the intense heat was suffocating me.. it was hard to breathe.. i gasp for air. instead of taking in the oxygen i need, i started to cry. tears flowed down endlessly as i clenched my fist. it was the end of me, i predicted.. at that moment, someone reached over and pull me out from this nightmare...
lessons were the boring same old routine but still, i think i had a reli enjoyable day 2day. after sch, the usual gang of us(ollie, hui min, limin, siying, joshua, jeremy n macho panda) went over to jaime's house n watched dodgeball. it was a reli hilarious show. it was definitely a show not 2 be missed if u r looking 4 one 2 relieve stress. these days i've been reli down 2 moi work n i feel reli terrible. so dead stressed up. haiz... got moiself sick(sori A4A for the endless loud blowing of nose in class. jus a few more days k? haha..) den stared at the boys playing jaime's PS. e usual gang was always loud and never fails to bring up one's mood. u guys rock e world!!!
after which siying n i headed 4 J8. meeting becca, yz n xj there 2 celebrate serena's bday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, papa!!! i wish ya all de best in everything u do. while siying n i are shopping around, waiting 4 e pple we r both waiting 4, we chatted quite alot. siying ah gal.. jus wanna tell u i totally understand how u feel. but i guess we'll jus haf 2 let nature takes its course. we can make it no matter wad de.. =) we went to swensens to haf ice-creams after having our dinner in the food court. caught up wif the gang and had a reli great time. hung out till pple closin le den go. lolx.. and yup... thanks serena for paying 4 us. in e end, ish de bday gal payin our bill. hehe.. anyway, hope u lyk moi prezzie 4 u.. n also, thank 4 ur advice when we were heading home. but.. i guess i m currently still confused of wad i should do. wadeva it is.. still.. thanks alot 4 being there 4 me, 4 being moi fren..
whilse enjoying, u tend to 4go ur stress. now that i m sittin here, typin moi blog, i m actually pretty worried about moi common test coming up. i reli dunno wad 2 expect n how much i already know. i feel so behind in class, and i always question moiself if i reli can be able 2 make it.. so much so that i decided not to go 4 e parents day 2molow so i can sleep in a little later(eye bags r forming lor.. n tt stupid medicine is makin me feel so horrible n it doesnt help..) n study a little. we r having a 4e1 class gathering 2molow. which make me even more worried if i'll be able 2 make it. i hope i do.. i hope i can find the hole out of this nightmare soon...
WAAA... MOI POST!!! MOI POST!!! i typed this long post about an hour ago. den moi laptop ran outta batt n e post is gone.. GONED!!! OHMEGODDDDD... *sOb sOb (serena, u can stop laughing now.. keke) oh well.. i guess i'll jus haf 2 say wad i wanted 2 say AGAIN.. arugh.. was sayin.. sori i didnt blog 4 lky centuries. cause moi house com had this virus n i cant log on 2 e internet. that day when i found out that i cant log on, i was so depressed lor. cause i needed 2 do moi PI. and that kinda feeling totally sucked. thankz serena 4 being there that day when i wailed on2 e phone sayin how things r not working.. though moi com is already one week old, i haven't got e time 2 blog. and that moi bro jus installed e msn 7.0 which is so darn fun lor. haha. was chattin wif auds jus now when i found those interesting stuff it contain. had so much fun. homework these days drowned me out lor. i was so relieved when i completed most of it 2day. this week indeed had been a busy week 4 me. tue we had our 1st QnA session. e atmosphere in e hall wif e J2s was so tense lor.. had screwed it up. unlike e sat's mock QnA session we had, this one is reli reli terrible. but it was a learnin point 4 most of us 2. it was so bad that si ying n i couldnt reli concentrate on our lessons that day. thurs QnA was much comforting for us. e J1s in e LT gave us loads of encouragement n it reli helped alot. den we had our speech during common lunch break. lucky i changed moi speech. e previous speech i thought it was a great one but it would neva work wif pple concentrating so hard on their food. lolx.. so it was pretty fortunate that i changed e speech. after a long day, i saw becca's sms n rushed 2 her house. lent her e listening ear tat she much needed. becca dear.. pls dun do silly things again k? everything will work out fine in e end. always believe in miricles. dun let this defeat u ya? den fri after sch, celebrated ollie bday n went 2 library 2 mug. tupid ollie. in e end she went 2 talk. oh well.. shant nag at her again cause i nagged enough that day alreaday. keke.. next time we go out 2 STUDY, ollie, u'd beter keep ur words n STUDY k? hehe.. sat.. was muggin at home all day.. come 2 think of it.. i reli miss e time that we can at least slack a little. miss auds bugging me(cause now timetable change le so we cant stick 2gether lyk we used 2.. *sob) haha.. speakin of haha.. miss xinyu's contagious laughter. esp our craziness 2gether as GUAI KIA gang. keke.. glyn also.. onli c her pass by n say hi.. den jue ling in her blissful life, glimmer wif love. haha.. always c her n her boi boi tts y cant tok much. hanip n zhenyong.. not in NY animore.. missing them lyk hell... noone 2 'sa jiao' 2gether.. n zhenyong's AP.. i totally miss quarrellin wif him. aRuGH.. saw becca that day n realised how much i miss her 2.. oh well... life...
apologies 4 not bloggin 4 so long again. well.. 4 e past few days, i have been a good gal, muggin lyk dunno wad. in fact i m so crazy about muggin that i was still thinkin of not goin e 1st cheer practice we haf 2molow. but i decided 2 go in e end. cant be so irresponsible. 2molow we'll be takin timetables le. hope 05A4A's timetable is veri slack. keke~ was doin moi maths jus now. aRuGH~ damn stressed up wif life lor. i noe its jus maths qn. but u kinda feel defeated when u dunno how 2 do them rite. e most irritatin part is when e followin qns after e qn u r stuck wif are lyk suddenly so tough. and after million times starin at e qn, u atill never get e workin out frm ur head. aHhHHh~ and 2 make things worse, e revision tutorial is lyk 3 pages long lor. mind u.. THREE pages!!! (in addition, after e eye incident, now is moi left hand that is killin me. dunno y. yesterday suddenly hurt so much when i bend it.wad is happenin 2 me?!!!) haiz~ life sux... miss e time we had in 05A4B and esp e time in 4E1.. was listenin 2 moi MP3 when i was doin moi maths. singin so loudly to relieve moi stress that i think moi parents r quite kind that they didnt kill me. oh well.. we have to work hard 4 our dreams... and here's e lyrics of e amazin 4E1 official song Dreams...
Dreams (Diana Degarmo)by Diana Degarmo
Dreams, are just dreams
When their stuck inside your head
And all it takes is a little help from you!
You know its true that Dreams are for real
When you see what I see and you feel it too
It took the longest road just to make it harder
Let’s do it all again it only makes us stronger!
Chorus:
Dreams, I guess we’re just made of Dreams,
Nothing else matters As long as we believe
I’m looking at you,
And I see my life
Passing before my eyes
And when the journeys over
And all my dreams come true,
I dream of you!
What do you see
When you look inside your heart
A little thought, Can walk a thousand miles
And change your life when dreams lead the way
The impossible is suddenly inside
And every step we take just brings it all together
You got to keep the fate when all seems lost forever
Chorus
You’re the one that keeps my hope alive,
My vision clear I’ll spend my life with you
Conquer fear we’ll make it through
Chorus(I dream of you! I dream of you!)
went 2 temple 2 pray 2day den met up wif becca. we both caught up a little, esp durin dinner time at pastamania. actually was hopin 2 c uncle chim there but 2 bad.. who noes he last min didnt haf 2 work le. after orderin, becca asked e guy in e cashier if chan horng is workin 2day. den that guy was lyk.. is there a chan horng here. oh well.. so we sat down n i called uncle chim n check out where is he and all that. realised that he named himself roystance in e shop. uncle chim.. can u at least find a better name? aiyo... yup so anyway, we didnt get to c ROYSTANCE la. cause ROYSTANCE was playin bball wif his frens. hehe~ i noe uncle chim mus be fumin now if he come across this entry. oh ya.. on moi way home, moi handphone decided 2 commit suicide by throwin itself out frm moi handphone pouch n roll down e escalator. i was lyk: NoooOOo.. yah.. so it has a permenant scar on its back now, showin off to e others wad a heroic act it has done.
oh well, i guess i spent half moi sat sleepin lyk a pig. keke~ supposedly 2 go out 4 a movie(wouldnt 4get ur promise 2 a treat 4 a movie, beng beng.. hehe~) but 2day wasnt in a mood 2.. didnt even bother 2 do anythin lor. after moi afternoon nap, went out 2 haf dinner in toa payoh's sizzler. den 2 ntuc. came back n checked out e amazin website of sum blogskin creators. apparently, i m 2 lazy 2 change moi blogskin n is sastisfied wif e one now so yup.. basically, i jus dun haf e mood 2 do anythin 2day.. aRuGH~ lIFe....
oh yah.. glad 2 say.. i took out e pathetic eyelash which was migerin in moi right eye for a few days le. e irritatin eyelash decided 2 end its journey n torture 4 me in e afternoons 2day. thank god it decided 2 do that. moi eye feel so much better now without its presence stuck in e corner od moi eye...
its april's fools day 2day. but i guess i didnt feel any fools in it except 4 e part that e gang tricked ollie in2 believin that our CT was chicken feet. ollie's reaction was so farnie lor. when our CT gave away sum stuff, ollie realised she got tricked by us, she stood up n went lyk: geeze! u IDIOTS! u tricked me! that kinda thing. lolx~ THAT was e best prank ever. ollie, who call u la, dun come sch lor. that was our punishment 4 u. haha~ so yupz, after sch, e gang(me, ollie, jamie, huimin, amanda, wanting, joshua, david, jeremy, zhi jia n auds) went 2 orchard 2 shop shop. our mission, to find e perfect bag 4 e indiviuals of us. in e end, we ended up wif nothin la. oh ya!! e trip 2 toys 'r' us was a fantastic one! e gang was makin hell loadsa noise n havin so much fun that it made me 4get moi problems for that hour or so. nowadays, kids r reli lucky huh. high-tec toys, amazin barbies 4 e gals n even e trad. board games was so cwool. took loads of candid photos in our little 'costume' parade. lolx~ went summore shoppin den jeremy n i headed off 2gether takin e long bus ride of 132 frm orchard 2 serangoon. ( so tired that i even feel asleep after e long conversation wif jeremy) went 2 srjc 2 crash. go there 2 look c look c la, actually. hehe~ yuzhuang n bernard waited for me for quite a while lor. so sori guys. they took me 2 a tour in their sch den we headed 2 J8. cant believe i went J8 two times a week in a row. and these r long hours in e mall. ate yoshinoya den shopped 4 prezzies 4 our upcomin bday frens. moi mommy came 2 meet us n we went swensens 4 ice-creams. by e end of e ice-cream feista, e three of us were lyk dyin of sweetness lor. lolx~ n i even felt kinda guilty how much sugar i;ve intake 2day. but who cares, it reli made me feel better.. reached home, took out moi storybook n intend 2 finish it by 2nite but phone rang n started chattin till now. haiz~ miss becca so much. i love u gal.. neva fail 2 crack me up. also dunno y.. hehe~ after that was arguin on e phone wif uncle chim. keke~ but we always do that la. so its normal. hehe~ hor, BC chim?(a 0.0000001% chance of u ever visitin moi blog cause u r always so busy wif workin, e sims n internet alwasy down) n here i m now, feelin a little better after e amazin craps i went tru durin aprils' fools day...
Ps* auds.. i feel e same way 2.. about NYJC's skirt. though it doesnt make much a diff 2 moi sec sch skirt, i jus lurve e NY's old skirt e way it is...
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