LAA. now what? so pissed with my com. && like wth lurhhs. anyways, today had class. omgawdd. vishaal played the guitar for us. wahcheyy, so talented. (: he also cann sing lurhhs. then like after that geography. forgot to bring textbook. but hengg borrow from liyi. then like siann laa. after school went out., supposedly wanted to go to marine parade to play bball. but then like only 3 people go. so go simei. boyy, did we make a mistake. me, jaypee and ilmi regretted going to simei. have to waste $1.10 on bus far laa. so wt-eff. anyways, then play bball wif the people there. left the place at about 4.30pm. dont wann talk too much about it. then like took 9 to tanahh merahh mrt station there the bus stop. then waited with jaypee for 31. then eileen call me. say her with wei kiat. he actualiie also can take 14, but then like i damn lazy to wait for 14 to come. so like took 9 to bedok inter with wei kiat laa. then from there took 222 home. and here i am. posting blogg.

I SHALL NOW POST ABOUT SOME PEOPLE.

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i hate you so much now. i dont even wanna talk to you or see you. u owe me BIG TIME, and what? u think i forgot that u owe me? u always go out, then what? dont give me shit that the money is people treat you. you think u who sias? people everytime treat you. and for goodness sake, if u never see him before why accept. despo nias. then now what? go 'round asking me he shuaiix anortt isit? u think i wann entertain ur question mehhs? my foot arhhs! i hate you i hate you i hate you.

mood: pissed.

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007 | 5:35 PM

todayy was cool... *literally*

wore jacket to sch. and had assembly tuhhdaee, caning first tingg in the morning. wt-eff? some sec 4 or what guy laa. then after that got this talk. about sexuality education. gawdd, and then mr shamsul said that the speaker is a professional in it. wth?! omgawdd laa. anyways, then blahh blahh blahh talk about all this lame shit. then later had music. did the beat thingy. had to come up with a beat. so funn seyys. but then actually me, cybelle, mariam and syahirah wanted to go for movie making. but we had music. but also funn laa. then after that CME, did abit of history source-based questions. the recess. went down to eat cauz was hungry. but but then changed stall queues twice. hahahs. cannot make up my mind. than had ms ung lesson again. did abit of SOAR then history againn. then follow ms ung into the music room. wahhh i walk the long way. pass 2 a, 2b, 2c, 2d, 2e. then pass ms abraham corner twice. pass her once. then went into the music room. then ms ung surprised on how we managed to "track" her down. hahahs. then later had chinese. as usual, chinese always siao siao derx. spend 20mins outside of class walking in and out. taking books frm the staff rm. hahahs. then went back into class. chinese lesson is always haywire. (: then had maths. hahahs. before maths so funniie. me and sheila go and stand at the back door and give ms kang a funny smile. then she give that retarded face and told us to go back in. wakakas. then then went out after school to tm. met eileen and waiying there. then planned tomorrow go play bball. ok. then walked around tm. as usual went with the guys again. then went back at 4.45pm around there. then reach home at around 5plus. diao-ed. shoo-ed my sis away from the computer. then used till now. well, i wann go sleep liaos.. going to school early tomorrow. (:

current mood: hyper and also sadd-ed.
no music.

=)

Tuesday, August 21, 2007 | 8:36 PM

hyper hyper.

today went to school duh. *guaiikiia mahhs* had CNA. but before that had a longg longg longg talk. tuhhdae no MassPe. blahblahhblah. fast forwardd. englishh, had CNA. the recess. then had i think ms ung lesson, did SOAR. then had PW, did englishh worksheet(: then had chinese. did the what compo test. didnt bring dictionary tuhhdaee. then after finishh, then sleep after the test. then like i remembered, fck laa, stil gortt science. lucky wasnt dead during science. then go home. (: kaoo laa. just realised my internet sot. fck! anyways, then had training. wt-eff seyys. then after training went to bathe, as usual, last one to come out(: then go bedok corner. after that me and fad go kajiao him. hahahs.
the girls all slack like what laa.
please laa, not interested in netball then dont come laa. dont need to ACT in front of COACH. dont come make noise. then now like wth laa. give cher whad shit excuse say whad ting sae go toilet. please laa. u tink the cher believe u mehhs? like as if the cher believe u laa! so pissed at those people now.. not only me laa. even ur own friends also say lurhhs. hate me for all u want after reading this. but u know whad, do u think i even give a tot about that?

now what? everyone come KPKB arhhs? dont think whadd, act paiikiia so? think i scared arhhs? now i dont even feel like posting.

gawdd, mum came back liaos.
also no mood to post.
mood: pissed.

Monday, August 20, 2007 | 8:13 PM

SUPER HYPER.
MY NEW TRADEMARK! #natalie(:™

i love today. omgawdd, so mika. anyways, today was like THE best day of my life. went out with ilmi, jaypee and baoling today. I DECLARE OFFICIALLY THAT I LOVE PE! today was so eff-ing funn kayys? cybelle, cass, mariam, syahirah, me and jomkwan rocks laa. hahahs. self praise. we beat 1B in ultimate frisbee by 1 POINT! waahh hengg laa. if i didnt held on to the last catch, will have rematch, wakakas. so funny sias. we were one side shouting and jeering at james's team and like the next thing i knew i hugged sorfina!! i love her laa. so funn seyys. but like i fell during frisbee. then liyi was like ahahhs. nat fall! fall nat! i love liyi! i love many many many of my girlfriends.(: then like so funny laa. ahahhs. then like hyper hyper all throughtout. and sorfina and liyi hates me! waaahhhs. SORE LOSER. i rock oh yeahhs. beyhaobaii - ness here! anyways, then had Lit: did dunno what paper. hahas. hyper again. me and mariam this time. then later had englishh. ms ung bad mood for a while. asked us to cancel the party. wt-eff. but then after a while she okayy liaos. ohyeahh, one c rocks! i love my class. im like in this i love whoever whoeever mood todaee. anyways, after school went to staffrm to settle some stuffs, then stayed back for the netball thing, but wt-eff againn, the cher dumb seyys. go say what shit we no nid tuhh collect tuhhdaee. what shiit! went to parkway aft sch today. so funny sias. but didnt play bball today.

Sunday, August 19, 2007 | 2:08 PM

ahahh.. at home rotting now. just watched finishh CSI and CSI:MIAMI. goshh, i love it laa. im talking to him on the fone now. (: i bought my japanese mayo and seaweed for sushii, well, its just for the seaweed. ANYWAY, now not doing anything. well, thought of going to CC to plae bball or badminton, but then dont wann lurhs. started my dae with curses. cursed my mum, sis and maid for waking me up at 8am to go church. curses. and then my mum was like shouting shouting. damn fcked up laa. nothing better tuhh do then shout shout shout. think waadd seyy, we ur 出气筒 *something to vent ur frustrations at* arhhs? kanninahh laa. anyways, then went to church. came back at 11plus cauz my mum go market buy dunno what thing. then like went home. finally. then when i go and turn on the com, i go pulled out again. this time to buy lunch. so went to bedok central block 216 the hawker centre buy lunch. and then went home. watched csi and csi:miami. and here i am blogging. ehs? i forgot what homework i had for the weekend. OMG. tomorrow history test. kanninahh. have to go mugg liaos.

buaiishxx.

current song: that's my goal by shayne ward
current mood: tired. siann-ed.

Saturday, August 18, 2007 | 8:16 PM

THIRD MONTH! gahhs, i love him.

3 months, from 180507 till now(180807). i love you.

today woke up at 7.15am. talked on the fone with him till 3 or 4 am. well, frm 12mn till 4am both of us fell asleep. hahahs. anyways, then woke up, still tired, but had to wake up. cauz my grandma had check up at gleneagles medical centre. on the way passed botanical gardens. there gortt memories wors. then like about 1-2hours there, did the fill-it-in-puzzles, and listened to music till battery flat. wtfck! then after that went to plaza sing. ate salmon bento at the upstairs food court. so yucks the food there. i wanted to eat crystal jade. but noooooooo, my mum wann go the food court. im gonna get food poisoning if i continue eating there. the food sucks. then went to spotlight after eating. had tuhh buy the yarn for the scarf. hahahs. then my mum go and buy the curtain blah blah blah... fast forwardd fast forwardd... then went to carrefour to buy chips and japanese mayo for seaweed. kakas. then daddy picked us up at 3.30pm, went to church for class. i found out that andy and clara are related laa. no wonder they're close.

blahblahhblah. fast forwardd... went home with valerie. then use com when reach home.

until now. currently searching for celebrities b'dae.

dont wann post liaos.
byes.

Friday, August 17, 2007 | 9:48 PM

I've been asked to do this out of randomness:

26 letters of the alphabet, which one comes up in ur mind when u say the first letter of the word?
This should be done in less than 15 mins. And after filling them out, write ur reasons why in **s.

A: attitude. *cauz my email*
B: basketball. *cauz i play it*
C: computer. *cauz im using it now8
D: december. *cauz holidays!*
E: emo. *im an emo*
F: fad. *i love her!*
G: girl. *im a girl waads*
H: handphone. *i cant live without it!*
I: ilmi. *i love him*
J: jaypee. *bestie and bball buddy*
K: kangkong. *maths 'cher nick*
L: liyi. *my netball slacking partner*
M: mayo. *japanese mayo and seaweed!*
N: natalie. *thats the gurl!*
O: octopus. *we were talking bout octopus during maths*
P: penguin. *fad was walking like when on our way back from bdk corner*
Q: quickfeet. *every training has that*
R: raudah. *i love her!*
S: seaweed. *seaweed and japanese mayo*
T: tan. *my family name =D*
U: umbrella. *listening to umbrella now*
V: vain-ity. *everyday will use comb in class*
W: waiying. *bball buddy*
X: xiao. *xiao zaborhh (dat's what liyi and me call sorfi)*
Y: yucks. *last word used in MSN*
Z: zara. *niece has got zara shoes at the age of 1!*

:::random:::

current music: sorry, blame it on me - akon.
current mood: tired.

;;LAST PERSON;;

last person i held hands with: look for letter I.
last time i hit someone: after school, tuhh jaypee for giving peer pressure.
last hated person: baoling *for pangsehh-ing me at parkway*
last kiss: uhm, when was that? forget liaos. hahahs.
last hug: from my cousin nickiy.
last person backstabbed: forgot.
last most memorable time: 16082007. on the bus, on the way home from parkway.
last person i saw and never again: my grandpa.
last person i swore at: joel the fatass.
last person that annoyed me: my sister.
last person i loved: him. but its still on.

;:;:WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT;:;:

#1. 3rd month.
#2. me going to sleep.
#3. me talking on the fone.
#4. um chasing me out of the room.
#5. handphone ringing.
#6. charging of handphone.
#7. having a midnight snack.
#8. change of music.

THIS WAS ALL JUST SHEER RANDOM-NESS.

No Title Today.

got back my handphone, and brought it to school again, i never learn my lesson. i still use. i used it during art. kakas. then like went back to class. ms abraham was like going to every class. then like i had to put my fringe up but lucky she never catch me. asked mariam to buy for me one double tuna sandwich, then asked syamim again to buy the same thing. hohohs, i have 2 to eat. well, what do you expect from a hungry girl? ate in class after ms abraham went out. and also did the maths homework from the textbook. lucky got do laa. kakas. thanks tuhh xue wee furhh lending me his txtbook. (: then blahblahblah, fast forwardd, chinese lesson was just sheer havoc. everyone running, shouting, talking. moving frm here to there. hahas. obviously the teacher has no control over us. lucky the mrs er not there. then like rushed the work. went to bedok corner and cold storage. to buy water and food. then took bus back to school. fast forwardd... then had training, ran 3rounds and did 15mins double leg hop and 15mins running steps. siann diiao. then did medicine balls. borrowed the transponder from mr sum and ms pradeepa. kakas.
training ended early today. then went to go and bathe, the water was so nice, cold cold derx. wore black top tuhhdae and blue fbts. sianns. then went home. took bus 14 with sorfina. syamil was in the bus, told me that the sungei buloh thing postponed to 25th august 2007. then like got 2 guys looking at his hp, then dunno saw what laa. dont wanna know more. then went home, grandma and maid at home nias. didnt know had to buy dinner, went down again to buy it. then bought coke, and the coke spilled over my wallet. fck. then had tuhh wash it. now everything all over my table. ate dinner in front of the com. now still eating dinner. hahahs. so longg, hvnt eat fin.

currently watching lilo and stitch : stitch! the movie. so funny.
mood: bored, tired and listless.

Thursday, August 16, 2007 | 8:25 PM

I GOT MY PHONE BACK. But my dad's not giving it to me. I'm gonna take it. Just like that.

I shall post about the most hated pangsehh-er now.

today so wth lurhhs. that baoling laa. meet her for like less than 5minutes then she pangsehh me. what leave me there for what? to go and "rollerblade" with her friends laaa. then what? lucky i suggested to jaypee go to the library, then they all went to the playground there, then jon saw waiiyiing there. lucky she gortt bring bball. (: then all go play. today the people who went were, jaypee, julian, jonathan, ilmi,
zul and kayson *i tink thats how u spell his name* then waiiyiing and me trying tuhh get eileen tuhh come. then eventually she came. uhm, no mood to post today. cauz of that gurl laa.

current song: sorry, blame it on me - akon
current mood: pissed.

Wednesday, August 15, 2007 | 5:57 PM

WHATTHEHELL LAAAS.
walked to school today. but then took 31 at bdk view then stop at tanah merah. blablabla. dont feel like posting.
FAST FORWARDD!
stayed back in school with mariam, syahirah, kokjin, wayne, syamil, jingxuan and ilmi. they all play abit of soccer then after that dunno where mariam and syahirah go. then like they came back liaos, went to the cabin for a while. kaoPEYY! then after dat go out, then go home. blahblah. I DIDNT GET MY PHONE BACK LAA!
tuhhday so suay fone kena confiscated during chinese lesson by mrs er. then like went tuhh see her after school. more suay instead of mrs er alone, have tuhh go and see mr sum also. then like of course didnt get back my fone laa. *now at home waiting for my dad to come back* but hengg cauz ms abraham didnt catch me for anything, like my skirt or hair. blahblahblah. && like so wth lurhhs. OMG SIA! i just got the news, havent go to the school yet sias! kanninahh! wth lurhhs. fcuk. the stupid uncle go and change the car so long. siann laa. now what? my fone no more alreadyy arhhs? si bey kao peyy laa. now i got no mood to post anymore. my dad come back liaos. kanninahh. dont wann say anymore liao laa.

Tuesday, August 14, 2007 | 7:28 PM

40 PUMPING. GASTRIC AT ITS WORST. SHOW AND TELL CRITICISM.
im back and tired. i had netball. gawdd, i so totally didnt feel well laa. like wth lurhhs, today had tuhh do 40pumping. cauz ms imelda say everytime if we down put the ball in front of the catcher, everyone drop 10. so had to drop 4 times. whats worst was that everytime i go down then come up, my arm will make that sound as though as if one is cracking their knuckles. like wth lurhhs. some more not say very soft. and like i letting sorfina hear, then hit her forehead. whahahahs. im so sorry sorfina! hahahs, but so funniie.

had mass pe... fast forwarddd.
in class today had the english SOAR, had to go and talk. i tot i did ok. the sad thing was that so many people *i think* gave me like above 18marks. which isnt good. wayne rocks laa. he gave me 15 (: then like got someone go and criticise me until i cried laa. like brokedown. literally. when someone criticising me that time, the whole class was like quiet laa. then i tot like "gurl, relax, just comment, dont breakdown cauz of that" i tot can control, but sadly no. then like she can go and compare me to wayne. why not u go and try, being the first one of the first day to volunteer and doing everything in less than an hour? sure, u might have alot of practice already, but so what? but i love my friends laa. esp. lokyee, she called me around 7plus pm and asked how i was feeling, she sure cheers me up. I LOVE YOU TSANG LOK YEE! and annabelle was really nice, she just called me and asked me how i was feeling. i love my class. except a few people.

uhm, then had the halogen thing. burning the car was PURE SABOTAGE! i have no plans on burning a car. neither will i. nothing that good comes out from our class when we plan stuffs. i wan the welfare leader and NE leader replaced!

i wish that you would never ever pester me ever again.

once again, TSANG LOK YEE I LOVE YOU!

current music: nothing's playing.
mood: after-breaking-down-kinda-mood.

jaypee owes me 1 more comment!

Monday, August 13, 2007 | 9:35 PM

I DECLARE JAYPEE ANG POPULAR AND FAMOUS.
hmms. currently is 0936pm. so late liaos. tuhhday went tuhh play bball at marine parade library. met up with chor kee and baoling. and her friends; hui wen, kaiyu and alan. actualiie wanted to go to the blk 31 there, but so many people, so went to the marine parade library. then play play play. played one on one with baoling, then waiiyiing, kakas. she so funniie laaas. so cute. *oops, cannot let her know i think* kekes. then like at the bball court got the manjusri sec people laa, then one of them called jaypee, and well, jaypee is practically known by everyone there liaos. went to play bball, with ck and baoling and alan, then ck go sub jaypee place. jaypee and jon-jon tired liaos. kakas. all so wet. before left school also got play at the bball court. then like wth seyy! got sunburnt! now my face all red. and my legg all numb. cannot believe waited for the bus today for like 1 hour! like damn fcuk laa.

&&today the toot lit cher, didnt show us the movie again. wtf! do the charlie again. and guess what, marcus from 1b took my charlie and the chocolate factory sias. luckiie raudah have lurhhs. if not then have tuhh stand. gawdd, i stand so long in the bus on the way home liaos.

haishxx, whole body aching, muscles cramping. gawdd.
tomorrow's training i know is going to be hell on earth.

i just know it.

song playing: wall to wall - chris brown

current mood: tired. pissed. missed. siann-ed. body ach-ing.

Friday, August 10, 2007 | 3:09 PM

GAHHS ; i miss him.

didnt post for a long time liaos. cauz the com crashed. currently using safe mode to blogg. pics will have to updated a day later bahhs. ok. so lemme recount on what happened for the past few days.

sunday(050807)
hmm... sunday do what arhhs? ohyah. the maid went off and had tuhh cook lunch, kakas. made laksa. well, i just did the preparation of ingredients thats all. then daddy did the rest. cauz i laziie. thats what i did though. then like rotted in front of the computer for dunno, i think more than, uhm 5hours and didnt bother posting blogg.

monday{060807)
omgawdd, i forgot. hm.. if im not wrong... oyeah, monday went to parkway with zul, jianchao, jaypee and ilmi. met baoling there. then like ate at kfc. wrecked havoc there. well, not really. but like after that then uhm.. oyeah, saw mrs samuels there went going out of kfc. near the starbucks there. then like went to the library wanted tuhh play bball. called eileen asked her wann play nortts. then she asked waiiyiing along also. lucky she got the bball larhhs. so we play. ilmi sat out. play play play. then i think at 5.30pm ilmi had tuhh go home. but i didnt follow. i onliie went back at about 6pm with zul and jianchao. walked with them and jaypee until the traffic light, then like ilmi called and he wanted to talk to jaypee immediately, then like i asked jaypee what happened, jaypee didnt tell me, then he walked home. then nxt he talked to jianchao, jianchao also never tell me, then i took the fone back and asked one more time. this time, he told me. he said some chaichee sec 2 guys beat him up. at that moment i realised that i should have gone home with him when he went back. haixx. sorta emo-ed in the bus. had mixed emotions as i was talking to him. then like at TMS 3 sec1 gurls came up. they think they who, talk until so loud. then zul go and blast music, they talk even louder. so like i was really pissed and felt like going over and giving them a slap each on the face, but nahh, cant be bothered to waste my time on them. kakas. then like when reached home alreadyy 6.30++pm wth, also not late. but then also got scolded. kao seyys. then like fiddled with the com. and it died-ed.

TUESDAY(070807)
in class slacked. talked about current affairs during ms ung's lesson. it aint boring, juz explicit? well, she and ms kang engages in sex talks... kakas. im not going anymore further. played with cybelle the dunno what game uue call it. the one where u slide the pencil and try to kill ur opponent type of game. then like still had mother tongue, the fushun students were leaving the next day liaos. had training. ms imelda gave us hmwk, to train huraisyah *i think spell liddat* until she dont have stepping. wtf! it aint gonna be easy for thats all i know. haiishhxx. then after that bathed *as usual* then went home. then tried to fix the com but no use. okayyy... thats what i did though.

WEDNESDAY(080807)
hmms... today celebrated national day in school. well, had the celebrations sing, laughed, and the skits were funny but not like to the extreme. and we were told that had match against the chers. but wth seyys, we played against the 4A bballers guys and they were like chiong arrhh... score: 1-0 figure out who won, kakas. played a match against the sec 2 score: 4-4 OR WAS IT 5-5, ANYWAYS, IT WAS TIED. watched the soccer match before having the game. final score: 2-1 guess who won then. the teachers won. for soccer that is. kakas, he scored a goal. he promised to score a goal for me. im really happy for him. =D then like after bathing and everything, went out with zul, jaypee, jianchao and ilmi, spent 10mins begging jaypee to go tm. at first decided to go to tm but then kfc full, so we went back to parkway. paid for zul, jaypee and ilmi's bus fare. then they all pangsehh jianchao there, i didnt know where he go and they were like go up go up. kakas. zul was like maybe? maybe we pangsehh him.
so yeahhs, took 31 to pp. i fell asleep on him on the bus. jaypee slept at the last row upstairs with his legs up. i think zul also slept. they were comparing how long it took to go pp from tm inter. *well, timing* so yeahhs, then met baoling again. then went to library to play bball again. my mummy called me and told me we were going to jb in the night, so like i could go home late. but i chose to go back with him. i didnt regret laving earlier. left with zul also. then jaypee was left there. little monkey. took bus with ilmi, zul took 31 home. held his hand in the bus. i love him loads, can? then like we didnt wan tuhh let go onliie until he reached his stop. i didnt wann him to send me home, cauz later he late. then like went home. called simon and spent 30mins toking to him on the fone on just one bloody thing. wtf! anyways, then later he called me. talked on the fone to him until later night, like midnight late. from 7plus to that time. gawdd. i miss him so much now. haixx, like didnt wan tuhh hang up when entered m'sia but then had to. if not later very ex. we hung up and like i really wann to talk to him now. less than 24hours till he comes back from KL. i wann him.

THURSDAY(090807)

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!

im in m'sia now. using com at my uncle's house. just to post this. im missing him alreadyy. after posting this watching astro. kakas. then later going to buy a new top. kakas. and a pair beach thongs. arrived m'sia at 1+am today. ate supper wif daddy cauz was effing hungry. then later changed then go sleep. great, i found out i had tuhh sleep in the corner under the bunk bed. wtf! i got 2 mozziie bites but i didnt scratch, then the next morning it gone away. kakas. then like didnt wann tuhh bathe cauz i dont like my aunt's house the toilet. so guess where i go tuhh bathe, u got it, my other auntie's house. kakas. then like me and my mum went to the holiday plaza hotel the salon go wash hair. kakas. then really set off for my aunt's house. went there to eat lunch and rotted the whole day with my niece and nephew. got another niece, but she in sku. kakas. so i watched tv, well, more like the tv watch me. i found out that my cousin using a PIRATED ASTRO CARD *astro ishh m'sia the cable TV* gawdd, they have everything pirated there. wanted to buy my all stars white sneakers there but like i dont support fakes, i support originals. so i didnt buy it. even though i got 100ringgit with me and the all stars sneaker costed only 60ringgit, gawdd, temptation rises over me. but i dominated it! hahas. so then bought my beach thongs and black and white top. gahhs, i love it! hmms... then my niece came bak the rotted sumore. practically rotted there. no disney, no nickelodeon waaaaaaaaahs. then ate dinner, went to my cousin's store to get sum medicine or something. then went back to the uncle's hse i slept in, my daddy picked me up and we went home frm there. reached hme. immediately went to slp.

FRIDAY(100807)
slacked at home today. less than 24 hours till he comes back. i miss him.

current mood: no feeling except missing him.
current music: no music

Friday, August 03, 2007 | 9:56 PM

THE SCRAMBLE ; THE MISSED ; AND THE WRONG.

FRIDAY 030807 Time: 0930pm
im at home now just finished dinner. after like meeting my mum at bedok inter. cauz my netball finished late and like joel, jason and hao jun *well, it was just joel and jason* hijacked my fone while i was talking to ilmi. wtf! then they were like 'ilmi, i got ur gurl bla bla bla... then he didnt give me back my fone. and i realised something now. JOEL IS A SLOW RUNNER! kakas. i can catch up with him like so easily larhhs. he's so slow. && i called him a fat-ass. kakas.
&& me and liyi were like avoiding this guy. liyi didnt wann to take mrt. then like i rush to the mrt for no reason seyys. met my mum at bdk inter and bought my red teeshirt. i bought a plain one. then like can draw on it. kakas. i hope my mum allow lurhhs. =D so siann lurhhs. then like my sis called frm home twice cauz like so late liaos then havent go home yet.. so wth larhhs. wore home clothes after netball ended. bathed in school. was the last one to finish bathing. i think. so yeahhs. then like rushed to mit my mum. i told her at the ticket office there. and she HAD TO wait for me at the payphone there. she know my eyesight not good cauz my specs broke, still wann wait so far from there. kaopeyy. && somemore like there so hot cauz of the pasar malam there larhhs. all the hot oil and freaky food smells *shudders*. then like went home so exhausted and hungry. training was okayy by the way, so yeahhs.
took bus to school in the morning today. freaked out when the 7am bus was full and drove pass my house there the bus stop. wthwth. then me and this gurl that i share a cab once, were like looking at each other, i guess we were thinking the same thing : to cabb to school or not. but i didnt like ask her. cauz i no money. then like later paisehh. so waited for the 7.10am bus. hengg seyys. the bus reached school at 7.23am. luckiieluckiie. had the math test. OMGawdd, i didnt finishh the test seyys. like left abit more. kanninahh. i sure fail again. but i dont wann tuhh fail maths again.
i dont wann tuhh fail maths. haishxx. && like uhm, had thinking skills. alsagoff didnt come. hengg. but she spoiled my thumbdrive. kanninahh! the funny part was that jaypee and ilmi went to our class and told the relief cher that ms abraham wanted to see him. his facial expression totally changed larhhs. then like he was tucking his shirt in then jaypee and ilmi were like giggling, wayne was like "fuck you larhh, u trick me right?" haishx, never jio me go out of class. then like he went into 1A and slacked. the had maths, ms kang thought she caught me daydreaming. cauz i was emotionless. well, she was wrong. i was chewing on my M&Ms. hahahs. then syahirah was like emo emo!that day ms kang say my maths grades dropping like nobody's business. well, what do uue expect from me? im not this gurl that will pay attention to uue while u're explaining linear equations of algebra. no i wont. why? cauz the lesson makes me wann tuhh sleep. why? cauz i have absolutely no interest in maths. i know this may sound all hard and all, but yeahhs, its the truth alright. im sorry for whoever wanns me tuhh do well in school to read this. yarhhhs. so liddat larhhs. but i dont wann tuhh fail maths. will like someone give me maths tuition or help me like once in a while? kakas. then had chinese. didnt bring textbook and lianxiben*exerciseBook*. hengg. had spelling, use the chinese foolscap paper. then like jaypee and ilmi go and call wayne out again during chinese lesson. this time he wasnt so freaked out. kakas.
received our homework for the 5days break, so much seyyy... and also had tuhh do like a recording of you recording something larhhs. and have a show and tell for the english SOAR program. kanninahh larhhs!

anyways, enough about school, my computer is siao liaos. anyone knows how tuhh like make the font smaller? like suddenly all my fonts so big. i so dont know whats happening larhhs. siannsiann.

ok. i wann go play audi noww. buaiishxx.
=)

current music: everything by michael buble. *well, just finished* now iishh do you know by enrique iglesias
current mood: fucking irritated by my sister. fuck seyyyy. CBCBFUCKFUCK!

i wish my sister was dead.

SATURDAY 040807

well, today woke up at 0911am cauz he called me. yeahhs, both of us were like really tired. talked for a while then like we had to hang up. i went out with my mum to blk 85 there.. dunno do what i also forgot. anyways. yeahhs, then went home. my mum went to go and see the chinese physician, but then the clinic close. as in hvnt open yet. so she went home. but i went home before her. so yeahhs, from morning till now wanted to post blogg. but didnt have the time to. so im posting now. today went for church class. collected my specs before going to class. gawdd, i was so giddy when i put on the specs. im not gonna wear specs when i go out. im onliie gonna use it for like in class. so yeahhs, then after class daddy pick me and my sis up. then went to the caltex station at tanjong katong to swop cars with my uncle, bought chicken pie to much on cauz was so hungry during class time. finish the pie before i got home. then like went home, went to change then here i am. in front of the com. gawdd, today's post is so long seyyys.

~THE NEXT POST IS OUT OF RANDOMNESS~

ILY ; IMY ; INY .

-BOY, I LOVE YOU.
DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM.
WHY CAN'T I STOP LOVING YOU?
I'M IN LOVE; THE RUMORS ARE TRUE.
THAT YOU AND I WERE MEANT TO BE.
THE WARM FEELING WHEN I'M WITH YOU,
LET ME LEARN HOW TO LOVE THE HARD WAY.
THERE'S ALWAYS A PLACE IN MY HEART FOR YOU.
SOMEDAY ; WE'LL MEET. FOR NOW, IT IS GOODBYE.
THE ABSENCE OF YOU ; MAKES ME FEELING EMPTY.
TAKING ME AWAY BY YOUR HAND & NEVER LETTING GO.
YOU'RE BECOMING A DREAM YO ME, A FAIRYTALE FANTASY.
WITH YOU NOT AROUND, IT'S A LITTLE MORE THAN I CAN STAND.
SETTLING DOWN TO THIS PLACE OF OUR OWN. JUST THE TWO OF US.
WHISPERING THOSE SOFT; SWEET WORDS TO EACH OTHER EVERY NIGHT.
I'M MISSING YOU ALREADY, EVEN THOUGH WE JUST HUNG UP THE PHONE.
I LOVE YOU. I MISS YOU. I NEED YOU. NEVER LEAVE ME FOR I KNOW I WON'T.

Thursday, August 02, 2007 | 7:40 PM

LIES ; BETRAYS
siann... just finished eating dinner. hmms. currently now is 0824pm. lost 1 thumbdrive and virused another one. DAMN. kao ehhs. today reached school at about 7.10am? around there bahhs. then after that went to the staffroom with sorfina. then she left when i went in. while she was waiting for mrs samuels to come out. but unfortunately, she wasnt in. today had pw, then instead of watching the show, the it people spent half ad hour just trying to meddle with the damn laptop. so me, cybelle, annabelle, casper, *jingxuan one minute say wann play, next quit* and charmaine played ABC. wayne a while niias. we play until F. and guess what F was?

if uue guess the middle finger, smart! but then if same as people, hit 6 and a half times. i kena by casper sias. well, he can pretty much guess i will put F larhhs. wayne hit me also damn hard larhhs. i sabo cybelle, hit hard hard. then she return the hit not say very hard, but better than casper and wayne's hit. but then after a while boring liaos. so we watched the movie that was playing after 30mins of figuring how to do this, how to do that. kakas. helped cybelle do attendance againns. did my name!!

today had maths, ms kang came. she so totally wasnt feeling well larhhs. then she last minute tell us the subjects for tomoro. kaoos. then like sooo many darn subjects.

today went out with sheila, syamim, amalina, sofia. ate at KFC. then like i dunno, somehow had an uneasy feeling.. haishxx. supposed to mit jace, sharmila and ck at singpost, but then i have to leave like early like around 4plus pm. so like told her another day. sorry jacelyn. and NOTE TO QX: RETURN ME MY PENCILCASE LARHHS!

tomoro have training. and and today took cab to school. siti went to school with haikel today. no offence larhhs, but like so damn alone when i go to school myself. and im like wasting money larhhs. kao seyys. going out with liyi to eat, maybe call fad along. and we are going to wear home clothes!! kakas.

currently feeling: tired and ticklishh nose. *no idea whyy*
current song playing: geek in the pink by jason mraz

Wednesday, August 01, 2007 | 9:58 PM

MIRACLES HAPPEN ; ITS TIME TO 'FESS UP.

just finished my maths homework. what a day. today reach school at 7.10am. im proud of myself larhhs. heehs. cybelle also came early. then ms ung was like wahh, miracle! blablabla. anyways, today siti went to school with someone else. so i took cab to school. guess who i met at the car behind me, raudah... hahahs. then walked in with her. then later at the ramp saw this rather familiar adidas bag. hohohs. it was him. then like walked up with him. onliie until the stairs there then we go diff ways, went up to class with raudah.
slacked in class before ms ung came in though.

fast forward...fastforwad>>>>

okayy, im gonna confess everything here.
so like yeahhs, gurl, cann uue like not go to school almost everyday with him. gawdd, if uue like him then just tell me larhhs.. uue're always saying to make up for it to make up for it. then what? after that everyday go tuhh sku wif him ehhs? looks like iim beingg shunn out on one side eh? maybe uue're like used to taking the bus and all. but like wth seyyys. just like tell me straight forwardly tat uue're going to sku wif him larhhs... not like tell me what make this up what make that up. blahblahblah!
and i cannot kick the habit. of something. doing something. if u people think i do grotesque stuffs, i dont. I REPEAT I DONT!

ok. i dont know what tuhh say noww.
baishxx. i go audi liaos.