MY MONEY GOT STOLEN!

I seriously dun like it when my things get stolen. Taking without asking equates to stealing. You simply just take everything without asking and dun feel a single shit about it. I am totally pissed and utterly upset. Wished I will not see u forever and ever. Using my stuffs, and now taking my money. Seriously, I am gg report u to the police. Try dare mi~

given a choice, wat would u choose?

it seems that i lost it all in the moment.

its the transition period from graduation to working. a poor student with the dream to save all the money she haf for a beautiful graduation trip and then pay off the study loan. that leaves the poor women with total no desire to spend any money. the urge to save every bit she has seems to be the extreme of her life. life seems so boring. having to live everyday spending as little as possible. the misery of doing nothing. even window shopping can be a chore. is it realli necessary to scrimp on every single bit?

lost and confused. watching movies at home seems to be the favourite pastime of mine in the past. now, even watching dramas at home seems to be boring. nothing seems to put an excitement in my life. have i changed? or probably i have grown to love the simple life of sumba. since the day i left sumba for bali, everything seemed different. even when i touched down in singapore, sumba seem to still remain within mi. the 'tv' experience is realli an experience u cant get anywhere. now, im back to reality. but the familiar reality that was so close to me once seem to be a totally new environment. it can be said that i have changed in certain ways. the routine that we do everyday seems so dear to mi now. sleeping, waking ppl up in the morning, gg to the orphanage, working, lunch, back to work and den dinner and rest. the simple, clear cut life. the fun we had in doing manual work is something that will remain in my heart. it will onli became a memory that remains in my heart. hope my little efforts there is contributory in every aspect.

it seems that xavier also forgotten mi alr. prolly cos he is sick today so that explains his actions. but i realli do hope to play with him again when he feels beta. will that be possible?

wat do i want. wat do i need. wat can i do to make that happen. how can i enjoy my last few days of hols? answers anyone?

wasted. nothing beta to do.

the sudden un-settlement.

Away from the bonds that have been previously forged. it came too quickly as an aftermath. we went into different paths but memories will still remain. it will be all to quick to be engulfed in the lifestyle that has been once so familiar. to look back at things that remain unchanged are surreal only in the in-built memory of each individual. the portions deeply captured in each mind will be a different sight. will it fade with the years? sudden surge to find answers to questions that was previously chucked somewhere in the old dusty corner filled with cobwebs. these questions kip coming such that one get confused as to how to face the questions that popped. different paths, different perceptions with the slight possibility of a compromise anywhere near. it is hard to decide what we all want in the end. best to bury it deep down within the fine-grained sand and let the waves consume the deep secret only mother nature knew off.

ALL STRUNG UP! FINE-TUNED TO THE HIGHEST KEY.

Will there be anyone who will understand my sense of insecurity at a time like this? The fate of my next few days all lies in the every step we take. Picking up the responsibility of the life over some people who sit comfortably behind the table being more worried about the money more than anything else.

I will pay anything to keep myself safe. Afterall, I am looking forward to Australia'my graduation trip, graduation and probably being able to start work.

How to ease a heart when all things have not been done? It seems that I am staying up late more often then I use to be before. I dun understand why the risk can be percieved to be so insufficent to others when it has became a threat for me...

Im flying off in less than a week. Two days ago, a plane in Indonesia crashed and it so happened to be the airline that I will be gg to take for internal transit. Mixed feelings. I wonder how will things turn out. Tml I will noe. Hope that everything will go out well.