Bila tak boleh tidur...

Bila tak boleh tidur, ada je yang nak dibuat.

Salah satunya - sila lawat sini mulai dari saat ini.

hehehe....memang takde kerja, cari kerja.

Macam-macam dah jadi

Remember the jabs the doctor gave me about 4 weeks ago? Well, my ear pain has long gone but the pain in my left butt or hip to be precise is still there. Not really pain. Its just that I cannot do activities that stretch my left hip such as lifting my left leg to wear the trousers, or to try to put on or take off my socks. Even during solat, I'm not able to sit properly during tahyat akhir.
It feels as if the muscle on my hip stretchhhhh.argghhh..... macam bontot kena cramp.

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Tadi after buka puasa, aku gi jalan2 kat IOI Mall nak cari heavy food coz buka pose makan kurma je.Lepas makan, jalan-jalan. Aku perasan banyak betul mat gelap kat situ. Bersepah. Yang buat aku amazed is they all ni loaded tu. Ramai gak yang minum kat Starbucks.

Teringat pulak aku 2 1/2 tahun lepas masa belum kenal Habibi. Hmm....aku rasa aku adalah 'keluar' dengan 4 or 5 of them. Memang loaded. Dan desperate.Tiap orang cakap nak cari calon bini. Giler apa?

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Since afternoon, aku dah start sakit tekak bila telan air liur. Bad sign. Usually it will lead to selsema. Bulan pose ni leceh if sakit.Susah nak baik. And I've got classes back to back from Thursday lepas cuti Nuzul Quran till Friday next week. (including Saturday, ok!)
Pikir punya pikir, off I went to Sushi King. Not that I wanted to eat sushi but more of wanting to eat the wasabi. Bancuh soyu pekat2 dengan wasabi, cicah sushi and makan. Hidung rasa nak tercabut and menitik gak lah air mata. But...it worked. The sharp spiciness cuts thru the pain in my throat.

Alhamdulillah, now the pain dah hilang.But I need to get extra rest too tomorrow. Just incase.

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I miss Habibi so much. There's a lot of things in my mind lately and that makes me miss him more.

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2 more weeks....

2 more weeks and Syawal will be here.
What do I want?
Nothing.
Except for Habibi to be here with me. Then only I will be celebrating it.

So for now, for that to happen, it is a miracle.

3rd year. Yes, its been 3 YEARS already.
Unfortunately some people just don't understand.
And he kept sending me sms.
The recent one is "terkenang kat awak........ at 4am!!"
What the &%$#? I was still sleeping!!!

A friend asked me, tak teringat ke kat dia?
My answer is easy, " after all the chances I gave, after forgiving him on what he had done, after allowing him to marry her,and yet he still lied to me, my heart was crushed to the smallest bits and pieces.

And my new heart is with somebody else now. 80% of it.
The other 20%?
It goes to diving, basketball and my job.

You have no more room in it. So, please understand.
I'm not telling you to give up.
I'm just telling you not to waste time.

p/s : I'm sooooo excited. Its about 30 days only to Habibi's visit.

Island trip, friends, job, blog - That's a handful!

I've just finished packing. I don't need to bring lots of things but the problem with me, if I don't plan well, I would be bring half my wardrobe for only a weekend outing :-)

Will be leaving for Mersing midnight tonight, plan to eat sahur in Kluang and then take the 6.30am boat to Tioman. YES!! I'm going to the island again this weekend with Mr&Mrs Seademon and also Rina.

For me, this year's Ramadhan is a HUGE change than last year's. (so far lah up till today). I was not given a chance to be alone at all. Maybe for the 1st 2, 3 days. But after that, takde chance lansung. My boss, Fa*hana, just refused to let me go and buka puasa at home alone. Especially when I told her that twice last week, upon driving back home for buka puasa, I dozed off while driving! So from the next day onwards, she insisted that I buka puasa with her either in the office or at a nearby restaurant before allowing me to go back.
And the lovely Ayah & Ibu- SD& Jazz kept inviting for buka puasa sessions.

I guess Habibi is also happy and thankful that I don't feel lonely and sad. He's thankful to my friends for keeping me company . 34 more days to his return. I can't wait.

Meanwhile, my life at AA is getting busier each day. Other than being part of the Program Development team, my boss has also enrolled me into a "Ha*vard" certification program for Trainers which will take about 2 months to complete and it will start in the next 1 or 2 weeks time. It is an online program - knowing myself, I'm going to have a tough time completing it!

I also need to write and contribute to AirAsia's blog. (hehehe...haven't submitted anything yet). Oh, btw, I was going thru Tony's blog and found out that his next project is the Asean Basketball League! I am soooo excited!!

I guess there's a lot more for me in store. It is true - its not easy to stay positive but once you manage, one by one , things will fall in place, Insya Allah. I cold just pray that Allah gives me the strength to do all the things I love and enjoy. Amin.

Sorry neighbours...

When I'm not at home, my neighbours must have been very happy.
WHY?

Because I've been watching Jurassic Park 1,2 and 3 for the past 2 days.
With the full blast PIONEER surround sound system, the more I love 'em.
Certain times, I feel my crib shaking.

Hehehe......
If you can't go to the movies, you bring the movies to your home!

No more spending, no more shopping.

Today is the 7th day of Ramadhan.
It is definitely a rest day for me. A complete rest. After returning from Mr & Mrs Seademon's big FAMILY buka puasa gathering at 3am, and slept after subuh, I only woke up at about 2pm. Call me lazy, call me whatever you want to, but I'm just treasuring the precious moment to sleep and rest before the coming few weeks.

Later in the evening, went to Scubadynamics dive shop to get the dive comp and a pair of gloves. Its kind of pricey but I know I need this for my future (soon) dives. Its definitely a long term investment. Buying this, means I got to cut off my expenses on lots of other things for future and had used up my savings too :-( Well, the good thing is the dive comp also came with a free torch;-)

From there, since it was still early, I headed to IKEA, and thank god to find a parking spot was very easy! I didn't have any specific plans for buka puasa as I had prepared myself by packing some dates and a bottle of mineral water in my bag, just incase :p Headed to the BORDER and managed to get myself some important books for work. (Ok, NO MORE shopping after this).

And I ended up in SUSHI King for buka puasa as that is the only place I find conducive to eat ALONE without people looking at me weirdly. After that, bought myself some donuts and immediately headed back home.

One thing I noticed, the donuts ain't taste the same anymore as the one I had in Ramadhan last year with some friends. Maybe they changed the recipe :-(

Monday onwards, I foresee myself to be VERY busy as I need to teach almost everyday on top of loads of paperwork need to be completed. Orientation, Communication, Announcements, Terms& Conditions and One Day Visit - those are the subjects I teach.
The positive thing about this is, time will fly very fast.

Note to self - 40 ONLY days to Habibi's return

A night in Sepang

Venue: Pan Pac KLIA and KLI Airport, Sepang
Time: 7pm-11pm

Had a buka puasa session with my boss and my partner in crime. Why there of all places in Sepang? Well, my boss was craving to have the buffet spread while for me dates and a cup of hot milo is more than enough. And she was definitely shocked to find out the price. It was RM90 per pax!! Is just ridiculous! With RM90 I could buy lots of things with it!! No way jose.Especially when I can't eat at all:-(

So, we decided buffet for her and ala-carte for us.Hehehe...

We adjourned the session to the couch afterwards....

And after that, I walked to KLIA to send my sist in-law and Khadijah off. They were returning to the UK.

Bye Khadijah. The next time is see you, you will be a big girl by then.