i've been on a long enough hiatus.

school has already kicked in at lightning speed.

just had my first quiz for the semester. went so so i think.

kinda stressing up over school. feeling kinda insecure and worried that what i read cannot be retained in my memory for as long as i thought it would. or maybe i am just overwhelmed by the sea of information of 3 core modules.. only.

aftermath of attempting a tutorial assignment that is apparently suppose to mimic exam question. essay style kind, 10marks, 5 marks, 3, 2 , 2.

gosh. i am kinda academically-orientated now. course schedule and time table right smack in my face as i am typing this cos its pasted on the wall infront of my computer. lol.

i should seriously stop rambling about school. i am sure i am not alone in this. just got this strong feeling of wanting to do better than last semester.

finally getting a break tmr. lecture cancelled. f i n a l l y. going out with twan and then back to studying again.

i'm out.

gonna run my stress away tmr morning! rahhh.

<3
corrine

--cherlyn

8am now and in the tutorial room...trying to figure out why i have to know how many cell layers are there in epithelium. hmmm....

this week is going pretty fast. while the others are having an epi test this fri..im -test free- for 1 mth. somehow still v stress cos there's always assignments due. just have to keep telling myself to keep going cos there's simply no other way out

updates on my end
my exams end on 28 oct! holy shit...earlier than all the other health sci pple. AWESOME. so im trying to change my flight date from 17 nov to 3 nov.

only got 6hrs of sleep yesterday and almost died while running with my mate. seriously. he went to whack slope somemore...i ended up walking up the slope. then guess what was the first thing i did when i came back? chomp down a date cake. keep my energy up.

but yeh... now im good alr cos i slept at 6pm- 9pm then 12am to 630pm.

gosh my sleep pattern can get really random when staying in the hostel

oh ya i can never have enough to say about how sucky hostel food is. the food can make me go into depression i swear.

still thinking whether to go out on thursday.... then friday i will be so zomged out to go for lectures. ah.

looking forward to the weekends though. healthy lifestyle in the first part of the day and get wasted in the second part of the day. :)

back to respiratory system. like a care a hoot. -.-

bye all!

--cherlyn

just got back from malaysian cultural night.

2 of my corridor mates performed so i had to be there to show moral support

but i guess performances are really not my thing. if i did not sleep for 10hrs today, i bet i wud be sleeping alr cos i actually slept through parts of the latest harry potter movie

things that i do not like = museums, walks in the park (except with my sis), shopping, watching boring movies, anything to do with arts or performing stuff (ohhh but i like watching girls dance hip hop, think its kinda interesting)

lately i have been trying vvvv hard to study but it just aint working out well. whats best is that one of my friends actually reminded me that the upcoming test is only 5 marks. so encouraging.

im officially booooorrrreeeeeed in cumby, in new zealand, bored of studying. completely senseless. seriously. just going through the motion.

and i ate so much during the day that i cud not eat dinner and basically went without food for like 7hrs? and thinking about the same old food tmr for breakfast, lunch and dinner just makes me sickkkk.

sigh i wanna go back to singapore where i can just revert to my sloth self. pple have been telling me that i will be bored when i go back to singapore. well.... life of a sloth have always been me. and i wasnt really bored with it to begin with. just need to earn money to support myself to some extent next year. screw my current job ok... the boss dont even need people after the holidays. screw her. urgh. i dont care alr. waitressing will nvr be my thing.

i am boreeeeeeeddddd. urgh. and sometimes i hate being this nice girl. cos i know myself as the -cant be bothered- person and although sometimes i question myself...i love myself for myself.

i want to be bo-chap and dont care even if the world crashes down on me

i want to be in cherlyn's world.

november....im silently counting down.

need to get through this. roar!