lyk wad audz said.. i was MIA for quite a while. lazy 2 cum online cause sooo busy these days lor.. busy wif wad? hmm... here's wad i did 4 e past 4 days..
23/3(Wed): Orientation 2 is finally here! the OGLS reported 2 sch by 6.45am. e first day of orientation was rather borin but e spirit of OG44(Nazgul OGLs) neva fails to bring moi mood up. we had some interaction games(everyone a little sian lyk that lor), mass dance, faction time(as usual) and had talks talks n more talks. after which Kitson, me and audz went to serangoon central to find mask 4 our OG. but we couldnt find enough 2 suit our nids so audz n i decided 2 go amk central to hunt for our mask. wif no dinner taken, e two of us drag our feets in search of e mighty masks 4 e cosyume party e next day. our route: jubliee-sambawang-sambawang downstairs-jubliee-all e way up in central-e thread stall-NTUC!!!-sambawang again.. by e two of us finish e 'quest' we were dead beat. it was about 9 plus when i reached home. den after dinner, i continued moi quest by makin e masks 4 our OG. (there wasnt enough masks 2 cater to 70plus pple that we were supposed 2 help, so me n auds decided 2 make mask 4 our OG n buy 4 e rest) by e time i headed 4 dreamland, it was 2plus am in e mornin...
24/3(thurs): reported to school late and unluckily, got shouted by a councillor. she was lyk: WALK, WALK summore!! OGL!!! YOU R LATE U NOE?!! den i was lyk: *hUff hUff*i know... i am sorry... waaa~ so embarrassin lor.. reli cant help it la.. u noe how late e poor gal slept last nite?? aiyo.. den summore hor i DID ran.. jus suay suay i climbin up e stairs decided 2 slow down a little den u came.. so pai say.. after e briefin, OG44 did e tribal cheer jus b4 e rest comes in. i LOVEEE OG44!!! haiz~ but i reli missed OG4(O1) lor.. e gang is reli filled wif nice pple. e day b4.. i heard some not so gd comments about OG4's ogl. i cant blame u guys la. cause i noe we r also fellow J1s.. but halon(O1).. lyk wad auds said, once a nazgulrian, always a nazgulrian. we had mass dance again, mass games(this time rnd, e traditional balloon game was more fun. haha~ cause i survived! ran lyk mad lor. lolx~) mass games was e 'highest' part of e day. cause we taught e rest cheers n i was kinda overly-hyper. poor auds reli accident prone lor. fell head down in capish-capu.. i was lyk: OH MY GOD!! yupz.. station games was crazy 2.. me n auds r games conductor in bamboos n balls. we both learnt a very good tec. 2 take e ping-pong ball out frm e pails lor. den we had our mass dance again. we learnt ALL STARS!!! so hapi... that was lyk a long awaited moment sia. althought nazgul didnt win e dancin king n queen, OG44 sure had loadsa fun. me n yit tiong was crazily dancin there lor. lolx~ pizza 4 dinner was reli good at e 1st slice. den e consecutive ones r lyk.. i cant make it le.. eWWWwww~ that kinda feelin. itz amazin i got 3 of those slices in moi stomach. that makes how many rounds on e track? lolx~ who cares? i live 4 food remember? when me n auds headed 4 e toilet, sum gals told us they found a bag in e dustbin den we passed e bag 2 yongcheng. it was some cat high boy's bag casue e uniform's inside. our costume party was lyk a mini-disco night. cause it ended reli early. OG44 did their last tribal cheer n me n auds went home 2gether. hehe~ dragged auds 2 e comics connection b4 we both headed our seperate ways cause e day b4 no money 2 buy moi fruit basket series. reached home took a deservin long hot bath n plop on e bed n slept lyk a piggy... OG44 reli rox 2 e core!! chun zheng too! cause he always help us. lyk wad i mentioned above.. once a nazgulrian, always a nazgulrian. not 4gettin.. thank u auds n kitson!! u both made moi time in OG4(O2) an amazin one.
25/3(Fri): went to temple to pray.. den got moi contact lenses!!! =)
26/3(Sat): e usual gang had our mini CT outin 2day 2 fuji ice palace. i said mini cause theres onli me, jamie, huimin x2, joshua, david n zhengyong onli. e two others who went along was josh's O1's OG frens. had loadsa fun skatin. n i practiced on moi cross-overs. yet to perfect it. reli envious of e pros. can skate extremely well.. hope 2 be lyk one of them in e near future.. imagine.. me in ice hockey boots n skatin... wHaO~ keke.. which led me 2 remember HALU!! hehe~ saw yuzhuang, xiaojiao n kethy when we r in J8(jus finished our dinner) they were takin tennis rackets lor.. n at first i still didnt believe that they can play. lolx~ yz in tennis? muahaha~ =P den yz n xj showed me their sch u they bought in e afternoon. keke~ lookin at zhuang's uniform, i realised how lucky i m 2 be in NY. lolx.. but so envious of xj lor!! still got drawstring MADE i repeat MADE 4 them(SAJC)! i hope NY's skirt will be e old one.. e new one is okay but e old one looks alot better..*crossin moi fingers 4 luck... cant believe i m gonna wear brown 4 e next 2 year(if every goes well) den went 2 moi aunt's house n got 2 see moi nephew, qi hern. he is soooo extremely cute lor! when i got home, decided on moi future wif e help of mr wong(thankz.. so sori 2 always trouble u.. but u were a great help. thank you!!) i chose moi subject combi. i hope i can get moi combi.. geo,econs n maths. and i reli hope moi life in jc will go smoothly...
i m an offical NYJCian.. well.. yupz. so this is it. Zip.. nIl.. no feelings of wad-so-ever.. aint overjoyed at e same time, aint depress. so yah..
in e mornin, i rechecked if i m in nyjc den headed 4 sch. had a small game of volleyball den badminton. poor jamie. she's in moi team n her leg not recovered yet.. so she cant reli run n stuff la. our opposin team, amanda n ollie was so farnie lor.. play until moi right hand now lyk abit sour(suan). keke~ had our OGL refresher course in e afternoon. actually knew yesterday i got in NY le. cause e councillor smsed me sayin me a successful OGL. so yup. went there and copied some impt stuff. so CWOOL.. me n audz r in e same OG lor. and guess wad? we r back at OG4!!! haha~ "we are inOG4 and we haf 4 guys n we r called OG4rians" okay.. lame.. i noe.. and u bom bom audz.. stop hittin me le la.. i noe u veri e xin fen.. but ur boney fingers kills millions of cells each day. u noe how poor things they are? mus hold so many funerals at one go.. =P lolz~ we both were so hapi tt we r in e same OG until xue mei said we lyk takin o's results lyk this. keke~ but 2 bad chun zheng didi got in2 Osaris. haiz~ sad case... to make things sadder.. O2 is onli 2 days.. haizzzzzz~ den went to meet joshua in amk. huimin n zihao was there too. papa zhao han went there later. but me n ollie onli got 2 see huimin n joshua cause i didnt wanna go in 2 e arcade. den i sent ollie 2 e bus interchange n headed home. haiz~ later still mus call moi OG pple.. i wonder how they are lyk. pls make O2 fun.....
Good things always comes to an end.. 2day marks e official end of our 1st 3 mths. wad a day spent in sch, watchin 2 movies in a row. e movies shown, Super Size Me and Titan in e hall. let me tell u, e hall is NOT a comfy place to watch TWO movie in a row. it can one: make ur neck crack, two: allow ur butts on fire n three: make u restless. by e end of e day.. everyone was left moodless. however, e crazy bunch of 05A4B never fails to think of crazy ideas. this time, when sch anded, e whole gang of us headed 2 city hall. went to raffles place 1st cause ollie wanna help her mama change a skirt. den we headed to our main destination... our Singapore's most amazing buildin ever.... The Durian... =P okok.. its Esplande pple.. we had loads of fun there, makin hell loadsa noise that i am pretty sure that alot of pple r watchin us. i think some guy even took our photos(on suspect of zihao n me) yesh pple... we were STALKED!!! well.. 2 drama-mama la, i noe.. when we were at e library, e librarian nearly scolded us. well, this time, not because of e noise.. but we were 2 big a group standin on e entrance of e dance section. lolx~ she went lyk: wad r u doin here..?? she never got her ans though. cause we all walked off. keke~ our time spend 2gether was indeed a crazy n meaningful one. thank you guys 4 givin me e best 3mths life anione could eva wished 4. most certainly, i cannot 4get 2 thank Cheehui, HuiMin, Amanda n Jamie 4 their wonderful effort doin up those cards 4 me. mus haf took u guys quite awhile 2 finish. THANK YOU! and yesh, ollie, moi crockroach gal.. thank u 4 ur card 2 n ur oil paintin(at first still tought u draw one. lolx) but aniway, thanks loads moi dear, i reli love it.. n kenan, got ur sweet sms 2.. love ya all 2 bits n pieces. i hope u guys haf a great future ahead and pls do keep in touch k? once again, Thank you, 05A4B...
oh yah.. and looks lyk i've wreck some havoc in some pple's pocket wif e mini choco ester eggs i've given out in e mornin.. so sorry pple.. =P
i gave up doin moi maths tutorial n decided to blog... so sori these days didnt come online. thanks 4 e taggies pple!
18/3(fri): it was another day gone.. with time passing so quickly, i wonder wad it would be lyk in e future. we had an OG outin 2day. a lunch 2gether at soul garden in takashimaya. however, not all r present. haiz~ but aniway, glyn was sittin beside me n she made a GREAT mama.. fabulous cook lor. keke~ i was so fortunate 2 sit beside her cause i get ALL e good food! den audz opposite of me was crackin super lame jokes wif e LATE guai kia gang, Xinyu tt me n HanIp nearly changed our table. lolx~ lucky XinYu didnt get food-poisonin. u noe wad these gals did?!! they added lemonade in2 e beef(Xy got tricked in2 eatin, i was peelin moi prawns haha~) and cooked some amazing fried maggie mee. den e gals went 2 take neo-prints.. Jamie!! next time cannot excuse le huh.. keke~ n e guys went 2 play pool. we drag them out n went 2 herrins 2 occupy space. hehe~ was standin in e HMV and talkin lor.. den audz, me n chunzheng departed frm e gang. moi wallet was nearly left wif glyn. keke~ 4gotten all about it. c how careless i can get...
Glitters, Sparks n amazing skating.. i was led back in2 moi childhood once again by Disney On Ice. The skaters did a great job!(sad case that jasmine fell in one attempt to spin.) but it was reli fantastic! however, moi nephew was pretty bored. haha~ guess this is a little 2 much 2 take it 4 a 3 years old boi. he was excited about mickey though n was reluctant to leave when e show ended.. haha~ and i got really carried away by e performace tt i bought e $20 programme. VERY not worth it, i noe. but i was reli tempted. cause e theme: Princess Classic, reminds me so much of moi childhood. when we were younger, e few of us in e sch bus was so enthu over this disney girls book tt we sorta formed a club n role play e gals in e story. sounds kinda childish huh? but it bonded e few of us 2gether. felt kinda guilty after i bought e book. cause i've been spendin so much of moi mom's money these days. even rejected yuzhuang's invitation 2 a movie e next day..
19/3(Sat): In e end, i did went to e movies wif XiaoJiao, Yu Zhuang n Kethy. Swing Girls was pretty good! n when we left e theatre, XJ n kethy were sayin how much they miss band practices in CB. after which e gang decided 2 go out 4 supper at Newton Circle. it was pretty late when we left Orchard.. Nearly puked when i ran after 265(saw Pei Yun on e bus 2..) when i headed home. THAT was how full i got tt day. should haf jus stick 2 salad huh, guys? lolx~ i wonder when we can do this again, hangin out, i mean. to be honest, i m pretty scared of e new term in JC. i m afraid that i couldnt take e stress... everyone is lookin forward 2 e 22nd.. but i m not.. i dun think i m ready 4 e postin yet...
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
yUp~ this blog is gonna be dedicated 2 moi bestie, becca cause its her bday 2day! haha~ so sori couldnt spend ur special day wif u. anyway, we've sorta celebrate it 4 u on sat rite? hehe` cant believe how long we know each other le.. yupz.. i m so gonna go lyk remember e first day when we met that kinda stuff again. lolx~ becca, moi 1st fren in 1E3. clearly in moi mind, i've entered e torn-down lookin class and sat down thinkin in moi mind: geez~ i should haf done better 4 PSLE. this is gonna be a long 4 years ahead... i wan out... den jus when i was havin moi self-pity party 4 e moment, an amazin lookin gal walked in e class and smiled at me. surprisingly too, sat down beside me jus when i was lyk: i m SO not gonna make ani frenz. lolx~ n e 1st recess we had on tt day? we jus walked arnd n u said u wanted a drink. den u pressed on e picture on e old vendin machine instead of e buttons instead? haha` tt's when we got to know ian 2 huh.. quite a memory ya? time flew by. too bad we werent tt close durin sec2. wasted one year. den sec 3... that's when i reli tresure u, becca. thanks 4 being there when i needed sumone 2 confine 2. u were e one who believed in me at times n stood by me thruout moi most difficult period. n i reli thank u 4 it.. guess time flies huh? we spent our sec sch days 2gether jus in a flash of time. durin our grad day, when moi report book had some problems, u n serena neva failed 2 stand by me, tellin me everythin will be okay. now that we will soon go our seperate ways, i do hope we both will keep in touch k? cause i reli treasure e times we had 2gether. in ani time u nid sumone, i would always be there 2 help lyk u had been there 4 me. and not 4gettin, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! bestie, thank you sooo much! i love u!!! *fingers crossin that u'll read this*
so sori 4 not bloggin these days. finally haf e time 2 sit down n blog.. looks lyk it had been a few busy days.. so itz me here again 2 update..
Fri(11th Mar): moi mommy bought moi very own mp3!!! was so happi. wanted it quite a long time ago. den lucky 4 me, e IT fair came jus in time when i asked 4 a MP3 of moi own. and surprisinly, moi mom said okay in gettin me one. but i was kinda regrettin that i got a black zen instead of e pink one e last few days. but it is 2 late to think of even doin anythin rite?
Sat(12th Mar): cheerobics 2005 turned out GREAT! maybe it's because CHONG BOON(groovers) GOT 1ST! it was reli cool to be there to witness our sch to get their 1st champ in their 2nd attempt. i've neva felt so much sch spirit b4, the CBrians screamin on e top of our lungs,cheerin on 4 our cheerleaders 2. even our new principal was there to congratulate our cheerleaders. our 'instructors' e denvers achieved amazin results 2. they've got 2nd in the open cat. magnum force did great as usual. their routine was a blast! 5th year in a row they've got gold. *eNvY anyway, i heard that M.F's coach is soon e NYJC's new cheer team's coach. so i was thinkin if i should join e cheer team.. well.. that is IF i can enter NYJC 1st...
Mon(14th Mar): OGL workshop was reli fun.. but tirin too. but was kinda disappointed in moiself yesterday though. was reli accident prone lor. so i m reli hopin no one would get a bad impression on me. i m reli sori N1.. i didnt mean 2 be that blur yesterday.. *gUiLtY anyway, mass dance was e 'highest' of the OGL ws. haha~ nearly killed moi partner, Kitson. haha~ ThAnK yOu loads 4 entertainin me! OGL workshop ended late n at first, i was still plannin 2 go TkD. but in e last min, xy n cat decided not to. while headin to cat's house, i nearly got banged down by a sports car. mind u.. SPORTS CAR. haha~ that was how blur i was yesterday. i guess e driver mus be cursin me. anyway, chatted wif alex until quite late den head home. oh ya~ ThAnKs xInYI 4 ya dinner! if not 4 u, i wouldnt haf had moi dinner.. *mUcKz.. love u..
ToDaY: stayed home 2 mug. dunno wad in m muggin 4 also. lolx~ i slept lyk a piggy 2day lor. overly exhausted. even when i slept until 12pm, i still took an afternoon nap. haha` i guess that's all so far... cIaOz 4 now.
PS* oh yah.. thanks auntie jerry 4 helpin me do up moi blog... XIE XIE NI!!!
i cant believe that there r reli such pple existin on this world. to that extreme, you lied about sumthin which was quite impt n u actually bad-mouthed bout me again when i think that its onli fair that i gif u another chance n actually tried to believe in u again.well, u noe wad? u didnt annoy me. cause i sympathize for u. in a sense that u nid 2 do all these 2 gain friendships. well, this is kinda pathetic u noe? but i wanna tell u this if u ever come across moi blog, be true 2 urself n e others 2. no matter how much u lie, others r gonna find out e truth one day too. n they can be judges 4 their own 2. so pls dear... be more honest in everythin u do n say..
anyway, so much of that.. i went 4 touch rug trainin 2day after much decision. considerin e fact tt moi poor feet still have raw blisters on them. it hurt lyk crazy after e trainin lor. surprisinly, it wasnt much of a bother durin trainin. n sittin infront of moi com now, moi feet r lyk flyin... it was a little 'on fire' jus now actually. lolx~ exaggerate a little la. but u guys noe wad i mean rite? n there is this cut in moi inner lips also due 2 e netball game we had durin pe. aRuGh~ n got wacked on moi head 2 by an upper arm too. and due to e lack of sleep last nite, i m completely in a daze 2day. i am proven guilty: i didnt reli listen 2 GP tutorial 2day. =P okay~ i shall end moi complainin b4 everythin gets worse n pple r so gonna call me grandma jun.. lolx~
toes filled wif blisters, leg cryin in agony, i m dead beat. try havin about 3 or 4 BIG blisters on ur foot. i wonder how m i gonna survive 2molow's pe n touch rug(if i m goin =P) althought this might sound extreme, but this ish lyk one of e best nights i had so far. i mean, gettin 2 sweat it out and all. i went 4 teakwondo train again 2day, 2 crash lessons. i heaven been trainin since e beginnin of sec4 lor. wad a waste actually. reli regretted not goin because we wanted 2 study. and yet, in e end e results still turn out as bad. okay~ maybe not all tt bad. but jus not up 2 moi own expectations. xinyi, cat n i learnt black tip's pattern 2day. i came to realise how much fun we had last time. wif alex's non-stop critisin n makin him nearly vomited blood, e session turned out well. i cant believe we were ponderin if we should reli go 4 trainin in e beginnin. gradin is on april and i m currently in a delimma of whether or not i should join back tkd. it sounds reli attractive, to get a black tip at least. well... it IS black afterall... n i m reli tempted to go back 2 complete moi course. HOWEVER, there r loads more stuff 2 be weighed here. moi studies. i guess i will end up in a JC in e end. n lyk i always said, moi results r already so bad, i reli need to buck up. and tkd takes up time. quite alot of time if i m goin 4 black. cause it isnt jus one pattern we r tokin about here. itz two.. or even 3... and the 2nd n 3rd pattern is chosen at random startin frm yellow belt, if i m not wrong. which conclude that i'll have to learn about 8 patterns in all.(in case one does not noe about tkd, a pattern is a series of kickin, punchin n blockins done in a set) n we r talkin about 2 more grades 2 black here, which means 6 more mths of trainin IF all goes well.. n moi mom dun reli encourage me 2 go back 2 train. haiz~ how?!!! somone pls help me...
PS* thank u xinyi 4 ur lovely blackforest cake! lOve ya LoaDS! n serena, if we r goin 4 e next trainin, u'd better be there wor! cause i miss u!! lolx~
the LT was dramatically changed last night. it seemed more pleasant unlike e usual dead LT. the atmosphere was much cooler than it was supposedly(which made us shiver lyk crazy) n the place is filled with live 2nite. i guess e LT made 4 teachin totally ruin moi impression on itself until 2day. bai yun gang was great. actually, i didnt intend to go until audz called me in e afternoon(not long after i woke up. haha~) n i sorta found amanda 2 book 2 tix 4 me. haiz~ too bad i didnt get e sch's 'grand' envelope. i thought i can get moi tix in e amazin envelope that auntie jerry had durin e band's concert. so anyway, e gang- glyn, audz n auntie jerry went to j8 4 our dinner. we were lyk decidin wad 2 eat n finally settled on pasta mania. n i got to noe that e potatoe salad is a fab! haha~ den our sexy-voice, xinyu, joined us after our meal. her voice was lyk.. damn sexy lor. keke~ drink lodsa water ya, moi dear? oh ya! n that auntie jerry SOOO terrible lor. go n steal e waitin number tag. so bad lor.. den anyway, lovely glyn's mommy bought us 2 e sch. if not we would had been late. thankz alot, auntie!(although i guess it would be 0.00001% chances of u readin it unless glyn tell u) keke~ byg was reli reli cwool. at 1st i thought i was gonna sit tru a chi lit show or sumthin lyk that that i wuld neva understand n gonna sleep tru. but i was wrong.. it was a fantastic show! nyjc has reli proven her flair in promotin our chi culture. i was dead impressed by e 2nd act. esp e 'little gal'. dun ya get scared ur own? i think u r reli great.(n once again, this is another 0.00001% chances of u gettin 2 read moi blog.) den at night, xy got me n audz in2 creatin our own quiz. lolx~ n that's how i got moi own quiz. did twice lor. cause e first time i did go sum sorta problem so gotta redo. n both me n audz stayed up until 2am online wif me doin moi quiz. THAT was how enthu i got. ludz~ n now, i've got a splittin headache again. guess itz cause i slept too late last nite. wanted to read up on moi econs lecture jus now but figured i didnt reli haf e heart on studyin. oh well.. mayb i get on wif it later on..
the sun was blazin hot as we played on. we had sweat drippin all over.it wasnt wad one would call the right time to play. but who cares, we were havin fun. after sch 2day, ollie, joshua, david, kenan n i went to wan ting's house 2 play bball.had an amazin time.. n i guess that i m beginnin 2 get to noe how uncle chim feels wheneva he's on e court. keke~ 2 bad 2day ollie cant join e fun. other day u mus join us le ya?
i named this blog a short day cause 2day seemed lyk one fast day. we had our geo tutorials in e mornin. hadnt anticipated a word search. time flew pass wif e gang jokin n workin on our word search at e same time. in which reminds me that i reli have to learn more about physical geo b4 i die next term(if i make it 2 a jc). i noe basically nothin about it. so must defintely work alot harder le. lucky itz geo. at least i have e interest there.. den everyone was so hyper about chinese 2day cause we wanted to finish watchin e video mr ng showed us. but 2 bad.. in e end, he didnt come up to our class either. saddenin huh? so we jus sat in e class n talk whole loadsa crap that lesson in e end. after e break we had, it was geo lecture. it was great too. had watched e day after 2molow. e impact of the movie was still there, it was still as excitin as b4. n i told david: u noe y itz called e day after 2molow? cause its not called e day after yesterday. it was jus a cold joke crack by me which led jeremy n god-son to a mini-debate on e day after yesterday=today. ok.. *crutches on hold*(i noe wad u r gonna say audz.. haha~) after lunch, was our gp tutorial. in e end, mrs boo cancelled e class cause of 'a's result. i wonder if e ex-J2s r feelin e same way as we did when we recieved our 'o's results. didnt go n c. but it can be predicted that e atmosphere there would be dead tense n e maximum emotions. anyway, our gang headed 4 e library cause sum of them wanted to apply 4 e jae. that librarian scolded us 4 no reasons lor.(she do that to practically EVERYONE in e library) guess she mus haf fallen outta love a few years ago which made her cranky. =P tell me i didnt say that!! haha~ okay, no offence ya? IF one day u eva come across moi blog. actually, i think she ought 2 cheer up a little n that would make her a nice lady. okay.. i feel that this entry is reli kinda lame. but nevamind. that was MOI day...
splittin headache i've got here. maybe it is due to the movie marathon that i had. not exactly actually. i had watched e vcd Osama in our gp lecture 2day. seen how women were discriminated during the taliban period. sad movie.. which kinda make me open moi eyes n realise how lucky we r actually. to be in the world that we have the rights to do sumthin that we wan. do u noe that these women r emotionally tortured? thay cant go out to the streets without havin a man beside them, that is, if the man is her husband. they had to be all covered up. if not, she would be counted as seducin other man. women are known as a disgrace to the country. she cant have a job. widows are tormented in many ways. and this period of time happened jus a few years ago. can u believe that? ok.. so much of that. after which i head over 2 jubliee 2 meet glyn, cunzheng n glyn's fren(eh.. i've got a terrible memory so pls 4gif me) 2 watch Hitch. it was reli veri farnie. well, i guess sittin next 2 that glint, any show would be farnie. keke~ i jus said it was rainin popcorns cause our popcorn container had a hole below n popcorns r droppin out frm it n this crazy gal can laugh until sooo hysterically. but anyway, i had a good laugh n it was great. until when e lights came on n moi headache started too. oh well..
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
there was two routes... one was a darker path. thunder roared n lightnin flashed. it was a hideous sight. the smell comin frm that path was unbearable too. the route was pitch dark. i started to back away.. frm moi view now, on the other path, a comfortin light of warmth embraced. soothin music comin frm it. it is the neverland that many have been searchin for. it is a place of hope. a place of love. the right path that many would choose to go too. i started towards the comfort zone in my life.. but was it really the right choice? wad was actually behind the darker path? is that path that i've choosen to continue the right one? or was it just a trap?
the jae was a long and tedious process. i nearly smashed moi com. in2 to when ramani came over to do up her applications too(n went home without applyin) c how terrible it was? anyway, moi day was spent filled with doubts. poly or jc? and in the end, i have chosen to go jc(cause moi mama said so. lolx~) i m reli scared i cant make it u noe. its lyk, i haf been an average student since young n i need 2 excel in order to stand a place in e unis. i reli hope i can make it. in the end, there was still 2 choices of polys in moi jae application.. let fate decide ba. i hope i can stay in nyjc though. i dunno y 2.. but i guess spendin moi 2 mths there, i feel kinda attached 2 ny le..
it was rainin heavily this mornin when moi mom woke me up. it was a great weather 4 sleepin lor. n i had that sudden urge not to go sch. but in e end, i still did. benfits of goin, there's actually not much teachin goin on in class 2day. i mean, wif everyone still decidin on where 2 go, who've got e heart to study? so our teachers jus weighed e pros n cons goin to jc or poly. which kinda made me think even further wad i wanted to do. but in the end, i still listened to moi mama. go jc. haha~ i hope i can reli make it tru moi 2 yrs in jc. i reli do. lyk i said, i aint no smart alec n i noe it would take me alot more 2 work on than some others. so yup.. give me ur blessings ya?
