It's hard loosing a friend, it may be one of the hardest things you go through. A friend and I just "broke up" for lack of a better term. We got into a very over due fight and things were said that weren't meant (at least on my part), and now she just wants to write me off. After a week we talked through text messages, and she said some very mean, hurtful, accusing and spiteful things about me to me. It makes me wonder what she said behind my back. After almost a month of us hardly talking she still wants to not be friends any longer. So even though I have spent A bunch of money planning her baby shower, countless hours on the phone talking to her, giving her roof over her head for 7 months, helping her get her own apartment so she wouldn't have to continue living from place to place, and giving her a friendship that I've never given anyone, I'll play her game and let it be over.
Now I have had time to process everything she said about me, how she really feels, I ask myself is she really worth it. I invested so much of my time into our friendship, I cared so much about her, but really she was just using me. She just wanted to stay friends so I would let her play with my daughter, she never cared about me. It hurt so bad when I realized that this person who claims she is a person who will always be there for you no matter what has happened between the 2 of you, never cared about me and I will never get to know her son because she is so self absorbed. Was she really my friend?
